aziandr3amz's blog: "SexyA"

Keeping myself optimistic Each day begins anew Looking on the bright side That's what I had to do Half the battle can be won With self - appreciation I shall get there in the end By using determination If I cast all my doubts aside Negatives will dissapear By always having patience I continued to persevere In keeping my dreams alive I can advance confidently My self -esteem I can grow If I think more positively As I call upon inner strength Determined I have to be Confidence will be gained If I start believing in me.---MT

To the brokenhearted women, please read these words I say. The pain you think eternal, will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered, he wasn't the one for you. True love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soulmate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way. The bond that forms between you should grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do. God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is short and precious, so make each moment last. Live for today and tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one that left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal, will slowly fade away.---MT

You rubbed my back so gently What was innocent pleasure began to grow The feel of your touch ran through me My heart began to glow You laid down beside me An innocent gesture for sure Laying with your body so close Left me yearning for more I felt your cheek brush mine and I gasped with pleasure Knowing your lips we close But wishing ours were together And then I felt your eyes running over my body Like a wave of electricity My mind became numb Like I was under the sea With waves of lust rolling over me I turned to meet your stare And wondered looking into your eyes Could you truely care? I felt your lips brush my cheek My ear, my head, my neck. And I knew if I kissed you It would be a moment not to forget. I closed my eyes and waited And as your lips brushed mine My heart stopped beating And seemed to stop time And now after so many kisses A soft touch,a stare or a glance Are still all it takes for you to make my heart dance.---MT

Baby, I’ve been thinking Let’s try something new today We can make it interesting How ‘bout a game of role play? You can play as my doctor The patient, I will be Lay me on your table Find what’s wrong with me Then you ask me the question: Where exactly does it hurt? Then I look at you and point— To right under my skirt You then know the problem You know exactly what to do You immediately go to work on me And the remedy is you Work out every part of my body From my head, down my spine By the time you’re finished with me I’ll feel completely fine Thank you Mr. Doctor For playing my little game Maybe we’ll play another time In a game of role play What’s the matter baby? Looks like you’ve had a hard day I know something that’ll calm your nerves How ‘bout a game of role play? I’ll be your exotic dancer Come to my private show Watch my sexy body As I work it down this pole No need to bring any money This one is on the house I’m doing this dance for you boy Not for anybody else So you just sit right there Now, how about a lap dance? Watch as my hips roll slowly As knot forms in your pants I know you like my show boy I can see it in your eyes The way I’m shaking this body It’s got you mesmerized I’ve reached the end of my show now I’m sorry, but I can’t stay Make sure to check me out next time In a game of role play Right now, I’m so lonely Here in this bed, I lay If you’re not doing anything right now How ‘bout a game of role play? This time, you be a cop Put me under your arrest Lock those handcuffs on my wrists Give me a pat-down check Use those hands to search me Up and down, so slowly Make sure you hit every single spot Every part on my body If I show some resistance Then use a little force Draw out your “weapon” on me And show me who’s the boss “You have the right to remain silent” Whisper that to me Take me in the back seat of your police car And proceed to “punish” me Your duty is done now Mr. Officer Leave the ticket, be on your way Justice has been served In a game of role play.---MT

Look into my soul feeling this is only right Pull me close to you hold me just as tight Kiss me on my lips and shove the pain away Continue on please don’t stop, don’t delay Use your hands to feel my heart and soul Speak your voice to make me feel whole Let’s keep going I want to say I love you Words can’t express what this can do Look in through my eyes and find my hidden soul Peer into my thoughts and find that seeping hole Find all my love and see what’s inside See that from you I have nothing to hide Search for my heart and notice it’s full Ask me why, I’ll say you made me whole Hold onto to me close and with no space in between Grab me close into your arms is what I mean Don’t let go until we’re done I don’t care what they say or if they shun Keep me in your arms and don’t let me go I want to do this I want to show Kiss me on the lips and continue on down Devour my neck and relieve my frown Taste my chest and make me gasp Be sure no thoughts any I can grasp Consume my legs and do what you do best Don’t stop with your mouth please do the rest Use your hands to feel my hot skin Caress what is shown and give me that sly grin Slide your hands along my anxious arms Use them to set off all my alarms Down my body and to the next phase Make me voice my ever grateful praise Don’t stop with your voice continue their words Speak with your heart and lets continue onwards Use your voice and whisper dreams Only you and me no world it seems Ask me if I love you in a small cry If you ask me how, I’ll tell you this is why.---MT

There is a fire within me A fire that burns hot for you Burning hotter for you everyday With just the touch of your lips And just the touch of your hand Or just one look at you, will do Then that fire begins To rage uncontrollably You control this fire You set inside of me It belongs to you, you see There because of you This fire there within me That I never knew of Till the first time you touched me And pressed your lips to mine That is when a small spark Became a raging flame A flame of passion, desire and love And then I felt you inside me Your love blazing in front of me Like ashes covering me Your body begins to melt into me This fire within me has taken over me Knowing no right or wrong But only thoughts of you And the love that I feel And just like charred red hot embers It is still there burning, endlessly I feel the flames of our love Dancing there deep inside of me This burn serving as a reminder Of how your love rages through me So deep inside for all eternity Like no one else before You leave me burning for your touch For your kiss and your body against mine I just can't get enough This fire is so immense So full of energy and heat Even water could not quench This fire inside of me And only you know how To set me free From the pain that I feel Your love can burn it all away And leave only your love There inside of me There I feel it again Its a burning rage for you again Always it will remain And I beg of you to keep your love Burning there endlessly Because without you and your love There would be no fire there within me.---MT

When your mouth moves closer to mine, I want to feel your lips - I want you to explore my body, with just your fingertips. I want to feel your soul, I want to feel your heart - I want to make you melt, I want to fall apart... Show me that tenderness, show me that you care. Just relax, fall into my arms, I know I want you there. Let's take it nice and slow, I'll kiss every inch of you... I want to make you sweat, It'll make you feel so good and new. Wrap your arms around me - hold me, squeeze me tight... Make me arch my back, love me with all your might. There's that feeling, tingling and strong... Now that we've shared this, that feeling will last so long. Now it's all over - we can hardly breathe... I'm laying in your arms, please don't ever leave... You look into my eyes, what I thought is true - This feeling in my heart, is the fact that I love you.---MT

I have told you all of that I know Except for the feelings I keep below The feeling of intense desire The feeling of the burning fire But the feelings go futher more Of which I never reveled before About how I want to feel your kiss And how you can take me to eternal bliss The passion in my body flows More then I have let you know My dreams take my soul to you As one we are the whole night through So tenderly you touch my skin So passionately I feel you within You arouse me with every sense With every touch so intense A rhythm together our bodies move Never stop the whole night through I feel your body drip with sweat I feel the passion as our eyes met Then with your firm embrace In ecstasy we both will taste We let go of the burning desire And release from inside the melting fire I feel the sweetness of your flow As you push in deeply to let it go So willingly I except it all Into my arms you passionately fall Everynight I am with you Everynight the whole night through Everynight we have the chance Everynight The forbidden dance.---MT

Dream lover, where are you? I know you're out there, searching for me as I've been searching for you. I have visions of us dancing in the moonlight, sharing a kiss beneath a blanket of stars, a kiss shaming all others before it. I know you see it too. I wish you were here right now. My world is so empty without you. It pains me to see you in my dreams. To feel you, yet not touch you. How much longer must I wait? So many have come under the guise of you, dream lover, tho my heart won't be fooled. When fate joins us, I'll know it's you. The sun will shine much brighter, the air will smell much sweeter, and the angels will whisper softly in my ear that you're the one. Together we'll spend our days wrapped in the warmth of our love. A perfect union. You and I were made for each other. Until then, I'll keep searching, my love, in the dark of night, behind every corner of my mind, and I'll wait for you.---MT