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My frame of Mind (Part 1)

I will provide you with a glimpse into my soul. There is no need to try and console. Let’s go and walk through a door… I fall as my heart sinks to the floor. Hurt, anger and fear is over there beyond that door.. Are you sure it is something you wish to explore? Those words she said cut me like a knife, That changed my life. Yes, that night left a isolated feeling, Something beyond reason I could not explain. It left me with the nasty taste of shame. Naive years of childhood I was back then, Only now I look back and see it was not a sin. That man I loved, yet he never knew. He did not even know I existed.. My mother said “We are threw.” before he could see me, Plain harsh sight of reality. No over there is what I have completely sewn shut, Memories I wish to never visit again.. I put block in conscious thought in regards to what is in there.. All you will find is pure desolate grief and despair. I am feeling an utter exhaustion, I believe we should continue this another time. At least you were able to experience a quick moment in My frame of mind. (This is my personal work. Please do not copy) Kelly

Learn- poem

Learn Do you feel what I feel? Do you see what I see? If not then you have no right to judge me. Just because you say jump does not mean I will. Lets accept that and continue our deal. Don’t curse my name in vain, Who is to say that you would never do the same? You can not read my mind, Stop pretending you will know what you will find. Do not try to change me into who you want me to be… That is the closest route to setting me free. Do not grab my heart in fear that you will keep me here, For if you pull tighter I just may disappear. If you listen closely to the words I speak, You may just find the answers you seek. Do not lash out in anger trying to control me. Do not let the tears roll from your eyes, With the intention of getting me to sympathize. Do not try to make me your soul, I have my own I am trying to control. Love yourself before you love me, Otherwise this may never come to be. Appreciate me for who I am. Respect me for what I do. Listen to me when I try to speak with you. Do not think I can stitch all of your wounds, I do not have a doctorate degree on my wall, I do not hold all of the answers, Sometimes you have to stumble and fall. Do not try to mold me into your ideal perfection, I may be heading in a completely different direction. Do not second guess me, State your opinion and let it be. Embrace our differences so we an learn from one another, Realize I may not always walk the straight line. It is during those moments I may find my path in time. Understand at times I may see black and you see white, That is not a reason to initiate a fight. If you need help just ask me, Yet that does not mean I hold every key. Accept me for who I am today, I will repay the favor in return… It is only then that we learn. (Please do not copy this as this is my actual work. Thank You)

Poem

The taste of dew that sits pressing against the picturesque Daffodils The caress of the emerald blades that stroke my toes The early warmth of the sun that shines upon my face stroking ever- so gently in solace. Passion of the flames that spark and bounce within mid air. The striking of water that thrushes against the stone Anchored in time and weathered to perfection. Hues of pink and orange smear the heaven’s above. The sensual sunset that disappears below the waters deep. A canvas painted of gold, burgundy, coffee and citrus A crisp, yet gentle emotion of the wind upon my cheek. The first frost grazing upon the ground... like ice crystals spread amongst the trail. The stride of a deer flowing within the depths of a forest. The white outlines of snow that rest upon the branches of bare Birch trees. The bitter taste of frigid air pierces my lips as I inhale. Diamonds glitter upon the new fallen white that envelops the ground. The steam that escapes from the soul of a wolf, that desires his feast To fulfill the aches of hunger within. Love is but the mere change of Season’s, An involuntary response to changes that happen within. A desire, a passion, a fulfillment, a quest for beauty. One that we all create within ourselves, yet create we do not. Love is but love, the cycles that we all must flow through. Another piece of human nature shines through. (copyright.Kellyerin222) This is my own work and I ask that you please do not copy this without permission from me. Thank You
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