i am not going to for any special stuff in here just plan how i feel i am in a constant day by day battel with depression and right now it is winning i am crying and feeling like a human pile of crap i do not care who calls me what anymore emo whining bitch i just do not care i am alone no one to sit and hold when i get this bad i just sit alone and listen to sad music and cry for hours on end and no one seems to understand it thou i can sit here and try to explain it but i can not i can not smile anymore and if i do it is a rare thing to be seen i am at a lose at what 2 do so i sit here and hate myself every day now i cry and hate myself and sit alone it is all i can do
~ Lost In The Dark ~
~The Crying Fool~
