VHt's blog: "Song Lyrics (Life Theme Songs) If You Will"

I'm not right And I'm not fine I wanna be rain that tastes like wine I wanna be good I wanna be great I wanna be everything except for your mistake Send me inside your mind I wanna know what you're thinking This time I'll try to be the one you always thought you knew It's true I'm blue And without you - I'm not right I'm not fine I wanna be rain that tastes like wine I wanna be good I wanna be great I wanna be everything except for your mistake Let me into your view I wanna know how you see this thing that's "us" I must keep managing my madness over you It's true I'm blue And without you - I'm not right I'm not fine I wanna be rain that tastes like wine I wanna be good I wanna be great I wanna be everything except for your mistake And I don't want your sympathy; just understanding We'd be better off if I just took some time to try to understand you I'm not right I'm not fine I wanna be rain that tastes like wine I wanna be good I wanna be great I wanna be everything except for your mistake I'm not right I'm not fine I wanna be rain that tastes like wine I wanna be seen I wanna get clean I wanna just fall out of in-between I'm not right I'm not right I don't wanna be your mistake

I remember when all the games began. Remember every little lie and every last goodbye. Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away. Its still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me. Well you're so UNCLEAN!! I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!! DECEIVING!! THE BLEEDING!! IT'S OVER!!! Paint the mirrors black (to forget you) I still picture your face and the way you used to taste. Roses in a glass dead and wilted. To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy... I'm better off without you and you're better off without me. Well I'm so UGLY!! You're better off without me and I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!! WAS TEARING ME APART!!! THE HATRED!! THE BEATINGS!! DISASTER!!! IT'S OVER!! As wicked as you are...you're beautiful to me. You're the darkest burning star, your MY PERFECT DISEASE! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!! THE BEATINGS!! IT'S OVER!!! DISASTER!!

I'm waiting for my real life to begin Any minute now, my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon I'll stand on the bow, feel the waves come crashing Come crashing down down down, on me And you say, be still my love Open up your heart Let the light shine in But don't you understand I already have a plan I'm waiting for my real life to begin When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened But in my dreams, I slew the dragon And down this beaten path, and up this cobbled lane I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again And you say, just be here now Forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin Let me throw one more dice I know that I can win I'm waiting for my real life to begin Any minute now, my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call It's gonna happen soon, soon, soon It's just that times are lean And you say, be still my love Open up your heart, let the light shine in Don't you understand I already have a plan I'm waiting for my real life to begin