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Aguilera Reinvents Herself (again), With Costumes To Boot !
Back when teen-pop ruled the earth, when Britney had hair and Lance Bass played it straight, Christina Aguilera always placed second in the ex-Mouseketeers sweepstakes. Spears was the cover girl with the platinum Midas touch; Aguilera was the girl deemed a bit too chubby, than a little too thin, and ultimately not quite bubbly enough to qualify as Barbie doll du jour. Yet eight years later, it's Aguilera, 26, who has successfully navigated the minefield between teenybop queen and full-fledged star. Credit the determination that comes with being called second-best. While her competitors enjoyed their fame, Aguilera toiled over her voice and image, perpetually reinventing herself with guises that ranged from schoolgirl to skank, chanteuse to hip-hop chica, before finally her present, and arguably most convincing, incarnation as a diva soaked in bluesy glamour. Thursday at Oakland's Oracle Arena, she wore this persona well and draped it in myriad costumes. Like last year's "Back t

" A Guy With His Own Angel"
With him she will always be, She will cherish every moment for all Eternity.. Her love for him feels so right and so true... She will guide him through the darkest nights, She will be his light for the rest of his life. She will catch him in her wings and comfort him if he ever should fall.. She will softly wipe any tears that may fall from his eye's... She will wrap him in her soft white wings if he is ever sad.. She will her wings around him every day for the rest of his life, And whisper softly the powerful words... I LOVE YOU... Through good and ill she will be there, To say a prayer in mid air, She will take him in her wings, To a place where there love begin's... it is here where there hearts and souls will sing songs of love... It is here where the love will be like two little white Doves.. And there love for each other will be for all Eternity...

Ah
There are so many different things to do on here. I'm kind of confused? I'm rarely on the computer as it is, so I'm not really climbing up the cherry tree, haha. Maybe I should try boob pictures like suzanne haha. I don't know, okay I'm done.

..ah.
i am tired watching chase 7am til 6pm is wearing me out he isn't even my baby but he is the cutest thing he is 11months today he isn't feeling well so he isn't taken naps like he always does now he is in the trash he keeps me busy ahh h e keeps h.itti ng th e en ter b uttto n omg baby an keyboards don't go together 3. . . . 3.3.3.3. 3. 3.3.3. . .. gezzzzzzz i didn't . go e ee. hhhhh. ..3.

Ah
Ok, I've never really been good at this. But, I'll give it a shot. Today is my day off which I am glad. I had to go put insurance on my husband's mustang. Not too bad didn't cost me an arm and a leg like I thought it would. I'll just be glad when he gets the transmission in. That won't take him too long. Last night was hectic at work. I work for two car rental agency's which will remain nameless. Pretty much I get calls for extensions, reservations, directions, and people who want to bitch because they feel they have been done wrong. Well our company also takes the roadside assistant calls for both companies. Now I'm not a roadside agent yet and I'm starting to be glad that I'm not. One of our agents had to take the saddest call last night. A guy had called in to let us known that he had been in an accident. He was hit by a drunk driver. His little girl didn't make it. She passed away in the crash. I don't know how she took that call and didn't cry. It took a lot of strength on her

Ah
Flames to dust ............ lovers to friends........why do all good things come to a end...? Honestly what will become of me dont like reality its to clear to me honestly life is dandy.... the dogs where barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon the dogs where barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon and they could die! Love holds many keys to different places of where our souls want to be

Ah
that familiar buzzing. the sound of death is what it is. that blue glowing under the street lights. that faint buzzing that only just realized i pick out which house it is. the blue burning the cold. the death. curtains moving. engine revving. glancing back deep breath. and that buzzing. defines me now and forever.

Aha!
Now it all makes sense. The last time I ate cherries I puked. A lot. I was four and we had a cherry tree in our backyard. I climbed up into that tree - as little boys are wont to do - and I stuffed my face with cherries. I estimate that I ate 5,341,768 cherries in less than 30 minutes that afternoon. The puke was the most delightful shade of red, as I remember. I hate cherries.

Aha!
One more thing! I have just realized that you can see the names of the people who have rated your pics less than a 10. I've had that happen to me a couple times and now I can see who they are, and go rate their pictures the exact same thing they rated mine. MUAHAHAHA! lol

Aha
I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as you, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. the mold was truely broken the day you were made and i am glad i found you.

Aha!
Finally figured out how to post a bloody blog, for crying out loud. And here it is: Not much to say, really except that I am pretty pleased with myself at this time-er, of course it was just a matter of time before I figured out which icon to press, yeah? Okay so all you who will read this, come rate me and all that stuff!

A-ha
I have often heard of people having those "A-Ha" moments and thought to myself, "What a bunch of crap!" But as I was driving that long commute to work early this morning, I actually had one. Six days a weeks I drive 35 miles on I-75 to a small town where I work. At 5:30 in the morning, there isn't much traffic... usually just me and the truckers. Often my mind wanders as I listen to the radio or some CD. On this morning, I was thinking on how much I would like something... some material object that is out of my financial reach. When all of a sudden it hit me. I HAVE A GOOD LIFE! That made me stop my wandering mind and actually focus on what I HAVE. I may not own my own home, but the apartment where I have lived for the past 10 years is nice. Small, yes, but just enough for me. The furnishings are quite lovely, and I am comfortable there. I keep it up (OCD won't let me do otherwise) and have had many compliments on it. I may not drive an expensive luxury car, but drive a

Ahaaaaaaaaa
yep, got the result of my biopsy: i have helicobacter pylori in my stomach, giving me gastritis and apparently i had it for long time... bad huh? that gives me 10 days of treatment with 2 very strong meds, and 3 months more of a very reduced diet... >:(

Aha! A Happy Poem!
It's about my first love, Brad. It's SORT of happy. Hehe! *** How can I forget, the look in your eyes Whispering leaves below brisk moonlight skys And you said to me you loved me. and you said to me you cared and I knew I loved you too, but I wondered if I dared. How could I forget, I never will forget Strawberry kisses from black painted lips black painted nails upon porceline hips Sugar coated lies and blue velvit eyes memorys never really fade. Hearts formed of blood fading on skin fishnets and satin a night full of sin candles surrounded a night made from bliss when from black painted lips I stole a strawberry kiss. ** 98 I believe? **

Ah Adventure!
my weekend was chock full of it. and it sucked too! first a very close family member gets hospitalized, that fucking dog went after my cat and ALMOST got my baby mind you, and I was pretty much getting updates yesterday all day on the fam member. The fun never effin ends. :(

Ahaha
I just ate onea them damn hersey's resses cookies. They actually arent that bad. And i dont like cookies. Haha exspecially the ones i make ( cough ) And yes that was intended for just one person to read haha. And people say i posion them! -shakes fist-

Ahaha New Pics Soon
Yay I'm getting my hair done on Saturday. Something different for sure since I'm always opened on trying new things. I'm not going to mention what I'm getting done but it will be a tad different.

Ahahah I Am Such An Asshole On Messanger
(22:57) [Mike nguyen] you know what your not even worth it (22:57) [Mike nguyen] how old are you? [wixenfreak] go fist your self pig fucker [wixenfreak] how old are you fag? [wixenfreak] 14? [wixenfreak] 13? [wixenfreak] well gay ass (22:58) [Mike nguyen] 27 bitch (22:58) [Mike nguyen] fuck you [wixenfreak] you fucking lieing queer (22:58) [Mike nguyen] cocknocker (22:58) [Mike nguyen] bitch [wixenfreak] thats not even a word homo (22:58) [Mike nguyen] dont tell me if its a word [wixenfreak] how many time did it take you to pass 1st grade? (22:58) [Mike nguyen] what does fag mean bitch (22:59) [Mike nguyen] oh nice (22:59) [Mike nguyen] your really funny [wixenfreak] fag means a good example you are [wixenfreak] no what your are [wixenfreak] i am talented like that... just like how i fucked sister (23:00) [Mike nguyen] she died bitch (23:00) [Mike nguyen] you can go fuck yourself (23:00) [Mike nguyen] you immature bastard [wixenfreak] serves her right... gay

Ahahahahaha
"Canadian Idiot" Don't wanna be a Canadian idiot Don't wanna be some beer swillin' hockey nut And do I look like some frostbitten hose-head? I never learned my alphabet from A to Zed They all live on donuts and moose meat And they leave the house without packin' heat Never even bring their guns to the mall And you know what else is too funny? Their stupid Monopoly money Can't take 'em seriously at all Well maple syrup and snow's what they export They treat curling just like it's a real sport They think their silly accent is so cute Can't understand a thing they're talkin' aboot Sure they got their national health care Cheaper meds, low crime rates and clean air Then again well they got Celine Dion Eat their weight in Kraft macaroni And dream of drivin' a Zamboni All over Saskatchewan Don't wanna be a Canadian idiot Won't figure out their temperature in Celsius See the map, they're hoverin' right over us Tell you the truth, it makes me kinda nervous

Ahaha I Love Being Evil
[8:05 AM] Leah: i kinda wish james sat over here [8:05 AM] sondrabo: haha u want some eye candy huh [8:05 AM] Leah: well yeah.....look what we got over here [8:06 AM] sondrabo: yea we're surrounded by sexiness haha not [8:06 AM] Leah: someone who farts all day and well there's Allen and he's good looking for an older guy [8:06 AM] Leah: lol [8:06 AM] sondrabo: yea he's the only decent one...but his wife makes me shake my head [8:06 AM] sondrabo: does she look in the mirror when she gets dressed in the morning [8:07 AM] Leah: she looks bitchy all the time too [8:07 AM] Leah: like a mean person [8:07 AM] sondrabo: yea maybe he doesn't put out enough [8:07 AM] Leah: well look at her, do you blame him? [8:07 AM] Leah: lol [8:08 AM] sondrabo: c'mon she's hot [8:08 AM] Leah: i love her hair man [8:09 AM] sondrabo: you can only perfect that look from years of practice...guessing she started some time in the 80's [8:10 AM] sondrabo: so if u start now by the time you're 40 you

Ahahahahah
gunbunny55: show me it all............or if you have a cam........ ->gunbunny55: unless you wanna see the smorgasboard ones those are for friends and very tame ->gunbunny55: the other is of my feet next to my husbands package if you really wanna see how well endowed my husband is gunbunny55: try me. ->gunbunny55: one you can find on a photobucket search of greek goddess.. that's where I got it and someone flagged it nsfw .. I keep it for myself cause of the comments ->gunbunny55: you'd probably be disappointed LMAO gunbunny55: can I see your private pics ->gunbunny55: there http:... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=924825&albumid=0&i=1020602419 gunbunny55: can I get some pussy?

Ahaha How Sad!!! Lmao
hahaha.... you know.... there's nothing more pathetic than a grown man acting like a child... a man with such low self esteem and self worth that he has to find a decent woman and woo her into falling in love... now me personally think the foolish man fell in love too but that has yet to be confirmed... aaaannnyyyyywwwaaaayyyssss.... said man opens up his heart to girl... confesses feelings and insodents of his life to her.... she accepts them openly and lovingly... said man asks girl to move across country to marry him, or he will move to her, nothing else matters except that they are together... girl unexpectly cannot go to him as planned, said man then turns around and gets new girl... hahahahaah... new girl is a wham bam thank you ma'am. but they are "happy" kudo's for the new couple... here comes the interesting part... said man fucks old girl in ass with sandpaper, BUT STILL GOES TO NSFW FOLDER TO GRAB ONE LAST LOOK BEFORE DROPPING HER FROM FAMILY AND FR

Ahahahahahaha
seems as if people like my new screenname.look what i got today: new friend request from 'Dj_Lette™...' received! and her full name is: Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~R/L & FU GF to Hot And Fluffy! Owned By PIMPSugarBear MCL!!! open! ACCEPT | DENY whoop whoop or something... oh and can someone please tell me what mcl means?

Ahahaha
1) Are you really ready for 100 questions? I guess so! 2) Person who means most? God 3) Do you believe in God? Yeah 4) Who did you last say "I love you" to? my mom 6) What's your ringtone? i had it set differantly for differatn ppl bt dont have my phone right now 7) Have a best friend? Yes'em 8) Are you a big boy or girl? who you callin fat? haha yessum imma big girl now... i piss in the toilet and everything!!! 10) How do you want to die? in a massive orgasm... or my sleep lol 11) What did you last drink? coffee.... mmmmm coffee 12) Last call? kyle from insurance company 13) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what’s your first thought? jailbait strikes again ahahaha 14) Ever been to Disney World? nope lived 30 min from it and never went 16) Favorite fruits? granny smith apples, frozen grapes, or pinapple with cottage cheese 17) How much do you text? i used to be the text queen.... 2000+ txt a month 18) Like reading? Yes,

Ahahahhahaaha
In the Garden of Eden, as everyone knows, Lives Adam and Eve, without any clothes. In this garden, were two little leaves, one covered Adam's, one covered Eve's. As the story goes on, Never the less to say, the wind came along, and blew the leaves away. At the sight, Adam did stare, There was Eve's treasure, All covered with hair. And wonder came, Under Eve's eyes, As Adam's thing, started to rise. They found a spot, that suited them best, a nice big tree, where they began to rest. Her legs spread wider, and wider apart, While thrill after thrill, Came into her heart. The head of Adam's thing, Peeked into the hole, and filled her with passion, Beyond her control. Backward and forward, His thing did slide, And Eve's treasure, was all wet inside. The joy was good, She wouldn't let loose, Until Adam's thing, Was all out of juice. Then down through the years, People did screw, and now it is time, for me and you. So pull down your pants, and lay in the grass, because I'm in the mood, for a

Ahahahaha New Funny Status Lol
this is why i have these ppl on my friends list, just to make fun of them, honestly. pretty pretty's aka whatever the hell shes calling herself today lol status: STFU An leave me alone"An keep your bp..an HH..I Dont want them if my pretty face cant earn them..k Ty rate my page?...have a great day ok if ya havent looked at her heres the deal, shes married with kids and wont get naked for stuff on here. kudos to her on that btw....... but once again i gotta say it like it is......hun if ur relying on ur face to get you by on fubar, Im amazed u get anywhere. What you have goin for you is a smokin body and an average face. If people say you have a pretty face, honestly they havent looked up from your boobs or butt yet. I dont blame them either, its some prime meat ya got goin on there. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur still a freeloader trying to gain popularity without giving anything of value in return, and i dont mean naked pictures, I mean anything, youre just a taker and that gets no

~a Hand Outstretched~
For Michael... on Our Anniversary (8/1/98) ~A Hand Outstretched~ by my Ex-Wife Ten years today I promised Until death do us part A promise that I did not break Because I died a long time ago That girl that I was This woman that I am She's a stranger to us both But I know what I want (mostly) And my heart tells me what I need Each day a new begining A chance to do what's right (mostly) I'm not always a success It's a learning experience To act on love Not out of fear It's more difficult than it sounds I have my regrets Loving you, no Though there are many... so very, very many ....Regrets Like raindrops in a storm But we did the best we could, right? Right? ....RIGHT? I think we both know that answer And it's not 'yes' We failed each other We failed them (God, please watch over those that suffer....) Sadly, this is the nicest thing I've written about you In a decade ....What a shame But you came to me when I needed you That will b

Aha! One A.m. Again....this Could Get Interesting...hmmm..
What to do? What to do? I'm sitting here pondering theories of the universe and I think I would like a couple of things clarified for me because I'm just not understanding. #1: Why is it we do the things we do? When do we lose the hope of being or doing something better; or just plain ol' trying in general? We all seem to putter around in a bleak fog that hazes and clouds our minds until we basically get unto a repetative cycle and we don't even have to think anymore. Why? I'm to blame for it too. I catch myself now and again just meandering through, like a lazy crooked river, just trying to find something to spark that little bit of life again. Do we get this way as we get older or is it just what happens when you give up? When you forget all the things you wanted to be or do? Do we just settle into something that's easier and more conforming to the society we've created? #2: What is it that makes us all shun the outside world and not bother with interacting with our fellow man?

Ah Arron
aaron adonai exaulted and strong god is my lord such a short time you blessed me with your breath on my skin and your hand so small in mine tiny son tiny dream tiny heart i will see you again and we will dance and sing beneath perfect skies my child o how i still miss you

*ah, A Silent Sigh*
much is the sadness of my situation that i might wipe salty tears away and wait, no pray, for a moment of release with my beloved time is the enemy the hands of this damned clock they move with silent, deliberate motion and yet the time does not pass and empty are my arms as empty as the bed which waits behind me and my skin, it remembers the hands that once led me to forget at the very least, i breathe a prayer that he should remember me kindly and that in his own quiet moments he might wipe away a tear or two

Ah Bleh
Got home from work at 1:30 in the morning. I slept til 2 pm. It was lovely. Off today. Don't have to work until tomorrow night and I don't have to work until Friday night either. yay for sleeping in. took the last of my Z pack today. I'm feeling a lot better but not 100% yet. I'm still tired. And hungry. Someone come make supper then cuddle with me. Anyways...

Ah, Bridgeport!
Head-on collision on Interstate 95 A Bridgeport man driving the wrong way on Interstate 95 near exit 30 in Stratford Saturday evening struck another car head-on in the left lane. Jiovany Guzman, 36, of Linen Avenue, was charged with driving under the influence and other violations, when he hit a car driven by Jaime Scerba, 28, of Suffern, N.Y. The accident was reported at 10:58 p.m. Scerba and a passenger were treated and released from Bridgeport Hospital.

Ah Crap!!!!!!!
My daughter just broke my glasses, now I cant see far away. Grrr. She didnt mean to though. Now, I have to wait until my husband gets home and just hope that Wal-Mart's glasses area is open when we go so they can fix them.

Ah Crap!
I went into work Yesterday...Late, not because I wished too. Only because I could hear the stress in Dawns voice, and I wouldnt want to be the cause of a new freckle popping out on her face because of it. SO I picked up Emma from school, shuffled home in my red slippers and slipped on a bra and some shoes. I walked through the doors to work at 3:30 and walked back to my boss. It is crazy at work on Tuesdays and she was going from classroom to classroom taking counts. "Beanie BOP!" "Hi." I croaked. "Where do you want me?" "Your room." she walked with me to the door. "You know you didnt have to come in...but THANK YOU." I smiled and walked through the door. All of my kids were sitting down nicely at the tables waiting for snack. "Beeeeeanie!" They screamed. Its so nice to be a rockstar at work, im just saying. I bent down for hugs and picked up Mickey when he threw him self at my legs. "Ahhhhhhhhh Mickey." And I snuggled him into my chest and kissed his ne

Ah Dah Dah Dah
So.. let me start off the right way... fuck you if you don't like me... Get the hell out of my blog.. Anyway.. lmao... So life.. in general is finally getting a little better.. I sold my Mistress... (for those of you who don't know... Mistress was my car) almost made me cry.. but my babies gone..... now I drive some piece of shit where I cross every crossable part of my body before turning the key... and chances are it still won't start... but hey.. what can you bitch about when you only pay $325 for a car... LMAO.. Love life... well.. I had gotten myself involved with several people.... living up to the "slut" rumor going around town... lmao.. NOT... anyway... I got myself involved with several people.. and I enjoyed every part of it... but.. have since dwindled it down to just having one person around me most the time... He doesn't claim me.. which is nice.. and I don't claim him.. which is awesome... just means when its time for me to go... that it wont really be so

Ahdur
You scored as "Ghetto". You are what you are! Just don't talk to me..."Ghetto"73%Loner73%Stoner60%Emo Kid53%Geek/Nerd40%Goth33%Punk33%Hot20%Prep13%Jock0%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com

Ah Dur! Lol
So yeah... my mumm earlier, was a mistake.. and man did I catch hell for it, lol. To all those who didn't think I was a total moron, thank you for sticking up for me.. heheh today is one of those days.. the blonde seems to be coming out :p No offense to my beautiful blonde friends.. Gnite all! :)

~~ A Hearts Fear~~
Something wonderful happened to me a while ago. A special someone made my heart smile again, and I let him in. The look I got from the depth of his eyes, The warmth I felt when he embraced me from behind, The feeling I got from him kissing my lips, The sensation I felt when he said I was special... Tell me, Am I wrong letting him into my heart? Am I wrong when I think I see the look in his eyes? Am I wrong when I feel the warmth in his embraces? Am I wrong feeling like I do when he kiss me? And am I wrong trusting his words....? My heart is scared of getting hurt, And my soul just the same... Am I doing the right thing when I listen to my heart? Should I leave it open or should I close it up again? Cause you are the one that makes me feel all these things, And the one that makes me ask all these questions.....

1000 Ahead!!!
Thanks you guys are so awesome.... If ya'all want i still need some comments dropped thanks for everything, now lets pull this off and win! This is a close contest.... See yah guys there... Im dropping comments as we speak!!

"a Head Poem"
Penis breath a lovers dread its what you get when you give head, Unpleasant as it tends to be be grateful that he doesn't pee. Its times like that,you wonder why you even bothered reaching for his fly. But its too late,you can't be a tease. Accept the facts,get on your knees , You know you have a job to do, so open wide ,and shove it through. Lick the tips,then take it all. Don't drag your teeth,you might hear him baul, Slide up and down and use your tongue. Feel the precum start to run Your jaws ache,your neck numb Just when you can't take anymore, you hear your lovers mighty roar. And when he hits the really high note, you feel it oozing down your throat. Sticky,salty,fishy stuff,Okay already thats enough! Lets switch,you say before you gag. And what a sweet revenge,you're on the rag

"a Heart Of Emptiness"
His words are empty, unlike before. His touch, cold, no comfort in the storm. His eyes cut deep, he no longer reassures. Sometimes I feel I can't reach the shore. My arms so heavy, my legs so tired. My mind wonders about his burning fire. Long gone is his resistance to my tears. Long gone is his heart over the years. I see him in the same light gone by. I ask him what he thinks of me...he sighs. Am I asking and wanting to much from him? Am I just wasting the ink in this pen? I've tried to reach him over and over. I've tried to break this cold shoulder. What is there left for me to say? The only thing left to do is pray. I fear deep inside, with all my heart, The only thing left for us is to part. Whycan't he understand the way I feel? For this fire inside of me, I can't kill.

Ahead Of Time
Ahead of Time Blinding prophecies foresee the winter wind slowly seeping while we're sleeping, seeping dreams- look how they're weeping. Keeping faith in God above, while our love still plays the part of a heart that's made of stars. In our arms the harm is deep, our sleep prevails and lighting creeps behind the hell of pure deceit that greets the sky to face defeat. Concrete are all our inner thoughts, the life we bought the screams we fought, the web we spun to rise, to spawn- not to be caught by false repeats. Replete is all- The rain that falls, the souls that brawl, the ones who crawl to reach the wall that's standing tall among these fading broken dolls. Time rolls on by, the future calls. . . Copyright ©2007

***a Heart Tells Many Tales***
A shattered heart tells many tales of times that a love one has broken it. Many stories of painful moments that have left a heart torn into pieces and never whole. The gashes grow bigger with each moment it cannot undo or force itself to forget. A heart never forgets or trully heals it only mends temporarily until another tale is born.

"a Heart Torn Out"
Sitten and staring at walls, not hearing the music that is being played!! Not hearing what a person is saying!!! Only emotion shown is the flood of tears coming down your cheeks, as you feel cold and hollow, longing for the joyful feeling of being loved!! Made to feel special, beautiful, and just the feeling of being "alive"!! Frozen even though the temp is warm, all cause you are alone!! And hearing the coonstant repeating of a voice in your heard, saying "you are my world, my heart and my soul", but still can't shake the frozen feeling or the blank stare, and even worse, the tears continue to flood down your cheeks! Becoming all too familiar with the feeling of your heart being torn out!!!!

Ahead
Knowing your weakness made me strong I put myself so far away of all my peers that you could not touch me I felt safe ahead of every one I was the man to beat I was hated by all I never did fit in I was so far ahead you could not touch me I was safe ahead of every one What did you do? What did I say? Knowing my weakness made you strong You could not touch me It is so alone ahead of every one else

Ahem.... *shines Halo*
You scored as The Devil. This card is all about viloent or sexual nature. believe it or not but the two things are related. You're traped in distructive ways. It represents the darker side of human natureThe Devil95%Death85%The Magician85%The High Priestess80%The Moon75%The Hanged Man70%The Empress and The Emperor65%The Lovers65%The Fool60%Justice50%Judgement50%

Ahem....i Need Advice
ok so my ex is talking to my friend.. he's 18 shes 14.. not that that matters but.. he pisses me off the fact that he says "i still like your you were my first"..ok and then all the sudden likes my friend.. do you think hes trying to make me jealous or what

Ahem.. Testing.. Testing. 1,2,3.
Did you wake up cranky? Slightly. My kids were being loud when they woke up. If an ex said he hates you, you say?: Get over it and let it go. Would you curse in front of your parents?: I try not to, they're all very religious. What is your current annoyance?: Religion. Bills. Cramps. Nothing sweet. Do you like drama? no What kind of camera do you have? Kodak easy share m753 Last time you were on a boat and where?: When I was in Seattle a couple years ago. Had to take the ferry. What was the last item you bought?: Coffee and cigarettes... oh and donuts. What country has the best food?: Mexico Last time you used a coupon?: Stop and shop yesterday. Are you afraid of roller coasters? I'm afraid of almost all rides. If your best friend told you they were moving, you?: My best friends DID move away.. I just tell them to come home. And it's working, April and Kevin are moving back soon! Would you rather go to a

*ahem*
sorry, had something in my throat. um. the oldies are the shit. i know ive probably already blogged something similar. but im just saying. the chantels-'maybe' the del vikings-'come go with me' smoky robinson-'tracks of my tears i could go one for long time. i meant the smokey robinson version of tracks of my tears. but its all good. oh. while im editing. ive been told recently, twice actually, that my playlist, or at least part, is win...however theres so much broken shit on it that its really fail. i need to fix that shit.

Ahem, Just Read It :-)
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Ahem
LOOK at me pierce my soul deeply show me I have your complete attention like a burning crucifix in a church full of people floating in mid air suspension all eyes on me every time I spark except the two I desire comments from every direction I turn truly I meant to inspire only 1 just you my love yet I seem to have failed at this on a scale of 1 through 20 I wonder if I even make the list and if so what place 16 17 maybe even old spot number 20 I have no reason to act as if I were so shallow and empty no one need know where I fit in or where my place would be nobody should care if I WAS 1 no one but you and or me

A-here We Go Again (i Love Lake Tahoe)
Four long years ago Searching for the snow We found the Tahoe lakes Just about the perfect place Fifty rooms at Heavenly And the nights at Squaw Valley Yeah, the trees are pretty wide- That's where Sonny Bono died All is quiet on New Year's day, Think I'll try'n impress my mates So I jump into the lake Yeah, I won't do that again! Every year we say the same, "Try somewhere different for a change" But we jump onto the plane, yeah, And here we go again! Naa naa naa (etc.) The south shore has the lot And last month Dave Lee Roth, He did a solo spot And some German bloke got shot Every year we say the same "Try somewhere different for a change" But we jump onto the plane, yeah, And here we go again! ------------------- You can imagine how fucking hard it is to find this band, let alone their songs. At least it's easy to remember. If you do find their stuff, you get a cookie as well as some good hits. This song shows our bloody chaps trekking thro

Ah.. Friends
Sometimes, I lose my way..... but then, I'll remember who the fuck I am, and I stand up tall again. I love my friends. To all of you, God bless you all. Most especially, Cat: You are the best of the best, and if it weren't for you, I dont know where I'd be. Teresa: It's all good, baby! I got a flip top head! Trish: Its good to know you got my back no matter what.. I got yers too James: Anytime I call, yer right there, brother. My third most awesome friend! Annette: Thank you for sharing your husband with me when I need to cry on a shoulder! Jerry Dean: Lets tear it up and burn it down, brother. Dennis: Something sweet...special... one day at a time. I have a whole nother plethora of friends who I did not specifically name. I still love you all, and even if your name isn't on this list, you are still special to me. Sometimes, I lose my way, but you guys... my friends, are the ones who help me remember who the fuck I am... and make me stand tall. Ne

Ah, Free Time
I had been babysitting my boyfriend's nephews but since that's over (for now, at least), I've got a little more free time with him. The only problem is that with being sick with a cold or flu or whatever I have right now, my sleep schedule has been thrown off. So usually when he's been up, I've been sleeping. That will definitly have to be fixed before next weekend.

Ah,god
Ah, God, the way your little finger moved As you thrust a bare arm backward And made play with your hair And a comb a silly gilt comb Ah, God—that I should suffer Because of the way a little finger moved.

Ah God! The Petty Fools Of Rhyme
Literary Squabbles Ah God! the petty fools of rhyme That shriek and sweat in pigmy wars Before the stony face of time, And looked at by the silent stars; Who hate each other for a song, And do their little best to bite And pinch their brethren in the throng, And scratch the very dead for spite; And strain to make an inch of room For their sweet selves, and cannot hear The sullen Lethe rolloing doom On them and theirs and all things here; When one small touch of Charity Could lift them nearer Godlike state Than if the crowded Orb shouls cry Like those who cried Diana great. And I too talk, and lose the touch I talk of. Surely, after all, The noblest answer unto such Is perfect stillness when they brawl. Alfred, Lord Tennyson

Ahh
Missed my morning class today, made my night class. I really need to stop missing classes!! I have to post a response to a classmate's work by tomorrow and take a quiz... plus study tonight and tomorrow, while catching up in the class I made today. Go me.

Ahh
You called to say sorry, missed me too, wanted to console me, hug me, kiss me.. As I wiped the tears away, our lips danced softly and sweetly. You wiped a tear to say ur sorry, looking into ur eyes made it all better. As I rested my head on ur shoulder, your arm around me, and my legs resting on your lap. I felt like I was home. I could feel in your hugs, your kisses and your looks that you are mine. Although women dont understand men, they have a way of communicating exactly what they are thinking without even saying a word.. great day!!!

Ahh
So today is officially a day 1 of my weight loss (which was brought on by trying on my bikini swimsuit yesterday, and shuddering in horror). I am posting this NOT to make people say I don't need to lose weight and shit, but so I can look at this blog and remind myself of it. Grrr. Not sure if gettin my azz to work out would be a better idea than just eating healthier...

Ahh
i am so sick of filling out flight attendant applications that i want to SCREAMMMM BUT its what i have to do if i wanna spend my time in the sky. the only thing is that the smaller airlines do not always pay for you to go to the interview and even then youre not guaranteed the position so that kinda blows. im looking into aviation schools and training so i can get my pilots license also but its so hard to decide which one. none of my friends are into being a pilot except the ones that went through the military to get their wings.... which im starting to consider but really dont wanna do if i dont have to. so...anybody here a pilot?

Ahhaha Too Much!!!
oh my... what a pussy he is! now he's aww worried, look the message i got "Sorry, Maria you know things have gone away... you don't need to sick your friends on me. I knwo what happend between us was bad you don't need ot bring any one else into the mix.... if you do there will be a lot of trouble brewing on lost cherry." he's the one comming to sneak on my page, who tryed to mess with me again telling lies, and who let their "friends" go and rate my friends with 1... since he kicked me, i never went to look for him, nor i went to his page, or tryed to contact him... i never mentioned his name here either!!!!! oh my... only few of my friends know who he is, and now he tells me i'm on drama? excellent, because he's with that other girl, and still wanted to mess up with me... lol this is too much...

Ahh Another Child!
So i actually think this one is really funny! So when the other thing in this album happened i thought about maybe not using the site for a while. Well this guy was messaging me and this is what he said: === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:07:04'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > Hey sexy whats up?? === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:08:37'.. > > > > > > > > > > why are you pissed off baby?? what happened? === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:12:00'.. > > > > > > > > cum on baby..that not a reason to quit...your too hot!!! === 'piscesguy18' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:15:28'.. > > > > > > dont worry about it baby... > > > > > > cum on baby..... after that he told me i should stay because i can continue to talk to him which i do not talk to him often. > === 'Brandi Lynne' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 12:19:58'.. > > > haha i dont talk to you enough for yu

Ahh Another Thing!
I'm sure you've all heard this and or read it in my last blogs however I've gotta wait at least 6 weeks before they can do a CT scan on me to make sure they have gotten it all in which case I hope like hell because I've already told John that if they haven't just to load the gun and pull the trigger, I can not go through what I've been through again it's painful, not only does it hurt you but the loved ones around you, anyways wish me well and the best of luck cause I sure will need it!

Ah Hah
The Magus As a master of magic the Adept has some abilty to change himself and the reality which surrounds him at will. The mark of a Magus however is that he is able to show other people how to change themselves into whatever they desire through the discipline of magic. There are two main types of genuine Magus, the Apotheosis Magus and the Nemesis Magus. Additionally there is the Hierophant or pseudo-magus. Each is recognizable by the debris left in his wake. The Apotheosis Magus, sometimes known as the Harlequin, is typically a master of internal disguise and often external disguise also. Frequently a person of fallstaffian tastes and grand gestures, he often distinguishes himself in a variety of human endeavors precisely because he has attained the freedom to be anything at all. Such freedom is often won only after a tremendous personal struggle to repair the effects of a difficult start in life. The Apotheosis Magus teaches by encouraging emulation and then often f

Ah Ha, You Could Of Guessed
If I knew how to answer every last thing I was asked, that would be great. I catch myself sometimes, then I breathe. Somethings are just too grand to put into words. That is my excuse. I don't know everything. Like big words or stock dealing, but I am still human. I would like to be treated as that, at least to say the most. All too often its like I am a forgotten ghost. Just wondering around, trying to get someones or anyones attention. I stopped seeking so much attention in real life, after the accident. I still managed to get pregnant twice, get two engagement rings. I would rather have avoided the tubal pregnancy and the time I was raped. I know now that I am never totally safe. One way or another fate is not on my side. I have chosen to not be so 'out there' today. I am still here, but not really. I am trying to find the comfort and warmth in being alone. If I can find where my inner strength lies, I shall be successful. I might not have told alot of people, I am really shy and

"ah, Here We Are! 'how To Travel In The Macrocosm' ... Listen To This ..."
"Ah, here we are! 'How to Travel in the Macrocosm' ... listen to this ..." WORD COUNT: 13,774 Seeing "The Astrosmurf" in the children's section of Book Nook yesterday brought back memories. For those not familiar with Delporte and Peyo's 1979 English translation (ISBN 0394851404) of this story -- and if you're not familiar with the Smurfs, please look them up -- one of the three-apples high little blue people, Dreamy Smurf by name and specialty, wants to go to another planet and he's at a loss how to do it. Dreamy goes to Papa Smurf, the oldest and wisest of them, who pulls down one of his magic books and begins reading today's title. "Firstly: every morning drink a pint of dew caught in the web of a male tarantula ..." As he goes on, the details depress Dreamy and he later succeeds in building a rocketship of his own. What he finds on another planet when he gets there ... well, for that you'll have to read the story (or watch the 1980s animated TV episode adapted from

Ahh Fuckzit!
i just came back from lunch, and in the morning i had to go to attend the dot net classes (they started with ASP.NET last class) but now i'll go to the medical service, i don't feel good my right ear hurts a lot, since the last 2 days, but i thought it was just a moment, not nothing that would hurt me inside for so long time so i don't think i'll be around till later many hugs for everyone, and i'm sorry for being absence much love

Ahhh Hubby's Home!
YAY! Hubby's home, now we're working on getting things here at home back to "normal"...we spent time on Saturday on the road to visit the older kids(but mainly to spend with my oldest, as it was her 22nd birthday)..ate dinner at Famous Daves, and just hang out...Sunday we watched the Broncos beat the Chiefs, then headed back home..long long drive...in the rain...blah..but SO good to be back home! So this week he's home on leave..woohooo! Definitely happy to have him home :)

Ahhhh
well things seem to be goin ok but im still not happy like normal i got the best gf a guy could ask for and yet my life aint perfect im stuck in the bullshit boring town for awhile but i need to be with my gf so bein stuck here and her 350miles away kills me but as soon as i get into school in austin everything will be perfect

Ahhh
I've done nothing all day. I slept, felt like shit when I was awake, and slept some more. Now that I'm up, I'm just going to grab a bite to eat and then pass out listening to some depressing piece of soothing earcandy. Is it in these moods that we are suppose to produce something artistic? Do you automatically become an artist once you put your thoughts onto a piece of paper or paint them on canvas? I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I have nothing to look forward to, the things I wanted to see or accomplish are just muffled sounds thumping in and out of my head. I feel like a robot on autopilot, going somewhere and doing things that other people would want to see me do. Why does it take a tragedy to produce something beautiful? Can you love life? I wish I was able to appreciate it more. I wish that I could hold on to some of the people I meet.. one person in general. The person that shares the great unknown with you, the person that appreciates your efforts to make things bet

Ahh Hell Its Only Tuesday
Today sux a big hairy ass..I have a bad ass headache.. My tooth is fucking killing me.. We're training a damn retard up here at work.. Damn.. I just wanna go home.. and crawl under my bed

Ahhhhhh Eeh?
You scored as 25% happy. Your life is going down the drain.Hurry and try to catch before you lose i forever.You must be a little more self confident.Get a few more friends, for they always have confidence within you.Remember "Yesterday is gone.. Live for today..Tomorrow may never come."25% happy75%50% happy75%100% Happy50%How happy are you???created with QuizFarm.com

Ahhh, So Nice...
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!92%You are a Demon58%Fallen Angel58%Vampire58%Black Witch42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Ahhh...the Bliss Of Being Married!
Ahhh...the bliss of being married! A man and his wife of more than 50 years were rocking back and forth on the front porch. Slowly they rocked, in rhythm as this was their time to spend a few quiet moments and after years of practice they rocked to the same pace. Suddenly the wife stopped, grabbed her cane, and with a loud and hard WHACK hit her husband across the shins. His eyes watered and tears ran down his cheeks. When he finally caught his breath he gasped and asked, "What'd you do that fer?" "That's fer fifty years of bad sex," she said. He nodded his head, but said nothing. Slowly they began to rock again. Again they kept pace. Back and forth, back and forth they rocked, until suddenly the man stopped, and picked up his cane. He reached over and with a loud, sharp WHACK, he hit his wife across the shins. As soon as her eyes quit watering and she could speak she asked. "What was that fer?" "That," said her husband as he began to rock again, "is fer knowin' the difference."

Ahhh I'm An Angel
You scored as Angel. Congratz! You are an angel. The world looks to you for advice and comfort. You\\\'re very protective of the ones you love and help anyone that you may pass on the street. You will fight if you absolutely have to, but you WILL NOT kill. You treat everyone, even your enemies, with mercy. While you help everyone, you still feel a hint of sadness... for not everyone would truly accept you, if they truly knew you, so you usually keep to yourself.Angel100%Fairy80%Gnome70%Dwarf60%Elf50%Halfling50%Orc50%Demon40%What mythical creature or race are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Ahhhhhhh Mums
so the topic of the day was about the pic thing with the primary photos which looks like a relatively minor thing but man o man did some people have a field day It went from disagreeing with it , to big brother is smothering us, to finding every little excuse in the world why we shouldnt be changing it...... so once again I made my opinion be heard about personal responibility and I was personally attacked, which happens regularly but i dont care...... annnnnnnnnnnnyway The bottom line about the pictures thing is this, no matter what the enforcement of it is, the rules are the rules, just like any other place in life if you dont like the rules in myspace you come here, you dont like the rules here you go elsewhere to where there are no rules ( I'm not endorsing leaving cherrytap , I love this place) so here i go , im going to rebutt every point I've seen made tonight , mostly because im bored enough to do so lol 1. its not fair some people's pics arent being removed...........

Ahhh What To Do.. =]
sooo last night. umm, where to begin..it was amazing. so all my college friends came home from the break, right? and i didn't get to see them until last night since ive been busy with family and evan. me and evan have actually been doing great, we went to the tree lighting downtown friday night. but anyways, everyone was over at my house in the basement just hangin out and stuff. i was so excited to see most of them, it has been a while. but the one guy i cant ever resist is kyle, he's just so adorable. me and him and james were sittin in another room just talkin..then kyle had to leave and he said he wanted to talk to me..i didnt know what to expect. but he basically told me that he is upset that im going back out with evan and that he's still in love with me. it really sucks that he lives at college now and he said that he wants to try a relationship next summer. this really sucks for me though because i used to be soo in love with him and he didnt care for me much, and now that

Ahhh Mahhhh Gawdddd
One more dayyyy. ONE MORE DAY. I love you more than life itself. //edit: I hate the word 'baby'. It is held too loosely these days. Anyhoo, I had an epiphany; I need to start reading the bible. God; I'm telling you now, I'm the biggest loser you put on this planet, and the fact that you know everything about me, You still love me unconditionally. For that, I am truly blessed. So, why is it so hard for me to return the favor? Or at least read Your word? I am in love with You so much. You've always been with me when I felt like life couldn't go on; You were the only one who understood how numb I felt when my brother died. You're the only one who knows me... You are the greatest, and I've been taking You for granted, and I need to stop. God, help me to become a better person; help me read Your word everyday; help me forgive those who have done me wrong; help me live for You and only You; protect me on my journey to New York; bless those people less fortunate

Ahhh
Work is insane.. with the holidays coming up there are sooooooooooo many cookies to make and I am ALWAYS the one who gets stuck doing them.. I hate it and I am cranky and I have cramps and I just wanna take a nap so I am going to do that!

Ahhhhhhh.....
WELL IM SO DEPRESSED TODAY ITS THE HOLIDAY'S I HATE THEM....THERE ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU GET AND WHAT YOU DONT GET ....NOT ABOUT ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS!! AINT THAT A FUCKIN BUMMER!! SO WHAT DID EVERYONE WANT FROM SANTA ....QUICK QUESTION WHY IS IT IF WE BUY THE SHIT HOW COME THE OLD GREY HEADED BASTARD GETS ALL THE CREDIT? IM GETTING SO BORED WTH THE SITE RIGHT NOW ITS JUST SO BORING.....ALL U HEAR IS THE SAME OLD SHIT I AM THINKING OF GETTING A NEW CAR ,....AND CANT DECIDE .....HMM I WANNA RED MUSTANG YES I DESERVE A BRIGHT RED ONE!!! HAHA OH GOD DAMN LET ME TELL U ABOUT THIS SHIT THAT HAPPEND TO ME WELL I WAS AT THE GROCERY STORE AND THIS WOMAN THAT WAS GOING OUT IN FRONT OF ME WAS JUST WALKING AND DIDNT APPEAR TO BE DOING ANYTHING WRONG WELL WE GET READY TO GO THRU THE DOOR I HEAR SOMEONE SAY STOP PLEASE SO I DID AND THEY ASK ME TO OPEN MY BAG AND I WAS LIKE WTF....LOL....THEY THOUGHT I WAS A SHOPLIFTER IT WAS THE WOMAN IN FRONT OF ME THEY DIDNT UNDERSTAND IT WAS HERE AND STOPPE

Ahhh !!! Ohhhh !!!
Memo from Santa: I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Alabama, Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, and Missouri on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract, I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead of milk and cookies, Bubba Claus prefers that children leave an RC cola and p ork skins (or a moon pi

Ahhh, Exactly One Week Of Break...
Fall semester's finally over as of yesterday. Winter session doesn't begin until the 28th. Then I have about another week till Spring semester. A in Advanced Drawing and Painting, A- in Figure Drawing (I told her not to give me an A because I didn't do my homework). I'll get back to you on Painting and French. Also, Deb took three of my pieces to shoot for the school lit. magazine that comes out in the Spring semester and is also sending one of them off to Albany to be in the SUNY show. :) I think my project for break is going to be a piece based on the song "Ventura Highway" by America. Jason wants to do a piece too, to have a healthy competition. Anyone else wanna join? We can have a massive online 4-week competition, lol.

Ahhhh!!!!
so i'm pissed now. i hate it when people keep you wating . and yet when you call you get pushed away becase there bissy . it just bugs the fuck out of me anymore . i hate lies and the poele that tell you them are BIG FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!!!!! i'm buntling being vage but i just want to stab someone right now!!!!! it's fucking bullshit and i'm done puting up with lossers anymore. so to all the fuckers and users out ther FUCK YOU YOU LIEING FUCKING DICKS I HATE YOU , AND I"M SORRY I LET MYSLEF BELIVE FOR ONE SEC YOU WHERE TELLING ME THE TRUTH!!!!!

Ahhhh
Have any of you ever pierced someone else or had a piercing done??? Let me tell yah, either way, it's a fuckin' rush of ecstacy!!! I can't even begin to describe how I feel when someone takes a needle and stabs it through the area I want pierced, or when I pierce someone for them and to feel their flesh tearing so slow, it's almost as if it's in slow motion. And then the blood. That's my favorite part. It sometimes just gushes all over you and it almost feels like a warm bath. Its just simply amazing.

Ahhhh...mmmmm...baby!...
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Ahhhhhhhhhh Stalkers!!!
ok i got one question plz can sumone tell me why bitches be stalkin my page? i send this guy i like all kinds of stuff as far as gifts.. graphics.. so then deeez bitches be cumming to my page fer wat bitch to see wat he left me? nosey ass fucking ask me if we phuckin no shame in my game..dont lurk like a goddamn stalker cause you making urself look like a dumb fuck when you roll up to my page and dont leave shit... then i see you also on his page and didnt leave shit!!

Ahhh!!!!!
i think i am have a bit a bad luck this week first my cell phone got messed up and had to be without it a couple of days and the my laptop not working correctly and the stupid botton to lock my car with in not working!!!!! if any more of my thing decide not to work or worl as well please let me know head of time so then i can deal with it better!!! lol jk ok done venting!!!! lol ~*GaiL*~

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
well yall its been a while since i did this. i have been thinkin alot lately. been thinkin about CT the Net and alot of things. It seems to me i have Not a life of my own and im givein all my time to others and its burning me out faster everytime. So i may take a very long and much needed break from everything and just worry about my job and savein money. well im dont for now talk again soon Much love to all my friends and Family

Ahhh Race Season And Other Crap....
Woohoo! NASCAR race season is starting up and I'm soooo excited! Racing has got to be my biggest passion....well that and cute guys! There are some really cute guys in NASCAR but I have one in mind that is very close to my heart. He knows who he is...hehe! Shhhh! My Valentine's Day was actually pretty good...I did some homework and watched some TV. I think you are looking at the happiest person after a breakup you'd ever see! I am free! I am free! Right now, I am trying to clear out some clutter around here...I am not carting all this shit across country! No way! I'm so excited about starting my new life, in a new place, with possibly a new man...everything is coming together for me now! Woohoo! So excited! Til next time.... Much love to my Cherry peeps! :-) Kristie24

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
fallin behind in this one, first place is climbing highhhhhhhher....lol show some love please click pic get direct link...let me know what ya want help with and i am there *wink* a rate a comment or hell comment bomb u'r choooooooice.....TY

Ahhhhh
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Ahhhhhhh
ok so the weathers horrible it hasn't stopped snowing since last night and they are announcing ice rain too the habs are already losing and their not even 5 minutes into the first period and im sitting here wishing i could be in a certain someone's arms but knowing damn well i cant be but from experience things will probably get worse :( wohoo for me well hope everyone else is having a better day then i am

Ahhh
I wanna be the girl you point to and say thats her I wanna be the girl you cant get to sleep thinking about I wanna be the girl you leave the party to go see I wanna be the girl you call to say i miss you I wanna be the girl you hug just to smell her purfume I wanna be the girl you kiss just to taste her lipgloss I wanna be the girl you tell your friends about I wanna be the girl you touch just to feel I wanna be the girl you cuddle just to feel her breath I wanna be your girl forever ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a piece of my mind --- ..if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because i want to, it's because you weren't brave enough to walk beside me. if you see me smile, it's not because i forgot you, it's because i got tired of crying over you. if you see me living again, it's not because i've moved on, it's because i hate the fact that you can live without me. so if i fall in love with someone else, it's not because i wanted to, it's bec

Ahhh.... Ct Has An Email System Now!!
What is CherryTAP mail? CherryTAP mail (cMail) allows members to send and receive email from their cherryTAP account to anyone in the world just like any web based email provider. Where do I go for technical support? The “CherryTAP Support” Lounge is a 24 hour technical support chat room run by members who are standing by to help problem solve any questions you have about CherryTAP. If you do not get the answer you are looking for, please contact an orange or green highlighted name. You can also leave a private message for CherryTAP Support. What's my email address? Your email address is displayed at the top of your inbox. Your initial email address is ct276261@cherrytap.com. You can change to a custom email address by clicking "My Profile" on your home page: the email customization is on the "Account Settings" tab. Once you have set your custom email address, you cannot change it again. Mail sent to your default address (ct276261@cherrytap.com) will stil

Ahhh.....three Little Words
A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at- heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00, on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the mans hand along with her address. She looked deeply into his eyes, and slowly and meaningfully said........"Clean my house."

Ahhhhh Love My Dark Life!!!!
It is so very funny how my life seems to be surrounded with death or at the very least the possibility of death! Yet I can’t say that I’m not used to it as I have had to put up with these things all my life! Lol my life.... now there’s a subject I don’t like! Right now I’m getting ready to move to a new place just down the road a few blocks...... not that bad! I don’t care co sim saving up to move to Sydney to be with my lovely she wolf! But I will miss my friends in S.A..... Sophie, .........SMEXY.......and all the others soo many that I haven’t had the pleasure of meeting! And it sucks as I love to hang with my friends but I went through a bad time and lost contact with them all! I’m trying hard to get them all back but there is a few that I was glad to lose as they where just using me, and I hate to be used... I am happy today and I love it! This feeling is just so sweetly!..........so pleasant........so alien!!!........ I was dark once and well I’m not going to tell you just ho

Ahhh, Another Weekend Gone :)
I hope ya'll had a great weekend. ;) I sure did, it was so relaxing and nice to talk to a lot of my friends. I know it's been a while for some of you, but we all have lives outside of the internet too. :P I wish you all a great week ahead. :) PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ aka lifelover2000™

Ahhh, More Reasons Why I Can't Stand Icp
Hello world. It's Ben. You should know me pretty well by this point. You should know there's a few things I have no involvement with: 1. The Insane Clown Posse and their Faggo drinking minions. 2. CherryTap drama. What's the point? It's a bunch of words on a screen at most. Sometimes a picture or two as well. What's the worst I can do to you? Type something you don't want to read? 3. People who cannot type properly [with exception paid to Orly]. And that whole bartending thing in lounges? Seriously--I'm NOT getting drunk when you say *gives a shot of JD* or some other ridiculous thing. That said...Overnight I became involved with all of those things. In fact, I was rather unaware that any of this was going on. As you might know, I DJ with a station called Static X. It's pretty fucking sweet. Seriously. As I've only been doing Static X on the weekends, when somebody asks me if I'm free to DJ on the weeknights I find no issue and I say "sure" because I kinda know them. Then

Ahhhh! It's A Banana!!! Run!!!!!
According to the Right Wing Watch's blog, losers Kirk Cameron (washed-up child actor) and "best-selling author Ray Comfort" say they will "prove God's existence, absolutely, scientifically, without mentioning the Bible or faith.”Yeah, right. Maybe it'll be another debunked nightmare scenario, like this one: And here I thought the worst nightmare was when that old guy tried to kill me...tag: atheist, nightmare, losers, kirk cameron, washed-up child star, ray comfort, banana, religion-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

!ahhhhhhhhhh Memories!! So True
!AHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets

Ahhh Ct!
Is it just me or is this site as bad as, adult friend finder? Can we say...everyone stop whore'n online and go out into the real world. I'm on here cause it's like a train wreck and an ego boost. Doesn't anyone have any morals anymore?

Ahhh...one Of My Favorites.
Artist: Salt N Pepa Album: Very Necessary Title: Sexy Noises Sexy Noises turn me on you know Talk to me and you can't go wrong I love the sound of your voice when you make love to me And you caress my lips with your tongue Love it when you whisper down me ears (ooh baby) Love it when you breathin' down me face (ooh baby) Love it when you rub down me spine (ooh baby) Love it when we drink white wine (ooh baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really turn me on (tell it to me baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really do turn me on (tell it to me baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really turn me on (tell it to me baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really do turn me on (tell it to me baby) Now tell me, baby How many hints must I make before you get the picture That I like it when you talk to me Don't shy away, say it to my face, talk sweet to me Go up and down and go round and do all that But don't forget that Im sisster with a thing for the sound So make a sexy noise when you're

Ahhh Full Of Racism
this mumm: http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=73467 entitled ENGLISH i got deemed unamerican by user panda Panda@ CherryTAP because i was speaking spanish... this user also marked a mumm nsfw because it was written in spanish this is in the later mumm ENGLISH this user has been saying derogatory terms about anyone who speaks english even if he meant it towards those that live in the US but i ask you where does it state in the constitution or in any of the laws that English is our national language... on top of that as i said this is a global website not every person speaks english and i would not be offended or troubled if i had to go to a translator website to understand what they had said because this is a global community. even though he has the right to his opinion i feel that ignorance of this level should be gone and taken off of the website and if i get kicked off for this i hope that you have fun. Porque sino entonces te mando por el carajo cabron gusano hij

Ahhhhhhhhhh
ok so im pissed its not offten that get this way im to the breaking point and i have a feeling im about to get pushed over it sure i have my problems and sure i try for somethings too hard but how the hell am i that bad off i try i realy do and sure i fail alot but thats life its not my choice i have so many hidden problems i dont share with anyone and i exadurate the ones i do share im a fucking hipocrit im emotional but not as bad as i say i am i let myself feel like that because it makes me know im alive i take the hurt and turn it to drive for another day my life is full of it who's isnt there is only so much one man can take in this world and im not one whos gonna be reborn and start again im gonna continue lifes a bitch but so what is always been that way few steps are taken on the right path those who dont make there own will come to an old rickity bridge at some point and have to cross you may fall but hell all u can do onece u reach the bottom is go up so why am i complaining

Ahhhh What A Weekend!
i love my man! i am so lucky to have him in my life. he treats me like i NEVER thought possable! i am one lucky girl! i cant wait , next weekend we are going camping well kinda camping in my parents yard with my sisters and stuff so that is going to be fun , and then the weekend after that we are going away for the weekend , just me and him!!!!! so long cell phones so long family , so long stress so long everything!!!!! i cant wait !!!!! and guess what , he is planning everything , i dont have to lift a finger! this rules!!! he spoils me so! sorry girls hes 100% mine mine MINE!!!!!! LMAO!!!! well that is my blog for now , i know really sappy stuff but ya know what , bite me , you know you love seeing me this way for once instead of in mega @itch mode , giggles! take care and i will blog again soon , and i wont be so sappy ....

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Everything is getting on my nerves. First Ivy - the little skank that I work with. Her stupid perky voice, her stupid high school giggle. Then the customers doing nothing but bitch, moan, bitch, moan, bitch, moan. Its the fucking 4th of July weekend. People are gonna be shopping for their damn parties and picnics. Our store is always busy to begin with - but it is a lot worse when the holidays are around. Now my neighbor is fuckin pissin me off. Its a nice cool day - but I have to close my windows and turn on the A/C and all my fans on high - because they're starting to shoot off those damn noise makers for the 4th. My dogs are terrified of the noises. Can someone PLEASE fucking shoot me?!?!?!?! Put me out of my damn misery. *end bitch blog*

Ahhhh
why when you assume something is over it never is....im giving up on it and as soon as it so over so i thought, he comes back and makes a move very unexpected. i just dont know anymore. life is insanity in a bottle

Ahhhh Shiznets
It's freaking Manic Monday and life sure is hecctic. I'm sitting here all hyped on ceffeine and not a damn thing to say except blah. Just wanted to let you ppl to know again I thank you for stopping in rating me and all that good shit. I would also like to say thanks to the ppl that make it possible to have happy hr, one of these days I plan to sponsor one myself, I dont know a whole lot about it but I will for sure find out. I will also try to get some more photoa uploaded as well, I am kind of waiting for this black eye to go the hell away, It's not very apealing I know but hell neither is my face muahahahahahaha beat ya to the punch line didnt I. A lot of ppl have asked me why dont you upload nude portraits well my friends it's like this, I dont feel the need to advertise myself in that manner on here. I dont want just anyone looking at my goods. I already have some crazy chic obsessed with me. Thats enough to make a person not want to go any further with broadcasting any m

Ahhhhh Vacation Was Amazing !
Ive made it back .. it took everything I had not to try and talk my way into staying at the beach for the longest time allowed ( 21 days) .. Granted Tenting it was tough at times ( rain rain and some more rain ) .. but .. it was amazing, Everyone had a blast .. met some Very cool people and we're hoping to meet up with them again next year .. we've exchanged names and addresses so we can all plan on it ..The first nite there was so cold my teeth were chattering to their own beat .. and I did have a lil tumble .. ok . .was a big tumble but i survived . thank gawd for Boobs ..and we all got a good laugh about it . my neice said i was airborne for a good 2 seconds Hahahahahaha .. Thank gawd it happened at nite or the whole campground would have had a good laugh with us .as i said in one of my pics ... not far from us they were filming the newest Indiana Jones movie so every day we'd see something to do with it going on .. and one of the people staying near us .. worked on set .. we really

Ahh Help!!!
if someone was looking for 2 people and they said... they're not in the livingroom, kitchen, bathroom, or bedroom but then they found the 2 people and said they're kas....sad.... WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!?!?!??! KAS....SAD....???? ITS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!! then i asked the person what they meant.. and they said... use your imagination and started crying. So... anyone have a good enough imagination to help me out here?! please?!?!?! im beggin yall!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING TODAY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU EVER HAVE THOSE DAYS? IT SUCKS I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS BUT I JUST WANNA SCREAM!! FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhh!
Ahhhhhh...Much better. That nap kicked my bad mood away. I feel a hell of a lot better than I did an hour or so ago when I posted my last blog entry. Also - If you guys are looking for a really good easy marinade for some of your meat - try out the Jack Daniels marinades. I just tried my first one today on the steaks I cooked outside - and oh my gravy! First off when I was outside cooking it, it smelled Sooooooo good. I actually had people from the park thats across the street from me stop by my house and asked what smelled so good. Then the taste....Holy Crap. It tasted Soooooooooooooo good. I would definitely recommend it. All you have to do is put in up to 3 pounds of meat in the actual bag the marinade comes in...and refrierate(sp?) it for at least a half hour before you are ready to cook it. The one I bought and used today was the Terriyaki. Definitely look for it in your groccery stores. I highly recommend it! BrattyBytch OUT!

Ahhhh Some Men!
What part of NO do men not understand?? I was just getting cigarettes at the gas station and as I am walking in this guy says “Beautiful” and so I said “Thank You” because that’s the way I am, I don’t think I am all that trust me, getting a compliment is always nice. I am getting the items I need in the store and this guy keeps staring and walking near me, at this point it’s annoying! So, I ignore him and leave the store and there he is right behind me asking me for my number! First of all, you should ask someone their name before asking for their phone number so points off right at the bat! I said, “No, I have a boyfriend”. Do you know this idiot says, ‘Oh so what?” I said “ No, like I SAID I have a boyfriend” with more conviction this time and get in my car. Well, here I am driving and his stupid ass is behind me with his head out the window saying some shit, I was not listening to him and here I am on my way home and this asshole is behind me so I have to go turn off at another ligh

Ahhh Life At Last!!!
Hey yall , just letting you know I'm still not online much. I've been busy trying to get my business to meet up with the goals I have for it and just living life. Just don't think I'm completely gone , I'll stop in from time to time but for now I need to stay in the real world more then the online one. I miss talking to everyone and hopefuly we'll all get the chance to catch up here and there. Letting everyone know I'm well and never have been happier!! Be well be safe. Muah!! XOXO ~ME~

Ahhhhh!
I enjoy spending the day at the spa that my family owns. I love the personal suanas we have there. little did I know we have cameras inside em to make sure if someone is not trapped. Personally I think the lady that manages the spa is a little voyuer spy.

Ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!
ok folks..please be patient with me...i know i have salutes to return and mail to reply to...and there are so many fucking stickies on my bulletin bored that i only really see the last 4 on the page so i cant really repost a bulletin unless you send me the link via fu mail or the shout box...i also know that there are several of you that have added me to your family...thank you..im currently at my max and cant add amymore till i level up..and even then i think there is a cap on how many even a godfather/mother can add...so if i dont you...please dont feel slighted...fubar wont let me add you....no let me see if i can catch up to myself..thanks for being so patient

Ahhh Another Sunday Morning
It's sunday morning, in for weekly reboots. a little groggy but i'll live. actually in a pretty good mood thinking fo things that may end up happeneing with my girl and all. like for once in mis a light at the end of the tunnel that isn't the oncoming train. hope you had a good night at work baby, hopefully i'll get to chat with you soon XOXO

Ahhh!
Ever since I was in probably the 6th grade we got calls for someone named Monica Coleman. I am now graduated. I've moved 3 times since then(not because of the calls) and we have a completely different phone number but we still get telemarketers calling for Monica friggin' Coleman! FTW. On a MUCH better note, I gots a job interview! A day after I applied, ho yeah.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Well I got a phone call from the dr and........................ I won't find out my results til THURSDAY!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate this bull shiznat. And for those of you that are wondering why I have been entirely too busy lately, its b/c my boss gave me the job of making lesson plans and writing worksheet and making tests for our new book that is coming out in sept. I have ALOT of crap to do with it. and it sucks. I just wanted to say it sucks, sucks big fat donkey d*ck cuz there is 26 chapters! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Ahhhhh That's Better
That’s better My hands touch the places that move me My body burns for satisfaction I run my fingers along the curves of my own desperate need Tracing the outlines of the givers of milk I have gotten my own attention Slowly moving down to the flower of my soul I already feel the pulsing of my heart Teasing the skin of a peach as goose bumps fall over me Seeking the core not to quickly I rub the pearl it hides Until my own privet treasure is given to me …… Ahhhhhhhh……. That’s better

Ahhh . . . Life
My son is all moved out now. I will miss him, lots. He will do good out on his own, he has proven that, he has been on his own for a while before. When I was his age, I was on my own, and it was a wonderful feeling, but then I am a very independent person. He is as well, and I feel that's not such a bad trait to pick up from me. At least he is just 45 mins away, and I can run see him. Ok, drive not run...lmao. It seems when your children leave home, that is when you see if any of the values you have tried to teach them has sunk in, and you see that they have watched you over the years, more so than listened. That can be a scary thought. Well, as you can tell, I am missing my boy, but hey, one thing I know for sure, he loves his Momma.

Ahhh
i want the idea of love even though i am so young everyone around me has it but i dont want to be hung i need to get away just so i can think i dont know what to do i just need to sink sink to the bottom and stay there for a while just to be alone because i dont know about a child

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh Memories
Close your eyes...And go back... .....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... .....Before semi-automatics and crack.... .....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... .....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... .....way back.... .....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck.....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracke

Ahhhhhh!!!!!
ahhhhh!!! I’m going crazy! okay so I have 2 weeks left of my leave and I can take up till the 11th of October off but I'm already going crazy sitting at the house with the kids or when my grandma takes Lucian or even when I go over to someone else's house, I'm still going crazy. I need to get out with more social interaction with people, new people and guys. I realized I only have one guy friend that I can talk to and he is in Boise. HELP! I just need to get out more. I'm hoping to be able to get out a little more once I get somethings finacially set with some of my new bills. most likely next month which also will be my 22nd birthday at the end of the month. Oh, so lonely.

Ahhhhh!!!pulls Hair Out...
OMG I lost my granny's wedding ring in my back woods. I was going back there to untangle my brother's dog when I almost fell and grabbed a loose branch and the ring slid right off my finger. I have tried and tried to find it and I cant:(

Ahhh
She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking, she's hated & taunted she's wanted & flaunted she's a puppet on a string, an angel without a wing, she's every girl you want her to be but she only wants her self esteem

Ahhhh Trun Round ... Negitive
Ohhhh today is a dreaM IT REALLY IS FOR ANYONE WHO talked to me and really talked to me knows what i am going thur today i got it back Negitive they didnt kill me lol they hurt me but its gonna make me stronger i pretty much in the clear and can stop freaking just knowing the big scary is over is amazing feeling i soo happy right now ohhh and Rob with out u i would have gone insane much love dear

Ahhh...the Good Life ..
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's, 70's and 80's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and

Ahhhh............michiganers
Are you aware that Jeff Foxworthy is now picking on Michigan? Read on. (pretty funny and acurate) 1. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Michigan. 2. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan. 3. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Michigan. 4. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year, you might live in Michigan. 5. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Michigan. 6. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Michigan. 7. If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might live in Michigan. 8. If your town has

Ahhhh Life!!
So I got a new car!! 2001 PT Cruser!!! whooo! N I work at GetGo!!! Exciteing! yea not so much! lmao~ But yea Im just takeing life as it comes!! Its going pretty well right now sooo yea! hopefillu it stays this way! But yea I need stuff to do ppl!!! lol So message me and maybe...(if ur special)lol ;)... we'll chill! Hit me up!!!!! ~Love ya~

Ahhh, Le Amore! Side By Side
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she had stayed by his bedside every day. One day, when he came to, he whispered, "You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you stayed right here. When my health started failing, you were still by my side. You know what?" "What, Dear?" she gently asked, smiling as her eyes began to fill with tears. "I think you're bad luck. Get the hell away from me."

Ahhhhhh It's True...
Twas the night before Pittsburgh, when all through my mind, Were visions of couch burnings, both yours and mine. Firemen were resting and acting quite lazy, But they knew that things were about to get crazy. The players were nestled, Markell did his dreds, While visions of Bourbon Street danced in their heads. There were Quinton's gold teeth, Larry's son in his lap, While the quarterback made noises to sound like a cat. When down in the end zone there arose such a noise, They sprang from their homes and called all their boys. To the field they flew, fast as Devine, Making sure to pick up the offensive line. The invaders had arrived at the stadium early, These Panthers were looking noticeably surly. There was a point to this late-night trip through the hills, They were out on the field doing defensive drills. With a dapper old coach who combed his mustache, You knew in a moment it must be Wannstedt. He'd made his name as a defensi

Ahhhhh
So i posted a blog earlier and it got lost in fubarland lol...yayyy...well this year is finally coming to an end..I have had a love/hate thing for it throughout...Lost 5 ppl and 2 cats in 3 months..then my job..then there was no jobs..i looked under rocks and in newspapers for one ..but everyone said october..then January..so i finally get a job and they say well its seasonal and u will have a month b4 its over..YAY..then life blew up in my face..yay!! don't get me wrong I am thankful for breathing and for the friends and fam i have..and so happy they are safe and healthy..but seriously I want to kick someones ass lol Im done kicking my own..LOL...ahhhhhhhhh I feel better now!!!

Ahhh Winter
So, the North Country is apparently expecting a huge storm. And my snow blower is buried in the back of my garage behind EVERYTHING I haven't unpacked yet. NOT GOOD. Anyway life is OK. I'm getting ready to go to Jersey for the Holidays to be with my family. Stay there for a week or so. It's Friday and I'm bored. So I figured I'd write. xoxo

+ahhh....hollywood :
So, you got your greasy little plotting hands on our 'Golden Compass', hmm? The book was about Atheism, and in it the antagonist is GOD! You just couldn't handle that reality, could you, Hollywood? god? Evil? NEVERRR. Whatever. FVCK that stupid movie, and it's new plot. All ye enemies of enforced religion, do NOT shell out 10 bucks for this one. Don't even burn the energy required to download it for free and watch it. I may be Wiccan, but I would rather DIE a torturous death than force my religion on an Atheist. So where was I? Oh yeah : PROTEST 'THE GOLDEN COMPASS'! STAY AWAY FROM IT COMPLETELY MY FRIENDS! Annnd, buy the book version.+

Ahhhh Brighteyed Artist Is A Cutie.. And She Is All Mine! Lol
ISNT SHE HOT! YOU GOT TO CHECK HER OUT! ~~Sunshine- Fu Owned by @WRAITHKING@~~@ fubar She WON IN Wildcats Valentine Auction ONE MONTH OF GOOD OLE ME! *Waggles Eyebrows* & Here is the first of what she won, This pimp out & Slideshow. I hope she bid on me just for my html Skills? *smirk* None the less, We have yet to be introduced. So I hope she likes this.

Ahhh Check It Out Tell Me What U Think
Went through so many relationships. Not one was right fo me. Then I meet you. I thoughh it will be the same. you Just another. I am so scared to fall in love with you. so I won't even bother getting close to you. Yet your the one I wanna be with. Never before have I felt this way. Sometimes I wish I never meet you. But then I hear your sweet voice, and I end up thanking you. For beign with me, for caring, and putting up with me. I know you will always be there for my want's and need's. I don't know what to do. what do you think? Nights are long Days are so sad. When i'm not wiht you. I feel so empty and sad. Cuz i'm missing you, and nobody knows it, but me. I'm falling in love with you. But what do you say at a moment like this? When you can't find the words to say, to tell it like it is? I'll just close my eyes and let my heart lead the way. Baby what do u say?

Ahhhhhhhhhh Fuck Yeah?
Ok so ....I'm really hungry (thought you should ALL KNOW) umm ok so I have to say I'm kinda sad/happy I need to say that 1. my boss who is like mom is leaving or left..actually :( its really sad I miss her. 2. my friend Josh leaves in FIVE FUCKING DAYS but you know what? shabang...you wont understand unless I tell you the story so YEAH just deal. 3. Month 1 month bitches 1 month 4. Dan my BFFFFFFFF4L boyfriend who got and MD from the Navy got home last night..tried to scare me out of basic..its like "bitch...please" 5. I'm really tired..fuckin didn't go to bed till like 430 woke up at 530 drove across town..to take some friends to school (yes their in hs) and was like..dude...I'm still a little drunk I know they are COMPLETELY drunk still..sitting in class right now :) its awesome being the one in charge ;) I rock jk. 6. I'm still really hungry. 7. my hair is pretty. 8. I really miss Donnie :( I don't know why he killed himself and its constantly sucking to have to look at hi

Ahhhhhhh
.so the twiztid concert was the shit of course......but sad thing is my stalker still presists i might have to change my number cuz he found it and i had 45 missed calls from him in less then 45 mins hes insane i might have to get a restraining order what do you think?

Ahhh, Memories... M00 :d
Just reminiscing the days of dalnet irc... Hellbound... i/o... raz0r911... #dragons #i/o #bannedndamned WhiteDragon, bleach, malkman, klined, Warpt, _hugh... i miss them fvckerz. i need to get on there again and see if anyone wants to play "this doesn't belong on the net"... :) oyea, just in case anyone is wondering... mention "his" name? you're deleted. dig?

Ahhhhhhh !!!!!!!
Fuck, ok now that I have gotten that off my chest, ....tension breaker had to be done, god damn just when I figured out the fucking answers some smart ass goes and changes the god damn questions. Don't yah hate that? I do. well alright y'all I'm back and I'm as pissed off as ever, My brother can eat shit and die for all I care, and my Dad, well that is still up in the air, I swear I could start screaming and never stop, if it wasn't for my Dearest Remy , the love, the rock, that keeps me anchored I swear I would have gone off the deep end a long frickin time ago. Well, lets see here where the hell do I begin, hmmnnn well lets see I could go with the person I am seriously pissed off at, for using my Love, my Remy to get what she wanted, and didn't care who she had to lie to, decieve or hurt to get it. which is fine with me right up until the whole "using my man" bit, that is where I come unglued! Jesus she says one thing and does another all the fucking time! and yet I just let her ke

Ahhhhh Continued.
Is it just me or has the world gone nucking futs? just wondering, when did going to work ill, become a fireable affair? when did wanting what's best for the people you are closest too, become meddling? when did doing the right thing, make me the most hated person on earth, or made to feel like that at least, when did giving a damn, become a bad thing. when did having the tools of being a responsible dog owner instantly make my dog aggressive? and why in the hell do police need to be called because some stuck up cunt can't control her dog enough to leave mine alone. when did my dog become the anti christ? when did owning a beautiful dog become harbouring a vicious blood thirsty menace, when did having the dog you want become illegal, because of some fucking list made up by all the animal hating, anal retentive, momma's boys who have screwed over enough people and paid there way to be in some kind of goverment. Why did we allow this list, this is just a way for money grubbing insurance

Ahhhhhh, This Ol World...
The "Naked Cowboy" is suing M&M's for copyright infringement, because they have adds depictiong their lil guys dressed as cowboys in adds. This is why America is so expensive. At least part of the reason. I have been looking at their adds for years, and they've dressed up as various occupations before, never with clothes, but the accesories. And a guy who has become "famous" because he sits in Times Square in his underwear, playing a guitar, wearing a cowboy hat, is suing them. I'm all for big business getting taken down a notch, but in this case, I hope they win. In fact, I hope they counter sue, so that celebrity wannabe has to put some clothes on. It brings to mind other famous lawsuits, that juries have dropped the ball on. You know the most famous. The 80 year old woman who sued McDonalds because she spilled it on her cooch, and it burned her. She claimed it was too hot. I've been drinking coffee for years, and you get it two ways...too hot, or iced. But th

Ahhh
Ruby is um. insane. she was over a couple of days ago and my mom was on the porch talking to both of us and was randomly talking about crackers. like the food. so Ruby looks at her and says "Dont call me a Cracker!" Mami looked sad not realizing it was a joke. hahahaha! score one for Ruby!

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Ahhh, A Nice Weekend!
Heyyy friends! been awhile since i popped in! How you all you doin?? I had a great weekend, a long overdue getaway weekend. We took off and spent a day at the river, playin with the fam, gettin some sun, swimmin, yup all that good stuff :) Heh, got a bit pink tho, been slathering on the aloe the last couple days lol it would so be worth it if it would actually turn to some color or a tan, but i highly doubt it...i stay white no matter what lol After our day at the river we went to my brother-in-laws and grilled and shot off fireworks. thats always fun for a bit :) we spent the next day kind of bein bums, but we really enjoyed getting to do that for a change. we saw some people we hadn't since moving, and lounged by the pool. Then went to the lake where the city's big fireworks display was gonna go off. indulged in a yummy funnel cake..bavarian cream baby!...had an awesome show (but i do think last years may have been better) Afterwards i went out with a couple girl friends

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok heres the scoop im a struggling mistress who has my own site and its going ok but could be alot better. i cant work a realy job right now cuz im on disability. im trying so hard to go to fetish con i know its what i need to do to make my name. if any of you know of a way to help please message me back. thanks Mistress Adalin P.S. and if you are interested my website is mistressadalin.com i have photos on now and i am also offering cyber session. hope to hear from you all soon thanks again.

Ahhh The Human Heart
?Everyone wants someone who wants somebody else.? ? And cares for someone who couldn't care less about them. ? ?People everyday amd everywhere go through this vicious cycle of pleasing and teasing..no one is truly content. ? ?The heart hungers for love, but its a lust that keeps it pumping.? ?We got what we'd kill for and trade it for something not even worth living.? ?Some will never find what's good, others will settle for everything.? ?Bitter looks and jealous stings supposedly make you stronger, but eat away at your insides.? ?The weak forgive and forget..the strong remember it every waking moment, and apply it to the future.? ?The brain knows what it needs...The human heart...that is still a mystery...?

Ahhhhh Now I Understand Better!
What women say And what they MEAN ARE YOU WILLING TO: This means you better do it. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of "those" arguments. FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. NOTHING: This means "something" and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I do

Ahhhh Its A Bunch Of Rambling
is this what has become of me i mean really why do people say one thing and do another...how can u fall in and out of love or turn it off like a light switch?how can u just tear someone apart and leave them in the dark feeling useless.. cold my skin feel like my life is now over i feel my heart beat slowing down slower and slower it falls...the pain i feel the pain the torture... how can u just break like that how can u make someone hurt even though they other did nothing .. so i ask whats next is there a single women in this world that wont ripe my heart out like a fucking peace of meat... really im hurt i hang my head up but its to heavy to hang so it is lowered to the ground ...what should i do is there anyone out there ......that feels mu pain ...someone there that wood treat me good?

Ahhh Fuckin Hate Drama
I really do its a known fact that Acacia+drama=no because I WILL kick your fucking face in.. SORRY but its true. aside from that I think I broke something in my foot DO NOT ask how cuz..I don't know, I think maybe surfing haha..woops and now I have like this icy hot stuff on and it feels way cool...woo OK I start school in like a month..YAY who wants to study weapon technology?!?! I DO I DO! ya I have decided that after 2 years at a CC (so you know like 2011/2012) I'll go to Oregon Mil. Academy & study their program on military sci/weapon tech. I'm gonna blow shit up jis retty much WHAT I'm trying to say so watch out cuz if you know me you know i will. I can't wait to go home for Christmas too...FUDGE I wanna see my niece & nephew like CRAZY and well my mommy too I miss my dog the mostest. Only a few more months & I can hug & kiss all those kids who mean the world to me... only downside? It'll be bitter sweet. :--\ k

Ahhhh Crazy Internet Ppl...
aiight...i'v been talkin this dis lady on here on and off now,,,she seem like a total sweetheart, but last night she wrote a blog about ending her life, so i called her to see what up...no answer so i left a sweet message,,,she wrote me a note bashing me...lol...i mean, i've never done anything to disrespect her and i've never met her, even though she lives 45min to an hour away from me,,,i was plannin to take her to lunch but my shedule is crazy, never got the chance to... but anyway, imagine if i had met her,,,she prolly kill me in my sleep...lol...i have leave her alone...no contact what so ever,,, so people, please becareful who your tryin to met on the computer...crazy lunatics out there...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
so in all reality i fucked up... i lost him... which i know is my fault... now hes dating my cousin... talk about keeping it in the family... haha...yeah... theres nothing to really say about it... it hurts i can't hide that...but its nothing i can stop... she hurts him and ill kill her though... i don't care if its 8 years from now...ill kill whatever girl hurts him! i love you boy...

Ahhhhh, The Times We Had....
Ahhhhh, the times we had... Its been a wonderful 8 years, George, but the time has come for us to part ways. I'm sorry its come to this, but...well, these things happen. I want to wish you luck in your search for a new career. I hear there's an opening in Congress, but perhaps something in the environmental services field would be more to your liking. (I know you have a hard time with those big words, so Environmental services would be like a janitor.) Come to think of it, cleaning up messes wasn't one of your strong suits; was it? Well, I'm sure you'll find something. Your father can probably get you the number for the unemployment office, if you think you'll need it. If you wouldn't mind, could you make sure the White House is in the same condition it was, before you moved in? I know you probably didn't put down a security deposit, but, really, its just common courtesy. (This includes cleaning up any droppings your dog ~our yourself~ may have left in the yard.) Also, you might h

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Haven't seen my brother in 11 months! He's gonna be home any minute!!! And those of you who know about my failed trip to Texas know my disappointment about not seeing him there...But yay!!! He's almost home!!!!!!!

Ahhhh
I'm seriously to the point where I am gonna give up! I hate when your with a guy and there is no changing him! When your in a relationship there should be some compromise!! Well in mine.. yea there is not! His way or the highway! Well I'm about to get on the highway and drive really fast! I don't think deer on the wall are the "IT" thing! Camo on everything is NOT appealing! and I HATE COUNTRY! People that know Eric are probably thinking ok well your not the perfect girl for him because thats pretty much his life in 3 sentences! It's not fair I have to give up everything! He can have his little bachelor's pad because I'm about done and he can be single! Yea I might be blowing it out of proportion but I'm sick of being treated like shit, paying ALL the bills, expecting I do everything by myself! and be a perfect little girlfriend with no attitude! Well I'm a bitch! I don't let people push me around! I'm very OCD and I don't need this shit especially every

Ahhhhhh Tooo Amazing
Sooo i sued my friend and was texted this Did you enjoy playing with Ace Angels hun? Send us any good shots or let us know if you wish to BP model with us. We loved your energy. -M" so i gonna be doing body paint modeling soooooo cool

Ahhhh Scared Myself
SITTING HERE AND REALLY NOT DO ADAMNTHING.. I HAVE SOME WEIRD SOUNDS.. LOOK UP AND EVERY CAN'TFINE ITANY WHERE... I SCARED THE LIVING HELL OUT OF MYSELF.. YUP YOU GESSIT RIGHT .. HOWDO YOU SCARED YOURSELF.. IT IS VERY EASY TO DO..

Ahhh, To Be Six Again....
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
TYPING THROUGH TEAR FILLED EYES..I SIT HERE AND TRY TO PUT TO WORDS MY FEELINGS.....UNABLE TO SEE WHAT IM TYPING....MY HEART IS IN A MILLION PIECES. I WANT TO STOP CRYING I WANT IT TO GO AWAY. I WANT MY HEART BACK. YOU STOLE IT FROM ME. AND THEN BUSTED IT IN SO MANY PIECES IT WONT GO BACK TOGETHER. I HATE THE FACT YOU RAN AWAY. YOU LEFT WITHOUT NO TRUE MEANING BEHIND IT. YOU FUCKING JUST LEFT. YOU GOT SCARED AND TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME UNABLE TO FACE WHAT WAS IN FRONT OF YOU! FOR THIS I HATE YOU!! YOU TOOK MY HEART I WANT IT BACK MY MIND IS GONE LOST IN A CLOUD. UNABLE TO FACE ME....FACE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED ME.....YOU SIT AND HIDE LIKE NOTHING MATTERS TO YOU. LIKE IT WAS JUST A DREAM. YOU ARE A COWARD FOR NOT COMING OUT AND FACING WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME. YOU ARE A COWARD FOR DOIN THIS TO ME. YOU SAY YOU FELT THE SAME.....DOUBTFUL....YOUD BE JUST AS MISERABLE AS ME.......YET YOUR NOT. MY EYES HURT FROM THE TEARS I HAVE SHED. YET YOU HAVE NOT SHED ONE....YOU SAY YOU DID......YET I DONT

Ahhhh....
So I don't get much sleep since the explosion, and with as normal as that has become, I am EXHAUSTED! Not quite two hours away from the end of a 13+ hour shift, and all I can think about is sleep. I don't feel well, and my entire body aches. I want nothing more than to be in my bed with Patrick's arms around me and the children asleep down the hall. It doesn't sound like too much to ask for, is it?

Ahhh! Real Monsters!
Actually it's Ahhh! Size 26?!?! I bought some pants from Hot Topic awhile ago and thought they said 29 because my normal size, which was 30 was too loose by this brand. I go to put on the pants the next morning and I see the tag says 26. I was like, "not good". So I try them on and wala. They fit, but the hugged me like a pair of chick pants. They caused a lot of uncomfortable readjustments, but what the hell. My friend Bryan actually named my 'junk' adjustments as the 'LA handshake'. The reason I couldn't just go return them is because I used the reciept to give a chick my number as she was on working and couldn't give out her number at that point. I did get the date though, so I'll survive. They didn't shrink in the drier, but the top button dig break eventually.

Ahhhhhhh!!!!
ok ok! i'll just type. i have busted my broke deadbeat artist ass into the ground over the last few years just tryin to come up a little. not rich! not "hey everyone love me" im sayin....connecting with other artists. being co-partner in a huge local art event. to help and promote and expose and expand the talent around me. now i see those rotten back biting hippies who told me i voted for an Alien...doing the same art thing...the same day...right next door. hows that for an original idea? rip off the people you supposedly hate and half ass it and charge people at the same time?! i want to make money off of art. but i want everyone involved with being a part of the art community to make money. its not selling out if you make money off of what you love to do. because bottom line...its still a job, its just a job you love to do and is part of that person's insides. these people who are now taking what a friend and i created to make freedom of expression free...they are cha

Ahhh
2 More days till my VIP expires, an I haven't even gotten some really good pix of my newer self up yet..lol.... O'well it's all good maybe once daddy (HUSBAND) and I get our shit str8 I'll be able to get another VIP.......

Ahhhh... The Holy Land
Last month I was in Jerusalem with my wife. We were there about a half a week when she became ill. Two days after she got sick, she passed away. The embassy there was a great help to me, they were supportive and gave me a choice as to what my options were with her body. They told me I could either fly it back to the states for $7,000 and be able to bury her at close to home, or for $500 keep her there in the Holy Land. My wife was a devout catholic, and I knew if given the choice, she most likely would have pick to be buried there. But I also knew I would miss out on being able to visit her grave regularly. I asked the embassy to give me a day to think it over. The next day I returned to the embassy and they asked if I decided on what to do. I said "I did a lil research, and about 2,000 yrs ago a man lived here, died here, was buried here, and 3days later he came back from the dead... I cant risk that with her"

Ahhh...shopping:)
Hey there, As much as I love shopping, I don't really like spending too much cash. That's why I'm always on the look-out for deals. Here are a couple of sites you might want to check out, especially if you are buying things for a new apartment: Cheap Flat Screen TVs, Cheap Bed Frames, and Shark Steam Cleaner. Enjoy!

Ahhhh
So my boyfriend have dumped me today, after telling me how much he loves me, and how much he wants to be with me. I am really heartbroken, espcially now that I wont have any sex life at all. I prefer the real meat, if you know what I mean. All my toys just dont cut it for me any longer. I just wish I could meet a man who could satisfy me as much as I could satisfy him.

Ahhhhh
First full day not on the fire truck or ambulance. I needed a break. Damn I was getting burned out. Ended up missing a shooting, but I've run enough I'm not too broken up about it. There will always be more. Everyone be safe out there!

Ahhh Memories.
What my midgets and I watched over the Holidays.I couldn't be happier!! Specially Dark Crystal,it was a gift from my in laws to the midgets.. I almost fainted when I seen it due to sheer joy!!I know this whole movie word for word,and was so happy to see my youngest love it just as much as me,while sporting a million questions about the puppets and how they moved and what not.You still cant get any better then that!oh and the labyrinth of course.(you remind me of the babe!(what babe?babe with the powe...shutting up now) Also the Goonies!!my oldest loved it,we all climbed into our big bed with some popcorn and had a good ol family movie night.Which we try to have every weekend. Now my daughter walks around yelling" HEEEEEEEEY YOOOOOOOOU GUUUUUUUUYS!!!!!" as does daddy too lol. Good times all around, now to find something for this weekend. on that note..IM gonna put three videos via comment reply. Hope you all get to have a giggle watching them. Later days!(h)

Ahhhahahahahaha
BIG J: wutz wrong wif dat cancel Chat 7:16pm reply BIG J: are jew angry? cancel Chat 7:20pm reply BIG J: and i dont care... that was funnny cancel Chat 7:24pm more To BIG J: I think stupid people should be drowned in their own drool. Have a craptacular evening. cancel Chat

Ahhhhhh Hahahahhahaha Idiot
To GEM GIRL P...: Hi..you can please leave my page.I have no tolerance forliars and thieves..and many have called you both. So scoot along..and have a nice night GEM GIRL P...: I wouldnt bother dont worry about it, youre blocked Hilarious..she checked me out and rated me..no less than 12 people have told me she is a ripoff artist..fucks people over for bling and shit..and yeah she blocked me *sigh*

Ahhh
My mind has a million thoughts going through it at once. I'm also bored out of my mind. I need something to happen. The MuMMs are lame. Someone should stalk me in there. Oh, I'll be making salutes tomorrow night. If you want one, send me a message. Also, who wants a Christmas card, a REAL one. I'll need you to send me your address in a message to...please do NOT send it in a drink/gift.

Ahh, I'm Baaaaaaack!!
Well, well, it took a bit, but I'm back online full time, and crazy as ever! On a high note, I finally got a guestbook that works...no more icky huge white space on my jprofile that does nothing...so sign it, yall! :D Still DJ'in for Hippo Radio, still diggin' it bigtime...check it out at www.hipporadio.co.uk, or check out our lounge right here in Fubar...and dig on that awesome audio goodness!! Brightest of Blessings to All!!!

Ahh Kids And There Stories..
my neice 5 yrs old: "there's this old ugly troll who lives under the bridge. and the bridge is made of caca" in the car with daddy driving home:"want fries with that shake" yells out to boy's walkin by on the street. yesterday singing in the hall way: "I want you, i want you so bad baby" from Sgt Pepper movie..

Ahh Love.
You Are 75% Passionate, 25% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Ahh Look I Did A Real Blog.... Whoopty Frelling Doo!
It has been way to long since I have seen this side of me! And I must say it dose make me happy to see its return! Hiding ones self is never a good thing to do now is it! The pain is long gone now! And I’m happy for that! Yet the lingering effects of it seem to haunt me! I used to say “I am pain! I am misery!” I laugh at that! I am not that I am me!…… and I am something to be feared at times! I cut to live was my favorite poem! Dedicated to Sophie a ……. friend of mine! I stopped listening to dark music…. But that just opened my head to the reality of why I started to listen to it!… to night as I write this I am listening to the Rasmus! One of my fav groups! Mmmmmmm the relive a lot of pent up things inside me! Do not fear me! I am just a puppy in wolfs skin! I have no teeth just a sweet smile and a happy laugh! But tell me what lies beneath that smile? Can you tell me? I haven’t bloged in nearly long enough! So now I am! I’m in love! She is Suzan!….. And I’m happy that

Ahh Oil
Where is the cost of oil coming from? So people who are paid allot more than me, and are educated allot more than me have tried to tackle this question. Where is the proce coming from? How can we stop it? And who is making the money. So I tried to come at it from a simple premise from one of my favorite movie franchises. “Follow the rich white man” In this case we also have OPEC so follow the rich man will suffice. Many people have tried to tackle this from many different angles. Is it the speculators? Money grubbing investors who buy early harvests of oil and sell it later at higher market prices? Is it the oil conglomerates? OPEC and EXON pinching your cash in times of need. Is it the government taking huge amounts of taxes off every dollar you spend at the pump? It isn’t any of these things. So where is the expense? Demand. In one simple elegant word you can begin to possibly see, or maybe you can’t. So allow me to expunge on this topic. As the repo

Ahh.....payback
Mrs. Johnson decided to have her portrait painted by a famous artist. She told the artist, "Paint me with diamond earrings, a diamond necklace, emerald bracelets, and a ruby pendant." The artist replied, "But you are not wearing any of those things." "I know," said Mrs. Johnson. "but my health is not good and my husband is having an affair with his secretary. When I die I'm sure he will marry her, and I want the b*tch to go nuts looking for the jewelry." Blessed are the cracked; For they let in the light. Gwendolyn Johnson Coming to you from Brooklyn

Ahh Poor Baby!
I was minding my own buisness playing around on fubar when I get a shout from this guy. At first he seemed really nice until I told him he could not have my yahoo screen name, then I found out who he really was, WOW Jackle and hyde??? and I was even called a cunt! Why do men have to be this way? I can see he was very very childish indeed.

Ahh, Romance...
my girl and i have such loving conversations. Example: Her: Penis Me: Hairy sweaty ball sack her: Dirty herp infested douche me: Crunchy drandruf and crab covered panties her: Crusty crotched chlamydia dick me: Ulcer ridden silo ride complete with foamy discharge her: Maggot cumshooting buttmuncher me: Inflamed dingleberry ridden phincter oozing ky can you feel the love? i can...although it kinda itches...and burns when i pee..

Ahh So This Isnt So Good...
Monday (yesterday) I was involved in a car accident. My poor little del Sol is now undrivable and Im sad... Dont worry everyone... I've only sustained bruises. It was my fault unfortunately :( But no one was hurt thank god. My car looked a hell of alot worse than his did. The whole bumper was taken off of mine (it was plastic lmao) and at least he had all of his. Suprisingly, I didnt have nightmares last night about it. In the mean time, I've met this great guy who's a great support beam for me. He listens, and gives great advice. Theres quite a bit of age difference but we can talk for hours (or at least I usually do the bitching haha). So yeah... Right now, I have goods and bads. The great thing is, I have this good that'll be there for me no matter what happens. Its a great feeling. Have a great Tuesday y'all :)

Ahh.. So Yeah. :( Sad Ramblings
I don't know who to talk to or rather who'll listen. So I suppose I shall blog about the things that've been going on. Well in recent times things haven't been all that wonderful. March was my 25th birthday.. Great right?!?? um nope not so much.. a few days afterwards my sisters fiancé passed away in a car accident. So in dealing with that over the last several months, other things have been going on. Such as having several of my friends move away, get married and or both. So along with that I have felt a loss in another way. Then to make matters worse, my job leaves me unsatisfied. I come home and feel that my day was a waste. I work the late shift and there for have shifted my sleeping schedule accordingly. I sleep until noon, get ready for work, get off work at 10 and re do my day all over again. That’s neither here nor there.. I only have one friend left to hang out with in town. And well he’s dying. He has Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome http://www.ehlers-danlos.org/index.htm ) and is a ma

Ahh The South.......
Ok, that's it. This place called Williamsburg Virginia is offically weird. I mean off the richter scale WEIRD. And I should know weird. I like to think somewhere in hell when satan looks up weird.......... he sees my smiling face. It isn't as if there's anything WRONG with people here......... it's more....... well.............. ever see that movie The Stepford Wives? It's like that. Everything is perfect, theres no grafitti.........never any litter..........the sun almost always shines. Every car is nice and clean.... it's like this perfect lil place and then there's the people. I go into Wal-Mart.............. WAL MART the very bastion of " I hate my fucking job Im here because I need a paycheck and don't ask me anything because I would like to stick a spork in your eye" Ahhhhhhhh MY Wal-Mart I love you well. However......... there is the FREAK alternate universe of Wally World here. There I am lost in the aisles( as usual) Can't find what I need (as usual) tried us

Ahh Tuesday!
How cute!!! the weekend is so far away and the week started being a pain in the aaaaahh lol I want this fukll of funny tiny pics don't you like them? This started to be a weird blog of today lol Lets add some music I have to give this morning a bit of crazyness, i'm not in my 100% (that's for sure) and i have many things in my heart that i would like to tell, but i'm not going to... but for sure you know it's more of the same huh!? And the day is still going, i have appointment with doctor next week to check again how i am going with my leg or if i need more rehab sessions. In around 20 mins i'm going to the doctor to check out about my stomach and do a test to see if gastritis bacteria (helicobacter pylori) is gone or not. AAAAHHH funny life i have lol LIARS: please do not bother me today OK, i'm g

Ahh Too Busy
Sorry for my lack of being here. Not really a good week. First my biology professor forgot the test in his truck last night, so now I have to wait until tomorrow to take the test, than on Tuesday I have ANOTHER bio test! Than today I had an appointment set up to take the math test I missed and my husband forgot to leave me the keys. Than I forgot about a scholarship I'm up for that I have to write 2 essays for. Thankfully I still have time but I also need to see if one of my mentors will write a recommendation letter ...again... for me. I'm also up for a grant I had to ask for one for. I could use both.

Ahh The Pains Of Life And The Joy Of Love!
Hello dear reader, I’m glad you stoped by as today I am feeling so bad I think my darkness witch I lost many months ago is returning! Now I was going to put this on the bottom but instead I will put it on tope so you can read it first.... I hope it is not too sad... as I do not wish to make you upset! this is just a blog... mostly just mixed up feelings I was having when I started to write this...... and during to... lol...ok read on! Ok enough of that, now I shall say some good news hey! Or well most of you already know this but meh! To those who don’t pay attention or haven’t read my blogs yet I’m in love with a woman called Suzan and she is just the best even though I have made many mistakes she has forgiven me, and well what can I say I just love her so dam much so much so that I am willing to marry her right now!... and I am ready to give her the children she so badly wishes to have in her life!... and well if she is reading this I want to say sorry f

Ahh...true Happyness
Ok first blog ever...Well I met the most amazing person I could ever hope to meet. Its funny how we met it all started on the 2nd of April but before I get into that you need a little back ground about the situation. Well as most of my very close friends know I was going threw some hell from October until the new year. I stayed drunk the intire time. Not a day went by that I was not drinking. Well I met an interesting young lady at the new years party that I went to and we hit it off farly well. Long story short we dated until about a week before Valentines day. When my X decides that she was tired of dating trash and wants me back in her life despite all the times I tried to make it work with her and my attemps to get her back she was not ready at those times. Well like a fool I decided to give it one more last chance. My girl at the time was very understanding seeing as she has someone like that in her life someone that she just can't say no to. So me and her end up becoming best fri

Ahh The Return
im bk n at it again..here at good ol cherry tap, i was away for a little bit..but i have returned..Im gon to make a new layout as soon as i get my website layout done..which should be by tommorow with the help of a special someone who just rocks..just wanted to post an update.. XOXOXO

Ahh The First Ever Contest I Have Been Entered Into
CLICK THE LINK DOWN BELOW AND HELP ME IN MY PICTURE CONTEST.. IT JUST STARTED.. AND I REALLY WANT TO WIN... SO LETS ROCK IT AND HELP ME OUT IF YOU ALL WILL AND WANT TO THANKS PEACE OUT... THIS LINK CARRIES YOU TO MY PICTURE PLEASE RATE IT AND COMMENT ON IT YOU CAN COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WISH,, http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&albumid=525357&i=3785142583

Ahh The Light...
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The i

Ahh!! Tour!
So if you haven't noticed, I've essentially disappeared. For a bit I was doing two shows in WI (Footloose followed by All Shook Up), however things have gotten magnificently crazy for me. I've now joined the cast of The Wedding Singer for their first national tour. I haven't actually started shows yet, but I expect to do so in the next week or so. For now, I'm completely crazed with trying to catch up on EVERYTHING. I've got crazy amounts of dance to learn, an entire show of music, not to mention that I'm at this point expected to cover two of the female leads. And that could all change, but I won't get into that. I can't wait to start. Especially because then I'll be on the website! Yeah, I'm most excited about having my headshot and bio on a website. For now we've got dates in Texas and Tempe, and then will be in Atlantic City for all of July and August. If that's in your area, check out Ticketmaster!

Ahh, That's Better
Just got back from band practice (sort of). With the exception of 2 minute runs up to the corner for cigarettes, this was the first time I've left the house in about a month. I'm feeling much better now, I really should try to get out more. lol. :D

Ahh What Can I Say Im A Natural
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Ahh Well Isn't The Year Peachy?
Well not even a week has gone by and the year is already on a downward spiral.. It started off with me not doing anything for new years.. What's there to do? Hang out and drink? A, I don't drink and B, none of my so called friends called me back.. Next up is work.. Since work is always so much fun, I'll keep it short.. A co-worker/ supposed friend calls me up new years day and says hey happy new years.. ( nothing wrong there.. YeT!) he then was like say where is the football game at ( people from work always have a new years day game) I tell'm and then ask... so what'd you do last night? he then went on and told me about his wonderful time with a bunch of his and his wife’s friends, that they had over. . So like WTF? I'm not a friend? Not even to have asked? It's not like we haven’t hung out before.. Next goes for today.. My wonderful day at work.. I show up and people start questioning me.. Everything ok? Did the clock round you? Did someone call you earlier? then finally a supervi

Ahh, When The Mins Drag
I always find it quite a pain in my ass when my meds don't seem to be doing there job..... or perhaps this is because I quit smoking...... And I still haven't smoked for a week (supprising after the last two days events) Maybe next I'll go up for a frontal lobotomy.... What can you do when you can't get out of your own head!

Ahh Whatever
Have you ever felt.. those sad butterflies.. or the very hurtful ones.. yeah. thats how you make me feel you give me ALL kinds, but you don`t seem to care & theres nothing i can do about it... i feel horrible i hate this feeling, this feeling of self doubt, that i`m not good enough or something it sucks; i just want it to disapear, i want you to disappear, no i just want you to stop hurting me, leading me on, or whatever your doing. i hate it how i let you play with my heart, its out in the open.. and i let you crush it and then build it up again, and then let it fall to peices once more.. i should just lock up my heart & never give away the key. i can`t do this anymore, the hard thing is.. you've got me totally hooked, every time i see you, or hear your voice i go weak.. & it seems as tho theres nothing i can do about it and i just wish i could let you go.. & your not even THAT special.. just to me.. you have no idea. i don`t no how to explain the way i feel about you. i just ugh. wha

Ahh We All Love Billy Connolly
BILLY CONNOLLY'S CHAIN LETTER Hello, my name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a travelling freak show. And, do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How stupid are we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day! What a bunch of bullshit. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by St Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrim stowaways on the Endeavour. Fuck 'em!! If you're going to forward something, at least send me something m

Ahh Yes Quite The Update
WOW!! it looks like its been quite the long time for updates... 2007-came and went..toby got injured from work in the beginning of the year that took him off work indefintely.he had a quad.repair. i got my transfer at work in march of 07 i have been at that job for a long time... we celebrated xmas of 07 as wonder ful as any other. were going into two years together soon.... Present-Toby has been going to typing classes because he is severly injured still and he may not ever walk normal again.. I feel as if it were my fault. even though it was a slip and fall accident at his work.... I just got a surgery myself. I had an epigastric hernia. We are still going strong despite the haters and critics. I love him and he loves me. We are the home team!! HAve a good day y'all, A>M>

Ahh Yes..another Year Older.
Well,Folks its been quite the year, I got engaged,i had surgery(hernia),i lost my job,i had enlightenment,joy and pain, but most of all i realized that no matter what i look like ill always have true love. you see my life had been a bumpy empty-minded road til about the year of 2006. When i realized I finally needed to get a clear mind,So i went to A psychic, skeptic minded and she had told me that i was going to find my soulmate that year , and boy was i surprised to find toby(SBC) about a month or two later. We have been togther ever since. you see my life would have been ended that year now i realize. I was in a bad spot. I love him as you all probably might see. I also found my family, Something i had thought ilost many years ago..although its going to take sometime to learn all about them again.I do love them ,I may not like some of them ,but i do love them. I also had found friendship. I never really liked being friends with other girls. But magnolia.blossum sure did cha

Ah I Know Im A Bit Late On This But Hey
MY LOVERLY BIRTHDAY WAS JUST YESTERDAY AND I HAVE TO SAY IT WASNT SO GREAT BUT THEN ABOUT 8 O'CLOCK I GOT A KNOCK ON THE DOOR. MY MOTHER AND BOTH SISTER SENT ME A BEAUTIFUL THING OF FLOWERS. I MISS THEM DEARLY BUT THAT JUST BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE WHEN I SAW WHAT THEY HAD DONE. HEHE! BUT OTHER THEN THAT IT WAS CRAP. THE HUBBY DID NOTHING TODAY FOR IT SHIT IM LUCKY HE EVEN SAID A SMALL HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. BUT HEY I GUESS THATS JUST MEN RIGHT. LMAO! WELL I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW IT WENT FOR ME. THANKS FOR STOPING BY TO READ MY BLOGS. HEHE!

Ah Im So Confused
Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :)

Ah In The Life Of A Jennie
Wow, So I havent posted much in here.. Im actually rather suprised Ive been getting alot of feedback the past few days on here,and Ive even gotten a few friends to join..:) Im sick.. Which sux.. Blood sugar is out of wack go DIABETES.. not alotto say Had a great time back in Paris Tuesday and wensday My babies looked sogood.. I cant wait until we get settledand they can come home with us.. :) so Yeah..

~a History Lesson~
~A History Lesson~ Many things have passed by Fragments progress in completing my thousand-word picture All that I can give myself is a moment to sigh That feeling of seizure... I really thought We were for real this time The way we smiled The way our senses coincide... I don't want to be a lost thought I don't want you to just have to remember me... When I'm banished from your precious heart And vanished into the depths of time... I want to be a part of your history So that I may repeat myself Over and over again... As in that instance When I first said "I love you"

Ah, It Seems That There Is No Such Thing As Nothing.
My friend has nothing but it seems that her ex partner is entitled to half of that. This is my grot at the insanity of a system whereby a man comes with nothing,allegedly, hangs a door in his partner's house, buzzes off to a younger nest occupant then claims half of the old nesting because he hung said door. Half an empty nest it seems is still something and then don't forget the cache that my friend has squirelled away over the years. Yes, he is entitled to half of that and any other thing that makes things live and breathe. Good job the gas man does not work on the same principle. "Oh your honour, I had a cup of tea in this ladies house, fitted a new boiler, had a gas and now I want half of it all because of my work and said hospitality." Why of course you can but don't forget to share it with the carpenter who laid the flooring for you to walk upon. So they both come with nothing except a tool bag and both leave with a bag of nuts and any other fixture of fitting they can use

Ah It's Almost Easter!
Sping is a perfect time for new beginnings, and for Christians and Hebrews around the world this week is especially sacred. The pesach and especially the Seder, marking the beginning of the Hebrews freedom given to them by G-d to become a great nation. For them a new beginning, but many years wandering in the wilderness for purification. Easter, actually celebrated as Triduum, from Holy Thursday to Easter Sunday, for christians commerate the sarifice of God's son, Jesus Christ, to bring the gentiles to God and forgive the sins of man, rising on Sunday. Wishing all a very Happy Passover/Easter, and a new beginning for the rest of 2010. Doc

Ah It Is All Clockwork But No Chocolate Time Tonight.
Just like in India everything goes round like clockwork in Sri Lanka, same time every day. ===We start the day with a boy sweeping a path somewhere until it is time for the room boy to clean the room. Then if we go backwards from bed time, someone comes in to turn the beds down, tidy the towels & put some chocolates on the lounge table. Before that house service call to put a mosquito tablet in the machine. Then there is the Canape man who calls about 7pm. Prior to that anyone could knock for some reason, usually another house service to fill the bar of booze & water plus any treats that might have been taken. The room boy has usually finished the room cleaning and by 5pm he might pop in to make sure he has not forgotten to put the origami towel animal, that he has made and left by the mirror, onto the bed. If you are in he will of course tell you to have a good evening. He has spent the day cleaning the rooms so was around and about from 8am. Just before him there seems to hav

Ah Just Another Day
ok so I'm home from work and as usual it was busy as crabs on a whore. and its officially saturday dec. 9th which meeeeeeeeeeeeeans , its the day before my birthday and hopefully I'll be goin out tonight although I havent been given confirmation yet weather im goin or not. anyway I'm home and relaxed for the time being, dunno how long I will be awake, due to it bein busy tonight..... if i dont respond i passed out before i could put that status msg up.

Ahkmed The Arab
Subject: FW: AHKMED THE ARAB Ahkmed the Arab came to the United States from the Middle East, and was here a few months when he became very ill. He went to doctor after doctor, but none of them could help him. Finally, he went to an Arab doctor who said: "Take dees bocket, go into de odder room, poop in de bocket, pee on de poop, and den put your head down over de bocket and breathe in de fumes for ten minutes." Ahkmed took the bucket, went into the other room, pooped in the bucket, peed on the poop, bent over and breathed in the fumes for ten minutes. Coming back to the doctor he said, "It worked. I feel terrific! What was wrong with me?" The doctor said, "You were homesick

Ahl Added A Single Goal
Matej Stransky scored twice as the Saskatoon Blades beat the visiting Kootenay Ice 5-2 on Saturday in Western Hockey League play. The 19-year-old winger has now scored in seven straight games and has 10 goals in the process. In 34 games, Stransky has 21 goals and 43 points, which is good for second in scoring on his club. Nathan Burns had a goal and two assists for the Blades (19-14-1), who have won five games in a row, and Darren Dietz had a goal and an assist. Matthew Pufahl added a single goal for Saskatoon while Josh Nicholls chipped in with two assists. Nicholls is on a six-game point streak, which includes seven goals and seven assists, and his 26 goals and 44 points in 33 games leads his club. Luke Philp and Zach McPhee scored for the Ice (10-21-1), who dropped to 3-10-0 on the road. Alex Moodie stopped 25-of-27 shots for his fourth win of the season as Mackenzie Skapsky made 36 saves in a losing cause. Saskatoon was successful on the power play as it went 3 for 6 wh

Ah Love, Love, … Love, Love, Love, Love, Love.
What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of love

Ah Love......
What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of love. Note: ‘meir’ in hebrew (m’r) means 'that which burns brightly, that which illuminates'.

Ah Love
Love lasts a life time When we were young you and I We had our fun When we got older in our teens Our love for each other grew We went for a drive one fine summer day Cars flew by as we were acting gay. It was a day to remember, But not in the good way. As we were driving along having a merry old time Around the corner comes a car It is driving right at us I don’t know what to do As the cars collided all I could think was take me lord and keep you safe. When the paramedics arrived I was barely alive When I looked for you my heart sank You were dead, Taken from me in the blink of an eye ever since then I have had many loves But none of them I felt I loved more then you Now that I am old waiting to die alone on my porch Sitting in my chair watching the sunset like we once had I have long awaited this day For I know I am about to die But when I am dead I will see you again And loving you has brought me to a happy end Our love lasts a life time.

Ahlziemers Poem
Do not ask me to remember. Dont try to make me understand. Let me rest and know your with me.Kiss my cheek and hold my hand.Im confused beyond your concept. I am sad sick and lost. All I know is that I need you to be with me at all cost. Do not lose your patience with me. Do not scold or curse or cry. I cannot help the way I am acting, cant be different 'though I try. Just remember that I need you, that the best of me is gone. Please dont fail to stand beside me, Love me 'til my life is done.

Ahm
So, uh, that last post... was not cool. I'm slightly embarrassed. Slightly. Gosh, I'm stupid. I should stop while I'm ahead. I've done so many weird things that just aren't me in the past few months that are scaring me. :/ Eh. I don't know. I think Amanda and Jana are going to use Cherry tap but Jana said she wasn't going to use it. She's just going to join to get me points. xD She's a fucking dork. I love her.

Ahmanzing!
What SongMusic Video Are You? (Detailed Results, Video Included) Hips Don\'t Lie by ShakiraYour song signifies that you are fun and flirty, with just a touch of spice in your personality. You probably come from an urban neighborhood, and know what life\'s really like.I\'d also appreciate it if you rated and messaged please. Thank you.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Ah Man!
So report cards came in yesterday. I've never seen my mother as angry as she was last night in YEARS. I tried to be serious because obviously pure laziness contributed to this child's report card, but me and my sister didn't have to say anything because Ma let her have it!! It wasn't funny but me and my sis kept running into the other room to laugh. I guess you kinda had to be there. When Mami is pissed it's so dangerous it's funny. :D

Ahmadinejad In Historic Iraq Visit
Ahmadinejad in historic Iraq visit By Hugh Sykes BBC News, Baghdad The Iranian president's visit to Iraq poses severe security problems Mahmoud Ahmadinejad is due to travel to Iraq on Sunday for two days - the first such visit by an Iranian president. Although he was invited by Iraqi President Jalal Talabani, it is a controversial and potentially divisive state visit, as well as a security challenge. Many Sunni Arabs find it deeply objectionable that Iraqi hospitality is being offered to a man they suspect of covertly helping to finance and arm Shia militia groups. Those groups have killed hundreds of Iraqis in gruesome attacks that often involve torture with electric drills. One Sunni tribal leader believes the Iranian president is coming here "to organise more terrorist operations in Iraq". Iranian instructor The United States also believes Iran has helped Shia groups in Iraq - especially helping develop "shaped" or "explosively penetrating" r

Ah, Me.
Sometimes I just feel messed up. Like I'm cracking, gonna fall apart. I can actually envision my skin cracking and nothing but shadow within. But I get that way sometimes. It's one of the reasons I hate looking back at the past. There are so many things that haunt me, even as I try to live with no regrets. But it's awfully hard. So far I've had sex with 8 women now. That's a damn lot when you get right down to it. It's so little, but so much. The first two were merely experimental, too. I just wanted to see how long I could go at a time. I was quite happy with almost meeting the two hour mark, by the way. I was just 13 minutes away. But I still regret 3 out of the 8 women I've had sex with, and that sucks. Sometimes I feel like I'm a whore. I feel so dirty and I can't get clean. I do that whole shower of shame thing, but without my clothes on. Usually I come to my senses and finish cleaning off. Today, not so much. I just washed up and got out, still feeling miserable. I

Ah My First Blog
well this is new to me, i dont even have a blog on mypsace. so here we go... lets see getting ready to wrap up my first year of college. im a 26 year old college freshman, and sometimes i just want to beat the hell out of these 18 year old college freshman. they have no idea what real life is like. there gonna get a sharp kick in the ass when they enter the real world someday. im finding college a very trying time in my life. i didnt think i would ever go personally. i cant wait to get through some of these introductory courses though and get on with the real shit..... some of the teenagers scare the shit out of me, just like my chemical romance sings..now i know what i put my parents through and what my daughter will put me throught....all i can say is my amy doesnt turn into a stripper, everything will be all right..... until next time....

Ah Na Na Na Na
01. YOU HAVE 10 BUCKS AND HAVE TO SPEND IT TO BUY SNACKS AT A GAS STATION. WHAT DO YOU GET? Probably a Dr. Pepper... and a bag of chips... not big on snacks actually. 02. IF YOU WERE REINCARNATED AS SOME SORT OF SEA DWELLING CREATURE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? A dolphine 03. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE REDHEAD? don't have one. 04. WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU'RE AT AN IHOP? Stuffed french toast. 05. LAST BOOK YOU READ? My friend Leonard. 06. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? nope. 07. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR? my red lacy boy shorts. 08. DESCRIBE THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INJURED ummm... I think it was when my husband pushed me up against the wall.... thank god for the divorce. 09. OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WITH WHOM WOULD YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A WELL? I'd have to say some hot guy... that way at least we can have some fun while being stuck down there. 10. ROCK CONCERT, OR SYMPHONY? Rock Concert 11. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?

Ah, Oh No Maybe Not Again
I will try, but no guarantees, about blogging on here or youtube. I have gathered that it will be damn near impossible for me to even fathom the creation of any type of record keeping. You can believe me or not. I would love to keep this up but it feels like my time is wearing thin. I'd like to think I would see another season of fall but I am not sure I will make it through another summer. I have no tone, my bones are degenerating. Sure, sure I would like to have the energy but I don't. I would love, absolutely love, to live out the rest of my life like I dreamed. I am not getting married any time soon. Things aren't just going to turn good. I feel like an outcast wasting away in a tower and no one will attempt to save me. I do try to act like nothing is wrong with me. To some extent I believe you can't be attractive in any shape or form unless you think you look good. You may not find love unless you love yourself. So there it is hell in a hand basket. Me being honest. I always am

A$$hole!
I dont usually do things like this, but I was already pissed off.. to then come on here and has some dirty perverted asshole start on me because I will not tell him my bra size. He then goes and rates all of my pics a 1, which I can see him doing, Im not one to give a shit about rates I am here to make friends but am FURIOUS about him thinking its ok to just ask me that, and then be such an ass when I dont tell him. He then writes a blog about me saying im an idiot because I should expect it for having large boobs that I show off. Thats pretty much the same is asking to get raped because youre in a mini skirt.. or asking to get a slap because you mouth off.. it isnt right! So what if I wear low cut tops!! Just because i do DOES NOT MAKE ME A PIECE OF MEAT/WHORE!! His profile - http://fubar.com/user/130220 THE LICKER...: hi hun...is possible say the size of this fantastic bra? just curiosity · THE LICKER *Ric... re-rated you a '1' from a '11'! 23 min ago · THE LICKER *Ric.

Ahole Number One
go punk this dude with all your might he called me all kinds of nasty names and stuff. give him all ya got! http://www.fubar.com/user/698949 here's an example of what he has said... michaelftw81: youre a fuckin joke you lying cunt of a bitch michaelftw81: oh it works now michaelftw81: lmfao michaelftw81: what ever u say u fat cunt...all kinds of free porn on the internet...good luck gettign rid of my account u nasty cunt liar

A$$hole's Contest
Our favorite A$$hole is in a contest. Please stop by and show him your love and support. He need 10,000 comments to get either a VIP or one week blast. I would consider it a personal favor if you drop him some comments. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

"a Holly Jolly Yuletide"
Words and Music by Johnny Marks Adapted by Susan M. Shaw Have a holly jolly Yuletide It's the best time of the year I don't know if there'll be snow But have a cup of cheer Have a holly jolly Yuletide And when you walk down the street Say hello to friends you know And ev'ryone you meet Oh, ho, the mistletoe Hung where you can see Somebody waits for you Kiss her once for me Have a holly jolly Yuletide and in case you didn't hear Oh, by golly have a holly jolly Yuletide This year!

A**hole # 2
Another way my brain is broken..... AKA "assholeness". I will look threw your profiles all your pics and pretty much never leave a commment. I will fan you and friend you and never send a message. The reason i don't? I think of things to say and expect you to read my mind story of my life .... any way trying to improve. Or maybe you should......... What am i thinking?

A$$hole
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. It all started one day when I was sitting at my desk and remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying, "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. May I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You'r

A$$hole$
Ok I'm pissed and just want to vent so I'm gonna write it in a blog. I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This certain person (who knows I'm talking about him) is an A #1 asshole!!! Any man/woman who goes out and cheats on his girlfriend/boyfriend is a sorry S.O.B. Sorry but that is my opinion on it and if you don't agree with it OH EFFIN WELL!!!!!!!!!!!! The worst thing about it is when they lie to your face about it. Acting like they don't know what you are talking about and blah blah. YET the damn person they are cheating on you with COMES TO YOU and tells you straight out that they have been seeing each other and gives you FUCKEN DETAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry but to me that is just plain out BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gah people like that piss me off. and I don't care if you get offended by this or leave nasty comments I honestly don't give a fuck because I think cheater/players or whatever you want to call them are fucken stupid. GAH. Anyways, I think I'm done now!!!!!

A-hole Of All Time Newbie Rates Me A One And Tells Me I Am Starting Drama
from: Snow United States subject: you feel good? received: 01/25/2010 08:10 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam what was that all about?do you feel good?dont even bother to answer...cause its even a reatorical question...intersting that you tried to start a quarrel,that shows on what level you are on...are you like a child?or maybe retarded or disturbed or something...also retorical question....get real and get a life...or are you on somekind of medication?!also in plain american GO FUCK YOURSELFthat the dictionary for your level...and try to collect points and rates to level from that!a tip from me

Ahora Estoy Aqui
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"a Hot Time With Two Lovers"
Jocelyn and Barry led the way in their car while i followed close behind in my truck. Their waterfront home was only a few minutes away from the store. As they pulled into the driveway i pulled in behind them and trailed then into their place. It was open plan with kitchen looking out over the pool and canal outside. being the middle of the winter i figured we wern,t going to play out there. Instead, Barry lit a fire in the fireplace to warm up the living room. There was a comfortable looking sofa not far from the flames and right in front of the fireplace was a plush white rug. And armchair sat oppsite the sofa on the other side of the fireplace. Barry andJocelyn took up positions on the sofa while i slumped into the chair. "So how's this work?" I asked naively. Jocelyn looked at Barry, who raised an eyebrow. "how do you mean?" He asked. I shrugged. "You guys have done this before and i haven't. I guess i'm just trying to get me head around it all.' Jocelyn responded. "Mea

"a Hot Time With Two Lovers"
Sometimes another couplke. Jocelyn and i have a very strong but open relationship.' "And we only play together," Jocelyn put in. "Never alone." I looked at Barry. "So if i'm really enjoying fucking jocelyn, that's not going to bother you? You're not going to mind?" Of course not!" Barry assured him. "The more everyone enjoyes themselves the better it is." He turned to Jocelyn. "Right, Honey?" "Absolutely. " Jocelyn's eyes were on me, a faint smile curling the corner of her mouth. "Just relax and enjoy yourself. Play with me as if i was your own woman." "If you feel a bit uncomfortable at first, mAN,' SAID bARRY "jUST SIT BACK THERE AND WATCH US FOR A WHILE, AND JOIN IN WHEN YOU FEEL READY." I NODDED. "tHAT SOUNDS LIKE A GREAT IDEA." sO DID. After emptying my pokets, removing my shirt and taking off my shoes, i settled back to watch the action unfold before me. Barry and Jocelyn started off by kissing heatedly and caressing each other through their clothing. Jocelyn was

"a Hot Time With Two Lovers"
She realized i wasn't quite ready to join in yet when i sat back down in my chair, so she returned her attention to her now naked man. Barry stood there, lean and muscular with his erect dick right in front of Jocelyn's face as she sat naked on the sofa. Jocelyn was curvaceous with small and petie breasts. She sat with her legs spread wide apart so i had an unimpeaded view of her lucious pussy while she set to work on Barry's dick. She stroked ot witrh her left hand wile caressing his shaven balls with her right fingerstips, all the while greedily sucking on the head of his shaft. I found myself wishing that it was my dick she had in her mouth right now. But i didn't have to wish. She was there for the taking. All i had to do was strip off my boxkers and make my way over to the sofa. So i did. Jocelyn alternated between sucking her man's dick and mine. Barry had a larger dick than me, but i didn't care. Jocelyn seemed to be equally enjoying both. as Barry watched his wife's

Ah, Phooey!
Always stumped and always flumoxed. I have to say that I can't wait to get out of dodge so to speak. It has been nice here, but it is time to move on. One thing that I am pretty sure of is that I am most likely going to spend a long time by myself. That is just the nature of the beast. You have high hopes about life, but you can never count on it. People are a constance source of pain and disappointment. I am glad that I don't have to deal with too many of them. Plus, the sooner that I get out of here, the better. After here, onward back to Iraq if I am lucky. At least I understand things there.

Ah Poop!
Ok, so I changed my mind, and decided to keep my account. I'm a dumbass, because I deleted my kickass background that cupcake made for me, and I have to re-do my salute, about me, and all that other good shit.

Ah Shit.
Her body was ransom Her kisses were dancin' On my lips and in my mind The money has run out The music is played out And now it seems were running out of time I'm feeling her rhythm This is your decision Take your time and make this count Or awaken with regret A lifetime of secrets But would you kiss your mother with that mouth? This can't be happening So give up Our bodies started kissing in a language we didn't know Give in [I'm running through your veins like a habit you can't kick] Here's a secret confession from a life long obsession As I'm staring out your window pane I hit the lights in the bedroom To soften up the mood As your dress laces the floor You're lying there indiscreetly I can tell by the feeling Draw the blinds and lock the doors You start to stare at the ceiling As you keep repeating Take your time and make this count There's unfinished business No sign of a witness The wolves come out When the lights go out We're done playing she

Ah So Funny Lol
joke1: a man says 2 his wife 'tell me something that will make me happy and sad at the same time' the wife replys......... u have a bigger cock than ya brother joke 2: sex is like kfc. u start with the breast. work ur way down the thigh & all ur left with is a greasy box 2 put ur bone in. i love that joke hahahahahahaaha

Ah . . . Sorry To Bother You Mr. Obama, Sir
Ah . . . Sorry to bother you Mr. Obama, Sir Excuse me Mr Obama, I mean Senator Obama, sir. Um . . . know you are busy and important and stuff. I mean running for president is very important and . . . ah . . . I hate to bother you. I will only take a minute ok, sir? See, I have these missing pieces that are holding me up, and I was wondering sir, if you could take time out of your busy schedule and help me out. You know, no big deal, just some loose ends and things. Hey, you have a nice place here! The wife sees houses like this on TV all the time and says boy she wishes she had digs like this you know? Is that painting real? Really? Wow. I saw something like that in a museum once! Oh, sorry sir. I didn't mean to get off the track. So if you could just help me out a minute and give me some details, I will get right out of your way. I want to close this case and maybe take the wife to Coney Island or something. Ever been to Coney Island ? No, I didn't think so. . Well, l

Ah, Someone Elses Drama
Well as I sit here and ponder the weekends events, one particularly short but relatively eye opening scenario played out for me Friday night. On my way to Las Vegas for the umpteen-millionth time; actually as I was literally 30 miles outside of town, I got a call on my iphone (yes the one that is now MIA) from someone I have not talked to in a while because he has been hella busy working (so Im told). Well I answer the call "This is Tonya" and a very unfamiliar voice asks "You arent Tonya {some other last name than mine}" and I answered, No, Im Tonya Murray. She says, "Oh ok. Well... How do you know {insert poor fella whose girlfriend decided to randomly dial in his phone's name here} so and so?" I paused for a moment, mostly from shock I think and then answered her honestly that I knew him from a website. She then begins to drill me on how long I have known this person, how long have I been talking to him online, on the phone, etc. I really didnt know exact answers and she seemed re

[ah Spring...]
I much prefer winter. No allergies.No tardsy co-workers fretting over thunderstorms (surely their families will be killed in the havoc of the maelstrom)No legions of ants swarming from every entry way on last year's trails.No cats fucking on my front porch. ...seriously I had to bang on my door and yell at a few of em. and this is when young mens eyes turn to the flights of blah blah blah blah blah blah Granted, I'm still a young man.And in these parts I'm the closest thing you'll find to an underwear model... okay I might not be a body builder but I'm the hottest non gym rat I've seen in the area. And yet... *idly throws his hacky sack at the wall* Its a real blow to one's ego when he's measured against other menand not immediately found to be superior. Maybe I'm still reeling from ego blow prime. Maybe that's why I lost all the weight.But I'm probably still the same awkward victimized stranger in a tighter skin. *le sigh* I just want to be loved. Let's spare ourselves th

Ah Stupid People!
So my sister tells me the best thing in the world. Some guy emailed a coworker of hers talking about how he'd seen many things in his life, like when the Great Wall of China came down. Now at that point I was laughing SO hard I couldn't listen to the rest. SO.... GONE; BUH BYE: STILL STANDING: HASSELHOFF WAS THERE FOR IT: DOES HASSELHOFF EVEN KNOW THIS PLACE EXISTS?! okay I thought I would share it since it was funny!

Ah Sunflower
Ah Sunflower by: William Blake (1757-1827) Ah Sunflower, weary of time, Who countest the steps of the sun; Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the traveler's journey is done; Where the Youth pined away with desire, And the pale virgin shrouded in snow, Arise from their graves, and aspire Where my Sunflower wishes to go!

Ah Tag Mofo!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAG MOFO UR IT RULES: Once You've Been Tagged You Have To Write A Blog With 10 Weird Or Random Things, Facts, Or Habits About Yourself. At The End, You Choose 10 People To Be Tagged, List Thier Names. Don't Forget To Leave A Comment That Says "You've Been Tagged!" On Thier Profile And To Read Your Latest Blog. 1.Im a sucker for guys with long hair 2.I like to count the stars at night and make wishes 3.I've never had a crush on anyone who within my reach 4.I doesn't take much to make me happy 5.It takes alot to make me sad but once I am..it's hard to make me happy again 6.if I'm not alone sometimes I loose my mind 7.If I'm not with my friends I loose my mind 8.I value most of my friends more than I do my family 9.It's hard for me to eat trix because of the mixed colors 10.When I'm mad at someone I stay mad at them for weeks to months

Ah Tchaikovsky... Bless You
Something about the Christmas Season and Nutcrackers always reminds me of Tchaikovsky...I just can't quite place it... Actually cleaned my house today. Hooya. Try cleaning a house while you're blasting classical music at 1000watts. Something magical about that. It's even more fun if you dance to the beat with whatever you are using to clean. Call me eccentric, just call me. Ba dum ching. So I'm talking to myself in the bathroom mirror while I watch the scrubbing bubbles evaporate and get high off the seven chemicals in my toilet and I realize that I'm losing my mind so I tell myself to shut up and turn on the bathroom vent. Slowly but surely I am going insane in a hurry I am, but I am not alone and I am unanimous in that perception of the conception of my realities. Sweet! -Robert

Ah, The Lady And The Coffee...
Seem to recognize the bulletin "we mourn a good friend today..." from somewhere - PJ O'Rourke possibly. Whatever its origin, whatever the author's politics, some of the soundbites that make up its too-clever, thrice-chewed content are too-ready summaries of cases that too many people think they know about and really don't... like the Woman Sues McDonalds for Spilled Coffee. The facts of that case (not at all the first of its kind to be brought against the restaurant- a fact the jurors took into account, by the way, along with several others) are covered in quite a few sources (see this Wikipedia page for something more detailed...)There for a start...

Ah, The Mammaries.
Remember that time you were all alone in your bed and you thought of me for some reason and you started to like touch your breastules and stuff and then you realized that the reason you were thinking about me was because I had poked you with a pointed stick earlier that day and that was pretty mean of me and you stopped touching your breastules because mean guys are so not a turn on to chicks and junk? Remember that? haha. Good times.

Ah, The Pursuit Of Love
Ah, the pursuit of love. Love is our greatest source of happiness and it does not have to depend on random chance. So let us begin the search. The search for that perfect mate is really a quest for wholeness - a completion of oneself. Finding your soul mate is what true seekers of love wish for. It is believed that soul mates were created together in the beginning and share a unique destiny. Perhaps created as one, they were separated into two spheres of being-one in a masculine polarity and the other in a feminine polarity-but each with the same pattern of divine identity. Their tie is eternal, and after they have found each other they will be together forever. But not all the beautiful and soul fulfilling loves stories are those of finding your one true love. Some believe we can have many soul mates. Soul mates sometimes share a complementary calling in life. They are partners and helpmates who are often working to develop the same virtues and fulfill the oneness that is so

~~ah Those Brillliant Lawyers~~
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ________________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ AT

Ah The Quite Time
sitting here an not hearing no crying or not hearing mommy......mommy....i want this....an not hearing my other little one crying best friend in the whole world came over i got mad at her an told her she needed to come see me on her b-day an she finally came over missed her thought she for got about me she left for a little bit an gave me a break a let me 2 yr old go with her so i can have time alone to clean an relax im enjoyin it but cant wait tell they come back

Ah That Was Too Much.
so i'm sitting in my car this morning heating it up when my mother pulls up to the house, parks her car, and runs right to me telling me to open the window. she then proceedes to ask me if i knew that Altoids had 2% alcohol in them. I thought it was too cute cause she looked so proud of herself. She got a kiss for that one. =) My parents are the best.

Ah The Lunacy
LET'S FACE IT ......... ENGLISH IS A CRAZY LANGUAGE. THERE IS NO "EGG" IN "EGGPLANT", NOR "HAM" IN "HAMBURGER"; NEITHER "APPLE" NOR "PINE" IN "PINEAPPLE". ENGLISH MUFFINS WEREN'T INVENTED IN ENGLAND, NOR FRENCH FRIES IN FRANCE. SWEETMEATS ARE CANDIES WHILE SWEETBREADS, WHICH AREN'T SWEET, ARE MEAT. WE TAKE ENGLISH FOR GRANTED. BUT IF WE EXPLORE ITS PARADOXES, WE FIND THAT "QUICK"SAND WORKS SLOWLY, BOXING "RINGS" ARE SQUARE, AND A GUINEA PIG IS NEITHER FROM GUINEA, NOR IS IT A PIG. AND WHY IS IT THAT WRITERS WRITE BUT FINGERS DON'T FING, GROCERS DON'T GROCE AND HAMMERS DON'T HAM? IF THE PLURAL OF TOOTH IS TEETH, WHY ISN'T THE PLURAL OF BOOTH, BEETH? ONE GOOSE, 2 GEESE. SO ONE MOOSE, 2 MEESE? ONE INDEX, 2 INDICES? DOESN'T IT SEEM CRAZY THAT YOU CAN MAKE AMENDS, BUT NOT ONE AMEND? OR THAT YOU CAN COMB THROUGH THE ANNALS OF HISTORY, BUT NOT A SINGLE ANNAL? IF YOU HAVE A BUNCH OF ODDS AND ENDS AND GET RID OF ALL BUT ONE OF THEM, WHAT DO YOU CALL IT? IF TEACHERS TAUGHT, W

Ah That Was Fun....
Nah, that’s a lie. Haha! I’ve noticed recently that for the past I’d say half a year, I haven’t exactly been me. I mean I’ve been me only… nice. This morning I was thinking about it when I was driving to work and some bitch with a mullet cut me off on the highway that I need to be the old me again. Now fair warning, the old me is going to take people who don’t know me some time to get used to…. Good way to weed out the weak people. =) I know for a fact my sister missed the old me when she kept asking me, “Where’s the vindictive bitch we all know and love?” Things like that bring a tear to my eye. Partly out of laughter, but mostly because I realized that I’ve been hiding myself somewhere. The “new” me took pity on everything and everyone. No more, I’m all done with that. The REAL me doesn’t give a damn and never will. I miss being like that. At least I’m slowly but surely coming back to reality. Perfect example, I’m wearing one of my old Pentagrams today. Ha

Ah, The Irony! (thanks Morris!!)
Dear wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven y

Ah, The Memories
When you spend your entire life rooting for one team, and when one player ascends to greatness that you never thought you'd see on your team, how can you possibly recall all the great moments that particular player gave you? Watching Brett Favre every week was an exercise in both excitement and frustration. So many "how the hell did he DO that" moments with a fair amount of "what the hell was he thinking" moments sprinkled in. I'm sure my fondest are the same as many others. If you're a Packer fan, you probably share the same ones if not more. But for my money... Superbowl XXXI. Of course. Finally bringing Lombardi's trophy back home. Some might think of Reggie White hoisting the trophy and running around the Superdome after the game. Others may think of Desmond Howard's return. Forever burned in my brain though is the first touchdown pass, a go-route up along the sideline... gone. Touchdown. And after the play, there's Brett, pumping his helmet up and down with the greatest l

Ah The Friendly Sellers Of Ebay
Message to seller about their (cheap & shitty) repaired fossil shark tooth being sold as all natural you know that's a repaired peice of crap, right? That ebayers responce CRAP? Hey f*uck*er, retard, piece of shit, take me on....until you buy and have the tooth anolized, you don't know shit do you! I buy, dive for and sell over 3 million teeth a year. You have been on ebay for 2 months? I WIIL SUE YOUR ASS FOR DEFIMATION WITHOUT CAUSE! Know the term? I already know your inp, and ebay is being notified as to your accusation. Ready for a law suit? Hope so, As I am going to sue your butt off in federal court for false claims and defimation. Get ready to bend over and ........ Kinda makes you laugh your ass off eh?

Ah The Lovely Trip To The Vet......
both cats are healthy n good n stuff...... jack has a noticable limp but hes on restricted space for a couple weeks til he heals up....... I thought it might be eventful but outside of jacks usual whining, notihing sparkily happened lol

Ah The Day That Restarts My Working Life.......
9 am.......... time to get my ass outta bed 1030......... interview at pepsi........ uneventful, but successful 1100......... eat at the wausau mine.......... scrumpdiddlyiscious NOM NOM NOM 100 pm........ drug test and physical (requirements to be hired by pepsi) success!!!! 400........ go to work at part time job for orientation......... and here is where it gets interesting.... ran into a friend of a friend who i swear her teeth get worse and worse every year....... all her front teeth are black yuuuuuuuuuuuuck!........... anyway , 3 orientation videos tonight.......2 of which made in the 70's, 1 made in the 80....... here are brief descriptions of all three. video 1: if anyone remembers the mission:impossible TV series, long before the movies...... the instructor looks EXACTLY, like ethan hunt's character, white hair and all!!!!! and of course ya got a 50 year old black lady doing all the cleaning. sooooooooooo way to crack those stereotypes!........ old white guy tellin th

[ah The Exciting Life Of A Bachelor]
What's your sad story? I'm bored with mine. Today I made ... Koshian Aoume? spell check.. Basically its sweet bean paste made intosweet bean dumplings. I improvised on several key components, but I can say that I've got the flavor pretty close to the internals of those delightful japanese tea cakes >> they weren't kidding though you really need to take the skins off before even seriously considering making this stuff. Also ...WAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much sugar in these things. Hell if I didn't suspect that sugar was a structural component I'd probably make savory fillings. They're seriously like bean no-bake cookies. ...... and then I decided to make savory fillings. But this time I'm gonna try with chickpeas. alsocranberry/jalapeno brined pickled onions. Why the hell not? Basically what we're looking at here is a 10:10:1 ratio of beans, flour, rice flour and about ... :5 sugar. ... why can't that sugar be flavor components? I'm more inclined toward savory anyway, might ex

Ah The Jersey Shore......
Ah the Jersey Shore…..breezy, fashionable and of course the epitome of all that is sweetness and light in the world. Ok, so maybe this isn’t the nicest thing I have written in a while. (and for those who don’t know me so well, the above statement was indeed sarcasm) My children go to one of the newer schools in their district. This, like most in life, has both perks and annoyances. This note is less about this school, more about the charming fellow parents that wait for their offspring to get out in the lobby. Now I have never seen the show Jersey Shore. Maybe it is a bastion of family values for all I know, but I have lived in Jersey, visit there frequently and am a bit acquainted with the social patterns and structure. Because of that, and this particular covey of parental units, I call them the “cast of Jersey Shore” Though in all fairness several are also faux “jaw-clinchers”. This is even more amusing the

[ah To Be Young, Handsome And Scarred]
Rejoice for I had to take a muscle relaxer...and then I got really high.God I'm bored.Like... bubble wrap bored.like, reorganize my game/DVD collection bored.God that's bored.But I did watch Dr. Horribleand I want some snazzy goggles... partly to cover my disfiguring scarpartly for the AWESOME.This reminds me of my first blog entry on this website.Minus the chronic painand the dogand the...no I'm pretty sure NiN was playing in the background then too.I need a dreamscape.A saga.Or at least a mindfuck.and all I've got are these pillsand these keyswhat happens when I run outand I need more?Good fucking times.Good fucking times.I always end on a low note.I'm gonna grab my sandles, my rings, run my hands through my hairI'm outta here.

.a.hundred.minus.two.
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET it? this one...on my left knee...i fell in some gravel...n slid...when i was like..9 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? pictures n stuff 3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? like a cell phone

Ah-1w
Today as I was walking back it heard it. The sound was very distinct, a sound I will never forget as long as live. I looked around and I could not see the source of the sound but I knew it was there. I am sure it could see me. Memories come rushing back into my mind; the cold chill through my body reminded me that it was so very real. But that sound was my salvation, I knew I was safer now then I was five minutes before I heard it. I wanted to jump in joy but I knew better then that. That sound gave us the strength we needed to hold on just a little bit longer; right before that sound was heard we had lost all hope and were going into the ultimate survival mode. I will never forget the sound of those double blades cutting through the air, as long as I live because it is due to them that I am still here today. For those who fought for it, freedom has a taste that the protected will never know.

Ah....weekends....
So we'll start with the first thing on my list: Diet. Blech. I have been off my plan for several months now. Money constraints and sheer lack of "I want to" decided to take up permanent residence in my house...well...my butt anyway. So far this year I have lost 50lbs. It has been an amazing journey, and now in my brilliance...I have decided at the beginning of the holiday season...to return to my eating plan. Lord help. I start in the morning. So at present I am drinking every Soda and eating every Butterfinger I can find in the kids Halloween candy so that I can say that I truly lived before I went back on my Type A eating plan again. So here is a sound RIP to all the Butterfinger bite size bars that formerly took up residence in my childrens Halloween buckets. Which brings me to my second topic: Sodas Now here is an indulgence that I love to hate. But in the same breath...I hate to love. For those unschooled in the finer points of soda. The human body is stab

Ah, What's The Problem. It Was A Small Mistake. . .
VA patient has wrong testicle removed At the West L.A. hospital the vet's healthy testicle is removed instead of the potentially cancerous one. He and his wife file a claim. By Mary Engel Times Staff Writer April 4, 2007 Benjamin Houghton had fewer reasons than most to fear the surgery he'd scheduled at the West Los Angeles VA Medical Center to remove his potentially cancerous left testicle. For one thing, the 47-year-old Air Force veteran and father of four already knew that he could function normally with a single, healthy testicle. For another, he was getting his surgery in a system that has prided itself on its pioneering efforts to prevent medical errors. One top VA official said the VA's approach to safety is considered "a benchmark by healthcare organizations throughout the world." But in Houghton's case, the hospital missed the mark. Last June 14, doctors mistakenly removed the right testicle instead of the left, according to medical records and a claim filed

Ah,what Avails
Ah, what avails the sceptred race! ...Ah, what the form divine! What every virtue, every grace! ...Rose Aylmer, all were thine. Rose Aylmer, whom these wakeful eyes ...May weep, but never see, A night of memories and sighs ...I consecrate to thee. .....Rose Aylmer by Walter Savage Landor (1775-1864)

Ah, What A Damned Day
today was one of those days i'd rather have not happened. ever have one of those? the kind of day that you just want to erase from your memory? to start with, i'm just tired today. i've been tired for the past week or so, but can't seem to sqeeze in enough sleep time. i went to work and spent some time cleaning the studio so it was all shiny and clean and in comes my first client and the kids trash the place. shoot their sitting, send them on their way, clean some more. aquisition more clients into the studio, and spend from noon to 2:40 with them for god's sake. take their money, send them on their way and try to find something to eat... but who do i run into in the granola isle? yeah, my stalker. text my friend the cop. he texts me back and says hang loose, all will be ok. back to my studio - get my head bit off because my next client had a 3p appt and it was ---- 3:01 --- ooo damn. give me a m-f-in break. a minute. shoot her pictures, have no mercy on he

Ah, Where Do I Begin... :)
I made the best decision of my life on June 5th 2006. It was an ordinary day that started with a phone call from a very angry guy I was seeing at the time. He pretty much blamed me for making his mother mad enough to run over his cat. The reason was I wasn't treating her son "right". See, prior to this I had been the main bread winner and had supported him and his endevors for several months. Tired and frustrated that I didn't have a dime to name, I grew weary of feeling underappreciated. Plus, he had turned abusive...both physically and verbally. This had finally reached his boiling point that morning once I received that phone call. I did the only thing a girl can do...hang up the phone. I got dressed, grabbed my keys and headed into town. I stopped at a local coffee shop and explained to the waiter why I looked so grim. He could only shrug and shake his head in disbelief. Once I left, I headed towards my car, only to run into an old friend of mine. She had a gang of fr

Ah Women, Ah Dildos
ah women, ah dildos by smithpeter © I am virgin to the shots of my lover her dildo my competition in my fant dream she probes and plugs, plunges and appears to drift to sleep then leaps about the room batteries drain her and when touched to my tender stalk drain my bags the motors never need oiling but there is advantage

Ah Yes...the Bane Of My Existence...
To see close, and tell truthfully what I see... -------------------- A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. He may not seem such a good friend after telling. Arthur Brisbane, "The Book of Today"

Ah Yeah An Stuff
Wasnt sure what to make my frist blog about so I figured I would blog saying thanks to all that has added me has a freind and I hope to talk to you and get to know you all, but otherwise it is 2:30 am here in Chicago so I am taking my drunkn and lonely ass to bed will hopefully get to talk to some tomorrow, Till then hope you all have a great night or moring whereever you all be at Bigdog A.K.A. Scott

Ah....yeah. Ignorance Is Bliss
Somedays...ok, most all days I really hate people because the world seems to be overwhelmingly filled with them. Lacking social skills, devoid of a broad spectrum of Understanding and Diversity. Bigoted and Narrow...unable to Soar to new heights of Awareness and Understanding. But,like the Buddha says "Ignorance is Bliss." Well, there are a lotta happy motherfuckerzzzz out there.... jt/poet/seer/thinker

Ah Yes.
i totally forgot that watching a movie with chris in the theater is truly a joyful experience. saw harry potter again last night and i laughed so hard that my stomach hurt the whole way home. gotta love that 'tard! :D

Ah...yes.
And so yes, you know who you are, you BOTH have crossed the 'friend' line and have said things that are not ok. But first off I will handle my man...but as far as YOU...You shouldnt be such a dirty whore. You should have some respect for MY relationship with someone YOU DONT EVEN KNOW. So instead of being all on his jock and shit maybe you should have thought "hmm...what will happen with the gfs?" and then you will be smart. So suck it bitch.

Ah,yea, Ok Then
Male Escort: Boy George Handcuffed, Whipped Me 11/24/2008 4:50 PM, E! Online Josh Grossberg Boy George really did want to hurt him—with whips, chains and S&M toys... A male escort recounted in a British court Monday how he was allegedly handcuffed to the wall of the Culture Clubber's London home and beaten with a metal chain. George, whose full name is George O'Dowd, is on trial for false imprisonment of 29-year-old Audun Carlsen. The entertainer has pleaded innocent to the allegations, but today it was Carlsen who got a chance to share his bizarre story. He claimed to have met the '80s popster through the U.K. personals website Gaydar. After several weeks of "bizarre" email exchanges, he claimed George invited him over to participate in an erotic photo shoot at the singer's home in Shoreditch. When they got to the bedroom and snapped some shots, Carlsen said, the 47-year-old George suddenly invited a second, unidentified man to join them. "As soon as I saw the other guy t

Ah Yes Back To Obscurity
it was only a matter of time before...i became a force to be reckoned with...entirely. sure the ammo of being a dirtbag living in almost nothing seemed to be a well suited attack at me, but i dont take kindly to morons. soooo...i attack back with whatever sharp thing i can find in my mind. most of it isnt picked up by accusers and assumers but it is consumed by them like a knife in the neck, they willingly paid for. all figuratively speaking of course. i would only physically harm those who would take the time and effort to do the same to me or others that i care about. yet a few words, a few rumors, a few bags of bullshit arent going to keep me from washing my mind or my hands of certain accounts of mentally inefficiant blows. i have let it all in...like a broken levvy, i'll hold the water back myself. but i love to see those waves of anger and 2 bit quips of distain flow at me. it brings me closer to what i love to do...some sort of reverse psychology goin there but...it work

Ah, Youth
Ah, youth... new skin, wide smiles, clear eyes... the future so bright. If only we could bottle it, sip it now and again, and stay forever twenty-one, forever ten, forever five. I liked being five. But I'd also like o think that time and age are like cousins, they're relative. Who saiid you have to go by actual miles? If you didn't know how old you were, how old would you be? (me, I'm sticking with five.) I'll even argue that you can bottle youth. What you store it in is all up to you. (I suddest your heart.) If you can figure out a way to keep the energy and gumption and fire alive, you'll always stay young. And where there's youth, there's hope... Where there's hope, there's wonder... Where there's wonder, there's faith... Where there's faith, there's chance... Where there's chance, there's love... Where there's love, there's music... and dancing. So in my heart of hearts I hope you dance... I really hope you dance.

Aibo Is Back!
You heard that right, folks. Supposedly, AIBO is back... with a vengence. According to rumors, the fiesty-but-killed robo-dog from Sony is making a comeback with a new paintjob and whole slew of fresh features. First and foremost, the re-upped model will be tailored to interface wirelessly with your PSP and PS3, will have a built in headcam which utilizes a motion sensor and facial recognition, and can stream its POV video over WiFi to your system. In addition, you'll apparently get to remotely trigger the bot with your handheld and control its movements, plus you can set it to "guard" your house (though we're pretty sure most enterprising burglars will just turn the little dude on its side if provoked). Of course, right now this is speculation -- Stuff Magazine's piece on the subject (above) gives the rumored bot a 53-percent chance of becoming a reality -- but there certainly seems to be some meat behind these murmurs. C'mon Sony -- the pup deserves a second chance.

A$$icons?! Lol
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :D means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money com ing out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass You have just been e-mooned! Send this to 5 people within the next hour and you will be blessed with people laughing at your comment!

Aid And Attendance
One of the lesser known benefits available to Veterans is â€œAid and Attendanceâ€. The VA isnâ€™t likely to be proactive and let you know of it. Aid and Attendance is a pension program, not a compensation benefit, designed to assist a Veteran who is totally and permanently disabled and in need of assistive care in the home. Veterans who have served at least 90 days of active duty with at least 1 day in a period of war are eligible. There are some income restrictions so before you make a formal application to VA you should review the restrictions with a County Service Officer and your trusted tax preparer, accountant or attorney to ensure that the benefit will be worth it to you in the long run. VA often tells applicants that their earnings are too high, â€œcase closedâ€, when all too often this isnâ€™t quite right and you can be sure VA wonâ€™t tell you how you may adjust or â€œoffsetâ€ some assets to qualify. The benefit isnâ€™t for just anyone who may need some help with

Aidan
Okay got the hell scared out of my last night. My son Aidan had a febrile seizure. If you don't know what this is, it's when a little kid fever gets so high that it sends them into a seizure, let me tell you I've been a paramedic for several years now and this is the scariest thing I've seen let alone it being my own child. His fever spiked to 104.2 even after giving him motrin. I'm just letting all my friends know what's going on here if you all don't see me on for awhile. I'll still check in from time to time. He's currently in the Children's hospital here in St. Louis, so if you can say a lil prayer for him and keep him in your thoughts. Thanks to all my friends for reading this. Hopefully they'll figure out here soon what's going on with him and I"ll be able to bring him home. I've dealt with sick children on the ambulance and in the Emergency room and it always bothers me , but when it's your own son it really hits home.

Aiden
AIDEN "I Set My Friends On Fire" (I set) I set (my friends) my friends on fire (fire) well I looked at your grave I do not feel alive (I set) I set (my friends) my friends on fire (fire) well I looked at your eyes I do not feel alive. I set (I set) my friends (my friends) on fire, now I will give up (I set) I set (my friends) my friends (fire) on fire, now I will give my life. If I tell you now I will not feel alive, If I kill you now I will not feel pride, If I kill you now I have set those fields on fire, what's this? One More Time. Burn-Lies-Lies-one more time, Burn-Lies-Lies-set, one more time [Whispers:] tisiv ot ecalp ecin a si lleh (hell is a nice place to visit) Yaaaaa, yaaaaaa, well I gave one more time, Yaaaaa, yaaaaaa, well I gave one more time now, "The sun came through the leaves and lit them up like it was on fire, right at sunset" Let's look the world into the eyes (like it was on fire) and say just one more time (like it was on

Aiden
Since September of 2006 I have been involved in a custody battle with my youngest sons mother. It has been hard & painful at times. Fighting to see him or even trying to get him in my home. As of 3:30 pm today (Aug. 4th 2008), I finally won custody of Aiden ending a 2 year struggle to see him in the home he belongs in. I would like to say THANK YOU to all the people that wished me luck, stuck by me & prayed for me to get Aiden. So thank you with all my heart.

Aidenn!!
today's aidenn's bday!! he has autos on...has a couple bombs he may be using...and look for his ticker!! first person to get a ss of it let me know and i'll bling ya :D now go love him!! Aidenn: The Saint of Debauchery Greeter @ Tantra Fantasies@ fubar

Aiden's Update
UPDATE!!!................yesterday Aiden's left ear began to bleed. in january he had double tubes placed. as of last week he was diagnosed with his left ear being permanantly deaf. his audiologist noticed his left side of his mouth drags lower than his right. then it hit me. what she was saying made sense. he drags his left arm and leg when he crawls, he has no teeth on his left side, he can't hear on left side and he tilts his head that way. so his audiologist was it touch with his pediatrician. after the doctor visit yesterday, she said the tube moved but she looked @ his old CT Scan. she noticed something another doctor didn't. a malformation of his cerebrum. she figures it was from early pregnancy when he decided to lay on his side. he was also born under a lot of pressure and not enough oxygen. so, he is going for occupational therapy and an MRI. in two weeks we go see a craniofacial specialist. already, the doctor said it was a great chance he will need surgey on his cerebrum. a

Aiden
I work my ass off everyday to make sure my son has everything he needs... Aiden is the light of my life and I want him to always be happy... There is one thing that no matter how hard I try I can not give him though... The love of his father... I try to put it all a side just for him and Dean just slaps me in the face everytime I do... i made promises to Dean that i can no longer keep because he made the choice to be where he is... I left him yes but he is the one who pushed me out the door... Because of those choices his father made my son is the one who has to suffer... Dean will never change and will never be just about Aiden... He is to selfish a man for that... I hope that one day when Aiden is old enough that he will understand why I had to walk away and unfortunately in the process take his father from him....My greatest fear is that one day he will hate me for it and it leaves me very conflicted... But this is whats best for the both of us... I should not have to fight with Dea