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Blind
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

My Birthday Yeahhhhhhhhh
WELL HERE IT IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND IM UP AT 2 AM ON MY BIRTHDAY SIGN IN TO CHERRY TAP TO SEE IF ANY OF MY FAVORITE TAPPERS SENT ME MUCH BIRTHDAY LOVE AND SAD TO SAY THINK THEY FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME LMAO BUT ITS COOL NO SPECIAL PLANS SAME OLD SAME OLD SIT ON MY LAZY CARCASS AT HOME WITH NOTHING TO DO EVEN THOUGH IT S MY ANNIVERSARY AS WELL ME AND BIG PAPAS 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AT THAT BUT YOU KNOW HOW COOKIE CRUMBLES YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING SPECIAL AND CANT CAUSE THE WORLD SAYS YOU AINT GOT THE GREEN OR UNEXPECTED THINGS COME UP SO ILL JUST CHILL AT HOME ON MY COUCH WITH NOTHING TO DO LOL WELL ALL IM HEADED TO BED SEE YA TOMORROW AND DONT FOR GET THIS ANGELS B DAY MAY 29TH LOVE YA ALL AS ALWAYS LOVE ANGEL

Goddess
Mystic Rose - long fair haired goddess with ember eyes - gazed upon the midnight sky searching for the one and only soul to save her grace... Lonely lips chants on and on sending her message throughout the lands and seas... "Come hither my love...for our souls have been apart too long... Search within yourself to see the path that leads you to me... Follow your heart and hear this rhyme to uncover the secret of our design. Come hither my love and you will see...right now in this life you belong with thee..."

Happiness Is......
...A truth when a lie would have been easier. ...A feeling of love that just doesn't stop ...A friend that comforts when they hurt inside themselves. ...A love that finds you when you least expect. ...Someone that listens to you complain when you know they really cant help. ...giving from your heart knowing it might be hurt. ...having fun with someone that is just a friend even though you want so much more. ...just a feeling that goes away when you hurt. ...just out of reach. Its so hard to feel happiness at the thought of you and also feel sadness because of you too! happiness i have every now and then but it doesn't stay too long. When i think of the things i want that i just can't have. (nothing is meant or expected from this. Its just how I feel. I'm sorry!)

Things That I Wanna Bitch About...
There is a reason that pain rhymes with insane. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Chronic pain is an issue that I deal with. Most days it is like an insect buzzing around my head, slightly annoying but manageable. Bad days feel like a gorilla has put on a pair of 8" stiletto heels and is dancing the Lord of the dance on my lumbar area. Riverdance and Clogging are not things that need to be done to a spine. They say (who ever THEY are) that that which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger. To quote another over used cliche, I now believe that I CAN carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. At least on a day like today it feels as though it is already there. Most people looking at me would probably not notice my "handicappedness" (other than of course the occasional firing on blonde moments) I look normal (whatever that is.) Most days I walk normally. I suppose that could be why most people don't

Day 3
from havin my surgery. will its been painful but relaxing and not has painful has was before.if that made sense to any of you sexy people.. Today bein the 3rd day... not havin to really worrin about nurses or drs commin in to check up on u. was great.. but again i dont have that choice on gettin the strong meds.. the manly meds.. like i did while in the hosptial.. But that i have to get use to.. right.. will im goin to let u all sexy people go.. (ATTENTION PLEASE) if u all want me to move up to the next level u got to rated my pics that are not (NSFW). because the pic that is NSFW..I WONT GET POINTS ON THEM... OOK.. I WANT TO MOVE UP.. hugs and kisses:x

Things Cops Figure Out....from Experience On The Job.
- The running speed of a Belgian Malinois is at least twice that of the average out of shape tweaker. If you are going to attempt to outrun one, please calculate the "Rate x Time = Distance" formula ahead of time if you want to avoid getting bit. - If they say they "just met" another person, then they are close friends who just committed a crime and don't want to be implicated with aforementioned friend. Anyone who goes out of their way to acknowledge you is hiding something. Anyone who goes out of their way to ignore you is hiding something. - If you get called to a 911 hang-up and a guy answers the door with a 9 month old child in his arms and says "Oh, the baby must have accidentally dialed it", he means he was just involved in a domestic that he doesn't want you to know about. Sometimes the same guy has a $25k felony warrant as well. - If you borrowed a BMW from a friend it's not unreasonable to expect you to know your friends last name. - If you

10-21-06
I am back! My internet was down for a whole bloody week! Now, at first I thought the reason it wasn't working is because one of my dogs (Copper, probably) had chewed through the cable leading from the pole outside into the house. Well Dennis replaced it and the internet worked, a little, it was really slow and then it stopped working again, because, Copper yet again, chewed the cable. So it was replaced again and it still did not work so I called the cable company and they sent someone out here to look at it. The cable guy said that the line was too small and it needed to be replaced and also a feeder added. He told me they'd be out the next day to fix these things... ... They did not show up. So I called the cable company again and the tech tells me there is an outage in my area... Ok.... Lovely. So I wait a couple of days and call them back, the tech I got this time tells me he sees no record of an outage in the area. So finally, today a tech came out and fixed it. SO n

George And Harriet
George and Harriet decided to celebrate their 25th Wedding Anniversary with a trip to Las Vegas. When they entered the hotel/casino and registered, a sweet young woman dressed in a very short skirt became very friendly. George brushed her off. Harriet objected, “George, that young woman was nice, and you were so rude.” “Harriet, she’s a prostitute.” “I don’t believe you. That sweet young thing?” “Let’s go up to our room and I’ll prove it.” In their room, George called down to the desk and asked for ‘Bambi’ to come to room 1217. “Now,” he said, “you hide in the bathroom with the door open just enough to hear us, OK?” Soon, there was a knock on the door. George opened it and Bambi walked in, swirling her hips provocatively. George asked, “How much do you charge?” “$125 basic rate, $100 tips for special services.” Even George was taken aback. “$125! I was thinking more in the range of $25.” Bambi laughed derisively. “You must really be a hick if you think you can buy sex for t

Wife 1.0
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men often complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to dele

Safe
Are you sure you really want to fuck me? We could make omelettes, put together a puzzle, watch "Are you smarter than a 5th grader?". OR, we could slowly start undressing until I cannot stand it anymore and grab you and toss you on the bed. No pretext, mouth clamped to yours, fingers sliding in and out of you. Hook me fingers up and rub back and forth over your G spot. Speed increasing as I suck one of your nipples between my teeth and bite down gently. With my other hand I reach up and clamp the restraints onto each wrist so your hands are stretched above you and your fingers dig into the leather. I bring my hand down to tweak your nipples while I move down to slide my tongue lightly over your clit while my fingers continue to stroke deeply in and out of you. I lick back and forth from your clit to your ass and back up. My other finger teases your ass, slowly sliding in and slipping back and forth at random intervals opposite to the tongue and fingers banging your pussy. Your

Hello?is There Anyone Who Cares?
sometimes things just get to a person and there just doesnt seam to be anyone you feel can help. well,i guess noone is excluded from that,especially me.tonite my heart is really heavy.i have been going through old photographs and trying to remember things and trying to forget others.well i ran across one picture that really brought me to my knees. it was a photograph of a little child.who that was isnt important for this blog but what the picyure was,is very important becouse it made something that is going on right now leap into a whole new prospective. the child was 6 years old and in a wheel chair .the reason,child abuse.the picture was 27 years oldyet there is no change in his condition.he will live and die just as he is. well,since i knew that child personally it made another child burst into my mind.poor kaleb.once a healthy robust child and cuter than anything you can imagine yet,now he lies fighting every second for his life becouse of some adults abuse.it isnt fair. as i

All About Me
Well i am a very young 40something :-" i enjoy a variety of different past times. i love the big screen experience , cuddling, public affection, and all kinds of music . I'm an open minded GEMINI with a heart of gold, who wants nothing more than to find a mate to make and keep happy.

To My Friends
Dearest Friends, I dearly respect and support your social conscience. There are many great causes with brilliant minds shoving them forward. I find it extremely difficult to run from sandbox to sandbox trying to gather enough information to make an educated decision about who is correct and who is serving an agenda they eagerly forget to mention. Is our home, world, universe at threat? Of course it is. Can we as members of the world society do anything to prevent the destruction we see on the horizon? Maybe but to do so we must sacrifice our personal beliefs and issues for the greater good. Will that happen? NO! We all have things for which we would do anything. I will protect my mother, my family and my home. I will fight for every persons right to be who they want to be, do what they want to do and most of all say what they want to say. BUT will this make any difference in the grand scheme of things? Probably not unless I am willing to give up my freedoms, needs

All Friends And Family!!
I may not be on much due to a lot of shit going on in my life right now and i won't handle it to well. i'm very sorry about it but well right now it's about well i'm not really sure, but please keep me in your thoughts in my leave. Thanks!! ~sandy~

A Best Friend.......
A best friend is someone who will wait outside for you regardless how long it takes. Someone who will cut things sort, cause they know you have no where else to go. A best friend is someone who is always then when u call upon them and come to you, when they know they need you. Regardless what the costs, they get there regardless. No matter the cost, a best friend will drive an hour to help you with groceries, cause they care and want you to be happy as you are for them... That's how friends are.........

My Last Words
You watch me as I lay there My body growing cold Anger in your voice Mad at what I told Anger, Rage Fear and spite Now its time To say Good night Little words taht I didn't tell Words you never heard You killed me all too quickly You never said a word Goodbye for now I'll see you again Maybe not tomorrow But maybe when the world comes to an end The words you didn't hear So few yet so very true I left you my heart And I wanted to say "I love you!" Written June 18, 2007

Hats Off To Charlie Daniels
don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta-mount to saying, "I am going to come into your country even if it means breaking your l

Poems
A single red rose, hidden under a mask of perfection, The sweet smell, the fregrance of enchantment, the power to make , the fairest of angels stand in awe. Looking at its outer appearence one can only see what lies on the surface. Within the perfection lies something very different, the worries, the constant battle within, never knowing for sure if perfection is truely enough, The thorns lie in wait to stab at any who dare to get close, the root buried deep where no one ever goes. There lies the real rose, the one no one ever looks for. Content with its beauty and lovely smell, the passion and life are often overlooked, But when you look at what lies deep down buried under the past, under the heartache and the pain, you see the soul of a flower shich so depreately wishes to be known. But for now it remains content to shine in the admoration of others, but as the sun sets and it stands all alone its heart breaks because no one really knows what i means to be

Lady's Dont Understand!
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2.. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of y

Am I A Risk Taker?
Merritt, you take the most risks when it comes to Following Your Heart Whether you're searching for your soul mate or you've already found a special someone, you're not afraid to take your chances in the realm of romance. Listening to your heart, and even putting it on the line, is part of your romantic nature. Love can be a gamble, and for a passionate person like you, it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. You'll never find your soul mate if you don't try. Besides, it'll help you figure what you're really looking for in a perfect partner. So keep following your heart. It's sure to take you on a romantic ride!

Strange But True Facts
In West Virginia, only babies can ride in a baby carriage. You use more calories eating celery than there are in the celery itself. In Michigan, it is illegal to chain an alligator to a fire hydrant. Only in America... It seems that this guy had been experimenting with an unusual method of seeking autoerotic gratification - namely, by inserting a live fish into his butt. What he hadn't counted on was the fish's scales acting, in effect, like one of those sets of driveway spikes that allow you to drive over them one way but puncture your tyres if you try to go the other way. In his pain and panic, he dialed 911. The EMT arrived, surveyed the situation, and said, "Son, you gotta learn to chew your food better." By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in quicksand. The oldest known goldfish lived to 41 years of age. Its name was Fred. It's illegal to drink beer out of a bucket while you're sitting on a curb in St. Louis! The longest re

Fighting For Your Rights Bdsm
The local club in Commerce City Co, the Enclave, is in need of help. The Courts have permited that the BDSM club can operate as a adult licensed club at their last judgment. Now Commerce City is hitting them with a new angle (Zoning)..and taking it to the state supreme court. This can drag on for years. The club needs support to fight for our rights .. By having a safe place to play and meet, with consenting adults without sex, for many of us is a release to be able to socialize in a place of our own. The owners support the active community and give the BDSM community a safe haven to turn too. This tactical maneuver by Commerce City is one that could drive the club in to the ground! Facts are they were given permission to operate at the current address, and now that the adult club license was granted, the city took another approach to step on our life style choices. The club is called the Enclave...enclavewest.com..please send them a supporting letter or a donation for fi

Getting Adjusted
Well Grant has called a couple of times since he has left, but today we got to talk for more than 2 min! He is still in recieving, and not doing alot as of yet. He will be entering basic by Thursday, then the real work begins!! Each time he has called he tells me he doesn't miss us.....YET! But for the first time today he is actually starting to miss his family. I think it's because he has had alot of time on his hands! That will soon come to an end, and after about a month then maybe he will have time to entertain the thought of being homesick. But he is a very strong young man and will be just fine. We are all doing ok, I think his sisters miss him the most of all. (except for his dog) I will keep everyone posted on his progress.

They Smile At Me!
If you hold your head up high they will see your pride The pride I see within your heart there's no need to hide There's something in your eyes that everyone can see There's even something more to it when they smile at me I don't know why you worry you have them in your hand With the good that you can give your always in command There's a strength inside your soul that no one else can get If they doubt the perfect you the they dont know you yet I'd give my legs, my sight, my song to take the hurt away Then you could live your life without anything in your way If I could write the way I felt I wont know how to start Because the way I feel for you is deeper then my heart Id tell you how to

My Vaction Back Home Akaboobookitty07
ON WEDNESDAY JUNE 20TH I WENT ON VACATION BACK HOME TO OHIO I BOARDED THE PLANE @3:00PM FOR A 5 HR FLIGHT BUT IT DIDNT WORK THAT WAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE A 2 HR LAYOVER IN NC THAT WAS LONGER THAN THAT I GOT THERE AROUND 4 OR 5 AND WAS SUPPOSE TO BOARD MY PLANE HEADED HOME TO OHIO AND BE THERE AT 8:55PM NOT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN I FINALLY BOARDED MY PLANE AT 10:05 PM THAT NITE AND FINALLY MADE HOME TO OHIO AT 1 AM I REACHED COLUMBUS OH AIRPORT WHERE MY BROTHER MADE ME WAIT ON HIM BUT THEN I FINALLY MADE TO ATHENS OHIO WHERE MY MOM LIVES AND WE HAD A GR8T TIME WE TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AND HOW MUCH WE MISSED ONE ANOTHER AND I TOOK HER SHOPPING TO WAL-MART ON THE BUS AND WE SHOPPED MY SISTER AND MY NEICES WERE ALSO THERE WHICH WAS WONDERFUL CAUSE I HAVE MISSED THEM TOO I HAVE PICS ON MY MOM AND MY NEICES AND MY SIS AND EVEN MY DOG STITCH THAT I HAD TO LEAVE WITH MY MOM WHEN I FIRST CAME HERE AND A NEW PIC OF MY NEWEST BABY COUSIN CHASE HE WAS ONLY A MONTH OLD NOT TO WORRY ALL I WILL BE

If We Lost...
If we lost… If you lost your mind, I would be your thoughts. If you lost your happiness, I would be your laugh. If you lost your strength, I would be your muscles. If you lost hope, I I would be your faith. If you lost will, I would be your reason. If you lost your breath, I would catch the wind. If you lost sole, I would be your spirit. If you lost your heart, I would be your beat. If you lost your love, I would bring you back your passion. If you lost me, I would give a hundred second chances. If I lost my mind, You would laugh and lend me yours. If I lost happiness, You would be my smile. If I lost strength, You would pick me up and carry me. If I lost hope, You would believe for me. If I lost will, You would say over and over “don’t give up”. If I lost breath, You would give yours away and turn a rainbo

16961 Till My Next Level
How depressing. I wouldn't care but it seems like I always run out of picture allowance too soon and this time it is waaaaay too soon. So many points to go! Don't know what I'll do now. Bad enough that all of the lounges don't use Mac compatible music players. I guess its just getting kind of boring.

America
JUST SO WE CAN REMEMBER WHO WE ARE AND WHAT WE STAND FOR Subject: How the phone should be answered...... Rules for the phone. How ALL business phones SHOULD be answered! GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA . Press "1" for English. Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. If you agree......keep it going

Always Be A Gentleman
Always Be A Gentleman 1. When doing a “dine and dash”, always hold the bathroom window open for the lady. 2. Always let her cry on your shoulder…then send her the dry cleaning bill. 3. Let her drive your new sports car…and assume the crash position. 4. Send her flowers every so often…just don’t let her know you got them from the cemetery. 5. Take her on a romantic picnic...just remember to wash the living room drapes before hanging them back up. 6. Never let her know the new cologne she got you is being used as air freshener in the bathroom. 7. Do not tell her the hoop earrings she lost hold up the drapes great. 8. When she wears high heels never say “I know what you’re in the mood for”. 9. Never ask her if she left a pair of panties at your house. 10. And when she wears an article of clothing you got her…never say “Damn that’s staying on you longer then I planned”. Remember guys…always be a gentleman. Make sure you never do any of the 10 thin

Little Bird
I wrote this poem in rememberance of my favorite aunt who was like a mother to me Why do you cry little bird up in the tree so high? Is it cause your friend left you without a reason why? Your heart is broken as I can see Please, don't be sad little bird up in the tree She was my heaven on Earth my best friend Why, did it have to end? Don't worry little bird her pain is now suffering in the past Her pictures of memories will forever last Little bird dry your tears away Don't be upset cause she couldn't stay Now, I'm a lonely bird like so I didn't want to let her go I know little bird up above But always Remember she left behind her love You can find her it is so true The loving memory of her will live forever in you Now, little bird shed your happiness for all to see And open your eyes and realize she's now free For now she might be gone But her presence will live forever on and on I know you're puzzled on what to do But even though she isn't here she watche

It Finally Happened
Hi there, hope your all well. I just wanted to write a lil blog re last friday nites experience. We have been searching for a couple or a fem for a lil while now, we found it amazing how many single bi fems arent really genuine and how long it takes to find one. But we actually have a long term friend who is single and bi. She has wanted us to play for ages but we didnt want to ruin a freindship. We took the plunge and took her up on the offer, we went to her house in the inner city for a drink and a chat. We arrived at about 8pm, the diva started by giving me a full body oil massage for 30 mins. Then i dressed up in a lil school uniform to play the submissive (cool by me as i was shaking like a leaf). She blindfolded me and led me to a lounge, she teased me and touched me for what seemed an eternity. Any way to cut a long story short, the diva removed my panties and kissed, sucked and licked my pussy...... withing 10 minutes she she made me moan with a shuddering orgasm.

I Fell
OK EVERYONE I WILL BE ON AND OFF TODAY IM NOT FEALING TO GOOD I GOT BIT BY SOMETHING THE OTHER DAY AND IT IS NOW PURPLE WITH RED DOTS IN IT AND HURTS REALLY BAD I AM GONNA GET IT LOOKED AT SOMETIME TODAY OR TOMM WHEN I GET A RIDE...PLUS I FELL IN A 3 FOOT DEEP WHOLE YESTURDAY AND SCRAPED MY LEG FROM MY KNEWW TO MY THIGH AND IT HURTS BAD TOO IM JUST NOT HAVEING ANY LUCK BUT ILL BE ON AND OFF TODAY

Two Hearts That Beat As One
Every Moment 7-16-07 Never under estimate Your beauty to someone That beholds your perfection Your eyes penetrate my heart To its darkest depth To where my deepest feelings Are kept hidden away Your smile could brighten The darkest of days In your eyes I not only see stars I see a universe I would love to explore To cross the depths of space and time Only to be in your arms So I can hold you close Gazing deeply into your eyes Is a fantasy I long to fulfill Absolutely Beautiful is you Inspired is my heart to express How beautiful you truly are to me. Yet my words can not express The waves of emotions Erupting from my yearning heart Mere words are not enough To fully express your poetic beauty I thank you so very much Amazing is how my heart Burns an eternal flame For you the desire The yearning just to be In your company to share Just an intimate moment That would last for ever Amazing is how we have existed For so long apart without anot

Adhd/add
This morning it was asked in a mumm: Is ADHD over diagnosed, or properly diagnosed with kids today?? My Response: I think in some ways yes and some no. Today we are seeing the effects of the chemicals that have been added to our food, having effects on people young to old. Food additives are now being link to a lot of health issues, especial growth hormones used in our meats and veggies. As the world turns ( so to speak) we have less and less folks growing their own food and eating more fast food that have many many toxic additives . So maybe with this along comes the increase of ADD /ADHD and many other health issues we have not seen in the past. Maybe with comparing the health of those in the past to our present day issues concern health. We should really look at the food we put in our bodies and how it was prepared. WE have seen increase in obesity, ADD/ADHD, parkinson, Alzheimer's. May its time to wake up and ask ourselves, Is the convenient drive through

A Bulletin I Just Posted At Myspace
I Lord Wolf,The man with many Morph Faces of the Wolf.Will Return here to myspace the place he Vacated almost 1 yr. ago to the day.People of myspace do you Desire a Wolf morph?I will return with my Morpher my 4 Luna's.An others in my Pack..Time to Rejoice.An Dance with The Wolf. ga-lu-hlo-wa-hya * u-gv-wi-yu-hi- v-hna-i- wa-ya's This is Cherokee Lord Wolf King of Wolves. ga-lu-hlo-wa-hya * u-gv-wi-yu-hi- v-hna-i- wa-ya's Master Morpher SpiritWolf.Many Faces. /photobucket.com" target="_blank"> Comment Tag Creator:Boo Another of my Trusted an Loyal Luna's. Loyal + Trusted,Lakota Princess:1 of my Luna's. Another of my Luna's:Gina Alpha Luna: Another of my Luna's Angel. I Lord Wolf,Have the Best Internet Family Possible.So send a Friend Request,Lets take Myspace into the Next Millinieum. My MySpace URL: myspace.com/sobriety_rules06

Whats On Ur Mind Right Now (from The Bulletin Board)
WHATS ON YOUR MIND, really think about it... WRITE EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON’T CHANGE IT. 1. Your ex and you = ARENT GOOD FOR ONE ANOTHER 2. I am listening to = WILL AND GRACE ON TV 3. Maybe I should = GET SOME SLEEP LOL 4. I love = My kids 5. Chocolate is = YUMMY 6. I don’t understand = DRAMATIZED PEOPLE 7. I have lost my respect for = PEOPLE THAT LIE 8. I last ate = CHICKEN & FRIES 9. The meaning of my display name is = IM HUGGABLE, LOVABLE & KISSABLE :D 10. God = STRONGLY BELIEVE IN GOD. 11. Your life= BUSY, SINGLE PARENT, BUT WOULD LIKE TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. 12. I will always remember = HAVING MY CHILDREN 13. Love = TRUST, TRUTHFUL,FAITHFUL, RESPECT 14. How was last night = BORING LOL 15. My MySpace is= KICKAZZ BUT IM NEVER ON THERE LOL 16. Tomorrow I will = CLEAN HOUSE, GO OUT 17. I get annoyed when = PEOPLE WHO TALK BEHIND UR BACKS, OR TALK CHIT TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK GOOD 18. Parties = LOVE THEM, IM A BIG PEOPLE PE

Lyrics I Like
Don't know what spurred me to do this.. just decided to write down random lyrics that make me laugh or smile today...theres a bit of everything.. rock, pop, rap, country, show... enjoy "Today Was Tomorrow Yesterday" - Ozzy Osbourne - Thank God For The Bomb - 4 simple words with a true philosophical statement "If None of us believe in war, then can you tell me what the weapons for" - Ozzy Osbourne - Killer of Giants - Another good philosophical point.. but enough thinking and deep thoughts.. the funner stuff "What you're doing with a clown like me is surely one of lifes little mysteries" - Jeff Healey - Angel Eyes - Always loved the entire song cause it suits me.. no girl in her right mind would ever look at me twice.. (in her wrong mind... maybe.. ) "And from the way he's walkin' I can tell where your slippers at" - Garth Brooks - It's Midnight Cinderella.. just one of a few good lines in this song. "It's up to you, I'm here for years, or till the nighttime disappe

Im Thinking...
about getting back into the music scene, tho Ive been out of it for some time.... I miss playing my Sax and Ive been told Im good singer...Tho that was back when I was younger going to church and singing to Iron Maiden and Judas Priest on church bus trips...lol...(Yes I was a hellion)... I should get back into music to show these NO talent hacks how its done "Old school" that are out there now... What do you think???

Song
Superchick - One And Lonely It's not like they meant to hurt me Watchin TV, checkin Britney, televised, my guys Checkin out her thighs and I roll my eyes and sigh It's not like I even need to be competing with unreality TV, fantasy Not for a smart girl like me Some days it's hard to be a one girl revolution CHORUS: Sometimes I have good days and it's good to be me Sometimes I get the best of insecurity And it's quite alright to be the one and only But today I feel like the one and lonely It's not that I don't know beauty is only skin deep Just the skin I'm in, not the girl within But one imperfection takes away my grin Not that I think I'm ugly but Acne throws me for a backslide I won't go outside Makeup can't hide how I feel inside Some days it's hard to be a one girl revolution CHORUS (Oh, the one and lonely) We all have bad hair days Those nothing good about me days Just keep moving on 'cause they'll be gone And we'll still be here going on We hav

New Pics...
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Where Art Thou?
Tis a still life water color, Of a now late afternoon, As the sun shines through the curtained lace And shadows wash the room. And we sit and drink our coffee Couched in our indifference, Like shells upon the shore You can hear the ocean roar In the dangling conversation And the superficial sighs, Are the borders of our lives. And you read your emily dickinson, And I my robert frost, And we note our place with bookmarkers That measure what we've lost. Like a poem poorly written We are verses out of rhythm, Couplets out of rhyme, In syncopated time Lost in the dangling conversation And the superficial sighs, Are the borders of our lives. Yes, we speak of things that matter, With words that must be said, Can analysis be worthwhile? Is the theater really dead? And how the room is softly faded And I only kiss your shadow, I cannot feel your hand, You're a stranger now unto me Lost in the dangling conversation. And the superficial sighs, In the borders of

8 Months And Three Days
Please take note this is a book teaser (preview) and was started about 2 years ago ;) _______________________________________________ Eight Months And Three Days A self exploration into the meaning of love. Written by Mel C Anderson ©2005-07 (A Book Preview) _________________________________________ Intro There’s nothing in love that equals passion. It’s true I find there is no similarity. Passion… I crave it, I feed on it, I love walking into a room and finding one person with or without a name I will ever remember and just knowing for a few small hours there can be no other person in the world other than our two souls entwined in heated passion. It’s true that so often people have love, they have great phenomenal beautiful love. Two hearts can find beauty and peace in one common interest and bond and from that they can be only with that other person for the sake of dreams or future ideas. But is that truly enough? What happens when ther

We Must Fight The Ignorance!!
This man was a decorated veteran who gave his life so we could enjoy the basic freedoms most take for granted.You know the simple things, freedom to speak our minds,get the job of our choice, worship in the church and faith of our choice. I am relieved to know that through the persistance of his widow, the Veterans Administration has allowed something as personally precious as the acknowledgement of faith to be honored. I know my brothers in the military understand this. They live in harms way so we don't have to! For that I can't express my gratitude. To my younger brother, Doug, thank you! Thank you for takingthe time to "read my mind". (The original article follows) Still not accepted as equal! At the Veterans Memorial Cemetery in the small town of Fernley, Nev., there is a wall of brass plaques for local heroes. But one space is blank. There is no memorial for Sgt. Patrick D. Stewart. That's because Stewart was a Wiccan, and the U.S. Department of Vete

Going Down In Flames
Pierre, a brave fighter pilot, takes his girlfriend, Marie, out for a pleasant little picnic by the River Seine. It's a beautiful day and love is in the air. Marie leans over to Pierre and says, "Pierre, kiss me!" Our hero grabs a bottle of Merlot and splashes it on Marie's lips. "What are you doing, Pierre?" says the startled Marie. "I am Pierre the fighter pilot! When I have red meat, I like to have red wine!" She smiles and they start kissing. When things began to heat up a little, Marie says, "Pierre, kiss me lower." Our hero tears her blouse open, grabs a bottle of Chardonnay and starts pouring it all over her breasts. "Pierre! What are you doing?" asks the bewildered Marie. "I am Pierre the fighter pilot! When I have white meat, I like to have white wine!" They resume their passionate interlude and things really steam up. Marie leans close to his ear and whispers, "Pierre, kiss me lower!" Our hero rips off her underwear, grabs a bottle of

Private Folder Closed For Remodeling.....
I will open the "FOR MY NAUGHTY BOYS" folder back up with twice the pics once I hit the next level on Fubar (Fubarlord)........so please do all the things that will help get me there (points, comment me, rate me, fan me, CRUSH ME) and do it multiple times cuz I like it like that......and you'll love the new pics.....promise!!!! ""Oh yeah, you gotta be a friend to access once reopened.""

Enchanted Oak Cool Stuff
http://www.enchantedoak.com/store/hexcraft.html Learn the Truth About Black Magick... PROTECT YOURSELF AND YOUR LOVED ONES... Secrets of the Craft that few dark practitioners want you to know are found within this rare book written by a 20+ year veteran witch. Learn how evil are spells cast and how good people--even other witches and magicians--get caught up them. See how you can protect yourself and your family. And best of all...learn how some people--maybe even you--can make themselves immune to black magick. These and other topics are described here as well as many others that you never thought to consider. How do ethics figure into ritual self-defense, and just how far should you go to justifiably protect yourself and your loved ones from the black magick of another witch? Order Now to read the complete manuscript for yourself. Written with practical concerns of the ethical witch, this reference is a must read for all who seek to interact and participate in pag

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel I have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to make it right.

Please Read
I WANT TO MAKE A PERSONNEL CARD FOR SOMEONE I KNOW WHO IS HAVING A BIRTHDAY SOON AND I WOULD LIKE SOME IDEAS OF VERSUS TO PUT IN IT, WHAT IM LOOKING FOR IS THE STUUF YOU GO OUT TO GET BUT CAN NEVER FIND IN THE CARD SHOP.

My Biggest Mistake
Have you ever said something you didn't mean?? Whether it was from anger, or frustration, or any other emotion....and once its been said, you can't take it back. No matter how much you didn't mean it, its out there now...floating around, drifting above you...and there is nothing you can do...nothing you can say...to reverse the damage that has been done. I did it...last night, I said those awful words....and how I wish I could take them back, but I can't. And I want to talk and work things out, but it won't happen. No matter what words I may say now, the only ones that seem to matter are the ones I spoke last night... I just want to wrap my arms around you, hold you close to me....to not let you go away...

Website For Making Your Own Codes For Pics
THIS IS A FAVORITE WEBSITE OF REBELBREED AND MYSELF. WE USE IT FOR MAKING MOST OF OUR OWN TAGS AND PICS FOR OUR STASHES. YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE IT, BUT IT IS FREE. www.xanga.com IF YOU HAVE PICS THAT YOU HAVE SAVED TO YOUR COMPUTER, YOU CAN CLICK ON THE UPLOAD LINK AND LOAD THEM TO MAKE YOUR OWN CODES. THIS SITE WILL ALSO ALLOW YOU TO MAKE THE PICTURE SMALLER OR LARGER. ONCE YOU GET THE PIC THE SIZE YOU WOULD LIKE, YOU CAN COPY AND PASTE THE CODE SO THAT YOU CAN USE IT AS A TAG, ON YOUR PROFILE, OR IN YOUR STASH. YOU CAN ALSO UPLOAD VIDEOS TO CODE THEM SO THAT YOU CAN USE THEM ON YOUR PAGE AND ETC. YOU CAN EVEN CREATE YOUR OWN BLOG ON THIS SITE TOO. WE HAVE SHARED THIS SITE WITH SEVERAL FAMILY MEMBERS AND THEY HAVE ENJOYED IT TOO. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT USING IT, JUST ASK REBEL OR I AND WE WILL BE GLAD TO HELP YOU.

Tears In My Eyes
As I sit here with tears in my eyes I don't know if he'll ever realize. The pain that I feel is because I remember The change that occurred that day in December. Thats when I met this fabulous guy Could I get him to notice me, I was sure going to try. We fell into lust and then into love We were perfect together, like a ball and a glove. For two years we laughed and suffered no pain Then God knows why, everything started to change. Our happy little home became aggresive and mean There was not much laughter or love to be seen. Now as I sit here with tears in my eyes I can see that I am losing him, my fabulous guy. Written by: Gina C. January~~~~~~2001

Looking For Love
Looking for love in all the wrong places His face filled up all the warm places His laugh his smile they did me in His voice filled with just the right amount of sin He said all the right things to make me feel fine Made me believe at some point he just might be mine Now it’s all over and he didn’t even say goodbye I say screw him with a lonely sigh He let me discover he had another Couldn’t even take the time to bother To let me know this from him Just posted their picture I’m sure not on a whim Well our friendship is done and we will part I’ve torn my love for him from my heart Never will he hurt me again no pain to impart Yes I’ve torn him from my heart

Can You Guess The Show?
The show featured a panel of celebrity guests, who would be presented with an unusual object; each would give a ridiculous explanation of what the object was used for. Contestants (there were two on the 60s version, four on the 80s version and the first season of the 70s version, and three during the Ludden era) would place wagers on which star was telling the true story. They played for money in the 70s version; but they played for points in the 80s version. They started at 100 dollars/points at the beginning of the game and were allowed to bet in $10 increments up to $100 during the first season of the 70s version, half of their earnings during the Ludden era, and the 80s version's betting range was 10 to 50 points.

#5 The Priest/hierophant
#5\'s The Priest/Hierophant )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( If your birth number is a 5 then your Tarot association is The PriestHierophant. Characteristics: If you are using your energy in a positive manner. You are Merciful, and Kind. Patient, Enduring, Good, and Forgiving. You are also inspiring and Spiritual. You have a deep appreciation for Rituals, Heritage and Tradition. You work the best within a routine or a schedule. You may volunteer your help or services to organizations especially those connected to God or Community. You also have the ability to Believe and to have Faith. ***Traits associated with the use of negative energy: Over kindness, too generous and timid. Tendency to cling to the old even if no longer useful. You may hate change. You may also be stubborn, obstinate, unyielding and opinionated. ***Actions which may block positive energy: Having a \"know-it-all\" attitude. Not being open to new influences. Inabi

Seduction Of The Mind
Imagine soft music, dim lights from the candles burning from tapers in various places around the bed, two wet bodies moving sowly to the beat, lips touching, eyes gazing, hearts beating to the rhythm of the beat that's implanted in our heads. As you listen to my voice your mind begins to wonder what would it feel like, taste like, to have me in your web of passion. Never realizing that love was playing a major role in part of the equation. As we ignored the signs of our love growing deeper everyday, we never realized the role our hearts would play. Knowing that seduction of the mind became real beyound our imagination, now it has became serious now beyond recognition. See we never thought that one innocent spoken hello would turn to I love you in such a short period of time. That's why people should respect not ignore this thing called Seduction Of The Mind Written by: Trevon A.K.A. Bad Boy69

4 Worms And A Lesson
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service

Gorilla
It was a warm, sunny Sunday, so a man and his wife decided to take in the zoo. They spent the day, and at closing time they walked past the gorilla cage, and the man noticed the gorilla looking at his wife. "That gorilla is getting excited just looking at your tits," he said. "Why don't you take your blouse off and we'll see what he does?" At first she declined. But finally persuaded by her husband, she took off her blouse and bra. The gorilla went nuts. He started grunting and jumping up and down. "Hey," the husband said, "let's really blow his mind. Take off all your clothes and we'll see what he does." Again she said no and again he persuaded her. This time the ape really went bananas! He climbed up and down the bars, did flips, ran around in circles and tossed his food all over the cage. The husband went over to the cage, opened the door and pushed his wife in. "Now," said the husband with an evil smile, "tell HIM you have a headache!"

1977 / 2007
A lot of words have been written about the summer of 1977 it was the year Elvis passed; the Bronx burned and it was the summer of Son of Sam. Those are bad memories that people tend to dwell on can't somebody think of something good that came out of the summer of 77

Speculation And Temptation
Do we push away the things we have for the things that we want? Do we take things we don't want to keep things that we need? Do we give and see ourselves as gods because of it? I am guilty of the second. There is speculation about the first. And I know of someone who I have caught red handed doing the last. Can this person refuse to believe in God yet still build themselves in His image? I am not overly religious or anything. I am not a Bible-thumping anything but sometimes another person's actions can shine a light on the faith I do have. Do you make promises just so someone can believe you and you can have the satisfaction of letting them down? I know many who get off on hurting other people. How tricky they are with their deceit. So masterful. There is no switching in something like that. And karma may come through but perhaps not in a timely fashion. While I may not seek my own vegeance I still want to witness it crashing down on someone who caused me pain before I di

The Cry...
The Cry.... as i wandered the path i choose, i heard a cry from afar. i searched as i walked for the creature this cry came from. the cry was low, and very sad. i searched onward as my feet carried me forward. never knowing from where the cry was coming from. i continued my path and one day i realized the cry was forever with me. and this cry of dispair was getting closer as each day i traveled. past the hills, the valleys, through many villiages of people laughing and going about their routine as if they never heard this depressing cry. i stopped an old woman once, as i asked her if she did not hear the cry and why no one was searching for the source of such misery. she ignored me as if i was not there. i stopped and looked at the village people continueing on with their busy lives, the cry was getting louder. no one seemed to care that somewheres out there was a creature mourning for some reason. no one dared to search for it, but all was too busy within themselves. i cont

Top Friends
i like how people get pissed off because u move em to a different spot yet agen i like how ppl just get all crazy because either u dont put them on ur top friends and yeah haha myspace people have gone crazy

♥maii Famiiliia♥
Mã Husband:..:: Nay ::.. My Prince: .:: ThOmAs ::. My Princess:..:: RoNgO ::.. Mã Gawjuss twin:..:: RoNgO ::.. Mã Bég Sés:..::HaTa::.. Mã Lél Sés:..::RuBy,DaL,DeZ::.. Mã LélLél Sés: ..::RoNgO::.. Mã Bég Bro:..::KiNg KiNgI::.. Mã Lél Bro:..::bJ::.. Mã Båst Boã Mátå:..::KiNg KiNgI::.. Mã Båst Gurlie:..:: cHaNtElLe ::.. Mã Angål:..::pApA::.. My Hobo:..:: HaTa ::. Mã Idol: Mã Drénkéng Buddi:..:: DaL ::.. Mã Fuck Buddé: ... Mã Bét On Thå Sédå: ... Mã Såcråt Admérår:... Mã Dértã Dáncår:... My Baby Boi: ..::ThOmAs::.. My baby girl:..::RoNgO::.. My Shexshii Boi:..:: ToNy ::.. My shexshii Gurly:..:: AnZ ::.. My RudeGyal 1: ..:: DeZ::.. My RudeBoii 1:..:: DyLaN::.. My BodyGuard:..:: ThA bLaCkZz ::.. My Partners In Crime:..:: DaL ::.. My Ravin Partner: My Gangsta 1:..:: RuBy ::.. My Gangser 2:..::SaPh::.. My Respecta Buddie: ... My Slut Face: ..:: DeZ::.. My Naughty Boii:..::Nay::.. My Diirty Dancer Boii:... My One And Onlii:..::Nay::.. My Guardian Angel:.::

Some Tarot Assistance, Please!
Although I love the Tarot most wholeheartedly, I have not had the time or concentration to really study it as deeply as I would like. So I am in need of some assistance reading the Celtic Cross spread I drew for myself this morning. I use The Goddess Tarot by Kris Waldherr, but I can give you what the cards would be in the standard Rider deck, as well. If you are willing to take a look and give it a go, just let me know! I will PM you with the cards that were drawn, in the correct order. Thanks for anyone willing to help me out here, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Muah!

Emo Time
Ive been wondering whats eating at your head? The cheap way you handle things, the slander that you spread. Making misery is the way you spend your time. I think its safe to say when it comes to truth youre blind Whatever happened is over now for you. With you theres nothing, that you wouldnt do. Nothing you wouldnt do. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life, gotta get a life. This is my life The faces that you show have everyone concerned. But if they turn their backs to you, trust in you, Theyll learn. Whatever happened is over now for you. With you theres nothing, that you wouldnt do. Nothing you wouldnt do. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life, gotta get a life. This is my life Whatever happened is over now for you. With you theres nothing, that you wouldnt do. Nothing you wouldnt do. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get

So How Many 11's Does It Take?
To undo one malicious rate on a photo? Back in the good old days of Cherry Tap, one malicious rate was canceled out by just one eleven. Due to the generosity of some of you, I know I received several eleven's today, but still haven't canceled out a solitary four someone left me. Damn new Fu Math.

I'm In A Contest (corrected Link)!!!!
It starts Saturday, September 8th at Noon. Thanks sweetie!! Help me win this for my birthday! LOL It ends on Thursday, 09/20/07 at Noon!!!! If you don't want to/can't bomb, that's fine. Will you please rate it? LOL PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1ST place-- CORVETTE 2ND place-- SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3RD place-- DIAMOND RING SELF BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ENCOURAGED!! COMMENTS COUNT AS 1 POINT AND RATES COUNT AS 20 POINTS!!! IN THE EVENT OF A TIE, THERE WILL BE A 2 DAY PLAY-OFF BETWEEN THE TIED CONTESTANTS!!

Okay! Okay!
Well I was going to make today my last day in Fubar, but many of you asked me not to leave. Okay I got the message and deleted that blog. I'll stay but I'll be on back and forth due to the fact that I am helping hubby install windows and I've got alot of paperwork to go through and place on disc and file away. So I will stay, so let's show me the love! Start rating me 10-4 Hugs and kisses MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

Fake A$$ Girls...
i am so tired of fake a$$ people, especially woman...it seems like our society of woman now a days does nothing but start drama...Why can't woman just let shit go...But no they have to drag it out like they are hard...what exactly are they trying to prove... That they are harder then others, they are just trouble maker......i might be a female myself but i find this ridiclous....i Had 5 females jump out of a truck on me last night, because i use to be friends with some Grimmy females...Tell me why it takes 5 females to beat me up...Especially when this fight has been going on now for almost 2 years...I done told them i would fight them one on one..Their response bitch your getting jumped...for what, cause you can't fight, or better yet you scared??haha anyways i just wanted to write my thoughts down...anyone can comment if they want...

6 Years Ago Today...
COPY N PASTE THIS LINK... http://brain-terminal.com/video/video-window.php?url=http://video1.brain-terminal.com/crystal-morning/crystal-morning.wmv&title=Crystal+Morning&format=Windows+Media&width=320&height=320

Drugs
Drugs should be legalized and sold in government run Drug stores. We could sell them for a lower price than drug dealers and still turn a profit. The profits could be used to finance drug rehab centers and to increase tax revenues. Because we would be undercutting the drug dealers, smuggling would no longer be profitable. This would free up manpower and tax dollars used to fight drug crimes that could be used for other things like fighting terrorism or homelessness. Gangs that use drug money to finance themselves would no longer have drug revenues to buy automatic weapons and mansions for themselves. It's really very simple. Why not do it?

Guys Pms I Swear
i think guys pms more then woman do they are like lets go then no to places what ever just to tell you guys the woman are the one that are incarge you dont do thing right u dont get any thing right right so to you guys have gf and or wifes pull your head out of your ass and listen to your woman and you get alot more action

Love Is...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

History
To begin a new life together does not mean that we must forget the lives that each of us leaves behind; but rather we should remember the differences that brought us here; and keep alive the memories of what you and I are in our pursuit of what we can become together.

Downraters Read Please!
RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thubms down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and in rl... th

Poem: Still Trapped By One
Still Trapped by One In silence, I watch you work the crowd Make them all love you, completely enthralled How many do you tell what lurks beneath Your breezy facade of shallow lies? In darkness, I watch as another fall prey To the hopes and dreams your words convey I laugh as I think of the sadistic dance You hide behind insincere romance. In sadness, I watch as your nightmare spell Leads another down the path I know so well Helpless as I watch you play your game Another, as I, won't ever be the same In despair, I watch as you run one more Slamming shut behind any possible door That could set you free of your inner rage And other dark things that you keep in that cage. Like me.

My Kid Brother
thanks to all of you who have read my recent blogs and left messages and comments he is now out of hospital the lucky bastard has a broken foot, some cuts and scratches and several nice bruises we have no idea how he has gone from the point of death (well, it seemed that way at the time) to home again in 2 weeks whats more - we dont actually care ! he's home i am so relieved fuck that im so happy to have the little guy back with us all !!

Out Of Hospital
Wanted to let ya all know my mom has returned home. She has been in the hospital this entire month. I have been gone to stay with her and finally we are back. She has suffered abit lately. I had ask for prayers from my friends when I was last her and I ask for them to continue please. She has just undergone a quaddruple bypass at 75 and also has been told she has Hepatitus and scalrosis of the liver. Alot to handle for an elderly person. I have been receiving some rather hateful emails while I was gone her. I am so sorry so many are offended that I have been gone or not been rating them and their pics. I was not trying to be rude nor piss anyone off. Please understand that we all find it hard sometimes to be tied to our own pleasures when those we love are in pain. I will be helping with my moms recovery and will be here when I can. Please do understand. Thank you all for your prayers and kind words...Luv ya all... HUGS

Police "band" Concert
Hya All, the 1 October, I will go to the concert of the police (sting and company) to Torino, in the North Italia, and therefore for me will not be possible to connect on the net for at least 3 days. The concert will be the 2 October evening, but i need to drive for 800 miles because I live in the South Italy, and it is mean that i will sleep there someday. If anyone of you is going at the concert, please let me know, would be nice to meet someone from fubar. let me find your luv at my return, it will be really apprecciate :-) see ya all

Lost
lost in a maze with so many turns i see a guiding light, but out it burns there it is again, a beacon ever so small sometimes so tiny i can barely see it at all it's gone again so i wait for more i wait till it comes back to show me the door sometimes it's dim, sometimes it's bright but when it's not there it's black as a starless night it seems like an eternity waiting here alone i wait here so long for the path to be shone when i see this light i run so very fast praying i don't trip trying to reach the end at last it comes and it goes, very briefely it shines i hope soon it will be steady, showing me the signs i think i see it, yes, i see it glow its my baby's love showing me were to go now darkness falls and i cannot see i wonder how bright the next light will be

Live Interviews With 3 Great Texas Bands
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Help A Friend Level!!!!!!!
I have a friend who is sick of being on the same level and wants to advance!!!! This is to all my Fu-friends that i am calling on,, I need your help!!!! Rate all her pics please!!!! She a cool mate!!!!! http://fubar.com/bloodybutterflies2008 If ya do this for my friend i will owe ya one when ya need me!!!! THANKS GUYS

The Hit
I work third shift at a place where it's my job to make sandwiches at night. Subs, pizza subs, roast beef sandwiches, things like that. I was finishing up making this huge sub when the door to the store opened and I turned to greet the customer. I saw a man come in w/ a white grocery bag in one hand and a gun in the other. He was wearing black pants, black shoes, black gloves, a grey hoodie with a logo like ECO on it and a black scarf over his face. He was skinny, I'm guessing maybe 140 lbs and the same height as me, maybe an inch taller. 5'7". As soon as he came in the door he ran to the counter and jumped over it like some robbery ninja and pointed the gun at me and told me to come over and empty the drawer. So I did. Everything went into his bag including the $2 bills that sit on top of the alarms (if the $2 bills are removed from the alarm boxes, the silent alarm goes off) As soon as he had what he wanted (all of about $140) he chased me from out from behind the counter

The Last Letter To Be
The Last Letter To Be by A Peel I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays, Evolving at the speed of light As my third eye sees all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops I taste you. I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way. How you called me baby The way you made me laugh The way you touched my heart and made me believe Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful, but in the end there is not much but pain. I allow this for some time, then I awake and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless. Wanting you to taste my soul and undeniably know that I am the one and we are one to conquer happiness together, unimaginably, the way you knew that we could and will if you say one word, Yes! Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you, keeping you from what is rightfully yours, Love. If I had your heart again? Oh, the way I would touch it, nurture it and protect it My most sa

Omg!!!!!!
Rock and Shock was the SHIT!!!!!! I had SOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!!! I met the gorgeous Queen of Trash as well as Frank the Bunny (James Duvall), William Forsythe, Ari Lehman, Andrew Divoff, and the adorable Alex Vincent (altho he's all grown up and such a hottie!!!) and so many others!!! Also I got a pic with Peter Steele!!!! OMG!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Anyhoo.. got pix and will post as soon as can get them downloaded!! I had soooooooooo much fun!!! Wish I could have gotten to everyone but guess I'll have to go back next year!!!

Lets Do Another!..:)
Ok..skip that last blog..I have no clue how to do fancy ones so here you go..:P The last contest I ran got fubarred, and I want to do another...:) I want to see your smiling faces, so let me see your grill and enter to win! I need only pics that I can rip please, that way if I have to contact you I can more easily..:) Contest will last 7 days and will start when I have at least 10 people or more! No drama of course. Rules are simple. Most comments wins! Leave me a comment if you are intersted. You gotta play nice...:) Prizes: 1st Place 7 Day Blast 2nd Place 3 Day Blast 3rd Place 1 Day Ticker 4th Place Big Pimping Gift! Let Me See Your Grill!!!...:) Hugs and kisses

Depression
Mrs. WitchDate: 16 Oct 2007, 09:49 Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks"

He A Great Guy
The Media (Accidently?) Missed this one!!!! Subject: Denzel Washington, and &n bsp; Brooks Army Medical Center Don't know whether you heard about this But Denzel Washington and his family visited The troops at Brook Army Medical Center, in San Antonio, Texas (BAMC) the other day. This Is where soldiers who have been evacuated from Germany come to be hospitalized in the United States, especially burn victims. There are some Buildings there called Fisher Houses. The Fisher Hou se is a Hotel where soldiers' families can stay, For little or no charge, while their soldier is staying In the Hospital. BAMC has quite a few of these houses On base, but as you can imagine, they are almost filled Most of the time. While Denzel Washington was visiting BAMC, they gave Him a tour of one of the Fisher Houses. He asked how Much one of them would cost to build. He took his check Book out and w

Me In A Nutshell. (c)2007
img> Here's the blog combined with everything from last year to know everything about me. Veiw discretion advised. I grew up in a rural outskirts town in Massachusetts on Rockwell St. In Malden, Mass. on May 29, 1981. I lived in a 2 story house that my dad's father assisted in renovating in 1966.It was a big house with its causals. It haunted me alot prior to leaving for Florida in 1989, with my grandma and aunt, and my immediate family. Reasons were the weather and business opportunity. I grew up an only child and often fantasized about woman even at 7. I couldn't wait to hit puberty. I was a late bloomer, everything I did was late late. I hardly understood speech and had to take classes. I got held back in 1st grade in 1988. The teacher Ms. Maderos of Forrestdale elemantary school was very strict and I got my name written on the board more times than I should of. Now, accelerating into the 90's I had alot of bullies and my older cousin often harassed me, because I looke

Poem
While you where here with me my love for you did stay, even since you have gone away I still love you just the same. My feelings for you jsut wont die, I wish I was yours and you where still mine. Oh don't you worry dear, I wont be left behind, I will haunt your heart and wipe your tears each and every time you cry.

For Someone...
And why, you might ask? Well... 1. Because it’s how you make me feel! 2. Everytime the phone rings like this, my heart gets all twittery 3. Where I’d go with you 4. You already took this heart of mine… 5. Because I’d fuck you stupid to this song! 6. It really is all about us… 7. I’ll be the butterfly to your samurai any day 8. My version of this song is so much more entertaining 9. …makes me wanna run away with you! 10. Prove that you love me (as though THAT would be hard) 11. Exactly where I’d like to be! 12. Sweet and different…just like us! 13. I’d develop a stutter just so you would kiss me to cure it! 14. How I fell for you… 15. Sounds like the start of our relationship! 16. LONG LIVE LABYRINTH! 17. Because I’ll always be here when you need me 18. Without you, I am… 19. …be my hero? 20. Not only do I wanna dance to this with you to this, I wanna act it out…repeatedly!

Airport
...Today He met me at the airport. As soonas he saw me he came over and kissed me, bending me slightly in the most loving embrace. He took hold of my hand and led me to his waiting car. As He turned on the gas, He looked deep into my eys, and I knew what He wanted. We drove down the road slowly, and then He pulled over. He looked at me and told me that He had been missing me for eternity, then He ordered me to hitch up my skirt and pull down my panties and bend over the seat with the door open. He then came round the car, and slapped me on the butt again and again until I squealed in pain. He then thrust himself into me hard and deep, knowing that people would be watching from the highway, but knowing also that I would always be just his. As he thrust I could feel him getting more and more excited, thrusting harder the more excited He became. I could feel Him come so deep inside, and I knew I would get no pleasure this time... but this is my pleasure...

New Family
Hello fubar friends and family, A few friends and I are starting a new family. We will be mostly levelers but we can comment bomb as well. We are a bunch of fun loving people and hope you would like to join. we are a no- nonesence family but we like to have fun. We have not put a name to our family but we are thinking of a few different things. If you are interested please let me know and I can give you more information. Thank you for your time.

What Is Love?
What is love? Is it how you feel, how you think, how you act? Is it possible to love someone that you have never met? Is it possible to really know someone that you talk to on the computer? How do you know they are real? Is the thought of a person what makes you love them? What you are picturing them to be? I do not know anymore, so fuck it.

Lordi
man the one thing that i wish i could do this week is have the money to go to headliners in louisville ky friday for a type o negitvie and lordi concert its only 20 a person to it sucks being broke if it would just stop fucking raining my husband could work and we could have went but no well bearly be able to pay the bills as it is oh well thats life for you it sucks

Oh Wow
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and

Been A While...
i havent really been hearin a lot about haters and shit but, WTF is it... downwdrater week? shit...where do they come from and how do i get rid of them.. they are like a bugger stuck to your finger you just cant shake...shit, sshit , shit!! go AWAY...far AWAy OK I FEEL BETER..PEACE Y'ALL

Pre Op Testing
hi everyone, well i had the preop testign today done , they did all that fancy stuff like take bp readings, blood, asked alot of questions about what im allgeric too. what meds im on. as of today its a wekk till surgery.can't wait for it to be done and over with.its been a long 5 months. thank u to everyone that has wished me well, and to the ones who have asked before it will be next wed for sure that surgery will be done. just say alot of prayers, thanks again to my fans and specail people, and especailly thnak to you lizzy, and jenffier, with out whom i couldn't get through all this. you are the greatest friends

Terrible Trust
Why is it that no matter who it is we trust...Family, friends, our lover....That it seems inevitable that we get hurt, torn, abused, neglected, ignored....It pains me so to even begin to care for someone....Never in my life has it been easy to give someone my heart....Sadly no matter how hard I try to fight caring I give in eventually!!...Slipping into the routine that has been lain by so many before....Me here loving and caring and them there so cold and callous...Well this has got to stop....I beg those who are close to me to forgive the distance I have been putting between us...I am just sick of being the one who seems to get sucked in and pulled down and I don't want that anymore....If you have hurt me then you know more than anyone else I will tell you that I'm hurting...If not then please do not worry....Just give me time to sort out the crazy thoughts and feelings inside....

Win A Happy Hour
ULTIMATE TATTOO CONTEST OPEN TO ALL!!! Apparently there aren't enough females that have a sexy tattoo, or care to try and win a Happy Hour, so this contest will be open to anyone with a tat! WIN A HAPPY HOUR!! A 7 DAY BLAST OR VIP! A 3 DAY BLAST!! JUST CONTACT MYALERO WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE TAT PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR!(minumum 80,000 comments to win) HE WOULD LIKE TO START THIS AT 7 PM EASTERN TONIGHT!! SO HURRY AND SEND HIM YOUR PIC! Myalero Is Hosting His First Contest and He Is Ready To Give Stuff Away! Need Just a Few More Contestants! Contest Will Start at 7PM eastern tonight and will only last two weeks!! CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour!! (minimum of 80,000 comments to win) Second Place wins VIP or 7 Day Blast! Winners Choice! 3rd Place Wins 3 Day Blast!! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. Mus

A Sphincter Says What?
robshags: You're not into cam2cam with couples, are you? ->robshags: Go away. ->robshags: Actually, delete me off your yahoo and then go away. robshags: I didn't know you were such a cunt... Sorry ->robshags: You must have forgotten that we've already had this discussion. I'm sorry. I didn't know you were such a douche bag. Oh, wait. I did. bwahahahahaloser. Quit trying to view my cam!

The Bitch And Punk Ass Man Catagory Lmao!!!!
THE BITCH CATAGORY: BEWARE SWEETHEARTS DONT GET OFFENDED BY THIS ITS ONLY MEANT TOWARDS STUPID BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT TO SAY ALL LADIES ARE BITCHES . BUT IF YOU DO SOMETHING WRONG TO A GOOD PERSON .. GUESS WHAT U ARE A BIATCHHHHHHHHHH ... DEAL WITH IT!!!!!! 1.If you lie to your man about stupid shit ... guess what your a bitch!!!!! 2.If you make your man pay everytime he has to take you to some place you wanna go and he dosn't ....guess what your a bitch!!!!! 3.If you say your gonna be at your mans house and your girl calls you and wants to go out and you just leave your man hangin without a phone call....Guess what you are a bitch!!!!!! 4.If u are bisexual ...LOL your a ho and a bitch!!!!!!!!! (fuckin confused female choose a fuckin side be GAY or Straight.)!!!!! 5.If you secretly have a husband that's living with you and your not legally seperated and your on Myspace giving p

The Tongue....
the "tongue" primary i have created for myself is from a TV program called "Little Britain" - it's a great show, in my opinion, and i'd reccomend it to anyone. The laugh track is the only flaw, as it is in many programs, but that's a bit of a tradeoff for the brilliant, unafraid and unreal comedy, all done by 2 gifted, twisted chaps - Matt Lucas and David Walliams...They portray a deviant collection of "britains" in each episode, and one reoccuring favourite of mine, is "Anne"...in a nutshell, a mental patient, her peculiar schreeching and devilishly odd behaviour is a riot, hurts to laugh at times, in my experiences.so, yeah, the TONGUE...from season 3, a spot on live telly, anne does a knock up job of her/his version of Celiene Dion...and out comes the licking looney ...i've stuck a clip on my youtube, to broaden the minds of you inquisitive lot, and following that, is a 9 min compilation of "anne's" antics, from several episodes...take a sec, and give it a go.i've also included a li

I Still See You
I still see you my daisy. I see the smile on your face everyday... I still see the look in your eye when you saw how voilent i was in that ring... I still see the look upon your face when you saw how badly i was hurt... And you never left my side... you were there for me when they said that i might not walk again.. I still see you skipping the rocks on the pond in your back yard... You used to do that everytime you got mad or confused... I still see your laughter when I tickled you... I still see you dancing when I played the piano for you... (sniffiling) I still hear your voice calling me when you were upset and you wanted me to just talk to you... I still see you crawling through my window and laying down with me at night when I stayed with my mom... I still see you crying when I promised you that I would never fight again... I still see you holding me when i was upset or crying and i needed refuge.. I still see you yelling at your dad about me... You were sticking

Distracted Easily
My second night on Fubar...finding myself with lots of buttons to click lol..almost too much for my tiny brain:P I think i watched two ppl have sex in a lounge last night..*visuals* still burnin in my head..lmao Does this happen often?!?!?! Ok, well i'm tryin to figure out how to change my homepage skin:D Anything with whistles and bright lights? Hope everyone had an awesome Halloween! Thanks for reading, type again soon.

"wake Up..." A Poem On Depression
"wake up"....... a small voice inside my head my soul stirs "wake up"..... gentle voice my mind crys, my body pushes it away "Wake Up"..... more insistent "Wake Up"..... urgent go away, please, just go away can you not see i hurt "wake up... wake up... wake up"... whisper in my mind "can you not see, your day has begun without you".... gentle, mournfull, but there is no pity, only love and pain "wake up"..... my mind crys, my body pushes away, i dont know how.... i dont know how..... "i cannot do it for you.".... soft whisper, small voice my mind crys, my body pushes away "WAKE, CHILD OF GOD. DO YOU NOT SEE, YOUR DAY HAS BEGUN WITHOUT YOU!" i am afraid, my mind crys, my body pushes away "the world turns, Oriah, and watches dispassionately as you sleep on. Wake up... Wake up... Wake up..."

Pic Info For Top Photo Run!!!
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Goddess
A truely Rare gift you have. The gift of natural Beauty Cherish it use it allow it to make you into what you deserve to be. A GODDESS. Allow none to taint your Beauty with there mortal hands and desires unless they are willing to sacrafice there very soul to worship you for what you are. A Beautiful Goddess.

More Losing Weight Tips
These are the raw notes I've been taking while reading, "You: On a diet" by Dr Michael Roizen and Dr Mehmet Oz - hope this helps someonw! L-carnitine - 3gm / day turns carbs into muscle ideal waist size men: 35, max 40 - above is dangerous ideal waist size women: 32 1/2 - max 37 waist is defined as around your belly button - suck in your gut. Eating a handful of nuts every day keeps you feeling full. Cinnamon increases insulin sensitivity which makes you feel full, reducing blood sugar + cholesterol levels at the same time). Dosage: less than 2 teaspoons a day. for 40 days. * Steep your favorite herbal tea with a cinnamon stick adds flavor to the tea * Add one-half teaspoon of cinnamon to unsweetened applesauce * Add cinnamon to your breakfast cereal or oatmeal * Sprinkle on toast * Adding cinnamon to butter or cream cheese * Sprinkle cinnamon on your morning cup of coffee, cocoa or cappuccino playing video games can actually be GOOD

This Is Me...take It Or Leave It, I Could Care Less!!!!
Name:AngBirthdate:10/19Birthplace:St. Louis, MO *Tha Lou*Current Location:J'ACTION'ville, NCEye Color:brownHair Color:brown w/blonde highlightsHeight:5'8Weight:114Piercings:9Tatoos:7Boyfriend/Girlfriend:HELL NOOverused Phraze:Fut Tha Wuck.....lolFAVORITESFood:AnyCandy:Chocolate....Number:8Color:red, pink

Not Today...
i just wanted to let everyone know in advanced that im not much in the mood today to be talking about my pictures, or hearing how much you like them or want to see more.... a friend from yahoo hung herself this weekend and left behind her beautiful children... she did this to get out of a very abusive situation... her husband was a police officer and was allowed to get away with it..

Loves Sacred Bond
~ Love's Sacred Bond ~ When I lovingly look into your eyes I see the bond of love that ties A Sacred bond that none can sever that binds our two hearts forever Our two lone souls met by fate Two wild hearts that could relate with wild spirits others could not tame our love burns like a fiery flame The key to my heart had disappeared until you, my forever love, appeared You take my heart places it's never been Our spirited passions flying on the wind Unlocking love's mysteries of old as their great secrets to us unfold Their splendor is now ours to hold Mysteries of love more precious than gold Our nights filled with ecstasy's bliss Mornings greeted with passion's kiss I love you in so many ways You ever fill my nights and days... Everything our hearts ever dreamed of Strong as the eagle who soars above Soft and gentle as the purest dove This is our Sacred Bond of love... Memories of the heart to forever last Our nights of love in fields of long g

Veterans Day
Lets all remember to thank our veterans today. We need to remember them and what they have done for our country just as we do for our current military members. So take the time to thank them and also thank our military that are serving now. They all deserve it because they are the reason we have the freedoms that we enjoy every day. I want to say THANK YOU to each and every Veteran and THANK YOU to our current Military members.

`bourne' Earns 3 People Choice Nods Pirates Of The Caribbean' Among Lead People's Choice Award Noms
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com "The Bourne Ultimatum" was among leading nominees for the 34th annual People's Choice Awards, organizers said Thursday. The spy thriller was nominated for favorite movie, favorite action movie and favorite "threequel." Leading man Matt Damon was nominated for favorite male action star. He's up against Johnny Depp, who got nods in the male action star and favorite male movie star categories. Jessica Alba scored nominations for favorite leading lady and favorite female action star. In music, Justin Timberlake earned nominations for favorite male singer and favorite pop song. "Give It to Me," a Timbaland song on which Timberlake is featured, garnered a nod for favorite hip-hop song. Other multiple nominees included "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End" and "Transformers." Winners will be announced Jan. 8 during an awards show broadcast on CBS. The nominees are: 1. Favorite Movie: The Bourne Ultimatum; Pirates of the Cari

17 Loooong Years
Well as of this weekend I finally told my wife that I had had enough, and that I no longer loved her and that i felt we should get a divorce. That was not an easy thing after 17 years, 12 of which have been hell for me, i am finally going to be free. My kids are going to be upset but I agree with alot of my friends here now that it will be better for them to have me be happy than miserable. I feel kinda relieved in a way now that I know its going to happen. But im thinking i will need all of my friends here in the months to come. You have all been there for me up to this point and I want to say thank you to all of you and to a few very special ones a very big hug and thank u. wow i ramble don't i?

If He Knew
If he only knew. The love we had, that he just blew. I wish he felt my pain inside. I wish he saw the tears I've cried. He gave me my dreams then took them away. And "why talk about it now?" is all he has to say Soon I will be strong enough to take that walk. Right now I stay and try to talk. Is it him? or is it me? Am I just too blind to see? The love I have for him inside Should it show or do I let it Hide? Why does he tell me "I love you"? When it seems he will never say "I do". He says he wants to grow old with me Do I continue to fight or just let him be? He always puts me to the side Is that the reason I feel he lied? I don't know what to do anymore. I can't cry again and my heart is sore. Am i just another girl on his step ladder? Then what about this baby, pressing on my bladder? I love him so much I really do But is he ever going to get a clue?

"grandma's Cookies"
"GRANDMA'S COOKIES" .................................................. A LIL BOY WALKS UP TO HIS DAD AND ASKS,"DAD,CAN I GO OUTSIDE AND SHOOT THE GUN BY MYSELF?" THE FATHER RESPONDS,"I DON'T KNOW SON,YOU SHOULD BE OLDER AND,IT TAKES ALOT OF RESPONSIBILITY;CAN YOUR DICK TOUCH YOUR ASS?" LIL BOY RESPONDS,"WELL OFCOURSE NOT DAD." FATHER,"SORRY SON,MAYBE WHEN YOUR A LIL OLDER" THE FOLLOWING DAY THE LIL BOY WALKS UP TO HIS DAD AND ASKS,"DAD,CAN I GO OUTSIDE AND DRIVE THE CAR BY MYSELF?" THE FATHER RESPONDS,"I DON'T KNOW SON,YOU SHOULD BE OLDER AND,IT TAKES ALOT OF RESPONSIBILITY;CAN YOUR DICK TOUCH YOUR ASS?" LIL BOY RESPONDS,"WELL OFCOURSE NOT DAD." THE NEXT DAY THE LIL BOY IS WALKING THROUGHT THE LIVING ROOM WITH A PLATE FULL OF COOKIES HIS GRANDMOTHER MADE HIM,AND HIS DAD SEES AND SAYS,"WHAT YA GOT THERE SON,SOME COOKIES;WHY DON'T YOU GIVE ME SOME?" LIL BOY RESPONDS,"I DON'T KNOW DAD,CAN YOUR DICK TOUCH YOUR ASS?" FATHERE RESPONDS,"WELL OFCOURSE IT CAN" L

About Me....
Ok, lets get some things straight........ 1.) I am a Goddess, simple as that. A Mother of 2 beautiful girls, (a 4 yr old named Reyna Sage, and a 3 month old named Kendra Victoria). Yes I'm a MILF, but that doesn't mean I'll fuck you. In fact, if you come at me with the intent of getting in my pants you'll get your head ripped off. Come at me like a true man, respectful and catch my interest, it could be the start of a great friendship, and we'll go from there. 2.) Chances are high that you will become Obsessed. Thats life. Heres the deal, don't drool over me in the annoying-borderline stalker status. That will simply get your head ripped off too. Followed with being Immediately ignored, blocked and forgotten. I don't mind if you show mild to moderate affection, but after one hour of talking to me, you start telling me that your in love with me is definitely out. And if your going to sit there and pleasure yourself over me, I DON"T want to know about it, BUT get the facts strai

Friends
sorry i haven't been here much and i know it has cost me some friends and for that i am sorry.the past few days with what i thought was a heart attack.dr.did a heart cath on me but said arteries were not blocked.they are not sure what it is but i intend to find out even if i have to find a new dr.pleas forgive me for not being in touch or finishing rating everyone's pictures and profiles.i will get it done and i hope i do not lose any more friends.take care all and please let me hear.

Sexiest Fubar Man Contest
I am entering the sexiest man on fubar contest. Need 35ooo comments to win and would love all my friends help. Before you can leave comments and bome you will need to rate,fan and add the host as a friend. Thanks to all that are willing to help me out with this. Love you all. Here is the link to the host and look at the her pictures and find mine in the folder for sexiest man on fubar. http://fubar.com/user/709063# here is the link after you rate,fan and add

Just One....
Only One!!! READY??? You can ask me 1 question. And you will get 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

My Interests
Yeah I know this is supposed to be on my profile but I didn't have enough room lol. Anywho, I love to spend time with my man and my kids. I would kill for my family. I love them more than anything in the world....ALL of my family. I also love Nascar. Dale Jr kicks ass (let the legend live on). I also love Indie....God Danika Patrick is fuggin HAWT! LOL!! I love music....LIVE for it! I love Rock, Metal, Country, Rap, R&B, Techno, Gothic Industrial, and Oldies. I also play bass guitar and I sing lol. I love to make new friends, but I will let you know right now that I DO NOT take ANY bullshit from ANYONE. You piss me off....you're gonna be sorry. But other than that, I'm a very easy person to get along with. I'm somewhat shy at first but I warm up QUICKLY lol. Anything else you wanna know, just ask.

A Lunch Farewell
I am heading to Eugene Oregon where I am taking a colleague out to lunch. Wednesday is his last day with the association and I missed his going away party last Friday so I promised to take him out to lunch today. I will also be collecting some things from him because I will also be doing some of his duties for awhile until someone is hired to take his place. So... I am off for a 75 mile drive. Later!!!!

The Call And My Day Today
i answered the phone yesterday to who i thought was going to be my oldest daughter. i spent quite a while having a conversation with my 1 and 1/2 year old grandson. he was very excited about something. suddenly he just hung up. i waited a while and called back. my daughter answered and i told her i had had a very interesting call. she about died laughing when i told her he had called. my grandson loves to talk on the phone. he got the phone on another occassion and called the police. the only way they found out was because the police came to their house. it turns out he decided to talk to grandma because mom was busy with the laundry...lol. today is going to be pretty wasted. i have yet another appointment because of my health and i already know how the appointment is going to go. i think i'm just going to write out the entire situation so i can walk in, hand it to them and tell them i'm not interested in wasting my time so they can just read the short novel instead. i hope

Nothingness
In Love ~ I'm destined to failure ~ I Fall ~ Too hard ~ Too fast ~ Too deep ~ I Give ~ More than I have ~ You Take ~ My heart ~ And in time ~ You let it go ~ Without a thought I Search ~ And find only pieces ~ How Many Times ~ Can I repeat this cycle ~ Until there is no more left And I ~ Slip into nothingness ~

Words, Words!
How did it happen that we quarreled? We two who loved each other so! Only the moment before we were one, Using the language that lovers know. And then of a sudden, a word, a phrase That struck at the heart like a poignard's blow. And you went berserk, and I saw red, And love lay between us, bleeding and dead! Dead! When we'd loved each other so! How could it happen that we quarreled! Think of the things we used to say! "What does it matter, dear, what you do? Love such as ours has to last for aye!" --"Try me! I long to endure your test!" --"Love, we shall always love, come what may!"

Love 3
Love is a game and we all participate sometimes your active sometimes you wait but either way you choose youll find the one you love hold em tight, treat em right, like a blessin from above you'll know when you find em, youll know that its true everytime you see em indescribable feelings explode in you theyre all you think about, theyre always on your mind youll do anything to be with them, just to spend some time we're surrounded by love everywhere we go right next to you and you dont even know people fall in love for so many reasons the timing, the mood or even the seasons sometimes its wrong its not love its lust gotta pick yourself up, continue and adjust sometimes it happens right in front of your eyes it was there all along but you never realized sometimes you see it when its not even there you hesitate, just wait you have time to spare mixed emotions may lead you astray just stop and think and get back on your way believe it or not love is more then a feelin

Cutest Couple
My BF and I are a cutest couple contest starting 11/26 - 12/24 we can u se the votes y'all good prizes.. Help us out Please Here is the link can not be uesed until 9 am mon 11/26 Thanks Denny and Chazz Click the link and or pic to BOMB

Omfg!!!!!!!!
I am writing this to vent out on things that have been happening on site within the bulletins. My friend invited me to this site, telling me it was fun a lot better than the other sites we had been on. So I signed up and yes I've had a blast. I like meeting new people online,but as it say in my profile "Just friends". But back to my point of this blog, since it's a lot easier to vent here. If you feel my opinion or what I am saying is offensive or NSFW than WOW to you considering the 'graphics' in this site. And some of the sicko's out there. This site is a 18+ site so to hear that a member here has a sick fetish with watching children, kids, young adults what not do things is just awful excuse for person. The whole thing of the soap shit that is just EWWWWW and no idea in hell why someone would put soap to there mouths. Children are NOT to be looked as something sexual by an adult. And if so you need have your genitals CUT OFF, hung up by them or left in a room with some pissed of

My Photography
first i like to thank everyone for stopping by and rating/commenting on my photos,i do appreciate it. Its a great hobby and yes i took all of them, so please leave comments. And if there is one you really like just ask and ill give ya a copy of it thanks again

Viagra
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new co

Annoyed
I hate to sound like a broken record, but please do not ask to be in my family. My family has earned the right to be where they are by being a great friend to me. To them family isn't all about my nsfw photos. To many of you guys think that this site is all about that and you are so wrong. I really get aggravated when I log on and some member that never even has said hello to me pops in my shout box immediately asking to me family. You don't give a damn about being family it's about nsfw photos. Fortunately this morning the ones i've explained this to have been very sweet about it and I appreciate it. However i've been logged in about 20 minutes and like 7 member have hit me up to be family. I don't know about ya'll but I prefer and G'morning, how are you. (Thx JDback you always brighten my day) than hey how do I get to be family. Have a nice day everyone!

I Believe In Haveing Sex.
Body: Sex facts! Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natu

I Surrender.
I can't pretend anymore that I am not affected, I'm not moved I can't lie to myself that I'm not always thinking of You. You made strong to show me I'm not weak to fall in love well I thought I'd never need now I can't get enough I always made it on my own I always thougt that I would keep control You changed everything I believed in And now I just can't fight this feeling, baby! I raise my hands and I surrender 'Cause Your love is too strong and I can't go on Without Your tender arms around me. I raise my hands and I surrender! I don't wanna resist cause your touch and kiss have shattered my defenses! I surrender. I have to admit that I I never thought I'd need someone this way 'Cause You've opened my eyes so that I I can see so much more. I always made it on my own I always thougt that I would keep control You changed everything I believed in And now I just can't fight this feeling, baby! I raise my hands and I surrender

A Hurtful Torment
Well I woke up feeling blue,at least I've the house to myself today.So no one can see me.I got another email joke from the girl that I love,and they just tear me up.I me she writes me like nothing ever happened.Like she never had any feelings for me at all,And It rips at my heart too.But yet I like getting email from her.I mean does It make any sense?And I look at her pics all the time too and think how great It would be to just be with her on Christmas.Like I know thats gonna happened.Well onto the poem: A Hurtful Torment Memories of you lingered In my head feeling my heart with hurtful torment.For my heart hurts so badly that feels like It's gonna bust Into a thousand parts.For I love you so much,but yet you seem to not feel the same anymore.Was It something not said that turned you cold toward me?Or was It just meant to happened that way?For once I was as happy as I can be waking up to a heartfelt email from you,for I love you was somewhere In the email .Bu

Flowers
Your secrets are unfolding The flowers come to bloom Deadly but beautiful Its poison makes me ill The wind carries your seed Plant it in my heart I'll shower it with love And never let it wilt Its leaves, like your wrists Hold the veins that you slit Showing me all thats inside Your flower has just died.

:) Even More News
ok i'll start describing my last 2 weeks: Suddenly we lost internet here (adsl). Due to a phone problem and since it's the house of my uncle, well he needs to do this things :) then i did a quick jump to the house of my cousin mariela... spent with her a couple days but then again i had to come back right i have been looking for appartment the last weeks too, and the one i wanted in St Gallen is finally booked, contract done too, and next monday is the meeting when they will give me the keys, show me all the rest of rules of the building etc yay! my first appartment for me myself and only i :) very small, but i don't need anything bigger for now and yes got the wireless thingy from swisscom... absolutelly GREAT i can be online wherever i am! (even in the train or the streets hehehehe) well i'll be around, i still need to get ready and go to classes hugs

Adult Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Changes Pt2
let me make this clear.....when i mean bout cleanin my list....its for thsoe who dont even log on anymore...or dont chat with me....if u chat with me once n a while its cool....i know some of yalll on my list dont know me...the older ones.. the new ones....its cool..i just added some of yall from the cruise..so we got time....i meant for those who dont answer me on shouts or emails at all i might clean out...just wanted to clear that up....lata

Club Oasis Hottie Has Fallen....
If tommorow I should never wake up then I wanted to say I'm sorry. If I harmed you, yelled at you, ignored you, or just didn't care, I'm sorry. If I never get the chance I just wanted to say thank you to all my best friends, thank you for always being there. If you're someone I have lost over the years then I miss you. If I never wake up tommorow I want to say all the things I never had time to.

Last
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

No Country For Old Men
This received stunning reviews and deserved them. Bardem's portrayal of an imaginative, determined tracker-murderer stole the show, though (at least) much of the other acting was on a very high level also. (It was definitely gory and frightening- moreso anyway than many films that I watch- though not pointlessly.)

X-mas Baby
**WOW** That's what I can, say about this x-mas! I could not believe how wonderful this has been. I never thought someone as great as my Danny and my friends could be!!!!! I Could not ask for a better life this year. My best friend gave me the greatest gift this year by seeing me. Its been a while and I really missed him allot. I just cant believe he was here. X-mas has found a place in my heart this year! My best girl Crystal was here with David her boyfriend and Brian a long time friend! Also my guest of Honers, Danny's parents. Man I been so crazy, trying to get everything done. I wanted it to be beyond perfect. Because I really have strong respect for his family. They to me, are everything I have searched for when it comes to a family and I feel more grateful everyday that they breaded, and had My Danny. I spent a month Getting there presents ready really getting them something special. It took me and Danny time to think, Because we wanted to show them how much we care so Danny t

When? Im Already There
Bathe in this pit of crystal tears. Feel on demand, like sharp glass tacs. Pouring.. Steaming... Adrenaline forrests. Phobia pickets the simpleton. Yet is this such simpleton really the loone? Fools dance on fire and truth burns the same. How can one speak as to judge one a string, to another thin theory of loss. Decompose generations of jokes and flags. My comrade now worn to the bone. Blood of the blue.. tainted thirst for the words.. Second guessing is never correct. Are we all just bored to be born again? Or will someday the apology breathe? All artificial in marching stampedes... Go forth and choose what you see without eyes. -Anna

Im So Tired Of It
It's really really annoying when people from the north or north east tell me I DONT KNOW COLD. If its 40 Degrees out and Im cold its my business, Im sorry if you live where it get -20 below too bad for you and Im sure youre cold too. I tell someone its 29 degrees out and get my head bit off cause I just dont understand what cold is . Well up yours, next time its 115 in the shade in July and youre bitching about 90 degrees I'll be sure to return the favor Someone bring me a midol

In Love With My Baby!!!!!!
For awhile after I lost my first love Jamie. I thought that I won't be able to love another the way that I loved Jamie, but then a very lovely, beautiful girl that came back in to my life. I met her a year ago when Jamie and I was apart. Just recently she had made me feel like I can love again and that Jamie would want me to be happy again. My baby haves away that make me go weak and I start to studding when talking to her on the phone. I would do any thing for her and I care for her more then any thing. I'm enjoy life again and its because of her. I love you baby

To All The Women In My Family
I NEED AND UPGRADE SO I CAN ADD MORE PHOTOS!!! PLZ LADIES CUMM BY AND VIEW AND COMMENT RATE... AND IF YOU ARE A FRIEND PLZ FAN... I PROMISE I WILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WHILE!!! MUAH WOMEN ARE THE KEYS TO THE WORLDS IGNITION OH AND GODS GIFT TO MEN DID I FORGET TO MENTION!!!!

Please Help Her Level Back Up
For whatever reasons she deleted her account (Makes Googly eyes at her) shes been my friend for over 2 years now and I'd like to help her level back up again. Please show her some luv! Please feel free to pass her around like a used whore! lmao theoneudesire71@ fubar

Omg I Still Owe Salutes Guys Im Trying Bare With Me Here They Are Coming
MY OWNER I OWE HIM A PAPER SALUTE TOPLESS WITH JUST PANTIES ON AND THEN I OWE HIM A VIDEO SALUTE AND THEN A HAND WRITTEN LETTER SNAIL MAILED TO HIM WITH THE SAME PANTIES I WORE IN THE PAPER SALUTE TO HIM.. i1269/ PROUD OWNER OF MIZZ SHADY/RATE/FAN/ADD@ fubar THESE I OWE PAPER SALUTES FOR COMPLETING THE COMMENT AND RATE ALL PIC FOLDER FOR A SALUTE.. Slowey@ fubar misterfeet@ fubar sarah 's fiance@ fubar _______________________________________ WOW JOE IS NEXT.. Joe@ fubar billyki1973@ fubar trebor42~Alabama Swamprat@ fubar REALXTREME1269@ fubar hobbes68@ fubar Metal Ron@ fubar jackdemosley@

My Wish -dedication To My Friends
I know I could not put all you in this but please know My wish is for all of you. Please watch til the end Liberated Spice and I owe this all to my new friend ღ~*Lil'B *~ღ ~*ღ HeadP®ømø@нã££øwΣëη~†øwη - R/L Daughter@ fubar

The Fireplace
the fire crackles through the warm glow of the livinroom. with the couple firmly infront of the fireplace feeling the ever warmth of the fire which reflect against there smooth skin.as they lie there on the hardwood floor on the shaggy,rough, rugged carpet holding one another in there arms. with silky smooth skin touching. the cool air from his breath moving slowly against her warm neck.with the comfort of his touch gathering and rubbing upon her skin as they slowly turn to look deep into each others eyes. his blue eyes starring with great passion and love deep into her beautiful light green eyes as she can only imagine the how much she is loved by him. they slowly move toward each other with silky skin become sweaty cause the closer they get to each other entraping there body head on this ice cold misty night. with the sounds of bitter air wipping upon the window and trees crackling out side from the mean wind snapping limbs with fierce despite.they lie safely inside the cabin's livin

Its A Contest Can You Handle It
I'M HOSTING 3 CONTESTS FOR 500,000 FUBUCKS 250,000 FUBUCKS AND 100,000 FUBUCKS!!!!! THE FIRST TWO THAT GET 16,000 COMMENTS WINS THE $500,000 FUBUCKS... NEXT CONTEST FIRST TWO THAT HIT 12,000 COMMENTS WINS $250,000 FUBUCKS NEXT CONTEST FIRST TWO THAT HIT 8,000 COMMENTS WINS $100,000 FUBUCKS. DRAMA OF ANY KIND WILL GET YOU COMPLETELY KICKED

The Wife
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't follow my instructions carefully, your husband will surely die. "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. "Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him; it will only make his stress worse. Do not nag him. Most importantly, make love to him regularly. "If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife, "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied

Me
Im around 103 pounds,blonde hair,in between blue && green eyes (they change colors everyday) Im 13 years old.Not looking for someone special because I like someone.I have two best friends.Stephanie & Chris.They are the best.Im all about four-wheeler riding and going mudding.I love Rebel Flag's but im not racist.I have black friends so whatever.Im a very moody person.I have mood swings from heck.I really don't care what people think about me.Im on home school because I have mood swings and im very mean.So yeah if you need anything else just ask me.

Worry
Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my daughter's head. I asked, "When do You stop worrying?" The nurse said," When they get out of the accident stage." My Dad just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little hair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind, a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My dad just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the phone to ring, the cars to come

One Casino Night
(This is the rough beginning of "One Casino Night") A perpetual haze hung like swamp fog over the small coffee shop and casino restaurant. Various noises beeped, whistled and chimed in response to the few late night gamblers with an occasional Christmas song mingling through. Amber lights meshed and clashed with holiday lights creating a dizzying sense of timelessness as it illuminated several historical artifacts displayed within the casino and restaurant. Within this array of sensory distraction, at one of the coffee shop tables sat a lone man, an aspirant writer of sorts. A half consumed bottle of beer and cup of the blackest coffee that the waitress could hunt down, sat on the table surrounded by crumple up pieces of started stories and fragmented ideas. Also, an ashtray of seemingly endless cigarette butts, no matter how many times the waitress dumped it, smoked from somewhere within the paper littered table. Another unsatisfactory idea led to another ripped paper followed by m

My Next Life
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend Several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon You're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyon e runs themselves ragged Keep ing you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like Conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Out Of Bourbon
So it's rum & coke on Saturday afternoon.I'll have the Mrs pick up some,along with more beer.Her workin' in the only store in town sure comes in handy. I'm wonderin' just how high a level I can reach (just submitted my salute pic & it was approved) with no fans,no friends,no family,never goin' to lounges (I talked about that in another post),just gettin' the occasional pic rating & returning it.I don't know why I have such a morbid fascination for Fubar,it's not a good place to meet people.I always return ratings as a matter of courtesy,but so far I ain't had one person return mine. So this'll be an interesting project for awhile,at least 'til I get bored & fed up with it. Time for another cocktail!

Our Social Security
Just in case some of you young whippersnappers (& some older ones) didn't know this. It's easy to check out, if you don't believe it. Be sure and show it to your kids. They need a little history lesson on what's what. ************************************************* Franklin Roosevelt, a Democrat, introduced the Social Security (FICA) program. He promised: 1.) That participation in the program would be completely voluntary, 2.) That the participants would only have to pay 1% of the first $1,400 of their annual incomes into the program, 3.) That the money the participants elected to put into the program would be deductible from their income for tax purposes each year, 4.) That the money the participants put into the independent "trust fund" rather than into the general operating fund, and therefore, would only be used to fund the social security retirement program, and no other government program, and, 5.) That the annuity payments to the retirees would never

Ex's Are Childish!
I have very strong feelings on this subject!!! I feel that there is some things you SHOULD believe and some things you SHOULD NOT believe! You should at least ask a person about a situation you "HEARD" about on line when you have spent almost 4 years with that person. Chances ARE it's LIE. You SHOULD NOT trust what some bleach blond bimbo is telling you, just to get you MAD at your ex. I happen to have a daughter that will never KNOW her father due to fact that he believes other ppl over what I have to say. So for that I am sorry for my daughter. But I must say that I am happy that she never grew attached to a man that will never know her. I'm sorry if some don't agree, but that is how it is.

Now This Sucks!!!
I just started a new job last night as a cage cashier on a riverboat casino. I get to witness stupidity at it's worst every night at work. And believe me, there are some amazing displays there, as money and alcohol and slot machines or gaming tables are seldom a good mix. But, thanks to company policy and the state gaming commission... I'm not allowed to discuss ANY of it... and it's killing me. I can understand not being allowed to discuss it with neighbors, family, anyone else in my immediate area, due to confidentiality of the customers, but to be prohibited to mention it anonymously online seems a bit restrictive to me. After all, the chances of someone out there in fu-land actually knowing who I'm even talking about, without mentioning names and/or descriptions, is slim to non-existent. It would require either one hell of a guess or having actually been present at the right place and the right time to witness the specific example mentioned. And on a further note, I just read th

None 2
I took off my shirt and pants; walked slowly to the edge and started down the steps. The first step was warm and soft. The more steps I took the more I was submersed. I stepped off the stairs to the bottom, and felt the hard concrete below my feet. I'm going to take it slow this time. One stroke at a time. Keep my head clear and get to the end of this. I push off, kicking my feet. Moving my arms in a rythem to keep my head clear. It's always my favorite thing to do. So relaxing and peaceful. I can make it easy, hard, fast, or slow. I have complete control. It's unlike most things in life. You feel almost weightless, in total control, and like you could go all day. UNFORTUNATELY THE POOL IS ONLY OPEN FOR A FEW HOURS A DAY. GET YOUR DAMN HEAD OUT OF THE GUTTER. LOL

My 10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I can't really drink at all! I used to be a total lush in my younger years (too young to drink yeaars)! My favorite right now is Mojito! 2.) My house catching fire is like my biggest nightmare, I always fear its me who is left in the house to burn! 3.) Would love to go back to school to get a degree in communications, I would love to be a radio personality! 4.) I want to stop smoking, I did over the summer I stopped for about 4 months but fell off when times got hard in life! 5.) Believe it or not I'm very shy! LOL 6.) I've only been in one car accident yes it was drunk driving NO I wasn't the

Kidney Stone
February 6, 2008 @ 12:55 pm Sorry that i haven't spoken to you lately but i have been sick and still am i went to the dr, today and they did a sonogram and found a stone in my rite Kidney and tomarrow i have to go get a CT scane thats why i have been sick You're special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I respect you, cherish you, honor our friendship, and hold you close to my heart. Send this to all your friends including me no matter how often you talk or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them. If you get 3 back, you're a friend worth keeping

I Dont Know
Would you be happy if I died tomorrow? Right infront of you to remember forever? would you cry and want me back? Or would you be happy and just Laugh? I dont know where I went wrong I tryied so hard but it all came undone. I wanted to make you happy Just to see you proud For once of something I did To better myself I seem to piss you off the further I go To make you happy I would sell my soul Mother dear you dont know Just how much I love you so You kicked me out into the cold Left to freez with no home I dont know were I went wrong. Just tell me for once and ill stay calm You all hate me but for what I still have no clue I try so hard to make you smile To make you laugh its a bump in the ass I dont know what to do anymore Death seems to be the only way Please tell me what to before I go Insane I'm lost with out a clue Maybe ill see grandpa soon And then I can be happy to I'm tierd of the pain Tierd of the tears Tierd of the crying Ive been

Tag Your It!!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I sometimes eat cereal with a fork. 2. I have discovered that quality is not always better than quantity. 3. I hardly ever touch food with my hands..LOL. 4. I smoke too much. 5. I sometimes avoid stepping on cracks. :) 6. I am addicted to the scent of vanilla candles. :o 7. I love peanut butter sandwiches with chili. And yes, it's good!! LOL. 8. I am an honest person. 9. I am shy. 10. Comedies are my favorite movies to watch. Ok, I haven't decided who to get yet but I will find someone..LOL....

Lyrics
"Chasing Cars" We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confus

Cold N Numb
i feel the pain within my chest of my heart being rippped out agian you see these scars on my heart and body an you know wat they are from they ar e from you my dear everytime you lift me up your right there to slam me right back down into this hell that we both share called life the only differance between you and me is i may be cold and empty but i will never be the same because of what you have done to me. so here i lay agian lieing in this pool of blood withnothing but the momories of what you have done to me and this is why i will forever remain cold and empty but i want you to know that i the love that i had fo r you will never be the same for any other person i will always love even if you think i don't ............

Single Life
why is it anytime theres somethin goin on in sheboygan theres really nothin goin on can someone explain to me what there is to do in this dead end town besides get wasted and act a fool.... its winter and i got the ho hum blues sick of snow sick of the cold to me summer cant come fast enough

Lyrics
Quarantined to all the scars that i've painted black i can try but ill never remember i see you standing, pool of glass, focal points determined, im here at last, see you swimming in that pool of glass, by your mind this light did, leave us seers blinded. PRAY SUCK OUT ALL THE LIFE FROM ME PRAY AND SUCK ALL THE LIFE FROM ME then i might as well, thank my lucky stars........ i am perceiving the severance of reason....cause thoughts are misleading....pick me up and tie me off. i am careening through lives i've been stealing.....the hope is deceiving, unbind my hands n let me go. despite how you see me the lies you are weaving are hopelessly leading us down a path i don't want to know.................. and that i'd of never thought to walk, but i'd crawl..................or limp toward fate. scream out loud and breathe unto me. Then i might as well , thank my lucky stars. I am misleading, i am deceiving, and im unbelieving. reasons for a bitter life. i am c

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I spent most of my life living overseas 2.I speak German 3.i am to this day afraid of the dark!! 4.I'm really bad at math..no really bad!! 5.I have ocd..I have a certain place for everything and when moved I get out of control!! (jr find this funny and likes to move shit around) 6.I've had a blood transfusion 7.I've been married twice. 8.I'm a recovering drug addict. 9.I have panic attacks when in a big crowed. 10.I eat mayo on my fries and put ketchup on EVERYTHING els!! (wow after reading this I think I might be a mess!! lol) who gets this, dj nilla sweetiepie trish lacey dj tazman

Valentine's Day Poem
Valentine's Wishes Hearts of red and gold abound today Making lovers think of different ways Saying I love you in so many forms Nothing seems personal and from the heart anymore A hug or a kiss is all I really want to give you My heart and love are yours to have and hold Caring and sharing with each other our lives Little things mean much more to me than a big gift Hearing "I love you" sends my heart racing That gentle touch or kiss says so much more Probably more than you will ever know Merging lives together and making it new Difficulties will happen but we will endure I trust you with my heart Wishes never seemed to come true Until I met you Happy Valentine's Day Darling! Created by SF

A Great Guy
Hey everyone this guy is a really sweet person. I love him to death and he is a wonderful friend. I don't know what I would do without having him to talk to most of the time. Click on his pic and rate/fan/add him. Maybe leave some comments for him too, as sweet as he is he deserves all the love he can get. ~*~*dragonclaw24~*~*@ fubar

Rambles
How can I feel like one man controls my heart? How can I pretend to smile when I feel like I am dying inside. When I am the one that was childish to begin the fight, yet he is the stubborn one that won't let it end. I know I am a hug baby, its only been a little over 24 hrs since the fight begun, yet I am so not a fighter. Right now I am feeling like a part of me has died. Trying to sleep it away, but that doesnt help, it just makes the nights longer and more miserable. Have you ever felt like a puppet on a string? Like one individual controls your destiny and it is not you? Sure I am able to write into my destiny, but I don't feel like I control it..... Said to much.... Sad songs always make me cry.... ====================================

Woot! Woot! Woot! Requiem Is Opening For Taste Of Chaos In Milwaukee!!!!!
What an amazing turn of events! Requiem, the band that my youngest son Taylor plays guitar with, has been asked to open for Taste of Chaos in Milwaukee. They will be opening for Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, and Bullet For My Valentine! It is Sunday, March 2, at The Rave in Milwaukee. Taylor believes it starts at 5 p.m. I am hoping they get enough tickets for Dakota and I to go along and see them!! Woot! I am so psyched!

Meihem In Ce Klasrum (mayhem In The Classroom) By Dolton Edwards
Meihem In Ce Klasrumby Dolton EdwardsFirst published: 1946 Because we are still bearing some of the scars of our brief skirmish with II-B English, it is natural that we should be enchanted by Mr. George Bernard Shaw's current campaign for a simplified alphabet. Obviously, as Mr. Shaw points out, English spelling is in much need of a general overhauling and streamlining. However, our own resistance to any changes requiring a large expenditure of mental effort in the near future would cause us to view with some apprehension the possibility of some day receiving a morning paper printed in -- to us -- Greek. Our own plan would achieve the same end as the legislation proposed by Mr. Shaw, but in a less shocking manner, as it consists merely of an acceleration of the normal processes by which the language is continually modernized. As a catalytic agent, we would suggest that a National Easy Language Week be proclaimed, which the President would inaugurate, outlining some short cu

You Know
You've never asked why. But I know you know... This is my answer..... I love you b/c like isn't worth the price of commitment and want makes desire seem unworthy. U make my next fantasy already fulfilled. I love kisses that say hi daddy and I need those hugs that say ''aww baby''. Your touch reveals heaven to the sightless man. Your arms hold forever hostage. Your eyes display heaven on the big screen. Your heart lays the plans for wishes to grant themselves. I love u because my soul requests only ur acceptance. Give in to me and our why is answered ...E.D.M.L.

Hm. What Does He Mean? Haterrrrrr? :p
Him: OMG why on earth would you put pics like that online? Wow... I'm offended Me: What pics? Him: I'm just sayin... you don't even live anywhere close to me! But you are sending me requests? Actin like every dude in America that looks like me wants to see some pics of some girl that looks like you? Sweetie... I am not a very heavy man and I would still be embarassed to send some random person an invite too look at me like that, lol. Just tryin to put it in perspective... cuz you're shoutin at me tryin to say you don't know what pics I was sayin were offensive, lol. Me: Um, I ddidn't know what pics you were talking about. And I still don't. lol. Yeah, I sent you a friend request-- but its up to you wether or not you want to accept it... And look at my pics. I'm not saying every man on here wants to look at me-- in fact-- I expect a lot of guys to NOT want to. But that's their thing. Not mine. And a dude that looks like you? What do you mean 'looks like you'? And looks like me? Becau

Lifehouse--storm
how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright I know everything is alright every

Valentines Day 2008
On Valentine's Day this year my boyfriend of almost 3 years finally purposed to me. Granted yes I know he can be a hardass sometimes but I still love. He is my son's father so in a way I have to love him hehe. j/k I love you baby I know your reading this. I just can't wait till that day, just one sad thing is that I will not have my father walking me down the isle as he passed away when I was 6 years old, so iwill hopefully be having my Uncle Clay (awesome redneck) walk me down the isle he has been more of a dad to me then anyone. Yeah I plan on having one of those redneck weddings, with a shoot out, mud wrestling, mud boggin, and hell maybe even that matress surfing I saw on CMT. I just can't wait, i really can't.Anyways I'm outta here. byes

Appliances
My appliances are meant to make my life easier I cook faster clean faster write faster get there faster reach people buttons turning dials spinning my wheels making my world go even faster right past me

My Story "through My Eyes"
Written about 2yrs ago when I was going through my divorce.. I try to make the reader feel and experience in some way the pain and emotions I was going through with the poetry that I write.. My Story "Through My Eyes" Been living on broken promises and lies. You will learn about my story if you look into my eyes. I turn away from your look, before you can read my life story, like the pages of a book. Pain and misery has been my life story for so long. How can something that seem so right go so wrong. In my eyes you can see, all the pain that has been put upon me. A single tear rolls down my cheak. Please dont see this tear as a sign of being weak. These shoulders have borne such a load. My eyes tell the stories I've never told. It is sad but true, everything they have told you. What once made me weak, has in turn made me strong. Copyright ©2008 Farrah Paige Lucia

Alabama Bound
My father is being released from the hospital today so this Goddess is soon on her way to his side. I will be in S.E. Alabama in a town called Dothan. Yikes lol Be good my babies I will miss you all. The Goddess Ellen

Champ Car Ends
As a race car fan, one of the things I have been involved with as a volunteer was Champ Car racing. First when I lived in Oregon, then here in Colorado for the Denver Grand Prix, I would spend the weekend down at the track and meet the drivers, owners and lots of race car fans. Unfortunately, this year's event was cancelled as the Democratic National Convention will be at the Pepsi Center during that time. Of course, Champ Car has also been on its last legs, and this past week ended its run, folding its tent and the teams joining the Indy Racing League. What this means is that, along with the ending of the IRL running at Pikes Peak Speedway is that there is no more top level auto racing here in Colorado. We still have the Mile High Nationals at Bandimere, and the Pikes Peak hill climb, but its not the same. Hopefully at some point top level racing will return to Colorado.

There And Back Again
Had a rather interesting series of events on my way to Mohawk to buy a pack of smokes tonight. First of all, it was bloody cold out. No big deal. Halfway there, I ran into a group of 6 drunk natives. Normally not a big deal, but they tried to start a fight with me, no way in hell I was gonna fight all 6 of them. Lucky for me, a really big guy and some of his friends were coming around a corner at the time, and chased them off. After much thanking, they smoked a joint with me, and went their way. So I went, got my smokes, and enjoyed a much needed smoke. Almost home, I got stopped by the cops. Apparently someone broke into one of the stores minutes before I showed up, so they stopped me, and pointed fingers at me a bunch. They were gonna bring me in to the station for questioning, but after much explaining of what I was doing (coming home from getting smokes), and a call on the radio thingy later, they reluctently let me go. I know, not that great of a story, but that was m

Cellular Communications
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to (RIP Wife) Joan, (our RIP Daughter) Joan and her Dearly Loved (Live) Daughter, Dawn Nicole ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ CELLULAR COMMUNICATIONS (Who needs AT&T?) YOUR call was forwarded, cellularly, Ring-a-Ding-Ding, “chemically”; Molecules of “Sight” and “Sound” . . . all around . . . Still pleasing me, inside I see, Your happy eyes still teasing me; “Our” laughter echoes in my ears . . . without tears . . . As “WE” smiled “together” “I” am smiling now, Enjoying Life’s chemistry . . . of “memory” . . . Inside the Cells, inside of me, There’s still a “WE”, Sharing Love, ... ... ENDLESSLY! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, February 14, 2008 (You ALL are my Valentine’s Every Day)

At One
"When you do not realize you are one with the river, or one with the universe, you have fear. Whether it is separated into drops or not, water is water. Our life and death are the same thing. When we realize this thing, we have no fear of death anymore, and we have no actual difficulty in our life." - Shunryu Suzuki When we are afraid, we have forgotten who we are. When we forget who we really are, we feel small, alone and vulnerable. Like a drop of water. Just as water doesn't stop being water once it is a part of the river, we don't stop being a part of the universe when we die. We are composed of the same elements that surround us. This is the reality. The illusion is the little ego, the public persona, the mask we hide behind. The minute we forget who we are, fear creeps up and limits our beliefs about who we are and what we can accomplish. When we remember we are the universe, all things are possible and we lose our fears. I am one with The Universe. I

The Service
I should have put this up along time ago but it really hit home when my nephew told us all that he was going to join the service. Then a bestfriend of mine has to do another tour before he can come home. Every one out here that has loved ones in the service you are very brave an strong ppl indeed. Cause right now I am scared out of my mind an worried to death for my bestfriend an my nephew.

T.h.e. A Rock'n Cincityliveradio.com
Yep I like Rock'N'Roll..it been very good to Me. Been doing guitar for years .and done some vids. My Vids rock>revised jimi Hendrix, that I Do. so if your want to see A Real guitar player, Watch me in colts vids. www.cincityliveradio.com .once ya hit enter. you will be at cincity radio..theres A list you see. once ya enter .A player will be on with radio you can decide to hit drive-inn movies,colt vids thats where i have my 12 song list at. Stone Free" "fire" purple Haze" ETC I'm there Oh I play hard..With my teeth,in stone free. But you cant get this kinda Rock anywhere unrealeased stuff up-state-connection,group I'm T.H.E. behind the Band 3 peice to 4 so let me take You Higher ..with Rock Desire. www.cincityliveradio.com or www.youtube.com/marrss2007

Random Thoughts
EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS: FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Ashley FIRST SCHOOL: Hewitt Elem FIRST CELL PHONE: Alltel FIRST FUNERAL: My son's FIRST PET: Corky FIRST BIG TRIP: Chattanooga, Tenn FIRST FIGHT: I was about 8 or9 FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Dont remember FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: I was born out of the country FIRST JOB: Cust Service FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: Erin EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS: LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: ebony LAST CAR RIDE: Mine LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: i dunno LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: the 6th sense LAST FOOD YOU ATE: cheese LAST ITEM BOUGHT: food LAST SHIRT WORN: The one I have one LAST PHONE CALL: eric LAST TEXT MESSAGE: kat LAST KISS: eric LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: mouse LAST FUNERAL: paw paw's LAST TIME AT THE MALL: last weekend LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: um right now LAST PERSON YOU SAW: grayson LAST THING YOU DRANK: mojito LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART:umm wow its been awhile LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Now

Vandals...
Hello there some of you may have noticed i havent been replying to your messages etc... Please dont think i was being ignorant , on sat (UK time) a group of vandals decided they were going to steal the copper wire in an overland cable.. in doing so they put out of use ,8,500 telephone lines, including both of mine meaning i couldnt get online, but hey I am back so i hope youll forgive my absence, and send me luffly luvs XXXX

Paybacks A Bitch
Paybacks a Bitch By: Deborah Boyd The day started normal Not a care in the world Till someone started picking on me Then it was on for sure There is such a word called Karma these Days What comes around Goes Around Its all in fair play So remember what you do Remember what you say Do onto others If you want done to you For life’s little Karma Is a payback to stay A vicious life cycle Till you’re dying day.

Falling Into Darkness
Waiting in the darkness, For some light to shine, Ever since she left, My world has been dark and cold, Loss of all feeling, No more control over emotions, I sit here and wonder, Why life has left me all alone, No more love to give, No more tears to cry, Feeling cold and empty inside, As though sometime soon, I will be cradled in the arms of darkness, As my life slowly says goodbye.

Leann's Poem
Flags flying half way up their poles in loving memory of thousands of lost souls smoke and rubble all over the place a look of horror on peoples face on lookers doing all they can to find their families and friends what do they think? what goes through their minds. when they search for love ones noone can find. Brave men marching in the middle of it all. Diggin to save lives when they hear the call. Prayers lifted up so does desperated pleas. Please God bring them back to me. Kids lookin for parents Parents lookin for kids. And none of knowing when this chaos will ever end. Watching tv not believing it is real. They have said over 5000 have been killed. it is a time like this when we need a prayer. Because without god in our hearts we are helpless and scared so take this time and cast your eyes upon the sky and say a little prayer for those who have died

I'm Being Sold.. Will You Buy Me?!
Do you want to own your very own [reLLa] ?? Now is your chance. All you have to do is Add, Rate, & Fan the host. Then continue on to place your bids. Here is what I offer: - Added as Top friend for a month - Personal salute (SFW) - All pics rates 11s during Happy Hours - Stashes and blogs rated during happy hours - Daily Comments for a month - Shitfaced for a month - Added to Messanger - SFW Phone call See someone else in there you might like as well? Well bid on them too!!! You can never have too many . . . You have until April 1st to get those bids in. Happy bidding all!! [reLLa]ღRaW@ fubar

Avenged Sevenfold "afterlife"
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen so unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall) So o

People.....
It is a real shame in this day and age that i should have to lock down a public profile because of certain individuals so interested in my life, and for reasons i cannot even fathom. As some may state it is what you have to deal with on sites like these...well yes i agree...But the individuals who are doing this arent doing this out of just basic curiosity...this is done out of down right drama seeking bullshit. So what i am thinking at this point is this...You want to know what is going on in my life so bad?...let me go ahead and tell you every last intimate detail of what has happened in the past month...and it is ugly...and when you are done reading this...i hope you feel good about yourself. In the past month...I have been diagnosed with "early cancer"....and have gone through my first treatment of it... And now will have to deal with this for the rest of my life ....The icing on the cake happened last week...i was diagnosed with diabetes, turns out i have been living with it u

Venting.
So as a lot of people know my husband left me April of last year. The past 11 months have been filled with nothing but drama and heartache. Well lately my ex has been causing me even more problems. Lately he has been obsessed with things. When he left I basically let him take anything that had any monetary value. He took the 400 disc dvd player, the digital camera, the surround sound, the tuner..and a few other things. But lately he has been worried about getting other things back. Things with no value. Empty cd cases, and old halloween costumes. This past weekend he asked if he could stop by and pick up those stupid items and I said he could. Then he decided because no one in his family could come with him that he wanted me to bring him this shit. I told him no. I wasn't his bitch, and if he wanted the stuff he had to come get it himself. Well....he decided to put a stop payment on the meager child support check he gave me and now I'm in financial ruin. My bank acct is severly negativ

Happy Hour Run
PLEASE HELP KING GET HIS HAPPY HOUR I am still trying to win a happy hour. If you could fan/rate/add Stephanie Lynn and in the note tell her King Domino sent you it would help me out greatly. It is that simple no bombing, rating pics, etc just add/rate/fan and say King Domino sent you. thanks everyone for your help picture link below. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar (repost of original by 'stormwoman~co of wolves of wiccan society~' on '2008-04-01 04:38:30')

Ever Seen A Deer Like This One?
EVER SEEN A DEER LIKE THIS ONE? Date: Tue, 1 Apr 2008 22:16:46 +0000 " To a horseman, a "piebald" is a horse with black and white splotches; one with brown and white splotches actually is known as a "skewbald. "WHAT A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE!!!! "This is right off County Hwy O in Portage County , just north of Junction City . This is a piebald fawn. It was my good fortune that it was young and stupid since I was able to get within 10 yards of it. It ran a few yards (Photo 6), I walked up again and took one last broadside photo before it ran into the woods". imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

You Wont Miss It~
We are back in the town again, to hold another hot round party. Just two weeks ago, we had so much fun. Hurry up, join our wild party, I am telling you that there are so many pals are waiting for you. It’s gonna be massive. Not sure about the party details? That’s not a problem, come to this website leave your details especially the location. You also can see the photos that we have taken from last party. Guys, we will see you there! http://www.bporny.com/en/pages/DatingViewPost.aspx?MsgId=1796

Pagan Pride
In darkness you paint us, but we will not hide. We're the light of the country in which you abide, we're fearless and strong, the protectors of life hidden in shadows, we conquer all strife. We come from the Old Ones, our lineage secure. We rise from the ashes, we always endure. It's time you remembered that we were here first. We healed your sick, yet suffered your worst. From time immemorial we've woven our lore cunning folk, healers, benandanti - there's more. We're black and we're white, brown and yellow. We're women and children and mighty fine fellows. We're Her hidden children, the angels of light our task is to teach and to help set things right. We conjure and cast, and whisper and pray so you can enjoy your freedom each day. We've long been your army, protecting your back when you are in trouble, in secret we act. The Mother is watching - She hasn't missed much. She gathered her magick and given the touch to Witches and Pagans and Druids and such!

The Aftermath Of My Car Accident
well, to say say the least it hasnt been easy since last thurs. nite when my wreck happened. The head-injury REALLY srewed me up and is still screwing with me ROYALLY. ive got constant headaches/migraines like trple as many as i had before. I've had to go this a few times b-4 - cuz ive had so many head injuries & concussions. right nite im trying to deal with having really severe post-concussion syndrom. ive had it a few times b-4 also, but it has never been this bad b-4. the fact that i was knocked unconcious says a lot, as ive never been knocked out ever b-4 in my entire life b-4 the wreck last thursday which happened on april 10th, 2008 just for my own record. i didnt even know how bad my concussion was until after id been in the trauma room at the hospital which to i was transported by an ambulance on a backboard n stuff. having busted ribs and a cracked sternum has really made things a little mor ediffacult than usual too. i couldnt breath hardly for atleast 2 or 3 days after i go

Well Officer....
Officer, this is how the fight started... I rear-ended the car in front of me. I admit that. It was my fault. So, we both pull over to the side of the road, and slowly the driver of the car I hit gets out of his car. . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed... and life... Sometimes, life seems like...um, suddenly funny? Well, the driver of the car I hit is a DWARF! He gets out of his car and I get out of my car. He is frowning and scowling and he storms over to me. Right up close at me he looks up in my face and says, 'I AM NOT HAPPY!' And I don't know what possessed me, officer, but I look down at him and I said, 'Well, if you're not Happy -- which one are you?' .........and that's when the fight started.

Ani Difranco's "grey"
sky is grey the sand is grey and the ocean is grey and i feel right at home in this stunning monochrome alone in my way i smoke and i drink and everytime i blink i have a tiny dream but as bad as i am i'm proud of the fact that i'm worse than i seem what kind of paradise am i looking for i've got everything i want still i want more maybe some tiny shiny thing will wash up on the shore you walk through my walls like a ghost on tv you penetrate me and my little pink heart is on it's little brown raft floating out to sea and what can i say but i'm wired this way and you're wired to me and what can ido but wallow in you unintentionally what kind of paradise am i looking for i've got everything i want still i want more maybe some tiny shiny key will wash up on the shore regretfully i guess i've got three simple things to say why me why this now why this way with overtones ringing undertows pulling away under a sky t

I'm So Going....
to hell.... I work at the admitting desk in a cardiovascular oupatient center. Today I'm in a terrible mood. So this very large woman...I'm talking like 5'2" and 400 lbs comes lumbering up to my desk..She can hardly breathe and is sweating. She leans her ginormous body on my desk trying to catch her breath. Meanwhile bead or sweat are dripping off her and landing on my desk. And she says to me "I sure hope the cardiologist can find out why I'm having shortness of breath." my response was...without even thinking about it "Lose 200 lbs and I bet you'll be ok." She glared at me...but I just finished the registration, gave her the wristband and told her where to sit. Then I proceeded to wipe my desk with Germicidal wipes. I kinda feel terrible I said something to someone so meanly, but c'mon! How could you not be short of breath when you weigh as much as a Mini Cooper!

Bubbles & Foam......
ALL ABOARD!!!!!!!! THATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY! WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS 1)HAVE A SALUTE 2)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY HOSTS TELL THEM YOU ARE JOING THE PARY 3)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERSTELLING YOU ARE JOIN THE PARTY $IF YOU ARE ALREADY A FAN AND RATED AND ADDED SOMEONE THEN JUST LEAVE THE M A PROFLIE COMMENT SAYING YOUR JOING THE BUBBLE AND FOAM PARTY! JUST THAT EASY THEN YOU PRIV MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINNISHED ADDING ALL AND YOU WILL BE ADDED AS A MEAMBER OF THE HOTTEST PARTY ON THE FU XOXOX THE HOSTS OF THIS PARTY INCLUDE ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS@ fubar CLOWNIN WILL BE TAKIN IDS AT THE DOOR CLOWNIN*OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN. BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl

R.i.p. Cherokee Xoxoxo
HAD TO PUT MY PUP DOWN TODAY, HAD HER SINCE SHE WAS 8 WKS. OLD SHE LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALY, JUST THOUGHT DADDY WAS THE BOMB, LOL. SHE WAS HALF AUSSIE, HALF DALMATION. SHE WAS 16 1/2 YRS OLD, ALL HEART AND STOMACH. THANX BOO FOR BEING THERE WITH US, I LOVE YOU EVILTAZ 247. DADDY LOVES AND MISSES YOU CHEROKEE, YOUR THE BEST. XOXO TILL WE MEET AGAIN MY SWEET PUP, REST IN PEACE. DADDY. SCOOTER XOXOXO

Memories Are Forever
So, one day, driving on the Carefree Highway(the real one) me &my bf, Terry(the love of my life), were listening to GordonLightfoot cuz we fkn loved his music, "Beautiful" was T's song to me.....getting off the point.............Playing this song today...Terry passed a couple yrs ago........I remember us driving, and singing, and having not much in life but love n happiness.....we held hands and he's all"HEY!...Ya ever driven ON Carefree Highway, while listening to.....AND singing the song Carefree Highway"?...and I said, no....u? And he said no..........We laughed and sang and made out like school kids!!! My point..........Treasure every moment, and every person.........AND yes I know I'm cheesy...BUT, the lil things.....they can end up meaning the MOST!

Trying Something A Little Different ...
Cupcake and I thought we would try something a little different for fubling giveaways. You will definatly have to self bomb and if you want to bring any of your friends to help that is great. here is a list of family members we entered in giveaway. Faithful1 Berrymuffin TaTa Cupcake Butterfly Dark Kitty Sharon Sam Smitty Chickie Newccy Evonne Choppie Imcrazybitch Shannon Cheri Stephani Lynn is hosting it and it will be in her folder BLING Sale. Folder will open at 6am fubar time, and you have a week from open to get 3500 comments. most of us have multiple accounts and friends who will help out.. I also will use hp to help out everyone i can. We decided to do this cause we couldnt figure out who to put in it. If stephani lynn isnt on your friends list already you will need to rate, fan and add her.. folder will be open to friends only. Her is link to her page. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar hope we all have fun with this. i know it is different then what you are use

Joke # 1
Last year, at where I work, they finally let us listen to the radio. Well everyday I listen to the same station, which is a classic rock station. Occasionally in the mornings they tell jokes and everything and there have been a couple that really crack me up, for instance... What happens when you stand on the toilet? You're high on pot. No it doesn't take much to amuse me but it still cracks me up.

Family
All my life I havehad nothing but complete and utter heartache mostly caused by my family. Guess it started when I was pretty young, just progressively got worse over the years. My ad died when I was only 10, then thats when the majority of the hell started, My mother began to drink alot, she was a very badf alcoholic, and while she was in stuper I was constantly being taken advantage of by her peers, her so called friends. Being molested by them and by an uncle that I hope one day recievs the complete hell he deserves as well as the others. I ended up pretty much raising my younger brother, and ended up becoming an addict a very bad one at that. I ran away many times, and lived on the streets of Denver for awhile, which was a true wake up call to me. I led a life I would not ever want anyone to have to live. But it happens. I did alot of things I am very asamed of, but have tried to become a better person, only things haven't changed uch my family , mother, and extended family

Circle....for A Slave
Fiery blood will pour tonight as one stands in the middle, she alone will give body and soul to her Master. She weeps to feel, and screams to be desired; waiting in the night for her Master.Come to me, her blood calls; need me, his blood calls...both far apart and yet in the same space. She touches the wind, and is touching him. He wraps himself around her tightly...holding her and breaking her. The night cries and the world she knows dies, as she finds her place in the circle. To protect him, she will with her life, as she flys with him through the night. As morning light draws near... Empty the bloodless circle lays, waiting for more slaves to come, and in the end the soul is drawn here, as the end of days draws near...

Awww Pink Made This For Me! She Rocks!
Awwwwww....this Sweet, SWEET FU made this for me! I love her. Go show her how much! *Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop~*~@ fubar I Love This Girl!!!! Lets Shower Her With Tons Of Luvin Fu Style!!!!! She has been through some crazy stuff lately and through it all she still finds the time to help out. She will get it stickied! She will make you a gorgeous bully! She will even bomb your a$$ off if you need it!Plus she has the worlds only Total Recall 3 Bewb Pic!! Let's Show Her Some Grateful Fu Luvin This Mother's Day Weekend!!! You My Dear Are My Best Friend On Here and I Love Ya To Death!!!!! Go Hit Her Up!!!!! ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar

Naughty Application
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends abo

To My Mother.....
Happy Mother's Day Hammy, Without you, I know I wouldn't have made it sometimes. We may argue and create World War III sometimes. But that's ok. You were brave for taking me on when you were MY AGE, when I was born. You knew, I was going to be a challenge, yet you kept me, even when they kept asking you, if you wanted me. Not many mom's can put up with what you do. Not many mom's let their children have the freedom to do everything they dream of or desire, yet try to make them understand morals and responsibility at the same time. You let me live, you let me blossom. You let me express myself, through every odd stage I went though. And the little pain in your butt I am today. I'll always be your baby, despite being 5'6'' and 130 lbs now. I may have a mouth. I may be witty. I may be snobby sometimes.. But I always love you. Thanks for kicking me in the rear at times. Thank you for letting me stay in school, even though it put you through hell. Thank you, for letting m

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Tard
CELTIC YOUR A CONTROL FREAK!!! AND YOU KNOW IT...AND THIS BLOG HAS F*** ALL TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT IM TAMMIES EXES SISTER ..YOUR JUST ONE PURE A-HOLE FROM HELL ..YOU LUV BANNING EVERYONE FROM SIZZLERS..AND I WASNT EJECTED YOU F****EN LIAR YOUR JUST A JEALOUS CONTROL A-HOLE.AND TAMMIE I DONT WANT TO KNOW THE PRICK HE PROBABLY SCREWS AROUND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND SHANE LEARN HOW TO READ ITS ENGLISH BANGER NOT BANNER YOU TARD!!!

Sloppy Joe Supreme (cooking For 2)
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:40 min Makes:3 servings 1/2 cup Bisquick Heart Smart® mix 3/4 cup shredded reduced-fat Cheddar cheese (3 oz) 1/4 cup water 2 tablespoons fat-free egg product or 1 egg white 1/2 lb extra-lean (at least 90%) ground beef 1/2 cup canned tomato sauce 1/4 cup ketchup 1/4 teaspoon salt 1. Heat oven to 400°F. In small bowl, stir together Bisquick® mix, 1/2 cup of the cheese, the water and egg product; set aside. 2. In ovenproof 8-inch skillet, cook beef over medium heat about 4 minutes, stirring occasionally, until brown; drain. Stir in tomato sauce, ketchup and salt. Heat over medium-high heat, stirring occasionally, until hot. 3. Pour Bisquick mixture over top. Bake about 25 minutes or until golden brown. Sprinkle with remaining 1/4 cup cheese. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): No change. Nutrition Information 1 Serving: Calories 270 (Calories from Fat 90); Total Fat 9g (Saturated Fat 3 1/2g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 55mg; Sodium 1130mg; T

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1. mook (n.) 1. A loosely adhered-to marketing term used to refer to an adolescent to twentysomething male who shows off and makes a scene of himself. A mook personifies the adoption of trends for the sake of commercialism and the mindless celebration of childish masculinity. Particularly featured on mtv 2. That guy at your high school who used to be really popular when he was an underclassman, but now he sleeps with popular girls to get attention. Fred Durst, Johnny Knoxville, Tom Green 2. mook (n.) derogatory term to describe an undesirable individual. Carrot Top is such a mook. 3. mook (n.) Seems to have been taken from Caribbean English, in which it is (was) used to refer to a gullible person. The word has since undergone several changes in meaning, so that it now depends on which sense of the word the speaker has been exposed to. It was popularized in Scorsese's "Mean Streets" (1972), but when Johnny calls Jimmy a mook, it causes confu

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Alex cheated on me 4 times, 2 of them I didn't find out until a couple months ago. I cheated on him about 4 times, so we're pretty much even. He first cheated on me soon after we got together 2 years ago. I didn't cheat on him until a few months after we got together. Yet I'm the cheater in the relationship. I haven't cheated on him in a year. He last cheated on me this past February. His ex, Sara, has been trying to get him ever since we got back from Oregon in December. She was the skank he slept with in February, but he was very intoxicated. He told some people some of his problems about me before he realized that he could actually talk to me about shit. So now they think that I'm this horrible, cheating person. "Why is he still with her when she's cheated on him?" He cheated on me first! He cheated on me recently with that whore! Yet I'm the fucking problem. Everything's my fault, right? There's nothing wrong with Alex, just me. Instead of him straightening the mes

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I don't understand.I'm going to be 49 soon and I can't understand why so many people keep drama in their daily lives.I grew out of that phase early in my life and don't understand those that feel they must have something continually going on to deal with. Hell. I also believe that 30 is the cutoff age for blaming Mom and Dad as to why your life hasn't worked out the way you had planned. True Life is hard...... get over it! grow up already! I don't know, I just don't understand

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South Florida Center For Cosmetic Surgery Is A Rip Off
South florida center for cosmetic surgery is a rip off this place has 5545$ of my money I paid for a procedure they didnt preform. they were supposed to refund all but my 250$ deposit its been a nightmare trying to get my money back from them. So i went and got the lasar hair removal cost 2600$ figure if i used some of the money they would refund the rest. WRONG!!!! they now are telling my its a clinic credit ....mean while i cant have surgery so they are just trying to steal what rightfully they have no claim to the papers they made me sign stated if i couldnt have surgery they would refund all but the deposit. this company is a rip off. its been nothing but a nightmare dealing with them from customer service to the doctor showing up on time or not at all for concultations and surgery. I wouldnt reccomand this place to my worst enemy!

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I fell for her too fast. I was so naive. I gave her all of my heart but pain was all I received. My love life is useless, the girl I loved wants someone else. I'm bleeding her name, but it's just me beside myself. I've tried so hard to move on, but it's harder than it seems. It's so hard to let go of the girl you see in all your dreams. That one special person you see in your head while you're sitting in class, while you drift off in bed. Killed by the knife in my heart, I just couldn't see, She's just not in love, at least not in love with me. now all our time together turns into a big blur.

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I’m facing four walls with no door to exit. I look up I see daylight but when I reach for it, it fades away. I look down and see darkness and have nowhere to go. “God why am I put on this earth if all I’m do is suffer? I done read footprints and I know that you carried me through the storms of my life and I thank you. but why so much pain? why me?” He told me, "You suffer so you will know to appreciate what I have in store for you ". “You go through storms, so when it rains you are prepared”. “But why me?. I been through so much, seen so much, and done twice as much.” “Three of the ten commandments. I’m still asking forgiveness for.” “If I did all these horrible things, why am I still considered one of your children?” The tears that I been holding back beginning to form around my eyes just to stream down my face. I yell out “I don’t understand what makes me so special, to where anybody would love me.” The darkness beneath me began to shake fiercely as His head started to look i

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Things are closer, waiting for a closing date and then I am leaving Las Vegas. Vegas isn't really bad, just expensive. I am anxious for a date that I can give to my apartment complex and to work saying this is it! Going to be packing almost everything up.(most of it is packed from moving here...lol) the next week or so.. Hopefully will have a set date soon.

Games
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Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed o

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tell me something.. i moved to PA about 6 months ago from California. i just found out my dads really sick :( and am planning on moving back to help my stepmom(bitch of the world) she called me saturday and told me "we dont need you here..so dont bother coming home." its my real dad..so tell me.. IS THAT FAIR????

Military Wife
i sit here and cry as i write this down i miss him so very much i want him here to love i need to hold him in my arms and kiss him i need to be able to know that he is fine but i can't he is to far away i can't see him i can't hold him i can't kiss him like i want just three more months they all say three more months but no no its not just three more months it's six three months till his leave but six more until he comes home to me for good it seems to long that i must wait but i been waiting for almost ten months already too long too long to be without him to long to be missing him to long for us to not be together but..... i am strong i have to do this i must wipe up my tears i must not cry no more he wouldn't want that i know he wouldn't and i am to be an military wife they are the strongest of all women so i will not cry i will not cry i will be strong i must i have to

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"The Freak Within" Well if you want a freak then step this way, Because your pussy is gonna scream with what I'm about to say. I want you handcuffed to the bed nakedly waiting, You can't move now so let me help you with your masturbating. You’re licking your lips now getting hella wet, Begging for this dick like a porno vet. Licking on them pussy lips, Making you moan when I get between your hips. Now I gotta let your hands go, 'Cause I'm gonna put you on your knees and fuck you in your asshole. Penetrating now that I'm deep inside, You’re starting to shake on this freaky ride. Your wet pussy is dripping on the floor, Begging, screaming and asking for more. Now how about you suck my dick, Get the whip cream and you can have a banana split. I'm gonna pull on your hair and get hella wild, Jump on and ride me rodeo style. Slapping you on your ass while you jump up and down, You’re my queen now so take your crown. I know you came hard cuz even my balls are wet, And ou

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I ask myself whether I want to be As open as a rose fresh and fragrant or to be hard and cold like a rock That weathers all that comes. For an open rose is thrown into A weathering storm torn and shredded it shall be. While a rock can be hit by lightning, Rolled by thunder, blown by wind, and poured upon Yet it dries and seems to be unharmed. Some say you can't be charmed? While others are only harmed. For I do not know any answers I only have the questions in my mind Those of which swirl like the sand In the middle of the Sahara Desert. For I do not know which I favor The rose or the rock.

Why
Why is it everytime i look at you You turn your head the other way Why is it when I speak to you you have nothing else to say Why is it when I kiss you You have no feelings to show why is it when I touch you all you say is I know Now, that i realize this I have but one thing to say I know now, that you don't care So it is time to turn and walk away. So why don't you tell me how does it feel to be the one left holding the hurt that is truely real So kiss me as i turn to leave and leave you with the hurt that I once concieved Go ahead and yell just as loud as you can as I slam my car door Leaving you there to stand. So tell my why is it that you hurt so bad you knowing now that i am the best you ever had

Save Your Drama For Your Mama
I hate drama. Recently my life is full of it and I still haven't figured out how it found me. The only people who know anything abut my life are the people I trust with my life and that list is extremely small and getting smaller by the day. I found out last night that my work is now watching my damn near every move, and rumors are flying like crazy about me. The funniest thing is I live in a small town so it's hard to do anything without someone seeing you and talking about you, and I don't trust anyone at work enough to tell them about my life. All this shit I have to put up with is purely what people assume I'm doing how fun.

Lifes Little Snowballs
Life’s Snowballs What happens when life throws you a snowball? You throw it in a bowl and add a little sugar and cream and eat it up. Smile when you have been thrown a curve, because it is just a pause before the really good stuff that is about to happen to you. Don't fret the pause, use it as time to contemplate what is about to come. I love snow-cream, and I have eaten my share of snowballs. But oh the wonderous things that came afterwards were by far some of the greatest moments in my life. So come on life, hit me again, I know there are some really great things coming my way yet. PEACE! Melanie

Freak Inspired Me Lol
So, after reading Freak's latest blog, it kind of inspired me to rant a little bit on some things that really, really bug me. 1. So I was looking through Facebook just out of sheer bordem, and I never realized how many people I went to school with that I really don't like. I'm not going to mention names cause I don't think that anyone on here knows them, but it just really amazes me how many preps went to Burrell High School. I don't mean preps like wear A&F or whatever, just people who are so self-centered that it makes me sick. It's one thing to think highly of yourself, it's another to think that you rule the world, which was pretty much half of BHS, and probably always will be. All in all, Burrell is a pile of shit that no one really cares about. 2. Why in the world do they make such a big thing on the news when people get shot/killed. Like the VT shootings, why was it all over the news for weeks and weeks. Don't get me wrong, I did/do feel sorry for those who have lost loved

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TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments on their page and tell them to read your blog..." 1. Despite my amazon-yness I sometimes wear the nose bleed heels- and at this point I stagger and sway not unlike a drunken monkey. I try to "work it" but it looks as if I have hip dysplasia, or am stripper zombie girl (less mottled, stinky and cannibalish though) 2. Really thought everyone could "see music", "taste colors", and "feel the texture and tone & literal flavor of words" but my DR has explained that this is not normal & that I varied forms of synesthesia. When I explained other people nodded and seemingly agreed to my descriptions and excitement he said it was being polite that my being excited is kinda infectious & charming

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I thought we were meant to be Things with you would last forever But now Im not so certain Dont really know where I stand Not sure I want to know You have said you till care Feelings for her are there Twice now you have hurt me Saying it has nothing to do with her But Im nos so sure Im not sure of us anymore

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So in Buffalo during the summer there are lots of events and things to do. This weekend is the taste of buffalo. I know it is all about the food for most. But there are also prizes to win at places and sometimes a company will hand out new stuff like last year those chips made from fruit or was that the year before, very tasty. Then they have that section for kids and lots of other stuff. Yes the portions are small but they are small on purpose. 1) If they where large then they would cost more and then people would buy less. 2) If they where larger you would get full and not try other things. Besides you have to have enough money to get a nice stack of multiple color cups those that drink know what I'm talking about or have at least seen it. I just wish that all these walkers would understand the rules of the road, and why are they not posted. 1) If you want to look fine walk slow don't stop completely 2) Get food on your side only (none of this walking across 400 people getting in e

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Have you ever just sat back and wondered what it would be like to have someone you care for be here one day and then next be across the county or on the other side of the world? Barely ever hearing from them and dealin with jealous people running their mouths. Its the hardest thing for a person to do. But when you fall for a soldier theres nothing more that can be done. When he gets deployed or relocated all you can do is sit back and wait for the time when he gets leave again. The days are long but nights are even longer. Not knowing what is going on with him or if hes okay...Praying each night that God will bring him home safely. Wishin every minute of the day you could just reach out and touch his face or even just hear his voice. Not knowing for sure when the next time either will happen. Just being strong enough to hold on while hes so far away is hard. But then you get people who dont want one of you happy and you have to deal with it almost totally alone because you do

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A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. He decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to God, USA, they decided to send it to the President. The President was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God, Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those a-holes deducted $95.00 in taxes. Billy

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convictions come out through your eyes pouring out your dark rimmed, empty glasses we try to sit and not talk both waiting until this moment passes fishing for feelings as you drive like a a ghost you say im a wreck, i feel like a car crash in quotes.

Transsoulmania
TRANSSOULMANIA The Light bled red. I could no longer tell you What all the signs said; Nor did I care. I had fallen deep within the hell of cupid’s spell … Imprisoned, enslaved in my own created cell. Death had metastasized throughout my love affair. I shaved my hair And I became a kamikaze dare. My confidence was broken. And I felt tattered and tattooed, My heart pierced all the way through. I ignited my napalm in fact; It was a dishonorable act. As I spiraled rapidly down an opaque abyss, A giant serpent tightly wrapped itself around, And pounced and announced: “Oh, many, must, most ... tease you, and eat you. It’s not about longitude and altitude; it’s about attitude and gratitude.” I watched in horror as my life force dripped bit by bit against an ancient scroll belonging to Mephistopheles. I closed my eyes and prayed. I let go. And within last breath of life sprang forth out my blues: A loving, unruffled voice: “You have direct airline through my bo

You Jusr Know You Wanna>>>>
YOU WILL WANNA GET IN ON THIS !!! WANNA OWN US 4 a MONTH?? Either Seperate or TOGETHER? THE #1 HOTnSEXY on FUBAR HOTnHORNY SeXiMilf OR #2. ♥ßlondie ♥Slave & Real Life Wife 2 Sr White Knight Well WE ARE giving YOU THE CHANCE!! Lets get this started with a Happy Hour Bling Pack. PM these FIRECRACKER with your offers. And WHAT DO YOU GET????? 1. 100---11's during HAPPY HOURS, 2. A BIG PIMPING GIFT weekly for one month, 3. U WILL bE ADDED TO THEIR family FOR ONE MONTH 4. UR midget added to their page. 5. A Personalized Skin Page, Morph or flash ( your choice). 6. Owned BY....after My Name. IT could be more the higher the bid, including a 7. A SFW Salute. 8. A 3 DAY BLAST. AWWWWWWWWWWWW YOU KNOW YA WANNA OWN @ Least One of us SOOOOOO>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Click us Below to make ur offers in a Private Message HOTnHORNY HOTnHORNY SeXiMilf~♥ of gold pleaze® © My NAME is SASSI!

Motley Crue!! Hellz Yeah!!!
THIS IS MY BOY BURN. THERES THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE. I LOVE THIS MAN.. LOYAL MOFO AND HE HAS MY BACK... TALKIN' GOOD PEOPLE.. HELP HIM OUT PLZ PLZ PLZ JUST THINK IF THIS WAS YOU HOW BAD YOU WOULD WANT THIS TO HAPPEN.. DO SOMETHING NICE FOR SOME ONE OKAY.. PLZ TY TY... CLICK HERE FOR HIS FUBAR PAGE.... We have entered a contest to win: An opening slot on Motley Crue's 2009 US tour $25,000 Cash $20,000 in new gear from Gibson Management from 10th st. entertainment A Record Deal from Eleven Seven Music Please go to www.makerockhistory.com -Click join now -Click I want to sign up as a Fan -Fill in your info -Click start voting (u will have to go to your email to confirm) -Click Artist -Type in Unseen Vision under search bands -Click Unseen Vision icon & vote for this artist It Is VERY important that you sign on DAILY to vote!!!! Feel free to use many email accounts!!! Please forward this on to EVERYONE you know!!

Hypnosis Can Kill You
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat 'I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache. 'It worked! The headaches are all gone." The husband replies, "Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes later and jumps into bed and makes passionat

Life
Life Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is costly, care for it. Life is wealth, keep it. Life is love, enjoy it. Life is mystery, know it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.

"we Remember" Club
WE REMEMBER & WILL NEVER FORGET this is a club for those who will always remember not just 9/11 but also for the,soldiers who put their life on the line and for their familys. if you want to be part of the WE REMEMBER CLUB YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE EVERYONE 1) rate these photos (there is only 15) http://fubar.com/images.php?u=229107&albumid=482454 2)then go add/fan/rate everyone send a PM to TotallyHugeObsessedMCFanatic in the subject line put "WE REMEMBER" so lets get started in showing our support today. WE REMEMBER ------------ ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar *************** sweet alabama~FU-ANGEL~OWNED BY STANG77~GREETER@SEDUCTIVEDREAMS~>CACA@ fubar ***************** luBell240-~-ShAdOwLeVeLeR@ fubar ***************** ~SazzyGal.~BAD*GIRL.~Fu~Slave to ~vitamin de~^

Up For Auction Again...
Tiger Princess has me up for Auction... I know that auctions are getting kinda old soo, no hard feelings if ya don't go check it out but I'd really appreciate it if you did. Cash bids will recieve rates of 11's until my VIP runs out again... As well as family add and a few other tricks up my sleeve... If u give me bling you get to get spoiled with it as well... so even if u don't want to bid at least stop by and rate the folder for her she went to alot of trouble putting it all together for everyone Thanks again Carnie@ fubar

Fubux For Your Rates
Ok. I'm trying to level. It's taking FOREVER and a day! I'll pay you $10,000 fubux for your 10s --- look at my folders: you'll see "rate" folders. Rate them at happy hour and message me and you get $10,000 fubuckeronis! If you have 11s? Message me and we'll negotiate -- i'd love them too. THE point being? you don't have to be a VIP to get fubux from me!! HOW COOL IS THAT! Chao - and have fun! Island Girl

Who Cares
Long as hell I know, so sorry. But bored, and you don't have to read it Time started this: 3 24 am Name:: Cerri as in Keeeeeri not sherry or some crap. Age: 21 lol Gender:: Female Birthdate:: june 19th Birthplace:: hospital in England Current Location:: Home Status:: to what? Height:: 5 ...6 or 7 ish Weight:: shut up already.....ok around 90 pounds, OR ALMOST 7 STONE Body type:: little but i have muscles ......you cant see them all lmao ......now that was naughty. Eye Color:: Bright blue Hair color:: blonde at the present Hair length:: medium Skin(type/color): white with damned tan lines grrrrrrr Sexual Preference:: i prefer to have it Members in your family:: *************** Are your parents married? who cares? dont talk to any of them Are you a citizen of your country?: yes but i pay taxes here Pant size:: 1 or children's Shoe size:: 7 Shirt size:: little i lost my boobies *cries* lol Zodiac sign:: Gem

Bling Bling Auction Right Now!!!!!!
ATTENTION EVERYBODY IN FU-LAND.MANY OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SAVING FOR SPOTLIGHT. SO I AM TRYING SOMETHING NEW TO HELP ME GET THERE SO I AM GOING TO HOST A BLING AUCTION STARTING ON THURSDAY AT 9 AM!! IT WILL GO THROUGH THE WEEKEND AND END ON WEDNESDAY MORNING AT 9 AM. I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 3 DIFFERENT BLINGS FOR YOU TO BID ON. TIARA BLING-WORTH 20 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED- BIDDING WILL START AT 100K JET BLING-WORTH 15 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED-BIDDING WILL START AT 75K DISCO BALL BLING-WORTH 5 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED-BIDDING WILL START AT 60K. SO SAVE UP THOSE FU-BUCKS AND BLINGS IN TRADE FOR THIS! I AM LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS FOR MY SPOTLIGHT QUEST BUT I WILL ALSO ACCEPT BLING PACKS AND BLING IN RETURN. COME TO MY PAGE TOMORROW MORNING TO START THE BIDDING AND PLEASE ONLY SERIOUS OFFERS ONLY. THANK YOU AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ADDING SOME BLING TO YOUR DAY.

Feeling Freaky Then Join This Freak Train! Look In Here!
Freak It Like You Want It - Kilo Ali HERE THE FREAKY TRAIN FOR ALL THAT FEEL IT GOING DOWN ON FUBAR! JUMP ON AND RATE/FAN AND ADD ALL ON THIS TRAIN! PLEASE E-MAIL AKAMRS. T TO BE ADDED TO THE FREAKY TRAIN. ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Daddyslilangel * DREAM TEAM BOMBER* GF of Mr Keep it Real, member of the hot momma club,FU BAD GIRL

Rates And Comments
Ok everyone im in a contest and i would really really love to win this. I have helped many people and i would love some help. so please come by and help, everything would be appreciated. Thank you in advance 20k for sticky please contact me once done :) I am willing to give 5k and a personal SFW salute for everyone who rates and give me 100 comments on that picture :) So please come by and rate and comment me :)

Tired...
Tired of so many things as of late i dunno where to begin.Of course some things dont suprise me because I knew how they would go to begin with.As most of us often do especially if they have been in a situation before.I think what iam most tired of right now is lies.I have no particular use for them.In the end they always end up badly.Mainly because you have to keep lieing to cover up the previous lie.Over time the lie gets so big theres no way to move.Some people get to me because they have no clue what they want.They will persue one thing till the get it no matter what it is and when they finally do they dont want it.Either that or lose intrest in it totally.Gues that could be said bout some relationships these days. That could be said for allot of other things as well.Seams some people are never truely happy with what they got.Even if its something good it often is never noticed till its gone.Then of course they say I want that back it was great.Witch sometimes never happens aga

Come Bid On These Fus You Know You Wanna
HEY YALL WANNA OWN THESE FUS WELL HERES YOU CHANCE IT WILL GO ON FOR A WEEK SO COME BID ON THESE FUS CLICK ANY PIC ABOVE TO BID ON THESE FUS REPOST OFTEN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Metallica - The Unforgiven Ii
Lay beside me Tell me what they've done Speak the words I wanna hear To make my demons run The door is locked now But it's open if you're true If you can understand the me Then I can understand the you Lay beside me under wicked sky The black of day, dark of night We share this pair of lives The door cracks open But there's no sun shining through Black heart scarring darker still But there's no sun shining through No, there's no sun shining through No, there's no sun shining What I've felt, what I've known Turn the pages, turn the stone Behind the door Should I open it for you? Yeah, what I've felt What I've known Sick and tired, I stand alone Could you be there 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you Or are you unforgiven too? Come lay beside me This won't hurt, I swear She loves me not She loves me still But she'll never love again She lay beside me But she'll be there when

In Alydas Words
Couplet A big brown dog Sat on a log. He turned into a nerd. The cheese curd heard A dog called third. By Alyda Vanzant-3rd grade Cinquain Ice Cream Cold, Good Freezing, Dripping, Droping Cream makes me happy By Alyda Vanzant- 3rd grade Quatrain Look like a crab. It is big. Looks like flab. It is a twig. by Alyda Vanzant-3rd grade These may not make sense but here are three poem my daughter learned about in 3rd grade. Please dont put any negative comments

Evening Star
'Twas noontide of summer, And mid-time of night; And stars, in their orbits, Shone pale, thro' the light Of the brighter, cold moon, 'Mid planets her slaves, Herself in the Heavens, Her beam on the waves. I gazed awhile On her cold smile; Too cold- too cold for me- There pass'd, as a shroud, A fleecy cloud, And I turned away to thee, Proud Evening Star, In thy glory afar, And dearer thy beam shall be; For joy to my heart Is the proud part Thou bearest in Heaven at night, And more I admire Thy distant fire, Than that colder, lowly light.

Louisiana Hurricane Drinks!
Like Louisiana REALLY needs a reason to drink.. oh well here we go.. read the descriptions... hehehe MANDATORY EVACUATION 1 1/2 oz. Absolute Ruby Red vodka 1/2 oz. vermouth Clamato Prune juice Combine vodka and vermouth in cocktail glass. Fill remainder of glass with equal parts Clamato and prune juice. Stir. Drink. Ask next-door neighbor whose fichus tree blew over and crashed onto your roof - even though you'd warned him for months to uproot it - if you can use his bathroom. Repeat. ================================================== ========== CATEGORY 5 1/2 oz. vodka 1/2 oz. tequila 1/2 oz. rum 1/2 oz. bourbon 1/2 oz. gin Sweet-and-sour mix Splash of fruit juice Combine vodka, tequila, rum, bourbon and gin in a tall glass. Fill remainder of glass with sweet-and-sour mix and splash of juice. Stir, then garnish with an inverted drink umbrella. Drink during peak storm hours, and vow not to believe anyone who tries to tell you the hurricane that flooded y

My Days Are Numbered!!
Well it's back! Didn't take her long to come to my page and be her normal self. Apparently I am improtant enough to her to go off on once again. _Anne ~Mis...: your days on this iste are limited. they are seeing thru u _Anne ~Mis...: nice mumm comments cunt. you fat hogs stick together like the pack of wild dogs u r. im back & will NEVERbe gone. you act so fucking innocent. even fireman915 came to me a couple of months ago, apologized, asked me o forgive him for how he treated me & told me he had finally seen what a fake trouble making cunt u r

Toilet Seat Shopping...one Size Does Not Fit All!!
My toilet seat recently developed a crack at the front of it making for some rather perilous usage. I found I had no alternative except (I was going to write "BUTT" there, save the possibility it might have be construed as a very poor attempt at a pun (not that I am beyond punning…I have punned and will probably pun again)) buying a new toilet seat. One would think this as a fairly straight forward purchase as all toilets and their respective components are pretty much interchangeable. Not true! Just as not all bums ( I choose to use the British slang term for the back of our fronts) are not created equal neither are all holders there of (that would be toilet seats in this case). I came home proud as could be with my new seat (which I had bought at a local discount store where the selection consisted of one type of seat) only to find not only did it not fit the toilet correctly it also did not fit MY seat correctly. Some would have just left well enough alone and just used it since it

Everything But The Kitchen Sink....
(ok, so i figured out that if i write a few blogs first, then post 'em all at the same time it saves me from losing all i wrote as they get deleted!! so don't be surprised by the fact that the first one has to do with christmas!!!!) (christmas) why do we make such a big deal out of christmas? it's just another holiday built around greed and selfishness! (which i'll address shortly!!) and when you get stuck spending time with friends and family you can barely stand because of a date on the calendar? like that makes sense! family we spend the other 364 days desperately avoiding, we're suddenly spending hours of our time with simply because they've gotten us stuff we probably don't need or WANT! i used to enjoy it 'til i realized what a ridiculous holiday it really is! it's like thanksgiving with presents, that's it! we spend, no WASTE, perfectly good time off of work with people we really

Thank You New Friends
I want to say thank you to all the wonderful friends i have come across and met these last few days. Your friendships are over and above what i would ever expect. you guys are truly amazing and i am grateful. You have made me see there are more than just a few that are truly friends and out to help not just about getting points and leveling. I thank you and if i have missed returning all the love you have show me please let me know i do not wish to miss anyone. You all are so wonderful. And to my old friends that are still a big part of my life here on fubar thank you i have not forgotten you for you are among the first to touch my soul. thank you.

We're All Jacked Up On Mt.dew
All Jacked Up We're all jacked up on Mt.Dew!!! All ya gotta do to join us is the usual.... 1. Rate this folder..... 2. Rate, Fan and Add all the other DewAholics. If someone is already your friend, leave them a comment saying that Your All Jacked Up on Mt.Dew or some Mt.Dew comment. When you get friend requests from people joining after you.... PLEASE go back and Rate and Fan them as well!!! 3. Private message me when you are done and I will add you to the list and get your tag made. The tags are done Here is the link!! Please rate them all when you get yours!! Thanks!! *******MESSAGE ME WHEN YOUR DONE******* ♥Jamie Lynn♥ Real Life G/F of Jake {Yeahmons Angels}*{Shadowlevelers}*{Fu Bad Girls}@ fubar ****NO DRAMA PLEASE**** Dew-Aholics

Love And Pain
ITS HARD TO MAKE IT IN THE WORLD ALONE. I KNOW I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR A LONG TIME.THEN FINALLY SOMEONE COMES ALONG AND I WANT TO SHARE LIFE AND LOVE WITH THEM AND WHAT DO I DO I GET SCARED OF ALL THE THINGS THAT COULD BE. I HAVE TRIED TO OPEN MY LIFE BEFORE AND I HAVE ONLY BEEN HURT BY THEIR WAYS. TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND LEFT TO THE STREETS WITH MY KIDS. THEN WHEN I TRY TO PICK MY LIFE BACK UP AFTER ONLY A COUPLE OF DAYS OUT IN THE REAL WORLD THE BABIES ARE TAKEN FROM ME. I WAS NEVER A BAD MOTHER I JUST LET THE WRONG PERSON IN. NOW EACH DAY IS A BATTLE AND I TRY TO MAKE THE BEST I CAN OF ALL THAT IS WRONG. THE MAN I AM WITH I LOVE DEEPLY. I JUST FEAR THAT I WILL FIND A WAY TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND HE WOULD BE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME AND THEN HE IS GONE. AND YES I DO FEAR IT ALL AND YES I DO MISS MY CHILDREN AND YES I CAN GET THEM BACK. I JUST WISH THAT EVERYTHING COULD BE BACK THE WAY IT USE TO BE THEN I WOULD BE HAPPY AND HAVE NO FEARS...

Jack Johnson - If I Had Eyes
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away And if you could've tried to trust the hand that fed You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like t

I Give Up.
Keep the noise low. She doesn't wanna blow it. Shaking head to toe while your left hand does "the show me around." Quickens your heartbeat. It beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "This is so messed up." Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships. Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. He keeps his hands low. He doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. But the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believ

This Is Where I'll B As Soon As Im Ready
BLING ME LAVA LAMPS GUYS I LOVE THEM. I'M TRYING TO GET PURTY FOR U ALL. SO BLING BLING BLING ME PLZ TY TY I OK EVERYONE THIS IS ME ON CAM.. YOU CHAT WITH ME LIKE YOU NORMALLY DO.. YOU ALL CAN SEE AND HEAR ME BUT I CAN NOT SEE OR HEAR YOU... YOU NEED TO USE THE SHOUT BOX WHEN TALKING WITH ME.. PLZ REMEMBER THERE USUALLY IS A LOT OF PEOPLE CHATTING WITH ME AT THE SAME TIME WHEN IM ON CAM.. SO I WILL DO MY VERY BEST TO KEEP UP... PLEASE TAKE TIME TO RATE MY STASH.. IT TAKES A LOT OF TIME TO LOAD STASH SO ITS COOL WHEN PEOPLE RATE IT... http://redcherrytags.com/tags.sexy?category=Fubar++Comments

And Yet Another One
I find out a close family friend is in the hospital with burns over 75% of her body from a random freak accident, and then yesterday I find out my uncle committed suicide, and my sweet, sweet aunt found him. WTF?? Seriously I need shit to go decently from here on out.

Another Song 2 The Man I Love
Swift as a wind song you sang the music of an honest bird I waited for some contradiction truth was ringing in your every word and every moment since then the one thing I can tell is that I belong with you and no one else Lay down those heavy burdens on the banks of this river deep know that every piece of your past is always some place safe with me and there's no room for judgement I want you as yourself because I belong with you and no one else We have both been broken bent into painful shapes We almost let those old fears carry over and get in our way every struggle just makes our love get stronger than it was yesterday So here we are now ain't it lucky we survived it all searching for self in seperate rivers ending up in the same waterfall and when we're gray and wiser The story I will tell is that I belong with you and no one, no one else, I belong I belong with you and no no no no one else I belong with you and no one, and no one else

This War Is Cold
This War is Cold This war is cold For the men and women We send are falling In battle for the freedom we want They don’t know why they are there But they don’t care Cause they are doing Something good Their families fear every day For their loved ones life They home they come home safe No matter what they say they Still fear another day We pray to God to Bring them home and Not in a brown wooden box For we don’t want to burry Someone so young Some aren’t yet old enough to drink But their old enough to die for Our country they didn’t ask to Go but they do because they Respect our nation The ones that die Are remembered the most For they gave their lives For us to live in freedom Author: Felicia Reader

We Are Not In This Too...
we are not in this life to.... Current mood: loved We are not in this life to judge the wrong doings of our past.. We are to make our future last..make ours lives what they may be.. For others to see what we have done to succeed. So as we shouldnt push our expectations on the world, but onto ourselves..to make our life as it shoud be.. To love and To be loved for what we are.. and what we want to be not for what we have been and people percieve us to be or want us to be..we are and thats all we may be living in this world with many other confused beings So in saying this i want to tell you that I LOVE YOU not for what you have been or preceived to be for you and who you are and what you want to be To love you as we grow individually and as we grow as a couple to make you understand that i am here and not there staying where i am to give you comfort..in the changes we may face.. love we shouldnt judge on what was past bu

This Sucks
well this sucks i am a level 10 trying to out do my sister and bro in-law and now i can move from level till i post a salute i mean i can but i don't have a cam right now so this totally blows well beside that my day has been ok had to clean up a little and then went to a DR app which i hate i said i have some panic attacks and they send me to a shrink and she keep telling me that she was not a shrink but that what they all say when u go to them so u can feel like your special or something like that all we did was just got the basics and then she ask if i smoke we ya i do and she said that i need to quit some time than i hear her talking to the other nurse and she told her that next time she sees me that put it down as an intervention wtf why i need one of those this sucks last time i tell the DR anything i hate them i go back to what i was before i moved up here only go to the DR when i cant stand the pain any more well i am babysitting i need to get off this damn computer

La La La
k i'm like super bored w/this site it ain't even funny.. wait y would that be funny..hmmmm yea neways... i got fubucks i dont want.. *lets see who begs for them after reading that* so ummmm yea who wants to have fuSex..lmao FuSex brought to u by: dina rocks |@ fubar

My Friend
i have friends that are female that i like as frieds and at the same time i like them more than a friend i want those friends to be happy but at the same time i dont want any one to hurt them so i dont know how to react half of the time cause i want to be a good friend to them even though i like them they may know how i feel but i can never act on my own feelings for those friends there are some fun things happen when u have mixed feelings this is the first time i have put this down any were so here it is

Angry
Last night when i text messaged my hubby to tell him about being nominated for the 5star employee... I got a cool I want lunch message back from him... no grats no nothing.. that annoyed me but whatever.. then when i was leaving work.. i got a message telling me to do finish the laundry cause he has to disconnect the washer and dryer... Ok no big deal.. i am thinking that maybe he got it started and that i only needed to like finish the last load... NOPE.. he started the sheets... and i had 2 more loads... 3 if you count the blanket my dryer... SUCKS.. takes 2 hours to dry a load of laundry so... after waking up at 9am... and it being almost 2 when i got home... I am starting laundry... Needless to say.. i am ticked off then when i say something about it because i am aggrivated... he blew it off.. i was up almost 24 hours.. and didn't finish it.. he had to dry ONE load ONE FREAKING LOAD but whatever... I am still glowing from the other blog :D

Dominant's Creed
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all.A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others.As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure.To win a submissive's mind, body

Lifes Bitter Twists
It never fails to amaze me how, in this life it seems that, just when you start to get back on your feet once more and everything seems just right, something happens to pull it all away from you once again.... It would seem that through sheer coincidence, someone very very special to me has mis-read something that maybe a thousand people had, at that time the same status I had for mine, but it woud seem that because someone else in my family had the same status it was read that the two were in some way related.....I can not speak for the other person, or know whom their status was relating to but I feel it was not for me.....so I guess it can be read in many ways by different people at to what your status really means. I have a feeling that because of the feelings this very special person ahs towards me and with what has taken place in their life as of late, I can only assume that it is no more than sheer confusion that has lead to the way things are right now....

Beauty
Merriam-Webster defines *BEAUTY* as the quality or aggregate of qualities in a person or thing that gives pleasure to the SENSES or pleasurably exalts the mind or spirit. When I focus on the traditional thought of what defines our senses I automatically think about the five senses. You can thank the Greek philosopher Aristotle because it was him that classified our sensory perception of Sight, Hearing, Touch, Smell, and Taste. The human body actually have many more sensory stimuli senses but they go beyond my post on beauty. So today I'm going to focus on what I can actually define as absolute beauty and I'll post my comment later on today. I encourage others of you to focus on what is truly beautiful to you and leave me with a comment with your answer. Love LeeJames

Yes
yes slow warm breath on the back of his neck........ soft wet lips on the inside of his thigh.......... gentle but firm fingertips pulling at his skin.................. skin on skin..........warm and soft moving together ........then stopping a light moan...and a gasp..... of pleasure......... her tongue teases him...... licking him....tasting him fingers grasping the sheets.......... muscles tighten............ she slows.................. stopping briefly to prolong the moment...... then again.......slowly her tongue...............

Quickie Cherry Dessert
QUICKIE CHERRY DESSERT 1 (21-oz.) can cherry pie filling 3/4 cup sugar 2/3-cup quick-cooking oatmeal 1/3- cup flour 1/4 cup butter, melted Spray pie plate with non-stick cooking spray. Pour pie filling into pie plate. Stir the sugar, oatmeal, and flour together. Add butter to dry mixture and stir till crumbly. Sprinkle over the top of the pie filling and microwave on high for 14 minutes.

Fettuccine With Scallops In Lemon Sauce
1 Lb. Bay Scallops (small) 1/2 Lb. Fettuccine Pasta 1/2 Lb. Frozen Green Beans 2 Lemons 5 Tbsp. Butter Cook Fettuccine Pasta as directed on package. Add the Frozen Green Beans to the boiling pasta 2 minutes before draining Pasta. In a large frying pan, saute Bay Scallops in 1 Tbsp. of the Butter, over medium heat, stirring frequently, until opaque, about 5 minutes. Pour Bay Scallops into serving dish. Add Drained Fettuccine and Green Beans. Add juice from the 2 Lemons and the remaining 4 Tbs. of Butter. Add Salt and Pepper to taste and toss.

I Still Need Help From You!
I jus wanna say that all ur help was greatly appreciated! And to u of those that rated ALL my pics during my auto 11's I made sure I blinged ya! Well I have no more auto 11's :( and my goal was to reach godmama but that didnt happen! All i need is 550k to get there and wit ur help I kno I can...Bling me or Blast me baby :D LOve ya all Kells

My Birthday
Hey, first I just want to say sorry. I know I have missed talking to a few people on here....but as stressed as life has been...I didn't feel like fighting with a site that constantly kicks me off. No matter tho'...I get to see how well I'm loved in my absence...or rather how unloved. I just want to say thank you to the few who didn't just wait till I was online...who took initiative and showed concern...at this very hard point in my life I really appreciate real friendships. Please pray for my family...all of it. Before the end of the year alot is still going to happen and change...and I don't think I am ready. Anyway...it's my birthday today...normally a day I ignore...and for good reason. Leading up to it...yesterday...car is on two flats (still is) thus making me miss work...played basketball and now I have a HUGE knot on my leg above my knee...as well as bruised ribs. Lol, it's like I got my ass whooped. I will be off and on today...and turning on the famous "auto-11s".

Prinny
Who' peekin back into the mums hey calling peps names without a care who's spreading love like a rainbow everyone knows its Prinny Who's trippin round the mums of fu city smilin at every dummy she sees who's crackin up at this very moment everyone knows its Prinny And Prinny has the evil eye that flash when told a lie and Prinny wont let BS fly she laughs out loud laughs out loud Whos trippin out in the mumms without pity smiling at every dumb one she sees who spots the clowns in a moment everyone knows its Prinny LA LA LA LA LA LA LA everyone knows its Prinny And Prinny has the evil eye in a flash she'll make you cry with Prinny BS dont fly she laughs out loud laughs out loud Who' peekin back into the mums hey calling peps names without a care who's spreading love like a rainbow everyone knows its Prinny everyone knows its Prinny

I Have Decided To Push To Fu-king
Hello again. Now, if any of you do read my blogs, you may have remembered that I told you once I reached Insider, I was going to cut back on points and rates, instead just focus on only rating members of the Secret Society only for a while. Well, since becoming an Insider, I didn't realize that the amount of points to level was so small. I mean, I thought it would be over a million points to level to Fu-King from Insider. However, I saw the amount of points being only at 750,000, and realize I can level very quickly once more. Now, this does seem like I am addicted to the full extent of Fubar, on rating people for points and such, and then with the arrival of the Auto 11 Bling made the addiction become even harder to break. I originally wanted to lay back on the rates and points due to my start on a project of mine, which is writing a short story. I just started typing on it, but I need to make more notes on it. With all the information and detail that I want to put into, thoug