Kritter 420 The Tattoo guy's blog: "Some thing missing?"

once again the lonelyness creeps in to my soul. Or was it ever really gone? Once again my humanity is taken from me. Once again the darkness consumes me. Darkness my old friend you have returned. Once again you stick to your steal blade in to my heart. But my soul you may never have. Once again you test my fath in others. Once again you have given me one that can not endure the test of time and hardship. Is there no one the can endure this test? Once again the word love has no meaning.

 

I know its been along time. Well I wake up the last few days and I feel like some thing or I am missing? Not sure what it is ether. I have single now for almost 5 years now. And for the most party very happy. But I do have some one that I thing I am close to. She is amazing. But as things seen to go with me she is so far away! So I'm not sure that its just cuz the distance between us, or its some thing else.