Some1special2k's blog: "Some1special2k"

Sitting by a camp fire reflecting on my past and the invisible scars that will forever last the things I can’t explain, the things folks don’t understand. the memories over the years that molded the boy into the man. the hurt and the pain I've known, and the kindness that I have shown the many things I've learned and all the ways I've grown the lives I have saved and the ones I wasn’t able to the depression I suffer from that always makes me blue the poems I have written and the lives that they touch the ones I love dearly and treasure oh so much sitting by a camp fire looking back from where I came puts the picture of life in a brand new frame! Written by Some1special2k

My Heart Cries! My Heart cries for the kisses we use to share it cries for the intimacy that is no longer there it cries for the feel of your body against mine it cries from being undesired, the message sent to my mind it cries from the love it holds for you it cries cause it knows no others will do it cries from the lonliness night after night it cries cause it realizes its losing the fight it cries for your light which brightened it's tomb it cries cause without you, it knows its doomed written by Some1special2k

I SEEK A SPECIAL WOMAN! I seek a special woman who she is I do not know. But if I ever find her my heart will tell me so. This woman takes my breath away but doesnt leave me gasping for air. and I can give my heart to her and know its in good care. she doesnt tell me lies, deceive me or any of those games. she treats me with respect you see and I show her the same. she does not judge a person by the color of their skin. she simply gets to know them and judges from within. she doesnt punish me for the sins of other men. and she knows the best relationships are the ones that start as friends written by Some1special2k

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The Qualities! the Qualities you seek can all be found in me. a sincere, warmhearted, romantic overflowing with honesty big and strong but gentle natured, a giant teddy bear not affraid to show my sensitive side or tell you that I care. scarred from battles past, some that have yet to heal. guarded is my heart cause its the only pain I feel. issues we all have some, to say I dont would be a lie but what escaped from the fires of my past is a truly wonderful guy. written by Some1special2k

the other day at work a patient, after breaking open the fasteners that keep the windows from opening and kicking out the screen she jumped out of it. she landed on a padded roof 13ft or more below with minor damage, but then proceeded to go to the edge and eventually jumped another 25 ft to concrete and grass causing serious injury to herself. actually when the paramedics who were present on scene ran over to her she wasnt breathing :-( this was a truly unfortunate incident and the woman was odviously in crisis and clearly determined to kill herself. now from the moment she 1st jumped out the window my dept go the call and me and my officers all responded quickly, so fast that many of us were on scene before she walked over to the 2nd ledge, we all scrambled to get air mattresses blown up and in place, to block off the area and keep the crowd away, and several of us, myself included rushed upstairs to gain access to that area of the roof where she had jumped. folks that know me know I have a fobia about heights, but I was able to remove a fastener and kick open a window and did climb out on the ledge and make my way over to the roof a floor above the woman. at the same time other officers had also gained access via other routes but before any of us could reach the woman she jumped. we were all very upset over this one incident but we continued to do our jobs and even consoled nursing staff and visitors who had also saw the woman jump. we all went out and dealt with it in our own ways after work. although in writing this may seem like there was a lot of time but the whole incident happened in a matter of 5-7 minutes this is all part of the job and I can deal with it. what does bother me is that although we have been given some praise by those who were present and were aware of the details. we were actually blamed by so many who werent present or who read about it in the paper or heard on the news. judged and second guess by many who have no idea of the type of persons we are or our backgrounds or prior training for such events. by people who have no idea of the dedication and willingness of me and my officers to place ourself between those who judge us and those who attempt to harm them. there is an old saying "joy shared is joy multiplied and pain shared is pain cut in half." so I figured I would give it a try ;-)

ok the following two comments were pasted from my shoutbox. now normally I ignore morons but figured I would share his comments with you all and comment on his remarks ;-) now with all the woman on CT he has nothing better to do than send guys messages but im the faggot? you seem to want to anger me with your remarks but dude im laughing at you! Grow up bwork87@ao...: NIGGGERRRR bwork87@ao...: faggot

ok I thought that it was time for some new photos so since I was suspended from work I decided to put the new digital camera my christmas present to myself to use.its only been sitting on my desk doing nothing ;-) I had stumbled on a great spot when my girl and I were trying to locate a friends wedding a while back. so I pack my tripod, camera and off I go. being a country boy I decided to start out in the woods, took a few photos of the scene befored heading into the woods. I finally found a ridge that was perfect climbed up the steep hill with my gear, set up the camera on the tripod, even made sure to zoom in a little, set the timer..got in position...press the shutter which starts the 10 second timer....race back in position...camera shuts off..turns out the batteries died. packed everything up hiked back to the car and couldnt find a battery to save my life. went home cause I had to get ready for church with my mom took her someplace she always wanted to go. after church I hurried home changed and back to spot...I did stop and get batteries ;-) and was finally able to get some new photos of myself. im going to be spending a lot of time at the place I found it is soooo relaxing. will post the pics soon just thought you would all enjoy the luck I had lol

I have been on the job for going on 6 years now most of them as seargent and shift supervisor. I am one of very few who has literally dealt with just about every type of call imaginable. Shootings, stabbing’s, suicides, murders, major disasters, hostage situations, rapes, dangerous rescues, bombs both fake and real. Usually I am the 1st to arrive on the scene and on more than one occasion the only one. I have met and gotten to know so many people many of whom are still grateful for my actions in their time of need. I have saved lives and in all the years only lost one life, 2 year old reese mccasland a SID’s victim, whom I received praise from paramedics for trying to save him. I have single handedly captured escaped convicts. 2 days ago I responded and treated being 1st on scene to a doctor who had a stroke, today his fellow doctors came to thank me for my actions he is expected to make a full recovery. Appreciation like that is what I enjoy most about the job, so why am I pissed? Well my joy was short lived, see Friday on my day off the system on which we do our reports went down. Not the first time as we are constantly having problems with the system since the last upgrade, so it is not unusual for us to go a whole weekend without the system working. The chief who is the only person who can fix the system was notified at home and an email was sent to all the supervisor not just myself mind you but to all of them, saying to keep trying and call him again if its still not working. Now Saturday when I arrived at work the previous supervisor didnt feel a need to call the chief at home and being that he was aware of the situation I didnt bother to contact him either. Now a Lieutenant who was working that night was upset that I didnt call the chief and tell him that the system wasnt working, although he was notified later and still did not come in until Monday to fix the problem. Mind you the chief did not have a problem with me not calling him and himself admits it wasnt a big deal doing things the old way but because this lieutenant made a big stink because I didnt bother to call the chief that she went to the deputy chief and made it seem like I had a problem with her authority and demanded I be punished, so the deputy chief just to make her happy agrees to suspend me for 2 days without pay. Now get this the chief has to approve this and does without even bothering to ask what it was about. Now the other supervisors who also didnt call the chief at home don’t get in any trouble for also not calling him yet I get suspended for 2 days and its approved by the person I didnt call when he himself doesnt have a problem with the fact that I didnt bother to call him. So dispite the fact that I constantly put my life on the line to protect others and the dept is better appreciated by the public where years ago they were not and all the good things I have done over the years I am not even worth looking at the reason you are suspending me. Its my believe that God don’t like Ugly so instead of fighting my suspension I didnt say a word. I do what I do for the public and the Brass can kiss my Ass! What goes around comes around ! ;-)