Fubar Blog Posts 3

Our Troops
i feel sorry for our troops and that most of them has to go back and most of them havent been home long enough to enjoy the back home. when they have to go back most of them comes back home in a box and i feel sorry for the family and i think that its time for the president to bring the solders back home and leave iraq alone had let them run there country and that everyday atleast 5 solders die from attackes its been 7 years and i think it enough and time to bring them home for good

Did You Know
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: • I love you. • I’m sorry. • Help me Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? Did you know that if you ask for

Something I Found And Love
For every girl who is tired of acting weak when she is strong, there is a boy tired of appearing strong when he feels vulnerable. For every boy who is burdened with the constant expectation of knowing everything, there is a girl tired of people not trusting her intelligence. For every girl who is tired of being called over-sensitive, there is a boy who fears to be gentle, to weep. For every boy for whom competition is the only way to prove his masculinity, there is a girl who is called unfeminine when she competes. For every girl who throws out her E-Z-bake oven, there is a boy who wishes to find one. For every boy struggling not to let advertising dictate his desires, there is a girl facing the ad industry's attacks on her self-esteem. For everygirl who takes a step towards her liberation, there is a boy who finds the way to freedom a little easier. author unknown

Support The Troops :) (from The Bulletin Board)
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Im Sooooo Excited!
so ive been out the army now for almost 6 months... yeah i know im pathetic... but i got a phone call about 35 minutes ago and well i wuz pretty much told i have a 6 month contract working on fort hood, making $22.20 an hour! she told me my start date would be 3 march... i got off the phone and started crying! yeah im lame, but hey, when noone wants to hire u in 6 months and now sum1 duz, well it is exciting!!!! anyways, im outta here for the day, got a 6 hour drive ahead of me... ugh!

Everlasting Stars.
What afterglow is this to press the lips like mornings kiss These shadows shelter stolen light to chase through everlastings flight to dance upon the edge of fate and fall to rise to risk to sate each breath a torture of the throat when the heartbeat fails the note and dying fails to offer breath and poetry is said in jest Finding truth outside the lies and holding inner hidden eyes to see one does not need to look and having is not what we've took to follow is also to lead and we take that just what we need and we need just what we want and follow after ghosts which haunt and ache for darkness when we dream and live our life beneath the seams for what we seem's not what we are but blackness that is touched with stars and scars which fade with morning sun to end that which we have begun.

Picture This Is You Will
ok so have you ever seen oh I don’t know, 2 kebler elves trying to pull the jolly green giant in 2 totally different directions at the same friggin time? Yea like their really gonna move him let along rip him in half. it’s a really funny site if you’re a by stander or even funnier if you hearing about it and visualize it in your head. See my point yea I just thought id share some random things likt this with the world from time to time. Or like the old cartoons with the dude and the lil devil n lil angel on each shoulder, and their supposed to be helping the person but in reality they are bickering with each other and being no help at all, good times! Or when you put Elmer fudd daffy duck and bugs bunny all in one episode and the 2 end up shooting each other while bunny boy slips away! Classic! Im telling you if you picture the first scenario in your head rite now you will be cracking up for hrs!

Chapter 26
Jesse drove to her mother's house and checked on Sarah and Cody, playing a Nintendo game with them, making sure that they knew that they weren't just abandon. She never wanted them to feel alone and scared, she always took time to check on them daily, even if it was for an hour or less, and she let them know she could call her anytime they needed her. She would be there as soon as she could. She was never away from a number where she couldn't be reached. Her mother knew the number's to all her friends, all her hangouts, luckily she had friends who were caring enough for her to do this.She called at least 3 times a day no matter where she was or whom she was with. In a way, from the outside , her mother was right, it did look like Jesse was using her as a free babysitter, so that made it tough to defend herself in any argument to such a fact. She knew the truth, she knew the empty pit in her stomach every time they were not around, she knew the pain in her heart, yes she knew too well t

Poetry
36 years and 10 days ago I was Born into this world … A blessing to a man and woman who Even till today is hopelessly in love.. I had grown seeing and feeling The love between them.. Leaving imprinted within my mind The true meaning of love Even though I was surrounded by a halo of love The world outside was cold and bitter.. Life was not as sweet as I envisioned All too soon I would taste its sourness.. Be forced to feel its cruel hands upon soul. Tears, heartaches, lies, betrayal is what I Found within one. Leaving me empty Feeling love was lost to me.. Believing that my name was not written in that Book of Love. Locked so tight no matter how hard I tried I could not break that lock So walls is what I built high and air tight. Locking out all who would try . Only wanting to save what was left Of my soul of my heart of my peace of mind.. No matter how hard I tried I could not Resist the calling within in my mind and soul For the one who needed me as

Bruised
Bruised battered and broken Rubbing salt in my wounds Keeping me from being anew Screaming words I don’t quite understand Making my world spin like whirlwind Feeling sick inside, you left me with a burden Something cherished and honored now nothing More then a dark stain Deep in the caverns of my tattered soul you still linger Making me sick with lies and hate Slowly you take hold of the last bit of me I had left to understand What you did to me, Making sense of something insensible Turning happiness into pain Turning giggles into tears Not quite sure what went wrong Holding on to something that isn’t quite mine anymore Never was in the beginning Now regretting everything I tear because I don’t yet regret a thing I shared with you. Not understanding how it happened like a flash of light it happened like a wild fire Consuming all around it making it raw and fleshy and dead in the middle, I thought it was it, my last heartache my last breath of broken promises. E

Never Forget And Never Forgotten
I have posted some photos from an era that some wish or want to forget. I am a retired Serviceman. I have fought for this country and would do it all over again. We are One Nation Under God, those who died watched over us, now God Watches Over Them. Please feel free to rate and/or comment. Please don't rip. Thank you

That Bastard!!!
Sometimes I amuse myself by going back and reading old blogs I've done. This is one from my myspace account. Saturday, March 31, 2007 VIP Suite infiltrated!!!! Current mood: perturbed Category: Parties and Nightlife Ok, so here's the deal. I'm lying in the V.I.P. suite at K. Lew's house. (Yes, I have my own bedroom at the location of our afterbar parties, I'm that damn special!) Trying to sleep. I'm drunk, I need my rest to recoup for Saturday night. (Let's face it, I'll be going out again.) Do you think I'm allowed to sleep? HELL NO!!! Why? I'll tell you why. Because I have some drunk fucker who decides to lay in bed next to me, (on top of the covers where as I am underneath them) and DRAPES HIMSELF ON ME!!! Now I like to sleep on my belly. It's just the way I roll. Imagine said drunk fucker trying to rub my back, and put his hands underneath the blankets to get a better "grasp" on things. Mainly my ass I'm sure. Unacceptable. So after he moves his body close

Mad As Hell
I am a very pissed of wife..Cause he sorry ass left me and i have no idea why he left me at all and that hurts even more than him telling me he was leaving..but i am trying to get over him leaving it is just so hard to do after 5 years of marriage and almost 8 years being together.. and look who is the child that leaves without saying a word it is not me it is him....

Mr. Chuckiiboo
no words need to be said just show him lots of love n tell him i said hi chuckiiboo@ fubar he also makes always nice contests ya need to check it out!!!! so ya know the deal click his link and rate fan and add him click the lil pic n rate it cuz i made it :) i think that is one of the best salutes on here!!! chuckiiboo #1454585 @fubar.com QUIT HATING!!! now go and show love!!!!

What I Want
I want to find ladies or lady that want to have fun for get the teasing i just want to please. So if any of you ladies live near or around me then hit me up because i can make you very happy with no strings atatched. I love to watch women play with them selves and love to use toys I love to make a women moan in extasy and then i will worry about myself. BIGEASY

Woman Stuck On Toilet
Ok so...I'm from this small town in western Kansas. Let me tell you, this little town has really been buzzing with talk this week. Why? Well, its because of the story about the lady that sat in her boyfriends bathroom for two years and ended up becoming stuck to the toilet. This was at first just local news, it has now gone national and international. I can't believe it. I've lived in this town my entire life, and I've known the boyfriend forever. No, he's not a friend or relative but because it is such a small town everyone knows everyone for the most part. I've known for along time this girl has been in his house, and hasn't left for a number of years...atleast 10 years if not longer. There were plenty of people saying they didn't even know this guy had a girlfriend! I remember seeing the two walking around town when I was younger...the woman she was shy. She wasn't the most popular person so she was pretty reserved, but super nice. I remember her talking to me after the first time s

Life
life is what u make of it and u have to live life to the fullest and dont let no one run u over make shere u r happy be for u try to make some els happy cuz at the end of your day u will all way think what if . well that what if is what u make of it and u r the only one that can make it better so pls live life happy and to the fullest

Still Standing
STILL STANDING As I approach, I See the gates are closed My mind races,did you make it Am I all alone now, never to see the light again On my hands and knees, as I crawl towards Is it gonna make it right or wrong I only reach for you, terrified as my soul is surounded Show me what its like , to love and to feel Heavan awaits me, do I stay or do I go I fallen as I reach for you Is this only a dream, or has reality caught up with me I scream for you , but you never come Thoughts and memories remind me of a life not finished Can I hope or will all be gone when I awake Your voice leads me to the light Leaving this life behind me, maybe to a better place This city holds no hope, no dreams Standing alone, last one to stand Waiting to hear one more time the voice of your soul Leading me to a better place Still standing at these gates Gone full circle, waiting for you, reaching for your hand Your lips, your eyes, your touch is but distant memories My soul i

A Special Place
A Special Place By: Deborah Boyd There is a place Where we all go A place in our minds Where our dreams may flow It may not be much But its ours to keep A place in our hearts Where we all seek It could be a pasture Filled with flowers and musk With rays of sunshine That soon turns to dusk It could be a mountain top Trees crested with snow Where Bambi and Thumper Just go with the flow It could be the ocean Where the Seagulls play The sounds of the tides Beckoning you to stay But no matter where it may be No matter the day All that is important Its ours to stay

Proposition 420: Proposal In Brief
Proposition 420 The U.S. HEMP Act (Homeland Economic Management Provisions) ...(okay, I was having a little fun...sue me) Outline * Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana - To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; - The need for, the method of use and the dosage to be determined solely by the patient or individual concerned; - To allow for a set amount to be either cultivated or possessed by the private citizen for personal use at an amount allowing for lack of ambulation and/or ability to acquire without facing recriminations for possession with intent to sell. Recommended amounts would be roughly one pound or up to a half dozen live plants per adult individual to be allowed within a private residence. (The reasons for such limits will be addressed in further commentary.) * Section 2: Decriminalization - To allow for adult individuals to possess, cultivate and use cannabis without fear of pro

Life
Well I am sitting here and I am lost. Well baffled really. I have been booze free for 6 days now, which is a huge thing for me. And it seems that now that I am clean I am more alone than when I was out there boozing it up. I am devastated that it still consumes people I care a great deal about. So much that they have made the choice to keep boozing over keeping me. Talk about craping on my heart. And what sucks is it is like they don't even care that they are doing this to not only themselves but to me as well. Like oh hummmmm no biggy I still Have the bottle and thats all I need to be happy. I guess what kills me the most is that I feel like I am not good enough to stop drinking for. But, as a boozer trying to quit myself I realize that it is a disease hat consumes your life and all in it. You say ur don't have a problem, i only do it every now and then. But in all actualality you do it daily. Any whooo. I just needed to vent a little bit. It just kills me that when I was out boozin

Figured Out How To Amuse Myself Here!
First, I come in to see I have no messages. Then I make sure I'm always dry, God forbid I should even cyber drink, lol! Then, comes the fun part.. I look at my albums, notice no one else has, & just enjoy them myself. So, I don't much care who looks, rates or enjoys my albums...I DO, & YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GOOD PICS YOU'RE MISSING, lol. Anyway, that's a day in the life of Kell on fubar. I'm usually here all of 5 minutes, then I just log out. At least I found a way to enjoy my time here, lol....oxoxoxoxo Kell

Got Ya :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) Have two kids boy 3 and girl 1 1/2 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time fishing on Lake Michigan very much its my drug for sure 6) I knocked down the Christmas tree at school in 2nd grade 7) I am a fairly sarcastic person hehe :) 8) I enjoy Wine on occasion 9) I like to have fun w/ everything I do even work when it sucks... 10) I try to treat all people fair Posting this on 2muchtrouble4u2, Lady of Chaos, So good at being so bad, Lucy, & Gypsy Rose

Floods
For The 1% Your face. Your voice. Your flaws. Your simplistic perfection. Your stupid little grin. Everything about you. In my mind it Floods. Hopes long since forgotten. Emotions, thoughts, actions. Doubts, fears, confusion. Needs, desires, overwhelming.... Floods. I don't know how, Or when, Or even simply why. You are forever on my mind. From the second my senses awake Till I finally drowned them out at night... Floods. Wishing deep Prayers unheard. Maybe unanswered. Wonders to be called your own... To my existance, overpowering Grabbing my soul at my core, it Floods. Sitting alone Hoping to hear some sound Anything telling me your here.... I suddenly realize to my own dismay What was a simple attraction A momentary infatuation Turned on myself to your requirements Submission to domination Has become something more And you yourself in me Floods. Somewhere between then and now This flood crept in. This flood is likely to drowned me,

Tag, You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I was adopted. 3. I love to cook/bake. 4. My favorite color is yellow. 5.I used to have a cattery and bred show cats. 6.I was part of the team that was responsable for getting the IMAX camera operating on the space shuttle. 7. I hate yard work. 8 I grow orchids.. 9. I love classsical music. 10.I'm an amateur radio operator, and certified skywarn spotter/storm chaser. I am sending this to...Chell, Beep, Sylvia, Learning to Fly, and Cheryl.

My True Face! (sarcastic)
Friends who read this. It's time that I reveal some things. Because it is necessary that you know what is hiding behind the mask. I can't return services. I'm a concentrate of all the defaults. I'm always pretending, I cheat too. I make believe that I am a poet. And when i have to say thank you. I run away. I'm always late. I am malicious, vindicatory I have revenge for currency. And if you hit me in the face. I see red and I atomize you. I am odious with women. They hate me. People call me the Infamous. Do you regret reading this? Probably this portrait frightens you. I have nevertheless one last thing to say to you. I am also a big LIAR! :p

Shuggas Poetry
If you could only see If I could only see the world the way it should be I would not have to worry about vengeance and violence upon thee. If I could only see the day light sky I would fly to the heavens to be with God. If I could only see the night sky it might be right to say that peace and prosperity could be brought amongst thee. If I could only see the world the way it should be, God would not allow us to be hateful and resentful towards one another. If you could see the world the way I see, would you want to live on earth where there is hate and death, or would you want to be free to fly to the heavens where there is nothing but serenity and tranquility amongst thee. It might be rightful to say that, for those who walk hand in hand with their heads high, chins up should always have positives‘, and peace with in thee. That is how you should be if you could see the world the way I want to see. Security , prosperity with no vengeance upon thee is how I truly wa

Different Kinda Lady
Different Kinda Lady By Haystak She was the prom queen, the world was hers With a wave of her hand, whispered words Hearts broken by her abilities Addicted to the sweetness of a gentle kiss Lost in a search for something she might never find Never know if she don’t try, the results will come in time No time to smell the roses, let alone slow dance Too many bad memories of forgotten romance She walked out slammed the door Damn him, she didn’t need him A child game she had to cloth him feed him Alone after so long gave up hope Convinced all men were abusive Undependable heathens and sold dope Mister right wasn’t coming A fact that she would have to face She didn’t have no time to waste, she had a man to raise No man to chase, sick of living in this blasted place No time to sit around weeping like a basket case Her son made it all worthwhile The only man that got to see her smile She reminisced about her lifestyle before the baby came She did what responsible peo

Man Of Golden Words
written by Wood and Mother Love Bone --- i want to show you something, like joy inside my heart seems I been living in the temple of the dog where would i live if I were a man of golden words or would I live at all words and music - my only tools communication so on her arrival I will set free the birds its a pretty time of year, the mountains sing aloud tell me Mr golden words hows bout the world tell me, can you tell me at all words and music - my only tools communication lets fall in love with music the driving force in our living the only international language divine glory, the expression the knees bow the tongue confesses the lord of lords, the king of kings words and music - my only tools communication

Update On Me. 4/7/08
Sorry everyone, but I don't have the internet right now. I'm using a friends, I will try and keep in touch when I can. Life kinda sucks for me right now. Hugs and kisses to all the ladies and wazzup to the fellas.

Shadow Levelers Updated List 08apr08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 5,866 to Level 10 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 6,720 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 21,553 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 19,660 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,374 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 43,190 to Level 22 Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud owner of Fireman6187@ fubar 49,649 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 57,019 to Level 23 Anna Fu Owner of Michiganman48091@ fubar 68,792 to Level 20 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 82,084 to Level 21 FREAKYBITCH ~ S

Fubomber Id's And Cubes
If you would like to have one of the cubes or ID's I make let me know and I will get to it. Send me a private message so I can remember to do it. Other wise I forget...Im bad. Send it with a drink and I will give you something special. =)

What I Miss Most
What I miss most - is a passionate kiss Soft hands bringing gentle sweet caress Someone that loves me at their own bequest Not for satisfied selfish interest requests What I miss most - is heart felt hugging delight Seeing Her try with all her might Mesmerizing, deliciously glazed eyes The shock and awe when she was surprised What I miss most - is her hot breath in my ear At the end of a sad movie that trickling tear And when the team was behind; her fake cheer The way she grimaces when she opens a beer What I miss most - is how she would become a pest If I should get down and out depressed The way she would contest, until I demonstrated zest And hearing her protest, if I failed to do my best What I miss most - is watching her undress Giving pleasure by pretending to arrest The secret way that we would jest That she made me feel so incredibly blessed What I miss most - is when she played deaf as a post The way she smiled, if I bragged on her roast How ex

Life
Things are going pretty well between me and my girl. Things are finally getting back to "normal" and I am sooooo ahppy with this. I know I dont seem like the kind of person that gets real emotional, but she means everything to me, I just cant deal with the online assholes that decide even tho she is taken, that they have to get their nose into the mix. I hate it. I have always and always will be faithful to her cuz I love her and only her. I have never felt like this before and i love how it feels to be with her and around her. Hopefully everything stays headed in the direction its going now.

Duckstock
I mentioned the word Duckstock at an event this weekend. I was trying my best to explain it. The issue is not many people understand BDSM. Most people are extremely closed minded, so BDSM is a subject that you try not to go into. However; in this case I mentioned some clue words (like being tied up and leather) He immediately knew what I talking about. But, in many cases I mention those "clue" words and just get looked at with a blank look. How do I explain BDSM to people?? I hate to say I should be ashamed of my lifestyle (I'm not) however; where do I draw the line of being proud of it?

For Mish#1 & Our Troops
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsun

My All
You are my all Everything that makes me smile Keeping me happy We may fight Yet we always pull through Hopefully it works this time Its not looking good But I dont want to give up Dont want to think we're not strong enough You've changed me Made me better Everyone can see That something is different with me That something is you babi You are my all

Changes....
Where to begin.... I made one decesion out of hurt and anger, and simply being tired of bullshit, wich completly changed my life. I broke up with Mike, and called my best friend Ashley, and she came and got me and the kids, and took us to Arkansas where she lives in Springdale. I was there a little over 2 weeks, and needed to get back to Topeka to deal with 1 of two tickets, so I got one sorta delt with, still have more with that one, and my other ticket is due the 25th. So im up here with Mike, and NO, WE ARE NOT BACK TOGATHER! But he is trying to help i think....but he goes through moments where hes rude, mean, and hatefull. I know because hes hurt, and he has alot of stuff going on too, stuff that has nothing to do with me. Not that its a excuse, because their is none. I know with no doubt, that Mike will pay whatever I need paid, and get stuff taken care of that I wouldnt have a chance at if I went back to Arkansas right now. And dont think im taking advantage of him, because he is

Why?!
OK i want to know why the hell people lie and tell you shit, ok take this, u meet a guy he is everything u wanted, good looking sweet caring thoughtful and he made the pain of a past love go away, u guys are in love madly in love and then a year later he tells you he stopped loving u awhile back and that he loved his ex still, that he loved her the entire time and that he lied about saying he didnt...how would u honestly feel? i mean then he goes and rubs it in ur face like it was your fault and that u need to be punished...i mean ok so im dating again i dont rub it in his face, i dont even bring it up unless he brings her up. he made me believe he didnt love her nor like her anymore and then he goes and leaves me for her...the pain of that is horrible.. all i wanna do is lay in bed and not move and wish death. i hate love i hate everything to do with love and i hope to never fall in love ever again...its worthless and it hurts and i hate it..like i hate anything to do or made me feel

New Member To My Fam!!!!!!!!!!1
well everyone its been a good year and going to be even better i am expecting a little blessing to my fam, shes due in june on the 16th so wish me good luck cause i will need it later

Re: Why Is Hart So Fearful Of Discussing His "new World Order"?
RE: Why Is Hart So Fearful Of Discussing His "New World Order"? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 30 Apr 2008, 06:06 Why Is Gary Hart So Fearful Of Discussing His "New World Order"? Former Senator Gary Hart seems to be having difficulties remembering his last lie because he fouled up again in his latest confrontation with We Are Change by reversing his assertion that he never used the term "new world order," contradicting his previous falsehood, but still seemed fearful of discussing exactly what the term meant. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/043008_hart_fearful. htm

Thank You For Your Help In Getting The Spot Light Now.....
WOW TY everyone for helping me in getting the spotlight yesterday ..I had a great turn out though I didn't make Godmother so I'm back asking for help... There are a few ppl that need to be brought to your attention for all the help they have been giving me Some I had never talked to and some are considered to be dear friends to me .. Show these ppl so true Fu Love as they do for others Wow was she awesome !!! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar Gotta love this one Sugar Cookie {Spankers}@ fubar Okay now she is nuts but can't help but loving her

Angry Side Of Me
If you really want to know me Then know this I am a woman who can have a heart of gold Push me more than once, and I will unfold I don't care where I am at or what I'm doing Be a smart ass and you'll see my anger over flowing I will let you walk and walk until the end But once your there, you're not my friend I will show you a side that's way tucked inside My frustrations for you I cannot hide I'll walk away and never look back Pack my bags confidence I don't lack My trust you broke, my heart will stray So with this I'll finish and finally say You're not my friend stay the Fuck Away!

Am I You Or Someone Else
I'm lost and cannot find my way. I get worse at the passing of each day. People look at me dead in my eyes and do not care. I look back at them and think while we stare. Don't they realize I'm the result of their error and their joy. These people believe what is done is done and leave me as a young boy. They do not help me release the full potential within me. They look at me and what will happen and think that's the way it's suppose to be. The people leave me as a deprived and lonely thing, And in all this world of hurt and pain, I still find one who will sing. I will look familiar, yet different with nothing fancy, not even lace. I say I'm the child you never had, and you yell that it can not be. I'm filled with hurt and pain and things that I can not admit, But the time to change me is here and will come only if you commit. You can fix me because I'm not fully grown. You can help me, or still leave me on my own. I'm your nightmare and dream all wrapped up into one.

Friends Know Best (straight)
Friends Know Best (Straight) Barb, had just gone through a really bad divorce and was trying to get on with “life on her own”. Facing the world as a single lady, she was nearer to that dreaded 50, than she liked to think about. Her friends had been very supportive through it all. What she did not know, is that they had also been scheming up a plan too. They wanted to give her a vacation, where she could relax. They knew she needed time, out of the city and far from work. As kind of a joke, they wanted to make it someplace this city girl, would never go, on her own. Her friends got together the money and paid for it all, so she could not back out. She was due to start a new job at the end of the month, so they ganged up on her, telling her she had to take some time NOW. Her best friend, steps forward handing Barb an envelope. She looked a little puzzled, as she opened it up. It contain round-trip airfare to Denver, then a chauffeured ride from the airport, ab

What Have You Done To Me
You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad.

Its All About U!!!!
COME TO THE hOTTEST lOUNGE ON FUBAR!! CLUB G-SPOT IS GOIN OFF RIGHT NOW!! McLOVIN IS TEARIN IT UP LIVE ON AIR... COME TO CLUB G0SPOT WHERE THE LADIES ARE HOTT AND THE DRINKS ARE COLD (repost of original by 'McLovin {Owned by *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg*}-Owner of CluB G-SpoT' on '2008-05-06 13:01:26')

Blast Draft
Thx to my owner, YOYO u RAWK!!! Give her fuluv from link on my page! FAN/RATE/ADD me and my owner, we are the two hawtest chicks on fubar. FUBAR RAWKS. Check out my lounges... i only spend time at the best...that's right!

Mother And Child
A mother protecting her child From the air raid thats outside What is this world coming to When we have to run and hide Peace should be sought A solution should be found Before this whole world Becomes a battleground

Thought For Wednesday
Life is too short. Let me tell you that when you have the opportunity to say something .. Don't be afraid to say it you may never have the opportunity to say it again and you don't want to regret that for the rest of your life nor leave the ones left behind to wonder what could have been.

Moving On
I just lost a very good friend due to my stupidity and actions In ReaL Life. I met him here And I now have verified the thought of it being impossible to have healthy relationships on here. Life was meant to live in person (for me at least). Tom, I am so sorry That I hurt you. Rob,Sher♥Greg,Violets,Mark,Drew you know where to find me. Sherry, Sher, Blondie,Illusion, Danielle, Beauty, Witchie, Peacey, Mac, Gaetano &Hearts; Yahoo me any time jadelotusre@yahoo and yes..another bites the dust

The Return
let my home be my gallows the return is bitter sweet love which was lost and found again a strange land and a strange time im just the stranger, the traveller away too long, people forget and time passes only to come around again a different season and different reasons the past will haunt me street by street eyes never quite making contact with what is seen destiny is another word for destination where you will be who will you be with mine lies at the beginning and the end is the same place as the start the lakes are large and cold the sun does not give its light there and all is desolate damnation and ruin in every place hides behind things your friends are also your enemies the snow falls like a remnant of a bad dream one you can never quite remember I said once that I would never return there yet now I will go there again accursed and listless but yet renewed in one way not all is lost wh

My Job So Sucks
im so sick of feeling like crap befor and after i get off work, any one els ever feel this way, i been at my job 6 years and i dont know if its all the bad karma floating around or what but i just feel like sick to my stomic when ever i go in and after i get home and relaxed im alive and feel much better, i want a better job and a diffrent one but im kinda stuck right now it just so sucks.

99 Rider's On The Midnight Special...
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer. Welcome to the Midnight Special Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar En

Dancing In The Rain
How To Dance In The Rain ....... It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and I decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he

My Changes
Ok so here it is. I left my husband March 22 this year. I am moving on and doing great. Just really posting this to let you all know I have been crazy busy and not able to get online much. I hope to be back here to hang soon. Hugzzz!

All Innocence Is Lost
All innocence is lost by LateNiteFantasy© Innocence lost The tanker heaves left, and pulls away. Fuel spray glistens with brilliant light. Caribbean sunlight fills the spectre's windows. My mind races through roaring silence. The turbo props hum in unison. Mere seconds left to go. Black suet clouds fill the air around us. Then, the silence is broken. Shards slam into the fuselage. I swallow hard. All other thought escape my memory. Focus it's time to go. The crow's nest operator nods. I tighten the straps around me. I pause, pray, and squeeze the Vulcan's trigger. A violent burst erupts below. Air rushes past, disoriented I look down. A large hole to the right of my feet. I look around at Tipper. I see concern in his eyes. "Kick an ammo box into it," he said. I do so, kicking spent shells around. The wind is not as strong, filling the hole. I return fire with renewed intent. Can't let them shoot us down. Bullets spray a spiral arc from my chain gun.

Just Tuesday
well as you all know i broke my leg 2 days before christmas well today FINALLY my doctor said i am good everything is looking great!! and i am so happy cause i feel like things are going good for me FINALLY! I HAVE MEET A MAN THAT HAS GAVE ME LIFE AGAIN HE MAKES ME FEEL SO ALIVE! AND I CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE! anyway i just wanted to let the world know... until next time love ya bye

Once Upon A Time...
This is how all the stories start, right?? "once upon a time...." Well....once upon a time, in a Magic land there lived the most beautiful creatures God ever created. Their name was a curse or a blessing... People couldnt even spell their name for fear they might get cursed...so they called them Fairies. Much easier to hide their powers behind an earthly word. The fairies ruled the Earth and brought their magic in everything they touched. They used to walk in the forests dressed with clothes made of Moon rays, they used to whisper to the rivers that carried their words to the mortal souls... For centuries their dance enlightened the world bringing light and magic into the tortured souls of the living! But the people started to be envious on the Fairies' powers. They thought they could steal the magic by cheating and spreading lies... The Fairies started to visit the mortals less and less...till one day they when they didnt come at all into their world... The world of lies

Following A Friend About Friendship
The Gift Of Friends by Karin Schaefer There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

You're Not As Alone As You Think.
sometimes you feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing someone at the same time. at times you can absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate them so badly. life comes without guarantees, except that smiling will brighten your face. laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life i think you can't wait for someone to fly underneath you & save your life.. i think you have to save yourself. - grey's anatomy i live for the hours that I feel alive, the minutes that make up my favorite song, the seconds that make up those summer kisses, i live for moments that take my breath away. when people can walk away from you, let them walk. don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. when people can walk away, let them walk. your destiny is never tied to anybody that l

Dating Secret Exposed: Why Nice Guys Finish Last
Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch her date (or even chase) a guy who treats her like she's nothing special? And are you stumped wondering why she would date a guy who treats her like that when she could have you who would treat her like a princess and give her everything she wants? Well, you better brace yourself because I'm going to tell you a couple of secrets that you might not want to hear. First, "nice" equates with boring and predictable. Look up "nice" in the dictionary and you find: pleasant; agreeable; satisfactory. In other words, average -- not exceptional, not exciting, and not sexy.I'll bet you've never heard a

Just Rate My Auction Pic.....pweeeeease! :p
I am in an auction as you can tell from my previous blog...but there is a side contest that all I'm asking my friends to do is just rate it a 10 or more please! I'll love ya forever! hehehe Just click this pic and rate the photo a 10! Thanks you sooooooooo much to all that do....and if you give it a rate tell me and I will return the love to you!

Ahhhhhh, This Ol World...
The "Naked Cowboy" is suing M&M's for copyright infringement, because they have adds depictiong their lil guys dressed as cowboys in adds. This is why America is so expensive. At least part of the reason. I have been looking at their adds for years, and they've dressed up as various occupations before, never with clothes, but the accesories. And a guy who has become "famous" because he sits in Times Square in his underwear, playing a guitar, wearing a cowboy hat, is suing them. I'm all for big business getting taken down a notch, but in this case, I hope they win. In fact, I hope they counter sue, so that celebrity wannabe has to put some clothes on. It brings to mind other famous lawsuits, that juries have dropped the ball on. You know the most famous. The 80 year old woman who sued McDonalds because she spilled it on her cooch, and it burned her. She claimed it was too hot. I've been drinking coffee for years, and you get it two ways...too hot, or iced. But th

Sex For You
Sex for you was thread which binds us even now on this pale planet. To the poet & cover-girl, photo and color, to armys that join, out on a desert, & to samson & all his generals bound quiet now w/exotic arch-angels of dusk, in Sumarian & N. Afircan slumbers. The bazaar is crowded as dancers thrive. Snake-wreaths & pleasures. I take you to a low cave called "Calipah". ~Jim Morison~

Taking A Break
Hey guys I've decided that i'm going to take a break from Fubar. Don't know how long for yet, just need it. I'll only be online to use my 11's. Most of you know my yahoo or msn.... yahoo is: cardiff_girl_emz msn is: marshy16@hotmail.com Take care, stay cool Love ya all! Emma Lou x x x

I Wanted To Be Apart Of You Mommy
Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got close

Troubling Thoughts
I know its rare that anyone reads these things unless its about sex, fubar drama, or a giveaway of vips or blasts. Well I hate to burst your bubble but this is about none of that. So go ahead and read my questions and my answers. "Are you ready?" To which I always reply "yes I am" but in all reality I'm scared shit-less. I have no clue what to expect when I get to RTC (recruit training center), after all I'm finally starting to realize that I'm growing up. I'm no longer the little girl that can hide in mommy's arms as my safe haven. With my hair cut short, and my days beaming with troubles of the world from my own simple problems to wild fires raging across the east coast I'M SCARED! "What is love?" I don't know. I'm hoping for a self help book one day to explain just why I can't let go of some feelings and other times I can forget someone just like that. Why do I miss my first kiss so much, is it because he died last Aug or is it because I honestly loved him because he was

Muh Lovely Man Lump!
Want a new friend who is a great person? Well click the piggy below and F/A/R him! He is one of the nicest people ive met on fubar! So im sharing him with all of you guys! :P JÌñ× þÖÌñ† WHÖRÈ~~ BFF Of Confidence~Bad Girls Designer~Fu-son of Alluring Redhead~Owned By:~*~Confi@ fubar Also, If you cant tell he is a point whore so rate his stuff or bling his ass to death!

Uh Uh Uh Uh =gimme The Pink One With The Princesses On It
so ok im cheap i shop at dollar general for tp and diapers and snack type foods for the kiddos ....well we are strolling ok im walking mor is in the cart and noah is in the basket and i got the older two walking behind/side me and we pass this thing that holds the bouncy balls in it well lil miss morgan says uh uh uh uh and points at a ball ....so i am learning morgan grunt aka cave man language so any way it means (and i know this bc she wouldnt take any other ball) give me that pink one with the princesses on it ..my child who laughs at scary things and laughs when she hears dani filth and opeth scream out their lungs to entertain me and others wants THE PINK BALL WITH THE PRINCESSES on it how does that equate? makes no sense so i go to owens aka kroger to some of you and there is this ball that morgan could use as a hamster ball if it was a solid hard plastic instead of bouncy ball plastic costs 3.99 plus tax of course but she has the pink one with the princesses on it alr

You Are It!!!
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. I've been online for almost 13 years now... And I still have the same screen name from the first day I signed onto AOL... 2. I met my husband online... back when it was taboo... And all you saw on the news was women getting killed by meeting guys from online... 3. When I was younger, I played tennis, softball, volleyball, and did the track events... I was the first girl in our town to play in the boy's Baseball Little League... They stuck me in left field... But I still have my uniform to prove I played... LOL... 4. I love to read Historical Romance Novels, especially anything written by Judith McNaught... 5

Romeo N Juliet
Romeo n Juliet by LateNiteFantasy© What light is it that Romeo needs, His beautiful Juliet her tenderness indeed, From the balcony where she should be, He searches for the light his love just to see, A glimpse of her a ray of light, To warm his soul through the night, Her love makes him warm and whole, On a moon light night when the air is cold, In her arms she sets him free, As they kiss his heart soars you see, So Romeo where art thou true, Searching for his Juliet her eyes of blue, So Juliet fair come to me, Let your love set me free, Because you know I love you so, For I am your, Romeo Juliet What light breaks through yon window, It is my love with eyes as soft as morning snow, With voice as soft and gentle as the summer rain, And when my lips doth taste a kiss that drives me insane, Her skin soft as satin and hair of lace and down, Her smile so warm it drives away any frown, She comes to me when I am sad, She kisses me, she holds me close, my s

Up For Auction Again
Hey Guess whos up for auction again. Also the person with the most rates wins a prize, please help me by rating as much as possible. (repost of original by 'King Blaze~Deliza Fu-Fiance~O.G. to the Pu$$ycat Pimps~BFF to *Pretty*Brown*Eyez*~Elektra's Punk' on '2008-09-26 14:47:55') (repost of original by '"INFARRED"~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~' on '2008-09-26 20:28:38') (repost of original by '$Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C}Pimp of the Pu$$cat Playmates Owned by ~ CynzDreams ~' on '2008-09-26 20:32:51') (repost of original by 'King Blaze~Deliza Fu-Fiance~O.G. to the Pu$$ycat Pimps~BFF to *Pretty*Brown*Eyez*~Elektra's Punk' on '2008-09-26 20:50:29') (repost of original by 'Last of a Dyin Breed*Pimp Godde$$ of the Pu$$yCat PlayMates~G/F to ELEKTRA~PLEASE READ PROFILE!' on '2008-09-26 20:59:52')

Just An Update
Well I started my new job yesterday!! I moved down here to Tx like 3 weeks ago and its great to be working again. I love the people...only one day and I totally feel at home there. Around the 7th of next month I will be getting a comp of my own! Right now I use my uncles and can't get on a whole lot. Plus with the new job my time on the fu will be limited. I will still be sure to show all my friends some love when I get on and return all love I get so please don't forget me. MUAHZZZZ Love, Kiri

One Question
One Question(7/9/08) One single question is all you get to ask. Asking one person is all u are allowed. Who would the person be? A stranger off the the street, family member, best friend, or even yourself? Would the single question be crazy and mind alternating? Would you ask a personal and deep to heart question? How would the question be phrased or asked? One single question is all you have to ask. Questions about the past, future, or who will the latest sporting event. For me the question and person I would ask is myself. Honestly, I would ask myself the question. I would ask if I would change how my life turned out. What single question would you ask and who?

Beer Vs. Pussy
Beer vs. Pussy Beer VS Pussy ... Who Will Win 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and! you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One po

More Personal Drama
Well I just got word that my sister needs bone marrow. So I will be going to get screened to see if I am compatible. I am not the only one from our family getting screened so that is good. Everything will be fine. I could use a break though. I also have an exam next week, and a final exam. and I am a bit behind on my homework. So I will be doing a lot of that this weekend. So between work, school, and other drama in my life, you know why I am only doing a little here and a little there on Fubar, I am not ignoring you all. Just don't have a ton of time left over to do much else.

All That Remains
The darkness surrounds me All light has been extinguished I lie on my bed and think of the past Of all the people I have known When I was young I was so happy I would play all day I knew lots of people As time has past I lost touch with them one by one Now I lie on my bed surrounded by darkness Alone with my thoughts They are all I have for company I am lost in the darkness Can you hear me calling? The night’s pass The month’s pass Time drifts by I have been calling out in the darkness For centuries now My ghost is all that remains Unable to rest Calling out in the darkness Waiting for an answer But there is no reply There is nobody around to hear my calls My ghost is all that remains Calling out in the darkness Doomed to exist alone forever PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG AND PLEASE DO IT HONESTLY ONLY GIVE A 10 IF YOU THINK IT DESERVES IT

Your A Half Life
Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well Fictitious styles of living We've expected to work But this is all your giving Half of what your worth Pigeon hold in battles Overtones of snow in her clutch Falling through lines One more breath destroys the best of you The death of you Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well A precious gift embedded deep within your skin But parasitic pleasures are closer than kin Please expose your shadows Such concerns are products of love Falling in lies One more fraud destroys our trust in you Our love for you Styling your shroud Infecting the crowd Steady letting the fruit of her thrill Fool you so well As you kiss the abstract And pray it's everything you'd hoped for The smell of her, the thrill of her The fruit of her, the use of her Is killing everything that you've worked for The smell of her, the

Masters In-flight Delight.............
I am sitting here waiting to board the plane. Master is here, though he is sitting across the room. i can see him, nonchalantly reading the paper as i read my magazine. i peek at him every once in a while and notice that he does the same. When our eyes meet, i quickly glance away, but not before i catch the small grin on his face. i am not to look at him. i am to keep my head bowed and eyes cast downward in his presence, but that is difficult in this public place. He knows how difficult that is for me to do anyway, and that is why he grins. Catching me disobeying him. He will not hold it against me this time though, and for that i am grateful. Master Darius is dressed casually. For comfort for the flight. i on the other hand am dressed for his comfort, not my own. i am wearing a skirt and a cute top with buttons down the front that is not revealing-after all we are in public space. Master purchased a few new items specific for this trip. i have a new collar. Very thin and demure. Ap

My Anniversary
Montgomery Happy Anniversary Stacy & Chris...Lets show them some Fu Love click on these pics to take you there Imcrazybitch & wld n crazy This Congrats is brought to you by your friends in the Friendship Circle Tell them Micki sent ya ~! ;) (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-19 22:13:53')

Have You Ever Thought About How You Start To Love Some One?
1) That EXCITEMENT feeling comes from the heart when it’s happy or when you meet someone that makes you happy. 2) The HEART takes the EXCITEMENT feeling and transforms it into a CARING feeling. 3) The HEART transforms the CARING feeling to a LOVE feeling for this person. 4) The TEARS you let drop will carry the true feeling or LOVE you have for this person to their HEART. 5) The SUNSHINE that they have in their eyes will activate the RAINBOW in your TEARS. Rainbows have 7 colors A) RED-represents joy, sexuality, passion, sensitivity, and love. B) Orange-represents enthusiasm, fascination, happiness, creativity, determination, attraction, success, encouragement, and stimulation C) Yellow-to evoke pleasant, cheerful feelings D) Green-suggests stability and endurance E) Blue-represents knowledge, power, integrity, and seriousness, blue also associated with health, healing, tranquility, understanding, and softness. F) Purple-evok

Electronic Reality
The time that we spend together exists not in day to day life but that of electronic realizations of life and that of our minds. Emotions developed through situational circumstance and statements expressed through the keyboard from the heart and mind All the normal feelings and emotions held within that of a normal relationship are bound by electronic dreams and fantasy that are created within 1’s and 0’s Technicolor bonds that encompass us are black and white, yes or no, 1 or 0 for it is either day or night there is no room for dusk or dawn There can be no maybes or possibilities because within this world of electronic reality there are no shades of blue or black just depression; no shades of red just hate or love The time spent together creating memories are that derived from machines miles apart that express for us to each other pictures and those very words that can be seen It is said that someone could not possibly love another person without ever meeting that person; my an

Things To Do With Music When You're Bored...
So this is a meme that I saw on someone's blog eons ago, but since even a week is practically an eternity in internet time, everyone will think I'm stunningly original and inventive! Unless I tell them I got it from somewhere else, of course... crap. Anyway, here's the thing. You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! So here's my top 10: #1: "Oh, Johnny wishes he was famous, spends his time alone in the basement..." #2: "It came without warning, a love like I ain't never felt before..." #3: "It's a little bit hard to understand, but I only wanna be a modern man..." (Yeah, this one's pretty obs

What Starts With An F And Ends With A K?
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, 'Harry, what's your problem?' Harry answered, 'I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!' Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?' Harry: '9.' Principal: ' What is 6 x 6?' Harry: '36.' And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, 'I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade.'

Males Need To Get Lives
Again sorry to all the guys who read this but you know what, I am so sick of men trying to run and control women who can live their lives just as well as a man can. Who says a woman can't have a child and be happy being single, who says a woman can't be pregnant and alone and happy being that way. Who says it's up to the guy who can be a lying cheating scum of the earth to have to be in a child's life or around a person who obviously don't want them around. I am going through alot of hell right now with my best friend and I just can't stop thinking about some of the similarities that she is going through that I have been going through over the last 3 years trying to get my ex out of my life and to move on which I have yet to move on. Not that i don't want to I do I just can't seem to get him to sign the divo papers, and I want a guy who wants me yet can't find one of those either!!!! And anyone who says on here they want me yeah right!!!!!!! Sorry very cinical right now and i hav

X Best Friends
Hi all, Iam here to write a blog and deal with stuff and tell all the reason why I have not been on besides being sick . I have a reason to know. Well at least i think I do. My friend of 13 years threw away out friendship because of some stupid shit that she kept telling me never to do. She is letting some punk ass get in the way. She did it to me 13 years ago too when we where in High School and she is doing it to me again over out friendship. She said he changed but i guess that BS too So i said if your happy don't be with me as a friend so i guess she never really did care about me being a friend. This is why I dont have many close friends because I dont want to get hurt or feel like Iam hurt and the friends I do have I would do anything for. Just the way Iam and always will be. I think there will be more to this blog who knows I just needed to get shit off my chest and bloging is the only way i know how too talk to you all later Mike

It's Rocking And Rolling As Usual In Los Angeles!!!
Magnitude 5.8 Date-Time * Tuesday, July 29, 2008 at 18:42:15 UTC * Tuesday, July 29, 2008 at 11:42:15 AM at epicenter Location 33.959°N, 117.752°W Depth 12.3 km (7.6 miles) Region GREATER LOS ANGELES AREA, CALIFORNIA Distances * 3 km (2 miles) SW (235°) from Chino Hills, CA * 8 km (5 miles) SE (127°) from Diamond Bar, CA * 9 km (5 miles) NNE (23°) from Yorba Linda, CA * 11 km (7 miles) S (178°) from Pomona, CA * 47 km (29 miles) ESE (103°) from Los Angeles Civic Center, CA Location Uncertainty horizontal 0.3 km (0.2 miles); depth 1.3 km (0.8 miles) Parameters Nph=144, Dmin=8 km, Rmss=0.42 sec, Gp= 18°, M-type=local magnitude (ML), Version=E Source * California Integrated Seismic Net: * USGS Caltech CGS UCB UCSD UNR Event ID ci14383980 Since The Initial Earthquake, there has been many aftershocks, as seen here: MAG UTC DATE-TIME y/m/d h:m:s LAT deg LON deg DEPTH km LOCATION MAP 1.4 2008/07/29

The Mummy
Ok i went and seen the new Mummy movie last night and i thought it was pretty good for your "mummy" movie. there was some really funny parts in it and some dull parts but the fore the most part it was alright.

~ Spirit Cleansed ~
~ Spirit Cleansed ~ It is out there in the forest It is where I find some rest On a lake where I may listen And life's answers, I am given Hear what the spirits have to say Words are spoken nature's way The wind as voices, softly speak To help you find all that you seek To shake the fears of loneliness With honesty earned, I am blessed Loved ones of the past tell you true All the love, that comes to you The breeze yet fills with voices clear Showing things which you hold dear To help the soul sort out the bad Putting away what made you sad Then you return with spirit cleansed As all good things, come to an end Nature is where you find a peace Listen to great ancestors speak Gary Salter © 2005 hippie_47_52@yahoo.com

Awakening
I felt hypnotized by your gaze My heart beat faster You took my hand and pulled me in Your arm across my lower back, pressing me up hard against your body Your body heat warmed me instantly I melted in your arms You kissed me gently, then with longing passion You caressed my body The pressure of your hands becoming heavy Making me want more I felt it all come together . . . And then I woke . . . Hate it when that happens!!!!! I Miss You So

Finding True Friends.
How do u find true friends,fun and caring ,been on here for 6 mths and found just a few true friends ,if your a true friend rate my page and my pics,if ur not i will now for the friends that r real Thank you.

Shakira And Aljandro - La Tortura
Song : La Tortura (English Translation) Lyrics : THE TORTURE (English Translation) Ay my gypsy Save the poetry Save the happiness for you I'm not asking that every day be sunny I'm not asking that there be a party every Friday Nor do I ask you to come back begging forgiveness If you're crying with dry eyes, Speaking about her Oh my love, it hurts so much It hurts so much That you left without saying a word Oh my love, losing you was torture I know I haven't been a saint But I can make it up to you Man doesn't live on bread alone Nor do I live on excuses We only learn from mistakes And today I know my heart is yours Better save that for yourself Take that bone to some other dog And let's say goodbye I can't ask winter to spare a rose bush I can't ask an elm tree to bear pears I can't ask the eternal of a mere mortal And go about casting thousands of pearls before swine Oh my love, it hurts so much It hurts so much That you no longer

Danzig » Thirteen Lyrics
Danzig » Thirteen Lyrics Bad-luck wind been blowing on my back I was born to bring trouble wherever i'm at With a number 13 tatooed on my neck That ink starts to itch Black gon' turn to red I was born in the soul of misery and I Never had me a name They just gave me a number When I was young Got a long line of heartache I carry it well List of lives I've broken Reach from here to hell And a bad-luck wind been blowin' on my back Pray you don't look, and pray I don't look back I was born in the soul of misery and I Never had me a name They just gave me a number When I was young Found me with a preacher man confessin' all I done Catch me with the devil playing 21 And a bad-luck wind been blowin' on my back I was born to Bring trouble wherever i'm at I was born in the soul of misery and I Never had me a name They just gave me a number

Help Me Godfather Please
Hey everyone! I am 1.9 million away from godfathering. Yes that is a long ways, but I am willing to make you a deal! I will pay you for your picture rates. I have 3 folders that have 100 pics each in them. For each folder you rate I will give you fubucks. IT goes as follows All 100 - 10's = 10k fubucks All 100 - 11's = 15k fubucks So if you do both folders thats alot of Fubucks for you!! Of Coarse there are some rules! 1. You have to Private message me when you are done. YOU WILL NOT GET FUBUCKS IF YOU SHOUT ME!! Tell me if you rate with 10's or 11's. 2. You dont have to wait for a Happy Hour, but if you do, we all get more points. 3. You dont have to be a fan or a friend to do this, but hey, add me anyway...we all need more friends. :) Click on the pics below to get to the folders.... Thanks for all your help in advance!! hugs Carrie Carebear^^Pitbull Mafia^^@ fubar

Fritters
A poem for Brittany must be devine And can not be your everyday rhyme Its words move with rhythm And flow like good wine They must cover the very essence the peices of her soul And tell things about her like only and author can know. Lets start with her eyes its easie to start there or better yet lets start with her hair Those beautiful locks as brown as can be so smooth like silk with a touch of hunny and curls that will make any man lose his mind And while we could now move on to her chest alas I am a good author and thus must Digress So let us move on to whats next for a while And I honestly think it should be her smile. And oh what a precious smile indeed That fills your heart up with wanting and need Perfected by lips not a shade to the wrong And teeth so perfect am I to write such a song The kind of smile Bards and Artists so long and on to the next thing as everyone knows It wouldn't be me without some words on her nose and trust me oh how miraculious i

ĐÀ LẠt...hÈ
…Những cánh diều bay, những chùm bong bóng nhiều màu sắc trên bầu trờI Công viên Yersin. Cả hàng trăm em thiếu nhi đang loanh quanh chơi vui vớI cánh diều cùng vớI cha mẹ các em đến chơi, nghỉ ngơi, chuyện ngẩu, nhìn con em mình chơi. Trước mặt là Hồ xuân Hương, bên kia ĐồI Cù, tát xa là đỉnh Núi Bà …. Công viên không yên tĩnh. Tiếng còi xe ồn ào, inh ỏI của thành phố đang chảy theo dòng… Festival…Hoa(!) *** Hè – Đà Lạt không có phượng vỹ, không có tiếng ve. Hè Đà Lạt buổI chiều TrờI hay mưa. Mưa cả thành phố. Nếu không theo mùa thì Đà Lạt lạI lắm ông trời. Chổ này mưa, nơi kia nắng

Mmm Ok This Is Getting...
ME SO FUCKIN FUSTERATED HERE.. OK PEOPLE.. ONCE AGAIN.. IM ON HERE TO JUST MAKE FRIENDS.. COME ON PEOPLE LETS BE REAL.. UNLESS U LIVE IN KANSAS.. WE PROBLEY NOT GOIN TO MEET.. NOW ARE WE? AND PLUS I HAVE A HUGE BAGGAGE ON MY BACK RIGHT NOW.. I HAVE KIDS... THAT NEED ME MORE THEN EVER.. THEY ARE 7 AND 9.. THEY WILL COME FIRST AND FORMOST IN MY LIFE.. PLEASE GET THAT... AND I DO NOT BRING STRANGE MEN TO MY HOUSE WITH MY KIDS AROUND.. AND I PROMISE MY YOUNGER SON THAT LIVES WITH HIS DADDY HERE IN KANSAS.. THAT I WILL NOT MOVE OUT OF THE STATE OF KANSAS INTEL HE IS 18..) *NOT BREAKIN THAT PROMISE TO HIM* THAT NOT WHAT KIND OF MOM I AM.. (PLZ RESPECT THAT OF ME..) SECOND.. I HAVE SAID THIS MANY MANY MANY DAMN TIMES.. I ALSO LIVE WITH MY PARENTS.. (NO IM NOT A LAZY WOMAN THAT CANT LIVE ON HER OWN) I TAKE CARE OF MY MOM WHICH HAD 3 STROKES 2 MONTHS AGO. SHE IS DOING GREAT.. SHE CAN WALK,TALK ALONG WITH MANY THINGS. BUT SHE DOES NEED HELP WITH SOMETHINGS.. AROUNG THE HOUSE.. AND

How Ghetto Are You
I scored a 90 on this How ghetto is you? >> >> >> >> GET A PENCIL AND PAPER BEFORE YOU START THIS. >> >> >> >> >> 1. You've ever used an album cover for a dustpan. >> (5 points) >> >> >> >> 2. If you've ever run a race barefoot in the middle of the street. >>(10 points) >> >> >> >> 3. You had a candy lady in your neighborhood. >> (5 5 extra points if your house was the candy lady) >> >> >> >> 4. If you ever had to pick your own switch or belt. >> (3 points for each) >> >> >> >> 5. If you have ever had to walk to school or walked home from school. >>(2 points) >> >> >> >> 6. If you have ever used dishwashing liquid for bubble bath. >> (5 points) >> >> >> >> 7. If you ever mixed Kool-Aid one glass at a time because you got >>tired of other people drinking up the Kool-Aid you just made. >> (5 points) >> >> >> >> 8. If you have ever played any of the following games: hide and go >>seek, freeze, tag, Momma may I? or red light/green light. >

Poly Or Not
Many people in BDSM are involved in what is known as a polyamorous relationship. Many, however, do not. A polyamorous relationship is one in which there are more than 2 people involved. In such a relationship, all of those involved are aware of each other person who is involved and are agreeable to the relationship arrangements. It is very difficult to keep a poly relationship running smoothly, but it is possible. I am not sure why there are so many poly relationships in BDSM, but I have my thoughts on the subject. I think that many are drawn to BDSM because of the opportunity to have more than one partner. This is not neccessarily a bad thing, but it can be if the person is not truly a dominant or submissive. Some people seem to like poly relationships because they think they are less work and require less of an emotional comittment on their part. Unfortunately, that is not true and such an attitude dooms a poly to failure. With the number of poly relationships in BDSM, t

Our Special Day.... Our Wedding
The day I married you The day I married you, The sun was setting and the moon a new. I realized my life was going to change and so would yours, Life has begun to open up new doors. A new found future in our hands, Loving, laughing, living is oh so grand. I love you with all my heart and soul, Trusting no one but you so it be told. I married you for better or worse, But in my eyes there is no curse. Through thick and thin we will stay, When I said "I do" I meant it forever and always. So, everytime I look at you.... I remember the day I said " I do". Married Andrew M. Potter on August 11, 2008 in Las Vegas, NV.

Why Do We Have To Cry
To cry is to release our conscious and relieve us of the reasoning behind the cry. We cry because were happy, sad, confused, sorrow, mourning a luv one, or even if we watched a good damn movie. And all of us do it, even us men. we tend to try to hide it a little more but we still do. But my conscious tells me that we do it because it makes us feel better all around. So if ya feel the urge give it a try and you'll agree. TO CRY IS TO BE HUMAN.

Old Poem I Wrote
It's an old standby to write a poem on a blog. It's for a good reason. Poems are a good way of freezing a moment in time and letting you examine it later. Sometimes. Here's one: Bitter Like bile coming up burning your throat comes the realization that you have been deceived. A perspective held, shattered A truth found, glaring Laughter, is what you finally hear Because your ears have been forced open. derision is what you mistook as friendship and fondness. Easy pickings naivete personified Bald face lies revealed The rose colored hue ripped away To show the stark black and white For what it truly is.

Blogging For Dummies
1 Always write for an audience.Never write for something you may actually believe in. 2 Use bad grammar and no punctuation. To have a successful blog people should have to make an effort to follow whatever the fuck it is you are talking about. No pain no gain. 3 Swear profusely. Liberal use of fuck and shit will gain kudos but refrain from the use of cunt as it may alienate a potential readership. 4 Choose popular subjects. Slagging off George Bush, relationship difficulties, Paris fucking idiot Hilton. 5. Use the bible as your guide. The word was made truth by it's very existence. 6. Pimp your friend's blogs. They will then pimp yours and you will have access to a greater readership. If nobody else does read it at least you will have your friends signed up to your blog whether they fucking read it or not. 7 . Reply to comments in a negative, couldn't give a fuck kind of way. This makes you look cool and also allows you to shed some of your passive agressive bullshit.

Pumpkin Cookies (chickasaw)
PUMPKIN COOKIES (Chickasaw) 1/2 cup shortening 1 ½ cup cooked pumpkin 2 ½ cup of flour, less 2 tsp 4 tsp baking powder 1cup of raisins or dates 1 cup of chopped nuts 1 tsp lemon extract 1 1/4cup of brown sugar 2 eggs 1/2 tsp salt 1/2 tsp nutmeg 1/4 tsp ginger 1/2 tsp ginger 1/2 tsp cinnamon Cream shortening and sugar. Add eggs, pumpkin and spices. Blend well. Sift dry ingredients together and add to pumpkin mixture. Blend until smooth. Stir in raisins, nuts and flavoring. Drop by tsps onto greased cookie sheet. Bake at 400 degrees for 15 minutes. Yield approx. 3 dozen.

Hurricane Ike
Hurricane IKE Public Advisory Home Public Adv Fcst/Adv Discussion Wind Probs Maps/Charts Archive US Watch/Warning Storm Surge 000 WTNT34 KNHC 120841 TCPAT4 BULLETIN HURRICANE IKE ADVISORY NUMBER 45 NWS TPC/NATIONAL HURRICANE CENTER MIAMI FL AL092008 400 AM CDT FRI SEP 12 2008 ...IKE GETS A LITTLE STRONGER...FORECAST TO BECOME A MAJOR HURRICANE... A HURRICANE WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FROM MORGAN CITY LOUISIANA TO BAFFIN BAY TEXAS. HURRICANE CONDITIONS ARE EXPECTED TO REACH THE COAST IN THE WARNING AREA LATER TODAY. PREPARATIONS TO PROTECT LIFE AN PROPERTY IN THE HURRICANE WARNING AREA SHOULD BE RUSHED TO COMPLETION. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT SOUTH OF BAFFIN BAY TO PORT MANSFIELD TEXAS. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING IS ALSO IN EFFECT FROM EAST OF MORGAN CITY TO THE MISSISSIPPI-ALABAMA BORDER... INCLUDING THE CITY OF NEW ORLEANS AND LAKE PONTCHARTRAIN. FOR STORM INFORMATION SPECIFIC TO YOUR AREA...INCLUDING POSSIBLE IN

Born 2 Boop
The Rules: 1. Stop by Boopmebaby's page and rate her Betty Boop folder... Start with this pic... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Born to Boop" or something like that... 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 6. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 7. NO DRAMA... You agreed to the rules... So, be sure you follow through... No cheating... Please... ****************************** Below is the gift tag you will receive... Feel free to save and upload your tag or rip it... But if you rip it, you will NOT receive points when someone rates it on your page. Please l

Essay
Today for an English class i had to write an essay, on any topic i chose. I choose the last 3 months of my life. The meeting of new people the, the loosing of friends the new things i feel the songs i have found to be comforting when i need them and how everything is somehow connected to the music i choose. Anyhow i started as this sweet story of how i met this great guy that makes me smile. How the songs we think that fit us have new meanings and such then i went back to one of the last conversations he and i had. It was a conversation that would make the most stable girl shake in fear of not being good enough. i didn't shake i just laid still and watched the rest of the show we were watching. I didn't cry ( i don't cry in front of him when i hurt from his words) He is hurting too so why show him that i am hurting. I have been through the pain before i wanted him to be the guy that at least respected the rules i understand that rules are made to be bend or even broken but when you

Fu Bad Girl Bulletin #2
imikimi - Customize Your World HEY ALL YOU LOVELY LADIES OUT THERE I AM FORMING A FUBAR GROUP CALLED "FU BAD GIRLS" IF ANY OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. YOU CAN CONTACT ME JUICY. I WILL BE GIVING A BLAST AWAY TO ONE SPECIAL WOMAN EVERY OTHER WEEK. TELL ALL YOUR LADY FRIENDS. THE MORE THE MERRIER. AND A SPECIAL GIFT WILL BE GIVEN OUT EVERY MONTH. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT. MY LINK IS: *JuicyFruit(Bi)69*owner of Fu Bad Girls*fu gf to my sweet Velvet Moon*Rating Revolution*fu owned by@ fubar (repost of

Email...hacked
ok, i don't know if this is considered a "blog"...but...my email got hacked into and i had to delete it. It had alot of my friends from up here on it..so if you've missed me..and want my new email...shout at me!!!

For A Gem...
A Beautiful Lady I have the Sincere Pleasure of calling my Friend... Many times the truly beautiful people get over looked and passed by for cosmetic appearances... This wonderful lady has rated my pics when no one else was interested bombed a contest when no other help was available... been there in my shoutbox when I just needed a friend ... Made tags and graphics, included me in her fu world and family... and that's just a few of the wonderful ways she shows her true colors... Autism Awareness and Cancer Awareness are 2 of her passions, not only on fu but in the real world... It takes a very special person to be all that she is... Please take a few moments and go by her page and show her lots and lots of love... join the trains that she is conducting and make some really awesome new friends... ♊aGEM4life♊ [Shadow Leveler]@ fubar this bulletin brought to you by the one and only me ... Carnie~~ Fu owned by aGem4Life~~@ fubar

Do What? For How Many Twinkies? Behind What Quicky Mart?
What is your name??? Jojo are you named after anyone??? a crazy clown from killer clowns from outer space if your best friend knew your boyfriend liked somebody else would you want them tell you? no, as long as he aint fuckin her he can like her all he wants what song are you listening to right now? one of violent j's new solo songs what is your favorite band/singer? dont have just one who was the last person to tell you they love you? troy what was the last thing you ate? a creamy chicken spinach pasta thingie... mmm breakfast of champions hah! what was the last movie you saw in theaters?? superhero's would you ever date your number 2? uh no, we lived in ky but we aint FROM ky.... when was the last time you were on the phone after 2AM? bout a month ago with chris where was the last house you went besides your house???? angels what was the last thing someone threw at you? a shop rag What are you gonna do today???? work the pole a

Your Killing Me!!!!!!
there's nothing that I care for and even less to say You throw out words of love that just get in my way to say that you don't tell the truth is only half the tale To say that you exagerate and in all your words you've failed You leave all swinging on a noose your own neck sinched in tight You left the sceen of our dead love your own blood on the knife.

Own Your Fu-slave
FU-SLAVES FOR SALE!!! Here they are!!!!Pick your own fu-slave to spoil you for one whole month!You wont be sorry!Don’t forget to also rate them!Most rates receives a Silver Heart Bling! Come get your own sexy fu-slave! Pick one and click to bid!!!Please repost! BLACK WIDOW TOMME DIANA KING BLAZE DJ SYN PONYBOY0827 DJ TORIA

Life's Wide Open Choices.
Wide open Today is wide open. It does not have to be like yesterday, or any other day. Today is opportunity. It is a canvas upon which your choices and your actions can create a valuable and unique masterpiece. Paint vividly and passionately upon that canvas. Do something good and useful, valuable, exciting, inspiring and fulfilling with the magnificent possibilities that exist right now, on this very day. Here you now are, with the knowledge, experience, resources and desire to make a difference. This is the time to act and to push your most profound purpose confidently forward. All that you have ever thought, and felt, and experienced has brought you to this point. Now is when you can make something new, great and wonderful out of it all. Today is real and today is now available for you. Bring it to life in your own special way. -- Ralph Marston

Jace Everett - Bad Things
I wanna do bad things with you. When you came in the air went out. And every shadow filled up with doubt. I don't know who you think you are, But before the night is through, I wanna do bad things with you. I'm the kind to sit up in his room. Heart sick an' eyes filled up with blue. I don't know what you've done to me, But I know this much is true: I wanna do bad things with you. When you came in the air went out. And all those shadows there are filled up with doubt. I don't know who you think you are, But before the night is through, I wanna do bad things with you. I wanna do real bad things with you. Ow, ooh. I don't know what you've done to me, But I know this much is true: I wanna do bad things with you. I wanna do real bad things with you

Hiring Staff At The House Of Dreams!
Hey everyone!! Come check out my lounge, the House of Dreams! It's bumpin' We're hiring greeters and promoters and will be hiring enforcers soon. JUST CLICK THIS PIC AND COME HANGOUT ! GREAT STAFF AND PEOPLE... WHO COULD ASK FOR MORE!

Random Thoughts 3
Now my friend Pirahnahead is encouraging me to write down my thoughts as twisted as they might be. My thoughts upon going to bed and waking are always the same. My love affair with darkness. I suppose my sociaphobic hermetic ways are responsible for this development. I only feel completely at peace in the dark. The darkness does not judge. You don't have to be beautiful or thin or witty...it just accepts you as you are. At night no bill collectors call, nobody wants anything from you, nobody can hurt you. Even a prowler would need a light in order to hurt you. He could'nt see you in pitch black. ( ok barring infratech) At night all the minds shut down and you can breathe and be who you are. If you live underground like I do you can get the same effect during the day simply by banning the light. ( electricity). turn off the phone,unplug the doorbell. Light, both sun and electricity, is the most intrusive, invasive force in the universe. For me, peace can only be found in the darkness

Show Me How You Feel
today is PINCH BUTT DAY and baby u know you're sexy if u get pinched! GO ahead & start PINCHING! send this 2 all your sexy friends (even me) If u get 2 back you're ugly, 3-4 ok, 5-6 damn, 7-8 WOW!,9 HOT as hell..

Meet My New Owner!!
Now that I've gotten your attention, I'm thinking it's about time I introduce my new owner, Yet Again. Is it true that you haven't visited his page yet??? That can't be!! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?? THIS SWEETHEART HAS BEEN DELETED TWICE, SO PLEASE VISIT HIS PAGE NOW AND LEAVE HIM LOTS OF LOVE!! AND TELL HIM Tennisgirl1987 SENT YOU. ;-) YET AGAIN..FUN IN THE SUN LAID IN THE SHADES R/L MAN...OWNER OF TENNISGIRL1987@ fubar This bulletin has been brought to you by.... Tennisgirl1987 - Club F.A.R. Member, Shadow Leveler, Promoter at Playground, Owned by Yet Again@ fubar

A Truckers' Prayer
A TRUCKERS' PRAYER LORD I ASK YOU TO BE WITH ME AS I TRAVEL DOWN THE ROAD HERE AND THERE, EVERYWHERE HAULING HEAVY LOADS PLEASE GUIDE ME THROUGH THE TRAFFIC AND STORMS ALONG THE WAY KEEP ME ALERT WHEN NIGHT ARE LONG GRANT PATIENCE FOR EACH DAY AND WHEN I REACH MY DESTINATION ALWAYS THANKFUL I WILL BE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN THE UNSEEN GUEST RIDING NEXT TO ME BY J. MORSE

My Poetry
A Snowy Winter Dream An Imaculate Snowy Winter Day little children all out to Play Building there snowmen Laying in the snow making beautifull snow angels Running inside to drink hot chocolate eating fresh baked christmas cookies Warming there hands and feet by the fire setting quietly with eyes full of wonder as Grandpa tells them stories of his childhood days and christmases past sleepy little children go off to bed tucked in by mommy and daddy and kisses goodnight to dream of there next Snowy Winter Dream........

Fu Marriage
My best friend and I want to do the Fubar Marriage and need some assistance. How and where do I go to propose to him and go through the ceremony. Can anyone help me out there. Thanks in advance for reading my blog. I love and care for all my friends here on Fubar and think they are the greatest. Please help. Hugs and Kisses, Wild Angel

Lie Clock
Lie Clock" message A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move." "Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie." "Incredible," said the man". And whose clock is that one?" St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life." "Where's President Bush's clock?" asked the man. "Bush's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan.

Could Be Worst
Fw: Fwd: It could be Worse..... -------------------- THIS IS WHY PARENTS DRINK!! A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children

King Size
I enjoy sharing with you.. King Size Maybe this king size bed was a bad idea. Now you’re all the way over there and I was used to you being smashed into me and I liked it. Suddenly you like your space and you won’t come close to me unless you’re horny. I stretch my arms out and I still cannot touch you. I do not reap all the benefits the salesman mentioned. I do not sleep well on my extra firm mattress. You are in our bed yet it still feels empty, only the green glow of my clock keeps me company. I do not think this was a good idea. poet

Life Sucks Sometimes
why does it seem when one good thing happens and things look like they will be ok, things start to go wrong. when one goes wrong it seems it all starts to fall apart. how do u keep ur head up? why do bad things happen to good people?

Consultation
OK... so I have my consultation with the oncologist tomorrow at 2:30. Hopefully he'll be able to answer most of my questions. I just looked him up, and he's actually the Chief of the Division of Surgical Oncology at University of Michigan hospital. Ooooh, I feel special.

Auction
I am in an Auction in badhabitz. Come bid on me and we can discuss other terms when you win my bid. So come join the party in Badhabitz lounge and listen to some great tunes and met lots of great peeps. Texy

Pouring It Out For You
Pouring it out for you letting it all flow out in torrents and spurts and it never runs dry How much can one heart hold? Will it never just let it all go? Why is there so much pain? Does love always mix in hurt? Pouring it out for you letting it all flow out in torrents and spurts and it never runs dry The higher than drugs high the joy that spreads like fire the perfect positive outlook Love changes all perspective Pouring it out for you letting it all flow out in torrents and spurts and it never runs dry So powerful and so awesome in all it's highs and lows the double edged razor guaranteed to cut both ways Pouring it out for you letting it all flow out in torrents and spurts and it never runs dry A mighty river that flows the highest mountain peaks the deepest darkest cave Only love, really knows your name

Help Remove A Member With A Hate Site
This guy is very mean to many people and I ran across this guy and have reported him for a hate page. I have another friend that has reported him also. The more complaints that fubar suport gets the easier it will be to have him reported. The stuff that he says about women in his about me section is just so totally wrong on so many levels. I hope you guys will help to get him removed. I went and complained to fubar support. Here is his fubar site...http://fubar.com/user/2226275. Please help me in getting the member removed.

Our New President
History has now been made, and everything that I support on my page and truly believe in in my heart has now come to fruition. I am neither Democrat or Republican, I AM AN AMERICAN! As a Nation I feel that we have grown now past our negative historical past, we have grown both as a Nation and as a people. We have finally after so many years, decades and centuries become the colorblind Nation that we need to be. All my love goes out to President Obama and his entire Family. May whatever God and or Goddess or Deity you believe in Bless us all, as I believe they already have on this great day. Love to all my FuBar Friends and Family.

I Awoke With A Chill...
I awoke with a chill, laying in bed trembling -- aloneness gnawing at my senses. the coldness of seasons, like a faithful companion, crept in while I was sleeping to remain an unwanted guest! O Theaza by lighting my heart you have opened my eyes to this furtive trespass, this grim violation! O Theaza, please come curl next to me -- please come let our arms devour one another, please come let our kisses consume one another, please come and please gently unwrap me of this dreadful solitude! O Theaza, please come permanently infect me with your Love-Fever! SR 11/6/08

Over It.
I am so over all the election bullshit on here. My god! Every single mumm comes back to it somehow. People become such whiny bitches when they don't get their way. No one in the world will ever know who I voted for. And frankly its no ones business...but no matter who won, people should really put their big kid undies on and deal with it.

Why??? Seriously? Are You Serious?
Ok like I'm obsessed with youtube right cause I love make-up tutorials and all and I want to know how these people can afford a whole shit load of make-up cause I cant even afford the dollar kind. I mean like they have MAC, I will never in my whole life be able to afford MAC. How do they afford it?? Seriously? I mean like Seriously? So anyways I went onto Ebay and found a nice 120 palette with 8 brushes(eyeshadow that is) anyways so like that plus shipping is going to cost like fifty bucks and it isn't even name brand and so my goal is to find a way to make all that money. Because like I have no eyeshadow I have been using blush as my eye shadow lol how sad is that!!! So I need it plus all my make-up is old so I figure Ill start with that then move on to concealers and powders, eyeliners, lip liners, lip stick, lip conditioner, face moisturizer, and ect. Then I can finally make my own make-up tutorials so if anyone has any ideas on how to make money with out getting a real job cause wh

Zeistgeist (must See Embed Movie)
I have seen many videos discussing many theory's including 911 and the Illuminate. This video discusses Religion, 911, and the Current Banking System. If you have ever had any skepticism regarding any of the preformentioned items or you are going through any financial difficulties. Then you must watch this. For parts on religion watch the first 45 mins. Watch part two for 911, and watch part three starting around 1:15 for information on the banking systems and involvement in current wars. If you are not open minded, or feel very strongly about any of the above do not watch this video!This movie starts out black for the first 3 mins, hang tight is well worth watching! - CLICK ABOVE TO WATCH "ZEITGEIST, THE MOVIE" -

50 Questions
1. What was the highlight of your week? trip to DC today 2. Whose car were you in last? my car ALL DAY cause my wife doesn't want me to smoke in hers 3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? whenever some in front of me puckers up 4. What color shirt are you wearing? white, and it says something like fitness club on it. hahahah! 5. How long is your hair? it will probably be touching my ears by Friday 6. Are you good looking? i'm average, but I have been told I "clean up nice" 7. Last person you hugged? Stefler right before she went to bed 8. How long was your last phone call? that would have been at work Saturday night, probably 1 or 2 minutes (I try to be a dickhead so people will hang up sooner) 9. Last thing you ate? jalepno poppers and curly fries (had a lite dinner since I ate ribs AND bbq chicken for lunch) 10. Last thing you drank? coffee 11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? 2005 and I don't want to go there again

As Long As It's Not About Love
As Long As It's Not About Love From the first time we touched with our eyes Only magic could take away my heart I am always afraid for my heart So lay beside me now and tell me lies - sweet lies As long as it's not about love Shall we sail off the edge of the world Fall forever and never look behind But I must keep my heart from my mind Lay beside me now and tell me lies As long as it's not about love Oh the last time we touched with our eyes And the magic was stronger than the heart Oh, I can't run away with my heart So, lay beside me now and tell me lies As long as it's not about love Shall we sail off the edge of the world Fall forever Take my heart away but no You can't say words about love Ooh If the magic comes between us And we never meet again Take a part of me away 'Cause maybe it's all above love Love, ooh

Omfg!
My sister feels the need to tell my daughter about some things that happened in my past. These are things she doesn't need to know about unless I tell. I have never had a great relationship with my sister. She is always trying to be better than me. I could care less if she is. She has no right telling my daughter the things she has told her. right now,she had better not show up at my home...I am seriously fucking pissed the fuck off!!!!

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Friend Needs Help.
I have been friends with this guy for years and he is new to fubar and needs a little help with leveling. If you would help him out, i would really appreciate it. If you private message me saying that you showed him some love. I will return the love. He is a really great guy and has always been a very good friend of mine. Thank you. His link is: eaglesgod@ fubar

One Of My Poems
Death Death, it's me again, I haven't heard from you I know you got the message, What else must I do? Tried to get you to come to me, For you, I even looked Tried to set an appointment, But your schedule was all booked Of this place, I am so tired, I'm ready to move along I know it will hurt some people, And I know that it is wrong The world is quickly changing, Or so the voices loudly say Down this long dark road I can't take another day Death the voices tell me, You aren't the only one Some of the voices argue, Saying, you, I should shun Death I have an idea, It's even better though I think So you just sit there quietly, And see how far I sink The light is slowly fading, My world is turning gray Darkness and briars fill the places Where children use to play The clowns have all gone quiet, The monsters are creeping in The pleasures of life have all gone now, Never to return again.

The World Sure Has Changed!
THOSE BORN 1920-1980 First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but

The South...
Tennessee The owner of a golf course was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, 'You graduated from the University of Tennessee and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?' The secretary thought a moment, and then replied, 'Everything but my earrings.' Alabama A group of Alabama friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. 'Where's Henry?' the others asked. 'Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail,' the successful hunter replied. 'You left Henry laying out there and carried the deer back?' they inquired. 'A tough call,' nodded the hunter. 'But I figured no one is going to steal Henry!' Texas The Sheriff pulled up next to the guy unloading garbage out

It's Really Over.
Jeremy and I are now over, even though we never really started. If you haven't been paying attention to the ongoing drama in my life, Jer had come back into my life and I was supposed to go out to Cali to see him in a month. Well, I'm not going. At all. Period. End of story. Jeremy has always had a thing for drugs. Well, he started smoking weed recreationally, which didn't bother me, because it wasn't ruining his life. Then he started with talking about going to a doctor and paying him 120 to get a medicine card so he can smoke it 'legally'. I was sketchy about it, but I said 'whatever, if it keeps you out of jail'. Well, that talk progressed to talking about selling it. Right there I said no. I'm not dealing with that again. I'm not going through the jail with him again. Well, since he left, he has been egging me on to tell him I love him. Kept asking questions like 'you love me, don't you?' 'Why are you coming out here? Why don't you just tell me?' He kept telling me

* Is You *
My soul is sad my heart is sad and there isn't alot I can do it's tearing me to shreads and I can't seem to figure things out but the one thing that makes me happy is you and i'm sorry I cant show you how happy I am when I'm with you I'm sorry that this sadness has stolen the smile from my face and I hope you know i'm happy even though you can't see it and although my body is tired and lonely and upset it doesn't mean I don't love you just the same because you bring happiness into my life even on my saddest of days and i'm sorry that my smile has been stolen there's so much eating at me and I can't seem to find that one little thing let's the world know How much I care the places I love are now the places I dread and I hate that and it makes me sad to see that happiness on the face of a former friend and I want to be the person who makes them happy like I once could and I wish I could tell you that I still love you even though we're apart but I can't

Easy Breaded Chicken
Ingredients * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breasts * 1 cup Italian-style salad dressing * 2 cups seasoned dry bread crumbs Cooking Instructions 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. Dredge chicken breasts in salad dressing, then coat completely with bread crumbs. Place coated chicken breasts in a lightly greased 9x13-inch baking dish and bake in the preheated oven for about 30 minutes, or until chicken is cooked through and juices run clear.

Tag Your It!
Tagged By J+A+B=ME You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? gone 2. Your significant other? amy 3. Your hair? none 4. Your mother? weird 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? dirty 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? 80's 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? clicked 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? two 22. Your pets? kids 23. Your computer? old 24. Your life? better 25. Your

A Loves Mist
In the depths of your eyes, they show of a weekness, as the blind one's love reveals. How bound they are with the strength of a loves bondage, to hold such a untold story. In your heart, though it beats by a rythem, even now the deaf ears of love can't hear. Though its not for the huntress of the open sea. If you dare apon it, mabie it might be for the goddess of the moon. As you glance up, and to witness her light shine apon you. Your lips are so tempting like the morning dew is to the window paine, after the effects of a lovers moon. Even though as your body holds my embrace, how warm and inticing it is. As this story goes, you may look apon my eyes, to reveal the truth in your eyes as it shows only a trace of a lovers mist By Kris Mauch

A Retiree Steps In To Raise Her 3 Great-grandchildren
Carmen Duran raised her daughter. Then she raised her granddaughters. And now, at age 74, Duran is raising three great-grandchildren. She once dreamed of becoming a fashion designer. Then she dreamed of a peaceful retirement. But through the years, Duran put those dreams aside to be a mother to three generations. Just when she thought life might slow down, it has sped up. She is responsible for Kassandra, Katrina and Michael Stewart, her great-grandchildren. She also helps care for her husband, Augusto, 84, an Alzheimer's patient. ''Every day is like 10 crazy days packed into one,'' she said. ``God gives me energy. My mind is young.'' Duran is replenished by a spring of selflessness. On a typical day, she drops off Kassandra, 15, at high school at 6:50 a.m. She drives home to make breakfast for Katrina, 13, and Michael, 10. Then she takes them to their schools. She makes daily visits to Augusto, who lives in a nursing home. She runs errands, does laundry and cle

A Different Christmas Poem - Please Share
I saw this in a bulletin by terryljohn, and wanted to share it with my friends too. Thank you terryljohn Love, Tess Soldier The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out

Member Of The Week - From 12/21 To 12/28
Please treat this member like you would want to be treated. Generosity, rates, gifts and comments. Blings are not mandatory. Hit her Hard, she was a elite Member so that showed she has dedicated herself to Club United with Lotsa Love. Time to give it all back to her now.. ~¢¾~TEXAS TWISTER~¢¾~SHADOW LEVELER~¢¾~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar

She's Fine.
She’s fine. She’s witty. She’s intelligent. She’s attractive. She’s my friend and though she’s drinking herself to death, she’s fine. Months ago, we talked daily, for hours on end. She is easy to talk to, quick to listen, quick to make me laugh. When my mother was dying, she was there. Listening, comforting, consoling and joking. She thought she didn’t have anything to offer. She offered more than most. If we had nothing else in common, we did our drinking. She does what I did and she does it just as well. Without explanation, without excuse, she stopped talking to me and she blocked me. Last week, she contacted me asking for help. She described her symptoms: convulsions, puking daily, nausea, itchy/rough dry skin, fatigue, sweating, etc. I suggested she get help. She said she would…until the next day. “How are you?” I asked. “Fine. Don’t call, don’t text, don’t contact me. I’m fine.” Considering she’s half the country away and won’t answer her

Unbreakable Chain Train
Welcome to the Unbreakable Chain Train!! Alright Fu's you know how we do!!! As usual we're going to rate, fan & add each rider to be added yourself BUT this is a very very special train.... January 3rd is Unbreakable's birthday!! So if you allready have that rider re-rate & remind them that you're "Celebrating Unbreakable's Birthday!" She's an amazing woman An amazing friend, she's been to hell and back So let's do this right ppl feel friend to send her some extra love, gifts, blings, crushes, blasts are all appreciated!! Lets get the party started!! rate this folder Unbreakable SweetPeabayba 'T' Drillin Deep ~TINK~ ~Autumn Princess~ GnbRebel

38 Things Girls Don't Realize
=====FIRST OF ALL I DID NOT WRITE THIS====== It was copied from a chain letter around the net but I removed the crap from it. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. -Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. -Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. -Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. -Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. -A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. -Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. -Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. -Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh

"our Night At The Club"
We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, you pull out your s

Complaining And Complimenting
This is not a plea for rate this is just getting some stuff off my chest and venting This blog is brought on by something that was said the other night at the auction i was in ... and if you get butt hurt by this then just remove me from your friends list... I've been on fubar almost 2 years, so with that being said here goes: when i first joined fubar it was about finding friends and building those friendship relationships ,you know your fan / rate / add everyone chat rate their stuff they rate you and so on .... well those theories seemed to have been flushed down the toilet... I dont beg or ask for anything from anyone I earn or buy everything I get... even in give aways I dont ask for much help...I cannot tell you how many links are dropped in my shoutbox each day of people who need some rates, comments or they have auto 11's and i try to get to everyone of those links in a single day ..I have comment bombed for people just from them asking ( but not lately bombing

The Screw...
The Screw... It's the Spring of 1957 and Bobby goes to pick up his date. He's a pretty hip guy with his own car. When he goes to the front door, the girl's father answers and invites him in. "Carrie's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" He says. "That's cool." Says Bobby. Carrie's father asks Bobby what they're planning to do. Bobby replies politely that they will probably just go to the soda shop or a movie. Carrie's father responds, "Why don't you two go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally, this comes as quite a surprise to Bobby, so he asks Carrie's Dad to repeat it. "Yeah," says Carrie's father, "Carrie really likes to screw; she'll screw all night if we let her!" Well, this just made Bobby's eyes light up, and his plan for the evening was beginning to look pretty good. A few minutes later, Carrie comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt and announces that she's ready to go. Almost breathless with anticipation, Bob

Poems
Love Like A Rose As I touch your soft face, It reminds me of a deep, Red Rose petal, Rich in colour and Beautiful in sight, Tender to touch and easy to break. Just like a heart filled with your sweet love, You touch my heart in special ways, In each and every loving day. If I could wish for one thing tonight, It would be for us never to fight! Coz' everyone knows- that a fight leads to tears, And out of all my worst fears, losing you... Would make the tears,never stop falling, Down my soft petal face. So look deep into your heart, And think of it like a rose, It can grow big a Beautiful, By being filled with love, Or it can die by sheding its petals, Like people shead their tears. That's how loves dies my sweet! So why do you think... I'm never going to say Goodbye?!?

To Be Me
I wish I could be like a child, to be happy doing anything, wouldn't that be nice. I wish I could be like a bird, to be free to fly anywhere in that big open sky, wouldn't that be nice. I wish I could be like a flower, to be so beautiful,perfect, and unique, wouldn't that be nice. Most of all I wish I could be me, to be so real,confident in my own skin, opinionated, and intelligent, wouldn't that be nice. To be me means to be hated by most and loved by few. To be me means , to be the one that fights with everyone because of my opinions. To be me means, to be the one that can say or do something and feel no remorse, because I'm that confident that I'm in the right. To be me means to be too real to just go along with anything said or done, Of all the things I wish to be: a child, a bird,a flower, the one I wish to be the most is me.

The Raven
The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe First Published in 1845 Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of someone gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. " ’Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door; Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember, it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow, sorrow for the lost Lenore,. For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore, Nameless here forevermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me---filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, " ’Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door, So

Army Poems
American Heroes In my life I’ve never seen the face of war or what it brings. For there are those whom gave their lives for my freedom for my rights. I don’t know their names and I could only imagine their faces as they head off to fight in far away places. American Heroes are they all. Protecting ‘Ol Glory as she stands proud and tall. And for those who didn’t return the eternal flame shall forever burn. American Heroes of the past memories of your actions shall forever last. They are Americas’ Sons and Americas’ Daughters. Proudly serving to protect our borders. American Heroes are they all defending freedom for one and all. May God Bless Our Troops!

I Am Sagittarius (pretty Accurate To Me)
ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - The Twin Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing peo

I Lover
I think ive founed my girl the one i have been looking for all my life and i`m in love with her so much but don`t worry i`m being carefull too.but i cant wait to get her down here to be with me we both just want to make each other happy and i think this one will last along time too.and i cant wait ether for it i`m going to give her the world and anything and every thing a can to make her happy.i love u shariah.:}

I Don't Write Poetry
I don't write poetry I just choose to make my feelings rhyme. Kinda like the chaotic tune played by a wind chime. There is no real rhythm just a sporadic sound. Just like the thoughts in my head go round and round. Hanging on the back porch of a mind that long ago cared. Through many high winds I was some how spared. Countless nights I echoed into the into the night. Playing out my loneliness and screaming some thing isn't right. The storm is to fierce can't you hear my screams. It's destroying our home and tearing away our dreams. The flowers you planted last spring there petals blown away. All because you slept through the music I choose to play. Now tangled and broken my songs end at last. Just a distant echo from some where in the past.

My Tunes
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Wolf Who Steps Travelin Wo Wo
HOWDY CRITTERS AND HUMANS ITS WOLF WHO STEPS POSTING YA ALL AN UPDATE ABOUT ME HOWL! WITH THE HELP OF STANS HARLEY DAVIDSON HERE WE JUST FINISHED MAKING THE 'WOLF HARLEY' LEAN, MEAN, AND PRISTINE WO WO! I AM NOW RUNNING A 2003 TWIN CAM 95 CU EVOLUTION IN MY 1987 LOWRIDER [WITH SECRET STEPPINWOLF MAKES THINGS FASTER OPTIONS ADDED OF COURSE]. WE ALSO PUT A 2003 SPRINGER FRONT END ON 'HER' AND SHE IS NOW CHOMPIN ON HER BITS TO GET ON THE ROAD HOWL! ANYWAY I WILL BE LEAVIN FOR THE SOUTH STARTIN IN LOUSIANA NEXT WEEK WITH MY EVENTUAL DESTINATION FLORIDA AND DAYTONA BIKE WEEK! IF YOU ALL ARE FROM THE SOUTH AND WANT TO MEET ME MAYBE WE CAN ARRANGE A GET TOGETHER WHILE I AM TRAVELIN HOWL! JUST SEND ME A 'KITE' TO MY FUBAR E MAIL, CONTACT ME AT codywhitefeathers@yahoo.com, OR CALL ME AT 585-219-4114. I HAVE NO ISSUES OR BAGGAGE AND DONT NEED ANY AND AM A GIVER NOT A TAKER HOWL!

Juggalo
First off, the term Juggalo is uni-sexual. A juggalo is someone who has been saved by the dark carnival. Many people don't recognize the intelligence behind the music. It is satire. Their intention is to influence people to free their minds (the most beautiful thing in the world to experience, recipe for wisdom = weed and music). We are anti-predjudice(sexism, racism,etc.) We know that karma is real and don't see life in black and white, but with more colors than a gay pride parade. A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopatic records in

Bored Randomness Of Friends
well i have nothing better to do than write. im just bored and need something to occupy myself. Well in the last couple of weeks alot has happened. I rejoined fubar for one. I was on here like a year or two ago when this used to be cherry tap. Ive met alot of nice people although i have to say some of you guys are perverts lmao who am i kidding we all are in one way or another. Next on my list is friends, dont always trust them. Even if youve known them for 10 years or more cause they can still stab you in the back anyways and these people know who they are they just dont know i know yet. But why bother fighting them about it they will still just lie to my face weither i have proof or not so whatever like i said im done with the bullshit we arent in high school anymore so lets act like it. id say more but the people that are involved in this stuff are on fubar and i dont really want to cause problems. But i do wish they would comfront me about it so we can talk and get shit takin care

I Was A Dreamer Before You Let Me Down
BOY WE HAD A REAL GOOD TIME AND I WISH YOU THE BEST ON YOUR WAY. I NEVER THOUGHT WE WOULD FALL OUT OF PLACE. I HAVE SOMETHING THAT I LOVE, BUT MY FRIENDS KEEP TELLING ME THAT SOMETHINGS WRONG, THAT I MISS SOMEONE, THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY. BUT I WISH YOU NEVER LOOKED AT ME THAT WAY. WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN DAYS AND MAN IT'S SO OVERDUE. IT'S COLD OUTSIDE BUT BETWEEN US IT'S WORSE. THE WORLD HAS SLOWED DOWN BUT MY HEART BEATS FAST RIGHT NOW, I KNOW THIS IS THE PART WHERE THE END STARTS. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER, I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE STRONGER. BUT ALL WE DO IS LINGER. I DON'T WANT TO TRY NOW. ALL THATS LEFT IS GOODBYE NOW. JUST TO FIND A WAY TO TELL YOU THAT I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE.

Who Has Photo Shop??
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imikimi - Customize Your World! Michelle~R/L Wife of Miracle Monkey~Winterhawk~Native American Pride~Member of Llama Levelers@ fubar This Loving Birthday Pimpout brought to you By:JoAnna"Co-Founder"of The Llama Levelers and friend of Michelles:) (repost of original by 'JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2009-02-17 17:34:45')

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Love Is Hypocritical...
Love is the greatest of hypocritical feelings... Love is always new and always changing. Yet is is never really new and is never changing. Love is the greatest of all joys. It is also the deepest of sorrows. It is comforting and familiar. It is frightening and srange. Love is cherished and nurtured. It is also taken for granted and ignored. Love is the hardest to hide. It also the one we hide most often. Love when share is priceless. When kept to oneself it is worthless. Love brings out the best of who we are. It also brings out the worst parts that we hide. Love is simple and uncomplicated. It is complicated and confusing. Love shows us who we are. It makes us lose ourself in another. Love completes us and makes us whole. It also leaves us empty and half of what we could be. Love is what we make of it. We are what it makes of us. Love is the most hypocritical of all emotions. It's also the one most worth what it brings.

Me Embarassing Myself...or How I Took Cold / Sinus Medicine...or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Cold Meds
Okay, so back in the 80's there was the drug campaign of "Just say no." I think this campaign should come back today. At least for me when I'm sick and taking cold meds. "Bryan, just say no to cold meds." Having said this I will now tell you, my dear reader, my embarassing moment of the day. I'm home today, sick as I have been for the last 2 (3 really) days. I've awakened one other time in the course of the day to take medicine and get some fluids in me. So, I wake up again mostly delirious and I send a text message to a friend of mine. The text message went as follows: "You're turning into a penguin. Stop it. Could you please tell the monkeys outside my door that have worked out a script for Hamlet to go away?"

Threesome Tag
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new blog, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Door 2. Cricket 3. Jeff Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Bartender 2. Digital Assets manager (fancyshmancy title) 3. DJ (and not one for a lounge) Three Places I have lived 1. Salem, MA 2. Salem, MA 3. Wakefield, MA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Lost 2. Trust Me 3. UFC Three places I have been 1. Rebublic of Kiribati (1200 miles south of Hawaii) 2. Amsterdam 3. Vienna, Austria Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. my co-worker in NYC 2. my friend in Australia 3. my dad Three of my favorite foods 1. Italian 2. Chinese 3. pink tacos Three things I would like to do 1. win the lottery 2. have a healthy baby #2 3. Have much more sex Three friends I think will r

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Diff Thoughts Runnin Thru This Mind
I sit here now and wonder just why it is, that when you love someone so much, it has to hurt so badly? Knowing there is nothing at all, you would not do for the one you love, no matter what it took or the price it may cost. Having such true and awesome friends as I have made on this site here, makes me realize more and more, just how much it is we all need more like those in this world so full of hatred. Feeling as if I am on top of the world, each time I see that my dear baby Anna is online. No matter the time of day or night, she always seems to know how to bring a smile to this rednek,lol. There are so many things right now running through my mind, that I can not seem to keep up with them all. Bringing me to wonder, just why and how come we can not seem to come together as one in this great nation of ours simply known as AMERICA????? P.J. Page 12:29pm 3/6/09

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You Are 56% Good You are a fairly good person. You strive to live a moral life whenever possible. You are usually kind, generous, and loyal. However, you do have a dark side that even you may not see. When it comes down to ethical decisions, you tend to take the path of least resistance. So you may end up lying, cheating, or engaging in other bad behavior... because it's just easier to do so. You are also probably: Conflicted and confused about the current course of your life Right now you are on track to being: A slightly crooked politician To be a better person: Break one bad habit - whether it's telling white lies or spending too much money. How Good Are You?

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Obama exempts CIA 'torture' staff Critics say the methods approved in the memos amount to torture US President Barack Obama says CIA agents who used harsh interrogation techniques on terrorism suspects during the Bush era will not be prosecuted. Mr Obama banned the use of methods such as sleep deprivation and simulated drowning in his first week in office. He has now released four memos detailing techniques the CIA was able to use under the Bush administration. Rights groups have criticised his decision to protect CIA agents involved in the interrogation procedures. Amnesty International said the Department of Justice appeared to be offering a "get-out-of-jail-free card" to individuals who were involved in acts of torture. The Centre for Constitutional Rights, which has championed the legal rights of the "war on terror" detainees, also expressed its disappointment. "It is one of the deepest disappointments of this administration that it appears un

Living In The Light
Living in the Light1 JOHN 1 5 This is the message we heard from Jesus* and now declare to you: God is light, and there is no darkness in him at all.6 So we are lying if we say we have fellowship with God but go on living in spiritual darkness; we are not practicing the truth.7 But if we are living in the light, as God is in the light, then we have fellowship with each other, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, cleanses us from all sin. 8 If we claim we have no sin, we are only fooling ourselves and not living in the truth.9 But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness.10 If we claim we have not sinned, we are calling God a liar and showing that his word has no place in our hearts.

Air, Water, Fire
Standing high on the rocky mountain top She stands mesmerized by the beauty below A sea of trees and fields spread out before her Like the strokes from an ole masters brush Finely painted with textures and colors of nature Sweet smells waft through the air assaulting the senses Essence of pine meadowland and wildflowers Raising her arms in the air as a goddess in worship Turning her face to the sun, rays dare to kiss her cheek Soft blue dress swirling around her in the breeze Wind caressing her bronze skin tenderly like a lover Birds sing her praises and angels lend her wings Turning to face me, my heart races and falters She smiles, I catch my breath and gasp for air Her touch is a fire that only she can quench As our lips meet, I am no longer solid mass I am air, water, fire; I am all things for her

Devil Doll -- Queen Of Pain
I'm the Queen of Pain… I can make it thunder and rainI can turn the clouds black in the sky, I can put all those tears in your eyeI'll leave and never wave goodbye …'cause I'm the Queen of Pain I won't hear their names 'cause the voices are always the sameThe places, the chases, the interchangeable facesAre scratching me attaching, surrounding, bindingHow can I care if it's not you?You smile at the things that I do.. chorusand then you say…I'm as cold as NovemberYou say…I'm as cold as November… Things will never be the same and I will never give you back your nameBecause I earned it with you under my skinBut it's my fault for lettin' you inI even paid you and that should be a sin'cause then you abandoned….. You're as cold as November You laughed when I was cryingAnd I was crying every time you laughedOh, but ain't it kind of funnyThat you weren't laughin' when I left. So who's the real King of Pain? I'm trying to forget your nameBut you

Newness
Totally liking on life, at the moment. Except, for a few glitches, I assume. Nothin' I can't handle. Lol...not liking living with someone, instead of being on my own....well, since it's my sister, it is really not that bad. Better than it was before. I am a bit confused about my next step in life. Tht is not unusual, though. Hehehe.

Reality Is Decay
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Friend
I sat there drawing circles in the sand.Circles, and waves, wave after wavecrashing and breaking against the walls of antlike soldiers.I didn't notice until much later that I had left a message, a map, an outcry for the mouse I shared a house with. The main trouble is the smell, I'd give him all the rice and cheese he could carry if he were just a bit cleaner, just a bit more respectful. Perhaps then we could be friends, and have civil chats while I sip my thin, watery tea. I would call him Gwakio, if he wasn't inclined to tell me his name. Then he could join me on these doddering afternoons, perhaps write a chapter of this battle with me. Watch the sun retreat, and the trees gossip.As a million stars arrive nonchalantly to spectate our epic. Would you like that Gwakio? I'll bring the leftovers, if you would indulge me in a palm tickle and some company.

Poetry
Im about to dump a bunch of poetry in here...I want comments dammit! HiHave you met crazy yet?Let me introduce you.Happy, or so it seems on the surface.But what is really flashing in those crystal blue eyes?What is she really thinking?Plotting your murder? Grocery list? Book she’s reading?Mundane tasks to her.Thinking of that person she lives for, the one she loves to hate?Wondering what the weekend has in store?Simply ComplicatedPurplish hair, tattered jeansCollared and choked, in so many more ways than the physical.She always wants what she can’t (or wont) have, and is never happy with what she’s got.She plays the part well. But those that really know her, they see beneath the façade.And the one that should know her best; has no idea. Not a fuckin’ clue.Homicidal maniac. She would kill you in a second. With a sickle. Or a hatchet.Since it’s inevitable that she’s fucked up on somethingDrunk at noon? It’s 5 o’clock somewhere.Or is it one

Cleaning...
So last year, I bought my son a hamster, Tippy. Tippy lasted a measly 4 day's in the Woo household. We woke up one morning and one of the cats had knocked the cage over and Tippy was gone. We figured the damn thing had become cat chow. Well, tonight...I had the crazy burst of energy so I was doing chores that really needed to get done. I was picking up some of my dirty clothes off the bottom of my closet and there lies a carcass. A nasty, grey, furry eyeless body. It hadn't been dead that long because my laundry had been all removed recently, so that mean I have had a little rodent living free and wild in my house for nearly a year. I'm thinking my cats need to go back to mouse trap school. They are constantly leaving me little presents on my back step...dead mice, moles, bird, and even a baby squirrel once, but the mangy(sp?) little brats couldn't catch a hamster inside my house.

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Amazing Alana
So I was at work tonight..not something surprising I know. I sometimes have to lift very heavy things and move them or carry them for customers. part of the job description. We have carts and such for the very heavy things. Vacuums, microwaves, toaster ovens...not so bad. Anyhow it always makes me giggle when short ass me comes carrying out a huge item and the customer says to me..I could have carried that for you. I have already carried it across the store at this point. But tonight I had to carry this box I swear weighed close to 90lbs and the box was damaged so there was no real handles to grab onto. I wish I had a video clip of this I know I looked mostly retarded with this huge box over my shoulder and my neck sideways to carry it. But the guy at the desk was shocked as I lifted it up onto the counter. I think my height is deceptive. I could put half the guys to shame that I work with when it comes to lifting and carrying things. Anyhow my point is that I may be short, but do

Life Quotes
“Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper

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Birthday Wish
The well-known holiday of "Sugar's Birthday Eve" happened to fall on a lesser-known holiday: Father's day. Being a good daughter, I invited my parents over for dinner (salad from my garden, charcoal-grilled steak, shrimp, and asparagus). They left early, but, eagerly anticipating my birthday, I stayed up to welcome the day. For weeks, I've been trimming branches and piling them in my flagstone-and-mortar fire pit. The branches were stacked teepee-style, standing about as tall as me, five feet four, give or take an inch. I stuffed the lower branches with old copies of the Farmer & Rancher Exchange and the Menards flyer, and, after two unsuccessful attempts, finally succeeded in creating a massive bonfire. I sipped wine (malbec, turpentine-esque), scooted my plastic chair back so as not to singe my face. Minutes into the fire, I decided: "I need more wood!" Several trips to the barn later, my fire was roaring splendidly. Several tips of the wine bottle later, I, too, was roaring

I Want You To Know
I want you to know... I want you to know that I’ll always be here for you I want you to know that when there’s no us anymore, I’ll still love you I want you to know how much you mean to me I want you to know that all I am is what you’ve made me I want you to know that no matter how hard you fall, I’ll be there to pick you up I want you to know that you don’t have to be perfect for me to love you I want you to know that when your heart is broken, I’ll sew the pieces back together I want you to know that love is real

Attraction
Hi! Did you know that who you are is who you attract in your life. When someone is positive they attract positive people. They also can attract negative people as well, however the negative ones choose to stay in their comfort zones because it's easier than to take a look at to why they are there in the first place. Have you ever been driving or walking and noticed someone and actually feeling they have a dark black cloud of negativity following them? Which one is true? Which one is false? How you see yourself is how others see you? or How others see you is how you see yourself? This is a deep question and if you think about it the answer makes total sense. You can choose which one applies to you.

My Name Changes
people have asked why i have serial killers as defaults...well thats just a thing to do i guess but 1 hit home especially and thats the one of westley allan dodd...he was on the loose in the hometown i grew up in..vancouver washington...he killed 2 brothers in vancouver and ironically my dad who was a cop at the time was the one that found the brothers..my brother and i were the same age at the time as the brothers cole and william neer...he was spotted scoping out our neighborhood shortly before he was caught..he was executed in 1993 by hanging because that was how he killed his last victim lee isley....i cant tell you how i actually feel knowing that i or my brother or any other kid in the neighborhood could have been a victim of his...i see it as kind of a "ha ha couldnt get me" type thing

The Canadians Are Invading
Random thoughts of the day Twelve Tim Horton's just opened up in NYC. I blame Wicked. I can never visit Europe in the Summer, if I see more than two guys dressed up in colored jeans and white shirts I will not be able to contain my laughter. Who is a harder worker; someone who takes 5 hours to do something and works two hours of overtime to get 2 things done a day or someone who does things in half the time and gets 3 things done while only taking a half hour lunch?

Could It Be????? :o
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People With No One To Hold
Many people are lonely we all know that for a fact, but giving people a chance can better a relationship and with luck the person could find someone to be with and hold. Lonelyness is the steping stone b4 reaching happyness so hold on people b happy.

Jessica
It all happened 3 years ago for the first time in my life i was able to say i love u without feeling scared. I started to talk to this girl named jessica i had many fun moments with her. One the last day of school i told her how i felt she said she couldnt c me more then as a friend. In that point and time I was sad but i didnt stop. We kept in touch till about 2 weeks ago when i tried to talk to her she said she would call me back I knew that was the last time i would here from her. I know she has had it rough and all i just wanted to b there 4 her and i think to myself how could i b that guy. And it occured to me that i could never b. I had always been there 4 her aparently that didnt matter but its cool im strong at heart and im not letting that hurt me. I guess this is y nice guys like me and others out there dont go ahead and say what they feel cause of things like these. Its not easy u know, its hard the heart is not a toy to b messed with so dont b like jessica and keep happy gu

Starters
For starters... I'm waitin for my computer so I can get my salutes up. All I have right now is my iPod to get me online. So I can't do too much I just now figures out a way to add a blog on here. It just makes things harder being in Kuwait Well I'm still new to fubar so help me out I like reading msgs and comments And you can check myspace/facebook if u don't trust me without salutes. (buckymandude@hotmail.com) for both

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Finally!
Ok, I'm in the new apartment, have my internet, my new PC, my phone, and just about all my furniture. Anyone that wants the #, just ask. I'll be back on here more often now, since I don't have anyone over my shoulder while I'm on the PC. *slurpz everyone's face*

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Fairy Tales And Murders
one of these things is not like the others. with hatpins baby pierce me where it hurts..mmmm.i love it. sometimes its hard to find time to just daydream. the rat race can really get you down. too many bills and not enough letters. like any other day i heard the bell, grabbed my coat and summersaulted head first in the rain. i knew i had to make that train. my life depended on that train. doesn't sound like life in a free country to me i am a slave "If you shout "Amen" and worship me, I'll give you everything the eye can see!" sounds like a drug dealer serving the vain but that's just me oh chit! I'm late! gotta go! mission accomplished free thought interrupted. another point won for the establishment

Question???
Will you be there for me when I'm lost At any and every cost? Will you be there for me through snow and rain ,when I'm in pain? Will you be there to heal my cut no matter what? Will you be there like an angel from above. And will you be there to watch over me and teach me how to LOVE/???

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Lippy's Brain Part Deux
I smoked a cig tonite....ewwww, how in the hell could I have ever enjoyed smoking?? I lost 7 pounds not eating fast food for over a week. I ate some mcdonalds sunday nite and thought I was gonna be sick. I worked out to much today and my ribs hurt again :( I found a new gun to buy. It makes my panties moist (just kidding). Asics shoes fucking rock. I think I might actually be able to start running again. course i have to get knee braces made. they are expensive :( I am soooooooo gonna point whore this weekend. I am your pimp!!

Change Is Going To Come
Over the next few weeks the group will be going through some major changes. The group will have a new name, new look and some new rules that some peolpe will like and a dislike. I will keep you updated on all the changes that will be taking place. thank you Feeze

Tears
My emotionz pick up power and speed Then break and smash and explode at my heart. The great surgez of my feelings impede All that's consciously right. I start to cry. Every tear sendz wavez of unseen feelingz Through the hidden surface of our livez. They roll and fall until all love is gone, All life is lived, and each feeling explored.

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Fu-relationships
Why is it you can have alot of friends between guys and girls, especially girls and not find one to hook up with online? Looking for a companion online seems to be old school these days. I just want to have someone to talk to and have things in common and to just have fun online. Having a relationship don't always mean it will go further than that, unless you want it to. I am not looking for anything more than a real relationship. Just someone to have as an online companion (or online girlfriend or more whatever the situation calls for.) I have given up on the fact that I won't find someone to have that with, so I am just writing this to share with everyone. If there is someone interested please feel free to SB me.

Your Hands [in Memory Of My Gma Rip]
Since the day you were taken away from me , each day gets harder and harder.I cant sleep at night and I never want to wake up.I can never tell right from wrong or whats up from whats down.Grandma, you were the one who was always there, talking to me about life and how to handle things .Theres times where I wish I was dead, then there's times where I want to make you so pround of me.Grandma, I'm losing all faith and hope, please help me get through this, cause I cant do this alone.

Two Butterflies Fu-wedding Chappel
well, first couple of days, and the lounge is still basically unmanned. there are a couple prospective fu-weddings in the making, but they haven't gone forward with a set date yet. i know that this chappel will work out. so i'm not worried about how slow things are at this time. most people don't even know about the lounge yet. i'm sure as people get to know about it's presence i will be approached more and more.

[lancelot]
Maybe I needed clarity, maybe I needed to feel numbbut the hooch helped.I dunno... it's been a whilea good long while since something wasn't thought to death with me.Just felt right y'know?Not my usual fated bullshit I pull to get girls in the sack either.So I might have to step back a bit on this one, I'd rather not.But the last time I had a muse, it kinda ended after but one somewhat sexual encounter.Intensebut all the moretoo fucking cerebral. She was the best girl I knew- on paper. Dunno what went wrong from there.But it felt more like shopping for a car than making love.At least I wasn't just killing time like I usually was.It's not right of me to carry on now that I know she has a mate.It's not right of me to linger in the pleasant places where the perfect or even real version of her exists.She was good for my work I think.She was good for ... me. Really.I acknowledged having a spontaneous emotion or 12.But...there is the major but of the other man.Does this mean this period of w

The End Of A Day Is Near
And so this day are comming to a end. slowly but surely. I have to admit that this has not been a good one when it comes to the part about the head in this sick thing. My mind have been everywhere and nowhere. Am I worth it? Can I be loved for who I am at the present time? Is there anyone willing to sacrefice a good part of their life to be with someone like me? Is there any hope for some happiness? A lot of questions have been flying since I opend my eyes in the am. The other side of the *medal* given to me with this shit! Oh - yes - she used the SHIT word. Depression is a part of this as well as the neverending and evelsating pain. All over from inside to outside - Top to bottom. Even the hair hurts. a lot of tears have been shed today - secretly so not to worry and hurt those near. I dont want this!! I dont want ANYONE to have this. It is degrading in all ways possible and unpossible. It is a living hell and back over and over. One minute I smile a

What Would Jc Do?
I wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cell phones?What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets?What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it?What if we flipped through it several times a day?What if we used it to receive messages from the text?What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it?What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it as we traveled?What if we used it in case of an emergency?This is something to make you go...hmmm...where is my Bible?One more thing.… Unlike our cell phone… we don't ever have to worry about our Bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill!

I Can't Stop Laughing
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Kin's Wet Dreams
kins said: Once I dreampt that the alien from 'Alien' was my girlfriend, and it kept trying to eat me when we made out. Ford said: you were subconsciously thinking of getting a little head in her mouth.... just how true is dat?? huh? huh? huh?

Ugh. Just 8 Things..lol
ummm where do i start oh yes im in a bad mood for some reason and i feel like ranting so if you disagree or if i Offend you...Oh well life a bitch and people move on.1. im sick of these skinny bitchez running around in ugg boots and shorts or skirts with sweaters or hoodies on...you dumb bitches are tards and prob. road the short bus..its 30 damn degrees outside put some freakin clothes on and go play in traffic...hookers 2.someone i know recently made a comment that guys who are out with there girlfriends tip better cuz they want them....bullshit...first of all if im with a guy he better tip well regardless if the server is a man or a woman...second bitch you stink and that attitude stinks even worse,not everyone wants ur balls so quit being fool of urself... and why we are on this topic lets discuss....3. when couples go out to eat and dont say a thing to each other the whole time they are eating...what kinda date is this ... i will never not have something to say...and if im pissed

Cows, Constitution, And Ten Commandments
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately: illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligators attacking people in Florida Not me. I concentrate on solutions for the problems. It's a win-win situation.+ Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border.+ Send the dirt to New Orleans to raise the level of the levies.+ Put the Florida alligators in the moat along the Mexican border.Any other problems you would like for me to solve today ? Yes!Think about this one:1. Cows2. The Constitution3. The Ten CommandmentsCOWSIs it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that during the mad cow epidemic our government could track a single cow, born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she slept in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls... But they are unable to locate 50 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow..THE CONSTITUTIONThey keep talking about

Our Little Secret
It’s twelve o’clock midnight,outside it’s raining.I feel my body die,thoughts so draining.An image of my deceit,so clear behind my eyes.Justifications in my mind,that my heart openly denies.Decadently savouring sanity,before it slips away.The demise of respectand my trust’s decay.Our little secret,of actions unclean,is no longer a secretand should never have been.

Ehhh....
I get tired of being invisible. I get tired of pretending I don't care. I love that I have someone who worships me, but why is it only him who's ALWAYS there. Some people say that I am pretty...others say that they love my art. But on what happens to be bad day, A KIND, HELLO, whould be a a nice start. Why am I so forgettable? Could I get a few suggestions, on how to not be? Just every once and a while, I don't care if it is out of pity, could it just be about ME! No one will actually read this...so, I don't really care if I sound cheezy... And Honestly...I am over it now.....so....it could be about whatever the heck whoever wants it to be!!! LOL!!!

Tell Me
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And How
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Wish Be Gone
People not caring where your from.People promising not to give you harm.Life shooting through your eyes,Past, Present, and Future: nothing hides.Life is like the guillotine.Everyone just wishing for the blade to fall.Once it starts to happen and once the blade is ready to fall,You want it to stop!You want your life back.It is too late though,Your first wish is still happening.You made the ultimate wish.The last wish anyone can make.Your life is ending,So move on.Now we are back to the scene,Your hands tied up and head stuck through a hole.Crying and wishing you weren't there.Paying for a crime that you never have done.Stop crying and praying:Take a deep breath........It is done.As everyone cheers that you are gone,There are few who forever will miss you.Those were the few that wish and hoped you never have made that wish.The few whose wishes were made to save you,Were cancelled because you made your wish first.Good luck to you,Where ever you may be.I am leaving the noisy crowd,Walking

A Different Christmas Poem
I came across this today in a town newspaper and felt it needed to be shared. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed around the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelidds were heavy, my breathing was deep, secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near. But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his

Manners And Fubar
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Forget......( This Poems Belongs To U...and U Know Who U R..)
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Prospects - Read First Before Wasting My Time Or Yours.
To My Past, Present, and Future Prospects: I meet people every day, everywhere and some people I find more interesting than others. But before you start to prospect me there are some things you should know so it’s no surprise, And so you can’t pretend it was. 1: If that last little note made you feel like it would be something that would apply to you - f*ck off now and don’t waste your time or mine. I HATE fakes and wannabes. 2: I have had ONE true pure love, and you will probably NEVER compare to him. So if second best doesn’t work for you - buh bye. He will always be number 1 in my heart and soul. He’s the father of my oldest son, and I will always love him and miss him. {May he rest in peace} 3: I’m the bluntest b*tch you will ever meet. I speak my mind, I don’t tolerate bullshyt, and I don’t let anyone walk on me. So if you think you’re going to be able to seduce me with your charm and then be an utter a$$hole, Don&

Green Bean Casserole
Prep time: 15 min Cook time: 30 min Ready time: 45 min Servings: 6 Ingredients: -3 (14.5 ounce) cans French cut green beans, drained -1 cup sour cream -1/2 (10.75 ounce) can condensed cream of mushroom soup -1 teaspoon salt -1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper -1/2 cup coarsely crushed buttery round crackers -1 tablespoon butter, melted Directions: 1. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. In a medium bowl, mix together the green beans, sour cream, condensed soup, salt and pepper. Spoon into a 2 quart casserole dish. Stir melted butter into the crushed crackers, then sprinkle over the top of the casserole. 3. Bake for 30 minutes in the preheated oven, until lightly browned and bubbly.

Scream
I wake up, I'm fuckin' covered in bloodI feel as if my body's burning and my eyes won't stay shutI think I'm dreaming but this feels so realThe last thing that I remember is the four step ritualHow can that be my body's suppose to be deadI gave my soul unto the Devil I'm suppose to have no life leftThere is a pain in my stomach and I'm feelin' so sickI open up my mouth to vomit and I feel like shitI feel drugged and I can't really walkSo I go to the door but the door is lockedAnd I fall to the ground now I hear no soundI think I'm deaf I can't hear there's no one aroundI try to get back up but my legs are paralyzedThat's when I saw the Demon standing right before my eyesI try to get up again but now I can't feel anythingFull paralysis has set in and I can't even screamScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can not, I can notScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can

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Honoring Everyday Life
Cause for CelebrationHonoring Everyday Life We all know someone who keeps plastic covers on his or her couch in order to protect it. The irony is that many of these people may live their lives without ever having actually made contact with their own furniture. This is a poignant and somewhat humorous example of the human tendency to try to save things for special occasions, as if everyday life weren't special enough to warrant the use of nice things. Many of us have had the experience of never wearing a particular piece of clothing in order to keep it nice, only to have it go out of style in the meanwhile. It's interesting to think of what it would mean to us if we let ourselves wear our nicest clothes and eat off the good china on a daily basis. We might be sending ourselves the message that every day we are alive is a special day and a cause for celebration, and that we are worth it. There is something uplifting about treating ourselves to the finest of what we have. It is a

"the Beginning..." Free Mixtape & Previous Album
Because myspace does not allow links coming from it and let you go out you have to try and open a new window or tab in your browser and copy the URL and paste it. If that does not work then i really hate the fuckin internet. Try the links in order till you get the album at least. www.mediafire.com/thepurgatorrealm http://www.mediafire.com/?xliwxij5xey http://www.megaupload.com/?d=QBOONIBH http://www.4shared.com/file/162945773/a4387a3f/The_Beginning.html Artist: KhaozLabel: Bad Mental Health Entertainment/Infektion RekordzAlbum: THe Beginning...(Mixtape)1. The Intro for the Intro1. The Beginning...(Khaotik)2. Hurt3. Alone in the World4. The Killing Season (Original Halloween Mix)5. Grip on Life (Feat. ShortFuze)6. Dont Be Hatin' (Feat Apakalypze)7. DJ DizFunKtioNalE8. Grip on Life (Feat. ShortFuze) (Slow Mix)9. The Killing Season (Alternate Mix)10. Dont Be Hatin' (Feat. Apakalypze) (Wicked Remix)11. A Hate Song (Feat. Khaoz)12. Dance to the Underground13. Reborn (Draft)14. Welcome

Public Political Imprisionment
You charm us with a smile, you promise all your worth. Your lies begin to pile, from your egos girth. Hid behind denial, you ever shame our earth. With every bloody mile, insuring Satins birth.

Slightly Broken
Sometimes, I desire, most of all, to escape myselfTo be free from a mind so negative out of habitA hopeful spirit slightly broken down by a world that laughs at painA world where everything is taken for granted until it's goneVacant stares and empty smiles pasted on the facadeOf a broken, empty existence we call civilizationI wonder if perhaps I was born too soon or too late?I do not fit. I do not belong.I do not accept the surface as the wholeI love deeply for no reason other than any less is not love to meI love many things in many ways, and yet no two in the same mannerI love the smile only my daughter sees, perhaps the last remnant of the child I believe I once wasI love the friends that care enough to ask if I'm okayI want to find my place in the webThe strand upon which I may sit back and gaze out and claim accomplishmentThat niche that only I can fill, and fill exactly as it was meant to beI want to wake up as the person I was meant to become, before I become too jaded to careI

Baked Eggs In Bread Bowls
This was our breakfast Sunday morning. Aren't they cute? They were very, very good. It's the whole egg and the toast combo all together in one nice package.These are so easy to make and wouldn't they be splendid on a brunch buffet table? The best part, you can easily make two, ten, a hundred, whatever your needs are at the moment. I think there are a lot of variations you could do nicely with this recipe, such as, swap out the Parmesan cheese with grated Gruyere or crumbled blue cheese to give a different taste. Use feta and substitute oregano for the other herbs for a Greek flavor.I used sourdough but I think this would also be nice with onion or brioche rolls as long as they are sturdy.Any way you put these together, they will be great.Slice off top of each dinner roll and gently remove some bread until there is a hole large enough to accommodate an egg.Arrange rolls on a baking sheet. Reserve tops. Crack an egg into each roll.Top each egg with some herbs and a bit of cream.

Off To Face The Music
Or the firing squad. I wasn't told to come in early for a special meeting so I'm hopeful the bullshit isn't going to bury me over my head, but knowing my luck... *shrug*. I'll do the best I can. For those of you who don't know, these 14 words are a life saver: "I'm sorry, I now understand what I did wrong and it won't happen again."

Really
Has anyone else noticed all the god damned drama?? lol this isnt real life ppl get over it!! Im getting annoyed with all the pity parties and noone likes me im so ugly bull crap...anyone else?? lmao its like high school all over again but with more typing lmao

Sad Love Quotes
before you jump to the wrong conclusions.... this goes out to all my friends, who have ever held a special place in my heart, but now we live to far apart or we never have the time to talk and say hi... I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile. There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right. Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after. i'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see. I'm struggling to be someone that isn't even close to me- Maybe some people just aren't meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come th

Just.. Fuuuuuuuuck
Failed two math quizes in Probabilty and Statistics, Stressing about personal relationships with my Gameing Buddy, His new Girlfriend, and my love intrest in Atlanta, My dog was injured, and my Grandfather Passed away.. all THIS WEEK.. kill me now...

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I Won't See You Tonight Part 1- Avenged Sevenfold
Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me I cared for and loved Building up inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, You're not the one to place the blame As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight Sorrow sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me I cared for and most of all I loved But I can't see myself that way Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight And while I'm gone everything will be alright No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight

Its A Subject
Going back to the way I used to be is harder than being what I became,It hurts to forget and everyday it brings a new feeling of searing pain to my body.I feel every once of the change as my body fights to go back to its former self,Even I hate what I was and I hate what I am,The mind never forgets, just lapses from memory to memory until everything is hidden away,So not even I can find it.I begin to forget who I have become and what made me this way,I begin to mold into my old memory and that was what I wished to lose so much,To feel nothing is the ultimate pain in the world.No matter what they say, feeling no love and only feeling hate is the worst kind of pain in the world.I go back to the way of old and begin yet a new in the way I was to behold a memory or an image of beauty created by the mind,Until that image has no value and everything worked so hard for is forgotten and youhave to fall onto shoulders you would rather let be alone.Sometimes we just cant help what happens and wh

So Much
So much pain I set aside, So many rules I must abide, So how do i distinguish the line of a girlfriend, As apposed to that of a bride, I wouldn't want to stray to far, because i've never been touched before, but we both know I can't stay still, so I run around some more, Could I loose her, have I already, My god am I too late, was I a fool or just being played, sometimes I believe its fate, peeking over my shoulder slapping my hand, whenever I try to reach, Destined to be "in the land of laughter", stuck on my own one man beach, Other couples walking slow, pointing as they whisper by, Saying he'll never be able to love just one, but I know that's a lie, I strive to be the best, that is the best I can, Play my cards listen to my heart, but i'm the first high maintenance man, I need someone to tell my problems, we laugh and they go away, I need you near at 5 am, when I have something sweet to say, Am I asking too much of you?, My dream girl my everything, one whose presence melts this st

David Guetta- Sexy Bitch
Yes I can see her Cause every girl in here wonna be her Oh she's a diva I feel the same and I wonna meet her They say she low down It's just a rumor and I don't believe em They say she needs to slow down The baddest thing around town She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before Nothing you can compare to your neighbourhood hoe I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful The way that booty movin I can't take no more Have to stop what I'm doin so I can pull up close I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful Dam girl Dam you'se a sexy bitch A sexy bitch Dam you'se a sexy bitch Dam girl Dam you'se a sexy bitch A sexy bitch Dam you'se a sexy bitch Dam girl Yes I can see her Cause every girl in here wonna be her Oh she's a diva I feel the same and I wonna meet her They say she low down It's just a rumor and I don't be

Stryper Always There For You Lyrics
Love can be so coldAnd loneliness gets oldMore than words or broken promisesI want to show you what true love is [Chorus]I'm always there for youI'll always stand by youWhen the world has closed the doorAnd you can't go on anymoreI'm always there for you You've been hurt beforeAnd you don't want anymoreThere's a better way for youBelieve in me, I'll see you through [Repeat Chorus]

The Nature Of Spring
Tree tops are growing new leaves flower buds are blooming new seeds grass is softer than the season before life on earth is coming back galore The Nature of Spring The crisp warm breeze blows through my hair the sun shines a comforting ray on my face the songs of the birds fill my ears with care the sight of beauty moves my heart with grace The Nature of Spring Farmers out in the fields on tractors mountains gleaming in mother natures spirit animals roaming the earths factors the dawn of spring has shown her trility The Nature of Spring Nights are almost silent with the sound of crickets

Plz Rate 1-10 Or Them 11's Plz
i walked awayalone on a rainy dayshe was still on my mindnostop all the timebut as i thought about it throught the daythe love her ran awayu were to worryed about other guysto busy cryign about other lyesim tired of hearing ur cryu had ur chance and u let it past ur eyesandas i look bak now and thenim glad i was always only a friend thre was a girl mean and coldbut every where she went romance roseshe was like potsmokeso addictingbut a bad infectionlike a bad conectiona bad datea bad mistakea bad fatebut i just couldnt get enoughsome might just say i was in lovebut i like to say it was lustso i saw her crying near the pondi found it rely oddsince usally the guys were cryingnow it was like she was dyingshe looked at me and asked for helpi tyed to stop myselfbut i was to influenced with her smellit was like from heaven i fellin a spilt second everythign turned grayand she began to walk awayi watched her leaveinfront of me i walked awayalone on a rainy dayshe was still on my mindnostop

Are You Really That Trashy, Or Is It Just Your Picture?
I am a person who believes very strongly is the idea that you must respect yourself in order for others to respect you. You will not find any pictures of me, online or otherwise, that are not tasteful, and I try to keep my language respectful. I do not add people to my friends on this site or any other, unless there is an oversight, that do not show at least a little decency and self respect. That is why, I guess, it bothers me so much to see so many, mostly young, men and women that create profiles that are so sexually suggestive that you would think they are about nothing else. It buggs the crap put of me that most of the people I run into online have no grasp of the idea that good spelling and grammar show intelligence. If they do, they do not seem to care. I shudder to think that some of these people have children, and that others ever might. For some of these people to have children, and behave the way they do, worries me about what interactions my child has with anyone's childr

Just Some Things I Have Learned Assorted With No Ryhme Or Reason...
-Posting statuses about arguments with your boyfriend/girlfriend trying to make THEM look bad, makes YOU look bad. Trust me. -Smacking your lips while eating is absolutely unacceptable. Not only is it repulsive, but its annoying. Just stop. -Every problem can be solved without screaming, try it. -If you're having a problem with someone, discuss it with them personally, not behind their back. Especially if that person is your friend. -A guy who puts his hands on you in a violent manner will not stop, this is practically a proven fact. Do some good for yourself and get out. Stop hanging onto people who's idea of hanging onto you is grabbing you too tight around the wrist. And men, if you're putting your hands on ANY women, you deserve a bloody beating. The end. -I don't think it'd kill you boys to get the door for your lady every once in a while. -If you don't treat her right, someone else will...and vise versa!

Seize The Day
A wise man once said... Though there are many fish in the sea, we are all just looking for one. The problem is that you have to be willing to take it off the hook before you can take it home. Keeping that in mind. I've been here on and off for 3 1/2 years now. I've watched people fall in and out of lust and even love. I've even seen some people from here to the ends of their lives. Unfortunately, the one thing I haven't seen much of is people being honest, both with who they are or how they feel. The fu world has become a place more suited to daytime television than a social networking site for adults. The point is this... If you meet somebody on here and develop feelings for them, TELL THEM! You never know when it will be too late. If they don't feel the same way then move on. Weather you want to believe it or not it does take two to make a relationship work and hanging around causing drama does NOT help. Take the chance and tell your special someone how you really feel. You never kn

Cursed With Being The Friend
sometimes i really can not stand my nature. chivalrous, honorable, until the very end. where has it got me. the friend zone. no matter how much i try, how much i give, i take, i get no where. I wish I could go evil but its just not me. respect and honor, almost dead but im still alive

Individualised Qualities Necessary To Be A Topic Chef
A chef is one Revere Ware Cookware the most auspicious careers today. Aside from the fact that substance is one of the canonical commodities of man much that chefs testament e'er be in exact; captivating compensation packages go with chef vacancies. These are probably the reasons why a lot of people are covering their procession paths toward culinary subject.Nevertheless, the contention for deed superior chef vacancies is formal. There are a come of enthusiastic chefs who are vying for the synoptical place that you are after. Therefore, in impose to get property chef vacancies, you should screw an lofty resume and a lot of worthy qualities.Most employers lease grouping not only for their educational ground and change, but Revere Ware Cookware their personalized qualities as substantially. According to one good, it is most best to undertake fill with tractable whist than with tractable minds. This is so because in jobs specified as chefs and nous chefs, skills are as fundamental as the

Queen - Fat Bottomed Girls
Are you gonna take me home tonight Ah down beside that red firelight Are you gonna let it all hang out Fat bottomed girls You make the rockin' world go round Hey I was just a skinny lad Never knew no good from bad But I knew love before I left my nursery, huh Left alone with big fat fanny She was such a naughty nanny Heap big woman you made a bad boy out of me Hey hey! I've been singing with my band Across the wire across the land I seen every blue eyed floozy on the way, hey But their beauty and their style Went kind of smooth after a while Take me to them dirty ladies every time C'mon Oh wont you take me home tonight? Oh down beside that red firelight Oh and you give it all you got Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Hey listen here I've got mortgages and homes I got stiffness in my bones Ain't no beauty queens in this locality (I tell you) Oh but I still get my pleasure Still got my greatest treasure Hey

Mind In Motion
sometimes when i walk i wish i could find a way to come back and relay the world in some sort of profound way...the crunching of the leaves under our feet as we make our way out of the wooded area...but, its JUST crunching leaves under our feet...there is no profundity here....trees are trees, flowers flowers..although we do see an occasional dog that strikes my attention and causes me to change route due to the possibility that we might get to pet it.... i wonder if anyone besides me manages to be happy in this world, while, at the same time is exhausted and exasperated because they have NO clue as to what the rules of engagement are. how did we get here? where the hell is here, and how do we get to there, because there is where its at. does one need to be a card carrying member of there? or do is it like a rave where, if you can just find the original starting point where you pick up the egg with the adress to the next place on it...and if you are willing to put the footwork

Tracing My Two Steps: A Tale Of Las Vegas
The first day was long and full driving with passing scenery of stone and wave. Tremendous walls rose of mountain drawing the eye towards them as they reached for the sky. Birds flew over head as road signs and green vastness flew by. Many hours rode the wind and soon we arrived in the Sin City. It was a towering monolith to mans' gluttony and over indulgence in all things. Buildings of all shapes and sizes stormed from the ground, crowded together but each unique with something special to offer to anyone willing to part with time and money. Today would be the day of rest. After sleep we made a point to get in some gambling action while wandering vast corridors in search not only of shops and excitement but of any sight that might be seen. We experienced a show of unrivaled proportions with tremendously skilled impersonators that left my heart souring. The very show itself had my soul and my spirits wound. After surveying many shops and purchasing various wares from m

Come To Me
When you’re away from meI long for you...in my thoughts,in the center of my soul.I yearn to seethe affection in your eyes...blue depths of love for me.I crave the safe warmthof your arms around me...my cave of comfort, ease and peace.My body aches with hunger for you...the exquisite tortureof delayed ecstasy,coming soon, coming soon.I long for you, I yearn for you,I ache for you...Please, bring all that I cravein your incomparable self.Come to me. Come to me.

Love...not Love The Word...
I dont understand people these days...they say they LOVE this or that but I dont think they understand the true meaning...LOVE is never ending...so you dont fall in love with someone and out the next...it was never LOVE then...LOVE is the whole truth in the world and with out it we are nothing...I see people who have been married 20 years just throw it all away for something new...its sad too see that...LOVE has become just another word to throw out there with no more meaning then any other...TRUE LOVE is more then just words it actions..and until we see that the issues we have will never go away...God/World/Family/Other...lets LOVE as LOVE should be TRUE AND FOREVER... And thats my rant of the day...

Just Writing 9/7/10
If you want to know what I'm thinking learn to read my mind If you want to know how I'm feeling open your eyes I'm not that hard to read If you don't understand me take the time to listen when i speak If you want me around show interest If you hurt me I'll use the past to compare If you use the word "whatever" and walk away I'll feel like I'm not worth it If i make you mad then yell, scream,and cuss at me but know your not the first And most of all if you want forgiveness just ask for it

I Am ...
Disarmed in physical estate Alarmed by visual mandate In disarray without a fate For my redemption it's to late Disarmed, alarmed in disarray Today the Taliban's my pray My place in life I cast aside And paint my walls in black and white My feelings I keep locked away And when I'll see God, I will pay 'Till then, I'll stay here and I'll fight and give in to countries plight And in this fight I stand with pride Despite opinions On wrong and right And what I ask Is not a lot Just little food And place at night I do not ask to understand And i don't want you to relate And if I could just close this door I would... 'Cause war's an ugly whore Decision's made My weapon's loaded The sights are locked And I keep innocence blindfolded I understand When you object But please don't hide And be direct I understand Your disapproval But please with patience comprehend I'm just a tool for threats removal I don't decide What's wrong or rig

Looking For A Game Maker!
Lol I came up with a weird game I wish I could make but I can't so if you can by all means take this idea take the credit I just want to know if it gets made lmao game idea is this you are in line for a ride at a theme park or fair someplace you can drink. You have to go pee badly, you have a strange power to transfer your urine to random people so you use that to shorten the line you can only go so fast and you can't make peoples bladders burst or you'll lose. People in wheel chairs take it twice as fast. every so often your buddy gives you a drink so it's hard to empty your bladder lmao. I came up with that idea when I had to wait in like at the doc's office and I had to go so badly lol.

Mel Is A Cunt!
To MEL: · new friend request from 'SEXYGIRLBLONDE ...' received! cancel Chat 4:04pm reply MEL: lmfaoooooooooooooo cancel Chat 4:04pm reply MEL: she's only replying to you....she likes you! cancel Chat 4:04pm reply MEL: or you're the only weiner commenting her cancel Chat

Bombs
This has happened to me a few times now and I can't hold my tongue any longer. I'm not one of those people that beg for bling or VIPs or bombs. Sure, I'll ask for rates but that's about the extent of it. I regularly rate those on my family, friends and fan lists. Yes, I've cut people. If I can take the time to rate and/or leave a comment, I expect the same in return. Sure, people get busy but when it's a constant, sorry but you're gone. Occassionally I treat myself to a bomb. I hit up my family first then friends provided they stop by and say hi from time to time. After that it's the fans or random. When I bomb, I hit up the largest folder. If you're going to bomb, might as well make it count. And for the record, saying thanks if you get hit is rather nice. Now without trying to sound ungrateful or bitchy because I know people don't have to bomb me, lately those who have been stopping by to bomb me have been hitting up my "little" pic folders. Why? What's the point? Quite honestly,

Phuck It
Society fuck it I've had enough. People and ruling are always changing who really knows why maybe so they can fit in with all the bullshit around today. Ever since a certain date that accured chaos has arose. Never really cared about what was going on yeah it may effect my life, but it is all about change anymore. I'll change along the lines to make myself more approved, but never to be like everyone else fuck that nonsence. I am an INDIVIDUAL. I am the one who makes my life not society. It maybe ran by rules, but really rules are meant to be broken or bent to make yourself civil. So maybe i am crazy for the way i think, maybe I'm not, not do I care what you think because I am who I am, and I act the way i am for me not you or anyone else. If you dont like it than piss off and run to be like the rest of that bullshit because i will never change who i am for anyone.

A Song
As I write, I'll sing this songfor the greatest love I've ever known.To my heart, you have the only key,I beg of you, never set me free.I prayed to God for a love so truenow, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful womanHE BLESSED ME WITH YOU.What we share feels so rightto say I love you every night.Wonderful moments shared,precious memories, still tell me you care.I see your shadow,as I lay myself to sleep.Dreams of you, oh so sweetin my heart, I will keep.Look into my heart, my life.Tell me, what do you see?can you feel the need, the want, as Ito be your husband, you my wife.Much joy and happiness you've brought me.If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,my lover, my best friend.Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end. I Love You Always and Forever Michelle

Random Thought For The Week
It never ever faails to amaze me no matter how much i upgrade my pc, there is alwasy one more thing that i want to do to it. This thing is like eating potato chips. for all the upgrades i get and install on this thing, i could have bought 4 more. With that kinda thinking maybe I should be running for public office. LOL

Trying To Open Your Mind And Heart Again.
Its hard to be open up to a new relationship after being in ones that went wrong.Just getting your heart broken for the first time changes everything you thought you believed in what was right,making things worse if its happened again and again. I myself find it hard not to be able to start new with someone new because of what happened with the other one that F#CKED YOU OVER before. It seems that if it happened once,it will happen again if you don't look for the signs,jugding them with no reason to. Not all people are the same when it comes to knowing or thinking what being true to thier mate means. Well I'm not saying I was a perfectly good man when I was younger,far from it I'd say! But now I'm tired of playing games like that,cause honestly it just hurts to f#cking much.

When You Look At Me
When you look at me what you see? Do you see the good father, passion I have to give, or do you just my scared face, tattoo's and say not some one not worth knowing? Can you see past my mask? See into my eyes and look ferther, and see what I have to offer?

"fish In The Sea"
I have always heard there are alot of fish in the sea I wonder if there is one for me. Someone besides a jerk All my friends have someone that is always there I look around I find noone this is too much too bare. If I could only find my fish I would jump for joy. I only have that one wish to find the special guy. Is that too much too ask for ? Just one special guy that isn't a total bore. I'm beginning to wonder why they all seem to ignore me and want to say goodbye...

Army Sgt. Donald Ralph Walters
33, of Salem, Ore.; assigned to the 507th Maintenance Company, Fort Bliss, Texas; captured by Iraqi fighters in an ambush near Nasiriyah, Iraq, and later executed. At the time, the Defense Department said Walters was killed in the ambush. Officials revised that statement on May 27, 2004.

Vido Chat
I cant get over all the Pervs That all they have on there minds it to ask the women to show there tits and ass.. Instead of just chatting with them they ask over and over for the same thing. What is there problem. If the women are going to show there beautiful bodies then they will do so on there own. They dont need some ass hole to keep asking them to show. Sorry about this but I just had to say my peace.

[notes And Random]
ZEON WANTS YOU!So it took me a month to get my sleep schedule back to where I was up 7:00a.m.-12:00 a.m.It took ONE sleepless night about 2 weeks ago to FUCK THAT UP!!!I woke up... an hour ago?More or less.Fuckingsleep.Well dear readers this is primarily a robot and ~ food blog in that I'm going meatless a couple weeks again due to necessity.I've got a ribeye primal (practically) in my fridge which is at least 6 BIG steaks for me. About 2 lbs of pork sausage, and a whole duck in my freezerand I'm due a couple whole beef livers.*calls the folks... probably not going to be up for a while*But as an act of penance (for not getting a fucking job) I'm eating another pound of rehydrated black beansthat means gallo pinto. WOO!Actually this stuff is a million times better with some pig or cow fat.Save your drippings kids.*stomach growls* so hard to be excited for rice and beans...On a happier noteI think I've made at least one breakthrough on my gouf.Since I want to make the rear thruster of th

Posted From My Ipod
Good morning! I think Fubar needs a mobile status icon. I think they need one that signifies "new blog!" so people have a better way to signify there's a post of some relative importance. They need a crying wolf to go with the fox one, and maybe a chicken-little, too. They need a... Oh, nevermind. Won't happen. You can't see any of the status icons from the FSB. *resumes previously scheduled broadcast, already in progress*

A Masters Love
I slowly push open the door and step into the dim candle lit room. Before my eyes had time to adjust to the darkness, I felt hands and a silk scarf closing around my head blindfolding me. I know he is in the room. I can feel his eyes upon me, staring through me. But there is nothing but a thunderous silence lingering in the air. Not a sound of a foot step or even a heavy sigh. Not knowing for sure where he is, I shiver with anticipation. My senses are all heightened. And I swear I could feel his breath enveloping me. I've longed for his touch since I first set foot in the room. All I can think is... where is he? What does he want from me? And what will he do with me? As I stand there in the darkness waiting and wanting.Suddenly I hear his voice, as he commands me Stand There!I obey, with my deep longing of him touching me growing stronger every moment, but I dare not move. I stand in my appointed place for what seems an endless amount of time. From the corner behind me I hear rustling

Ok, Ok, So I'm A Scrawny G*t !!
Written June 2009, it's take the p*ss out of me time. Hope y'all get a good laugh at this one Do you know what I did when I was a kid? It was easy for me to play hide and seek I'd turn to the side and be lost for a week Now that I'm older, I'm still kinda lean Weigh much the same as I did at sixteen You claim I'm lucky but I think you are 'Cos I need a winch, to move just an inch Else I've no chance when pushing the car ** I go to concerts, but it's not good for me 'Cos when the crowds push and there is a crush I bear the brunt, being stood at the front And come out of it in 2-D People will say get some meat on your bones Why don't you eat and put on a few stones? After years of troughing I've thoroughly learned That the action of quoffing sees calories burned A portion of chips and a big piece of fish Won't sit on my hips, whatever I wish

[the Suck Has Resumed]
Yeah... I can't sell my blood because I have 4 names.Its ... reallyNot to condescend to any of you, but I doubt how many of you actually understand how stupid it is that they wouldn't take my passport, DL and SSN card.Yeah, some of em only have one initial or not all of my names.But... what in the fuck?DOB and all other information match.Its just my middle names that don't match up, and that's because some of those gov systems DO NOT ALLOW FOR MULTIPLE MIDDLE NAMES/INITIALS!!!Right?Fuck it.Tiger striping. striped coated (still visible grey) Wet second coat. Mostly dry second coat... still some grey in the upper right.

Lovers And Other Strangers -- 119
Making happy her crushed soul, would be his only goal. she heard it before, only words she wanted more. She don't want that much, just a comforting touch. Actually he knew why, as she gave in she would cry. Every guy was the same, she had to win the game. Every time a heart of ice, a gentle guy would be nice. With lovers and other strangers, she met only dangers.