well i have been feeling down alot these past few days y well because..... been feeling out of place and unwanted by ppl that love or say they do..... i know for most ppl feeling wanted or loved is being cuddled or making love will for me its both and more and well one of those i got denide (sorry cant spell all that will will crying) just cause nature gave me something does not me to stop
i know some of you would not understand what i mean but what i mean is hurtting me so much i see that ppl i love see me differently now...so today right now i feel like i should be died or dieing to have these ppl seee me...im hurtting and im really showing how much and no one can see it i guess...my status, me not wanting to be held, or touched but nope they just play it off.
all i want is to be happy, loved, cared for, and wanted i really dont know if any of those i have from anyone i feel im being lied to every day and every word that comes out........now i dont know if its just cause i keep lossing ppl in my family/friends or i just dont like myself anymore
