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Continued
love finds a way to show us the past, but life gives you the chance to decide if it lasts. you tell all your fears to people you love, and know they cant tell that inside you the pain continues to shove i may often sit and compare love the the beauty of a rose, but to me the rose is like love delicate precious and always needs your love before it can fully grow. you stay up late and allyou do is cry, then lay awake wondering Why you hope that in the end, you wake up to a chance to try once again love is a gift that makes us all go weak, But im thankful for every day that is unique when reality hits us we never know whats in store, but hope we are given one chance to do more. We glide on the wings of the wind seeking bird, Trying to find all the pain hat you thought was absent Hope not yet lost in the fear of the world's lust, But the world is lost when the poetic rose is opening up to the people

Who Are You To Judge Me
WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME FOR MISTAKES MADE IN MY PAST TO PUT ME DOWN FOR YOUR OWN PLEASURE & WHEN I CRY ALL YOU DO IS LAUGH THE WORD LOVE AND ALL THE EFFORT PUT INTO IT YOU JUST LOOK FOR THINGS TO THROW IT AWAY WHY DONT YOU JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE INSTEAD OF EASILY RUNNING AWAY A LIFE CAME ALONG AS WE BOTH KNOW IT WASNT ASKED FOR NOR WAS IT EXPECTED BUT IT SHOULD BE TAKEN AS BLESSING NOT JUST A PROBLEM NEGLECTED AS I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I CRY AT WHAT I SEE ALL CONFIDENCE LOST NOT KNOWING WHAT I WANT TO BE AND AS YOU STEADILY TEAR ME DOWN MY LOVE FOR YOU STAYS STRONGER THEN EVER TOO MUCH PRIDE TO SHOW A FROWN STILL ALLOWING YOU TO THINK YOU SO SLICK, SO CLEVER AND AS THE NIGHT FALLS I LET GO ALL MY FEARS MY PRIDE HITS THE FLOOR AND MY FAKE SMILE TURNS TO TEARS AS I SIT ON THE GROUND AND THROW EVERYTHING AWAY IM SAYING IT JUST TO HURT YOU TO LET YOU KNOW YOU MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY SO HOW DID IT FEEL WHEN

Quiz 1. Please Do This
who are you??? how do you no me?? are we close?? would u kiss me?? fuk me?? go out with me?? do you hate me?? what do you think of me?? am i fit/ugly/hotttt/fuckable/need shootin?? and whats ya good bye message????

Marvel Entertainment's Upcoming Slate
Marvel Entertainment's Upcoming Slate Source: Marvel Entertainment, Inc. August 7, 2007 Marvel Entertainment reported its second quarter earnings this morning for 2007 and, as usual, included the company's upcoming slate of projects. Here's the movies, TV shows, DVDs, musical and games in the works: Licensed Marvel Character Feature Film Line-Up Wolverine, Fox - Director engaged (Gavin Hood) Punisher 2, Lionsgate - Director (Lexi Alexander) and lead actor engaged (Ray Stevenson) Film Projects Being Developed by Marvel - partial list Iron Man, Marvel - Completed principal photography; May 2, 2008 release The Incredible Hulk, Marvel - Commenced principal photography; June 13, 2008 release Ant-Man, Marvel - Writer (Edward Wright, Joe Cornish) and director (Edgar Wright) engaged Captain America, Marvel - Writer engaged (David Self) Nick Fury, Marvel - Writer engaged (Andrew Marlowe) Thor, Marvel - Writer engaged (Mark Protosevich) The Avengers, Marvel - Writer engaged

Psychological Seizures?
So We went to the doctor/neurologist yesterday afternoon. Got some beasic neurological testing done to check my reflexes and make sure i could feel things in different parts of my body. Poked me with pointy sticks to feel sharpness, made sure I could feel cold and vibrations up and down my legs and hands. They looked inside my eyes and mouth and checked how much force or resistance i coudl give if they tried to move me or move a limb. They beleive its a psyhcologlical seizure vs a epileptic seizure, but they arent sure yet. I guess if my anxiety attacks have elevated into Panic attacks, a psychological seizure can be a result of my stress/anxiety or something like that. Ive got an appointment to get a MRI friday morning. Ive also been told that by law they had to tell me im not allowed to drive anymore. Which in turn gave me a full blown anxiety attack at the doctors office(considering im already stuck out of state at my mothers house). The anxiety attack confirmed to the doc

Well
ok listen i sent this a guy a shot of crown royal a simple friendly gesture, and he turns around and says "dumps it on the floor" dont drink...well i feel like i have been slapped in face. Grrr if its not this, then someone is downrating your pics basicly calling you ugly and telling you stuff it. I dont get it..My vent sort of speak....

Pursuit Of Happiness
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com OUTSTANDING!! Will Smith gives a Stellar performance,this movie does NOT disappoint.Most people would not have half the tenacity and preservation that Chris Gardner has.Be ready to cry this is a true story of integrity,humility, and faith and a man with an unshakeable love for his son,who would stop at nothing until he made his dreams come true.5 Stars all the way!!

Life-deep Survey
~ DEEP SURVEY~ Honestly answer the following 20 questions... can you get through them without lying???1 - Why are you best friends with your best friend?I am alot to put up with,and not alot of people really understand me2 - What bothers you the most about other people?lack of consideration for others3 - Would you ever marry for money?possibly-if I am gonna be honest4 - Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone?Talk on the phone5 - Do you believe that 30 really is the new 20?Hell ya I do6 - If you had a crush on someone would you tell them?Yes I would7 - What is one of the toughest things you ever had to do?Get through my Mom's death8 - Name a challenge you are faced with on a reg basis?My teenage son-daily9 - Do you cry a lot?kinda10 - Do you have a plan?Absolutly11 - Do you think its possible to only love one person for the rest of your life?I think it depends on the person12 - Are you close with your family?no13 - Name one thing that you are good at?loyalty,I will stand up

Survey
1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say? I'd be delighted! I do have an aching to start a family! 2. Do you trust all of your friends? Yes...if I can't trust them, then they're probably not my friend 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? It's possible... 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Absolutely! 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? Being unfaithful Abuse of any kind. 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? Probably Jeanners...she once liked watching those ER shows on Discovery Health and stuff like that...I'd want to vomit and she'd be intrigued 7. Which one of your friends will most likely end up in jail? Well, I think it'd be me or Mis...although my friend Patrick seems like a logical one to end up in jail 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? Absolutely not! That's one thing I'm not afraid of! 9. Is

My Past Few Days
Well Friday Alexzander was taking to camp by my friend Chris. He was going to say at camp till Sunday maybe Monday but they lost his googoo and Alexzander doesn't sleep well without it. So he didn't sleep all that much Friday night for them at all. Saturday around 5pm I got a call that they where on there way to bring him home. Tristen ended up going to North Bay with his Nana they left Saturday at 1pm. Tristen was also going to be going camping with Chris but Nana took him to North Bay instead. Well Saturday I got all his stuff ready to go and even wrote down a list of everything he had in his bag so she didn't forget anything. Well Sunday they woke up late and ended up forgetting to pack Tristens Teddy/Puppy bear. Its a puppy teddy bear. Well I didn't notice he didn't have it till Sunday at 5pm when he woke up after passing out on my couch and asked for it and I couldn't find it. So I call Nana and told her like hey its missing you know where it is. She told me that she much have le

Elite Crews..
HERE IS A LIST OF OUR CREW LEADER'S AND THERE ENFORCER'S AND THERE BOMBER'S S&L DESTROYER'S JUSTMEEE-ENFORCER SHAN-CREW LEADER BOMBER'S BROWNEYE'S XXX BIG SEXY XXX BUTTERFLIEZS TIT'S KITKATT SCORPGRRL420 T&D-CHARGER'S DONTCHA-ENFORCER TERESA (MSTP34)- CREW LEADER BOMBER'S STEPH KASSIDY CHAN LADY PEGICORN SABRINA DRAGON QUEEN THANK YOU ANGEL'S ELITE BOMBER'S

Broken Heart
NOTHING IS IMPORTANT NOW EVERYTHING I LOVED IS GONE WHATS THE POINT OF GOING ON WHEN YOU HAVE A BROKEN HEART NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ONCE I LOSE YOUR LOVE CAUSE WITH OUT YOUR LOVE I WOULD RATHER DIE... NOTHING MATTERS IF I DONT HAVE YOU BROKEN HEARTED DONT KNOW IF I CAN PICK UP THE PEICES AND START OVER AGAIN BROKEN HEARTED IS ALL IVE KNOW BROKEN HEARTED IT DOESNT MATTER CAUSE I DONT HAVE YOU I SIT ALONE AND WISH FOR DEATH CAUSE NOTHING MATTERS WITHOUT YOU A MILLION KNIFES CAN PIERCE MY HEART BUT NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO THE LOST OF YOU BROKEN HEART IS MY ONLY REWARD WHY CANT I FIND TRUE LOVE AND HAPPINESS WITHOUT ALL THE HURT NOW MY ONLY COMFORT IS WISHING FOR A EASY ESCAPE FROM THIS PAIN SO ALL BROKEN HEARTED MY ONLY COMFORT IS WISHING FOR DEATH BECAUSE NOTHING MATTERS WITHOUT YOU TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH

Ethics
Do no harm to the Earth, she is your mother. Being is more important than having. Never promote yourself at another's expense. Hold life sacred; treat it with reverence. Allow each person the dignity of his or her labor. Open your home to the wayfarer. Be ready to recieve your deepest dreams; sometimes they are the speech of unblighted conscience. Always make restitutions to the ones you have harmed. Never think less of yourself than you are. Never think that you are more than another. ~Arthur Dobrin

What Action Hero Are You?
You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight, As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.Batman, the Dark Knight79% Maximus63% The Terminator54% William Wallace54% Lara Croft54% Captain Jack Sparrow54% Neo, the "One"50% Indiana Jones50% El Zorro42% The Amazing Spider-Man42% James Bond, Agent 007

Fake Money Doesn't Fool Tenn. Strippers
SMYRNA, Tenn. - A man who authorities say used his computer to make fake $100 bills to buy lap dances at a strip club has pleaded guilty to counterfeiting charges, federal prosecutors said. Strippers at Deja Vu in Nashville were suspicious of the bills and called police after Damon Armagost spent $600 of the fake money April 16, authorities said. When officers arrived, Armagost first told them he got the money when he sold gold coins for $1,400 to an unidentified person. U.S. Secret Service agents later determined that counterfeit bills with the same serial number had been passed in other parts of the country. When they went to Armagost's Smyrna home, about 20 miles southeast of Nashville, a family member told agents that an image of a $100 bill had been on a computer there. Armagost then acknowledged that he had downloaded the image from the Internet and printed 14 of the bills, prosecutors said. He pleaded guilty Friday to manufacturing and passing counterfeit currency an

Don't Try And Break Me, I'm Stronger Than You Think!
Yeah...so recently, I've been living by this thought--'Don't try and break me, I'm stronger than u think'. I think its very fitting for me right now. It seems like there are people in my life that claim they have my best interests in mind, but when it came right down to it, tried to break me anyways. To me...that's just wrong. I'm a smart woman. Hell, sometimes I don't act it, but you better start seeing it. I'm fed up with people telling me they want something outta me and then backing down. If you think some other person is better suited for you--then go for it. DO NOT pussy foot around with me, because it gets neither of us anywhere. Yes, I said it--do not just beat around the bush....like I've said a hundred times before, I'm a big girl and I'm not gonna break down and cry over it. TRUST ME. Its strange, because lately, I'm just numb to anything like that. I think maybe its a sign of me growing up and just knowing that person was really only in my life for a season. It taught me so

Life & Love Philosophies
I will let you know now that this is going to be random, like me...lol...so just bare with me...and this is going to be mostly about love...yes, I said LOVE! Love is not blind, it seems more and not less...and because it sees more it is willing to see less...there fore true love sees all flaws and fuck-ups but it looks past all those things...looks to the soul itself, and the raw emotion that comes from it...that love... No one is perfect...but if you embrace those flaws and imperfections you can love yourself completely...and when you are happy and love yourself others will love you too...but you cant love another without being able to love in first... Perfecting is in the eye of the beholder...and the one who loves you will see all those imperfection...but will love you even more for them...because your imperfection make you the you that they love... Sing like no one is listening...Dance like no one is watching...Work like you dont need the money...Laugh like its going ou

Take A Moment
TAKE JUST A MOMENT TOMORROW TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES ON THIS TRAGIC DAY SIX YEARS AGO! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this bulletin on to others!

White Board
CAN WE HAVE A WHITEBOARD LIKE THEY USE ON BEBO AND PEOPLE CAN HAVE THE CHOICE TOO RIGH A COMMENT OR RIGHT A MESSAGE OR DRAW AND AT THE BOTTOM HAVE A COUNTER SO WE CAN SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS OR PICS WE HAVE (PLEASE REPOST SOMEONE)

Madeleine's Dna Found In Car Boot
Madeleine's DNA found in car boot (trunk)! A sample taken from the boot of the hire car used by Madeleine McCann's parents is a "99 per cent match" for the missing girl's DNA, a report claims. The dramatic claim comes as Portuguese police prepare to hand their file on the case to the public prosecutor for him to consider whether to bring charges against her parents. Tests returned from the Forensic Science Service (FSS) in Birmingham on a specimen taken from the McCanns's Renault Scenic showed it was a full match of Madeleine's DNA, unnamed sources told Sky News. The results prove that the girl's body was in the boot of the car, which was not hired until 25 days after she went missing, the sources said. But Chief Inspector Olegario Sousa, spokesman for the police investigation, denied the report to Portuguese journalists. Alipio Ribeiro, head of the investigative Policia Judiciaria, also suggested that the forensic tests had not been conclusive. In Britain, Kate an

Fourth Horseman
AND I LOOKED,AND BEHOLD A PALE HORSE,AND HIS NAME THAT SAT ON HIM WAS DEATH,AND HELL FOLLOWED WITH HIM,AND POWER WAS GIVEN UNTO THEM OVER FOURTH PART OF THE EARTH,TO KILL WITH SWORD,AND HUNGER,AND WITH DEATH,AND WITH THE BEASTS OF THE EARTH.

Woooohooooo
THE ALABAMA CRIMSON TIDE FOOTBALL TEAM JUST WON THERE FIRST CONFERENCE GAME OF THE SEASON..WITH FORMER HEAD COACH OF THE MIAMI DOLPHINS ( NICK SABIAN ) AS THE NEW HEAD COACH OF THE CRIMSON TIDE.. THEY BEAT THE ARKANSAS RAZORBACKS 38-41 ... MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE COLLEGE FOOTBALL TEAM IS NOW 3-0. SO CONGRAT'S TO ALL THE ALABAMA STUDENTS AND THE FOOTBALL TEAM ON A WELL DESERVED START ON THE SEASON.. AND CONGRAT'S TO NICK SABIAN FOR HIS CONDISIONING OF THE TEAM.... ROLL TIDE

My First Contest! Please Help Me Out
This is my first Fubar contest..please show me some love and vote for me..!!!! thanks everyone that has the time and thinks I have the sexiest fubar smile!! LOVE YA"LL Follow this link: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=1577975928

As I've Matured...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned th

Honeymoon
A guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said "How bad is it doc? .... I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancée is still a virgin, in every way". The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willard in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint, and taped it all together; .. an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She says, "You're the first; no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies, "Look at this, .....still in the CRATE

Interesting Forcast
Your mental energy is perfect for coming up with the perfect left-field ideas that nobody else could ever dream up. Even better, it won't be all that difficult to convince them you've got the answer.

Irish Healing Waters Spell
Take equal parts of lavender, violet, and rosemary. Empower them and then boil them in a pot with about a quart of water over medium heat. When the water is richly colored and the herbs are scenting your kitchen, drain the water off into a jar. A plain coffee filter works great for this. Place the jar in sunlight for an entire day to absorb the radiant energies of the sun. (You can do this on a Wednesday to add the healing powers of mercury to the spell) Occasionally look at the jar and add your own energies to it. Just before sundown fetch the jar and hold it firmly between your hands just below your naval. Feel your desire to be well filling the jar and with your minds eye see it glowing brightly as the sun. Chant these words until you have filled the jar with as much energy as it will hold. By the herb and by the sun wellness and I are now as one strengthening energies now are merged. Baneful energies now be purged. Anoint spots where illness lurks or on

Just One Rate
***NEED 20 of my perosnal friends on here to just drop ONE RATE ON THIS PIC****PLEASE***Can you click this link to this pic and just leave one rate on it for me...We are trying to win this lady a VIP ...please? ONE RATE...if you wanna drop a few comments that would be great too...this is a clickable link

Fire Element
THE ELEMENT OF FIRE APPEARANCE - PHYSICAL FIRE - SPIRITUAL FIRE - SYMBOLS RELIGIOUS MEANINGS OF FIRE - MYTH/LORE Fire, together with Wind, Earth and Water is one of the four known basic Elements, which represent the substance of the world - at least this is the common belief among many races and tribes throughout Caelereth. Fire in its physical appearance can do for you what the sun itself does for the whole world - it provides you with light and warmth and can serve you as heat source to cook upon. Fire is also an impulsive and a dangerous element, that can smoulder and suddenly burst. Fire can give wings of courage, compassion and devotion. Fire is obstinate and heady and absolutely not subtle. It is seen as the force burning inside us, giving us an iron willpower to go for our goals, bestowing upon us the passion to do it with all of ourself, resulting in the honour and freedom to do it without backstabbing and with an open face. The Volkek-Oshra Orcs View picture in full

Poor Poor Dave
Dave works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "I recognize her, she's the waitress from the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey". A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, starts to rub herself all over him and says, "Hi Davey. Want your usual lap dance, sweetie?" Dave's wife, now furi

The Truth About My Ex
Well the truth always comes out and i found out that after i helped pay for him to go to ks to take care of some stuff he needed to take care of he acutally went to stay with someone else and made her his gf and cheated on me....he lied about where he was at and who he was with and totally played me..i kinda figured thats part of the reason we broke up but i did not want to believe it. He claimed that she was just a friend and that she is controlling him and NOT his gf but yesterday he addmitted that he wants to stay with her and was lying. So im hurt but happy to know the truth it will help me move on.

Who Wants Drinks???
I will but you a drink of your choice if you show this guy some love for his tattoo contest...he is my favorite and I want to help him out as much as possible. To get adrink must bomb his comments at least 50 times...trust me it doesnt take long!!!!! Thanks for the love!! This is my favorite so if you are a freind of mine help me help him he needs lots of luv!!!!!

Beauty
Yes Natural Beauty is something reserved for God and Goddess alike. If You have been touched by the energies that govern our chaotic reality to have the gift given only for those of great POWER choose wisely to use that gift to benifit others and it will be everlasting. Use that gift with greed and it shall be your curse. You are only Mortal so choose wisely

Did I Make The Right Choice?
So as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec

Application # 2 You Pick The One You Want To Fill Out
October 6, 2007 I am the Perfect Boyfriend Boyfriend Application Name: Age: Hair Color: Hair Style: Eyes: Birthday: Zodiac: Piercing/tattoos: Why do you want to be my Boyfriend? If I chose you to be my Boyfriend... what's the first thing you'd do with me or to me? What are your hobbies? How do you stay in shape? Are you a top or bottom? Do you fuss over looking good? Which side of the bed do you prefer? Do you do drugs and/or alcohol, if so what? What's your favorite feature about me? What is your best feature? Why would you make a great Boyfriend? How would you make me happy? If I called you at 3 am & wanted to hang out because I was feeling lonely and bored what would you do? It's my birthday. What would you do? It's Christmas and I want more than one present. What do you do? How would you show me that you really like me, in person? Do you like the

Moment Of Ecstasy
Moment Of Ecstasy As there naked bodies start to meet as they both take each other to ecstasy. Sweat drips from there bodies as there breathing gets heavier and heavier as the passion rises; they both moan as the pleasure of there orgasm begins to reach it's peak, they let one great big moan as there bodies begin to shake and shiver as they climax together in ecstasy. Poem By: Charles L. Nelson

Boondocks Volumes Of Truth
Okay, so I finally got my hands on "The Boondocks" box set...good gods! It's funny as hell, but at the same time, it also does a pretty good job of bringing a lotta truths to light. Sometimes it's harsh, and hard to look at it. But the odd and cool part is I can actually say "Damn I have come across this before...in REAL life!" Although I have to admit it picks up where a lot of american entertainment, or animation fears to tread. Black or otherwise. Now I'm sure it won't run as long as "The Simpsons", (which has been on too long) but I definitely see it having way more depth and intelligence. Far more than all of but two other black shows I've seen in a loooong time.

This Is For The Fucks That Are Clueless!!
I'm not the best writer so bare with me on this. Thanks! During this story about me I've witnessed death in front of my eyes countless times. It's wierd, but it made me never scared of life. I'll start off by saying, "thanks bitches for getting me started for the fact you bitch about what you have and brag about things you don't have!" I'm glad I'm me, let me tell you! I grow up in a low income background, believe me it wasn't always like that. I was a military brat and my family traveled all over the country. My dad had deep pockets untill he made some mistakes at the age of 30. My parents wanted to stay young and so they made stupid choices. (hello, who's perfect!) They tried to live large and then it caught up with them. So at the age of 11 to 16 I was cooking food for my brother and watching over him. (Wow, ramon noodles all most every night!) That sucked, but we're still living! At the same time the clothes that I had and my brother had were hand-me-downs.

Plz Read I Need Your Help :(
Hi y'all, I just basicly wanted to ask all of my friends to take a look at this site. It doesn't matter if you can help or not, I love you anyways. I always have and I always will. All I am asking is that you simply take a look at this site and repost it for me. Y'all know I never ask anyone for help, but this is greatly beyond my control. I have cast my pride aside and I am reaching out for help. Please guys and gals. This is something I can't do on my own. Bless you all, -Tequila http://mysite.verizon.net/angelheart13/

Horse Made Of Steel
The sun on my face creates a safe space I can see through the rain that tormented my brain Its suddenly all clear the storms cannot reappear The wind whipping my hair I have not a care Freedom I feel on my horse made of steel.

Thank You!
I just want to say hey to everyone, and let you know how much you all mean to me. Even if I can't get back to some of you sometimes I try. so Thank you, for being my friend..:) imikimi - Customize Your World

Blah Deleting Friends Sucks
Hey all, As some have noticed i did start deleting friends without salutes, but it's a tedious process, so i'm only doing a few hundred a day it seems. Those of you without them, please hurry and get them up if you're hoping not to be deleted... those accidentally deleted, please send new requests and put in them whatever the heck i've asked you to (it may happen more than once this week, but i'm trying to be careful, i swear).... yes, a select few without salutes are being kept, but these are people i've been talking to for weeks. showing up in my shoutbox today isn't gonna make up for a month of silence. get over it. anyhow, love ya'll, i'm goin to take a nap Sin

Wondering....
I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Its Killing Me..
CHARACTERISTICS of the NARCISSIST and others with Personality Disorders http://www.narcissisticabuse.com/ 1. Self-centered. His needs are paramount. 2. No remorse for mistakes or misdeeds. 3. Unreliable, undependable. 4. Does not care about the consequences of his actions. 5. Projects his faults on to others. High blaming behavior; never his fault. 6. Little if any conscience. . 7. Insensitive to needs and feelings of others. 8. Has a good front (persona) to impress and exploit others. 9. Low stress tolerance. Easy to anger and rage. 10. People are to be manipulated for his needs. 11. Rationalizes easily. Twists conversation to his gain at other’s expense. If trapped, keeps talking, changes the subject or gets angry. 12. Pathological lying. 13. Tremendous need to control situations, conversations, others. 14. No real values. Mostly situational. 15. Often perceived as caring and understanding and uses this to manipulat

Wow, Whatever
sometimes i wish i didn't bother looking around at what other women here say. they seem hellbent on being self righteous and holier than thou whenever they're somewhere someone else might "see" ... i'm sorry, i don't buy the "honesty" in a mumm i opened a few minutes ago.... the girls/women in it are all so sure that women like me that like to show off what we have and ask for what we want are "not right". .... that's kinda like saying ok, you can have a million dollars, but you can't spend it, or tell anyone you have it, or even look at it. get the fuck over yourselves, and get over everyone else too.. some of us have ALOT of fucking PRIDE thank you, and we don't need self important bitches like yourselves telling us that we're wrong for loving what god gave us and using it how we see fit. god gave you two eyes... does that mean you shouldn't open them and see? didn't think so. ~Sin

Saviors
Little kids are a lot like Jesus, they often die of sins not their own; like the ones who die in Bluesville praying: "Father God, please save us cause Momma's gone" It's not them who fail to pay the heat, leaving out the house with the oven on; and they're not out there on their feet, hustling Disciples' blessings to carry on Maybe they die to save the mothers who walk cracked pavements on Friday nights trying to gather a little income with the only training street messiahs let them have Mercy be to little children who who often die of sins not their own Sometimes they suffer sacrifice of life, to be resurrected in holy smoke

Love Sought Misery
Love sought misery here is our stage. Strength alone can not take it all away Fear fought tears flowing from her pain And she'd be laying flowers for me today Night begets day and it's all the same A soldier of love I dug my grave Wounds cut deep the present that she gave Death tastes sweeter than love cast away Tempt not a desperate man in rage Hollow casket filled forever be my cage An empty body turned over to an empty page Fortune's fool I am today

My Heart
My heart is made up of all diffent thing from this world. What i have done what has been done to me. The pain that That i have made for my self and pain that i have sent to the ones that ki have care for or loved in my life. My heart is full of love and will always hold places for the ones i have loved or care for in my life that is all good night and sweet dream and always rember when u wake in the morn it is always a new day to start over. Matthew

What A Day I Had Today
well my day was a wild one once again. i have had alot of crazy things happen n for the ppl who talk to me on yahoo n msn from here u know all about. but it has gotten better. i also want to say ty callo for the great pics of u. bye everyone

Iron Horse Salloon (ihs)
IRON HORSE IS HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSTIONS PLS COME AND CHECK US OUT AND JOIN A GREAT FAMILY LOOKING FOR GREETERS BARTENDERS PROMOTERS DJS EVERYTHING COME IN SEE WHAT WE HAVE FOR YOU CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU WE EVEN MADE IT EASY FOR YOU TO COME IN JUST CLICK ON THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU TO US (repost of original by '"MG" ¢¾DjMedic's FuWife~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-10-28 11:17:13')

Sorry
Hi All! As I was rating one of my friend's pics, my computer went "nutso"! Sooooooooo, to everyone who has rated me today, I am sorry for not being able to return the love thus far! But, rest assured, I will get back to you sometime today! Please accept my sincerest apologies!

Emerson Drive - Only God
We saw the moon in Colorado We made music in Tennessee We found the gold of El Dorado It's so good, making love, you and me These arms, they will never hold another These eyes, they are blind to any other These lips, no other girl will ever kiss This heart, it will always feel like this Chorus: 'Cause only God could stop me loving you Only God could tell me not to He sent you from Heaven Just to make my dreams come true When he opened the door That you came walking through Only God could stop me loving you Now we struck oil in Oklahoma We won the Oscar in Hollywood We climbed the canyons of Arizona And baby, making love never felt so good These arms, they will never hold another These lips, no other girl will ever kiss This heart, it will always feel like this Chorus: 'Cause only God could stop me loving you Only God could tell me not to He sent you from Heaven Just to make my dreams come true When he opened the door That you came walking through Onl

Lead Is Slipping
When I woke up this morning the lead I had was gone! Right now I have the lead back but I am not sure how long it will last. Please help out! It is greatly appreciated! I love to comment and in the future if it someone was in a contest I would definantly help out! Please leave a comment or two. Thank you, Jennifer Link:

Me
I AM WHO I AM!!! I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR NO ONE!! IF YOU CAN'T ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM, I'M SORRY!!! IF YOU CAN'T GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN TO YOU FOR THE WAYS THAT I AM, I'M NOT GONNA BEG YA!!! WHY CAUSE IF YOU REALLY CARED AND ALL, YOU'D WANT TO KNOW WHY I AM THE WAY THAT I AM!!! I AM TIRED OF WALKIN' ON EGG SHELLS AROUND PPL CAUSE THEY DON'T LIKE HOW I REACT OR HOW I SEE THINGS OR WHAT IT IS THAT'S ON MY MIND AND WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. I SAY WHAT I SAY, CAUSE IT'S CALLED TRYIN' TO COMMINCATE!! YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, BUT YET I MIGHT NOT LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY AS WELL, BUT THAT'S ALL PART OF LIKE AND COMMUNICATIN' WITH EACH OTHER AND GETTIN' TO KNOW EACH OTHER... MAYBE YOU WILL FROM NOW ON LISTEN WHEN SOMEONE ELSE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY AND HOW THEY FEEL, CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MIGHT LET THE BEST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO YOU WALK AWAY FROM YOU OR FOR YOU TO PUSH THAT PERSON AWAY, JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T GIVE THAT PERSON THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN HOW THEY FEEL

Horoscope
Your need for fairness is strong now and that could mean that you're all fired up -- or that you're ready to bring the heightened tensions down a few notches. One way or another, things will go your way.........this is so close to how i feel right now

My Shoutbox
haha, a lovely friend on here created me this fabulously funny "outgoing message" for people trying to reach me in my shoutbox (which, yes I know, is family only). So I just wanted to share it with ya'll. Next time you're trying to send me a shout, remember this lol: McLovin: "Hi, you've reached the Shoutbox of Joylyne. I'm sorry I can't come to the keyboard right now, I am currently having phone sex with my incredibly hott ass Marine boyfriend! I may be able to get back to you after my third orgasm. But it will depend on how much he wears me out. So, please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I get out of my hot shower."

Not All Scars Heal
Not all Scars Heal The pain is always welcome It crawls beneath the surface The scars burn and throb Broken promises Lies whispered endearingly Untruths believed Falsehoods made true Not all scars heal Wounds fester Lies grow Happiness disappears Always the same Never to differ Grabbing onto the knife Running it deep Blood red as an apple Never normal Never safe Lie to me dear one I need a new scar

Story Time
This is a story about a toad and a very beautiful woman. Once upon a time... There was this toad that met this very lovely and intriging young lady. He never thought that he had a chance with something so beautiful. But he was wrong. Though he was a mere bitter toad, she helped to change him into a wonderful man with a beautiful heart. Moral of the story, you can't judge a book by it's cover. Though he may have been a toad and slightly ugly, he had a good heart. You may think that I'm pretty and such and out of your league. You will never know whether I am or not. So take a chance... I did...

Breathe 2.a.m
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button

Missing It.... All Of It....
I was sitting here the other day, and realized how blissfully happy I was a year ago. I had my little online friends that would do more for me than my RL friends, and it was wonderful. I was so close to everyone. I was DJing for a (what once was) Cherrytap radio station, that was family to me. I enjoyed being in the lounge, I knew everyone that was in there, it was great. DJing was FUN for me back then. Now I seem to just be like "whatever" about the whole thing. I had my Steven... that is another thing I miss terribly, the main thing. I miss him, I miss our conversations, I miss telling him that I love him. It is such a forced conversation between him and I now. His life has been turned upside down, and I can't even ATTEMPT to help him, or tell him that I miss him. Everytime I hear a song he gave me, my heart breaks, breaks little by little, just thinking about what went wrong, what it all could have been if only I maybe stepped up and made it happen. GAH I miss him.... I miss my free

Happy Thanksgiving
I'm spending Thanksgiving away from home this year, with a handful of friends from Alaska and the Seattle area. It won't last long enough and I have to get up at 2:00 Am to catch my flight back to Alaska at 6:00 Am (I guess I should just forget about that until the time arrives). Happy Hollendaise, all (except you...yeah YOU! You, there with a chicken's leg in your mouth!)

Heart Stopping!!
I am driving on a ticket right now, and on my way home tonight I looked in the rear view mirror and seen those dreaded flashing lights, my heart was in my throat!! It would be nice to find a woman that made me feel that way!

Good Karma Boat
I received an email from a friend. I sent her a wish for a happy thanksgiving, and knowing that we both have endured a lot of crap in our respective lives. I told her that regardless of the situation, We both have some how keep standing, and in the big picture of life that is a good thing. Might meet our expectations of where we want to be in life but it is a good thing. She replied about she hope that we both find our individual good karma boat. I could see in her case vast opportunities for the happen, me I am just happy for the simple things and getting to the next day. Yeah it is a boring life but as much crap has happening out of nowhere, it is good not have a high profile and great expectations to be shatter by simple phone call, not once but twice. Divorce and deployment :-). However Good Karma Boat, nice concept wonder what the odds are....Well I was at the gym last night thinking Good Karma Boat, me. Yeah right...Then It dawned on me. When I drop

Facts On Homeless Vets
Who are homeless veterans? The U. S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) says the nation's homeless veterans are mostly males (4 % are females). The vast majority are single, most come from poor, disadvantaged communities, 45% suffer from mental illness, and half have substance abuse problems. America’s homeless veterans have served in World War II, Korean War, Cold War, Vietnam War, Grenada, Panama, Lebanon, Operation Enduring Freedom (Afghanistan), Operation Iraqi Freedom, or the military’s anti-drug cultivation efforts in South America. Forty-seven percent of homeless veterans served during the Vietnam Era. More than 67% served our country for at least three years and 33% were stationed in a war zone. How many homeless veterans are there? Although accurate numbers are impossible to come by -- no one keeps national records on homeless veterans -- the VA estimates that nearly 200,000 veterans are homeless on any given night. And nearly 400,000 experience homelessness over th

I Need To Get Laid :d
is that how the americans say it? haha .. anyways... its 3 pm here its freakin cooold and winter and daaark and... ya winter depresses me as i said :D its one month till christmas... i love christmas... all the love in the air and all the stuff... i think its magical... nobody wanna be alone through this time.... :) work is still good... we dont do that much anymore... we talk and google more than we work lol...today he was always looking at my tits when we were talking lol.... that was funny i saw his eyes running down and up and down :D was even more funny cuzmy tits r not even worth looking at ha ha o well.. just 3 more weeks and i am done there.. he asked me if i can stay for longer but i guess i wont..... time is running at the moment its almost friday uff... i think i already mentioned that i really hope next year will be better.... it was so stressfull this year i have no energy for anything anymore... men or work or life..... i got asked today why i dont have a boyfri

What Your Name Says About You...
P: You are popular with all types of people. A: You like to drink. U: You really like to chill. L: You are great in bed. I'll tell you it's damn close... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You Are Great in bed E: Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you. K:your wild and crazy L: You Are Great in bed M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : You are fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z.: Always remembered

Domestic Violence - Why Didn’t You Just Leave??
I was recently asked "Why didn't you just leave"?....Its very hard to just pick up and leave..Took a long time..found a chance and now,I'm a survivor The question every survivor of domestic violence has been asked, and the question that is most hated. And it's usually asked by people who have never experienced domestic violence, otherwise, they would know the answer. In a domestic violence/abusive relationship situation, it's never as easy as just saying "I don't like what you are doing to me, see you later, I am gone". When the abuse is at the point where the victim "should" be walking, it's way too late.So................why? People who abuse (be that physically, emotionally, sexually, mentally, verbally, it's all the same), do it for control and power. They dominate and manipulate until the victim is powerless and cannot see a way out. I am NOT saying that there isn't a way out, just that it is made harder to SEE a way out. Control can take so many forms, but the most

Leveling Me
I want to say thanks to those who helped me level this afternoon. I really appreciate it. My fubar started messing up, and then the maint thing came up so I could not do anything on fubar. Then when I get back on I see that the bar tab is cleared so I have no idea who helped level me except a few that I have already thanked. If you helped level me please leave a comment that you did so I can return the love, and thank you. PS: I know who most are once I see the names.... Kenneth

So Sad
I am so disappointed..:( For Master Feather, who has put everything he has into this contest hes in and he has not received even a bit of the help that we as a team can give. I have been moving...and I am still..I will be off all day tomorrow and will have to wait for them to reconnect my service at the new place. Thats my excuse..what is everyone elses? Are we ready to give up being a team, cause if thats the case please let me know ok? I need feedback from everyone in HOTT...If you can spare a few minutes to write. :( Those that have been helping and doing the best they can I thank you, and I am sorry I havent been here. I would love to know what is going on though..:( Anyone out there?

Yepper!!
NOW... Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person? Rules: Answer this for the person who sent u this and then repost it for yourself! my answers 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer:yes as long as u could last i can 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: LOVE THEM ALL 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: HELL YES 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: HOW EVER U WANTED IT 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: maby yes maby no it depends 6. Give me a naked pic? do you whant one? I HAVE SOME 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: yes 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer:ok if it gives you plesure than sure 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer:If it will please you YES 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: looks personality 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: yes if you like it 12. W

Lub-dub
Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Like the banging of a drum. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Like the banging of a drum. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Like the banging o f a drum. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub The sound of life … my life. You are precious as life itself. You are the oxygen that pumps my heart. Bang that drum baby. Bang my drum baby. Bang it. Bang it. Bang it. Bang it baby. Bang my heart like a drum.

They Make Them Like This Anymore
don't women strut their stuff when they walk down the street anymore? was watching the victora's secert show tonight and just could not get over it. one of the sexest things a women can do is just move them hips as she is walkin down the street and ya just don't see it anymore. it sure does suck,. almost as much as my spelling sucks lol.

Carolina Dreams
When dawn fades, into early morning light. Cudzu on the vine, dew drops crystal bright. Moisture drips, from the weathered edges. Creeps up the wall, and faded window ledges. Here thier love was borne, right at the break of dawn. In the shadows of, The Willow's song. Dark claws touch her face, with exquiste release. He senses her aura, no need to even speak. His translucent wings wrap around her, with infinte grace. She steps close to his chest, and touches his face. Tendrils of golden curls, and eyes of striking green. Talons so shiney and black, in the morning sun do gleam. With fluidic motion, there could be no deciet. reaching down, he swept her, completely off her feet. Together and Etherial, the dragon and she. Have journeyed through time, for endless eternities. They found that love, had surpassed it's bounds. it has no limits, it completely surrounds. In liquid grace, it fills the mold. And Love ...well... It's the greate

Leaving
Not sure how many people even look at these things but here ya go for those that do. Come to the comclusion that I don't belong on this website. I appreciate those of you who said you didn't want me to delete my account so...I am not deleting it but I am turning it off. I do have yahoo and if you missed it on my profile my name there is basically the same as here...DarkDesireAngel....I am invisable there a lot but feel free to talk to me there if you want. Have a wonderful holiday everyone! Maybe we will see each other again.

Isn't Life Sweet!
i sure missed everybody here! it feels great to be here! lol p.s. going to n.c. for my sons wedding right after Christmas!!! Add this video to your MySpace profile with just one click. Cool! Music Video Code by New Music Videos and Codes Note: Selecting the text area above will automatically copy the HTML code to your clipboard.

History Of Imbolc
Imbolc pronounced "IM-bulk" or "EM-bowlk" and derived from the Gaelic word "oimelc" which means "ewes milk". Also may derive from a word meaning "In The Belly," which is a reference to the womb of Mother Earth. Also called Oimealg ("IM-mol'g), Candlemas, Imbolg, Brigit's Day, St. Lucy's Day, Feast of Brighid, Oimealg, Imbolgc Brigantia, Imbolic, Disting (Teutonic, Feb 14th), Lupercus, Candlelaria, The Festival of Lights, or the Feast of the Virgin.. Imbolc Written and/or Compiled by Dawn Thebarge Hill all rights reserved This cross quarter holiday and Greater Sabbat is celebrated by most Pagan traditions on February 2, although some groups celebrate on February Eve. It marks the center point of the dark half of the year and is the festival of the Maiden because from this day to March 21st, it is her season and a time for the earth to prepare for growth and renewal.From Samhain to Bride (pronounced BREED) the Celts observed a time called "the period of the little

Love Quote
Love is so very special Yet can make you feel so lost It can arrive just like the springtime And melt away like morning frost You must find ways to nurture Always grow your love with care Never ever take for granted The love that you both share Mistakes are bound to happen You may hurt each other's heart Yet don't give up to easily It will tear your love apart Love resembles a bright flame That lights a dark starry night Never ever let this flame burn down Rekindle with all your might Take a moment every day Look deep into each other's eyes Never hesitate to show affection Small gestures will keep a love alive Talk openly about your feelings Take time to show that you care Treasure each and every moment Because to find true love is rare

Acceptance
Acceptance means that you can find the serenity within To let go of the past with its mistakes and regrets, To move into the future with a new perspective, Appreciating the opportunity to take a second chance. Acceptance means you’ll find security again When difficult times come into your life, And comfort to relieve any pain, You’ll find new dreams, fresh hopes, and forgiveness of the heart. Acceptance does not mean that you will always be perfect. It simply means that you’ll always overcome imperfection. Acceptance is the road to peace – letting go of the worst, Holding on to the best, And finding hope inside that continues throughout life. Acceptance is the hearts best defense, Love’s greatest asset By Regina Hill

Haters And The Rudeness
It has come to our realization that some of the people on here leave some pretty nasty comments on these mumms as if they were life and death decisions and their advise will save the world. This is all for fun and if you get your jollies by being mean to people then you should enroll yourself in the closest high school because thats where the behavior belongs....grow up and quit being haters. We could list some names on here but we refuse to stoop to those childish levels.....we are adults after all.

"a Soldiers Christmas""....
Please Read and Share: This was also sent to me by a soldier: "A Soldiers Christmas"".... TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BE

" Dear God Please Walk With Him
YOU KNOW LOVE CAN DO MANY THINGS TO A PERSON , CAN BREAK YOU , KILL YOU , DEVASTE YOU , CAN TAKE YOU TO THE LOWEST POINT IN YOUR LIFE . I BURIED A SECONDEST OLDEST TO PANCREASE CANCER. NOW , MY YOUNGEST WANTS TO END HIS LIFE , BECAUSE OF A PERSON , AND NO GUY OR WOMEN IS WORTH TAKING A LIFE OVER , AND GOD , I WANT HIM TO UNDERSTAND LOVE HURTS BREAK UPS ARE DEVASTING , BUT , YOU CAN GET THROUGH IT . ITS HARD BEING A MOM AND SEEING A SON CRY AND HURT AND SAY I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE . JUST BEEN SO BAD , I WISH I COULD TAKE THE PAIN HURT AWAY . ALL , I CAN DO IS LOVE HIM , AND PRAY . JUST NEEDED TO VENT , BECAUSE THIS WHOLE YEAR HAS SUCKED BAD . AND MY KAGE GOD , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , AND WANT TO TAKE YOUR HURT AND PAIN AWAY , BE BESIDE YOU , AND HOLD YOU UP , AND SAY IM HERE . YOU ALL AHAVE A GOOD DAY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGES OLE LADY

Omg Thank You!!!!!
What else can I say but thank you to ALL of my family and friends and even friends of friends for helping me get to godfather!!!!! This is a SUPER birthday present five days early! I have said many times that I have absolutely the BEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR!!! This is so sweet...thank you all so much again!!!!

Relationships Haha
Okay, heres the deal! I totally want to fuck you, but there is a slight problem with that. Usually after im done licking a woman into a coma, and fucking her brains out, they get addicted, and start following me around. It gets annoying, especially when im hanging out with my son, in which case i have to explain to him why a bunch of crazy ass women are following us. So heres the way i see it. We need to be methodical, and careful, in order for us to pull this off without complications. We will have to space apart said lickings, and said fuckings. Too much of a good thing is bound to have you addicted. So.....while you are making me a sammich, ill walk up behind you, and just fuck you senseless. Nothing too elaborate or overdone. Just blatant beast fucking. Then at another time, ill sneak up to you and lick you into a coma. Once again, nothing too elaborate. Next thing you know, we fall into a rythym that works, and no one gets hurt. Well....unless you count the circus midget that come

Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

"i Cut Myself"
"i hate myself but why do you hate me? i wanna love you but you only berate me i won't die for anybody else when i think about you i cut myself. i hate myself i want you to love me i'll bleed for you but you only shove me. i hate myself you don't even like me i'm so damn sad- i'm gonna strike me"

About Ethan
Ethan is now 9 months old and i can't believe that he is growing up so fast. he is almost a year old. I am going to have to be planning a first birthday party soon. It feels just like yesterday he was borned, and that i layed in labor for 21 hours. I can't believe it either. I just wish that he was still a baby. Because he is growing up so fast. I love him so much. he is doing so much new stuff now. He is going to be walking any time now. he is walking around the furniture and everything now. I am so happy that i have a beatiful baby boy.

Take Down The Feeder!
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it lovingly with seed. It was indeed a beautiful bird feeder. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the bird shit. It was everywhere; on the patio tile,the chairs, the table, everywhere! Then some of the birds turned mean. They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. So I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the pa

Waxing
The pain of waxing!!!!! Poor women! *giggle* This is from a friend of mine that had me ROTFLMAO! It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the clear strips in your hand, peel them apart, press it on your leg (or wherever) and ignore the franticly rising cresendo of string instruments in the backround. No muss, no fuss. How hard could this be? I'm not the girliest of girls but im mecanically inclined so maybe I can figure out how this works. (you'd think) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other, stuck together. Stuck together. I'm supposted to rub it in my hand to warm and soften the wax (I'm guessing). I go one better.... I pull out the hair dryer and heat the SOB to ten thousand degrees. Cold wax, my ass. (Oh, how that phrase will come back to haunt me.) I lay the strip across my thigh. I hold the around it and pull. OK, so it wasn't the best feeling in the world, but it

Another Request For Help
Im in ANOTHER contest. Could you be so kind when you get bored and hook me up? I mean I am the hottest fubar mummer, im sitting here with my coat on and the heat is on. Make a joke and send your friends that way too how funny would that be? Clicky and rate please!!!!! Also I'm up for sale if anyone wants to give this mummer a nice warm e-home :) Click here to vote

I Am So Excited!
The biggest loser, one of my fav reality shows, is going to be at the mall i work at today and tomarrow! =D i am so excited haha. its kinda pathetic really. I'm like a kid in a candy store... but obviously not...lol i want to LOOSE weight! and i am. started my diet again today... can't work out for another week because of the surgery type thing i went through... but i cant wait to get back to my gym! =D I've got an online journal with a friend tracking everything... damnit, i am going to just take time to work on myself this year. F* boys. lol. no offense! But i have no intentions whatsoever of having a relationship. maybe some dates. but nothing serious. i need to get my grades up to par, and work on myself. i am so excited! I aint going today, but i am leaving work an hour early tomarrow to go spend some time with the past contestants and what not! yay!!!!

Angel Teardrops
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

Army Bulls**t
I went to the Recruts Office today and had to take pix of all my tats. Well all of the *appropiate ones* During that time, i found out that my leg tat is inappropiate, and i cant go into the Army with it, cuz lo-n-behold theres TITS on the tat. So Im informed that i could NOT go even to MEPS with those showing. So i left the office, frantically searched around and had to get an Emergency cover up. Thats right, I got my tits covered. Ruined a fucking $600 tattoo by putting a Bikini top on *me* just so i could go in. The Fucking sacrifices Im making for this are FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!!! The whole fucking point of my tits on there was for the whole Demoness look. Thats why in my tat, I'm naked with only thigh high boots on. No more tho. Now for the *best* part. AFTER I get them covered, I found out that I couldve just put black *X's* on each nipple, and that wouldve been accepted!!!!!!! GGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR And my tattoo Artist whos been working on my thigh will be piss

Basic Contract 1
Accompanied by: Temporary Consensual "Master Contract" and Negotiated Boundaries Contract for the Enslavement Term. This entire three (3) contract package is known as the Enslavement Documents. Of my own free will, I ___________________________, herein known as the slave, hereby grant you, __________________________, herein known as the master, full ownership, care and use of both the slave's body and mind as of the ____ day of _____, 19___, at ____:____ am / pm _____, until the ____ day of ______, 19___, at ____:____ am / pm _____. This period of time will herein be known as the enslavement term. The slave will obey the master at all times and will wholeheartedly seek the master's comfort, pleasure and well-being, above all other considerations the slave may have. The slave agrees that the slave shall derive their own pleasures from accepting their part in the relationship de

"what Did You Say'
“What did you say?” passion & desire fleeting moments that pass in the fire that pass between us a wanting for you waiting for a chance not knowing what to do watching as you move I see the look you gave it to me you can't write the book they are my memories what did you say I thought you called my name tell me whos to blame for making me want you so pass on by leave me alone I'll make it in time leaving you in the past..... written by: Jennifer Fischer 09-29-07

On The Air!!!
Starting tomorrow mornin at 6 A.M. your favorite DJ will be back on the air waves. I will also be in that lounge of ours so you can holla at me for your favorite songs. We will also be like a regular mornin show where we talk about stupid stuff, read headlines, and just have a great ole time. Our lounge is right here on Fubar but if you need the addy here it is: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51165 Now set your alarms for 6 A.M. CST. and get ready to laugh your morin off to a great start.

Come Fly With Me
Two blind pilots board the plane wearing dark glasses. One is using a guide dog and the other is tapping his way along the aisle with a cane. Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin, but the men enter the cockpit, the door closes and the engines start up. The passengers begin glancing nervously around, searching for some sign that this is just a little practical joke. No one is forthcoming. The plane moves faster and faster down the runway and the people sitting in the window seats realize they're headed straight for the water at the edge of the airport. As it begins to look as though the plane will plough into the the water, panicked screams fill the cabin. At that moment, the plane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a little sheepishly and soon all retreat into their magazines, secure in the knowledge that the plane is in good hands. In the cockpit, one of the blind pilots turns to the other and says, "Ya know, Bob, one

Jealousy
Jealousy stay away from me you cause nothing but pain You consume me from the inside out and make me cry in vain I hate the way you make me feel and hate the day you came To make me doubt and hurt someone there's only me to blame I'm done with you and drive you out from within my heart of hearts And pray before this day is done she'll say we'll never part If she will say she'll try again I promise her this day That jealousy has ran it's course and now must go away

Fred Thompson Drops Out Of Gop Race To Star In 'rambo 5'
Former Tennessee Senator and Republican Presidential pipe-dreamer Fred Thompson announced today that he is dropping out of the race for the party's nomination and has signed on to play the son of Sylvester Stallone's Rambo in next year's Rambo V: Rambo vs Alien and Predator, and maybe Jaws. Thompson says he was handpicked for the role by Stallone, who will write, direct, star and cater the project. "Sly felt I was perfect for the role due to our similar physiques, and he felt that with my rugged good looks, the audience would easily buy into the idea that I am his son," Thompson explained. According to Thompson, if the movie is successful Stallone plans to write him a role as an up-and-coming young boxer in the next installment in the wildly successful 'Rocky' franchise.

Gifts For People
Havent finished making all my gifts but there are some in the Valentines Gift folder and if you dont see yours please comment here so i make sure to get you yours in there Love all my friends and family Liberated Spice

Dirty Bitch/bastard Lounges
OK TO ALL DIRTY BITCH /BASTARDS AND PROSPECTS::: THIS IS A LIST OF LOUNGES THAT OTHERS ARE INVOLVED IN PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO VISIT/ SUBSCRIBE AND GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERYONE OF EM. YOU WILL NOT MEET A BETTER BUNCH OF PEOPLE THAN IN THE DB CREW. BLACK DIAMOND http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52468 FREAK ON A LEASH, BOO BOO , LUMINA, SCONEE, BIKERBRAT,HATE-ME, LAID TO REST ETC.... AREA 51 (MUSIC STREAMED BY BLACK DIAMOND) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56411 WAKKO, WIKED, PIXI, TRIPPER ETC.... KEGS, LEGS N BIKER PEGS http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55794 BRI (HE ALSO BOUNCHES AROUND) UNHOLY CONFESSIONS http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53864 MASS, BADAZZ, HZL, NOLI ETC... REJECTS IN THE RAFTERS http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54101 DJ OZZMAN OR YOU CAN FIND OZZ ALSO IN WILD CHAOS http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50239 DJ OZZMAN BEAUTIFULLY MORBID http://www.fub

Wake Up
This is probably not going to be taken well at all but my desire and wish is that maybe just maybe it might touch someone. Recently , I have been exposed to blatant racism, by choice that is, on several levels. So let me first take responsibilty for that. By that I mean I chose to continue to go to this specfic chat rm, I chose to not use the ignore button. These are my choices. Which may not be the smartest considering what it is doing to my spirit. I mentioned the above to let you know that I realize I have these choices. Let me add this, its justifaction i know but i feel it needs to be said. I frequent this room because I have met and befriended with several of the regulars. I am proud to say that I consider them my friends. Initially, this blog was going to deal with racism, hmmmmm, but often we find ourselves driven to speak out on a deeper levels. So even ask I type my mind is trying to find agreement with my heart. Honesty............ courage, integrity hmmmm. Im sorry bu

God Verses Harley
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is that you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me...." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, "Ah, yes." "Well ," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistenc

True Friendship
> "True" Friendship" > None of that Sissy Crap > > Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but > never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises > that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little > smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great > friendship. > > > 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against > the sorry bastard who made you sad. > > 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. > > 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must > be involved in. > > 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. > > 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how > much Worse it could be until you quit whining. > > 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. > > 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you

Lost Loves
Blackness is all I see, Death is all I dream, Once our love was true, But now you say we're through, My happiest times were with you, To you my heart belonged, I long to be in your arms again, To feel the warmth of your embrace, Cold inside is all I feel, Emptiness is all that I have, Hopes and dreams shattered, I have nothing left to give, Where did I ever go wrong, To lose your love forevermore.

Wanna Be Fu-owned??
Hello, everyone, my good friend Mynda is hosting her first auction and needs people to join. If you or anyone you may know would like to join please contact her. All the info is below and thanks for looking! > > > > HEY FUBAR! > I am having my first auction!!! > Just send me a message with the pic you want to enter with and a list of what you > are willing to offer the person who buys you! I will put the offer onto the photo for > you! > PLUS! I will give 100,000 FuBucks to the person with the most points (Comments will > be worth 1 and Rates worth 5)!!! > > Also, Hard cash, VIPs, Blasts, and Happy Hours override FuBuck Bids. > Opening bids start at 5,000 FuBucks > > Anyone may join at any time during the auction! > > You may bid on yourself and people may combine bids with someone else to bid on you > as 1 bid. Meaning.. 2 or more people may own you. > > All Bids require approval from the person being auctioned. > > Any and ALL rude comments

Home Care Nursing
I want to thank all of the people out their who does what i do...take care of others thats in need...we never know when we may need the same kind of help ourselves in the future...keep up the good work...muahhhhhhhhhh

Thinkin Of You
Thinking Of You I don't think you realize How I love you so. You ask me everyday And by now I'd think you'd know. Don't you understand, What you mean to me? Every minute I think of you And wonder if you're thinking of me. So next time you wonder If I really like you, Just read this poem And think of me And know I'm thinking of you

To Everyone
Just want to say that I am able to be back on here more than I have been. Have been very busy the last several months with my husband and his cancer. Then the last part of the year it was my mother I was dealing with also. Havent had much time to be on computer. Have missed talking to you guys and hope everything is going great for you all.

Sorry
Im sorry for the way I feel, and always making you mad, Im sorry for showing my fears, and always feeling sad. Im sorry for the way I wonder, and always questioning why, Im sorry for revealing my weaknesses, and how i sometimes cry Im sorry for the way I feel, and jumping to conclusions. Im sorry for the way i think, and trying to make solutions. Im sorry for my selfish ways, and not always thinking of you Im sorry for my one way mind, and not looking in your view. Im sorry for my foolish past, and not acting too mature. Im sorry for my silly mind, and how its not really sure. Im sorry that i'm fickle, and i can never make a decision, Im sorry for not being exact, i dont have that precision. Im sorry i dont have the answers, and im not really that bright, Im sorry i cant deal with pain, and think into the night. Im sorry for my confused heart, and how it used to be, Im sorry for the way i was, but i've changed beyond belief. Im sorry for everything, and i wish i could s

Goodbye Pa
so im almost ready to pop with my daughter..i have about 4 weeks left. yay. but theres a downside..things arent the greatest and mom has decided that march 1st i am moving back to NJ with her...i dont really want to but apparently im not allowed to make my own decisions..never have been...shes always decided for me and it was her way or no way and here we go again..so im leaving my life up here behind...its killing me to pack my things. I cry even harder with every box i pack. i wish i could have a miracle happen so i can make things different...seems like things arent getting better they keep getting worse..one thing after another keeps going wrong. so here i am 25 and going back home because my mother wont let me live my life myself and if i dont comply and go my life will be hell regardless....once i get back ill never be able to leave as i cant afford to live in nj and i know that my mom will refuse to allow me to put the baby in daycare so ill be limited to what hours i can work..

Deletion Time....
Deletion time has come.... There are soooo many folks on my friends and all but when I ask for help NO ONE seems to want to help but mind you I am the first one to help when a friend asks!! So if you would like to stay on my friends list then say so but if not I will begin deleting people this evening!! :)

Falling In And Out Of Love
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Come Visit Us At Dazed & Confused
COME BY CHECK OUT THE BEST DAMN FAMILY ON FUBAR, ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA, ALL FUN ALL THE TIME.. SO COME BY CHECK OUT DAZED AND CONFUSED .. CLICK ANY PICTURE TO DO SO. WE ARE ALSO HIRING DJS CHECK WITH THE OWNER OR CO OWNERS OR JUST COME BY THE LOUNGE AND ASK!! (repost of original by 'DESS' on '2008-02-19 07:37:30') (repost of original by 'DJ IRISH BUTTERFLY- Freak Show of Dazed & Confused & Mike's Bratt..Woot!!!' on '2008-02-19 07:40:07') (repost of original by 'DESS' on '2008-02-19 07:44:24')

A Song I Wrote When I Was 16...
November Birds fly South, The wind blows through my bones November night... Leaves sailing nowhere land, Take me with you out of sight... Whip me with your lash of rain, Howling like the wolf in the dark forest.. God appears in a bright blue flash, Parting the skyway of the night... You´re forever, November You´re the first love of my Life... (Chorus:) And it´s so, so cold.. November you´re so old.. But you always come back to me... Angry November, I feel the cold fire from your throat... Why dont you send us The white petals of peace from your heart? You´re forever, November You´re the first love of my life... And it´s so, so cold.. November you´re so old.. But you always come back to me.. And it´s so so cold.. November you´re so old.. But you always come back to me... But you always come back... to me... (copyright registered @angel/album)

More About Me
*An encyclopedia describes a scorpion as a nocturnal arachnid that attacks and paralyzes its prey with a poison injected by the long, curved tail, used for both defense and destruction. Its sting is sometimes fatal. People often draw back visibly when someone says he or she was born in November, murmuring, "Oh, you're a Scorpio!" either in frank fear, or in awe and respect. Sometimes there's also a giggle that obviously refers to the legendary Scorpio passion. Scorpios are fed up with these reactions to their Sun sign, and who can blame them? But they are ruthless and dangerous, right? Wrong. It depends. First, you'd better learn how to recognize the sign. In self-defense perhaps-or because you seek a really superior human being. Scorpio likes to travel incognito. Thanks to their well-controlled nature, they usually succeed, but there are a couple of short cuts which will make it easier to penetrate our disguise at midnight or at noon. Look at the eyes. They can be green, blue, br

Careful When Making Those Calls Peeps...
" Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." " Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the bac

I Love You.
My sweetest Hope... I've never written anyone a loveletter before. So please bare with me on this. I dont mind the rest of the world reading how i really feel about you. I lay awake at night sometimes thinking about how happy you've made me. Its heart to pen down the feelings of my heart. Every time i try to make an attempt i end up failing miserably. Please bare with me. I'll give you this simple phrase for starts.. I love you. I think i can say it no better then those 3 magical words. I still remember that day i first layed eyes on you. February 7. Our lucky day. It was something in those beautifull eyes of yours. That smile. I just knew i wanted to spend alot of time getting to know you. Drowning myself in those eyes and hoping to be saved by you. You did save me and you did so much more then that. I feel in love with you. Hopelessly, recklessly and endlessly. It scared me alot. But at the same time it was the most amazing feeling i have ever felt. Its not puppy love.

Party & Burn!
HAPPY HOUR IN HELL WITH... Today, FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 29th @ 8 PM FU TIME! Can you take the heat? RATE A THON FOR FUBUCKS! SAVE YOUR 11's! $15,000 for 100 11's $10,000 for 100 10's Private message when you are finished so you can get your bloody fu money! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: THE BEAST... AND THE HARLOT.... Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com

Spring Has Sprung For Me
Many of you may have noticed that I haven't been on as much lately. With the weather warming up here I have just been extremely busy. I have many projects on my house that I have been able to start and I have been able to take the bike out for a few short rides as well. Everything is going well I just wanted to let y'all know why I am not here as much and likely won't be for a couple months. I do still get on yahoo whenever I am online doing paperwork for my growing company. And any of you that have my number, please feel free to call anytime. I hope to talk to you all again soon!!

Ghost (part One)
Ghost A fog-like mist, rolling close over the ground, covered the dark path. Rain had already softened the hard packed dirt into a slushy mud. Puddles of water spread about the path in no particular pattern, unbroken with the exception of intermittent rain drops. The quiet, watery, solitude of the puddles are soon interrupted by the hard desperate tread of a man running. His breathing was hard as if he had been running for many hours. Every now and again he would look over his shoulder, rapidly searching the darkness behind him. His dark brown eyes scattering his view to whatever images seem to catch his eye as he ran. His head was half bald, his face withered with age, yet his frightened, aged and slightly plump body seemed to carry with a speed he couldn’t remember ever having. The runner knew he had been watched for sometime. He also knew running was pointless. Yet, the will to survive spurned him onward. A persistent thought kept whispering that perhaps he could outr

Dear Cutting..
Dear Cutting, You helped me tremendously over the past twelve years. In the beginning, the very first time, was an accident. As much as I don't like to admit it, thats what it was. I got negative attention and I found that I was uncomfortable by that attention. I felt like I deserved your darkness, cutting. And when I was angry, I used you to calm down and I felt that it was the only real way to express the terrible rage I felt toward my parents, my molesters, and most of all myself. I cut when I was sad and broken, which was behind my anger. And it got to the point where I cut when I was content. I've never felt happy. You became my addiction after two of three months. Cutting made me feel strong and in control. I couldn't make my dad stop drinking, I couldn't make my mom stop throwing up , I couldnt stop my molester from touching me , I couldn't change the past. I never could and never will. But I did cut. I cut a lot. I had my own ritual and every time I followed my ritual I felt

Duck Me And Earn Up To 5000 Fubucks
I love to be DUCKED and DUCKED well! Want to be the first to DUCK me from your home town? WELL....... What are you waiting for? DUCK ME!!! Here's how it works: Send an Original 2" Rubber Duck* -Earn $5000 fubucks -Comment bombs on 10 photos -Up to Fifty 11's -Your very own "I DUCKED BinnieBluEyes" salute photo. Send a 2" Rubber Duck (not an original)* -Earn $2500 fubucks -Comment bombs on 5 photos -Up to twenty-five 11's -Your very own "I DUCKED BinnieBluEyes" salute photo. Ducks should be sent to: DUCK YOU c/o Lynn J PO Box 643 Selden, NY 11784 -Please remember to include your FUBAR ID and state/country so that I am able to thank you and give you the fubucks and points etc. _________________________________________________ ::::BONUS:::: -Be the 1st from your state/country to DUCK ME and earn an additional 5 comment bombs and up to twenty more 11's. -ARE YOU A STASH

Car Wash Abuse Allegation Investigated
ORLANDO, Fla. -- Investigators are searching for a woman on Thursday who was videotaped while spraying a girl with a pressured water hose at an Orlando car wash. Surveillance cameras captured the woman holding the girl with one hand and holding the hose in the other hand at an arm's length distance. Marlene Diaz, a manager at Magical Car Wash, said she has never seen this type of abuse before. "You don't do that to a kid," Diaz said. "No child deserves that." The video showed the woman dousing the girl, spraying her in the face and down her legs. The woman continued to grab the girl as she tried to flee. Investigators said they believe the child is 3 years old. The driver of a white Hyundai Sonata shown in the video watched the woman spray the child for a moment before walking away. The video showed the child trying to hide her face while the woman pinned her to a wall and sprayed her at close range. "Disgusted," Diaz said. "I'm mad, infuriated as to how someone

Ur Tagged!
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Im 5'5" 2. I am an Aunt to 11 children 3. I am the Godmother to 5 children 3. I quit smoking ten years ago 4. I live in Pittsburgh 5. I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters 6. I am a radiation therapist 7. I was a total Daddy's girl 8. I love scary movies 9. I have great friends 10.I hate to be cold. 1. Kaydez 2. Jake 3. Urfunny 4. Blazed 5. Greendolphin

Auction!!!!
Hey Guys and Gals I'm up for auction come and put ur bids in. You know what to do click on the pic and it will transport u where u need to be Heres just a few things I'll be offering: Owned by ____ in name for 1 week if fubucks, and if vip, ticker. blast 1 month if HH 3 months Add to top friends for 1 week if fubucks, and if vip, ticker. blast 1 month if HH 3 months Add to family for 1 week if fubucks, and if vip, ticker. blast 1 month if HH 3 months Pimp out in blog/bulletin/mumm Link for your profile on my page Access to my pvt folder. The auction will begin March 9th at 12am PST and will go to March 16th at 12am PST If ur on EST that will b 9pm est start- 9pm est end 3/9-3/16 Come show me some LUV!!! You will bid by commenting and the highest bidder wins "Good Luck" Happy Bidding MAUH!!!!! NickelbackRockstarMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com XOXOXOXOXO (repost of

A Poem
I talk I sing I laugh I smile I hear your call I know the sound My heart jumps When you're around Each day I yearn for you more and more Each night my dreams you fill One day I know the time will come When we share our lives on top of that hill Until that day comes to be Take my heart and guard it with yours Keep it safe and away from harm And on the strength of your love it soars! I wrote this (poohbear)

Son Leaving Iraq Soon
God willing my son will be leaving Iraq March 28, He had a bomb explode near him a few months ago and was injured with sharpnel in his side and a ruptured ear drum. He is suffering from severe headaches. He also aquired a fractured right had a month ago... but soon he gets to come home.. I can't tell you how excited I am... yea!

Tag You're It
Tag you're it! Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself, at the end choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying '(You're It!) and to go read your blog. You cannot tag the person that tagged you, so since you can't tag me back let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers. 1. I'm a sucker for romance 2. I act like i'm a bitch, but i'm a softy deep down inside 3. I want to get married and have children 4. I will do just about anything for some really good cheesecake 5. Sometimes I need lots of attention from lots of men 6. I have a unbelievable sex drive, haven't met a man that can keep up 7. My goal is to be married and have at least one child by age 35 8. I'm afraid of not being good enough 9. I wish I never let a man break my spirit 10. I can't drive and never want

Daniel Powter- Stupid Like This
Well I don't know what to do when things go wrong And it's a hopeless situation God knows how And I know And I find Some peace of mind Who's the man that talks about you now? It became a hopeless situation when he left town And I know Yeah I know This peace of mind Cause I'm stupid like this And I'm stupid like that I'm stupid cause I make a mess of things to get you back I never wanna see you're happy without me I wish I could've been somebody else Been somebody else Standing in a single spot of compromise the things we all have to say that no one ever knew A drink expands the ride you caught The college's girls think I'm a joke The day's of run have past Each one's like the last Yeah yeah... Cause I'm stupid like this And I'm stupid like that I'm stupid cause I make a mess of things to get you back I never wanna see you're happy without me I wish I could've been somebody else Each one's like the last...

I Did It!!!!
Well I mdae it into Indiana State University. I recieved my acceptance letter yesterday. I am on such a natural high right now. This is the second greastest thing that has ever happened to me. Things are finally starting to look good for a change.

Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, and neither have you! So, shut up already. I believe if you

The Almighty Dollar (and Your Voting Rights Taken Away)
As a friend said recently, worship the almighty dollar. He meant just that with the image above, but of course in a sarcastic way on the truth it reveals on many levels. While everyone is bowing down to the almighty dollar, how about you doing like Suicidal Tendencies once said and Send Me Your Money! The following news story is probably fake, one of those, "The Onion" type stories. But if there is any truth to it, I'd like to hear about it, so write in if there is and be sure to back your claim on that when you do so. This turning out to have truth to it wouldn't shock me too much. They already are taking rights away from us. Such as my family who lives in Florida has had their right to vote on the next president taken away from them. Actually that pertains to all "voters" in Florida as it is being said Florida votes won't count in the next election come November. I hear there is one other state whose voters are going through the same problem with that right being taken away. I

New Counry Song Hits!!!
01. Get Your Tongue Outta My Mouth Cause I'm Kissing You Good-bye. 02. I Don't Know Whether To Kill Myself or Go Bowling. 03. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You. 04. I Sold A Car To A Guy Who Stole My Girl, But It Don't Run So We're Even. 05. Mama Get A Hammer (There's A Fly On Daddy's Head). 06. If The Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me. 07. She's Actin' Single And I'm Drinkin' Doubles. 08. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away. 09. I Keep Forgettin' I Forgot About You. 10. I Liked You Better Before I Knew You So Well. 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better. 12. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight, Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win. 13. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight. 14. I'm So Miserable Without You; It's Like Having You Here. 15. I've Got Tears In My Ears From Lying On My Back Cryin' Over You. 16. If I Had Shot You Whe

Wonders Of The World
They say that there are seven natural wonders In this world, But then they have not been blessed with you in their life. They say that angels only exist in Heaven, And can only reside above, But they have not been gifted with your presence. To travel to the ends of the earth, Will not be too far, To have a moment in your arms. To travel to where the four winds would blow, Will not be too far To look into your eyes. To travel to the depths of hell, Will not be too perilous to venture To be with you and show you the love That has come to me since you. They say there are only seven wonders, But they would know that's not true Because on this earth, there is an angel, You are that angel, and your are a wonder That would be a blessing to any man, And I have seen the eighth wonder, And I am blessed by knowing you And I am a man that will hold this discovery to himself, And share the wonder with the world By shouting from the mountain tops At the end of the earth whe

No Longer
So weeks have passed with me barley speaking to you. No longer does it hurt. No longer am I angry. Instead I simply dont care. YOu have hurt me beyond repair but now I can see you obviously arent the one for me. For some reason you couldnt see what you meant to me. Ims sure part of me still loves you but no longer is that part of me dominant. When you fully attatched yourself to her, I unattatched myself from you. Part of me wishes it happed differently but in my heart I know this is what I needed. This proved to me that you were only using me. Because I was more convient I was the one you came to even though you no longer cared. I have realized Im better off without you!

Just A Poem
If you were a princess from a distant land I would walk endless miles for a chance to hold your hand I would climb the highest mountain swim the deepest sea Just to be near you to have you look at me I would slay a million dragons fight and die for you just for the chance to prove my love for you.........

Kinky Bully 1
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Erotica
I had a rough day, the roof leaked, dishwasher broke down, refrigerators ice maker broke, the burner on the stove was out, the bed was springy, I knew I needed all of those things, but money was tight, so, I decided roof first. As I lay in my bed, I begin to dream about the roof that needs to be fixed so badly. But out of this dream, I hear metal on metal, footsteps, I can't understand it fully. My eyes flutter open slightly to see a ladder outside my bedroom window with a man on that ladder. He is climbing up step by step, he looks at me laying on my bed, smiling softly. Just then I realize my blankets are at my waist, my blonde hair sprayed all over the soft blue pillow covers, I can see the twinkle in his eye, the broad smile on his lips as I lay there. My eyes cast downward, thinking I must move my blankets up, my hand won't move, then thinking, I have my nighty on so, no big deal. I move my hand to my tummy just to lay there, my eyes closed. Restlessness over comes me, it se

Let It Go............
Let it go… By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead. You’ve got

Doesn't It Strike You As Odd....
....when your life feels like a perpetual dream or nightmare? Every day is surreal, and time has taken off to some parallel reality along with consequence and social morality? Hmmmmm. Maybe not everyone feels that way. Haha.

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU: If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always h

Kids..
JACK (age 3) was watching his mom breast-feed his new baby sister. After a while he asked, "Mom, why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE (age 5) asked her granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember, you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his mom goodnight. "I love you so much that when you die, I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a painkiller. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her mom explained it was a childproof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked, "How does it know it's me? SUSAN (age 4) was drinking juice when she got the hiccups. "Please don't give me this juice again," she said. "It makes my teeth cough." D I (age 4) stepped onto the bathroom scale a

My New Fu Owner
WOOOOHOOOO i got myself yet another owner :P and shes soooo sexy *drools* stop by and show her some love A/F/R her shes so sweet HOPIGALERIN * FUBOMBER * Club Far * Shadow Leveler * Shining Star@ fubar

Ginger-coconut Chicken
The wonderful flavors of southern India - coconut milk, dried Thai chiles and coriander seed - provide a pleasant punch to a basic chicken breast. Although the ingredients look exotic, this is a deceptively easy dish you'll be proud to serve to guests. Feel free to use different cuts of chicken, bone-in or boneless; just adjust the cooking time accordingly. You can also grill the chicken. Prep Time: 10 minutes Ready in: 50 minutes (including marinating time) Yield: 4 servings Ease of Prep: Easy Recipe Ingredients 1 tablespoon yellow split peas 1 teaspoon coriander seeds 1-2 dried red chiles , such as Thai, cayenne or chiles de arbol 1/4 cup "lite" coconut milk (see Ingredient note) 2 tablespoons minced fresh ginger 4 medium cloves garlic , minced 2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh cilantro 1/2 teaspoon salt , or to taste 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves (1-1 1/4 pounds total), trimmed Recipe Directions 1. Toast split peas, coriander

My Blessings Enclosed
ME & MY 3 SONS ARCHIEVES SONGS RECORDED 4 1/2 YRS AGO. I FEEL ITS TRULY A BLESSING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE MUSIC WITH MY CHILDREN. YUNG WHIZZLE IS NOW 17 MARC SHABAZZ IS NOW 16 MYSTA MASYN IS NOW 14 ..

Forgiving You Came Easy.
As i sit here i think of you. All the days that we were together and all the nights we were apart . The days are getting easier now but the nights are so long. Yes we had good times and oh such bad times . Now it seems as if the bad times out weighed the good . You went on your merry way not thinking what you had done or even caring how many hearts you ripped apart . As i write this i hope you understand this is for me .I have never forgot all the times you looked in my eyes and told oh so many lies .I want you to know you are forgiven. I have grown so much in the last year and have become a very loving and forgiving person . Maybe it is the illness or the thought of dying that has made me grow in to the person i am today.But whatever it was i am grateful.

Songs To Him
All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own, I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We could a never had it all, * * * Complimentary "Tears Dry On Their Own" Ringtone! * * * Download Amy Winehouse Ringtones > We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A Perspective pushes thru, I'll be some next man's other woman soon, I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fu

Name Game
1. YOUR REAL NAME: Terry 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle) Terrizzle 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) Black Dragon.... ( didn't say it had to be a REAL animal) 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (ur middle name and street u live James Edgefield 5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name.) Berte 6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) Red Red Bull 7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your last name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name) Erjrale... or you can just call me earl 8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parents middle names) Claude Annette 9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) Black Kermie Now just copy and paste, then change the

A Warm Hello
My fubar friends Hello everybody just wanted to say hello ..I’m new here so bare with me while I get use to this ..im having some trouble uploading I will get the hang of it..im very eager I love meeting new people so hopefully soon ill be able to get the basics of this thank you for reading my blog..have a wonderful day…smile

2 All Thegirls That This Happend 2
Oh sweet angel why does your halo fall? Why such tears stream down your rosy cheek? Blood is dripping and stained on your skin which was pure Why so mute? Is there something to be hidden? You were so full of life, and no care in the world What happened dear angel? Why does your halo fall? You said you could always talk to me, why is this any different? I fear for you, your changing so rapidly Keeping to yourself, so skinny and pale What's happening sweet angel? Why does your halo fall? Your clothes are changing along with your personality I've been to your room which is so dark and full of sorrow Everyone is so worried, for you stay into trouble Please dear angel why does your halo fall? One night while everyone was gone you called and told me what you've done Next thing I remember was staring at you on the operating table Looking at me with such pain in your eyes What has happened my angel why does your halo fall? Laying unconscious on the hospital bed I too

A Very Speical Poem...
> In the morning when I wake up > And I open up my eyes, > I feel an aching in my heart > That's when I realize. > How much I really miss you > And long to have you near. > My heart is filled with sadness, > And my eyes are filled with tears. > At different times throughout the day, > I find I'm missing you. > And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, > Maybe you miss me too. > I miss you in the shower, > When I'm in there all alone. > And when I want to hear your voice, > And call you on hte phone. > When I check my e-mail > And find there's nothing there. > I can't help it that I worry, > And I put you in my prayers. > I think by now it's safe to say, > That I miss you very much!!

I Was Tagged Dammit, Lol
Here is a game of tag . . . Now since you opened this you are it and must answer the ten questions as honestly as you know how 1 - What is your favorite word? As much as I say dammit and most people would guess that as my favorite word it is actually mojito and I know a few of me have went on a rant about the word . . . Say it slowly you will like it too hehehe 2 - What is your least favorite word? I had never thought about this one until now to be honest, but I do hate the word cunt . . . It just sounds so crude to me, not mean just undereducated I guess. 3- What turns on or excites you? Watching Chris walk through my door, hearing other people orgasm, a back rub, a bite on the neck, oral sex, uhm any sex at all sometimes, hehehe, and men in eyeliner of course 4 - What turns you off? Overly metrosexual men ( I do not need a man who spends more time getting ready than I do), pants that are too tight, pants that sag so low you can see the backs of knees, co

Best Gift
What is the Best Gift you ever received? Better still, What is the Best Gift you ever gave? Perhaps you will recall that in each instance, the Best Gift was one that was tied with the Heartstrings of the giver, one that included a part of self.

Funniest Divorce Letter
Dear Wife: I ' m writing you this letter to tell you that I ' m leaving you forever. I ' ve been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it.These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn ' t eve n notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don ' t tell me you love me anymore; you don ' t want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you ' re cheating on me or you don ' t love me anymore; whatever the case, I ' m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don ' t try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has mad

Rules
1. if you plan on entering a contest then please let me know so i can get it all squared away before it starts if you chose not to let me know before hand then you may not get the help that you would have if i knew about it prior. 2. there must be bombing activity coming from you. i will be watching and seeing if you are.. if i see no activity then i will send you a warning if i see it again then you are out.. i understand that sometimes things happen just let me know so im aware of it. we like dedicated bombers the kind that max out their comments not the leave a few comments here and there. 3. there is to be NO drama what so ever if there is you will be asked to leave immediatly.. i will not tolerate that. this is for fun not starting trouble. 4. you must check the homepage daily to see if there is any new blogs for up coming contests and contests that are going on and etc.. please leave a comment so that way i know that you were there and you read about it. if there is som

Lightning
Lightning in dreams is a pretty flexible image. Some people enjoy lightning and therefore desire it as a background effect. Others are frightened of its power and unpredictability. However, there are many power metaphors that merit attention. You may find yourself in possession of lightning as a resource for dealing with problems. This type of lightning is an asset for handling frustration that could be characterized as a wish-fulfillment. Dream logic: just blast it out of the way. Lightning may also be a warning in your dream. If you have fears about lightning in waking life, a person whom you are with or a building that you enter in your dream may cause a lightning effect. This is the mind's way of offering a dramatic visual warning. There may be an element of judgment involved, as divine wrath is often envisioned as a lightning bolt (personified in the Greek god Zeus and the Norse god Thor). What did the lightning strike, and did anyone get severely injured? Where did the

Lactation
Lactation is an interesting dream symbol since it is uniquely women who participate in this activity in waking. Dreams about lactation may reflect archetypal gender identity concerns. A woman who dreams of this may see herself as fulfilling a mothering role. This may be literal, as in wish-fulfillment, or figurative, as in mothering a man in a romantic relationship. Some women have anxiety about their ability to provide adequate milk after childbirth. In these instances, dreams of feeding a child may be visualizations of these concerns.

Double Standard Loitering
I walked into a Speedway gas station to get a pack of smokes. There were 2 cops standing at the counter, and talking to the cashier. I guess they knew her. The cops looked back at me, stepped to the side, and one said to me...go ahead we're just loitering. I looked at the 2 cops and said...well loitering is illegal isn't it? :D They told me thanks for the laugh as I walked out.

How To Make A Woman Happy
How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined! 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping

What Casey Means
What Casey Means You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You a

Bombing Contest
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~~erotic Dreams Is Waiting For You~~
WE ARE NOW HIRING FOR ALL STAFF. WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR A PROMOTER FOR THE LOUNGE. WE ARE WILLING TO PAY 50K FUBUX TO PROMOTE THE LOUNGE. SEE EITHER: Owner SuperGurl~Manager of Thunder Struck~ OR Co-Owner DJ GoofyGurl~Co-Owner of Thunder Struck~ CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO BE DIRECTED TO THE LOUNGE. STREAMING THUNDER STRUCK.

My Baby
Every time I look at you, you make me wanna smile, Let me hug you and hold you in my arms for a while. I think you're so cute and I think you're so sweet, I love the way you act, I think that's pretty hot. Every time I'm around you, you make me burst with joy, I feel like a little kid with a brand new toy. Whenever I'm not with you I feel all alone, I feel so far away but I thank God for the telephone. When I hear your sweet voice answering on the other side, It makes me go crazy, it makes me lose my mind. My love for you is true and I hope you too feel this way, I love you with all of my heart, hey, that's all I gots to say. Girl, I want to thank you for coming into my life, I feel like I've known you forever, your favorite food is seafood and your shoe size 7and half. You totally changed my life and the way I think, You came to me and I fell in love with you in a blink. In a blink of an eye to be exact, I hope we never have to say good-bye, cause Veronica, I

The Newbie At The Dewbie
hey everyone. i made a video of myself playing a role as a pot smoker showing a newbie how to smoke a dewbie. the film gets pretty funny after about midway. in the video you see from the newbies point of view....watch what happens. and no i dont expect an oscar for the acting... but you can give me one if you want. enjoy. the newbie at the dewbie

How Many Time Can U Take Your Heart Being Broken
HOW MANY TIMES DOES A PERSON HAVE TO GET HEARTBROKEN BY DIFFERENT PEOPLE. HOW CAN THE HEART TAKE SO MUCH HEARTBRAKE. SOME PEOPLES HEARTS HAVE BEEN BROKEN AND NEVER COULD RECOVER. I MYSELF TRY AND RECOVER BUT I ALWAYS DO, AND MOVE ON TOO SOMEONE ELSE, WHICH IS SAD HARD THING TOO DO BUT I DO IT. THEN GET HEARTBROKEN AGAIN. LIKE YESTERDAY I GOT MY HEART BROKEN BY THIS PERSON. WHO I THOUGH I WOULD BE WITH, BUT I GUESS NOT. SO I AM STILL THINKING THAT I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE.

A Jar Of Lost Souls
Aarrruuuugggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is my issue.....I cant figure it out for the life of me. It's like having a craving for a candy bar that you know youll never eat, or wishing for the food that you hate most. Wanting to have emotion for something, but knowing you'll never have the love for that one thing no matter how much effort you put towards. It will eat you inside out.........even if you dont let it. Bugging you day and night and just when you think you've ridden yourself of this horribly delectable thought it pops back up like a jake-in-the-box and scars the shit out of you. And just like that jake-in-the-box you get use to it after the fifth time, but something still tends to yerk your chain everytime it pops up and there is nothing you can do to rid of it execpt carve out your own brain. So slowly you begin the process of weeding everything out of your memory.....good......bad.....doesn't matter. When you've got something driving you this insane it's better to discar

Warning...
VERY IMPORTANT WARNING If you get a private message that says something like "i think someone is stealing ur pics and it gives a link to a login page and the it says this is messed up u should find out whats going on" Don't click on any messages with links, for now. spammers are stealing passwords and may be changing their message. Delete the message and please warn your friends... Hundreds of accounts are already hacked. If you already clicked the link and logged back in, CHANGE YOUR PASSWORD NOW BEFORE THEY CHANGE IT this messages sent by PHANTOM

Love
Some people think that you can fall in love every day. But I don't think it's possible. I think that when you are meant to fall in love then love will find you. But love is a tricky thing to hold onto if you're not careful. One small mis-step and love can fall right out of your hands and break into a million pieces. Sometimes you can glue those pieces back together, but you have to make sure that your hands don't shake while you are putting those pieces back together. I was luky enough to find love when I wasn't even looking for it.

Im Really Going To Miss This Girl
im really going to miss her.. she was a awesome girl.. and loved to have fun..lindsey u r the best much love girl..... GENESEE TOWNSHIP, Michigan -- A 24-year-old Genesee Township woman died early Friday after the car she was a passenger in flipped in the roadway. Police said a 21-year-old man was driving a Chevrolet Malibu north on Belsay Road near E. Pierson Road at about 4:10 a.m. when he hit a Chevrolet Cobalt, which also was driving north. The man then lost control of the Malibu, causing it to do a turn and flip over. Police have not released names of anyone involved in the crash. The female woman was pronounced dead at Genesys Regional Medical Center. The driver of the Malibu and the driver of the Cobalt, 20, of Genesee Township, both are being treated at Hurley Medical Center with injuries that are not life threatening. Police believe speed and alcohol played a part in the crash. They are awaiting results of the blood al

Plies - Get You Wet
Intro x2:] Bet if I suck on that pussy bet that'll get you wet And rub my hand on that clit bet that'll get you wet And rub my tongue down your neck bet that'll get you wet Bet if I suck on them titties bet that'll get you wet [Chorus (Pleasure):] I wanna lick you up (baby) I wanna lick you down (baby) I wanna make you scream (baby) I wanna make you shout (baby) I wanna put it in your guts (baby) I wanna make you nut (baby) 'cause all I wanna do is, 'cause all I wanna do is 'cause all I wanna do is, 'cause all I wanna do is 'cause all I wanna do is... [Verse 1: Plies] don't wanna fuck up your panties you better take 'em off finna play with that pussy until I get you moist I can't fuck you when you dry 'cause that'll turn me off if I can smell it then baby I don't put it in my mouth I wanna suck on them titties 'cause they look soft do me a favor and keep your legs uncrossed so I can lay on you, dick out boxers off got you biting on you lip 'cause you can't ta

Demands And Suggestions
WELL, I got myself an mp3 player for when I exercise. But I don't know what all songs I want to put on it. SO, if you would be so kind as to help me out with some songs that would rock (Y). THANKS =]

I Like This Story, A Friend Sent It To Me.
Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day he (bird) proposed to her (white rose), but white rose refused. White rose said I don't love you. Bird daily came and proposed to her. Finally, white rose said when I will turn red, I will love you. One day bird came and cut his wings and spread his blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved her but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you. Thank you Rob for sending this to me.

Letters To The Editor: What I Wrote That Made The Paper.
Well I can say I got my first published piece today. It was a letter to the editor in our local paper. Honestly I know that’s nothing grand but I’m proud of it. I wrote the letter because it was something that I believed in. They contacted me a week later to verify I wrote it, but I didn’t think they were going to publish it because I didn’t see it at all that week they called me. I had forgotten about it completely so I was surprised to see it in today’s paper. The letter was written in response to another letter that appeared in the paper. My Letter: Art, music should be key part of curriculum I'm very dismayed at a letter to the editor by a Knoxville man complaining about a grandmother wishing her grandson could study the violin. He complained that art and music are a waste and our schools should focus more on math and science. Art and music promote creativity and imagination that is essential for grasping other subjects. There are plenty of studies that show kids who are e

Wanna Own Me?? Look Here!!
YES, TENNISGIRL1987 IS IN ANOTHER AUCTION. WANNA OWN THIS HOTTAY? THEN CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO BID. EVEN IF YOU CANNOT AFFORD TO BID, PLEASE CLICK THE PIC ANYWAYS TO RATE IT. MOST RATES GETS 100K FUBUCKS. :-D SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? CLICK ON THE PIC NOW. :-D

I Miss Him
silence is everywhere not a soul to be found no light must enter in no happy noises must ever be heard how did i get here to this time and place where did i go wrong or is just my fate i wanted to be happy but today is not a good day i don't know where it went wrong i don't know what i did how can someone be so sad over nothing oh wait oh wait it's not nothing he is not here he is gone away from me its been way to long almost a year too long for me to be without him yet he is not here he is off serving our country he is fighting in the war i try to keep a positive outlook i know he will be alright yet i am missing him so very much i miss his touch the way he would hold me close i miss the small things so i sit here in silence waiting for his return knowing that i have awhile to wait till the happy sounds return

Feeling Down
Been feeling down on myself lately..and did some serious thinking last night. Part reason lately..is I feel like couple of my closest friends have left me. Even though they said they still care..I have taken it personally. Anyways,, I am done feeling that way. If they leave..or don't care no more..guess they never really did. Another reason been feeling down..is I have gained a bunch of weight this past year. Didn't actually know how much til I weighed myself lastnight. Anyways..it was enough to get me motivated. Today is a new day..I start my dieting. UGH. I am also getting a new bike. I will get myself motivated..if it kills me. Anyways, I am sure I been moody with a few of my friends on here..and just letting you all know..why. Todays beginning of a new me. Well I am off to work right now.. have a great Tuesday!

My Name Meaning , Dyanna
What Dyanna Means You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Oh Yea Baby!!
There are a few Fu's that we should all get to know!! This is Def one of them! tbonedaddy-FuOwned by })i({@ fubar He is one in a million and he is working his way up in ranks to a Henchman. So help me help my friend and make him a friend of yours as well! You will be glad you did! I have even paid for his Manboobs lol...Just ask him! Ok so Fan Add and Rate....get all those pics and stash them pm me and tell me how much you did and I will pass out the goodies!! Of course him and I will both show you some fu love in return! Come on your gonna get more than you give so there is no reason not too! Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR*@ fubar

Good Student
Your Bedroom Grade: A+ You've got it going on in the sack. You know how to please your partner in every possible way. You are a one in a million, and anyone that is lucky enough to get with you will agree with this quiz! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

Holidays
Well with only 12 days till i start my holidays i am wondering how i will get everything done before i leave....so much to do so little time ..... Stay tuned Well 2 days from now and my holidays are starting, I still havent packed .....and the peons are not helping at all ....

I Was Tagged! Your Turn!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I graduated high school with honors and a full scholarship to UCLA for Marine Biology / Oceanography at the age of 16. 2. I can get both ankles behind my neck and imitate a pretzel. (Please don’t ask for a pic of this… hard to set a timer for that one!) 3. I have 482 skydiving jumps under my belt and needed 500 for my instructors’ certification. Unfortunately 9/11 dashed those dreams as I refused to get on a plane for quite some time afterwards having lived through and witnessed the tragedy from the 74th floor of Tower 2 that day. 4. I am a major unicorn fanatic and have a vast collection of collectibles ever since I

Im Not A Player I Just Crushen Him**
OK it may or not be a suprise that there a guy who shall remain namless. I have NO clue as why Im so Intriqued with him ok so he SO HOT! he has that boyish charm about him in his face. We hardly really talk but we do. he the last person i chat with online before i go to bed the first person i look up when i wake up. AND now in a month he going to be going where he cant be online. Theres nO dout NOONE will be sliden to his spot as MY GUY!! IM to old to be crushen but I mean wow he makes me feel like a school girl everytime we talk. I dont get jealouse cause he talks to other girls Hope he knows it Im not jealouse type and wont start becasue Of his FINE ASS>> i hope he knows hes more than a crush but a Fried too and to know him as been a great asset to my well being well anyway TO ALL those who have crushes and KNOWS they are and actully like it as BiG POPPA SAY I AINT a PLAYER I JUST CRUSH A ALOT!! LIVE ON ps my crush IS DEF A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH!!! XOXOXOX

St Louis
A VISITOR'S GUIDE TO ST. LOUIS, MISSOURI: The morning rush hour is from 6:00 to 10:00 AM. The evening rush hour is from 3:00 to 7:00 PM. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. Gravois Road can only be pronounced by a native. Ditto for Bopp, Spoede, and Chouteau Construction on Highways 40, 64, 70, 255, 270, 44, 55 and I-170 is a way of life, and a permanent form of entertainment. The Page Avenue extension and Airport expansion projects took over 20 years to get approved and St. Louisan's lost track of how many political figures claimed them as their own ideas. A St. Louisan from South County has never been to North County and Visa versa. West County has everything delivered. St. Louisan's were aghast when the federal government required them to redo the highway signs to indicate that the federal highway went to cities in other states instead of local municipalities. If someone actually has their turn signal on, it is probably a factory

Warped
Just a little ditty i wrote late last night while feeling the loss and feeling alone... Warped Alone, I face this misery. I call upon you but you aren’t there. Support does not exist for me. Alone, I call upon my hatred. I will walk this path, I know it well. I will carry my loss, From my strongest place. Alone, I will mourn Lizzie. I called upon you, my heart to bare. Through this pain I cannot see, Alone, I guess at what is fated… Warped, I fell. -July7,2008 SRJ

I'm A Pussy
I saw a fin in the water, and i scrambled back to the shore faster than it took me to nut the first time I got laid. Turned out to be dolphins, so i paddled back out and they were in the waves, wicked ass cool ass. but, i can't lie, I was so chicken shit that I actually shook. thought it was a shark.

Gonna Stay
I'm gonna stay just the way i am quirky and kinky and a little disconcerting and not a soul can inspire me to change i'm gonna do what i have to do diligently and firmly and always with a smile and not a soul is going to distract me from my goals i'm gonna breathe every breath as if it's my last thankfully and gratefully and always with a touch of joy and not a trouble is going to keep me from my joy i'm gonna wait every moment an hour every hour a day happily and patiently and always with an expectant heart and not a day is going to go by that i don't think of you

Gathering Schedule
The 2008 Gathering of the Juggalos will take place from August 7th to August 10th. There's going to be a shitload of concerts, atuograph signings, artist seminars, contest, and much more! Check back for specific details as they unfold.

A Poem To My Master
A poem to my owner: TO A WOMAN I’LL ALWAYS CALL FRIEND EVEN WHEN MY SERVITUTUDE HAS REACHED IT’S END SHE WILL REMAIN DEAR TO ME AND STAY IN MY HEART FOR WHAT SHE HAS DONE FOR ME, I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO START SHE HAS SHOWN ME A FIBER IN HER MORALES BUT ENJOYS HER LIFE AND STAYS FREE OF QUARRELS A MASTER WHO HAS SERVED ME REMINDS ME OF A PERSON OF GREAT LEGACY HIS NAME WAS JESUS AND HE WASHED THE FEET OF THOSE WHO SERVED HIM AND NEVER LEFT THEIR SEAT A MASTER AMONG THEM, HE CHOSE TO BE HUMBLE HE SAW THEIR FLAWS AND KNOWS WE ALL STUMBLE WE ALL HAVE OUR FLAWS WORKING ON THEM CAN BE OUR ONLY CAUSE WELL NOW THAT I HAVE GOTTEN ALL MUSHY I CAN ONLY SAY, WHAT THE HELL RHYMES WITH MUSHY LOL JIMMY

Headaches
A guy is suffering from severe headaches for years with no relief. After trying all the usual cures he’s referred to a headache specialist by his family doctor. The doctor asks him what his symptoms are and he replies, “I get these blinding headaches; kind of like a knife across my scalp and...’’ He is interrupted by the doctor. “And a heavy throbbing right behind the left ear?” “Yes! Exactly! How did you know?” “Well I am the world’s greatest headache specialist, you know. But I myself suffered from that same type of headache for many years. It is caused by a tension in the scalp muscles. This is how I cured it: Every day I would give my wife oral sex. When she came she would squeeze her legs together with all her strength and the pressure would relieve the tension in my head. Try that every day for two weeks and come back and let me know how it goes”. Two weeks go by and the man is back. “Well, how do you feel?” the doctor asked. “Doc, I’m a new man! I feel great! I have

My First Happy Hour 7/18 At 12:00 P.m. Est
I am hosting my first Happy Hour July 18th @ 12:00 p.m. PST (Fubar time). I will be holding a rate-a-thon in hopes of leveling up to henchman! Here is the breakdown of what I am offering: I will have 3 folders set up for the HH with 100 pics in each. I will be having a drawing for each of the the following: If you rate all pics in folder 1 you are qualified for a 5 credit bling. If you rate all pics in folders 1 & 2 you are qualified for a 10 credit bling. If you rate all pics in all 3 folders you are qualified for a 25 credit bling pack. IMPORTANT INFO: The person who rates the most photos/stash during my HH will get a 100k bonus! Plus if I do level during my HH the person who's rate/bling levels me will also get a 100k bonus! You must send me a private message after EVERY 100 rates! Do not start early and if you send me the private message after my hh ends it will not count. If you do not want to be in the drawing for rates but want me to know you helped out

My 3rd Auction
Yes that is correct, I'm in an auction yet again. LOL! if you would love to own me then click on the link below. the auction ends at the end of the month. happy bidding everyone. Wanted Man - Johnny Cash

The Dark Knight
After being blown away by Batman begins i came into this with high expectations.After watching this i came to realize this movie oblierated the last and all other superhero films to date except iron man[personal fav].The performances were just amazing and every actor gave oscar type performances especially the late Heath Ledger and Aaron Eckhart.The movie had some surprisng twists and turns for a movie of the genere.When it ended i was wanting more. Being a comic fan for sometime the movie gave me the purest batman vs joker film to date.This one time a movie has far excede its original by leaps and bounds.Their were touching moments and suspence.The best way to describe it is that it is beyond the genere of superhero and more into the vein of a regular top notch crime suspence with some theatrics thrown in. Id give this a 5 out 5 stars [well worth price of admission]

My Veiws On Some Things...
Well I see on the news each day more throat cutting by each candidate for President.Of course its hard to see who to believe and not believe as far as electing a new President after the current one.Grant it Bush has made some mistakes in office.After all after what has happend since hes been in who wouldn't.Iam not takeing up for him just saying look at what all has happend.Grant it his public speaking had allot to be desired and some things he did was questionable to say the very least.Anyway Obama or McCain who should it be.Well look at it this way Obama wants to pull outa the Middle East ASAP witch to some sound nice.I know some of peeps in the military not nameing branches or anything but lets say several.They wanna finish what was started even if it might have began for the wrong reasons.To just leave and allow the terrorist to come in and take back what so many have died to make free and safer would be a betrayal to then I would think.It Would allow the terrorist to build back up

Contest! Please Help Comment Bomb My Girl Friend Please!
thanks for all the Help! for all those you help her win this contest! thats her link thank you very much http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=813171&albumid=1137628&i=2081020007

Something To Brighten Your Day
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, Lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs ---and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Francisco 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a Wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his doctor, that he was having

It Takes A Minute...
....THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT U'LL NEVER 4GET THEM...... ...iF U DON'T SEND THiS TO ANYONE... .......iT MEAN UR'RE iN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT U 4GOTTEN......... ...............THE PEOPLE.............. .................YOU LOVE............ ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ .I.................@ ....CARE.........@ .........ABOUT....@ ................YOU...@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@

Show This Woman Some Lovin!!
Meet X©ït€M€ my new owner! Well not only is she my owner, but she's an absolutely gorgeous and amazingly wonderful woman! We haven't been friends long, but I know she is someone that I can consider a true friend and I hope she knows how much her friendship is appreciated as much as the sweet things she does! She's always buying her own happy hours when we need them the most! She could use some extra lovin from everyone else too though!!! Yeah that's right. So have you met her? If not, this bulletin is just going to help you meet an awesome person. So go show her some lovin fu-style! You know what to do! FU lover to ððð(¯`•¸•´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`•¸•´¯)ððð aka ''X©ït€M€ **Asad's FU Woman** 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia* FU-Owned by Asad & *Bedrock @fubar All of this love is brought to you by: suckface™ @f

Shadow Levelers Want You! I Just Joined The Family!
Do you like to help others make it to the next level by rating stash,,,,pictures and blogs?? Also meet new and good friends in the process. If you do then we have the perfect home and family for you. We have been helping other for almost 2 years now to make it to the next level. We help all levels from Freshmeat to Oracle. We are a drama free family that has very few rules and enjoy having fun!! If the above sounds likes what you like. Then please send a private message to the link below. SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar

Wanna Go Streaking With Us??
Let's get NAKED!! Ya know ya wanna!!! Come Streaking thru Fu-Land with Us!!!! So....All ya gotta do to go streaking with us is.... 1. Rate this folder of pics. There are only 50. 2. Rate, Fan, and Add all the other Streakers In your friend request put "Streaking Thru Fu-Land" If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Streaking thru Fu-Land" When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! Go back and Fan & Rate them as well. 3. After you have rated the 50 pics and added/commented everyone on the list. Send me a message and let me know you are done. After I get your message I will add you to the list then make make your tags. There will be a folder in my pics with all the tags. All I ask is that you rate them when you get yours. *Also.... I don't mind you ripping them... BUT.... Nobody gets points for ripped pics.

In Rememberance
R.I.P Thomas, aka Philly Boy. He passed fighting for our country to defend the rights of the Free People all over the world. You will be missed my friend. Dec 13th 2007 As the light faded from your eyes, I can only imagine what you saw Surrounded by a Band of Brothers But in this, there was a tiny flaw. Home, So very far away Friends and Family in a distant land Knowing that they might arrive A Soldier will come knocking, Flag in hand That day has just arrived Parents bravely sit through the news Knowing you fought for your beliefs Protecting the rights of others, and their points of view You're a guiding light for this Country The sacrifice you made is one I will never overlook The blood you spilled defending us For that, you're a Hero, on of many in my book I wish people could just look and see That people like you, and friends before Went willingly for us, this country Always wishing they could give us more. I Salute you in a final Goodbye Kn

Let Me Fly
i'm tired of this world so weak so cold someone please let me go i'm drownding here under this water let me swim up for air so that i may breathe no more ties to keep me under so now i can let out my wings let me fly away from the pain the hurt and the fears let me go some where else so i can no longer hear hear all the vioce telling me the way it sould be the way i sould feel the way i sould start to be let me fly and be as free as all else are aloud to be let me fly let me be so that maybe one day i can be me let me fly so i may be happy no sorrow no pain no loss let me fly let me be so that one day i can find my love my what i was ment to be keep ur ties keep ur straps its time to let me go to find me again so vioces go away i do to wish to stay my life is my life and i sould have a say i do have every say time for me to leave you all behind and time to fly to find this life of mine

Big Beautiful Women
If there was a perfect woman, She would be thick and full of body, so a man could have something to hold. Thick arms . . . Thick legs . . . Big Beautiful Women The Thickness of hips that show a good thing, Something full and special; A vista set out as God had intended, Shaped in molds with plenty to hold. A sweet roundness to her curve, The sweeping hills of her hips, The luscious lay of her bodyscape, The full slope of her bosom, All totaling a package fit only for kings. If you see her sashay with confidence and style, And you admire the beauty in the tilt of her head, Then you're catching her vibe As she was meant to be seen. So bask in her splendid Magnificence Mmmm you feel me mm MMmmm you should I'm feel'n you

Regret- (robert W. Service 1874-1958)
Regret It's not for laws I've broken That bitter tears I've wept, But solemn vows I've spoken And promises unkept; It's not for sins committed My heart is full of rue, but gentle acts omitted, Kind deeds I did not do. I have outlived the blindness, The selfishness of youth; The canker of unkindness, The cruelty of truth; The searing hurt of rudeness . . . By mercies great and small, I've come to reckon goodness The greatest gift of all. Let us be helpful ever to those who are in need, And each new day endeavor To do some gentle deed; For faults beyond our grieving, What kindliness atone; On earth by love achieving A Heaven of our own. Robert W. Service

Fubar Is For Women To Level And Men To Struggle To Level
It never seems to end. Been here since July of last year. I'm pretty close to Fu-King, yet I see all these little ladies, who've not been here that long, having way more points than I. I see stupid bastards buying all sorts of stuff for these gals, and for what? To see a little butt? To win a little heart? So all these girls get all sorts of more attention from lotsa others. They thrive on it. Meanwhile, myself and the other average fellas out there, struggle. We are not rude, we are not obnoxious, we do not make demands in shoutboxes, we do not try and put people in some sort of fantasy scene. We rate you, we fan you, and we ask only the same given to us. Do we get it, oh but rarely. I've had one thing purchased for me while being here, a blast. ONE BLAST. I've bought numerous things for others. I try and live by what goes around comes around, and its supposed to come around in a 10 fold. That theory does not apply on fubar. How bout some of all you women buying somethi

Children
I hear the echo of children at play, The sound so happy and cheerful. I enjoy what I hear throughout the day, Though today you can't be too careful. Let your child know you love and care, For they can not be replaced. In a year so many children disappear, And all is left are the memories of their face. Keep your eyes and ears open, Always know where the children be. For I never want this to happen, To neither you nor me.

Humor
You Might Be In EMS If... If your idea of a hot meal is a Whopper warmed on the defroster while your unit is left running outside the ER. You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm... Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you... You believe a good tape job will fix anything... You have the bladder capacity of five people... You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio... Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change... You find humor in other people's stupidity... You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac... You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see...

How Do I Join Dream Girls
The best way to get hold of us to join is to go to our myspace profile, www.myspace.com/dreamgirlstream , and contact us there. If you are a lady serious about joining the team and serious about registerring with the team we will add your profile as a friend on myspace if you are accepted. We will have you register by filling out a registration application. You do not need any modelling or promotional skills because we are not just a modelling / promotional team. we like to have fun creating other events as well. so if you like to have fun and get crazy (and who doesn't) then this is for you. Its free to join and register with us.

Photobucket survey
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show? What kind of phone do you have? What is something you do a lot? What's your favorite character? What's your favorite dessert? What's your favorite non alcoholic drink? What's your favorite alcoholic drink?

Angels First Contest ....plz Help!
FIRST CONTEST! THIS IS ANGEL! GREAT FRIEND! VERY NICE ! LOVING MOTHER! THIS IS HER FIRST CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS 13,000 COMMENTS SO DROP BY AND DROP ALOT OF COMMENTS! EV1 IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! Click the pic to leave ANGEL COMMENTS!

Am I Gay?, A Self Examination For Men
Am I Gay?, A Self Examination for Men 1. If you are over forty, and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a Flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay -- it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog... 'Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!' Now think about how you call a cat...'Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!' Jeeez, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on bar-B-que ribs, crab cla

I'm Here
Well, The pain hasn't been horrible, but I've really bee uncomfortable lately. I need to keep moving. I've found lately that if I keep moving, or tire out my muscles, I have the best results. I'm 3 weeks away from my shots, so we'll see. I have heard rumblings that the first visit is just a consultation. If that is all that it is, I am going to cancel that, and ask my Dr. if I can skip that step, and go right to surgery, so that it is fixed once and for all for good. I've heard 50/50 on the shots, and think that it is mostly a waste of time. I just agreed to it, because I wanted to get to mid October, so that I can get laid off for work, and get it taken care of. I have been stretching more, and walking, which has improved it some, so here's hoping I get something done soon.

School Shootings
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let th

Best Of Them All
The Holy Grail$100,000.00 Since I left Deanna does not talk to me I have called many times..I guess a Fantasy she desired for over a yr.has come true .she's a great gal,awesome cook,house cleaner,awesome sex,showed me great time.almost a perfect women. ,she's awesome,such a great gal,will always hold a place in my Heart.Will always Love You.I know I was an Ass a few Times.I wish you the Best.I'm sure Mark has declared his undying Love for you.Perhaps my presence showed him the Light.(((hugs m'Lady )))((((xoxoxo)))) ----------------------------------

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious67%Passion58%Diamond Eyes42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Hope This Helps
I HAVE TO GO BACK. MY MOTHER AND STEP FATHER DROWNED WHEN I WAS 16. MY FATER..REAL FATHER, WOW, HE WAS MY WORLD. I WANTED TO MARRY HIM WHEN I GREW UP LIKE ALL LITTLE GIRLS. I BURIED MY MOTHER AND I HAD TO GO LIVE WITH MY FATHER...HERES THE KICKER...MY PARENTS WERE ALREADY MARRIED WHEN THEY GOT ME. SO I WAS THE LOVE CHILD AND THE BASTARD AT THE SAME TIME. MY MOTHER DYIN HURT ME TO THE CORE. A PART OF ME DIED WITH HER. I WANTED TO BE WITH HER SO I STOLE A BOTTLE OF MY FATHERS VALIUMS AND A BOTTLE OF SLOW GIN. DAMN, I WOKE UP. MY FATHER LOOKED ME IN THE FACE AND TOLD ME HE NEVER WANTED ME. I FELT SO ALONE AND UNLOVED AND IF U TOLD ME U LOVE ME I FELT IT WAS A LIE. I AM STILL TRYING TO GET OVER THIS. I LOST A GOOD MAN IN THE PROCESS. I PUT THIS OUT FOR THE WORLD CUZ LIKE I SAID, I AM REAL WITH MINE. I MAY NOT OPEN UP LIKE PEOPLE WANT BUT THIS IS MORE OPEN THEN I EVER HAVE. I LOVE U AND U KNOW WHO U R. U JUST HAVE TO UNDERSTAND ME. I HOPE THIS TELLS U ALOT.

Lets Do It
HI, I'M MIZZ SHADY. SHOW LOVE TO THIS GUY.. I PROMISE YOU WELL ALMOST PROMISE YOU THAT HE WILL PAY THE LOVE BACK A LOT.. HE JUST ABOUT MAXED OUT ALL HIS RATES JUST ON ME THIS MORNING... SO HES NOT ONE OF THE SUPER LAZY ONES FOR SURE.. SO SHOW THIS NICE GUY SOME LOVE LADIES.. HE SEEMS LIKE A REALLY NICE GUY TO HAVE ON ONES FRIENDS LIST... WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... kritter

Forgiveness
Top Six Reasons To Forgive Top Six Reasons To Forgive No one can change the past, but you do have the power to upgrade how you feel about it, and that makes all the difference. You can take your power back from all those painful memories, and make peace with your past. Forgiveness heals the guilt and the hurt, and does this quietly, privately, and thoroughly. Forgiveness does not mean that you let anyone off the hook, it means that your present happiness is more important than your past suffering. Forgiveness does not mean that you condone the hurtful things done to you, it means that you reclaim your right to run your own life. Right now those hurtful things are running your life, and how is that working for you? The people who hurt you may have ruined your yesterdays, but only you are in charge of your tomorrows. And if you feel guilt over people that you have hurt, forgiving yourself will heal you and allow you to move forward with a happier attitude and a hea

Wtf???
I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY THREE PEOPLE THEY WONT RATE ME CUZ OF NO AUTO 11'S?????? DONT RATE ME CUZ YOU DONT WANNA RATE ME! IM NOT GONNA MENTION YOUR NAMES SO DONT WORRY YOUR SELF PITYING BUTTS WILL NOT BE KNOWN! LOTTA PEOPLE CANT AFFORD A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK TO GET THAT DAM THING AND ALOT ME INCLUDED DONT GO AROUND BEGGING FOR CRAP! I CAN BARELY AFFORD TO FEED US LET ALONE SPEND THE MONEY FOR ONE! AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE BAD THING IS??? WHEN YU NEED HELP ILL BE THERE! AM I STUPID OR WHAT??? IF THIS OFFENDS YOU IN ANYWAY DELETE ME!I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT IT! AM I PISSED? YES I AM! ITS NICE TO KNOW IM NOT WORTH A RATE CUZ IM POOR! TALK TO MY FRIENDS! AND FAMILY! LATER!

New Energy Alert - October 6, 2008
Hot off the presses, the newest Energy Alert by Karen Bishop. Remember as you read to run this through your personal "truth" filter - what feels like truth to you! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings to one and all! Later! Muah! Greetings! As the fall of the old world continues in earnest, varying scenarios are becoming more and more evident. If we can remember that we are smack in the middle of the end times, it can perhaps ease our minds that all is in divine and perfect order. The end times…we are in the end times…and considering this fact, I believe we are doing very well indeed. As the transition from the old to the new continues on, we may thus find ourselves enmeshed in a little of this and a little of that. This grand process of ascension was meant to be gradual in order to create the most ease possible. So then, the more we find ourselves enmeshed in the old, the more difficult our lives can seem. And the more we find ourselves embodying

Carnival Is God
You see the Carnival is GOD, and yes we are the Carnival. Think about what a carnival is, there are freak shows, carnies, clowns, acrobats, concession workers, and a huge diversity of on-lookers, which if you think about it juggalos are the parts and pieces that make up the Carnival. Its all really just another way to look at GOD as a whole. Like what do you think the holy spirit is. The holy spirit is the entirety of all mankind, all of our souls are part of GOD, no matter what religion you may be you still have the divine spark of life which is our conduit between us and God. In other words, the Carnival is God, the Holy Spirit is juggalos or anyone that has faith and love in their heart. Just think if a carnival has no clowns or sideshows, or people to sell stuff, or people to operate the rides and shit then its really nothing. Its the same for our Carnival, without us GOD can't work, without our love and devotion to one another GOD can't help us. It is our job to teach each other,

Acorn Raided And Busted On Mass Voter Fraud.this Is A Group That Obama Used To Work For.
Acorn is also a group that is among many at the root of the financial mess. Sorry Liberals I guess Obama will not be able to steal the election this year since this group which he used to work for got busted and are facing up to 20 years in prison for mass voter fraud. This will also effect his poll numbers that people seem to live by even though the polls hae never been right in any election. I think it is hilarious that these people have finally been busted for their crimes.

Important All Needs To See
This is for the users that are on fubar. if anyone by the name of Johnny Grubb, wants to add you or is already on your friends list. Please do not add him, block him. here is the user link http://www.fubar.com/user/1550401 And his yahoo addy is cop_shop928. He is not a Iowa Fire Fighter like he claims to be, i have contacted the sheriff office of the county were he is, and they are under going in investigation to this, and have informed me that he is not one to mess with. so please, block him, and pass this on to others. thanks Bonnie TO BLOCK THIS USER COPY AND PASTE THIS IN YOUR ADDRESS BAR THIS WILL NOT TAKE YOU TO HIS PAGE, ONLY ALLOW YOU TO BLOCK HIM http://www.fubar.com/blockuser.php?block_id=1550401

Never Got That Shot For Shot...
i dont know how im suspose to feel right now...although im not sure how it happened..a friend of mine..somebody here from fubar appearently passed away 0ct 15th,2008 for some time we'd talk about shot for shot drinking and hanging out but he lived about 45 mins away and i never had gas to do it he was one of the first friends i made when i joined this site... and i remember talking to him at least twice before i met ryan but my phone got turned off and i stopped playing on fubar... a few months ago we started chatting again.. then i had not see him on but i added him to myspace... so today i hopped on myspace and saw one of those status update things which said loved so i went to check out his page and his name had said James Duke 10/13/1973-10/15/2008 with 2 comments saying rip jamie you will be missed... I never thought id feel so upset over somebody i barely knew...which infact i knew to an extent but i actually cried because at least 2-3 other peoples profile

Shes Awesome
Ok so I suck at making bullys/blogs that are all fancy smancy, but I will say this, Vodkagurl is my owner and she's awesome. Bought me bling packs, rated me, fam added , etc. She talks to me and is over all pretty darn nifty. GO to her page, r/f/a/bling her and tell her THE Slut sent ya!!! VODKAGURL (slave to:Photobug, Lady Moonlight, Suggadaddy)@ fubar

My Birthday Wish
Now that I have your attention, my Birthday is coming up so, yes, I'm pimping myself out for a change. LOL My Birthday is on Sunday but I'll be in Alabama from the 23rd till the 27th to see my baby. I'm a little over 353,000 to level up to Insider so I'm asking all my friends, family, and fans to please help me level up by Sunday. That would be an awesome present for me to get online Monday and see that my fu-family has helped me level! PM me if you help me level so I can return the love!THE Irish Diva Vice President of The IRA Bombsquad@ fubar (repost of original by 'THE Irish Diva Vice President of The IRA Bombsquad' on '2008-10-20 17:36:42') (repost of original by 'Spanky139 is Master of, Fu-Hubby & real B/F of THE Irish Diva' on '2008-10-20 21:00:50')

Seven Philosophies For A Native American Man
Seven Philosophies For a Native American Man First Philosophy - TO THE WOMEN The cycle of life for the woman is the baby, girl, woman, and grandmother. These are the four directions of life. She has been given by natural laws the ability to reproduce life. The most sacred of all things in life. Therefore, all men should treat her with dignity and respect. Never was it our way to harm her mentally or physically. Indian men were never abusers. We always treated our women with respect and understanding. So, from now on, I will treat women in a sacred manner. The Creator gave women the responsibility for bringing new life into the world. Life is sacred, so I will look upon women in a sacred manner. In our traditional ways, the woman is the foundation of the family. I will work with her to create a home atmosphere of respect, security and harmony. I will refrain from any form of emotional or physical abuse. If I have these feelings, I will talk to the Creator

My Best Friend Has Breast Cancer
I'm so so sad this morning. My best friend (we've known each other since Jr High in San Diego) has received a diagnosis of breast cancer. We talked yesterday on the phone for hours...she's so strong... it was ME who broke down and cried. It's hurting me so much because i can't be there for her, damnit. She is still in San Diego and I'm here in Mississippi. Nov 4th she'll go back in for surgery. It's Carinoma in situ but the margins are iffy, so they are going to take out more. I pray to GOD that he heals her. She'll have to proceed with radiation therapy after the surgery. I wish so much I could go see her! So... please... for me? I try not to ask too much. But would you say a prayer for her? Connie Culp is her name. And she's an awesome awesome person - great mother and great wife.... the best friend you could EVER ask for. Thank you, guys.... you all mean the world to me. Patty

I'm Not In The Fubombers But You Should Read This!!!!
I have been hosting a contest for the FuBombers on my page for a while, the contestants are drmami and sith lord morte. I had left the fubomber for medical reasons and had hoped to come back. However, circumstances that were not in my control had stopped that from happening. Many of you know, I went into the hospital. I guess while I was in there, my husband, being the little go getter that he is, decided to make me a co-owner of another family, and he sent out a mass email from that familys lounge to all of its members. It was a participation letter I used for the FuBombers. He never changed the name and as there are a couple fubomber members in that lounge (even though its for another bombing family), one of them turned the letter into Peggy. My, that caused drama. Now, Peggy is not allowing anyone to bomb drmami or sith on my page, and drmami is almost to the 1/2 way point. I don't find this fair to drmami. I have no ill will toward anyone, I wish all of the FuBombers

No Way Out, But One
I am in a cage like a prison, where there is no escape, but i hope a angel like my God could help me become free like a bird, which has no boundaries and could fly free forever but it wont be me, i hoped... i prayed almost everything i could do, i have admitted it was wrong but i fear that i will never get out, but i hope i am wrong and hope the judge will let me be free, i wish Satan would stay away from me. but god there is nothing more i can do. but stay here and join my hands, my life and, my heart with you, but i want to let you know that i love her with all my heart. And i am hoping on changing her religion too. so we can both be holding on to you.

10 Qualities That Make A Good Mistress
10 Qualities That Make A Good Mistress by Lapp Topp Here are some qualities I think are found in a good Mistress. 1. Control. Above all, a good Mistress is always in control of herself. She does not rant or rave, and never punishes when angry. On the rare times that temper overwhelms her, she walks away until she regains balance. After all, how can a Domme control her sub if she can't control herself? 2. Creative. A good Dominant puts time, energy and creativity in her scenes. She is not satisfied playing the same games over and over, and goes the extra length to come up with new and different ideas. 3. Human. The best Mistress knows she is human. She realizes she will make mistakes, and is quick to apologize when she does. She knows she won't be thought of as any less "Dommly" because of an apology. On the flip side, she realizes that others will make mistakes also, and even though she may punish for the mistake, she accepts an apology graciously and puts the event in

By Your Powers Combined, I Am Captain Black!
Go, Black!! I am the terror that flaps in the night... I am the screeching fingernail on the chalkboard of justice... I am the sourball in the candyjar of goodness... I am the grade curve that gives you an 'F'... I am the fast food that comes back to haunt you... I am the neurosis that requires a $500 an hour shrink... I am the special news bulletin that interrupts your favorite show... I am the wierdo that sits next to you on the bus... I am the wrong number that wakes you at 3 a.m... I am the bug that splatters on your winshield... I am the termite that devours your floorboards.... I am the raspberry seed you can't floss out... I am the onion that stings in your eye.... I am the hairball that clogs your drains... I am the low ratings that cancel your program... I am the auditor that wants to look at your books... I am the itch you cannot reach... I am the smoke that smokes Smoked Oysters... I am the ten dollar service charge on all returned checks... I am the

A Picture
If a picture can paint a thousand words i would never be able to paint one of you, Because all the things uve done for me there would be too many words to explain all my feelings for you and are so very real and also true, Words can be spoken but so many times not heard because to alot of people they are just that. Words. But what i speak to and about you are true and the frustrating thing is there is nothing i can do.

Men...
So I've dated a lot of different kinds of men. I was always that girl, that would do everything but have sex with a guy, when I was younger. Part of me wanted to stay young....that and I made a promise to my grandmother on her death bed that I would be married or in love before I had sex for the first time. Mind you that was back when I was 9 and my grandmother was like my mother. She practically raised me so when she died...I always held close the things that she told me. I was a virgin till I was 21. Had that guy that was crazy and funny and sweet but still distant. I paid for everything...he didn't have a job...he had bad anxiety and couldn't work. Blah blah. Then there was my babies father...he's a tool an a half! Enough said! That relationship was going great till he lost his job and had to start working @ a bar. Yea...I wasn't please with that. Then I got pregnant and I was scared...I was 22 and I ran. He followed, like an azz, and wouldn't let me breath. Kept calling an

Her
They told me that life wasn't fair They told me that the house always wins They told me I couldn't grow my hair And they told me I wouldn't score with twins Now that you are smiling let me wipe that off your face Let me remind you of who are, In this place I wanted to be with you til the end of my life I wanted you to bear my son You are the one I was to call wife But now I watch, my heart fills with rage You are with another man, This finally sets the stage I always thought that you would be the one To free me from this cage I was wrong and now my tears stain this page What I must do pains me in this deadened heart " I love you and It's tearing me apart" But alas no love will come for me Thus is the life of a prodigy For this One sold his soul so long ago To accomplish his purpose, and change the world Now everything is set in stone It's crystal clear and everything is shown People have to suffer to see this through

Babe's Spotlight Auction
Babe's Spotlight Auction Babe's friends are having a spotlight fundraiser to help her get the spotlight. We have salute's up for auction and I have 200 11's up for auction. If you like to auction off anything please shout or pm me. :) If you like to donate fubucks to her send them to her here Babe Thank You! Here are the sexy fu friends of Babe's that is auction off a salute to help her out! :)

Quick Butterscotch Sauce
QUICK BUTTERSCOTCH SAUCE 1 1/2 cup light brown sugar 2/3 cup corn syrup 2/3 cup evaporated milk put brown sugar and corn syrup into heavy1-quart saucepan. Cook and stir until mixture comes to a full rolling boil, about 5 minutes. Remove from heat and cool. Stir in milk. Serve warm or cold over ice cream. Makes about 1 2/3 cups

Been Busy...
What's this world coming to?!!! It seems that in this troubled world economy the threat of layoff's loom large everywhere. At the present time I'm not in jeopardy of loosing my job, but have started to feel the effects of others loosing theirs. The whip is defiantly coming down on me. I also find it very amusing when I get a call from a manager wondering why something hasn't been completed. OK... you've allowed my crew to be cut in half. You've given us more work than we've had with a full complement of workers. And you're mad at me because something didn't get done? Are you insane? As all of you reading this might say... "BITE ME!" I know that I must be "Singing to the choir". All of this has really cut into my Fu-Time. I've missed all of you and hope to find more time in the future to spend in the land of Fubar. Please don't give up on me... I'll be back, soon I hope. Reno VonGitbox

Cherrytap
ughhhhhhhhh!!! i have officially had it with this site!!!! i am sick and tired of fake people making fake accounts and posting fake pictures "claiming" that is it them!!!! i cannot stand the fact that the people on here will continue to vote and rate and bend over backwards just because someone took 5 min to pull pics off the internet and post them to their page. i am sick and tired of seeing these "girls" with not one damn salute picture at all but yet they are all godmother rank!!!!! wtf!!!! i can remember over 2 years ago when i first joined this site to continue to level up past level 10 u need to post a salute pic....so how come there are people that are over level 20 with no salute????? so from here on out i am making it a point to not a/r/f anyone who does not have a salute picture!!!! i know i am only one person and i may not make a difference but i have had enough of this and will not add to the stupidity of this site!!!!

She Just Wants To Be Auction (closed)
She Wants To Be... needs an OWNER! Do you need someone to pay special attention to your page each day? Well... Look no farther... Here she is... Here is what she is offering... Just click on the Offering tag and go to her page and make a bid... ***************************************** Lovingly Pimped Out By Carrie *****************************************

Come And Have Some Fun Guy's You Will Love It.
Hay everyone Trust me you will love this site it is fun. If you like it here you will love it at the center. just try it, it's free and all you have to do is just download and try it. put my name in the sponsor section (bravenq) and come and have some fun please you want regret it.

Rewind To The 80's
Join us tonite as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life rewinds time and goes back to the 80s. Nothing but 80s music for 2 hours. Hope to see you there. > Lookin for some good music? Then stop in the HockingRadio Lounge. 24 hours a day/ 7 days a week you'll hear the hottest variety on the net.

Brielle Watkins
This is one of my songs I wrote for a friend who just passed in a car wreck... Sometime in October, to you Id say that Ill always remember your precious name and Id go on as if Id have the chance again to face you in the future, and say it again But how was I supposed to know that weeks later you would go In disbelief there are no words left for me to say but it would happen this way today that I would use my own words to say that Ill always remember your name A cold day in November I heard the news that you had left us all to go on with you looking down on us from above the clouds as we live out the memories of how you would bring us smiles But how was I supposed to know that weeks ago you would go Your name is like a lullaby it brings us joy, yet makes us cry you will be missed, you will be wished all in your name

Urine Or You're Out
JOB - URINE TEST (Whoever wrote this one deserves a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though . . . Something has to change in thi

112508 Homer Simpson
Remember that postcard Grandpa sent us from Florida of that Alligator biting that woman's bottom? That's right, we all thought it was hilarious. But, it turns out we were wrong. That alligator was sexually harrassing that woman.

Ramblings To The Dead
a dark shadow filtered through the night haunting pounding through the soul through the deadly silence bringing with it's demons of terror but the need for something more something deeper and meaningful a love hiding in the trees perhaps behind the veil of death suffering a thousand deaths oh the horror she has seen that's almost too much for my mortal soul to take yet i can't let her go though i seem to afraid to find her to bring her to me yet time and time again i try to push past the fear and hold on so tight that her touch will brush against me and her face will come to life a few brief moments let me know she's there that she cares always for me yet still i lose mysef falling further and further away from her each year beginning to run away yet longing to run into her arms begging her to hold me yet running to others less pure less pain less truth hell is in her eyes and fire in her heart yet i cannot bear to know her suffering if only to free her and free my own soul from th

*winter Wonderland Auction -- Bid On Me!*
It's time all you fine Fu's! I'm hosting my 1st Fu-Auction as a Godfather! Come get yourself a new Fu In the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! Bids start at 100k There is a most rates bonus!!! So make sure you bring all your friends!!! Sweetpeabayba Come get you a new FU!!!! www.superpimper.com

A Women's Poem
A WOMAN'S POEM: Before I lay me down to sleep,I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong.One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind? 'I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend

Wandering Through The Dark
went for one of my ussual walks is pretty tonight. decided to go down a street i had never been before and than made a turn randomly because the street happened to catch my attention because it was darker than the others no street lights. so followed it up a winding hill with no sidewalk and little room between me and any of the few cars that passed by. over all not a seemingly safe street. as i walked up the hill it got mystier and prettier. and i kept going until i had to walk on grass to not be in the street. i found myself looking off into the mist finding it pretty and wanting to be there, yet human nature tells us we aren't supposed to wander into random trees on the side of the road or into people's yards and all of that. eventually i had stopped walking stared into the trees, was a sort of woodsy area a ways from any houses though i could still see houses they were all the way down the foresty hill. i kept wanting to be in the trees and suddenly as if i wasn't controlling m

Marriage Vows
Marriage Vows Joe and Myrtle were married for over 50 years when Joe died. A few months later, Myrtle died, too. In heaven, Myrtle looked around for Joe, and found him behind a cloud, making love to another woman! "Joe! Darling!" she cried. "What are you doing?" "Hang on, Myrtle," replied Joe. "Don't 'darling' me. The deal was clear: till death do us part!"

Being Loved
Being Loved is one thing I wish I felt right at this very moment but all I feel is pain ... Being Loved is something I want to feel all the time but I never feel it tell the very last minute ... Being Loved is what should be felt in a marriage that builds from love from one another threw the years ... Being Loved is the most wonderful feeling from the one person who truely cares about you .... Being Loved is something some people never get to feel when they're still surching for someone that could be the one ... Being Loved would be a great feeling to feel as I right this but I don't have that feeling ... Being Loved is the most joyful thing to feel in your heart when the person you love shares the love they been hiding since they first met you .... Being Loved is what all people should feel threw the days when they're having the most awful day of there lives .....

Random Facts About Nicole Marie
-I love reading! Just for pure enjoyment. -I cannot sleep with socks on. It drives me fucking nuts. -When I was in 1st grade, I had tubes put in my ears. -I am still good friends with a lot of the people I grew up with. -I love learning! History was my favorite school subject. -I HATE MATH!!!! -My favorite color is orange. -My parents were alcoholics. -I hate heights and snakes. -I am a tomboy! -I love Nascar. -I was the only girl on my Little League All-Stars team, and the only one to hit a homer :) -I love making people happy! -I thrive off of music. -I hate drama and bullshit. -I have a nasty temper, don't cross me. That will be all for now. There will be more to come!

Playing For Change
Although 15 minutes long, a must watch: http://www.pbs.org/moyers/journal/10242008/watch3.html Very beautiful, inspirational and hopeful for our world. You can watch it better full-screen by clicking the sort of X-ish icon near the right end of the menu bar under the video. Well worth your time and hope you can pass it on.

Tattoo Kit/japan 2 Day Diet Slimming Products
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Merry Christmas
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY, WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO, IN THIS HOME, DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES, OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT, CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR, IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES, THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS, WHO W

Christmas Innocence
(This actually happened last year).... Just as I was losing faith in Christmas, this small example restored it. I spoke to my nephew on the phone yesterday. He is 7. He excitedly told me that Father Christmas had come into his bedroom. I could hear my sister in the back ground saying "Go on tell Uncle Graham what he did" So Oliver said this.... "Father Christmas jingled his balls in front of my face!" Everyone was laughing and I could hear him saying "Stop laughing" Superb!..I thought. His dad dresses up and visits as Father Christmas when they think he has gone to the shops. I said to Oliver "Where was daddy. At the shops?" He said "No...that was last year. This year he was in the toilet!...He keeps missing Father Christmas" Marvellous! I can't believe that at 7, the children at school haven't told him the bad news. I just love Christmas Gray xxx

A Prayer For The Beginning Of Winter
Day 5 In early winter, we can see the skies becoming overcast, and smell fresh snow in the air. Take a few minutes to think about the fact that even if the skies are cold and dark, it's only temporary. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way for the darkness soon to come. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way, for the world to go cold and lifeless. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way for the longest night of the year. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way for the sun to one day return, bringing with it light.

Certain Events That Lead To Somewhere
You never know where you will end up or even what job you may or may not end up with. Well maybe some of us do. But when you actually find that one that you actually like then of course you try your best to hang on to it. Well I think so far at this point in my life I have actually found the job but is it worth it? Well of course you expect certain things to happen or not happen also is the reason I say this. OK maybe you are lost at this point. I work Loss Prevention for a company and I do really like my job and the people I work with. I have actually put at least 4 people in jail so far(hey they shouldn't have been stealing). Anyways to get to my point...I was at work the other day and of course I noticed 2 guys stealing on camera..I tried to get management like I am supposed to. Everything was happening so fast that nobody could get there fast enough. Well when they approached the front door and I attempted to stop them I was grabbed by one on the arm and shoved to the side. Of cour

This Is The End Of The Shadow Bombers For Now.
WE HAVE A GOODBY BLAST THIS IS WAITING FOR APPROVAL FOR 1 DAY THAT WE WON FOR HELPING THE REGIMENT BOMBERS/LEVELERS WITH GOOFYLADY, YOU ALL DID A GOOD JOB AND THANK YOU FOR THE HELP, LOOK FOR BLAST AND CLICKY LOL 12/19/2008 OK,This is the end of the Shadow Bombers.We can not bomb this way so untill or if it goes back the way it was this is our final good bye to the family.we love you all and will still be there if you need anything.Keep in touch and have a great holiday!!! the new way to bomb is u leave a comment then u comment on your comment or someone elses u can do that twice then reload the pic u are bombin if u choose to still help finish our giveways

Just A Poem I Wrote
Before you guys think this is how i feel now, its not i wrote 2 years ago this January 2009. Life What is life? Is there a happy ending? Will God still love you if you take your life? Sometimes i wonder if im the only person in this world that feels so alone. I could be with a crowd of people and still very alone. I wonder if this feeling will ever go away. I wonder if this feeling will go away if i kill myself? I just dont understand how someone can feel so alone and not feel the love around them. Tonite i decided it was the nite for me to go. I called my family and told them all goodbye. They cried and told me not too. How could they care now. They didnt before. Why is now important? Should i stay or go? I wish i had an answer. Oh well i guess i will stay around one more day and see what happens.

What I Want For Christmas...
I realized tonight that what I want for Christmas I can't get here. By "here," I mean... my apartment complex, my town, my state, Fubar... I ask for too much. I remember back in October of 2006 when I packed everything that would fit in my car and drove 1,800 miles across country and settled in Plano, Texas. In the months that came, I lost my girlfriend, my social circle, and any hope of meeting people. I became a slave to the workplace... and was either there or home. Where are the friends? Where are the women? Where are the people I can call on the phone and carry on conversations well into the night? I'll tell you where... They're elsewhere. Christmas is coming again... It's this Thursday, in fact. I wish I could say something's improved. It hasn't. Hold your loved ones close. You don't realize what you have until it's gone. Happy holidays.

Rachel Maggie
12.24.08 Rachel passed away at 7:30 on 12.24.08 & i'll miss her so much. All because some 19 year old kid was too impatient to just wait for her to turn. He hit her while she was trying to make a left turn into a driveway. He and his girlfriend walked away from it all. I've never hated someone so much, so instantly. I know he didn't mean to hurt her, but it just hurts so bad. R.I.P. Rachel Maggie! We'll love you forever!!!

A Thank You Bully Left By My Sister Mink
I just want to take a moment to thank everyone for all their birthday wishes and gifts. Okay, okay I know I have been leaving subtle hints. LOL What can I say? I also happened to have leveled to Fu-King on my birthday. How awesome was that? I didn't expect it. I want to send a special thank you to my real life sister Silverpixi. Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Please go show her mad love. Without my knowledge (at first) she posted a blog asking for people to help me level. She is an awesome sister and friend. Those who are fortunate enough to know her can attest to this. If you haven't met her yet go and say hi and show her love. She does return all love received. I love you Silverpixi!!! You are the best sister and friend anyone can have. To all my other family and friends, you all rock and I love you all. I wish you all a very Happy New Year and wish you all much success and love. Peace ou

Get My Point?
This isnt to everyone but since apparently some people cant keep their noses outta my life on the computer and offline as well I feel this needs to be said.... 1. I will date who ever i fu*king want got me? 2. Just because there is a pic of a male friend in my albums, that doesn't mean he is all over my FUBAR profile and you need to run and tell the first person you see. The album is called Family/Friends for a reason... 3. Apparently you like me being the center of your world seeing as you talk about me enough... 4. Do i need to look up a phone number for you to seek some help with those issues? Oh wait its subscriptions, i forgot you like me being the center of your world... Does that explain enough? No? Well lets see... You wanna know so damn bad whats going on in my little world? Why the f*ck dont you ask the source and stop listening to everyone else, and for you that ran back and ran your f*cking mouth, you of all people need to get a clue, what is it any of your busines

Show My Girls Some Love Saturday ..auto 11's @ 9 Am Futime
Two of my girls are having Auto 11's running Saturday, Jan 3, starting at 12 noon EST/9 AM Fu-Time. These girls both have bunch of pictures and a few of them are EZRates too. So go show them some major loving! They are both trying to Godfather. Juniper -- 344k to go )O( Juniper )O( Member of ☆ Fubar's Finest Levelers! ☆@ fubar Saer -- 2.5 million to go *Saer*The Pegasus Project@ fubar This bully made with love by.... Carebear ~The Pegasus Project~ *T&H destroyers*@ fubar

Dipp
Dipp: you ever date latin guys? ->Dipp: nope cant say that i have Dipp: damn wish I was there near you to give you a taste of it Dipp: you never even tasted a latino before? Dipp: I mean that in bed ->Dipp: k.. well have a good day

Weekend Survey
Do you plan on falling in love in 2009? i dont plan anything Without stating the name, say something to someone you hate? i try not to hate nowadayz Britney Spears, Yes or No? fake...phony Do you like your life? its ok...could b better Do you trust people easily? not anymore Would you ever get a tattoo? workin on it heh Does your boyfriend/ girlfriend have any tattoos? i dont have bf...dont have time for that bullsh*t Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? i like rain Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes? nobody has Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? its been awhile When was the last time you talked to your number 1? um today? Is there a person who knows everything or almost everything about you? mayb 1 but im not tellin u Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two? workin on that now Where is your number two person on your friends list? idk...playin i think When is the last time someone of

Anticipation
Anticipation Artist: Carly Simon From the Album with the same name as the song Source: http://www.lyricsdepot.com/carly-simon/anticipation.html We can never know about the days to come But we think about them anyway-ay And I wonder if I'm really with you now Or just chasin' after some finer day Anticipation, anticipation Is makin' me late Is keepin' me way-ay-aitin' And I tell you how easy it feels to be with you And how right your arms feel around me But I, I rehearsed those lines just late last night When I was thinkin' about how right tonight might be Anticipation, anticipation Is makin' me late Is keepin' me waitin' And tomorrow we might not be together I'm no prophet and I don't know nature's ways So I'll try and see into your eyes right now And stay right here 'cause these are the good old days (These are the good old days) And stay right here 'cause these are the good old days (These are the good old days) (These are the good old days) (The

An Encounter With A Nevada Cop.
I'd driven from Colorado to Vegas, stayed a night with a friend. After leaving at some ungodly hour to try and navigate my way to LAX to catch my flight home to Australia, I was pulled up for speeding in Nevada. Now let me just set the mental image for you. Here I was a girl from a different country, driving in a hire car, on the wrong side of the road,(well the right side for the US but all backwards for me) & being on the wrong side of the car,(driver is on the right side in Aus.) I thought I was doing good. Some what nervous not knowing miles the time nor distance it would take me to get to LA I was a quite concerned about missing my plane & probably not paying as much attention to my speedo as I should have. Well my concerns & nervousness soon peaked when I noticed the flashing lights behind me... I found a safe place to pull over and lit a ciggie while waiting for the police officer to approach. He asked a few questions, now it was obvious hence the accent I was

The Average American
The Average American A recent study conducted by Harvard University found that the average American walks about 900 miles a year. Another study by the American Medical Association found that Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of alcohol a year. This means, on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon. Kind Of Makes Me Proud To Be An America

Another Funny From My Uncle
This year, taxpayers will receive an Economic Stimulus Payment This is a very exciting new program that I will explain using the Q and A format: "Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment? " A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. "Q. Where will the government get this money? " A. From taxpayers. "Q. So the government is giving me back my own money? " A. Only a smidgen. "Q. What is the purpose of this payment? " A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. "Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China? " A. Shut up." Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus check wisely: If you spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If you spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If you purchase a computer it will go to India. If you purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico,

A Gift, Forever Lost.
A gift, forever lost It looks so small and fragile now it‘s almost nothing. A mere figment of what it once was. Pieces crumble into dust, you see the tiny cracks and rips. You wonder what kind treatment it took to have been left in such a state of destruction. It was once whole, and entrusted to him. Walls were broke down and turned into rubble. Light, joy and thoughts of a happy future starting coming into view. Soft words spoken as promises where whispered. Sacrifices made that caused hurt to such a delicate thing. But they were made out of love. As tears dangled at the edge of her eyes. Her eyes, a window only he seemed to have looked into. They showed all the past hurts,pains and heartaches. He made them vanish with his love. He told her he had waited his whole life for her. He gave her patience, kindness, and dare she thought even real love. They had mingled into one at times. Sharing the same actions, thoughts and words. They even tried to come up with subjects they w

Until Next Time
Until The Next Time Ringing of the phone, brings me to reality My heart skips a beat as I hear your voice My entire being longs to touch you gently To feel your sweet lips on mine Tears well up, but I choke them back Answering your questions and assuring you I’m fine Listening to you speak of your dreams I tell you I know you can do it I give you advice and tell you I’m always here We carry on laughing and talking, But time passes all too quickly, Then I hear you say you’ll call back Silence as the phone goes dead And I wait until the next time Copyright ©2006 xxx x xxxxx Christmas, 2005

Morning Survey
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you? kind of Do you care about your boyfriend/girlfriend honestly? I don't have a boyfriend What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Dr. Pepper What sport do you enjoy watching? I guess I watch more football What shoes did you wear today? None yet Who is the last person you hugged? Connor What is bothering you right now? Nothing right now Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? Probably Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? I have no clue Two days from now this time, where will you be? I'll probably be working When things get bad, are you more likely to blame yourself or somebody else? I do both Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it? Yeah, many times. Last person you gave/got a piggy back ride from? Gave: Daniel...Got one from: No idea How do you feel towards the person who last texted you? I ♥ him Do you believe that everything ha

Founders Note
Dear Members, As some of you are aware Michelle is the person that creates a good portion of our blogs with backgrounds and effect. I was looking for a catchy title we can give her the Llama that picks the best one will be given something special. Hmmm not telling ya what it is either. Leave a comment below as to what this catchy title should be. Also, there is a glitch temp. with fubar on rating people....rate 5 or 6 then bouncer check system maint. they said hopefully soon it will be fixed. Thanks, Dave Founder Llama Levelers

Nsfw
We live in a politically correct (or even corrupt) world where we're constantly told what to do/eat etc what is right and what is wrong... Anyhoo... Fubar... I have 2 pics up with me holding a plastic toy gun (not even one that shoots) larking around with it, not being aggressive etc and they were flagged NSFW even after a week of me having them as my default... anyhoo... I hate people who moan about NSFW pictures and pictures getting flagged but damn now I see why... Theres a lady hosting HH at the moment in just her underwear... and it is not flagged NSFW yet my pictures... in clothes!!!! is... I would prefer my boss stumbling on me looking at a picture of a fully clothed woman with a toy gun than a half naked woman in her underwear... which would get me fired on the spot... "Not Safe For Work" means it isn't safe for you to view at work as your boss may murder you with an axe... but how is it safe to look at a woman in her underwear but not of me fully clothed?

New Urologist
As men age, we start seeing more and more of the medical world and its employees. Nowadays the medical profession seems to have more and more women as our Physicians and Therapists, etc., and in this case a new Urologist for me. My family Doctor just recently referred me to a "just out of medical school" female urologist. I saw her yesterday, and she's absolutely drop-dead gorgeous... as well as unbelievably sexy. She told me that I must stop masturbating. I asked her why, and she said, "Because I'm trying to examine you......"

Luv It
If You Forget Me I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable swee

Happiness
Happiness.... I am not sure that any one thing or person can provide true happiness... Although...you add family, kids, husband/wife, and great friends and you have the perfect recipe for happiness.... I know some ppl believe that money can bring happiness or that material things can bring happiness....but all of these things can be got and lost in a day....where as family friends kids a mate these things are not so easily lost if loved and treated well.... So in this regard my one thought to you is this....Do you have true happiness and if so what does it stem from and is it replacable or is it not?? In my world my happiness stems from so much more than from the money I have or the possessions I own....it comes from my kids, the ppl I love...and my true friends....

Six Months Have Passed
Six months have passed, the pain remains. Instead of easing, it drive me insane. The pain remains, it rips through my soul. Nothings the same, nothing can be undone. Instead of easing, the curse grows strong. Anger is born before long. Now it is all I see. It drives me insane, my rage grows fierce. There is no hope, and there is no saving. -S.Jackson Dedicated to Liz Phhillips who died June 25 and I wrote this on Christmas-her 6 month anniversary to her death. Now, almost 8 months gone and the poems words remain.

Up For Auction
ok make me smile make me happy be the reason i cant get that silly smile off my face and bid on me if you can't bid at least rate the pic...please rates are very important in this auction...let me know that you all like me please and thank you

Life's Rules
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content.. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?" 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal"? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade.? If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being married

Latenight Desires....
She heard the key slide into the lock… He tried quietly to close the door… She glanced over at the clock.. I was expecting him till late morning, as she realized it was four am… She slowly slipped out of bed .. Slowly making her was into the living room she see’s him.. Home so early honey..?!? I see your wearing my shirt… He looks at her with a evil grin… Knowing what is coming next she looks at him… Do you like it..? This is the only thing I have on… He set’s down his suitcase…. Your so in trouble.. She takes off running towards the bedroom, but was grabbed in an instant…. She fight’s to get away, but there is not use, with her heart pounding… He spun her around… Her back arching… He starting nibbling on her neck… Small moans escape her mouth…. He carry’s her into the room… Gently laying her on the bed… He looks at her… There eye’s locked… For eternity so it seemed…. She slowly reached up to unbutton his shirt… His hands finding there was through her long beautiful hair… She runs