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Giving All I Have
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I had for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in the future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all, To hear you say the words I so needed to hear, The word that would heal my broken heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I would give all I have i

Holding Onto Good News
I know i should be more excited but part of me is afraid to. Doctors are say8ng that my grandson has a high success rate and surviving this and i know in my heart He will but we still have a year to battle.

Maid Service
Here i am yet again being the slave.... Basically keeping up the house by myself... To be honest my house is a fucking pig stye. I only try to make it more livable. The weekend is here and my brother and I are the only ones home! How weird is that... But the dishes are piled up.. laundry is taking over downstairs and the bathroom is a mess... So in an hour i end up cleaning the bathroom finishing ALL the dishes and starting to tackle the laundry. I cant do much with my back but holy shit come on. Im 18 and im not getting paid to do this shit. Moms over at grandmas and dad went fishing. I think that they should be doing something once and a while... i just did the dishes yesterday and yet they piled up again... GRRR im soo sore and mad i still wanna go out and have fun but its sooo stressful. *sigh* i feel better... ok im done.. i think its time for a bath.....

The Best Friend
THE BEST FRIEND Someone to cry with Who knows your tears Someone to hide with Who knows your fears Someone to hold Someone to care One you know Who will always be there Someone of hope Someone of love Someone to share with you All of the above That special person Could be hard to find Someone who will always be In every part of your mind Someone to talk with Who knows what you're saying Someone to depend upon When you feel straying An arm to carry you To help hold you strong Someone to help you No matter for how long A voice of comfort A voice of fun Someone to be with Out in the bright sun The power of faith The power of hope The power through pain Someone to help you cope This is a real person Someone to be there until the end This is what makes someone Your Best Friend

A Day In My Life
After nearly 7 weeks of medical leave from the Master/slave life I am returning to my duties as Master's slave. I had an old blog on Myspace, but can't find it now, that outlined what a day in my life was like. I usually start my day waking my Master for work. Sometimes I wake him properly with a blowjob other time with just a kiss. As he showers and shaves I iron his clothes and pack his lunch. I kiss him goodbye and lock the doors (Master is adamant about the house being locked at all times especially when i am home alone). I set about getting ready for my day. I eat breakfast and sit down at the computor for about two hours. I check my emails Cherrytap Myspace etc. Sometimes I will play an Online RPG, Guildwars. After my computer time I will look at my chore list. Everyday I have a section of the house that must be cleaned. Monday is the Master Bed and Bath, Tuesday the Computer and Living rooms, Etc. I clean whatever rooms are alloted for that days. After cleaning up

Written September 1999
It sickens me to think of you A pervalence of void,immovable and damed You have an overconfident self-importance I'm abandoning you to your fantasies It's awful to see a perfect imitation in the mirror.I leave you quite alone masturbating in disappointment Your arms cradle poisons and garbage My loneliness is a cry forever I take everything..Do you feel me I'm the human condition,I don't plot murder and penitence,I have cultivated it But you forbid it with an appeal and rage dening it...I cringe Fuck you,insane person My tanks are marked full

In A Box
I'M IN A BOX 6 FOOT TALL AND DON'T HAVE MUCH ROOM AT ALL THE WEATHER IN THERE IS CLOUDY EVERYDAY AND IT'S NO FUN, I'M HERER TO SAY YOU HIDE IN A CORNER, SIT AND CRY NOT KNOWING IF YOUR GOING TO LIVE OR DIE YOU PRAY THAT YOUR CHILDREN WILL ALL BE FINE AND WONDER WHY DID YOU MARRY A MAN OF THIS KIND HE WASN'T THIS WAY AT FIRST, YOU SEE IN FACT HE WAS VERY NICE TO MEET ME BUT NOW HE'S MY RULER I MUST OBEY FOR HIM I NEED TO BE JUST THE RIGHT WAY HOW DO I KNOW IF I'M RIGHT OR WRONG IN WHICH CORNER DO I BELONG I CANNOT GO RUN OR HIDE CAUSE THEN HE'LL FIND ME AND BEAT ME INSIDE NO ONE LOVES ME HE TOLD ME SO SO I CAN'T LEAVE I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO THE HIT IN THE HEAD, THE BROKEN BONES BUT HE SAYS HE LOVES ME I JUST DONE SOMETHING WRONG I SUE TO ASK HIM TO HIT ME IN MY BACK AND NOT MY FACE CAUSE I CAN'T HIDE THAT I SUE TO HATE TO GO TO THE STORE CAUSE IF A MAN LOOKED AT ME I WOULD GET BEAT MORE SO SEE THIS BOX IS JUST TOO SMALL I'VE GOT TO GO AFTERALL DOES THE WHOLE WO

Hunters Of Gor Pg 145
But a Gorean Master will know every inch, and care for every inch of one of his slave girls. He will know every hair, every sweet blemish on her. In a way she is nothing to him, for she is only slave. But in another way she is very important to him. She is one of his women. He will want to know her completely, every inch of her body, every inch of her mind. Nothing less will satisfy him. She is his property. He will choose to know his property thoroughly."

* The No Contest Contest *
SALUTATIONS TAPPED CHERRIES and CHERRY TAP COMMUNITY - COME ONE, COME ALL - TO THE * NO CONTEST CONTEST * !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ************************************************** WHAT'S THE POINT ???? ************************************************** ************************************************** THIS IS THE NO CONTEST ! CONTEST ************************************************** ************************************************** .... THE RULES ARE SIMPLE AND UNIVERSAL IN LAW AND NATURE: ************************************************** YOU ARE LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY! ************************************************** YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AS YOU ARE..... ************************************************** YOU ARE AS SEXY AS WE ALL ARE..... ************************************************** YOU ARE AS INTELLIGENT AND AMAZING AS THE REST OF THE CHERRY TAP COMMUNITY!!!! ... *************************************************

What Happend!!!!!
WHAT HAPPEND!!!! To forget and deny Pretend….. and then say goodbye Things will never be the same My heart is locked….. this question placed (Why?) I never knew that this is what I became A broken girl with a broken name How can I still have hope? When these hart Is trying to cope Lossed in my mind Angry,infuriated,confused Sumrged in feeling all the time I thougt I would know better But still, I'm left to lose Do I set an wait? And delay this pain? Or do i hesate, Contplating all these ideas And what if's But yet, My hart still metls. When my lips are next to yours And your touch , Leaves my sole only wanting more I opened my hart, And lisend to your turths Was i wrong To dream of my love, I once was convined was you Is it wrong to dream of us? A week away with rings,love,and I do As you Promisted me And all the things I wantted, I thought you wantted too Happiness,A word that was lost When She arived.for a small time Dream

Ull Never Guess What Happened
well chris gave me his ring to wear and i havent taking it off my necklace since he gave it too me to wear well last night me chris and smitty went to drink(a club) nd he asked for it back nd i asked smitty y do u thinkk he took it back ? he said he didnt know well 5 mins later my baby says come with me so i went w/ him nd he got down on his knee nd asked me to marry him on mic so everyone can hear it smitty said damn that voice sounds familiar wait thats my boy we got our pic taken u can see it on drinks website just look up murfreesboro drink well im so happy about it i love him w/all my heart nd i bgeleive my son does too I LOVE U CHRIS

Apoptygma Berzerk - Kathy's Song (just One Of The Most Beautiful Songs Ever.)
Oh my love, it's time You know how it feels You read between the lines And know me better than I do I lost again, my friend You know I'm not a saint You´ve known it all this time Still you've been waiting for me... Oh my love, it's time You know how it feels You read between the lines And know me better than I do I'm lost again my friend You know I'm not a saint You've known it all this time Still you've been waiting for me... Come lie next to me Know why you and me are one Come lie next to me No lies, you and me are one You know I'm not a saint...

The Words I Love You
Some people want to hear "I LOVE YOU" Some dont really care but I only want to here it If you PROMISE to be there Be there when im in pain, and even if im not Be there when im falling apart dont leave me there to rot and if the whole world turned against me you will still be there you wont see me crying and be like "i dont care" Be there when i NEED you because i never wont If you say "I LOVE YOU" dont later say you dont.

Values...
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

Good Bye To A Dear Friend..
I knew him for 10 years, and if I said I didn't love him, I'd be lieing. We met on the net back when I was new to all of this, and making friends was all I had in mind. I was newly married and had a baby on the way, and I was always home by myself. My husband was always working, sleeping and out with the guys..So the internet was my escape, and it was something for me to do to help pass the time. He was married also, and him and his wife were in the process of divorcing. He needed someone to talk to, and he found me. We were both in the same boat, so to speak, and we found comfort in knowing that we could relate to eachother. It was July 4th weekend in 1999 when I herd from him last, and I was totally shocked that he had just vanished like he did. Six months later, I was in the middle of a divorce when I was sitting in a chatroom on YAHOO one Sunday morning, and I saw him pop into the room. He started to voice chat in the room and I felt my heart skip a beat. I said hello to him and t

Well Well Well
i haven't entered many contests.. its just not my thing.. i don't think of myself as the best looking person out there.. but i also don't think i am a ulgy person... i am a hard working mother of 3.. i work inside and outside our home.. i love this site and i thank the one person in my life that found it and got me hooked... heres is what i am asking of those that read my blog and are my friends and fans.. just click on the pic below.. yes it is a contest.. its a contest for brunettes only... i would love comment bombers and raters.. it would make me feel better knowing that i do have friends and fans out there that do care and would like to see me on top.. it would also help get my mind off of the date of closing that is coming soon on our hope to be soon house and home.. so please take a few mins and at least rate and send a few comments to the contest for me.... .. much love to all..

Just A Poem
Alone I am without you Whole we are together Apart we are not complete We are two sides of the same coin Totally in sync yet euqally odd How did it come to pass That what we had is gone Do you have the answer For I do not have a clue Hope to one day know the truth Of why we are no more But in the end the fact remains The our love will not die It will not fade with time Everlasting and true it is Just sitting and waiting for you.

Longing
Longing Longing to feel her touch Longing to hear her voice Longing to to hold her tight Longing for her kiss Longing for the simple feeling, of here skin next to mine Longing to feel anything, but this since of emptiness Longing to find, her soul who matchs with mine Longing to feel whole once again

Why People Gotta Stab U In The Back
I want to know why it is that someone tells you they got your back and they are your friends.Then they turn around and talk shit on you to other people thinking you won't find out.I think that is messed up.If you ain't gonna be a true friend then don't bother to be a friend to anyone at all.That is what I think about all that shit.

Contest Help Me
HELLO TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS COME I KNOW WE CAN DO BETTER PLEASE HELP ME........ I GOT THREE TO FOUR PEOPLE ONLY HELPING 5 WHICH INCLUDES ME. PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE UPON THIS PICTURE YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN THE FAVOR LATER ON WHOEVER HELPS ME OUT I PROMISE TO TRY AND BUY YOU ALL GIFTS PLEASE REPOST TOO >'-'< COMMENT BOMB COMMENT BOMB COMMENT BOMB IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. HERE IS THE LINK Music Video Codes - MySpace Layout - Layout Generator

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
For 28 years all i have done is try to make people happy make them laugh make new friends then you have those people who accuse you of cheating because your talking to them whats the difference talking to them online or in a bar or at work if you talk to a girl at work are you cheating for 28 years i have been putting up with too much shit and im sick of it if i have offended anybody on here im sorry if anybody on here thinks im here for sex im sorry i like to meet people and chat i like girls girls are easier ot get along with if you have any problems with what i have said on here you can message me or just delte me thanks dutch

Cowboy Boots
The Cowboy Boots" Body: (Anyone who has ever dressed a child will love this) Did you hear about the Texas teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. By the time they got the second boot on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher, they're on the wrong feet." She looked, and sure enough, they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as, together, they worked to get the boots back on, this time on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots." She bit her tongue, rather than get right in his face and scream, "Why didn't you say so?", like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner had they gotten the boots off when he s

Manitoba History
Without the friendship of a remarkable Indian the settlement at the forks of the Red and the Assiniboine rivers could not have been established as early as 1812. Chief Peguis was born in 1774 near Sault Ste. Marie and originally the spelling of his name was Begwa-is (he-who-cuts-into-the-beaver-house). When a young man he lead a group of Saulteaux to the Red river and occupied the territory about Netley Creek where the Red flows into Lake Winnipeg. He and four other chiefs claimed authority over all the Red River Valley, and when he became aware of the great rivalry between the two fur-trading companies, Peguis foresaw trouble and warned the Indians against taking sides. He was a man of great oratorical gifts and strength, and quite handsome in spite of the loss of part of his nose-bitten off in a fight when he was young. He wore his shiny black hair in two long braids studded with bits of brass, a breechcloth, cotton shirt, red leggings and a blanket. When he wished to impress othe

Airforce
sup people ive feel that i have now made the decision...well ive been trying to give wal-mart a chance to redeem it self but no, for the past 3 to 4 months they have been runnin my team (2nd shift remix) ragged. they have only hired one person for 2nd shift since about nine months of waiting for them to replace jamal who left for HHgreg... jose vegga (my supervisor) went to the new super center about 2 months ago that left 5 people on the entire 2nd shift remix(broken down its 3 people there a day...then we got our first new guy...ok now its 6 and we still have days where there is only 3 people some days(usually side by side with a large 1500 or 1600 piece truck..now lets get to the managers, who half the time dont know what the other is doing (this has inproved lately) we do have a decent store manager and a couple assitant managers that are worth a damn (john,the 2 new managers, helga and brad) well lets get to the asses of the management team, allison(hardcore bitch, feels like s

They Told Me - You Are Woman
They told me - You are Woman.... go out and conquer the world. They said - be Strong.... don’t betray your Sisters. You don't need a man, you are sufficient unto yourself. They told me - 'submissive ' is wrong...and degrading...that I need bow to NO man. I lived that truth - Strong, Independent, Intelligent, Capable, In Charge, and In Control. Until - A New Truth... You told me - you are woman...Go out and conquer the world ...then come home and sit at my feet You told me - come to Me in strength.... and I will protect you ...and celebrate your strength. You said - kneel before Me.... give Me your woman’s body for My pleasure And I will raise you from kneeling...to heights you have never imagined. You said - let Me into those locked rooms...give Me access. Trust Me with every part of you ...and I will treasure it all. You said - there are more truths in this world.... and revealed them to me. Because of You ...I am forever changed. Thank You.

Advice To Men
Women's Advice to Men The reason why our bras don't always match our underwear is because WE actually change our underwear. The next time you and your buddies joke about armed women in combat, take a poll to see which of you successfully aim at the toilet rim. Whenever possible, please try to say whatever you have to say after the movie. Don't fret if you find out that the milkman delivers more than once a day. Lay off the beans several hours before bedtime. If only women gossip, how do you and your friends keep track of "who's easy"? Stop telling us most male strippers are gay: we don't care.

Anti-chain Letter
Hello, my name is Basmati Kasaar. I am suffering from rare and deadly diseases, poor scores on final exams, extreme virginity, fear of being kidnapped and executed by anal electrocution, and guilt for not forwarding out 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on, then that poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her off to the travelling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you and everyone you send "his" email to $1000? How stupid are you? "Ooooh, looky-here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by every Playboy model in the magazine!". What a bunch of bullshit. So basically, this message is a big FUCK YOU to all the people out there who have nothing better to do than to send me stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into m

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?
Never Date a Scorpio Jealous, paranoid, and possessive - deep down, your Scorpio will never trust you. And even if you are very trust worthy person, Scorpio's paranoia may drive you to act out. Instead try dating: Aries, Gemini, Libra, or Sagittarius What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Wars And Distractions
Heard about Anna Nicole? FORGET IT! WE NEED OUR TROOPS HOME TODAY! I am NOT anti-troop. They are following orders. They have families. They should be home with their wives and children. IT IS BUSH'S LIED-TO, CONNED-TO WAR THAT HAS TO END, WARRANTING HIS IMPEACHMENT! Instead of hearing reports on the war, and global warming, we are hearing news courtesy of Unclear Asschannelled, Mickey Mouse Company, and and General Moronic about how Anna Nicole died, and who could be the father, and who could be responsible for the death of her and her son. Let's face it! Howard K. Stern killed her, and Vicki Arthur will keep the money for Dannielynn Marshall's benefit. THAT'S IT! Our cities are not risking flooding because Anna Nicole took Slim Fast instead of Trim Spa. RENT OR BUY AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH! Oh, about Britney's new style. If you have daughters, have them buy a Pink CD. DAMN! Britney is no better than the sluts on Base Line and Waterman. I can see why K-Fed likes to have he

Update (again)
well ok. umm. yea.. went and looked at a couple houses.. and hopefully i might be moving soon.. which means i will be back online aftr i get moved and settle.. just wanted to give all ya'll that read these things an update.. and if ya dont read em.. FUCK OFF.. lol.. lve u guys *hugz*

Blog - Another Day
Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!!

Daughter
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST THOUGHT I LET YOU KNOW THE REASON FOR NOT LEAVING COMMENTS AND STUFF ON YALL PAGES IS BECAUSE MY 10 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IS STILL IN HOSPITAL SHE ALREADY SPENT A WEEK IN THERE ..THEN WE CAME HOME AND NOW WE BACK AGAIN SO I DONT KNOW WHEN I BE BACK UP AND RUNNING BUT JUST WONTED TO LET ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE NOT FORGOT ABOUT NONE OF YOU OK WELL HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND HOPE TO BE BACK SOON... THANX BUFFY

Tap The Ct Keg Contest Part 2
As many of you may know, I was in the Tap the Keg Contest. Thanks to you all, I had finished in 4th Place. Now it is back...Part 2! It is the same as Part 1 was, but I'd like to finish in the top 3. Stop by rate and comment. Any help given will be given in return. *Note* I joined the CT Mafia, if any Mafia member reads this, please ignore this as I have read the Mafia blog and it stated to bomb the other CT Mafia member. I only want to be fair to the Mafia, thats why I added this. As for the rest of you.....bomb this pic! Thank You All in advance. :)

Fear Don't Live Here
Fear Don't Live Here I want a second chance at life. I want to feel wild. I want to wear my heart on my sleeve. Cuz fear don't live here anymore. You can't hurt me like you did before. cuz I grew strong and Fear don't live here anymore. Your words and actions would make me cry myself to sleep. often feeling cold, Thats over now!! Cuz fear don't live here anymore. Monica Joyce Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews

Love Bridges The Distance
I love you With all my heart And I hope you do too I have from the very start Even though we're miles apart I think about you Because you are in my heart I am probably one of a few Right now I am a friend And you are mine too I will be there until the end With every day new I always now say You are in my heart And you hopefully will stay Even though we are miles apart All I know Is that you are in my heart And all I can do is think about you Even though we are so far apart You know I care about you Do you care about me? I hope you do Because in my heart I can see I love you With all my heart And I hope you do too And I have from the very start

This Is Crazy
Cheers to the Truth! "Where is the G-damn f**king flag? I want the G-damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise." (From the book "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) "You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out!" From the book "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer. "It's been said, and I think it's accurate, that my husband was obsessed by terrorism in general and al-qaida in particular." (Hillary telling a post-9/11 world what a 'great' commander in chief her husband was; Dateline, NBC 4/16/2004 ) "I have to admit that a good deal of what my husband and I have learned [about Islam] has come from our daughter." (TruthInMedia.org 8/8/1999 - Hillary at a White House function, proudly tells some Muslim groups she is gaining a greater appreciation of Islam because Chelsea was then taking a class on the "religion of peace"

Cleaning Chickens =)
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" 'Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop.

Life Path
Your Life Path Number is 11 Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. What Is Your Life Path Number?

Hello
what u do in life u mite not want. live life to the fullest and find that right person and hold on to them for the rest of your life cuz if u let i go you will never get it back. love them to the fullest and show them evryday that u do. be your self and be happy and never take life for graintet.

Hello
Hello All: Yesterday afternoon around 140 or so my daughter had a baby girl. Her name is Brandy Janelle she was almost 8 lbs and almost 21 inches. Mom and baby girl are doing fine today and should be coming home tomorrow morning.

My Friend
My friend You are the stars, you are the clouds, Where ever you are, I'm thinking of you right now. Your a hidden treasure, Placed inside my heart, my sadness's pleasure, When ever I'm about to fall apart. The wings to my angel, The light during my day, The picture that’s hang able, My thoughts when I begin to pray. The blood when I get cut, The tears whenever I cry, The friend that will get up, Whenever I want to die. The wind that blows the leaves, The air I breathe in each day, The memories that I keep, My thoughts that'll never go away. Your the story in my book, the painting in my memories, my hearts the one you've took, Now your setting it free. Your the friend I've always wanted, Your the love of my life, Your the person in my head, My Best Friend until I die.

I Need It
I need a cherry background.. If anyone wants to make one for me, let me know! I want it red black white and gray... no sparkles or anything.. with with cherrytap.com on it with my name (Katt Mayhem) somewhere on it too... Any takers?

Immigration..pls Read..i Need Your Help
America has became a fucked up place..One of my best friends just went to immigration court today in Atlanta, Georgia.. He, his brother, and dad have been here for six long damn years...They are here legally...They have paid damn taxes...Own a house...Cars...Have jobs...Never been in trouble...His name is Andres...One of the nicest people in the world...He is also a damn good player in a band....The damn government told them that they have 120 days to leave....Just like that...How fucked up is that...To send them back to Bogota, Columbia...A Drug center...I mean what the fuck...If there is anyone out there who can help us...give us advice...refer us to anyone in the govenment...PLEASE...PLEASE let me know...This is fucking killing me...kim

Crazy
Come 'ere baby You know you drive me up the wall The way you make good for all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you've got something on your mind Other than me Girl, you gotta change your crazy ways - you hear me Say you're leavin' on the seven thirty train And that you're heading out to hollywood Girl, you've been givin' me that line so many times It kinda gets that feelin' bad looks good That kinda lovin' turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' sends a man right to his grave N (chorus) I go crazy, crazy, baby, i go crazy You turn it on - then you're gone Yeah you drive me crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby What can i do, honey I feel like the color blue You're packin' up your stuff And and talkin' like it's tough And tryin' to tell me That it's time to go But i know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that Overcoat and that it's all a show Th

People And My Life
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has

My Sign
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You Grew Up In Rural Iowa If ...
You Grew Up In Rural Iowa If . . . You know what knee-high by the Fourth of July means. You know it is traditional for the bride and groom to go bar hopping between the wedding and reception. You know the difference between "Green" and "Red" farm machinery, and would fight with your friends on the playground over which was better! You buy Christmas presents at Farm and Country . More is spent on beer & liquor than food at weddings. You or someone you know was a " Fair Queen" at the county fair. You know that "combine" is a noun AND a verb. You let your older siblings talk you into putting your tongue on a steel post in the middle of winter. You think Lutheran and Catholic are THE major religions. You know that "creek" rhymes with "pick". Football schedules, hunting season and harvest are all taken into consideration before wedding dates are set. A Friday n

Love (if You Want To Smile Read)
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

If There Is A Flaw In Women This Is It
if theres a flaw in women this is it ONE FLAW IN WOMEN Current mood: amused Category: Blogging By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." " But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can

Random Shit But It's Fun
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.what dose it say? graham continued to wirht massage untill his daeth in the late 20s 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? my tv 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? ummm thats so raven with harmony 4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 2:30am 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 2:31am 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? my fan 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? about 2 hrs ago to smoke some ......... things 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? my inbox 9. What are you wearing? slipnot shirt and blue jeans 10. Did you dream last night? nope 11. When did you last laugh? about 4 hrs ago and it was at my nice and harmony 12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? all my psters and pics of my babys johnny and harmony 13. Seen anything weird lately? ya my f

My Spring Poem.....
Spring is now here! Listen to the cheerful birds sing! Warmer weather And new life...what a joy they bring! Gentle breezes... How warm and pleasant they do feel! Beautiful days Can change people's moods a great deal! Soft, lush, green grass... Colorful flowers start to grow. Bright sunny days Can really make a person glow. Come on and smile! Take off the frown on your faces. There's beauty in life And joy we share in God's graces. HAPPY SPRING!!! :)

The Answer Is...repent!
Genesis 18:20-26 So the Lord told Abraham, “I have heard a great outcry from Sodom and Gomorrah, because their sin is so flagrant. I am going down to see if their actions are as wicked as I have heard. If not, I want to know.” The other men turned and headed toward Sodom, but the Lord remained with Abraham. Abraham approached him and said, “Will you sweep away both the righteous and the wicked? Suppose you find fifty righteous people living there in the city—will you still sweep it away and not spare it for their sakes Surely you wouldn’t do such a thing, destroying the righteous along with the wicked. Why, you would be treating the righteous and the wicked exactly the same! Surely you wouldn’t do that! Should not the Judge of all the earth do what is right?” And the Lord replied, “If I find fifty righteous people in Sodom, I will spare the entire city for their sake.” When a nation loses its ability to discern morality, it embarks on a slippery slope toward self-dest

That Ends It
Well I'm done for today with my rants and peeves. Sorry you had to be in the firing line, and sorry if I hurt your feelings if I did. SO I'm out. If you want more I can give you more there are plenty of things that I can disect but I gotta go. If you wanna chat more email me nuttcenter23@yahoo.com Sorry for wasting your time Realest

Only One Week Left
I move into my own apartment a week from today! Im currently packing my stuff and it feels sooo weird! The divorce papers get filed on Friday. I'm so exhausted from all of this I feel like I could sleep for a month! You don't realize the toll something like this can have on a person until you experience it yourself!

Aint It Nice To Be Considered A Little Bit Off
people kept telling me I just aint right. I never claimed to be nor did I ever want to be right. why would i ever want to be what is considered Normal? if everyone was normal or the same it would be an awful boring world. my son has PTSD I am manic depressive with psycotic tendencies, but that doesnt make us bad people just diffrent and we need more people to admiit they are not normal, or is normal just a state of mind beheld by the eye of the beholder? heck look at the President the man is off his rocker and running the country

Csa Who's The Daddy
Thought I'd share an email I got....this is F.U.N.N.Y....how people get away with this is beyond me! The following are all replies that British women have put on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing father's details. These are genuine excerpts from the forms. 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was Fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 36 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track down the father, can you send me his pho

60 Things Not To Say To A Naked Man
60 things NOT to say to a naked man Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick.

Asthma...
so i've been sick for like the past month, so i went to a clinic that's open on sundays, and they said i have asthma, and gave me an inhaler and this other stuff for asthma... ugh. that explains the shortness of breath while i was playing in that gravel pit the other week... anyway, now i use an inhaler. attractive. :P night

Fuck... Fuck.. Fuck...
OMG.. I HATE THIS.. I HAVE TRIED TO HARD FOR SO LONG.. AND NOW IM RIGHT BACK WHERE I STARTED.. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.. IT HAD BEEN TO LONG.. TO GOOD.. I HAD BEEN TO HAPPY.. THATS NOT REALLY HOW IT GOES.. WISHFUL THINKING RIGHT.. I REALLY HATE THE PERSON I AM.. EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.. THE WAY I LOOK.. THE WAY I TALK..THE WAY I THINK.. THE THINGS I DO.. I HAVE ONCE AGAIN GOTTEN IN TO MY OLD GROOVE OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH.. AND IT FUCKING SUCKS.. I JUST WISH I KNEW HOW TO MAKE IT GO AWAY.. SEEMS LIKE I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING.. THINGS THAT SHOULD WORK..AND THINGS I KNEW WOULDNT... BUT YET HERE I AM...AGAIN.. TRYING SO HARD TO FIGURE OUT WHY IT IS SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME TO BE HAPPY WITH ME... I GET SO FRUSTRATED.. I DO STUPID SHIT.. THINGS THAT HURT PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME... I DONT THINK ABOUT SHIT.. SO I AM GOING OUT OF TOWN FOR THE WEEK.. SPENDING SOME TMIE WITH MY SISTER.. HOPING TO GOD I CAN SNAP OUT OF THIS SHIT.. SO WE WILL SEE.. ONLY TIME WILL TELL RIGHT.. WELL HOPEFULLY IT TELLS ME W

Road To Nowhere
There is a way to find me, but most don't have the heart, the journey into my world, is lonely,cold and dark, if you are searching for me, make sure the task, you can achieve, you'll find a path of sorrow, wrecked and fadeing fast, so unless you care for me, if your love is not true, save yourself the bother, cause it's hell finding your way through, this road I'm on is shattered, broken and unkind, the only road I've ever known, to reach this world of mine, for there is no turning back, and many trails to take, if you still feel the need, to somehow find a way, I'm here in the darkness, every night and every day, if your heart is true, I'll be here waiteing, to spend always with you, just take the blackest path, I'll be waiteing there, you'll find me at the end of, The Road To Nowhere...

Bill Has Health Problems
One day Bill complained to his friend that his elbow really hurt. His friend suggested that he go to a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor. ''Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks." Later that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed together some tap water, a stool sample from his

Do You Think I Really Care?
LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT: I DON'T GIVE A GOOD GODDAMN WHAT YOU THINK OF ME, MY SITE, MY PICS, ETC. UNLESS I TALK TO YOU ON A DAILY BASIS YOU'RE JUST A VERSION OF MENTAL MASTERBATION TO ME ANYWAYS. SO, IF YOU'RE SO PATHETIC THAT YOU FEEL THE NEED TO EXPRESS YOU'RE DESIRE TO BE VALIDATED (GOOD OR BAD) JUST FUCK OFF AND DO IT SOME WHERE ELSE.

My Next Erotic Story
I am working on a story now about the first hypnotic trance my husband put me on from the hypnosis CD's we have. Since then we have used a few other hypnosis CDs to really spice up our sex life. It was just he and I together that night, but it was the best Group Sex I have ever been involved in. Would you like me to post it here when I am done?

Christian,my Scond Oldest Son
my second oldest son,my brain just turned 12 on the 30 of march.He shares a birthday with my kokum. he is handsome.i adore him with my heart n soul.I cant believe it but next year he will be a teenager.I already have a hard time letting go of his older brother who just became a teenager,it hurts knowing soon he will be come a man.Which is already acting like. He's girl crazy,lol.Reminds me alot of my brother Smokey at that age actually.beautifully and smart.Innocent(for now).i actually hope that innocence of his stays awhile I don't want him to be all grown up too fast,for sure. Dang with the way he acts sometimes he isnt trying to grow up,know what I mean? But I'm sure that with that level head of his is the smarts that all men in my family seem to be borned with.If that makes any sense. So,I'm proud to say that my son,my baby is smart,sweet and really sun to be around.

Poetry
JUST FOR YOU I would venture near and far, Just to see you. I'd travel the moon and the stars, Just to hold you. I'd swim a river, For your bliss. Across the ocean I'd row to deliver, A most sensual kiss. My soul yearns to swim, In the warmth of your gaze. I'd crawl out on a limb, And go down in a blaze. So take me now, Into your arms. Don't ask how, Just work your charm. Make love to me tonight, Ever so slow. Want me with all your might, And never let go. self copyright 2005

Fat
im just siting out side looking at the stars in the sky and talking to man in moon tonight...trying to make sence of why thang happon like thay do why must u hurt some one to fell better..why must u talk behind some ones back... why do people treat u bad becouse of the way u look.... god mad us all and he did not make a mastake... he knew what he was doing this world would be a boring place if we all looked the same way yes im a big mad and proud of it... yes it makes it hard to find a girlfriend... but if u look on the out side u are missing the real person... please take the time to look inside u might be surprised what u find i am a big bear on the out sid but as tamed as a lam... im tired of puting a frunt i hurt and cry like everone els... so why can i be treated like a man not a boy.. and i love everone so why cant yall love me fore me and not tell me how to chang my life and just be my friend...i wont bite unless u wont me two to next time

Welcome To Iraq
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Fallujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. "I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein is a miserable, lowlife scumbag, and he yelled back that Ted Kennedy is a good-for-nothing, fat, left wing liberal Democrat drunk." "So I said that Osama Bin Laden dresses and acts like a frigid, mean-spirited lesbian! He retaliated by yelling, oh yeah? Well, so does Hillary Clinton!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, when a truck hit us." -- Long Live Foamy the Squi

Happy Easter
To all my wonderful CT friends, have a safe and wonderful easter, during your celebration please remember to pray and bless the troops overseas who won't be home with their family and loved ones Ricki Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Philosophy ... I Am Surprised With Life
I AM SURPRISED WITH LIFE I am surprised with life. Surprised by a morning sun that leaps into the sky from the mountains Darker side. Surprised by unbidden thoughts that burst with brightness into a Mind I call my own. Surprised by inner feelings that rise – and fall – and pound like waves upon some mystic shore. Surprised by universal rhyme, a circled rise and fall with time; rhythm energies that bend in time to rise and fall again. Surprised to see in you and me, this endless flowing energy; in cycle motion, encircled time, an endless curving curvéd line. For in the end there is no end, we rise and fall then RISE AGAIN, WITH CHANGING FORM but dying never, life goes on . . . AND ON . . . forever I am surprised ! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, January 5, 1962

"why A Man Gets 'scared Away'
"Why A Man Gets 'Scared Away' When You Try To Get Him To Commit For The Long-Term- And What To Do About It..." An Open Letter To A Woman Who Wants To ATTRACT And KEEP Mr. Right... Dear Friend, I'd like to ask you a few questions. Be open and honest with yourself as you answer them... Have you ever met a guy who seemed to be "Mr. Right", but after getting to know him better you could tell that he just didn't feel that same level of "connection" you felt? You were attracted to him, but he just wasn't into you the same way you were into him? In your mind, you could sense what a great guy he was, and that, somewhere deep inside, you both shared this strong "chemistry" that made you feel close and comfortable. But for some reason he didn't want to truly connect with you. Another one... Have you ever slept with a guy very quickly after meeting him, but as it started to happen you got that sinking feeling in your stomach? You knew it was a m

Hello To All Visitors And Welcome
Hello to all my new friends out there. Thank you for visiting my little piece of the tap. I appreciate all of your kind thoughts, comments, and ratings. (Of course to those who want to rate my photos low and that, leave a comment, I would love to hear what your thoughts are that caused such an action). I havent been on as much as I could be, but all in good time. Nice folks are welcome, all Drama is left at the door.. We are all friends here. Those who cause problems, well they can go take their idle threats and whinings elsewhere.

Best Dude I Ever Beefed With.. Rest In Peace. Save A Seat And Throw In A Good Word To The Higher One For Me..
I seldom do things like this but heres the story..November 2006 me and this cat got into a beef that pretty much pitted a website called cherrytap.com aginast myself, EOT, Everyone i knew. I won the battle with No Mercy which was released long before this incindent but heres the story..Quote:WE LOST A GREAT FRIEND AND BROTHER THIS EASTER WEEKEND HIS 4 YEAR FIGHT WITH CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE HE LEAVES BEHIND HIS SON ANTHONY JR HIS GIRLFRIEND LISA HIS MOTHER IN CALIFORNIA AND HIS SISTERHE LEAVES BEHIND SOME OUTRAGEOUS ARTWORK AND A LOT OF GOOD TIMES AND LAUGHTERI SPENT TIME REAL LIFE TIME WITH TONY AND HIS SON HE WAS A GIANT WITH A GIANT HEARTTHIS IS HOW SHORT LIFE IS FOLKS IT COMES AND GOES IN A BLINK HE WAS STILL A KID 32 YEARS AIN'T LONG ENOUGH TO CALL IT AN ENTIRE LIFE BUT THE MAN SURE AS HELL TRIED HE LIVED THE YEARS BEFORE HIS STROKE RIDING HIS HARLEY AND DOING HIS TATTOOS LIVING THE WAY HE WANTEDHE HAD A MASS STROKE THE WEEK HIS SON WAS BORN AND HAS BEEN IN POOR HEALTH

This Is Geting Old
I recently met some one I seriously thought was my soul mate we had so much in common and it was EVERYTHING I have been dreaming about.. it didn't last that long but the impact it has had on me just boggles my fucking mind!! it's been a month or so now and at first I couldn't even come online without just wanting to TRASH this PC!! How could I fall for this Illusion of LOVE once more !! How could I think that this person I met who was so sweet and kind in heart and thought, could be so RUTHLESS and CRUEL.. I mean nothing I did could constitute NEVER wanting to even TALK to me again..but I also can see how they could NEVER move on with me in the picture ..women have a tough roll in life always someone there to pick up the piece's .. but they are the one's who have to go on like nothing ever happened no matter how they still or did feel.. I hold no hard feelings for this person but it's not easy to do this.. When we get hurt we tend to find a reason to be mad as a way of getti

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU

The Shield Of Unity
From the lowest plains to the highest hill I've journeyed through life for a love I sought to feel. My heart and spirit have been the source of my inner light, to guide my every step with wisdom and insight. Like that of a mighty eagle flying high above... so were my hopes in search of my love. Visions and dreams told me you were there... a gentle caring spirit so unique and rare. I heard a whisper as the winds softly blew... the voice of The Great Spirit that I'd find you. May the shield of unity bring our fate so that you may be my eternal soul mate.

Our Anniversary
On Thursday it will our 21st anniversary of marriage for my husband and I ... April 19, 1986. He and I both have the day off... just wondering what others have in mind for something for me to give to him. I already have something in mind but am interested to see what others might say. Any suggestions?

Giovanni
Giovanni (World of Darkness) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia clan of vampires, from White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade books and role-playing games. Unlike most vampires, the Giovanni are associated with neither the Camarilla nor the Sabbat. Much of the Giovanni symbolism is Italian, and the organization was founded in Venice (c.1000 AD). Their symbol is the Giovanni seal. Introduction The Giovanni Family is an enigma, standing outside Kindred politics, and is the only clan to have truly done so since its inception, The Giovanni have a reputation that causes most fellow Kindred to avoid them at all costs. The clan’s taste for the morbid is something that even the stuffy Ventrue and the wild Brujah can agree is not natural. They are the only clan that knows the joy of life, the dark twilight of unlife and the bitter ashes of true death. Founded during the Dark Ages and coming to ascendance in the Renaissance, the Family of Giovanni has since grown to inc

Requiem For A Monster The Va Tech Shooting
In the aftermath of the Virginia Tech massacre, I sincerely hope that one single, burning, indisputable fact remains at the forefront of any and all discussions: This atrocity was the responsibility of one individual, one person who decided -- for whatever reason -- that this life was no longer tolerable and chose to leave it, and -- damn him to hell -- to take over 30 others with him. This deed was not committed by a weapon, a political movement, or some failing of society. It was not carried out by a video game, a rap song, or pornography. This was, ultimately, the fault of exactly one man -- and we can't punish him for it, as he has already chosen to enact the ultimate sanction upon himself. To deny this monster the full credit for his heinous deeds is to deny his free choice to carry it out, and to diminish the responsibility that lies at his feet, and his feet alone. Keep that in mind when the inevitable occurs, and people start using his slaughtering rampage to argue

Men In General!!
Stop being so fucking complicated.. to all of you out there if you like some one just fucking tell them don't play around and let them hurt your feeling because they don't know!! it's not difficult to just state "I like you" don't make us fucking try tofigure your shit out !!!! make life easier for the both of us!! PLEASE!!!!

Cherry Tap Too Much?
this site has me ultra confused so i say FUCK IT! i dont know how to communicate with anyone, so im apologizing in advance if youve sent me shouts/messages/comments thanks! you'll have to come chat with me elsewhere if you really wanna talk! this site makes my head spin, sorry!

Silence That Lives On
I'm sitting in the corner nowhere to run Here comes the silence, there goes the fun Trying to put the pieces back together Knowing that the silence will live on forever Trapped inside with my deepest fears The silence is so strong voices are not clear Hard to fight my way out of this place Wanting to leave the silence without a trace All the bad things go away and be gone For I am left with the silence that lives on

What If
what if i was to tell you that i love you would you tell me that you love me also what if i told you that i would give up a lot for you would you ask me to what if i told you that i would die for you would you believe me what if i told you that i would never walk away from you would you never walk away from me what if i was to tell you that i wanted you beside me during my final days would you stay with me or leave me alone what if i told you that i would never leave you in your time of need would you then know that my love for you is real I LOVE YOU BABY AND I WILL NEVER WALK AWAY FROM YOU DURING ANY TIME YOU NEEDED ME I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW

I Am A Little Church (no Great Cathedral)
Heres a poem that lies close to my heart, Its by ee. Cummings. Its called "I am a Little Church (no great cathedral) I really like this one so pay attention!! I am a little church (no great cathedral) far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities --I do not worry if briefer days grow briefest, I am not sorry when sun and rain make april My life is the life of the reaper and the sower; My prayers are prayers of earth's own clumsily striving (finding and losing and laughing and crying) children whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness Around me surges a miracle of unceasing Birth and glory and death and resurrection: Over my sleeping self float flaming symbols of hope, And I wake to a perfect patience of mountains I am a little church (far from the frantic world with its rapture and anguish) at peace with nature --I do not worry if longer nights grow longest; I am not sorry when silence becomes singing Winter by spring, I lift my dim

Time Wasted Waiting
I been thinking of all the time wasted waiting for you, Time goes by so fast. Ever since I can remember it was five years before I would see you then after a while it became ten years. Ten years go by but now I still wait all that time wasted. When we were young we saw each other just about every weekend , because our parents where best friends. As the time went by it was five years before a weekend. As we became young adults in a early 20's it was five years before I saw you all the time just wasted. I got to see you on a Saturday Night it was so wonderful. Talks of how things use to be talks about things and how they will be. When you took me home you said hopeful it wont be five years before I see you again. Five years came and five years went time gone by and still I just wait, all that time wasted waiting for five years to come. This time I sit waiting and five years has come and gone and now it is ten years later. I get to see you once for a day or just a night. We ta

Kiss
Kiss the rain Hello... Do you miss me I hear you say you do But not the way Im missing you Whats new Hows the weather Is it stormy where you are You sound so close but it feels like youre so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What Im left imagining In my mind My mind Would you go Would you go Kiss the rain As you fall Over me Think of me Think of me Think of me Only me Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever Im gone too long If your lips Feel hungry and tempted Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind Were under the same sky And the nights As empty for me as for you If you feel you cant wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain (kiss the rain) (kiss the rain) (kiss the rain) Hello... Can you hear me Can you hear me Can you hear me

In A Contest??
IF YOUR IN A CONTEST POST YOUR INFORMATION HERE... PLEASE PUT THE END DATE AND TIME... AND PLEASE PUT YOUR TEAM ON HERE IF YOUR ON HEARTS,DIAMONDS,CLUBS OR SPADES,,PUT THAT WITH YOUR POST!!..THAT WAY THEY KNOW WHO TO BOMB...IF THE CONTEST HAS ALREADY STARTED... I WILL DELETE THE POST... YOU MUST POST BEFORE THE START OF THE CONTEST! THANK YOU... THANK YOU AND HAVE A FABULOUS DAY!! HEARTS TEAM WILL BE PRIMARY BOMBERS HERE... IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE ON YOUR TEAM IN A CONTEST YOU WILL BOMB THEM TOO...

Introduction...
This is an ongoing functioning work in progress...For all you Occult and Vampire fans out there...I hope you get great fun out of my characters... If you don't like sex, death, mayhem, and chaos...don't read my short stories!

Our New Baby!
Well I was at work Tuesday and i got the call, I raced home to get Heather and to the hospital i drove. the admitted her and shortly after they put her in her in a labor delivery and recovery room. After a few hours and an epidural later the doc told us we had atleast an hour well Heather's mom and sister and my self made it to her side and she started telling the nurse that the baby was here the doctor came running in while the nurse was grabbing the head and the baby caught the baby as she slid right on outat 8:19p.m. weighing 5lb 13oz.. The doc had me cut the cord. it made for a long day but it made me so proud to see my little girl!

I Can Not Promise
♥ I cannot promise you a life of sunshine I cannot promise riches, wealth, or gold I cannot promise you an easy pathway That leads away from change or growing old But I can promise all my heart's devotion A smile to chase away your tears of sorrow A love that's ever true and ever growing A hand to hold in yours through each tomorrow ♥

Wtf Is Wrong With Some People!?
i posted a mumm today on the topic of abortion, and i must say it caused some heated discussion... one lady in particular mentioned that she had one before because she has two children and it was either abortion or her or the baby might not make it. understandable right? one person went as far as to post a pic of an aborted fetus and call her a murderer... murder is a crime done out of pure hatred, or the person is just one sick son of a bitch... i just dont get it. leave a comment, dont bash!

.
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What If U Would Have
if u would have died would any body care what if u would be the president would any body care there r times when to care and times when not to sometimes i wonder if people would have like to share but would any body care

Man There's A Lot Coming Up....
Well this coming weekend, my little girl will be moving up to the next level in Girl Scouts. Right now she is a Junior Girl Scout, and this Saturday, the 12th, at 10 a.m., her service unit is having a bridging ceremony to move the Juniors that are ready up to Cadet's. She is sooooooo excited and so am I!!!! Then on Wednesday of the next week (the 16th), since Sunday starts a new week LOL, she will be 11! I'm so happy but so sad at the same time. She's not my little girl anymore. We're not doing anything special as we're having a surprise party for her in North Carolina. My Aunt and cousin are putting it all together and they are sooooooo excited. I'm just excited to be getting out of here for 2 weeks! Friday, May 18th, her school is having the awards ceremony. Basically the graduation. *Sniff* My baby will be graduating the 5th grade. I'm not sure I'm ready for this LOL She's managed to get straight A's all year so I'm really looking forward to this ceremony. I'm so proud of h

I Have Blue Eyes X
BLUE EYES People with blue eyes last the longest in bed. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are best in bed. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best sex sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ GREEN EYES Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. tend to cover up true feel

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 > >> Don't pump gas on MAY 15th > > >> >> In April 1997, there was a "gas out" > conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. > Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. > > > >> > On May 15th 2007, all internet users are > to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas > prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most > places. > > > > > There are 73,000,000+ American members > currently on the internet network, and the average > car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. > > > >> > If all users did not go to the pump on > the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's > almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets > for just one day, so please do not go to the gas > station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in > the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one > day. > > > >> If you agree (which I cant see why you > wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With > it saying, ''Don't

New Baby Born
On May 6th. at 5:30am Elizabeth Ann Dugar became a little big sister to her newborn baby sister Gabrielle Rene Dugar. Mom and babies are doing well. In July Elizabeth is scheduled to come back home from St. Jude. I will keep posting the comments and news and all. I have new pictures to post as well.

Mother's Day
I Thought I thought I saw your face today, In the sparkle of the morning sun. And then I heard the angel say, "Their work on earth is done." I thought I heard your voice today, Then laugh your hearty laugh. And then I heard the angel say, "There's peace dear one at last." I thought I felt your touch today, In the breeze that rustled by. And then I heard the angel say, "The spirit never dies." I thought I saw my broken heart, In the crescent of the moon. And then I heard the angel say, "The Lord is coming soon." I thought that you had left me,

Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? You are Lust!Sexy!! But they say that theres such a thing as too much of a good thing. You have sex on the brain, and it doesn't stay just there for long. Passionate, Fiery - and most certainly confident. You're a fun loving, spontaneous person who is always up for a laugh. People however, have trouble keeping up with you. You're sex crazy, and perhaps need to tone it down a bit! learn a little self control!But, Hey, Congratulations on being the Sexiest Red Hot deadly sin out of all the 7...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Kiss
Kiss Point your lashes down and your can picture my face I'm smiling..... Open your mouth, speak with your heart and you can see my soul Im waiting..... Place your arms around my waist and you can embrace my uncertainity Im shaking..... Press your lips against mine and try to catch me I'm falling.....

Poem Written To Me By My Dearest Friend
For at night came a shadowy figure, The passion that came without measure, One kiss and one bite was all that was needed, for heart was beating the song of a thousand lovers, only time would put an end to this endeavor, for the daylight would take away the kiss and bite of the nights lover...

I'll Never Forget The Love
I know that someday I'll get used to the fact that we're not together any more. And that maybe we won't be... ever again. Time will tell. In the meantime, though, you may be away from my arms, but you will never be very far from my heart. I know the love will never leave. There are too many memories; there were so many precious moments and wonderful times to ever try to forget... And I just want you to know that I will remember for the rest of my days, how you helped me find some happiness and some truths and how you opened some beautiful doors. I'll never forget how good it was to share a part of my life with yours.

10 Best Herbs For Indoors
You can grow herbs indoors in the winter and add that just-picked taste to your meals, even when snow is drifting up against the kitchen window. You don't even need special lights—herbs fare just fine in a bright window. Here are the best herbs for growing on windowsills and the smart techniques you need to keep them happy and healthy until you can plant outside again. Basil: Start basil from seeds and place the pots in a south-facing window—it likes lots of sun and warmth. Bay: A perennial that grows well in containers all year long. Place the pot in an east, or west, facing window, but be sure it does not get crowded—bay needs air circulation to remain healthy. Chervil: Start chervil seeds in late summer. It grows well in low light but needs 65 to 70 degrees F temperatures to thrive. Chives: Dig up a clump from your garden at the end of the growing season and pot it up. Leave the pot outside until the leaves die back. In early winter, move the pot to your coolest indoor s

How Did I Handle The Fact Of Having A Bisexual Wife?
How did I handle the fact of having a bisexual wife? First of all please forgive my grammar; I grew up Mexico City and Los Angeles, so my influence is very Hispanic. I'm writing these because a lot of You have asked Me how can I live a life like the one I live? if I get jealous? If I share? and tons of more questions, well here it is….And Please don't forget this is writen base in my life and what I have experienced and in no moment is intented as a guide of acceptance. I'm also writing this to all husbands of bisexual women because there was a moment in my life that I need it help and couldn't find any, I was mad, psyched and angry to the world, and nobody was there for Me except the only true friend I ever have, my bisexual wife, so here it is, maybe is not a great thing to do but I hope someone can get something out of it. As many of you know I'm married to the most wonderful woman in the world, like I enjoy to always say "She is the best part of Me" and she truly is, we

Family
A cherished gift Your family's love A gift to me From God above Embraced my life With open arms I feel so safe Away from harm You make me feel Like I belong A strange emotion Once thought gone Your family's trust I'll always keep Your family's love I'll treasure deep

Chapter Two
Well, I spoke to my husband and there is a place for me to go to when I get to Eugene. I have decided to go ahead and go, so that I can try to work thinks out with my husband. I feel that it's only fair, because he is doing what is needed on his end. I am now waiting for a call from my friend that is suppose to be picking me up to take me down there. If he doesn't take me then I have a ride down on Monday. So, I'm most likely going to be gone by Monday at the latest. I do want everyone to know that I'm not going to have my comp with me, so I'll get on as much as I can until I do get my comp with me. I'll have to go to the library, or to a friends house in order to get on. I'm really looking forward to getting back with my husband. I miss him very much, and have been wanting to get back to him for a while. Anyways, there is a party going on here tonight so I am going to go and have some fun with Baby Sis before I leave. Thanks for taking the time to sit and read m

Apparent Glich
OK just got this from Dixie Darlin and she say's she's confused like ya'll are.Folder set to public but only friends are able to bomb...solution,send her a friend request then get in there and GIT-R-DONE. ¢¾Dixie Darlin ~UAO Bomb Squad~CT Wifey of Faery Dragon¢¾@ CherryTAP

Just For The Holiday Weekend!
I've had several requests to open my NSFW/Private file for viewing, so I've decided to open it for the weekend. It will be open until Monday evening! These are pics of my piercings, lol! So, if you are the least bit squeamish about such things - don't look!! Addendum: This is for friends/family only, not the whole bloody world, lol! Just to clarify!!

Happy Hour Gift Giveaway
``OKIEANGEL'S HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY`` THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT IS SET YOU GO AT YOUR OWN PACE. WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT PHOTO YOU WANT PLACED IN MY HAPPY HOUR GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER. I WILL RIP THIS PHOTO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ON IT UNTIL YOU REACH THE DESIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO WIN WHATEVER GIFT YOU WISH. GIFT WILL BE PURCHASED DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR AFTER YOU LET ME KNOW YOU HAVE THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS FOR THE PRIZE AND I VERIFY IT. 600 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = OR 1,600 COMMENTS = OR 2,000 COMMENTS = 4,000 COMMENTS = 6,000 COMMENTS = 8,000 COMMENTS = 10,000 COMMENTS =

Duality
"Duality" I push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah! I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited as my time's elapsed Now, All I do is live with so much fate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like one big past You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice Put me back together Or separate the skin from bone Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality is better than the dream But I found out the hard way, Nothing is what it seemS All I've got...all I've got is insane... (THE WAY I FEEL ALOT OF TIMES)

5-29-2007
~ The Best of Alice Cooper - Mascara & Monsters ~ Blackhawk - Blackhawk ~ Black Sabbath - Greatest Hits 1970-1978 ~ Breaking Benjamin - Saturate ~ Breaking Benjamin - We Are Not Alone ~ Clay Aiken - Measure Of A Man ~ Ultimate Dirty Dancing Soundtrack ~ Disturbed - The Sickness ~ Disturbed - Ten Thousand Fists ~ Pantera - Reinventing The Steel ~ 8 Mile Soundtrack ~ Frankie J - The One ~ Tim Rushlow - Tim Rushlow ~ Godsmack - Awake ~ Godsmack - Faceless ~ Godsmack - The Other Side ~ Godsmack - IV ~ Jeff Bates - Rainbow Man ~ Rammstein - Rosenrot ~ The Very Best of Kiss ~ Korn - Follow The Leader ~ Pantera - Cowboys From Hell ~ Billy Currington - Doin' Somethin' Right ~ Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction ~ My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge ~ Scorpions - Big City Nights ~ System Of A Down - Toxicity ~ Thrice - Vheissu ~ Thrice - The Artist In The Ambulance ~ Trace Adkins - Greatest Hits Vol. 1 ~ Trace Adkins - Chrome ~ Trace Adkins - Comin

Bling Bling Baby!!!
YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE THE MOST BLINGED OUT ON CT??!! IF YOU HAVE A PIMPED OUT PIC WITH SPARKLE, SHINE OR IF YOU JUST KNOW YOU’RE THE SHIT HIT ME UP AND ENTER MY CONTEST!!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *TOP (3) BLINGED OUT PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST PRIZES: 1ST PRIZE: OR 2nd PRIZE: OR 3RD PRIZE: OR Luscious♥Mami of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL MA SEXI CHERRIES!!! HUGS, SONYA XOXOX

Rating Pictures
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAPPENS TO READ THIS... HERE LATELY SEEMS THAT THERE IS GETTING TO BE MORE AND MORE HOW DO I SAY THIS NICELY..OH THE HELL WITH NICE.. IF THE ONLY FREEKING REASON YOU WANT TO ADD ME AS A FREEKING FRIEND IS SO YOU CAN BE A BIGGER PERVERT THEN YOU ALL READY ARE AND GET INTO MY NFSW FILE AND THE ONLY PICS YOU RATE ONCE I ACCEPTED YOUR REQUEST ARE THE NSFW ONES THEN YOU ARE NOT WORTH HAVING ON MY FRIENDS LIST. I AM GOING TO WATCH CLOSER AND IF THAT IS WHAT KEEPS HAPPENING I WILL REMOVE YOU AS FAST AS I ADDED YOUR PERVERTED ASS!! THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fans
I've decided to go through my "fans" and confirm that I am also fans of theirs. Of course I'm fanning over 100 people and only have 34 fans. So, I've decided to become an unfan of all of those that haven't returned the favor. No ill will here, I'm just trying to even things out. If you forgot to fan me, that's cool. You do it for me, and I'll do it for you. Cheers.

Angels
Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \'Things aren\'t always what they seem.\' The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The yo

B*tchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if

Your The Greatest
WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER BUT I ACCIDENTALLY THREW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON MY HAND, BUT IT WASHED AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND, BUT THE WAVES WHISPERED IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART, AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY. "SEND THIS TO EVERYONE U LOVE, INCLUDING ME. Today is love your friends day

Contract (bdsm)
Contract (BDSM) In BDSM, a contract is an agreement, usually written, between the Dominant and submissive in a 24/7 or TPE relationship. It is the formal act of consent to the power exchange. Some are very formal and will detail exactly what is expected and can run for multiple pages. Others are as brief as a single paragraph. Either way, one is derived by negotiation on the part of both parties. BDSM couples consider the contract to hold equal moral authority to a marriage commitment. As such, constructing a proper contract is very much like writing a pre-nuptial agreement. General outline A typical contract contains many of the following elements. As there is no consensus within the BDSM community to the structure of a contract, this list is to serve as an example from which the Dominant and submissive may construct a document that both sides will accept. Petition The Petition acts in the same manner as a Cover letter for a résumé. In a petition a submissive will make

A Reminder
well out of 500+ friends i guess 5 are here to stay. if theres anymore that want to stay comment of first blog of "deleating them all" there is no need to comment on this blog but alls are welcome if not i guess ill be leaving CT and start over again

80's Child
You know you're a child from the 80's if: You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through the windows You owned at least one skinny leather tie. Your first Walkman weighed 10 pounds and was the size of a brick. You wore L.A. Gear tennis shoes. You know the meaning of Wax on/Wax Off You're always "in the mood for dancing" If you can "See Better" with sunglasses that have paint splattered all over the lenses. You wore lace gloves with the fingers cut off, bangle bracelets up to your elbows, bright red Reebok high tops and parachute pants to a school dance You need a shopping cart to carry your personal stereo with you. You remember what Michael Jackson looked like before the surgery. You go rollerskating every Friday night (not to skate, but to 'hang out') You still want to take Karate

From The Time I Met You
When I first had met you I said I didn't stand a chance I'd be lucky to even talk to you Or exchange a second glance I filled myself with these thoughts And after what seemed like years I began to get your attention And fill your heart with cheer Your eyes always shined But they had begun to gleam You found that I could fill you up And found out what true love means While we were talking one day You said you'd like to go out The one thought that I was thinking Is what is this all about? Is this some kind of a joke? You want to go out with me? Tell me what this is about! Tell me what this means! I held my thoughts inside Put aside what I wanted to say Gave you all I could give you Went out with you the next day Something must have clicked We surely made a connection And all this time I wasted Fearing your rejection Your no longer that kid Who would never go out with me It's as plain as day We're as happy togethe

Wrote This To My Bf, Sounds So Corny!
u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when your sick and give the world to, thats what I want with you. For better or worse in this lifetime, what ever it may be I want to spend it with you. You

You Know You’re Living In 2007 When… 1. You Accidentally Enter Your Password On The Microwave. 2. You Haven’t Played Solitaire With Real Car
You know you’re living in 2007 when… 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven’t played Solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don’t have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn’t have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You’re reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you kn

One Love
They say I am white... But white is the color of sheets that portray ignorance. They say you are black... But black is the color of dark in which we cannot see. They call some yellow, some red... Yet, there is no difference once our blood is shed. Color has NO place... We are only ONE... For we are the HUMAN race!

My Thoughts Of Suicide
Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide

All About Me
I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show and of you sexy women a good time rate my profile if you would because I'm new on here and I want to make alot of friends on here well everyone who sees this party on and have a great time on Cherrytap I alway do.

Bruce Shortt's "the Continuing Collapse" June 29, 2007
WELCOME TO THE CONTINUING COLLAPSE! Home of the Anti-Shahada: There is no god called "Allah", and Mohammed, barbecue sauce be upon him, is his false prophet. Oh Canada! A Montreal-area school board is defending one of its principals who asked four elementary school students to each write a 10-line essay about fellatio after they were taunting a fellow student. Board lawyer Nathalie Marceau says the students had been bullying the boy since the beginning of the school year and the most recent incident involved taunts about performing fellatio. She added the school had made numerous attempts to educate the Grade 4 students on harassment and had even met with the parents earlier in the year. Finally, a note was sent home with the four students about the sex essay following the most recent incident at school. Le Journal de Montreal reported today that the parents of one of the boys wasn’t happy with his nine-year-old stepson having to write the assignment. M

Can You Be The One
Well I guess here is what I am looking for in a lady! She needs to be I am looking for somebody to talk to that is just down to earth. A lady who is Real, Honest, Educated, Smart, Witty, Kind and Optimistic. I honestly do not have time to change somebody because I don't think that makes a healthy relationship I surround myself with people that want to improve THEMSELVES because that is where they are in their lives and that is where I am. I enjoy being around people who are on the road to success or their success is growing, because that is where I am. If you are narrow minded, cold or sour.... I promise I am not the guy for you! I am never afraid of being honest because that gets me where I want to be.

Ms.ladee
Please help me comment bomb Ms. Ladee just click the picture below and post as many comments as you can thank you Your help is appreciated Especially those of you she has helped, and there are quite a few of you. SHe has sat onhere and post 100's of comments for

About Our Lounge...
EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO RENDEZVOUS! BRING ALL YOUR FRIENDS! YOU DON,T HAVE TO BE A STASH CLUB MEMBER TO PARTAY WITH US OR JUST HANG OUT AND LISTEN TO THE MUSIC WHILE YOUR OUT RUNNIN AROUND CT! COME MOAN OVER AND CHAT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME IT,S A SOCIAL CLUB HOWEVER THERE IS A DISCUSSION BOX IN THERE TOO FOR IDEAS SUGGESTIONS AND SONG REQ. HERE ARE THE LOUNGE RULES: YOU CAN DO ALOTLargest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com OF THIS.... Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com AND WE LOVE THIS!

I Love Statistics
A study found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year. This means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon. Not bad!! I love statistics!

Ok This Explains Alot!!!
So this isn't exactly a love triangle, but lots of complicated connections are happening right now, to say the least. Try sitting with it for a while. You have to know what's going on before you know how to fix it.

All About Me
Well not sure how to do this its my first time and i am an English gentleman so this may take a while...lol Im 23 a head chef in a place called Newcastle near the sea frount and im on here for a mess around and relly just to meet some fun people...x

50 Mistakes Made By Women, Listen Up Girls :d
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's t

Iphone Watch | 6.26.2007
Hey, Houstonians! Are you planning to make a run at getting a first-day iPhone? Willing to stand in line in Houston's heat (or possibly rain, given how wet it's been this month) to get your hands on the Object of Your Desire? Maybe even take the day off? E-mail me, or drop a comment in this entry. Meanwhile, the madness continues, and we'll track the nation's collective loss of sanity over the iPhone in this series of entries, the first of which appeared Monday. Check back often, as I'll be topping this entry with new iPhone tidbits. ? Here's video from Walt Mossberg's review: David Pogue's review has video, too. It's a lot funnier than Mossberg's, but there's no way to embed it in TechBlog. Sorry, you'll just have to click, but it's worth it. ? Some heavyweight reviews of substance of the iPhone are in. Both David Pogue of the New York Times and Walt Mossberg of the Wall Street Journal have weighed in. They say what you might think they'd say: That it's a pretty nifty phone with en

Boys
A couple days back, I was in the bathroom and she walks in. She's babbling away, and most of the time I can understand her. This time I heard, "blbeusld, blub, bluh, asdkwdks--just plain mumbling"...so I asked her, "What are you talking about?" "Boys" she answered. I thought she said the word, "Butt!" in there, so I asked her again, "what are you talking about?"..she replied, "Boys have big butts!!"

~~sexiness~~
is a state of mind. if u believe in urself that u are sexy, u are. one should never under estimate themselves. never let another tell them otherwise. big, small or in between, sexiness is in ur mind, who u are and how u carry urself.

Ha Ha
1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5) 2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11) 3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15) 4) CALM DOWN DONT BE PISSED ( L0OK AT #13) 5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2) 6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12) 7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU! 8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14) 9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4) 10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #7) 11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS (L0OK AT#6) 12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #8) 13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10) 14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3) 15) YOU MUST BE REALLY PISSED OFF (L0OK AT NUMBER #9) now you must send this to people you love!!!!and especially the one who sent it to ya......so have FUN!!!

My Brother
my brother and our family needs prayers ..my brother is 31 has 5 kids and works more then full-time as a mechanic ..yesterday at work while balancing a tire it blow up in his face and he has not had sight sense plz keep all of us in your prayers we need it he goes to the eye dr this afternoon pray its only temporary

Waiting On Time
make me moan, make me groan, make me scream, consume me with passion of a dream. As I wait in the shadows of love I wait for the one sent from above. Passion, lust, greed, desire, seen as sin serves to kindle the fire. Awaiting the one who will awaken my soul destined to find he heart which will make me whole. As I wait with heart in hand, I watch the hourglass spill its sand. Time truely is the greatest distance, wroth with questions, kept with persistance. in hte end when everything is complete, from the tree of life i will eat.

Lost Faith
I don't care about what's hardcore or punk anymore. I just do what I want. I like The Strokes, and The White Stripes. Many people give me shit about this. Yes these bands are platinum status popular, but they don't sound commercialized and poppy to me, so I dig them regardless of how much I despise the majority of their fan base. I have a problem with these bands though, and I really don't give a fuck what you think. These two groups have absolutely NO sex appeal. Remember when all the dudes in rock and roll bands were cooler than you could ever hope to be? I'll cite a few examples and then you can contrast and compare for yourself. Side note: I listened to and enjoyed The Strokes for a long time with no idea what they looked like :D So I'll start with the sexiest rock and roller ever- Jim Morrison. There isn't a hole on any man or woman he couldn't slither into, and everyone could feel it. Next we have- Slash. Very few white men can pull off an afro, top hat, and

My Mumm Got Deleted...
I posted a Mumm asking people if they liked Gene Wilder or Johnny Depp better as Willi Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. After 74 votes and 20 some comments, I got a message from Fubar Admins stating that the content was either offensive, or NSFW. I was warned that my account would be deleted if I posted an NSFW Mumm in the Fubar Public areas again, and I cannot post Mumms. Do Fubar users lose their Mumm privileges automatically if a mean spirited individual clicks the box referring to a Mumm as NSFW? It looks to me like Mumms are NOT reviewed by a breathing human being if that box is checked. I wrote a reply back to the Fubar Admin -it looks like I won't get a reply for 48 hours. I hope that an Admin does actually review the Mumm content, and that the person who was "offended" by my question about a G rated movie will get some heat... The good news tho, is that I got a GREAT Deal on my car insurance ;) What do you think of all this?

Vicks /falcons
Michael Vick Hit With Sex Suit Woman claims star NFL quarterback passed along herpes in 2003 APRIL 5--Claiming that Michael Vick gave her herpes, a Georgia woman is suing the star NFL quarterback for negligence and battery. According to the below lawsuit, Sonya Elliot, a 26-year-old health care worker, was infected with the sexually transmitted disease in April 2003 after an unprotected encounter with Vick at the athlete's Duluth, Georgia home. Elliott alleges that after testing positive for Herpes Simplex 2, she confronted the Atlanta Falcons star, 24, about her condition. "I've got something to tell you. I've got it," Vick admitted to her, according to Elliott's State Court complaint, which alleges that Vick then told her that "he had not known how to tell her about his condition, and that it was not something that he liked to talk about." Elliott's complaint also contends that Vick "apologized profusely" for not telling her he was infected with the STD. Elliot's lawsuit alleges

Hiya Do This 4 Me Plzzz
1. Would you be in control? 2.Would u go slow or fast? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

My Photobucket Share Account.
I went over to photobucket and uploaded another 127 tags today. There are several catagories and tags you can snag from (Not just CT/Fubar). Just remember to save them to your PC incase i delete some of the older ones. http://s94.photobucket.com/albums/l99/DawnsShares **These tags were snagged by me from various yahoo PSP groups. If i have a tag of yours in my collection that you would like removed, please contact me at the email address on the share site. Thanks**

Funny Stuff
if you haven't figured out by now i have a wide variety of things i like, but mostly anything to do with comedy, like bill engvall or al yankovich. i plan on getting some pic of me doing the one sport i love to do and that is bowling.

Feelin Better!
Well, my handsome son called yesterday!! It's about time! He is doing well, very ready to come home. He went through the gas chamber without any problems, and has been doing a lot of marksmanship exercise. Surprisingly enough he is one of the oldest in his platoon, even though he is only 19! This is very frustrating for him as he has never been young minded, and has always been around older people. The others are acting their age unfortunately and the e rest of them are paying for it! Sucks but I understand the reasoning. Thank God it's almost over, I can't wait for him to come home!!!!

If You Are Bored
I'm getting close to fuberlord and if anyone is bored and is close to leveling as well i have plenty pics and stash to rate. If any of you can help that would be great. I'm off to bed now and hope everyone has a sweet dreams. Much luv to you all! Lucy

Whats New With Me
SORRY ALL THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ON TOO MUCH. I AM JUST BUSY WITH WORK. ALSO NOW MY FIANCE IS LEAVING SATURDAY TO GO TO MISSOURI TO WORK FOR 2 YEARS. SO I AM TRYING TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH HIM AS I CAN TILL HE LEAVES. I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE HIM TILL PROLLY NEXT YEAR. SO IT WILL BE HARD. I WILL NEED ALL MY FRIENDS MORE THAN EVER TO HELP ME STAY BUSY. WE WILL HAVE THE COMPUTER TO TALK AND THE PHONES TO TALK TO EACH OTHER. BUT IT WONT BE THE SAME. ITS GONNA BE HARD. THE LONGEST ME AND HIM HAVE BEEN APART IS 2 MONTHS.SO I WONT BE ON HERE MUCH TILL SOMETIME AFTER HE LEAVES ON SATURDAY. WILL WRITE MORE. LOVES YALL. BIG HUGS

Dear Abby---biker Version
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs...phone rings, but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently, although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I sometimes stay awake to look out for her cab coming home, but she always comes walking up the drive as I hear the sound of a car leaving, around the corner, as if she has gotten out and walked the rest of the way. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi at all? I once picked up her cell phone, just to see what time it was. This caused her to go completely berserk. She quickly snatched the phone out of my hand and cursed me hysterically, screaming that I should never touch her personal property, then accused me of trying to spy on her. Anyway, I have never broached the subject

The Poppy Issue!
Almost all pain medications are derived from Poppy! That means whoever needs Morphine, Oxycontin, Lortab, Hydrocodone, Tylenol #3, Demurral and the list goes on...would in-turn increase the amount of money we spend on these medications. There is hardly another effective plant that can produce the so need milky white poison to numb your aches and pains. Where does the world think almost ALL pain killers come from, are they all that ignorant. Stop Heroin production yes, but Poppy fields need to flourish in order the rest of us can enjoy a pain free like situation that may arise. Come and grow up America. It's not the Poppy that's the issue it's always the people. Government should never control something God created to be utilized. I think the legality comes when it is altered say: like Heroin and acid and other chemicals are introduced that should then make it illegal. Pot for instance...natural weed, who cares what you do with it...just control the abusers of these things.

Its Play Ooff Time`babyyyyyyyy/ !! Please Repost!!
** ITS THE PLAY OFFS BABYYYYYYYY !! ** FORGET WHAT YOUR DOIN RIGHT NOW AND TAKE 5 SECONDS OF YOUR TIME TO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DROP ME A RATE!! THATS ALL THATS NEEDED ... ONE RATE. COMMENTS DONT COUNT! CAN YA DO THAT FOR ME? PWEASEEEEEEEEE. AFTER YOU RATE MINE .. SWING THROUGH AND DROP A RATE FOR MY TEAM MATES OF " SMOKE THA PAIN AWAY " THEN REPOST FOR ME TOO !!! SHOW ME YA KNOW HOW TA SMOKE WIF ME BABYYYYYYYYYYYY !!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHH... CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW ... MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL ... PAIN IS MY PASSION ( COACH )

Too Blissful
I'm too blissful to think Too full of hope to not want to try So entangled by your kiss That it keeps me up at night. I'm too blissful not to tell you How strong and amazing I think you are. So full of what could be To let it put me in a head lock Your kiss is so amazing Your touch sends shivers up my spine. I could lay in your bed forever Not wanting to move ahead in time Your smell is better than any drug Your kisses in the morning are the best. I could stay awake for hours Watching you sleep and breathe You have made me see the possibilities And what true feelings could be I don't have any power over you I just simply am too full of bliss.

Don't Understand Some People
OK...HERE WE GO...I LIKE BEING ON THIS SITE..LEFT ONE TIME BECAUSE OF THE DRAMA...STAYED GONE FOR 7 MONTH...NOT GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN....IM A CYBER SLUT'N MOTHER FUCKER..I'M A SINGLE MAN...AN 38 YEARS OLD WITH 3 KIDS...THINK I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT...BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE THERE...TO START SHIT...I DON'T LIKE SHIT...THATS WHY I FLUSH MINE... I'M SINGLE LOVE BEING SINGLE AN GOING TO REMAIN SINGLE...IF YOU WANNA RIDE AN GO HOME...GOOD DEAL...COME BACK ANY TIME ..BUT NOT LOOKN' 4 A STEADY WOMAN...TO MUCH BULLSHIT COMES ALONG WITH ANY RELATIONSHIP...I DO GOOD TO KEEP MY KIDS HAPPY...SO THERE FOR I HAVE NO ROOM FOR A STEADY RELATIONSHIP..AN I HOPE ALL UNDERSTAND... THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY,SKINDEEP

Hi There
Hey, It's me, Xandy here and I am completely new to this whole fubar place. Just looking for some friendly fellas to get to know better for the most part. So, if you wanna get to know me a whole lot better to "txt Xandy to 35777." Thanks, Xandy

Rip The Flesh Anew
The same old scars Bleed with fresh pain Rip the flesh anew The arrow of betrayal Lances my heart Each breath I take Another mistake Your aim was true Was that your plan? To kill the love I felt for you? I feel trapped in a cage A prison of my own making Wake me up from this nightmare What do you do when hope is lost? When everything good is gone? What can be done when love isn't enough? I thought I could survive without you But I was wrong What do you do when your world stops turning? Because you don't stop yearning Don't stop burning Lights dim Conversations once intriguing Now just background noise Interest is lost Life doesn't seem the same And colors fade to gray

4.6 Earthquake Last Nite =)
Shook things up pretty good, no apparent damage where I'm at though.... I was awake when it hit, felt kinda like a truck slamming into the building, then you could feel the building swaying for another 30 or so seconds... Kinda kool! lol =) http://pasadena.wr.usgs.gov/shake/ca/

Our Friends
Our friends are like angels Who brighten our days In all kinds of wonderful Magical ways Their thoughtfulness comes As a gift from above And we feel we're surrounded By warm, caring love Like upside-down rainbows Their smiles bring the sun And they fill ho-hum moments With laughter and fun Friends are like angels Without any wings Blessing our lives With the most precious things

I Need Sex
I have heard this more times than I could shake a stick at. What would possess to think that you need sex? Like it’s fucking oxygen or something. Like not only will you die without it but prior to dying your dick will shrivel up and fall off. News flash, no ones dick has actually shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. Wait…... news update… yah still no one’s dick has shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. You’ll be ok. You’ll live. No permanent damage will occur from you not having sex for a few months. You will not be reclassified as a virgin. You will not loose your moves. You will not turn into an undesirable geezer. You WILL be ok,..... I promise.

Viewpoint
It is a good viewpoint to see the world as a dream. When you have something like a nightmare, you will wake up and tell yourself it was only a dream. It is said that the world we live in is not a bit different from this.

Venison Salami
Venison Salami 2 lb Ground venison 2 tsp Curing salt 3/4 tsp Garlic salt 1 tsp Mustard seed 1/4 tsp Black pepper 1/4 tsp Red pepper 1c Water Combine all ingredients; divide into thirds and form into long rolls. Wrap in heavy duty aluminum foil; refrigerate 24 hours. Cover rolls with water in pan. Bring to a boil; boil 1 hour. Unwrap; drain. Chill before slicing. Meat may be a bit pink, but is fully cooked.

Big News!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, I am planning a Party around Halloween for Lord Lestat. I am needing to know who all would like to attend so I can plan accordingly! Please anyone who might be interested in coming to it, Hit me up in a Private Email and let me know!! And Remember, HE WILL BE HOME THIS SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOO!! Lots of Love and Bites, Lost Civeteto, True Queen Witch, Creator of LDC, Fubar engaqed to Rebel Bitch and Desperado, Mem. KOT Lost Civeteto~True Queen Witch ~ Creator of LDC ~Fubar Engaged to Desperado and Rebel Bitch~Mem.KOT@ fubar

Going To California
Well the time has finally come for me to go home...its only for a visit, but home is home...two wonderful weeks in my home town and I cant wait!! I'll be seeing my mom, my best friend and a bunch of other people. ITs going to be two fun but long weeks! Anyway if you send me a message or gift or you leave me a comment I promise to get back to you as soon as I can-I dont know how often I wll get online while I am in California but I'll be back on the 20th, so I will definetly get back to everyone then. Have fun, I'll miss you all!! Anjel

Crushing On You
I want to write a note, but don't know what to say. I wonder how you would act if I approached you in such a way. I try my best not to stare or stutter when you come around. I'm afraid that if I talk to you, you're gonna put me down. I admire everything about you, from your eyes to your smile. I guess that I'll sit back and just wait for a while. Your caramel skin, your luscious lips, your muscle filled arms. If you were magic I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm. I guess that this is silly because it's just a crush. Now every time I see you, my body turns to mush. I can't believe I'm acting this way I'm almost twenty-two. Oh well, too bad, I just don't care because I'm feeling you.

One More Day Left!
hey guys! after today, there is only one more day left on my contest...thank god!!!! i swear this has been a tough week trying to keep up!! here are the latest numbers :D as of 2:15pm eastern time ...... Rates Lil Devil: 562 x5 2810 Comments-> 34289 Total Points: 37099 Rates J-Roxx: 245 x5 1225 Comments-> 35937 Total Points: 37162 as you can see...im winning!!!!! thanks to all my friends you guys rock! there is still plenty of time for her to catch me tho, and its a hella close race, so...if you havent already, or you want to help some more, or maybe youre just plain bored...whatever it is...please come help!!!! i need all the votes i can get to stay in the lead :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D CLICK HERE TO VOTE! (rate and comment) a zillion thank yous!!! thanks to james for doing the math!! **muah**

All Alone
Is anyone out there? You keep asking your self. You feel alone, but you know There is someone out there that you love very much. the only thing Keeping you from the ones you Love are these steal bars. You ask again is anyone Out there? you feel alone. But you know god is with you. For the ones you love you Pray that they know you Love them and the day get Your freedom back that They will still be there For you. you hope and pray that day Comes soon.you know deep inside you didnt Do the crime. so you ask why am I doing time? is anyone out there? You feel alone.

Wow
Ok lol thank you all for being so sweet to me first ! Im trying to stay out of yahoo for a bit lol so I thought I would Give this site a go ! Fun so far lol . School has started for my kids so im about to get a job . I didnt want to work while they was out of school cause well day care is not cheap lol So I had to by time from when I got a divorce to now lol Any idea for a ex house wife lol lol Kinda hard finding someone that will hire you when all you ever was , was a house wife lol . How ever im sure I will find something I hope lol lol . And No I dont want to go into fast food lol cant make enough to get by on that lol . Any ways thats whats going on here if you even care lmao !!!! Oh kids and there homework lol You know i went threw it for 13 years of school starting at preschool if you wonder how i got 13 . We are in a bar blog just incase you all are a little tipsy and couldnt figure it out :P . But now I get to go threw it again with my kids . My oldest Daughter will be 12 i

Another Update On Mary, Possibly Good Signs
There's a Prayer Candle for Mary (Dream Catcher) in my default folder that you can rip to support Mary. Mary's still in a coma, but she moved her eyes and her oxygen levels are up. Please show some love to her daughter, Mini Dream Catcher (Christina) at http://www.fubar.com/user/1043661 and her bf, Master Shadow Raven at http://www.fubar.com/user/1118232.

My Brown Eyes
Brown Eyes Either sexy as heck or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. is NOT THE PERSON YOU WANT TO PISS OFF!!!!! Great Kisser. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days

Mandi...my Youngest Daughter
Just when I thought life was going to settle down....I have a new job that I really love. I have made some very important decisions regarding my life lately and I have decided that life is too short to be in an unhappy marriage. It's time to find a new place to live and get on with my life away from the fear. So once I made that decision, I thought...whew....things will finally be ok....and then......... My beautiful youngest daughter Mandi has been through so much in the last year....the abduction, the beating, the PFA against an ex-boyfriend and the violation of that PFA, the court hearings, the sentencing.....it's all more than an 18 year old young lady should have to go through but she proved how strong she was (even if she didn't think so at the time). Last spring she went to the doctor and they found some pre-cancerous cells. A biopsy was preformed and then cryotherapy was done a month later. She went back to the doctor in mid-August and the doctor said she was healing wond

Quiz On What Type Heart
You scored as White, Your heart is white. You are emotionless and empty. You feel trapped in life and want to be set free, but something is stopping you.... I hope you find your place, no matter what it takes don't give up.White82% Blue75% Black71% Pink54% Red46% Yellow25% Orange21% Green21% Purple18% ~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Friends
My Dear Online Friends.....Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care

Kelle
one of my best friends passed away on Wednesday. she was --the-- most upbeat person i have ever met. the world was her oyster, even when she was sad and down she had a hurricane beneath her wings. after more than five years, cancer finally took her from this world. the world is less shiny without her. my heart is sad and misses her. i will never forget her, nor will her influence upon me ever decrease. the world will never be the same now that she has left it.

So Stuck Up!!!
I have noticed alot of things since I have been on this site, and for I have never seen such stuck up peoples. I try my best to come on the site and see what's shaking, what can I say....NOTHING Cheers! Random Vent, that probably won't go no where!

Replaced
A secret kept that others know but one is oblivious to notice A price they must pay for not joining in festivities Jealousy will be declared and sides divided once allies will become enemies Friendships will be tested and friendships will be shattered. Communication once first class has become second day shipping The term sister used to loosely along with best friends what are those? As days go by we grow further apart and not even notice it One action or event can change a person's world in a matter of seconds Conversations that lasted for hours or now quick hellos and byes We listen to our "friends problems" while we keep ours hidden We back them up and support them every step of the way What do we get in return NOTHING!

Fuck You
i want you to know that i'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theater Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother 'cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, 'til you died But you're still alive Chorus: And i'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross i bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, i thought you should know Did you forget about me mr. duplicity I hate to but you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly i was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her 'cause the love that you gave that

Gotta Love It...
The following conversation was had on aim just a few minutes ago...i have a very strong feeling that i know who it is...its really funny how some people cant let things go...especially when they "won"... Shinjuku05 (12:57:33 AM): you're Krissi? OffTheWallChick1 (12:57:38 AM): yes...do i know u? Shinjuku05 (12:57:48 AM): wow... that's a ... uh... very interesting myspace profile OffTheWallChick1 (12:57:49 AM): ty Shinjuku05 (12:58:11 AM): I'm just a bit currious about that hair though.. OffTheWallChick1 (12:58:12 AM): what about it? Shinjuku05 (12:58:35 AM): you realise the 80s are over ... by almost 3 decades, right? OffTheWallChick1 (12:58:57 AM): yepp...not trying to do the 80s thing tho...the bangs arent teased out Shinjuku05 (12:59:16 AM): do you always wear that much makeup? OffTheWallChick1 (12:59:20 AM): no, not always Shinjuku05 (12:59:44 AM): oh... Shinjuku05 (1:00:20 AM): that's ... i'm trying to find the right word Shinjuku05 (1:03:23 AM): grot

Michelle Blogs
i have been hurt so many time on here and i am letting you all know i am here to make friend not nothing else but everytime i make new friend on here ppl having to deleted me on here becuz someone getting jealous but if you are with someone that cool i am here for friend not nothing else i already have someone that like me and he like me but please understand i am not here to start trouble.....thank you for understanding......

Even More To Love...
so this is a continuation of yesterday....i made the mistake of actually talking to a friend on aim thus making it impossible for me to be invisible..retarded ass aim... anyways, you-know-who IMs me again and b4 i even open the IMs (it gets caught in the IM catcher) i click the "report as spam" button lol...aim's new way of blocking and warning people... then i opened the IM and here's what it said... Shinjuku05 (12:05:09 AM): 'ello Shinjuku05 (12:05:15 AM): just to let you know last night wasn't personal LMAO...like i would believe that...when are people going to grow up?

Anyone Got Time For Lunch??
U got time for a nooner? U come back to the warehouse, and say it is lunch time. I ask u, what u would like for lunch? U reply a big hot dog! LOL So I say, well I have one but u have to warm it up. So u say, I can do that! U move ur hand down to my zipper and unzip me and pull my cock out and u start stroking my cock. Then I say, it needs to be warmer. Then u drop to ur knees and slide the head of my dick in ur mouth and suck on it then u slide the rest of it in ur my. Then ur sliding in and out of ur mouth. Then I take my hand and put it on ur head and slide I cock deep down ur throat. And just keep it there as u can feel it grow bigger down ur throat and in ur mouth. Then I pull it out and lift it up and u start sucking on my balls. And as u do that ur take ur hand and start stroke my cock. Then I pick u up from ur knees and bend u over the racks in the warehouse and push ur skirt up. And I see that u don’t have any panties on. So I just slide my hard cock into wet pussy lips. I st

~girls~ What Anime Soul Do You Have?
You scored as dark/deep soul, You have a rather dark soul, yet it doesn't have to mean that you are evil. You can see your body, but you can't find your soul. You are searching for something to make you feel alive.You are very deep, in the way you think, speak, and your perception and understanding of this world. Deep inside, all you really want is love. http://www.dittytalk.com/sakuracerulean (hey girls- here's somethin fun u can do- take the guy anime soul quiz and answer the questions the complete opposite of what you would answer for yourself- the result should b ur perfect type boyfriend, after all, opposites attract! ^ ^)quiet/calm/cool/collected soul100% dark/deep soul100% shy/quiet/caring soul83% sanguine/bright/beautiful soul75% sweet/kind/gentle/ soul67% tomboy/skater gurl/born 2 b wild soul33% ~girls~ What anime soul do you have? (great pics and detailed summary)created with QuizFarm.com

Please Pray!!!
a really good friend of mine was in a bad motorcycle accident the other day...he broke his arm, has his jaw wired shut, and may not walk again...he is only 20, full of life....he is a cali bro to the core, so losing his ability to walk or drive a truck or ride a bike would destroy him...please keep him in ur prayers, he means alot to me..thank you and always wear you helmet!!!

Sadness
I sit on the ground where you lay. I hold the grass in my hands and wish that you were still here. Is that selfish? I think about you... everyday.(Some more than others) I think about you and feel so lonely. why did you leave? you were supposed to come home. You left everything behind...including me. I know time will ease the pain. I've lost like this before and it hurt just as much. You were all I had for such a long time. I was all you had. I was your life. Your birthday is coming up and just thinking about it makes me cry. I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire. No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back- no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames.

No Comparison
A budding rose of cromson red asleep benesth the dew awakens into beauty, but not compared to you. The perfect diamond set in gold like shimmering lakes of blue; the rarest jewel upon the earth but not compared to you. A sunrise on a stranded beach; a sign that all is new can bring tears to the coldest heart, but not compared to you. The seven wonders of the world like heaven- with a view, are proof that lifes worth living, but not compared to you. A baby's cry, a starry night and all thats good and true are truly no comparison to being loved by you.

Women
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved clos

The Disappearing Act
SO.. I went to Salem this weekend to visit my mom, sister, and nieces. It was a good time I guess except for the hangover that haunted me all day. After visiting with them I went to go see a few friends before I left town to come back to this hole in the mountain town called Oakridge. I went to see one and ended up seeing three all the the same place. Of course it was good to see them and chat for a bit, but I did get an earful about how I left town and it was like I fell off the edge of the Earth never to be found again. So on the drive home I was thinking about past friends and how what he said was true.. I do disappear off the edge of the Earth when I skip town. I guess I do it so much that I never really notice that I do. I also don't mean to disappear the way I do, but things happen, and I guess I get caught up with work and trying to make new friends in the new area. So to those folks out there.. sorry.. I will eventually come back around to say hi.

Scarred For Life @ The Rock Shop Oct 13
Hi everyone, We are playing The Rock Shop October 13 with Waist Deep Madness and The Blacksmithz.Gonna be an awesome show.Get yo' butt down there or we'll come lookin for ya! ;-) Lookin' forward to an awesome night of Rock n Roll! Seeya there. S f L This is my sons band so if your in or near fayettville show up & party with us. lookin forward to meetin some new friends.

Kiss The Rain
Hello... Can you hear me Am I getting through to you Hello... Is it late there Is there laughter on the line Are you sure youre there alone Cuz im Trying to explain Somethings wrong You just dont sound the same Why dont you Why dont you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever Im gone too long If your lips feel lonely and thirsty Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind Were under the same sky And the nights As empty for me as for you If you feel You cant wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Hello... Do you miss me I hear you say you do But not the way Im missing you Whats new Hows the weather Is it stormy where you are You sound so close but it feels like youre so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What Im left imagining In my mind My mind Would you go Would you go Kiss the rain As you fall Over me Think of me Think of me Think of me Only me K

Sweet Potato Cake
Sweet Potato Cake 2 cups all-purpose flour or *2 1/4 cups Softasilk cake flour 2 cups sugar 2 teaspoons baking soda 1 teaspoon baking powder 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon vanilla 4 eggs 1 cup vegetable oil 1 can (18 ounces) vacuum pack sweet potatoes, drained or 2 cups cooked, mashed sweet potatoes 1 cup nuts ( optional ) Heat oven to 350 degrees. Grease and flour 12-cup bundt cake pan, or tube pan, 10x4 inches. Beat all ingredients except Creamy Glaze (below) in large bowl on low speed, scraping bowl constantly, 30 seconds. Beat on medium speed, scraping bowl occasionally, 3 minutes. Pour into pan. Bake until wooden toothpick inserted in center comes out clean, 60-70 minutes. Cool 10 minutes, remove from pan. Cool completely. Drizzle Creamy Glaze over top of cake. Enjoy! Creamy Glaze 1/3 cup margarine or butter 2 cups powdered sugar 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla 2-4 tablespoons hot water Heat marga

Visit To School
On Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry one...lol

Where Will It End
If I asked u please do not go - would u turn around and stay If I found you a solution or found a way Life is what you make it no matter where you go I know things cant go on forever the way they have been , people change and have dreams to fulfill..Its just we've been down this road before and I know how it all went before - you left I became weak, gave up on being me and ran to the life I had once left behind.I made a promise to God that if u came back I would change that all the bad would go away. My wish came true, i didnt keep the promises i let the dream go. But I didnt want to believe that you would not stay. I know your life here is smothering you and you are not where you want to be but I look at the road ahead and I cant let go of the emptiness and lonliness I already see there, I dont want to face it alone and I know that soon ur going to go and all I can do is sit here and wait for the day and try to appear strong...only because I want the very best 4 u...

Your Blindness
You cut the branch we stand on Your ignorance begets death We fall in your betrayal Upon the bloodied heath The air we breathe is poisoned Your greed condemns us all A dollar sign upon the woods How long till the trees fall? A barren stone you leave for us Destruction to you and me I want off your grisly boat Let the Goddess set me free You kill yourselves for power And build yourselves a tower To protect you from the flowers Whose blossoms of change you fear The cold wind blows so softly Touches your palsied skin Tears apart your thin facade Stirs fears deep within Oh fear the stark reality where evil fears to tread and let us dance the rhythm of hope Before our world is dead © Paganii 2000

She's Finally Gone
Sad day indeed. My favourite (and most reliable) colleague has left. Today is her last day *sigh* I feel quite sad but she's received a better job offer and I wish her the very best. Now, the rest of us are STILL stuck with our glorious leader! *sigh* What a day. Hope I never have another one like this again.

Me
I am who I am and nothing can change that.If you are not for real dont even bother trying to be my friend because I will see right through you. I am Very laid back,but dont let that fool you if you do I will turn around and bite you in the ASS!!! If you are sincere you have a true feriend for life!! If you truly want to be my friend,be honest and open,dont beat around the bush.I CANT STAND FAKES!! I am FOR REAL and you should be also!!!! I just ended a relationship where she wanted to live in a FANTASY WORLD and I was in the real World There was no way this was going to work!! Also if you are in a"Fantasy World"Dont bother me "Been There Done That Dont Want To GO Back".I cant deal with all of the drana involved!!!!She wanted to know what I wanted from her when the answer was"RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER!!" If you are looking for sympathy,I am sympathetic;Only under certian circumstances;you have a real injury,or you are really sick(pucking for example)Or a death in your fa

Hi There Everyone Lol!!
Sorry I have not been on in a few days. I have been very busy. Just to keep everyone up to date, I am in the process of helping my mom move into a new place. I have a new job so not sure what the hours will be yet but I will keep everyone posted. I have been doing well in school but things have been requiring more of my attention. I have two major papers due by this next week and then I have to work on a final project paper. I hope all my friends understand but I tend to be a perfectionist. I have a "B" in one of my classes and I am working hard to get it up to an "A". I will be on some this weekend but not for too long I will try to stop by some pages and comment and rate some. Please understand I am not blowing anyone off. Just been really busy. I hope you all have a great All Hallows Eve!!! And Blessed Be!! Much Love to you all!!!

Ode De' What?
To where the buffalo might roam.... There will ALWAYS be fear and loathing.... Which pill or freind we choose.... It only matters who see's the credits... Creadibility only adds up if you pissed off the right of the closet people.... The deeper the sorrow the taller the story, Well sir., .... I guess thats where I matter now!..... I have done it, and done it well, My name Is forgotten................ I'm not lazy,.... but I have done my part,....... and handsomely............. done the worst, to piss off the best, Far from easy, and now the credits............ Sober and lost I weep more amptitude than "Father" would if all time where... lost, the lottery of forgiveness and come back home is undescribeable......... I know who bears the horn.... Im ready to receive it.... "FEBUS" Loosing your life is no where close to loosing your true home.. "danny legend"

Project Playlist #1 ???
This just doesn't seem right, that the #1 site in points, is not even a real person. Joined 4-1/2 months ago, all points are from the 9,451 referrals, no friends, and no pics, no salute still level 10, never given a happy hour. This seems a slam to all the other real people that are high in points, (not me)and spend their cash on happy hours and other things to support Fubar. With 10,000 points, or 20,000 during Happy Hour for each referral there is no hope for anyone else to ever be #1.. bummer

I Cant Believe
Please do not worry now, All will be fine Give me your hand Across the miles I will hold you And the fear will go away. I place my hand in yours Knowing my trust In you is always strong As we travel my fear subsides Knowing your touch is never far away Only you make my heart sing the tune Wonder that is created in heaven above The friendship gift was given to us Blessings, happiness And joy for two lonely hearts My belief is sung As with you by my side The loneliness becomes Companions to friendship For two who’s hearts were lonely Now become one with words The joy is yet but far away Your touch is but a feeling Thousands of miles between But the thoughts and feelings Become one with us Your beautiful tune has been received With an applause and the heart beat Happy smiles and twinkle in an eye For the greatest of friendship I have not dreamt about In my entire life Well our dreams are shared Life has given us a pleasure to share With each da

To Whomever
to whomever this may concern watching the things crash and burn twisted smiles on all your lips in the dark where no one sees taking morbid revelry listen close to what i say tainted smile upon your face tainted heart and tainted grace all these has long in me been played dont try to re-enact my fate

Post Office
A while back I went to the Post Office for stamps so that we could send out that weeks invoices. In our Post Office there is a stamp vending machine just inside the lobby. Which is very convenient, pop in a $5 $10 or $20 and get your stamps from the bottom and your out the door. Simple! As soon as I entered, and before I approached the machine I noticed a line of 6 people on the right side of the counter with one lady serving them. I popped in my $10 into the machine,,, friggen thing ate it! No stamps! I went to the other lady behind the counter, explained that the machine ate my $10. She hands me this form to fill out and told me to stand in that line ( pointing to the line on the right ) After I filled out the form, and took my place in line. I notice that the gentleman in front of me had a similar form, and the lady in front of him had one also. A quick survey and I discovered that everyone in that line lost $$ to that damn machine. Just as i took my place another person walked in a

Self Love And Relationships
From: ∞∫Anji∫∞ Date: Nov 13, 2007 1:22 PMIf you wish to read more, add me on myspace! Click the link above to lead you to my personal profile. Actions speak louder than words... always have and always will... Pray you never have to apply these same principals to overcome a denial of love as I have with you... For now who then becomes the fool... I am not a physical desire or pleasure you seek nor conquest, merely a measure of how well you truly know thyself!Everything I have for you, tarnished but never will it fade... by your own record your time has come to pass and there is another, to learn the lesson that I have been sent to teach... Rejected and scorned time and time again, resenting knowledge of what some cannot see for themselves until it is too late... One day you will be the one to ask why.... and how... Just as others before trial and tribulate... One day you will truly understand... today is not that day!Until you bring it unto your self, it is

Girls Gone Wild Mardi Gras! @ Club 27 Nov 21st
TRI-STATE AREA! ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE? ARE YOU READY TO SEE SOME OF THE HOTTEST CHICKS AROUND? IF SO MAKE SURE YOU COME TO CLUB 27 NOV.21 FOR OUR GIRLS GONE WILD EVENT! YES I SAID IT!! GIRLS GONE WILD! ITS GOING TO BE CRAZY..TONS OF FUN!! ONLY AT CLUB 27!! LOCATED AT: 27 S BANK STREET PHILADELPHIA PA 19106 I HAVE YOUR V.I.P/REDUCE PASSES FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS OR YOU CAN JUST SHOW UP AND SAY MY NAME AT THE FRONT DESK! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK! ....BE THERE.... AND YES TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!! I REPEAT TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!!! ROMEO... HARTNETT... GORGE... AND THE ONE ND ONLY J.JENKINS B.K.A HERSCHEL!! **************** I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

Web Browsers
JUST SAYING HELLO TO EVERYONE AND HOPING TO MAYBE OFFER ANOTHER GREAT TOOL AND BROWSER. THIS BROWSER IS PRETTY BADASS. IT'S A VERY LIGHT BROWSER AND WORKS AWESOMELY WITH OLDER PCS AND WINDOWS. THIS IS PROBABLY A PERFECT BROWSER AT THE MOMENT! TO START WITH IT'S FREE :) IT'S ALSO STILL BEING UPDATED AN DEVELOPED. IT'S USING SOME OF THE SAME TECHNOLOGY THAT'S USED IN MOZILLA AND FIREFOX,BUT THE GREAT THING IS IT'S NOT AS BLOATED. YOU SHOULD INVESTIGATE THIS TOOL AND GIVE IT A TRY. EVERYONE KEEPS TRYING TO GET ME TO SWITCH FROM IE TO FIRFOX AND SO ON,BUT I HAVE RESISTED. SOME OF MY ISSUES I AHVE WITH BROWSING AREN'T THE BROWSER...MINE ARE PARTLY DUE TO LOSS OF BANDWIDTH FROM THE ISP AND HAVE YET TO BE CORRECTED AN IS STILL BEING WORKED/BITCHED ON LOL. SO...THIS IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CRAP NET LIKE ME OR AN OLD PC WHICH THIS ONE ATM THAT IM WRITING THIS BLOG ON HAPPENS TO BE GOOD OLE CRAP "WINDOWS ME" LOL. THERE ARE SOME AWESOME TOOLS BUILT INTO THE BROWSER. YOU REALLY SHOULD CHECK IT OU

#1 Edition - Copy Cats Or Don't Be Fooled
"Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery" ~~"Usually said ironically when someone tries to gain attention by copying someone else's original ideas. Coined by Charles Caleb Colton in 1820. Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA another phrase that comes to mind..."Often Imitated, Never Duplicated". Or..."Accept no substitutes, trust only the genuine, original".

Always
She will always be the center of my world. She always has. She will always care. She always has She will always love me. She always has She will always try to hide it. She always has. She will always support me. She always has. She will always confuse me with her words. She always has. She will always be confused about us. She always has. She will always be scared of us. She always has. She will never forget me. She never has She may never realize just how much I love her and how much she means to me. She never has. She will always fight and argue with me she always has. She will always make me mad. She always has. I will always forgive her. I always have. I love her sparkling blue eyes. I always have I love her innocent smile. I always have. I love her playful attitude. I always have. I love most of her friends. I always have. I will always love how I feel when im around her. I always have. I will always love lying under the stars with her. I always have. I will alw

Can You Stop An Affair?
What would you do if you had a crystal ball and you could foresee your spouse having an affair 3 months from now? Imagine what it would feel like to know your spouse cheated. Maybe you don't have to imagine... maybe it's already happened. If so, I am truly sorry. Once you've experienced an affair, you've walked through a one-way door you can never go back through again. No matter how much you wish the affair never happened, no matter how much you want your relationship to "go back to the way it was," that can never happen. None of us can undo the past. Whether you're the cheater or the injured person, the affair is a reality you are going to have to live with from now on. That's true whether you decide to repair your marriage or not. The affair is never going to go away. But what about stopping an affair before it ever starts? And what about protecting your relationship from the possibility of future affa

Happy Thanks Giving
hey gang , happy thanks giving to all my friends out there, may you reflect on your family today, and may you enjoy the time you spend with them all. least us not ofr get the ones that we miss on this day if it be our mom's or dad's, aunt's uncle's. remember that they would want it family bussiness as usual. and to all of my extra specail friends out there , and u all know who u r. remember that i love you so very much . know that im still recovering from surgery but comming along fine. happy thnaks giving one and all. and a very wonderful christmas comming up.

One Day
Me and you sittin under the stars i never thought it id get this far you and i we lay together hopefully we will be forever we got a blanket under the night sky being with you gives me a natural high holding you close and i look into your eyes you look beautiful im still really suprised that a girl like you would give me a chance and it all started cuz we talked at the dance because of that your here with me of all good things im finally happy Dustin B. Unrath

Beginning Today
Beginning Today Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries

Possible Or Impossible
You t old me i could be/do anything For some reason i believed this Till others showed me otherwise Standing in my way stopping me from getting ahead But yet still in many ways i believed this Knowing without hope there is nothing So still trying to be just me Hoping one day it's enough To honestly prove that you were right Just wanting to be me Finding love and happiness that is true This is what i want and need Truely loved for me Not for who others want me to be Or can get from me Or if i'm asking for the Impossible for wanting to be truely loved for me

Dj Requests
OK. I have lots of P2P's. I'm getting set up to DJ. In the interests of saving time and some memory as well as frustration, please post your song requests as responses to this blog. Then I can search and download them when I'm not in the Lounge.

New Lounge - Sin's Retreat!
Hey all, it's just me again, i just wanted to try one more time to get this across to as many of you as possible. if you've been in the lounge already, or hate these types of shared blogs, i do apologize. My lounge doesn't have garish colors or blaring music. It's just a place for people to get together and bullshit about any and everything. It's open to any types of conversation aside from those listed in the rules at the bottom of it (which are few). So, whether you're a lifestyler, a vanilla, a chocolate cream donut, come say hi and mingle with my friends ;) i promise they're NOT ALL GUYS lol... Seriously, i'd much rather you find me here - http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52422 and subscribe, and stop in from time to time and bring your friends... i'll be here all the time i'm online now, so come and say hi!!!! Love you all, Sin

Why R U All Fucking With Me??????????
I hate to tell ya'll this but Melissa Troy and I are not one in the same. You all are so full of shit. I don't know who is trying to fuck with me but I have an idea. I am not going to tolerate the bullshit. I will go to the FCC and have you all fucking removed from the internet. I mind my own mother fuckin business and I don't say shit to any of you drama kings and queens of the KOW SOW whatever the fuck you all are. I keep to myself. Ya'll can KISS MY FAT ASS!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't ask anyone for anything here. I talk to my friends and that is it. I am only part of MWT because I really like Mystic Warrior and he is a very decent friend. Unlike all the rest of you. THIS BLOG IS NOT AIMED AT ANY OF MY REAL FRIENDS, JUST THE KOW AND SOW MEMBERS WHO LIKE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT PEOPLE THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW. I honestly don't give a damn what people think of me anymore. God did not put me on this earth to impress a damn soul. If you have an issue with me voice it. I do have an e mail addres

Beer Vs. Vagina
1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smel

Morph Pics...
Ok, it's been a while since my last rant, and I guess it's been a while cuz I'm just not here very much. Spending a lot of time on the dirt bikes, working, hanging out with friends, etc. So here goes... Today, I about fucking snapped when I saw this morph pic: http://full.pca1.fubar.com/52/36/756325/1981446654.gif (Copy and paste into your browser, I don't know why they don't have UBB code on here and I'm too lazy to do it in HTML) What the fuck were you thinking?? Your big fat ass morphing into the body of a girl 1/2 your age in 100x better shape than you are...What the FUCK are you trying to say with that picture?? I swear to fucking God I HATE these fucking morph pictures. Anyone with 2 fucking brain cells can open up Adobe Image Ready and morph 1 picture into another. Don't think you're anything special by being able to make an animated gif. Those people with more than 2 brain cells are smart enough NOT to put these fucking retarded morphing pictures onto their

Video Taping
The video taping yesterday went well. The high school is playing video on their closed circuit TV station for all the students and then tomorrow morning I will be in their cafeteria to see how many of them have questions and would like to sign up to be in the nursing club. I have another meeting this morning with a club to see what I can do to help them expand their membership with the local high school near them. And ... BRRRRRR is it ever cold here. It is 31 degrees outside with frozen fog warnings all over the place. Just great!!!!

Speechless
Life is unfair life is harsh the good ones get shat on while the bad ones prosper love is the most complex thing in the world and yet its the simplest ive never felt this way about anyone b4 and yet im powerless to do anything im speechless im so speechless when it comes to her so much i want to say nothing comes out nothing makes sense ive found the one my gut tells me so im losing her minute by minute hour by hour she slips away ive shed tears for her shed tears because of her and the pain she suffers the one person in life that doesnt deserve it i beleive in love at first sight i beleive in god i trust in god and i love him i beleive everything in life happens for a reason he took my unborn child from me for a reason he put me in bad relationships for a reason he let me find her for a reason he let my heart belong to her for a reason i realize all this i understand all this but i just cant help it cnat hide my dissapointm

Poem 2
sitting in a coner in an empy room gun in one hand bullet in the other put the bullet in the chamber(come on i dare you) spin the chamber and close it. aim the gun at ur head(u knoe u wanna). pull the trigger (click) a peace of ur heart brakes off. pull the trigger agian(click)bigger peace brakes off this time(dont knoe if u can keep going (u do) pull the trigger agian (click)heart dont brake this time u just scream (FUCK)! with out knoeing it or tring u closed ur heart pull the trigger one last time (bang) ok there is a point to this and it is this love is like russun rulet (sounds odd right ) every time u pull the trigger and hear a click its not over it was the wrong person but if u give up ull hear the bang ull never be happy so even thought u hear alot of clicks keep trying and ull hear the sweet bang of love

Bid On Freya!
FREYA- > YOU'VE SEEN HER, UP IN THE HAPPY HOUR SECTION OCCASIONALLY, SLIDING ACROSS THE TOP, MAYBE A BLAST OR A TICKER! HOWEVER IT WAS, MOST LIKELY YOU CLICKED HER LINK! WELL NOW SHE'S UP FOR AUCTION, YES AUCTION! THE HOTTEST NEW TREND ON FUBAR! AND WELL.. SHE WANTS TO GIVE YA LOTS OF GOOD THINGS! WHAT ARE THEY YOU ASK.. WELL KEEP READING! THE WINNING BIDDER WILL RECIEVE: * ALL PICS AND STASH RATED * FU-OWNED BY _____ IN HER NAME FOR 2 WEEKS * PREVIOUSLY WORN BRA AND PANITES * ACCESS TO ALL HER NSFW PICS FOR 1 MONTH * AUTOGRAPHED SHIRT WITH PERFUME SHE WEARS * WEEKLY PIMPOUT IN BULLETIN FOR 1 MONTH * LINK ON PROFILE * PERMANENT PIMPOUT IN BLOG * 1 SFW SALUTE * 1 BOOB SALUTE * 30 MINS SFW CAM TIME W/ MIC TAKE A LOOK AT HOW HOT SHE IS!!! RULES: * SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! * NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. * THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. * MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. * BLA

We Malo
We malo law leila tohna baeed... We sebna kol el nas? Ana, ya habibi, hassis be hob gideed. Malini dah el ihsas. We ana hinna ganbi aghla el nas. Ana ganbi ahla el nas. We malo law leila tohna baeed... We sebna kol el nas? Ana, ya habibi, hassis be hob gideed. Malini dah el ihsas. We ana hinna ganbi aghla el nas. Ana ganbi ahla el nas. Habibi leilah taala ninsa feeha elli rah. Taalla gowa hodni we irtah. De leilah tiswa kol el haya. Mali gheirak we lola hobak haeesh le meen? Habibi gaya agmal sineen. We kol mada tihla el haya. Habibi, ilmis eidaya... Ashan asadaq elli ana feeh. Yama kan nifsi aqablak baqali zaman. Khalas we hahlam leih? Mana ana hinna ganbi aghla el nas. Ana ganbi ahla el nas. Habibi, ilmis eidaya... Ashan asadaq elli ana feeh. Yama kan nifsi aqablak baqali zaman. Khalas we hahlam leih? Mana ana hinna ganbi aghla el nas. Ana ganbi ahla el nas. Habibi leilah taala ninsa feeha elli rah. Taalla gowa hodni we irtah. De leilah tis

Angel
Entry for December 26, 2007Angel This was given to me.. A book from My sister Louise..( for my Birthday..LOL) it is in the Blue Moutain arts.. I'd Love to Give These Gifts to You This is one of the many readings....... The Gift of an Angel by your Side May you always have an angel by your side~ Watching out for you in all the things you do~ Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days~ Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true~ Giving you the strenght of serenity as your guide~ May you always have love and comfort and courage~ And may you always have an angel by your side~ Someone there to catch you if you fall~ Encouraging your dreams~ Inspiring your happiness~ Holding your hand and helping you through it all~ In all of our days, our lives are always changing~ Tears come along as well as smiles~ Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely

The Dash
read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning to the end He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth. And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars, the house, the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we’ve never loved before. If we tre

Bipolar
I am one of the millions of people who has this disorder.....and it's sucks ass!.... Bipolar Disorder Bipolar disorder (also known as manic depression) is a treatable illness marked by extreme changes in mood, thought, energy and behavior. It is not a character flaw or a sign of personal weakness. Bipolar disorder is also known as manic depression because a persons mood can alternate between the "poles" mania (highs) and depression (lows). This change in mood or "mood swing" can last for hours, days weeks or months. Bipolar disorder affects more than two million adult Americans. It usually begins in late adolescence (often appearing as depression during teen years) although it can start in early childhood or later in life. An equal number of men and women develop this illness (men tend to begin with a manic episode, women with a depressive episode) and it is found among all ages, races, ethnic groups and social classes. The illness tends to run in families and appears to have

Dice Shooter -dumb Criminals
'Dice shooter' who called cops arrested Mon Jan 7, 5:26 PM ET An man who complained to police that he was robbed of his gambling earnings was arrested for illegal betting. Ricky Lee Jones, 53, of Iowa City, was arrested during a traffic stop on Friday and charged with fourth-degree illegal game betting. He was released from jail on his own recognizance. Police said Jones was shooting dice with Beauhanan D. Walker, 23, on Dec. 27 when Jones apparently became angry at Walker, who grabbed the money being wagered and ran off. Jones then called police saying he wanted his "portion of the winnings," records show

In The Face Of Danger
In the face of danger, they took a stand, and proved their loyalty to this great land. Because of their courage many lives they did save and it was with their lives that they gave. They weren't actors, or athletes , or even Heads of State, They were A group of Americans who decided their own fate. They took action, in the face of fear, knowing full well death was near. They gave their lives so that others may live, What greater gift can one man give.

Do You Want To Know Me?
Seeing as I grew up in an abusive household, I took to drugs and alcohol at an early age. I was diagnosed as a depressive as a child, dysthermia was the term to be exact. I was diagnosed as Bipolar when I was in my teens. I was prescribed several medications on and off beginning at the age of nine. When I was about nineteen I came clean, got sober. With that, I also was prescribed Depakote to tame my Bipolar depression. However, I was never Bipolar. I was on Depakote up until the beginning of 2007. I developed Drug Induced Lupus from it. I nearly died. I could not walk, talk, and my heart stopped several times. I am lucky to be alive. My intuition told me it was Lupus, I SOMEHOW managed to research it on the computer to find that there was a medical condition called DRUG INDUCED LUPUS and that was in fact what I had. As a result of that medical condition, I LOST some of my memory and I also developed fibromyalgia. In addition to that I was on Wellbutrin. With Wellbutrin I lost both my

I Miss Everyone!
I miss all of you! Ahhh! I should have internet back within the next two to three weeks. Anyone who wants to contact me, get at me on yahoo!thickncurvyspitfire or on aim as xcurvyspitfirex !!!! Please dont' be offended if I don't respond right away!

No Second Troy ~ Thank U Mattia
this poem is written by William Butler Yeats and it was dedicated to me by my friend, Mattia. Wish i could be though, as unforgettable as this girl in the poem is. WHY should I blame her that she filled my days With misery, or that she would of late Have taught to ignorant men most violent ways, Or hurled the little streets upon the great. Had they but courage equal to desire? What could have made her peaceful with a mind That nobleness made simple as a fire, With beauty like a tightened bow, a kind That is not natural in an age like this, Being high and solitary and most stern? Why, what could she have done, being what she is? Was there another Troy for her to burn?

Useless Skill #10
So I've learned yet another useless skill (previous ones learning how to breathe fire and juggle). Authoring dvd's. I've spent about a year now learning how to do so. I had the basics down after a month. It's all the little things now that I've been exploring, as well as learning new styles and layouts to do. I want to learn how to do separate (sp) audio tracks, only it won't be english/spanish/french, but more like english/band talking about the song, etc. Yes I've been shooting a lot of bands lately. Keeps me busy. We all need something to do for a hobby. This appears to be mine. Oh, my first job authoring a dvd was shooting 4 nights of a local stage production of Godspell, and then editing them together, to make a mult-angle performance. That's a hell of a way to learn how to author dvd's!

A Really Shitty Time
well it's really sucky right now.... I am told that i am full of bull shit and that i am basicly a horrible wife, due to the fact that i said something to my husband about being out until 11pm.. I'm sorry if i feel upset that i don't have any friends around this area and i hardly ever go out, whoo hoo i've been out a total of like 3 or 4 times total in the whole time i have lived here but that is my own fault. am i right or am i wrong here? I let him go out he's went out numerous times without me and it is sucky that i have to stay home with the kids while he goes out, (or sits over at a buddies house and drinks) I am really torn up about all this but next time i will keep my mouth shut. There's no reason for him to be telling me i'm fucking ridiculous about all this. I know i am rambling on about it all and you men out there will probably side with him. But it kinda hurts my feelings and i wish that he would just listen to me when i try to speak my mind to him. Oh well i am wrong like

Who Rally Playing Games...
I have not talked to my ex in almost a year.I get a message on yahoo saying he had passed away.mY SON IS 16 AND TOKE THIS NEWS PRETTY HARD.I felt bad I dont want to see harm come to anyone.But then I get a call from this woman telling me this was all a game my ex is playing.Well I think it a sick thing to do to someone.I just want to be left alone to live my life.Take care of my family.I dont want the bullshit and dont need it.So you know who you are so just stop.Your game was not funny.But she told me to you have placed my phone number on the internet,Thanks again.I will be getting a new number.I know I have done so nasty shit in my life but never to this point of telling people I'm died.Needless to say I really felt bad for you and your son,but what goes around come around.You will get your.Not by me but you will get it sooner or later.

Must Read To Date Me!!!!
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Sorry I Am So Gone Lately....
Just a quick note before I go to bed... For those that don't know and who care, I started back to work and back to school. I have not been on here much lately, I just check for messages and send a comment or two once a day. I am sorry if anyone feels like I have forgotten about them. I am just so busy lately that I don't even know which way is up. Things will slow down around the middle of April when tax season is over. I promise I will try to keep in touch. Please be patient with me. Kisses, Michelle

How To Make A Priapic Wand
This is what I am preparing to do for my local groups workshop presentation for Imbolc. Priapus, the Roman patron god of gardens, viniculture, sailors and fishermen, was a god of fertility, and was always depicted with an erect phallus. In some traditions, a Priapic wand -- phallus-like in appearance -- is made, and used in ritual to bring forth the new growth of spring. Originally, Priapus was a fertility god from Asia Minor, especially in Lampsacus on the Hellespont, and was the most important god of the local pantheon. He is a son of Dionysus and Aphrodite, and a strong phallic fertility deity. Carved images of Priapus, were placed in the fields and gardens to ensure fruitfulness and protection. He was imported into Rome from Lampascus where Pausanias reported he was supreme among all gods. The Roman Priapus was far more popular than his Greek version. He was introduced in Greece around 400 BCE but not very popular. Let us all share in the splendid glory of Moth

Ode To A Friend
I had a very dear friend That friend went to join his heavenly father He left this world knowing he had touched alot of lives He made many friends and even bought his family togather He had a million dollar smileand a funny way to make you laugh He might have gotten on your nerves but at the same time you still loved him He will remembered in all of our thoughts and prayers We will miss you In Memory of Chris St. John 1-19-08

Evil Plots And Schemes
replace green or yellow fruit drink (like gatorade)with pickle juice. use color dye if necesssary. put a bright color dye in a bottle of hairspray. shake well.(only works on blondes) hide your camera in a persons room and put it on a self timer. make sure it's on silent mode, or else it may go off and beep when it runs out of tape or battery. then you'd be screwed put salt and a couple ice cubes in your friend's starbucks cup. this should make them gag or puke like crazy. instead of putting whipped cream on a person's hand when their sleeping, try using honey. that's much more fun. put something really stinky (like a shoe or cheese) in the airvent. just unscrew it and put back again. your victim will never know what hit them. slip some powdered benefiber into any meal. within one day results will show. you can also add some of that benefiber or any other pill to someone's protein powder drink mix. V8 juice + hot sauce = total blow out having a bowl of cream of wheat e

Dark
From cloaks of midnight black tars becomes the resting place of falling stars Reduced to crystal shards that leave falling children nicked and scarred Pavements hard admist rasict cars of blue and white lights of fire and ice Fortune through small jars behind steel bars dieing to live?........no were dieing for LIFE!! Loss of sight for the have nots those who got and have nothing for what they have So as times are bad in the Valley of Darkness we dream of the light that we once had Hungry as dark wraiths accross our minds crushing our spines strangling the surface of sane thought Women fallen like lucifers angels sell thier spirts with thier bodys as thier frames are bought Abandoned buildings like haunted houses.......inside the place of the ghettos lost souls The hauntings of our streets as well......loss has killed thier warmth and left them lost in the cold Smell of burnt flames old spilled intoxicants staining cement paths of destruction Buildings slanted collapsing li

To You All!!!
Hey all you people that have had bad things happened to you when it comes to the love factor! I've got a little something to say! I have had really bad experiences when it comes to this!!! I say this because of the fact that I thought i was in love with a guy who turned out to be the very best thing that could ever happen to me and also the very worst thing!!!!! Now before you close this blog, read a little more and find out why I say this!!! I say this because, there are a lot of things thats you can learn from your past relationships that will help you along the way to find that LOVE OF YOU LIFE!!!!! I know because thats exactly what happened to me!!! So take it from me!!! After all I have been through, I FINALLY found the one I plan to spend the rest of my life with!!!!! So don't give up on love, fight for it!!! And remember, once you do find it, NEVER EVER take it for granite, and NEVER EVER let it go!!!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL!!!!!

Love
love is the greatest gift anyone can give or recivce.. some people are not always ready for it..it's just like a love song don't matter if it's rock,rap,country or bluegrass... it just matters if you truly love a persons and sometimes the other person don't always love you back it's like it's being a winner at a losing game..

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have some weird obsession about my ears being clean. 2. I recieved a full academic scholarship to a university and did not take it. 3. I have lived on my own since i was 17. 4. I think people who walk barefoot in public are disgusting. 5. I hate feet, but mine are pretty! 6. I love having my hair played with. 7. I have lived in another country. 8. I used to own a frog that weighed almost 5 lbs. 9. My favorite past time is sliding down the levees on cardboard boxes. 10. the food i could eat all day and never get tired of .... CRAWFISH!! yum! I am tagging: Bubbie guidomedic g-man simplereasons and lord rapto

Tagged
with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm addicted to FUN 2. I prefer to have MALES as friends 3. I love my crush 4. I love to hit the trails in my jeep 5. I am a JEEPER 6. I am a hopeless romantic 7. I still ride trails every chance I get 8. I collect toy jeeps want to buy e some? 9. I am ready for alot more fun in my life 10. I LOVE JEEPS These are the people I tagged, Cm91b Lars-Retired Moriarti Duvz77 Fullnuduty Berryre86

Viva Las Vegas!!!
Well guess what my friends and family? Princess has had some good luck! I recently died and was brought back to life in the beginning of december and am now living with a Di fribilator. Now I have one an all expense paid trip for to to vegas! I stay at the palms for 3 nights, I get 1000 spending cash, 300 dollar food allowance, and a chance 2 win 20k in a poker tournament. odds are 1-25! Its great! Me and my boyfriend are going and have a great time! Please stop by and let me no what we should do there. xoxoxoxox See all when i GET HOME

Movin.... Ewww!
I'm movin at the end of this month back home to my parents' because I need to get my bills straightened out and my life basically... I am supposed to be starting a new job soon that pays more and gives more hours but now the position has been put on hold so I don't know when or if I'm gettin that job now. My roommate has changed I don't know who she is anymore and I hate that!! We use to be best friends but since she has been with Ralf she has been actin different and I don't like it. She isn't the same girl everyone use to love most people r leery of her lately because she is 2 faced. Our lease is up in March on our apartment and she doesn't know whether she is stayin or movin or atleast that is what she tells me... Accordin to several people at work she is keepin the apartment and has planned to for awhile now. She told them that she was gettin married on the February 16th also and I knew nothing about that till I confronted her about it. Then she told me all about what they r

Read And Try To Understand
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Cyber Flings
I have been reading the about me sections of members profiles. I have encountered a lot more profiles that are not interested in cyber flings than those who are promoting it. I realize the member count is high, but if so many are not wanting to have cyber hookups, how is it that so many still think that is what this site is about. it seems to me the majority are just looking for someplace to cut up and have fun.

This Will Make You Think
I don't think being a minority makes you a victim > > of anything except > > numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly > > discriminatory are > > things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, > > Black Entertainment > > Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like > > the United > > Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment > > Television, or > > Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson > > will be knocking > > down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think > > killing makes you a > > killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, > > but no one is > > trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe > > they are called > > the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no > > girls allowed. Girls > > belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? > > I think that if > > you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is > > a

Snow
On Feb. 17, 2008 a total of 0.93 of liquid precipitation fell by 11 am when it switched over to snow which fell steadily till 3:30 pm. Strong winds blew the 2.8" of snow around and there were whiteouts in the rural areas. Some of te roads drifted shut again. The barometer fell to a low of 29.05" which is the 2nd lowest reading ever recored for the month of February. The total snowfall for February stands at 34.0" which is also our 2nd snowiest month ever. Only January total stands at 67.7". We set a daily record for precipitation on Feb. 17 with 1.20". Our 34.0" for the first 17 days of February is also a new record for any month. While the first half of February was below normal, last year, the first 15 days were over 14 degrees colder. The first 10 days saw below readings. With 3.84" of precipitation so far this month, we are now in 2nd place for the wettest February, only 2001 with 4.19" had more.

Over 30 Crowd
This is cute and hilarious The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd If you are 30 or older, you will think this is hilarious!!! ! If not, send it to your parents! They'll think it's funny! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill BOTH ways .. Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in heck I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a dang Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! 1. When I was a kid, we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know somethi

Work In Progress
Started writing it about a year ago and gotten pretty good amount written. Definatley along the lines of demons and angels with reality pushed in. Have been writing here and there, as time permits and ideas flow. It is very graphic in parts not for the faint hearted. Would love to have it published, not too sure how to get it started but will look into it. I would put some of it up, but alot is so very NSFW. If you are interested in reading some, let me know and I'll send a few paragraphs, then let me know what you think...

Man Laws All 112 Of Them
1. No wasted beer in the name of humor. 2. It has been made official that under no circumstances should the male have to pay for birth control 3. If your best friend is dumped by a girl it is a 6 month waiting period till she can be touched. If he breaks up with her it’s a 6 day waiting period. 4. If two or more males arrived at a party by a single car, and the driving male is hooking up with a girl, it is the responsibility of the other males to find other ways home. (The exception to this law is if the driver is hooking up with his own girlfriend, the law is then void and the driver still holds full responsibility of driving his friend’s home) 5. Short shorts have been banned… Unless in a participating in a sporting event that demands shorter shorts. Also no real man should be allowed to pop his collar. 6. Every man shall allow one empty urinal of separation in a bathroom with three or more urinals; law is void if there are dividers in between each urinal. 7. If a

Just Look
jokes Current mood: energetic Riddles for a Twisted Mind..... Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. About three inches. Q. Why do Gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For traction in the mud. Q: What's the difference between

The Algebra Of A Cry For Help.
The unending womb of despair. Begins with waking. I fear I will never dream pleasantly again. I fear... there will be no dawn for me, no refuge, nowhere. There is someone here, who wants to speak. His name is self-loathing. He speaks from within. "Fly." He says with a grin full of rotting teeth, clacking gold baubles on my chair. Fly, but all I wanted was to dream. Would he settle for just gliding? "Drift?" The leathery man shifted, releasing a hissing cackle, creaking quietly with age. My response failed him. It shambles to the darkest corner of the room. Melting into shadow, waiting for me, yellowed eyes watching. I can still hear his shuddering breath, practically feel the stench on my lips. Do I now suffer poor self-image, or true-self image, that would be the question. What treasures have I lost tonight? Is there nothing left? What new hell might this night still conjure... what did I do to deserve it all?

So Badly.
I want so badly to tell you how I feel. I know you need time to think and you need me to give you that space. It's just so hard to do when your in my position. I wish you could feel how it feels to be me. I know things haven't been the best all the time. I know I have made things hard at times. I understand why you feel the way you do. I dont blame you for that at all. All I want is to trust you again. I want to forget the betrayal I feel and live again. You know I know we have good times. Even over the past few weeks when things haven't been very good at all we still reached out for one another. You connected to me. I know there are feelings there. I feel that you want to keep those feelings. You feel as if I let you down. I try very hard to keep my suspicions from affecting how I act towards you. I try not to overwhelm you with doubt. I am to blame for you not being here. I just wish you would not have done it the way you did. I wish you did not take the kids from

Lost
lost is something i say win i cant see the end o f something im simpel an littel slow some time bti keep going i need something i jest cant getthaw i ty to look at my life an see a way bt jest cant eny mor the ? is how dus a singl dad find love im open to eny thing that mite help

My Dreams For The Final Love Of My Life 1
I see him in a thin fog, He seems to be waiting........... For what I do not know. I turn my back and look away to yet a deeper thicker fog. I know he is out there somewhere with the voice that sends shivers all over my body. with passion, love that knows no end. I have thought several times that he had found me. But I was wrong. I have thought several times I had found him.I was wrong again. But I know in the end he will be there a smile that melts my heart and the kindness of a saint. I thought bad boys were the answer to find a man that was full of life and passion and compassion. but once again I was wrong. I think now that the good guy is the one he has all his raw passion and compassion hidden and it is up to the woman to bring it out of him with her love and devotion and nurturing ways to bring the tiger out of hidding. Anna

Black And White Rainbows.
You can't always know how beautiful life is until it flashes before you. Bits and pieces of you are suddenly a film. Chapter for chapter you relive every moment of your life in what could very well be the end of your lifetime. Black and white becomes your world. There is no more color. Rain dances loudly, pouring down on your blossoming self. All you wanted to know, all you longed to feel... is now a picture. You paint the picture a million times, trying to perfect it. The picture of you in your last moment, the rising of your spirit to the clouded Heavens. Why is it when we reach the clouds, we gain clarity... but we always say how cloudy our mind is to describe the inability to think clearly? I see myself living life by the ocean, painting pictures of my soul. I'd paint pictures of yours as well seeing as I read your book every time I gaze into your eyes or see your smile. All I have to do is close my eyes and I see you. I see all I want to be is with you. You're the completion of me

Come Help Support The American Cancer Society
Hosted By: About You Custom TattooWhen: Sunday Mar 09, 2008 @ 10:00 AMWhere: About You Custom Tattoo3014 S. Woodland BlvdDeland, Florida 32720 Description: Cancer Society Car Wash All Proceeds Given to: American Cancer Society Relay 4 Life CLICK THE MAP TO OPEN GOOGLE MAPS

Pain!!!
Today as I lay sleeping in your arms, I had never felt a feeling of peace and comfort as I did at that very moment! Looking into your eyes, brought happiness into my life. After the time that I have spent with you, the laughter and happiness that we have shared has meant more to me than anything in the world! Now that the time has come that we have to part, I realize that this isn't good bye, because I know that I will see you again. I have realized that the feelings we share are not just lust or infatuation, but a true love that no one could ever tear apart. I promise that no matter how far apart we are, our love will continue to grow and we will see each other again!! I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!! Though we may be many many miles apart, I promise that I will love you enough for you to feel it that far away!

Life
LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A STRUGGLE FOR ME MOST OF THE TIME ITS BEEN A BAD EXPERIENCE BUT IN THE END I LEARN A LOT OF VERY GOOD LESSONS! NUMBER ONE I NEED TO STOP PUTTING MY HEART ON THE LINE FOR JUST ANY BUDDY BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT MOST OF THE PEOPLE WOULDNT DO THE SAME FOR ME! NUMBER 2 DONT ALWAYS BELIEVE WHAT YOUR HEAR OR WHATS TOLD TO YOU! WHEN IT COMES FROM THE MOUTH OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS OR ACQUITANCES IT COULD BE NON-FICTION(MEANING ITS JUST SAID TO MAKE YOU HAPPY OR FEEL BETTER ABOUT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE)! NUMBER 3 STOP GIVING EVERYONE THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT THE WAY I LIVE YES ITS NOT THE GREATEST YES I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT IVE DONE MY DIRT AND IM DEFINITELY NOT PROUD OF MY ACTIONS SO I DONT JUDGE ANYONE FOR THEIR ACTIONS AND THERE LIFE SO WITH THAT BEING SAID IM TIRED OF LIVING THROUGH THE DAY WHEN PEOPLE (EVEN SOME OF MY OWN FRIENDS IVE CAUGHT) DOING THIS TO ME! WITH ALL HONESTY IT MAKES ME SICK IN MY FUCKING STOMACH! SO IM DONE WITH ALL THE BULLSHIT, DRAMA AND EVERYTHI

Angel Is Watching....
I wrote this song for my niece after my sisters death. It kind of reflects how mature she was at such an early age. It inspired me to stay strong and never take life for granted. Never live for the moment but live in the moment. Only a child of seven You prayed with hope That the drama unfolded would be a joke You watched the pain Held her hand Tried to do,whatever you can Look out your window Your angel is by your side She watches your life with tears in her eyes the light is with you, everyday Doesn't make you miss her less, Baby it's okay Angel is watching you Standing in the front row hugging all that came by You held up strong As you said your goodbyes Placing your pictures with her such a brave little girl Everything is changing in your world the memory remains Look out your window Your angel is by your side She watches your life with tears in her eyes the light is with you, everyday Doesn't make you miss her less, Baby it

Ty This Monster Lives! Xoxo
(Note: First person to sticky original bulletin in my name and message me gets 50k fubucks.) PebblesinAZ is awesome, always there to help her friends as much as she can. Rate, Fan and add her, you'll be happy you did. Make sure you tell her This Monster Lives sent you. ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar Check out her blogs while you're there to find out how you can get fubucks, join the Freak Show and more! This pimpout brought to you by This Monster Lives (Spankers/Club F.A.R./Shadow Leveler)@ fubar

Need 25000 Comments Please Help Ends March 16th 5 Pm Pst
COME HELP OUT DJ WYLDONE!!!!! SHE'S IN A CONTEST 2 WIN A HAPPY HOUR, U KNOW HOW WE ALL LOVE THOSE!!!! SHE ALONG WIT THE LOUNGE THE ACE CAFE WILL B GREATFUL FOR N E HELP! ITS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST N SHE NEEDS 25000 COMMENTS TO WIN! ITS NOT THAT MUCH, SO Y NOT COME GIVE A COUPLE OF COMMENTS 4 HER?!?! ALL YA GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE PIC BELOW, GO ON GIVE IT A TRY YA KNOW YA WANNA!!!!!!

Mel's B-day Bash!!!
Alright everyone, it's that time again. Except this time Mel is going to be 30!!! I'm having a big party for her and I want everyone here to show her a good time. I'll be making the desert, finger foods and jello shots. This is a BYOB. Please ignore the RSVP date. Just let us know so I can plan to have enough food. Message me for location info. -Erica

Behind The Mask
Behind the mask Where feelings are hidden The mask is the side That I turn to you If I am a clown It hide my fear even as a jester Nobody will see my tears But inside my heart Behind the mask There is a boy with tender Emotional feelings That only a few will ever see A heart hurt on so many places Grieve that's only for me If I cry it will be for nobody to see Cold is the world that surround me Fighting day by day Things nobody will really know from me Hidden behind he mask Cudddle up with sweet memories Hope the pain will slowly fad away Now you know that behind the mask of a jester A emotional guy will be hidden

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

No Is No
I do not even know how to begin this....except...when a human being says NOis is NO..no license....feeling...or living arrangement, gives anyone the right to violate your baby..space and mind and soul ..when you say NO you are still a person .. I would like to share the turmoil and waterfall of emotions one experiences when this is violated by anyone AND when that ANYONE is really SOMEONE...you have a personal relationship with or had....it is live changing and the outcome is never known.... it becomes worse ...the ultimate betrayal and hurt does begin to cover the emotions and degradion you feel inside...the death of your soul I would like die..yet want them to die...(at my hands) ..I feel "less then" ...yet angry at their....i blame myself ..them ..others..and many other factors ..in turn over and over again..I want 3very one to know what that person did..YET too ashamed t do it and let them see me vulnerable. I want to thinmk I am dreaming and I will wake up and

" Happy Birthday Son "
TORREY TODAY WOULD OF BEEN YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY 3/19/72 GOD TOOK YOU HOME BABY ON 3/14/97 NEVER WILL GET OLD SON YOU WILL BE AS YOU WERE BEFORE YOUR ILLNESS WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SON imikimi - Customize Your World FOR YOU SON I LOVE YOU MOM & BROTHERS KURT AKA OAK & ROWDY DALE & ANGEE YOUR SIS N LAW

What To Think?
Its funny how sometimes we all wonder where things got fucked up at,how,why..simplier questions we do not comprehend when tryin to process that moment's thought,buried deep.hidden tightly in our brains.Nestled away,way past the relam of pain,where we all become numb to the changing world upon us in these times we are not sure as human beings what to call it.We all become oblivious to our wonderin eye,not knowing what we may see next,and if we can even deal with the pain of knowin this could be the end as we all may know,but never realizin' what more we could do as people to better our lives that we extend upon this earthly body we call home.Simpler things,we can not see,due to us not wanting to see the change that is right upon us.Almost like good and evil,where do you turn?These are the questions we are left to ponder upon for eternity,asking the same questions,that never have an answer..............

Why...............?
Why is it that men come off acting really sweet and once you finally decide to give in and give them a chance then boom they change into total assholes? They act like they never acted sweet to you and that it's all in your head. That is bullshit, they just play with a woman's emotions til they think that they have broken that woman down til she can't be broken down anymore. Once they have a woman right where they want her, which is to start really missing them, then they cut her completely out of their lives, like she was some piece of raw meat that had spoiled. Do men really have hearts or is that just another prize package that they want women to think that they have? As far as I can tell, they don't have hearts or at least most of them anyway, so they have to pray on the women's hearts. This pisses me off so much, cause men can never really tell a women exactly how they feel. Whether it is because they are scared of their feelings or they are just plain assholes I have

Levelers List 3apr08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 10,000 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 28,893 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 38,605 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 38,602 to Level 23 ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar 62,056 to Level 20 Christopher aka Scooter R/L Owner of *STGiggles*Shadow Leveler@ fubar 67,874 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 81,254 to Level 22 Anodyne - Member of W.I.S.E.U.K - member of Shaddow Levelers@ fubar 88,834 to Level 21 FREAKYBITCH ~ Shadow levelers~ `FU ANGELS~@ fubar 106,873 to Level 23 blue_eyes****SeXy LeGs ~ ~SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar

The 97 Talon Tsi Awd
This blog is simply for the curious on the project car, my 97 Eagle Talon TSI AWD. Mechanical --- Motor - Stock Turbo - Garrett T-3 GT35R Wastegate - Tial Sport 38mm wastegate Intercooler - HUGE SBR, 24"L, 12"H, 3.5"W Piping - All custom work by Child’s Performance Exhaust Brain - DSMLink, laptop programmable, www.dsmlink.com Transmission - Sheppard Racing Stage 3, www.sheptrans.com Clutch - Slowboy Racing (SBR) 4000, www.slowboyracing.com Header - Megan Racing T-3 exhaust manifold Exhaust - Megan racing 3" turbo back exhaust Boost Controler - AEM Tru Boost / digital gauge /w electronic boost controller Wideband o2 - AEM Wideband Fuel Injectors - Fuel Injector Clinic 1000cc Fuel Pump - Walbro in tank 255lph Fuel Pres Reg - FueLab -6an FPR Blowoff vale - Greddy Type RS, www.greddy.com Tires - Kumho Ecsta MX

I'm Not An Attention Whore!
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore?

Where I'am These Days
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE MUCH LATELY I HAVE FOUND A SITE I REALLY ENJOY U CAN USUALLY REACH ME THERE ITS PRETTY CLOSE 2 FUBAR IF U WANT TO CHECK IT OUT HERE IS THE LINK..MUCH LUV...KRIS http://www.myyearbook.com/kyrs

A La Dining Guide: Proper Etiquette
We ate around noon at a diner With wrinkled waitresses covered in a cigarette perfume While drinking from finger-print riddled glasses And eating from cold sore forks. She hiked her skirt for a larger tip Exposing varicose veins and ingrown hairs. Added flavor to my already seasoned food. I know the cook's behind the counter Rubbing cheese on our toast. That grin isn't homemade. We sat in horror as the specimens Gradually walked through the glass doors. Oozing seams tearing at a glance under false stars Tonight at 2 a.m. the false start at Denny's or is it Lenny's? They do in fact…yes…cheat. Dolores, the name as ironic as it seems Yes, our waitress came back with an open shirt With mounds that did in fact protrude in a manner That implied "Get your buttermilk here." I could see the look in my friend's eyes As he cupped his hands. "May I sample the goods ma'am?" he stated. "I get off at three. Bring a bottle of vegetable oil And Pall Malls." she stated.

Adagio Etude
Drinking in the crisp clean waters of the pianist next to me. Soaking up the worldly pleasures of the female melody. My mind and heart so parched from a lack of lust. Graciously devouring all offerings to me mechanical, obligatory. My new companion tinks away at the ivories. Assuring me, that all might not be well, but all is as it should be. Maybe, if I'm lucky- The music will make love to me, while her body makes music My trained, but curious fingers blundering about in the darkness. Chords, solos, duets. Complex arias tickled accidentally, and sour notes bashed cantankerously. All in an experiment. No discipline. No style emerging. All just a self gratifying exploration in exercise. Wait strike that reverse it. As I bite into sweet smelling flesh, I recall that I have things to do today. A momentary catastrophic blip on my relaxing wasted afternoon. Another day perhaps. Another lesson, maestra?

***introducing Club Far's Team Love***
~ Club FAR ~ ~ Team LOVE ~ Here are our Team's co-captains and Greeter. We need more spots filled, so hop on board! Show some MAD Club FAR love!!! Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR's Team LOVE Captain / Sarge's Bad Girl ~ @ fubar *~Pure Sweetness~*@ fubar :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add !@ fubar ~Tiger~Goddess~Lady~ ~Club F.a.r.~@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.~FAR~@ fubar ~/~'Princess Leia'~/~Club F.A.R.~Rising Stars~D&DC~Independent Fam.~

Rob Is Back In The Hospital/marissa's Rant
I am here to let you all know that Rob was brought back to the hospital last night. He started vomiting blood and collapsed shortly thereafter. As of right now, he is in critical condition and it is touch and go from here. There is a possibility he may be induced into a coma should he not show any signs of improvement. For me to have to tell you this news not only hurts, it has me outraged. This could have been avoided. You see Rob in the past two weeks has been telling people, "no stress", and his closest friends have concurred with that, yet there were still some people, even among those saying for him not to stress, that were putting more stress on him, thus leading to him being in another hospital. I have been with him periodically since he has been home; he and my sister were best friends and he became like family to all of us. While he was here, I saw some messages that were sent to him and sometimes heard his end of conversations, and people seemed to have no trouble cho

About Me
I love little fuzzy puppies and kittens, but I'm allergic to fur. I love sunsets, but I don't like the darkness when the last strands of color drift into blackness. I love sunshine, but I enjoy thunderstorms when the fiery lightning streaks across the sky like white flames. Chocolate and cheesecake are my favorite food groups (lol). I have doubts about the existence of true love, but I want to believe, and I would love to meet someone who can show me what it means to love forever. I would love to meet someone to whom "promise" is more than a word. I dream of a man who doesn't say all the right words and then just disappear when I begin to believe them.

Your Game... Written By Me
YOUR GAME 4/22/08 I’m sitting here watching you Play your game Like the fool in love that I am. I know what you’re doing, But yet I still can’t Walk away from you. You don’t think I know what’s Going on, but I do And I’m just letting you do it. I’m so used to it being done to me I guess I’ve just come to Except and accept it. I’m watching u break my heart into Tiny pieces Till one day there won’t be anything left But a shadow of what Used to be there. I don’t even think you realize how Much you are really Hurting me Or see the tears that I cry That never fall To which are drowning my soul. Why must you Make every woman pay for your Ex’s mistake? Are you just so blind that you can’t see When someone truly loves you Wants to be with you And will do right by you? Or do you just simply not care because Of the one that made your heart Grow cold? Maybe one day you’ll wake and realize Neither she or the others That you toy with are Like me. I’ll st

Away For A While
Just wanted to let everyone know that I've popped online for a little bit, and I hope that everyone is doing okay. As most of you already know, I'm currently unable to be around much, due to my lack of net service. I do want you all to know that i'll check my messages once or twice a week, and any love you all wanna leave me, i will be sure to do my best to try and return it. :) I'm expecting to be back within a lil' while, but for now, I just wanted everyone to know that you can feel free to message me, or hit me up with your number if ya wanna keep in touch while i'm gone. if you wish, i'll drop my number to you. just hit me up with a message. have a great one everyone!

In Your Eyes
in your eyes Current mood: loved Category: Writing and Poetry in your eyes i saw your soul in your eyes i saw you heart in your eyes i saw the truth in your eyes i saw love in your eyes i saw forever in your eyes i saw us together in your eyes i saw it all, in your eyes

Untitled
untitled Current mood: grateful Category: Writing and Poetry The look you gave to me, told me that you loved me. The way you held me close, told me you wanted me. Now your gone, forever gone. My heart still hurts for you. I love you still, I'll love you always. Noone can take that away from me. The memories I have of you and me, will always stay in my heart. I miss you oh I miss you, I love you yes I love you. Today is the day for hearts, and mine is yours forever. Forever in my heart you will stay. Forever in my heart you will stay.

So Beautiful
You are more beautiful than anything I’ve ever seen, But that is not the only reason I’m so keen. You have a beautiful personality, It has its own originally. You have the most beautiful deep green eyes, They are beautiful because they have no disguise. You have beautiful, luscious lips, Even better when they eclipse. You have a beautiful soft face, So beautiful, I would never replace. You have a beautiful touch, So beautiful, I want it so much. You have a beautiful kiss, So beautiful, I would never, ever want to miss. I think this is a becoming a beautiful love, The kind only sent from above. These are reasons you are such a beautiful friend, I hope we will be together til the very end.

New Due Date!!!!
Just an update to let everyone know what has been going on......I had a Dr. appointment on April 27th and he finally ordered me a sonogram. According to the first one I had at Choices my due date was June 19th...I should be 34 weeks along. Well....according to the sono at the hospital I was measuring 33 weeks and 4 days. They gave me a due date of June 7th! So she may be here a lot earlier than we expected. And yes, this sono still says it's going to be a girl.

A Poem From A Friend Of Mine Ty Lostpoet
My friend Lostpoet wrote this beautiful poem for me. Thank you Lostpoet!!!! The Lady Soars with truth and Pride Stands up tall and strong She wont let no one hold her back No one will put her down With the Spirit of the Cheetah The courage of the Jaguar And the strength of the tiger inside This lady will shine like the stars above Singing her song for Peace and love She can dance upon the wind She can soar with the stars above She will rule now and forever With her kind and Gentle heart For as she Dances now with Pride she sings out strong and true Never holding back the dream Of finding love within For she sings out with the wind (Tony Kenyon 2008)

Checkin' Out.
I just looked around me, at my life, at my room. At constant disorder, broken dreams, melancholy followed by brief spurts of success. I got nothing. I'm quitting kung fu, can't afford it anymore. Can't afford to pay my taxes from last year. Can't find a single fucker that wants a scientist for more than a shit handfuls of shit an hour. I got it. New York beat me. time to take a hint, and roll. I'm looking at california, my friend says to come stay a week, and look at jobs. My industry is booming there, geologists needed everywhere. Still surf, and bigger mountains. I think this is it, I think this is my last few weeks in NY.

Life
I love the way trhings are going in my life right now, I have had nothing but good happen lately. It's great. My job is good and I ove what I do. I work six days a week and my schedule revolves around my life it is just a beautiful thing

Golf Genie
A couple was golfing one day on a very, very exclusive golf course, lined with million dollar houses. On the third tee the husband said, "Honey, be very careful when you drive the ball don't knock out any windows. It'll cost us a fortune to fix." The wife teed up and shacked it right through the window of the biggest house on the course. The husband cringed and said, "I told you to watch out for the houses. Alright, let's go up there, apologize and see how much this is going to cost." They walked up, knocked on the door, and heard a voice say, "Come on in." They opened the door and saw glass all over the floor and a broken bottle lying on its side in the foyer. A man on the couch said, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh, yeah. Sorry about that." the husband replied. "No, actually I want to thank you. I'm a genie that was trapped for a thousand years in that bottle. You've released me. I'm allowed to grant three wishes-I'll give you each one wish, and I'll

My Hero
MY HERO On Feb. 8th 2007 my grandmother had a major stroke and is in the hospital. She has a living will and does not want to be stuck in a bed with tubes going into her for the rest of her life. She is a very wonderful lady who has given, not only to me, but to many many people who she has come across, so much love and treasures that so few people know how to give. She is the rock which our whole family rest on and we will all miss her very much. This world will not be quite as sweet with her gone. She has given up so much of her life to better ours and I thank her for all that she has done. She has raised not only her children but her grandchildren too. She taught all of us how to love, how to live life as Christ would want us to live, and how to treat others in this world. We may not have listened to everything she taught but she taught us still the same! I want to dedicate this Valentine's Day to the sweetest woman I have ever known! My loving wonderful Memaw! We were able to

3 Yr Old Curiousity
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!"