Dirty Rocker's blog: "Simplicity"

Nothing pisses me off more than immature people.  Don't get me wrong, drunk pissed off STUPID people piss me off bad...but not as bad as a calm sober immature person.  I met this girl last night at a bar and this is the conversation we had.

ME:  "Hi, my name is Nick, enjoying the music?"

HER:  "Yes, aren't you the guy doing the sound thingy?"

ME:  "Yes, what's your name if you don't mind me asking?"

HER:  "Chassidy, and you?"

ME:  "Nick haha."

HER:  "Whats so damn funny?"

ME:  "I introduced myself when I walked up."

HER:  "Well I thought you were just telling me bullshit so you could talk to me."

ME:  "I couldn't do that, I may speak my mind a lot but I couldn't be an asshole to a girl as pretty as you!"

HER:  "Don't talk down to me!"

ME:  "What?"

HER:  "Don't talk to me like I'm a piece of ass that you wanna take home by the end of the night."

ME:  "First of all, I don't live in Tulsa.  I live in Texas, so I can't take you home.  Second of all I have to maintain a professional attitude and reporte while I work so I can ensure I have a job at the end of the night."

HER:  "You need to learn something real quick then."

ME:  "And what is that."

HER:  "You need to learn to respect me right now."

Me:  "Well you need to learn something about me real quick.  You need to learn that I respect who respects me, and if you don't respect me, you have to earn my respect just like I have to earn yours."

My next thoughts where these:

The part that pisses me off more than her being a bitch is that she had the audacity, the nerve, the stupidity and the false confidence that she could actually get away with telling me, much less anyone else, that I needed to respect her before I even met her.

She probably was a spoiled little brat growing up and every boyfriend she ever had spoiled her.  Until her last one which probably treated her like complete shit.  They probably broke up and got back together many times and she has been pissed off at every guy since then because thats pretty much all she had known.

Here comes the kicker.  Her friend came up to me at the end of the night and apologized to me for Chassidy.  And me being pretty pissed, I spoke my mind to her...every last thought that I had that is written above.  Her friend asked me how I knew everything about Chassidy when I've never met her before.

I told her that all pissed off immature people have a "reason", more like excuse, to act the way they do.  And it takes a complete asshole to get them to realize it.

GOD I HATE STUPID IMMATURE PEOPLE!!!!

have you ever felt that you were destined for more than what was given to you?
As if you have a calling?  A calling for something greater than what we can see.
Sight is an illusion.  We see everything around us and yet we cannot see anything
at all.  The buildings we see, the trees, birds, animals, people, they are all real.
Yet we still cannot see anything at all.

We love each other yet we hate each other.  We help each other then we kill each other.
And for what?  For freedom?  Whos freedom...not mine.  Freedom doesn't exist!  We have the
"Freedom" of speech.  Yet we will be chastized and punished if we truly speak our mind.  We
have the "Freedom" of knowledge yet we cannot obtain true knowledge without some moderating
what we learn.  We have the "FREEDOM" to pursue what makes us happy.  Yet the system is set
to where majority of us fail and never obtain what truly makes us happy.  Convalusions!
It states it so boldly.  PURSUIT.  It doesn't say we have the freedom to be happy, but the
pursuit of happiness.  Clouded statements covering lies upon lies.

Happiness is not propietary.  One person may be happy working a desk job all their life.
Another may want to get covered in tattoos and piercings.  We have the ability to do either,
but one choice has repercusions.  Tattoos and piercings will limit your ability to get a job.
Without a job, you cannot get more tattoos and piercings.  Thus hindering your PURSUIT of
happiness.  "But this company is an EOE company (Equal Opportunity Employment)."  All this means
is that if the person doesn't like the way you look, they can just say you weren't qualified
enough or someone else was more qualified than you.

Musicians are always the "rebels."  The ones that want to go against mainstream corporate suits.
Yet less than 1% of all musicians who try to obtain the ultimate goal of fame actual become
famous.  Almost as if the music industry is controlled.  Controlled like the flow of diamonds in
the U.S.

Thats right, the government controls the diamond flow to maintain a standard price and
demand for diamonds.  Which is all fine and dandy, but thats all because of greed.  Money, it
all revolves around money.  The higher demand for diamonds, the more they can charge.  They do this with diamonds, what else do they do this with?

If everyone would chase their dreams, their passions, their desires, the whole world government
system would crash.  The people would once again run this world, not a "Select" group.

I finish with this one statement: 

"To deny our impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human."

You apparently don't exist...just sayin!