Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "Silly Me"

so here is how its gonna be..I blog...very few read. I am done going out of my way. its that simple you talk to me or i don't bother. I am over it. the fine line between reality and internet has become fine and defined. the reality is I care more than I care to. Call me a fickle bitch or what not but it is what it is. If I ignore you, I don't want to talk to you. You have hurt me in some way. Otherwise I respond as soon as I see a message or alert. Do have a great weekend all that do read what I post. Even those of you that don't...see there is that caring...blah! Names on lists...some very cool people...some just there...some disappear? who knows I am done with my tantrum now.

So as I think about what I want for christmas i have decided i know exactly what I want.. my confession..LOL I want a grocery store with single available men all neatly lined up by emotional/physical/sexual/mental traits height would be like a bonus sorting that isnt required...but you know.. I think if it were that simple more ladies would flock to the market on a daily basis til the store was completely out of stock...like with any great toy on the store shelf...SOLD OUT..sorry no rain checks I'd want to be the only shopper in this store though...:P yea I know i am dreaming...but tis a truly nice dream. Again merry christmas to all of you :) I am off to browse the sexy smart finacially and emotionally stable aisle.

so...just for the record i am still not back to par...but im working on it..and because its funny...i want to thank everyone for making me giggle today. the flirting is fabulous...and it is just that...my disclaimer has been posted for sometime now...i just want to laugh...you bring me giggles i keep you...bring me tears i must say goodbye...as to friend requests....only if i feel up to risking bullshit will i accept any new ones...I don't have time to be wasting on anymore BS. now back to the flirting...:Þ

Games, changes and fears When will they go from here When will they stop I belive that fate has brought us here And we should be together babe But we're not I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin' I try to say goodbye and I choke Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here Goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here I may appear to be free But I'm just a prisoner of your love And I may seem all right and smile when you leave But my smiles are just a front Just a front, hey I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin' I try to say goodbye and I choke Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here Goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here Here is my confession May I be your possession Boy, I need your touch Your love, kisses and such With all my might I try But this I can't deny Deny I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you (but I'm dreaming of you babe) And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feenin' I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah) Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near (when you are not near aahh) Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah) I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey) Though I try to hide it, it's clear (say it Lord) My world crumbles when you are not here Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking) I try to walk away and I stumbe Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near (when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah) Yeah, yeah..

I can't always keep up with the birthdays...but I wish you a happy one all the same!!! xox Alana

I am sitting here...ready to depart to laundromat location undisclosed...and i see my phone is dead..i must charge it..i no sooner plug it in and go to leave than I am under attack of the vibration and melody alerting me i have a new IM message..funny since I can't even sign in mobile....they are all for her on aol..her password unknown...ha!!! its been going off for 18 minutes straight i cant open it enough to make it stop...I am so kickin her little butt...grrrrrrrr! So this means I am turning the phone off and going to do laundry..building my muscles up to make the whoopin even better :p...hahaha! Darn teenagers!!!!!! Anyone want one? hahaha it vibrated so much it fell off the dresser...omg i hope its not broken...but it did finally stop buzzing!

A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked the experience. "Oh, I really liked it," she replied, "especially all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents." Dumbfounded, her date asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: 'Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!' I'm like...Helloooooo? It's only 25 cents!!!!

I was just watching the tickers tick by and i saw one that was asking for a blast...and i toyed with the notion i should be an asshole and post that too...buy me a blast...what would i offer in return??? hmmm should i become a blast hooker?? oh im not serious so please dont think i am becoming desperate for attention...but that was worth a few giggles.

now..i am trying hard to not be sarcastic...but when this came through the shoutbox i almost spit out my coffee... guys I know you might say go for it:p but truly I am not into this..so should I answer her or just let it remain a unreturned shout??

IS there a bulletin out directing people to my page to be my friend? I have enjoyed a week of almost none and now I can't seem to escape them. I want to shout...please don't ask...I don't have time to learn more about random souls I don't find curious enough to go check out...hence the reasoning behind the more private page..I know this is silly of me..but please let me know if there is a bulletin out with my name and link on it...and denise love if you are sending them to me..i really appreciate the thought..but honey I have so many great friends already I don't need more than I can handle..what I did today for you was something I would do for anyone I care about. xoxo now I am off to eat my foot as I have stuck it in nicely again. when will I learn to shut my mouth!! LOL night all have fun surfing the ol' fubario waves