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After Class Ritual
After Class Ritual by Sethleham © Heather Lambert tied her honey hued hair up into two buns, with the rest of it's length fluffing out from them on either side of her head. She put some blush on her cheeks and chose a dark pink lipstick to put on. When she looked in the mirror she glowed with a smile. Her petite form was clothed in a white tee-shirt, cut and seemed at sternum length just below her small breasts (a silver necklace with a pendant dangling from it, a picture of her father inside), hip-hugging blue slacks that were low enough to show off her thin panty string that arched over each hip, a thin, black belt and her white strapped sandals with the thick black soles. She looked at her smooth, flat stomach, exposed; her tucked in navel with the small, silver loop that she got for her birthday. "Hot and sexy and ready to party," she told her reflection before turning and grabbing her black leather purse with the long straps. Then: "Oh." Heather almost forgot. She grabbe

Afternoon Play
Afternoon Play by Audiomicrowave © I had special plans for my wife this afternoon, so I left work early to prepare. As soon as I got to the house, I prepared the bed. I pulled the sheet and comforter to the end of the bed, and piled a couple of pillows in the middle. I got our toy box out of the closet, and selected a few of my favorites...the long, soft ropes, my smallest butt plug, our flogger, and my wife's favorite vibrator. I also got the lube out and set everything on the bedside table. My wife called to let me know she was on the way home from work, and I suggested that she grab a bite to eat on the way home, but to hurry, as I had a surprise for her. About a half-hour later, I heard her pull into the garage. I met her at the door, doing the usual how-was-your-day-welcome-home-kiss routine. She asked about her surprise, and I told her she'd have to wait for a few minutes. I instructed her to go to the guest bathroom and get undressed. I also said that it would be a whi

After The Party
After The Party by maxam © The party in our rec room had been over for me for a long time. I was going fishing in the morning so had excused myself from my guests and gone upstairs to bed. My wife Mary was an excellent hostess and would wrap it up soon. But sleeping wasn't happening. I could hear sporadic chatter as guests left, laughing and keeping me awake. I expected Mary to come to bed after awhile but instead heard someone in the bathroom, peeing into the toilet and knew it was a guy. I wondered who was still there? He returned downstairs. I distinguished the murmur of voices but was unable to discern females. I wondered who was lingering. I got up and crept out the outside door of our bedroom and down the rear stairs where I could stand by a window to see into my rec room. Moved quietly close to the window. Mary was sitting at the bar. Bill beside her and Sam was leaning across the bar. Bill is single and Sam's wife had gone home earlier. They were talking quietly over

An Afternoon At The Cinema
An Afternoon at the Cinema by BabyBlue2005 © It had been a bad mistake, arriving at the hotel so ridiculously early. I now had the whole of Sunday afternoon to sit and worry about tomorrow's conference without the benefit of any distractions. The red wine I had ordered only a few minutes ago had already lost its appeal. I had imagined I would come across as ultra-sophisticated, ensconced in the deep leather chair, reading my papers and drinking red wine; now it just seemed the staged act of a lonely, thirty-something woman trying too hard to be different. I sighed and placed my notes back into my handbag, picked up the wine and sipped as I gazed around the hotel lobby. The chair I had buried myself in faced a mirrored wall, allowing me plenty of scope to watch my fellow guests without their knowledge. I watched myself, watching them. Everyone seemed to have something to do, somewhere to go, someone to be with ... everyone but me. Smiling wryly at my self-pity, I picked a piece o

An Afternoon With Ali
An Afternoon With Ali by RoseMadder © Ali makes her way quickly down the seedy alleyway trying not to touch the moss covered walls. She stops outside a black painted door and with a quick glance to check that she isn't being watched, opens the door and steps inside. The plush interior smells faintly of perfume, the walls are painted deep red. It's dark and warm. With a quick nod and a smile at the girl sitting behind the small table in the corner Ali makes her way through a small side door into a dressing room. Dumping her bag on the sofa, Ali quickly slides out of her jeans and top and opens the wardrobe. Hanging in front of her are rows and rows of lingerie. She flicks through the rail before settling on a hanger which holds a black lace bra, matching suspender belt and knickers. All three are edged in pink. Settling the suspender belt more comfortably on her hips, Ali opens the floor length curtain which hides her from view. Picking up the black stockings that lay on the b

After I Find Work She Still Won't Cooperate And Put The Kids First...
Ok so for two years I have had to endure changing due to my Ex's work schedule due to things like "daycare issues" etc. Now that I need a change she has refused to give up any Saturday evenings in order to allow when I am able to make it the 100 mile trip one way. All because she doesn't want to sacrifice her new social life. Not even for the sake of the kids. She is posting that I am tormenting her on her myspace page. All I mentioned was that everytime she had one of those issues of which just in 2005 there were about 8 of them. When those changes were made they were all at the last minute and I had to adjust when I could come to fit into the rest of her schedule of events. Now she needs to adapt for me and is not willing to do this for the kids. The only way she will agree to move a day ahead is if I will show up between 1pm to 5pm. That's right I only get 4 hours with my kids while she is present. I get a total of 8-12 hours a month depending on how the month is.

After All I've Been Through
The battle with cancer is whooping my ass. I had the surgery and got rid of the cervical cancer and now can't have anymore kids. Now I find out I may have breast cancer. Maybe euthanasia is the best option here. I'm starting to cost more than I am worth. I haven't told anyone in my family about this at all yet. Not sure where to start with the conversation. We just got over the last scare and things were just starting to get back to normal. How can I reassure everyone especially my kids that everything will be ok when I am so scared I can barely think about it and look at myself. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am depressed beyond reason. It is causing serious problems in my marraige. I tell myself that if I told him what was wrong maybe things would get better and he'd understand, or maybe he would be like "Damn she is sick all the time I can't handle this shit" It is really a situation that would test anyone's love and loyalty to the person they are with.

After Three In The A.m.
Here I am again. The moon as my only companion. Together we are listening to a few songs and deciding what to type. Thing is, when I usually enter a blog, it's a premeditated thought, but not this time around. No, this time I had nothing specific to bring to the table. Except maybe a hope that through these ramblings the reason why I cannot sleep tonight, as well as any other night for that matter, may pop up. I mean, being naturally nocturnal, just like my father, I can see some difficulty sleeping during the dark night hours, but not like this. This is different. I am different...... Even now, I feel at a loss for words. That never happens to me. I've always got an answer, a question, a thought, always something to say..... Feels like 100 years since I last slept. Oh well, sleep is for the weak, right?..... I don't get it. How did I get here? Why do I feel like I'm no longer in control of me? That's impossible, right? Isn't it? I was the one who was always in control. I was

After The Dance Is Over
By Robert W. Birch We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love. We laughed and played a while although our dance had ended. Naked, you fed me grapes -- a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips, combining with the sweetness of your es

Afterlife
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT : The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that

After A While
I wish that I could say, You broke my heart again. I guess after so many times, You no longer feel the pain. I don't feel down, I don't feel sad, It is more like a release, From not having you around. I gave you all I had, Yet it some how wasn't good enough. I was understanding and caring, Accepting for you to trust. I loved you unconditionally, With all you faults and flaws. Days have come and gone. Now it is all a blur. There is a part of you that will always remain. You will always be there, Somewhere in the corner of my mind. A corner of my heart, Is where I will find you to. No matter how I look at it, There will never be another you. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

After Death
They lay you down and say kind words but while you lived you were treated like dirt. Death is the only time that people realize how much they loved you now they must day goodbye. They should have showed it before you died that way at least you knew and could have smiled. But noe they're crying and they're so sad that they couldn't say it in the time they had.

An Afternoon Off
An Afternoon Off: An Invisible Girl/Wonderful Wasp Teamup ------------------------------------------------------- Susan Storm, wearing a lowcut, summer frock stood just inside of the doorway to her fiance's multi-level laboratory. She was waiting until Reed Richards bothered to notice her and her patience was wearing thin. Reed was tinkering with one of the countless gadgets he had scattered about the lab. Some of the devices were gargantuan while others could fit in the palm of someone's hand. The one he was currently working on was roughly midway between the two extremes. It resembled an oversized electron microscope with a four foot diameter body that stretched almost twelve feet from one end to the other. It was mounted on large gimbals to facilitate it's movement through nearly 360 degrees. Instead of a scanning device, it was equipped with an emitter at the base. The side of the barrel of the machine was open at it's midpoint and Reed was searching

An Afternoon Off B
An Afternoon Off: An Invisible Girl/Wonderful Wasp Teamup ------------------------------------------------------- "So I thought we might go to that new boutique on 5th. It's called Karen's. Have you heard of it?" Janet asked. Sue cleared her throat and replied, "Yes, but I don't know. It seems kind of pricey, don't you think?" Janet placed her hand on Sue's bare arm and said, "That doesn't matter. You're not required to buy anything. Let's just have fun, okay?" Sue was looking at the slim, manicured hand that was sending waves of heat through her and distractedly answered, "Okay. Sure." "Great! Lunch is on me..." Janet held up her hand to stop Sue's protest and added, "Next time you can buy. Deal?" "Deal" Sue agreed. Outside they hailed a taxi and were taken to Karen's, a posh women's clothier on 5th Avenue. It was split into two levels. The lower level had blouses, skirts, dresses, and shoes. The upper level, where Janet led Sue, was m

After A Long Day Of Work
After a long day of work for both of us, we kick off our shoes and stretch out on the couch. "I've been on my feet all day" you say as you rub your feet across my thigh. Taking a nylon clad foot in both hands and slowly rubbing and kneading the tense muscles of your foot. As you let out a soft sigh and rub the other foot on the outside of my hands, and I give it the same slow loving treatment as the other. "Now would you like for me to get the massage oil and finish what I've started?" I whisper to you with a knowing smile on my lips. "Aren't you back yet", you giggle as you caress my beard with your toes. Coming back with the massage oil, and two towels, I stop and turn the stereo on and put on some soft relaxing music and light the candles we have in the room. Knealing at your waist, my hands glide under your skirt and slowly pull down your pantyhose. You feel my fingers light caress your thighs as I remove the nylon from them...getting down til the nylons slide off your feet and I

After Our Wake-up Lovemaking
After our wake-up lovemaking, you head to the shower and I turn on the stereo. Heading in the bathroom after you, I see your shadow behind the curtain. Climbing in the tub, you have your head thrown back wetting your hair. Picking up the shampoo, "Washing you is my job and pleasure" I say with a grin. I pour the shampoo in my hand and begin to lather your scalp. You rest your head on my shoulder, and enjoy my fingers massaging your scalp. Wrapping your arms around me, your hands caressing my back. I ease your head back into the stream of water, rinsing the suds from your hair, and caressing your face to keep the suds out of your eyes. You laugh and say "Lather, rinse and repeat." I pour more shampoo in my hand and repeat. You feel the lather slide down your back, between your ass cheeks, and you gently squeeze my ass. Rinsing your head gently, as the last suds break free, I pull you close to me and kiss you deeply. Taking the soap, I work a lather up in my hands and gently wash your f

A After Thought Sobriety
I’am always seeing the things and people that are two inches away from my face. What I would like to be able to do is to see the things that are important , significant, blazing stars, life long influences. All to often those things and people get taken for granted, recede into the background. I feel so deeply loved by You. And I love You so much back! All through my life you have been there to spoil me to treasure me ,and as I’ve gotten older you’ve become my friend someone I can talk to & confide in. My mom always reminds me that there are people who are just completely ,basically good. And that you are one of them It feels so good every time I see you . Like the feeling you get when you are coasting to a stop after your favorite roller coaster ride.

After Hours... I Love You Guys!!
This pimp out is for my After Hours friends... what can i say about them... except they are the best!! If you have them in your friend's list then you are lucky to know them. When i first joined the After Hours lounge i was kinda shy... didn't know anyone but they made me feel right at home and i thank them for it! Since ive been hanging out with them i feel like ive become a new person, a person ive wanted to be, loved, respected, and seen for who i am instead of what everyone wanted me to be :) For this... i THANK YOU guys, and i appreciate our friendship more than you'll ever know! ~Dj Mystik~ *Fubar's After Hours Lounge DJ*@ fubar ۞Neabear۞JEEZY'S R/L GIRL۞AFTERHOURS MGR۞AsH'S Lover@ fubar RJeezy aka DJ AckRite۞NeaNeasEverything۞Fubars After Hours Owner@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™ ~Fubar Expert~@ fubar Will ~~Wicked Storm Crew~~~~~@ fubar -->♥AsH.WeeE..♠AFTER HOURS ASST MGR♠..♥Nea's Lover♥@

The After
The After... I know everything will be alright Though it is going to be hard You may not know But falling apart is just one thing To a healing heart Don’t hold on to something that can keep a flame Start a new flame With a fresh start You find a new meaning You can’t change who you are Who you are is just that You So don’t take it as your last hope You have more to look for in the future Other then a time here and know You discover who we are Through what we do Do whatever it takes I can’t change the things for you That’s your move I’m just here for the after… For an ear to listen to you And a kind heart to understand… No matter what you choose… I’m not the judge… I’m the friend to laugh with…. (C)Stace "AmaOni" J

After Reflections In Time
I am no different than anyone else. We all have our pains to take, or children to feed, our food to find and to make the pain cease, but sometimes it's just not ready to obey and i must submit to a life of pain beyond what I've desired but if someone else were to be in one second less pain because of me I'd take it for them happily. The past is gone The time is nowThe future is not here Nothing is quite clear This is fine For this moment in time Because I can be patient and serene. Life flows the way it chooses And the ebbs and lows all have one resounding rhythm Deep within I have no fear Because what can you do to me What I already have happen In my arrears Time takes it's patience And patience takes it/s time It's all good This one last time

Afternoon Off...
"The baby's not yours!" The daytime drama's overly familiar shout heralded a lazy afternoon. I rolled over on the couch, facing away from the beautiful blonde vixen, and closed my eyes. I didn't lay there long, before I felt a finger trace my chin and whisper down my neck. I turned and opened my eyes to see him smiling, sitting next to me. "What are you..." I stammered, still half asleep. "I'm not available to meet with you tomorrow. I was checking to see if you could fit me in now." There was a sense of urgency in his voice that warmed my blood, but I really had to maintain my composure this time; I didn't need a repeat of last week's appointment. "You woke me up. You were fucking late last week, and this week you think you can come in anytime you like. Absolutely unacceptable. Take your fucking pants off and bend over the chair. I need to think about your punishment." This time, it wouldn't be the soft whip, I needed to break him again. I needed to show him wh

Afterhours
IM SURE YOUVE HEARD ABOUT THE CAM GIRLS AND PRIVATE LATE NIGHTS, BUT HAVE YOU HEARD ABOUT THE GREAT MUSIC AND AWESOME PPL???..HERE IS THE LINKS TO ALL OUR AMAZING AND VERY SEXY STAFF MEMBERS. THEY ARE A HUGE HELP AND THEY KEEP THE LOUNGE RUNNING SMOOTH. PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE THE OWNERS: RJEEZY (owner,head DJ) RJeezy aka DJ AckRite?NeaNeasEverything?Fubars After Hours Owner@ fubar Ben Dover (co owner&DJ) Ben Dove?®™ ~Fubar Expert~@ fubar THE MANAGEMENT: NEABEAR (manager) ?Neabear?JEEZY'S R/L GIRL?AFTERHOURS MGR?AsH'S Lover@ fubar ASH.WEEE (asst manager) -->?AsH.WeeE..?AFTER HOURS ASST MGR?..?Nea's Lover?@ fubar THE DJS: DJ MYSTIK ~Dj Mystik~ *Fubar's After Hours Lounge DJ*@ fubar SXYLISA ? Arkansas Vixen ? aka SxyLisa/Owner of Elite Hotties/ FubaRs After Hours DJ@ fubar DJ CYBER ~*~Dj CyBer~*~FuBa?'s Afte® Hours™ & §ñãKê êýês ®ãÐ¡ø?~*~Jessa's Better Half~*~@ fubar THE GREETERS,PROMOTERS,SE

After Work
After a long day of work for both of us, we kick off our shoes and stretch out on the couch. "I've been on my feet all day" you say as you rub your feet across my thigh. Taking a nylon clad foot in both hands and slowly rubbing and kneading the tense muscles of your foot. As you let out a soft sigh and rub the other foot on the outside of my hands, and I give it the same slow loving treatment as the other. "Now would you like for me to get the massage oil and finish what I've started?" I whisper to you with a knowing smile on my lips. "Aren't you back yet", you giggle as you caress my beard with your toes. Coming back with the massage oil, and two towels, I stop and turn the stereo on and put on some soft relaxing music and light the candles we have in the room. Knealing at your waist, my hands glide under your skirt and slowly pull down your pantyhose. You feel my fingers light caress your thighs as I remove the nylon from them...getting down til the nylons slide off your feet and I

After The Mother Of My Children Informed She That She Didn't Love Me Anymore, I Sat Down And Wrote This Crap. Enjoy.
I make up my face Paint on the smile No laughter from me No emotion for a while Just the happy face Just what you want to see Never wanted it to come down to this But good enough never is No more who I am But who you want me to be Been a long time since you've smiled Been a long time since you've laughed I give you all I am I give you all I have Never wanted it to come down to this But good enough never is Always a house Never a home Locked down with chains Never to roam I loved you with all that I had And all that I have You made me into the man I always wanted to be Now I'll never know I'll never see How the play ends This heart never mends... Never wanted it to come down to this But good enough never is

After Loveing You
I wrote a good omelet.............and ate a hot pome......................................after loving youButtoned my car..... and drove my coat home...... in the rain...after loving youI goed on red.... and stooped on green.... floating somewere in between .....being here and being there..... after loving you I rolled my bed... turned down my hair.... slightly confused but...I do not care.Laid out my teath .....and gargeled my gown...then I stood .... and laid me down.... to sleepafter loving you

After Hours Pimpout!
Wow!..Check Out All These Hot After Hours Staff!!..They Are All Great Chicks And Alot Of Fun To Talk To. Don't Know Them Yet?..Why Not Stop By Their Pages And Fan/Rate/Add Them..Heck Send Them A Message Too If You Want!..I Promise You Won't Be Sorry You Did! (d) ------------------------------------------ Manager ?Neabear?JEEZY'S R/L GIRL?AFTERHOURS MGR?AsH'S Lover@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Assistant Manager -->?AsH.WeeE..?AFTER HOURS ASST MGR?..?Nea's Lover?@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Greeter Southern Bi Princess {{{{FuBa?'s After Hours™ "CAM G!RL"}}}} PLZ R8, FAN, ADD@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Promoter ?Cryst@L?FuBa?'s After Hours™ Head Bartender & "CAM G!RL"}}}}@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Security

Afternoon Delight
David stood in the doorway of His bedroom... His 6ft 180lb frame seeming large in the small doorway. His blue eyes sparkleing as they come to rest on His play toy Michelle lying on His bed.David stands there eyes raking over Michelle's slender 5'3" frame...her long raven black hair cascading down her back to her perfect round ass.Slowly He walks over to her..she looks up in surprise not expecting to see Him in the middle of the afternoon.Looking down at His girl... as He commands her to climb off the bed & crawl over to where He's standing. Michelle slowly climbs down off the bed onto all fours.. crawling slowly over to her Master .Comeing to a stop at His feet she looks up at Him with her bright green eyes waiting for His next order.Grinning down at His girl... David unzips His pants letting His thick member spring forth.He takes it in His hand .. taps it on Michelle's full pouty lips a few times as He commands her to take it into her mouth till He orders her to stop.Michelle

After The Rain
After the rain falls all over me Falling over my bare skin Will I remember your face After the rain comes pouring down all over me Pouring down all over my naked skin Will I remember your touch upon my black lace After the rain washes all my memories of you away Refreshing my remembrances anew Will I ever visit our sacred place After the rain falls all over me Refreshing my affections anew Will my heart still have for you a loving space

After Awhile
After awhile you learn the subtitle difference between holding hands And chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t Contracts, and presents aren’t promises. You begin to learn to accept you’re Defeats with your head up, and you’re Eyes open, with the grace of an adult Not the grace of a child. You learn to build all your Roads on today because tomorrow’s ground Is too uncertain for plans After awhile you learn that even sunshine Burns it when you get to much. So plant your own garden And decorate your own soul instead Of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn that you really endure. . . that you really are strong, And that you really do have worth.

After Much Mediation Lol
AFTER MUCH MEDIATION WITH FAMILY MEMBERS AND REALIZING THAT THERE IS ALREADY A BOMBING FAMILY NAMED GET R DONE WE ARE GOING TO GO WITH THE FOLLOWING NAME REBELS RULE AND GOT R DID BOMBERS SO COME ON AND JOIN WHAT WE WANT TO MAKE A RULING FAMILY ON FUBAR BUT TO DO THAT WE NEED YOU.....

The Aftermath Of A Horrible Breakup
I'm broken I'm bruised All there was was you Now you're gone And there's nothing I can do You've hurt me I've cried All I want to do is die There's nothing else to say My world has been taken away I've loved and lost No matter the cost It hurts so much I try to believe That I'll be freed From this MISERY!

After Much Scrimping And Saving
I have finally raised enough money to cover the cost of printing out the daughter of hell picture as a poster the size is A1 which is 594 x 841mm or 23 3/8 x 33 1/8 inches the cost will be 15 uk pounds but if you want to create a customer account at the store I can then send you a coupon which will mean it will be 10 uk pounds which as the exchange rate will be just under 20 dollars, anyway if you create an account at the Scarybirds Vaults I can send you the coupons and also it will means any of the other posters that we eventually get printed out wont cost more than a tenner in uk money. Where is says log in you can enter your details as a new account there, it wont be used for any other purposes apart from letting you know when stuff have been printed

Afterlife
We who wait and ponder past mysteries of life feel no joy or sorrow are bothered by no strife we watch the people chasing those sweet elusive dreams we hear the moans of pleasure we hear the terror screams but we, we can feel neither the pleasures nor the pains for we have died to wander this earth between two planes you may not see us standing nor feel us pass you by you may not know our yearning nor hear our plantive cry just know we are here with you we harbor you no hate we only seek the portal to heavens pearly gate. For those departed, but not yet gone. In memory Bumpa Carl, 12/01/07 0600 Folkston, Ga 31537

After Making Love We Hear Footsteps...
After Making Love We Hear Footsteps... For I can snore like a bullhorn or play loud music or sit up talking with any reasonably sober Irishman and Fergus will only sink deeper into his dreamless sleep, which goes by all in one flash, but let there be that heavy breathing or a stifled come-cry anywhere in the house and he will wrench himself awake and make for it on the run—as now, we lie together, after making love, quiet, touching along the length of our bodies, familiar touch of the long-married, and he appears—in his baseball pajamas, it happens, the neck opening so small he has to screw them on and flops down between us and hugs us and snuggles himself to sleep, his face gleaming with satisfaction at being this very child. In the half darkness we look at each other and smile and touch arms across this little, startlingly muscled body— this one whom habit of memory propels to the ground of his making, sleeper only the mortal sounds can sing awake, this bless

After All I Am Just A Girl.......
Wrote this a while back. Wanted to post it. I like being a girl. I don't know why all of the sudden I have just thought of this tonight, but I did and I just felt compelled to put it out there. I like everything that goes a long with being a girl even all of the issues that we go through. I like clothes, shoes, purses make up, getting my hair done, my nails done ect. I don’t ever care, for the most part, that girls are held to a higher standard than boys; and sometimes it is hard to live up to that standard, causing boys to break girls hearts. I like the fact that I am not a boy, because I love boys. I love the way it feels to touch their skin or how safe it feels when they put their arms around you and hold you. I like the way they all try to be macho or manly sometimes, yet at the same time when they think no one's looking they can look so vulnerable. In my training class there was this guy who was not so spectacular looking but there was just something about the way he h

After A Few Days
Well a friend recomended fubar and i joined with the usual oh its a social networking site like all the others BUT it is really good normal people without any hangups or moaners Made alot of friends on here all over the palce which is good it's amazing how quickly your points and money go up although am sure the ladies go up alot quicker than the guys - hehehe Looks like i may be here a while Nath

Aftershock Main
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!?! FORMERLY KNOWN AS DAVE'S HIDEAWAY RADIO IS NOW... OPEN AND WE ARE STREAMING SOME AWESOME TUNES!!! WE HAVE NEW DJ'S AND SOME OF THE SAME OLD DJ'S THAT YOU CAME TO KNOW AND LOVE SO MUCH!!! COME ON IN AND JOIN US FOR SOME AWESOME CHAT, EVEN BETTER TUNES AND A WHOLE LOTTA SHAKIN GOIN ON!!! IS NOW HIRING .... TO APPLY...JUST COME IN THE LOUNGE AND ASK FOR DAVE OR TAMMY THE FOLLOWING POSITIONS ARE OPEN *DJ'S* *BARTENDERS* *SERVERS* AND *SECURITY OFFICERS* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ DOLLS~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA~*~ ~*~DJ MARIS

Aftershock Bar & Grill
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!?! FORMERLY KNOWN AS DAVE'S HIDEAWAY RADIO IS NOW... OPEN AND WE ARE STREAMING SOME AWESOME TUNES!!! WE HAVE NEW DJ'S AND SOME OF THE SAME OLD DJ'S THAT YOU CAME TO KNOW AND LOVE SO MUCH!!! COME ON IN AND JOIN US FOR SOME AWESOME CHAT, EVEN BETTER TUNES AND A WHOLE LOTTA SHAKIN GOIN ON!!! IS NOW HIRING .... TO APPLY...JUST COME IN THE LOUNGE AND ASK FOR DAVE OR TAMMY THE FOLLOWING POSITIONS ARE OPEN *DJ'S* *BARTENDERS* *SERVERS* AND *SECURITY OFFICERS* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (CO-MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~(Lead DJ) ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ GREEN MOMMA~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

After Christmas Diet
After Christmas ================ 'Twas the week after Christmas, and all through the house Nothing would fit me, not even a blouse. The cookies I'd nibbled, the eggnog I'd taste At the holiday parties had gone to my waist. When I got on the scales there arose such a number! When I walked to the store (less a walk than a lumber). I'd remember the marvelous meals I'd prepared; The gravies and sauces and beef nicely rared, The wine and the rum balls, the bread and the cheese And the way I'd never said, "No thank you, please." As I dressed myself in my husband's old shirt And prepared once again to do battle with dirt I said to myself, as I only can "You can't spend a winter disguised as a man!" So away with the last of the sour cream dip, Get rid of the fruit cake, every cracker and chip Every last bit of food that I like must be banished "Till all the additional ounces have vanished. I won't have a cookie - not even a lick. I'll want only to chew on

The Aftermath Of X-mas.
What a long couple of days its been. I wanna kill my niece and nephew for being screaming little brats. My dad constantly amazes me with his penchant for getting me some cool as gifts.The new amplifier for my guitar will be fun. Saw the movie Water Horse today and AVP:Requiem and had an amazing time. Good times indeed. Merry X-Mas everyone.

After Christmas Inventory Sale
Inventory Sale, 8 a.m. December 26th through Midnight December 31rst. Lipsticks in the following shades 2 for $13.00 [some shades are limited so order quickly!] PINKS: Magenta, Pink Daisy, Pink Coral, Paradise Pink, Pink Satin METALS: Sheer Blush, Gold Dust, BERRIES: Strike-A-Pose Rose, REDS: redwood, red salsa TAWNIES: Copper Mine Cheek Colors Buy 1 get 1 Free [regularly $10.00 each] Eye Shadows Buy 2 get 1 Free [regularly $6.50 each] Dual Coverage Foundation $11.00 Color 101 Compact filled with three eye shadows, two blush colors, 1 lipstick, 1 eyeliner, 1 lip liner, 1 lip gloss, 1 Mascara, cheek Color brush, and dual end eye applicator [regularly $111.00] NOW ONLY $85.00 including Tax. Color Palette Compact filled with two foundations, two sponges, 8 eye shadows, two cheek colors, 2 cheek brushes, 2 dual end eye applicators,

After A Very Long Time Away, And After Alot Of Thinkin
Well, it's pretty apparent that only two ppl on my friends list has commented about my return to this place. Now, if it was a year ago, i'd be bitchin about it, but after being away for so long, and thinkin about it........Fuck it.... My attitude toward this place as changed, tremendously, and now i see what this place really is........ a fuckin interweb high school. Ppl as fake as they pics, frolic about, post for "contest", and BS like that, and the sad thing was......i was playin into this No more though. If you have me on your homies list, best believe i don't give a shit if you remove me or not. My passion is my interweb project, ZTP. I'm here to get noticed, and if you don't wanna be apart of this than remove me I've come to see what kind of "juggalos" are on here, and i take a glance ppl at my list and see about 95 percent of you ppl as sheep. I'm not gonna be a clone and use Juggalo to get ppl added, and post MCL no more Call me a juggahoe, i don't give a fuck

Afterthought...
what kind of pissed me off more than anything over these events is that other people out there have tried to say that they were the ones who did them. to my knowledge i'm the only person who has done solo responses on large gigs (that were exected to be so much trouble beforehand as opposed to quiet sort of gigs which there has been plenty of people do that) i have been told by production people that i know that there have been people going for interviews for security positions that have tried saying that it was them instead.

After Tonight (mariah Carey)
After Tonight - Mariah Carey I look at you looking at me Feels like a feeling meant to be And as your body moves with mine It's like I'm lifted out of time And time again Patiently I've waited For this moment to arrive After tonight Will you remember How sweet and tenderly You reached for me and pulled me closer? After you go Will you return to love me After tonight begins to fade? I feel your touch caressing me This feeling's all I'll ever need With ev'ry kiss from your sweet lips It's like I'm drifting out of time Alone will tell If you feel the way I feel When I look in your eyes After tonight (after tonight) Will you remember How sweet and tenderly You reached for me and pulled me closer? After you go (after you go) Will you return to love me After the night becomes the day? Time and time and time again (Time and time again) So patiently I've waited For this moment to arrive After tonight (after tonight) Oh, yeah, will you remember How

After The Storm
I wrote the rain You weathered the storm Early that morn Your lawn still wet So I ran through your grass And picked at your daisy’s While you slept Broke your slumber As I entered your Garden of Eden Pulled from your tree of life Fruit that was ripe for the eaten Your harmonious moans Echo through the garden The morning sun has risen Feel the warmth from its rays As it creeps the length of your body That eastern wind that breeze past your ear Carries the whispers of My fantasies Talk to me And reveal the real you I want to know you On multiple levels So we talk of moments Under the shade Of a beautiful oak tree I love the fact With you I can be me Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

After All These Years
Sometimes I really had wondered if this thing called "love" is real. If there is un imagineable feeling that just sweeps out from no where n just fills you full of emotion. I am 30 years old now, (and a slow learner mind you), n I guess Ima learning that love doesn't really exist if you can't let yourself be loved. I guss some days, if you don't follow your heart and take a chance and let someone in, it won't be real. Lets face it, we have all followed our hearts from time to time, and most of us have gotten completely screwed over because of it. Did it once, fuck that, Ima listening to my mind from now on.. Unfortunately, when you talk about my mind in perticular, its a pretty fucked up little area. I have mastered ignoring my heart and definately after all these years, learned how to very effectivly run for the hills when feelings start to develop and completly shade myself from letting anyone close. And for what reason? So I don't feel my heart break again??? These very thought

After Death
HAVE U EVER SAT THERE AND WONDERED AFTER A FRIEND HAS BEEN MEAN. HATED TOWARDS YOU. SUDDENLY THEY PASS ON. EVEVER WONDER IF U AND THAT PERSON WOULD GET ALONG UP ABOVE IN HEAVEN WITH THAT SAME PERSON, WHEN YOUR TIME COMES TO GO TO HEAVEN/

After I Fall
On the edge lookin over All I see is a four leaf clover Maybe a sign of things to come Should I jump, or should I run? After I fall, where do I stand? After my heart is in your hands And you've got it all After I fall, where do I stand? After I've loved you all I can Will I still stand tall? After I fall It's as clear as the blue sky I don't fear you tellin me a lie So I'll become your only dancer And let the sunrise bring me answer After I fall, where do I stand? After my heart is in your hands And you've got it all After I fall, where do I stand? After I've loved you all I can Will I still stand tall? After I fall You're a move I wanna make You're a chance I'm gonna take You're every dream oh After I fall, where do I stand? After my heart is in your hands And you've got it all After I fall, where do I stand? After I've loved you all I can Will I still stand tall? After I fall

After Surgery
day two after surgery and im in pain.got cut open in 4 places including belly button,and it feels so wierd.have a hard time getting up but i guess thats normal.5hours after surgery i had mcdonalds(mmm).the hospital kept me there longer then norm cause i had really low blood preasure...oh well im ok now..they gave me T3 but i try not to take any..i hate pills!! i figure if i can handle pain from a tattoo then i can handle this pain..while thats it for now so til next time keep fit and have fun...

After Party In Greensboro Tonight
After the Seether/3DG/Breaking Benjamin show tonight my Band FROM THIS DAY is playing at the Somewhere Else Tavern along with out friends Porno Red. We play at midnight to close the place out!!! You should come and rock out with us! The Somewhere Else Tavern is located at 5713 W Friendly Ave in Greensboro... Even if you don't go to the concert come to the Tavern and party with FROM THIS DAY!!!

The Aftermath
I wake in a feild of bright color Beautiful flowers surround and carry me They take me along for what seemed to be days But it doesnt bother me at all Im happy in this place I never want to leave I hear a familliar voice in the distance "spend your time well in this place with no sorrow for soon you shall be plunged into eternal darkness" And no sooner then the voice of my love had fadded The place around me grew increadably dark and all the flowers died I lay in that place for a million or more years and have still yet to begin serving my sentance.

After 20 Years Of Marriage
After 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the misses felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite some time. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back. He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and became silent. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, "Honey, that was wonderful. Why did you stop?" I found the remote," he mumbled.

Afternoon
Welcome to the MIdnight Special NOT SURE ITLL ALL FIT ON BLOG BUT WILL TRY TO MAKE SURE If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE TRAINS CRUISIN ALONG WHEN I ADD RATE N FAN U BACK IM MAKIN A NEW BULLET N THATS WHEN ULL B ADDED THANKS EVERYONE HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREATTTTTTTTTT RIDE OK SOMEONE REPOSTED ONE OF THE FIRST BULLETINS SO IF EVERYONE WASNT HIT BY THE NEW PEOPLE GO BACK AND HIT THEM PLEASE so heres the deal rate fan add EVERYONE thats on board IF U DONT HIT EVERYONE AND THEY LET ME KNOW ULL B REMOVED THIS IS MENT TO HELP EVERYONE THAT JUMPS ON NOT JUST THE FIRST 5 OR 6 PEOPLE SO READ THE FOLLOWING IF U CANT RATE FAN ADD EVERYONE AND SOMEONE TELLS ME U MISSED A FEW U WILL B THROWN OFF THE TRAIN AT FULL SPEED!!!SO IF U WANNA STAY FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE!!! OR DONT BITCH WHEN U GET THROWN OFF!! Repost bullletin !! meet some new friends and have some fun when ur done wit

After Surgyt
I am in pain and hurting but hopeful i get better the doc promies me. He cut 3 thing on my knee. I going to push my self to the max to get back on the computer and to yaw guy who are there for me. All need some suport from love one. Is there anyone willing to help me im justindarr1982

After The Weekend....
Well, thursday they took out my IUD. It was not fun. They couldn't find it, so they had to dilate me, and dig around in my girly parts to find the IUD. Wow, did that ever suck. But, I had Adam with me, so it wasn't as bad as it could have been, had he not been with me... SO, then like, the next day.. BAM... BLEEDING... I mean WTF? Seriously. How is that even right? So now i'm PMSing, and driving Adam insane. He whined about it... seriously. BLEH... He's lucky I'm not pregnant... I would be driving him up the walls... But, I'm cramping like you wouldn't believe and OMFG this shit sucks.... you women who deal with this every single month.,.. I have a whole new respect for you!!! I haven't dealt with this in years!!! UGH!!! Other than that... Adam wont put out.. lol I'm "on my period" and he thinks its gross.... so he wont have sex with me... It actually hurts my feelings... seriously. I've never known a guy who wouldn't... every guy I've ever been with has... sooo, I d

The Aftermath Of My Car Accident
well, to say say the least it hasnt been easy since last thurs. nite when my wreck happened. The head-injury REALLY srewed me up and is still screwing with me ROYALLY. ive got constant headaches/migraines like trple as many as i had before. I've had to go this a few times b-4 - cuz ive had so many head injuries & concussions. right nite im trying to deal with having really severe post-concussion syndrom. ive had it a few times b-4 also, but it has never been this bad b-4. the fact that i was knocked unconcious says a lot, as ive never been knocked out ever b-4 in my entire life b-4 the wreck last thursday which happened on april 10th, 2008 just for my own record. i didnt even know how bad my concussion was until after id been in the trauma room at the hospital which to i was transported by an ambulance on a backboard n stuff. having busted ribs and a cracked sternum has really made things a little mor ediffacult than usual too. i couldnt breath hardly for atleast 2 or 3 days after i go

Aftermath Of Suicide
Having understanding sometimes helps but for most of the time it means nothing To have dreams of ending the pain, of the suffering of ones mind and heart Finally terminating life seems to be euphoria for those that suffer depression When does pain become so overbearing that one cannot notice the frustration, the sadness and sense of loss in their friends? When does pain and suffering for others turn around in egotistical tendancies? Yes, friend, I love you, but .......... but ............. I cannot live anymore I cannot cope anymore So, do not be sad (is that sarcastic?) do not miss me (yea right!) do not cry (first you allow me to love you and then you take it away?) And then it is there, you took your pills cut the life line and left this earth left me ...... your so called sister, friend left me behind, bewildered, totally frustrated for what could I do? What could I do from the other side of the world? Mere words are not enough

After The Rain
glitter-graphics.com AFTER THE RAIN BY:LADY KATHERINE MY LADY SET AMONGST THE PAPER WALLS LOOKING THROUGH HER WINDOW PANE HER PAST HAS TRAVELLED MANY MILES AND THY HEART STUMBLES AS THE PIECES FALLS FROM THE SHATTERED DREAMS ALONG THE WAY. AMIDST THE CASTLE WALL MY LADY AWAKENS TO A DIFFERENT WORLD AND TIME,AND SHACKLES THAT BOUND HER.HER TEARS FELL FINDING THEIR WAY TO THE STONES AND MORTAL BENEATH HER FEET.HER HEART HEAVY.AND CARE NOT OF THE EVENTS OF SEASONS AFTER SEASONS.SHE GAVE NOTHING BACK NO MORE.KEPT WITIN THE CASTLE BOUNDARIES ,NOW STEELING HER BREATH.SHE SEES ONLY THE DARKNESS OF A MOONLIT NITE,AND SWALLOW HARD.HER FOOLISH CRIES.HEAR NOT-SEE NOT,AN ACHING NEED. HER PAIN SUBSIDE IN THE PITS OF HER OWN HELL,AND OFTEN JOURNEY TO THE UNKNOWN.HER VOICE SILENCE TO THE FEAR,AND HER DESIRES DARE NOT COMETH FORWARD.SHALL THERE WILL THERE COME A DAY,WHEN FATE WILL SLIDE THE KEY UNDER THE DUNGEON DOOR AND FREE HER THAT BINDS HER.SHE PRAYED IN THE STILLENSS OF THE N

After Thought
ist für immer nichts. und Sie nicht immer sind hier. ich schätzen, daß ich Sie. ich liebe Dich verlor. Aber nicht alles zu verlieren zu riskieren, genug, um für Sie zu kämpfen... Sie lagen. Ich kippe Phasen mein Leben in den halben Kreisen., das ich nicht Sie bin.

After The Rain
by LateNiteFantasy© After the rain falls all over me Falling over my bare skin I will remember your face After the rain comes pouring down all over me Pouring down all over my naked skin I will remember your touch After the rain washes all my memories of pain away Refreshing my remembrances anew I will ever visit our sacred place After the rain falls all over me Refreshing my affections anew My heart will still have for you a loving space

Aftertouch
AFTERTOUCH this is what an aftertouch is to a symphony barely noticed in the storm of what was this is lingering resonance nine hundred nanoseconds in duration but saying everything that was ever spoken in one final exhale when commotion was cut sharp into the loudest silence ever heard this is your face relaxing after exciting expression exercise to sink back into stillness almost closed eyes skin so unstrained brushing your still parted lips against mine this is your voice a soft moaning sigh in sharp contrast to the hollering high that seconds ago filled the room and my mind that uneloquent chanting exploding tonight this is so much more than my still hammering heart trying to lower the pulse as powerless we exhale and sink softly onto ourselves and welcome the aftertouch of a symphony for now

Afternoon To Rendevous
Afternoon To Rendevous by LateNiteFantasy© Afternoon To Rendevous I' m sat here wondering Can you come and play Still early morning and I Have the rest of the day Lonesome and longing I wonder are you aware Next few hours are free With all this fun to share Of whispered promises Loving communication Opened to suggestions As I await in anticpation I am wishing so much It just might come true Your welcome anytime Afternoon to rendevous Pleasures and delights View , touch and taste To sensuously explore Not a moment to waste Body pressed to mine A few passionate hours In being alone with you The secret would be ours These Flames Can't Compare To How Bright Our Love Really Is

After All
After All After all the love there is only pain, After all the laughter there is only tears of blood, After daring to believe in love it is gone again, After loving with all my heart it is shattered, After living for you my life is in ashes, After wanting nothing but you i want nothing at all, After watching you walk away i keep on hoping you will come back, After everything that has happened I still love you, After losing hope I find I am still desperately hoping, After all that has happened i cannot stop thinking of you, After all I have Failed you! Mordechai

After Life Lounge
ARE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH TO ENTER A WHOLE NEW WORLD? A PLACE WHERE DRAGONS ROAM FREE? WELCOME TO A WORLD WHERE DRAGONS RULE WE HERE AT CHAOS & MAYHEM WITH DRAGON420 INVITE YOU TO FACE YOUR FEARS AT AFTERLIFE SO ENTER IF YOU THINK YOU CAN FACE THE DANGERS THAT LURK WITHIN ***CLICK ON PIC TO TAKE U THERE*** Click The Picture Below To Enter

After Your Gon
After you're gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening After you're gone? You're part of my life, A piece of my tapestry. On what rock Will my castle rest After you're gone? Time will turn But without hands. How will I eat Without my day on your dish After you're gone? You're the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my tumbling days After you're gone.

After A Over 17 Months, My First Hh
I've been on this site for over 17 months, made it all the way up on my own...no clubs, no cliques, and only a few gift blasts, and rates from my dear friends and family, but I'm tired of watching those I have helped level before me, then disappear. My friends, I hope you all mark this date and time down, and help make my first HH a great experience.

After I'm Gone
An Irishman named Murphy went to his doctor after a long illness. The doctor, after a lengthy examination, sighed and looked Murphy in the eye and said, "I've some bad news for you... you have cancer and it can't be cured. I'd give you two weeks to a month." Murphy, shocked and saddened by the news, but of solid character, managed to compose himself and walk from the doctor's office into the waiting room. There he saw his son who had been waiting. Murphy said, "Son, we Irish celebrate when things are good and celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't so well. I have cancer and I've been given a short time to live. Let's head for the pub and have a few pints." After three or four pints, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more beers. They were eventually approached by some of Murphy's old friends who asked what the two were celebrating. Murphy told them that the Irish celebrate the good and the bad He went on to tell them that

Afterglow
In the afterglow of our lovemaking we held each other close shared an occasional kiss gave an occasional caress. As we lay on a bed of grass clad only in dew and starlight you spoke that single word which aroused me yet again:

After The Surgery (story)
Another recent one I helped a bit with. This character is named Ariyen Darkstar. Chief of Security and it is another Star Trek story for another group done pbem style - play by email type. The other two are Phoenix Waters - Captain, and Lance - Commander. [Colony69] 240806.26 JL - Phoenix, Lance, Ariyen - \"After the surgery\" =/== Recovery Room 3 ==/== Waters looked at Dina Jenkins and said, \"Well? How is he?\" The dark skinned woman said, \"Phoenix, take a chill. He is fine now. It was touch and go for a bit but we extracted the bullet that was lodged in his hip and closed up the holes the bullets left. My question is... what in the hell is going on and why was he shot with a weapon like that to begin with?\" \"That is what I want to know too. Can I see him?\" Phoenix asked. Dina said, \"He is awake but doped up. Can it wait an hour?\" \"No.\" Phoenix said as he looked to Ariyen. She nodded. \"Make it quick. He is still pretty loopy.\" Dina said and then s

After Awhile
I love this damn work. It's helped me so often. I found this on my ex mother in laws nightstand once. Coincidentally, it carried me daily after I left her son. A framed version hangs in my living room, a constant reminder. It occurs to me that I should share, for those who may happen upon it here. I know of a few fufriends who could probably benefit from this right now. They know, or will after reading it. I can't credit it properly because there is much hubbub concerning who originally penned it. Without further ado.... After a while.... you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of woman-not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today be

After A While
After a while you learn the subtle difference betweem holding a hand and chaining a soul. You learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. You learn that loving doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security, and you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. After a while you learn to build all your dreams on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain for dreams, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn to accept your defeats with your head held with the grace of a woman and not the grief of a child. After a while you learn to plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, that you really do have self worth, and you can endure, and you learn and learn, with every "goodbye" you learn

After Over A Year...
I finally get to see my big sister today. I haven't seen her in over a year, and im soooo excited. She will be here sometime this afternoon, and her and her new husband will be staying a few days I think...

Aftershock's
Aftershock is a liqueur drink produced in Canada by Jim Beam Brands and distributed by Munson Shaw Co. of Deerfield, Illinois. It has a thick, syrupy consistency and is available in six varieties: * Red (Hot & Cool Cinnamon) * Blue (Deep Cool Citrus) * Black (Cranberry) * Silver ( Apple & Red Bull) * Green (Thermal Bite Aniseed) * Orange Limited Edition '10' (Spicy Apple Flavoured) (Celebrating 10 years of After Shock.) Aftershock was first marketed in 1997, and marketed primarily to younger drinkers. All varieties of Aftershock contain 40% alcohol by volume (80 proof). Popular in the UK, the drink spawned several drinking games, the most common of which being "The Aftershock Challenge", in which participants have to hold a shot of red Aftershock in their mouths without swallowing for as long as possible. Another challenge associated with Aftershock takes advantage of the powerful fumes that evaporate from the drink. A drinker is to down a shot, hol

After Your Gone
After Your Gone After you're gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening After you're gone? You're part of my life, A piece of my tapestry. On what rock Will my castle rest After you're gone? Time will turn But without hands. How will I eat Without my day on your dish After you're gone? You're the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my tumbling days After you're gone.

After Glow
meet your gaze & help you stand hold my breath & kiss your hand see you blush & your cheeks red smell your hair & kiss your brow brings me joy to hear you speak take your hand & kiss your cheek feel your skin on my finger tips hold your face & kiss your lips love's so true passion begins caress your form & kiss your skin passion flow like summer rain love's fulfilled & we kiss again the afterglow & fond embrace speak of love & kiss your face

After The Storm
Another year comes to an end, and to the victims of Katrina, my prays I send. May they find a place to rest and food to eat, and get through the pain that lays at their feet. I pray for the familes of the lost, for they have paid a greater cost. What the floods did not destroy, cold hearts played with lives like a toy. In my darkest thoughts I think of sweet revenge, Those victimes whos death to avenge. They who left the helpless for dead, lets strap to a bed seal them in a water tight tomb and turn on the hose to share the same doom! but my inner dragon will then say, "To wish more ill, we would be no better than they. Heed these words to keep you wise. Sooner or later they will all pay for the victim's demise." Still, I should not dwell on the past, and I hope others learn from this and learn damn fast!

After Work Survey
THE DEEP SURVERY (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? When my tail tingles. ....Anyone that thinks that they're better than everyone else and treats others like crap. [2] What do you do when you need to relax? Music, coffee, snuggling [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Too much hate in the world [4] Do you think it's okay for people to tell lies? Yes and no. It really depends on what's going on. You know, the whole..."honey, does this dress make me look fat?"....."No hon, you look sexy" blah .....know what I mean? Hmm... [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Some things are nice when they're changed and some things are nice when they stay the same. [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? I don't know? Surprise me. [7] What are you listening to right now? Willy Wonka [8]

An Afternoon Phone Call...
It's 1:05 p.m. and my phone rings. I look at the caller id and contemplate whether to answer or not because I don't recognize the name but my curiosity gets the better of me and I pick up right before the answering machine kicks in... "hello?" I say "Hi! Is this Adelle?" "Yes" I quickly answer "Oh great! How are you doing today?!!" the caller says in a smarmy, foney, car salesman kind of way... Immediately, I feel uncomfortable. I don't know you and right off the bat you're talking to me like we're long lost friends?...uh-uh...so I say "whose calling?" in a direct tone to indicate my irritation. "This is Scott from ________ and I'm calling to see if you are still planning to attend school on july 31st" "Yes, of course" I answer with a tinge of uncertainty feeling in my gut.. "Oh great! Now you have been dealing with Dave but he is no longer with the company so any questions you may have you can contact me on my cell#________" he says. Okay, so this wouldn't

After The Calmness Of The Storm
A vibrant blue has filled the sky a few green trees refuse to die broken pieces fill the ground nothing ever makes a sound bussiness is closed, no gas no ice all are forced to sacrifice some lose nothing others all we feel are backs are to the wall natures struck and cut us deep for all we've lost were forced to weep neighbors helping hand in hand a time to bond and make a stand we start to clean up and must rebuild our minds becomming an open field all are in a daze not believeing our eyes people together try to answer all crys everything eventually goes backs to the norm but after the clamness of the storm Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem: This was written after 4 hurricanes hit florida I had never seen such destruction in my own back yard. After my own experience on helping people rebuild there lives i sat and wrote about my experience. Feel free to leave any feedback...

After Sex
Because you opened this, u will have sex... Saturday, with a person who thinks you're beautiful and that you're their true love. And tommorow will be the best day of your life. Do not break this chain!!! Break it and you will have relationship problems for ten years... Repost this with the title After Sex

After This Auction Am I
Done biding on people. I tired wasting fu bucks and real money on owning people and get nothing in return. Now just go join people help level people. I do want to say thank for one who did rate me and did my salutes. I will join more auction

After Work Surprise
Finally home, looking forward to seeing her smiling face greeting you at the door. You walk up to the door, open it and come inside. Looking around wondering where she is. Usually she meets you , this time house is very quiet. Looking in the kitchen, not there. Living room, nope nothing. Finally walk into the bedroom a lil bummed, just figuring you'll get a shower and relax till she gets home. As you walk into the bedroom , you still not aware of anything unusual. Out of nowhere you hear " Hey baby " Looking up a bit startled, the image in front of you seems to be even more of a shock. There in front of you is not only the woman you love but another very lovely, curvy dark haired woman. They are both naked, lying side by side. their hands slowly caressing each others bodies and smiling at you. The brunette is very pale, bright blue eyes, soft pink lips. Her hair a mass of dark curls flowing over ivory skin. Full breasts with soft pink nipples, slim waist an

After Glow Of Games, What The Next For China?
For Chinese leaders, all that effort paid off. The Games were seen as an unparalleled success by most Chinese — a record medal count inspired nationwide excitement, and Beijing impressed foreign visitors with its hospitality and efficiency. And while the government’s uncompromising suppression of dissent drew criticism, China also demonstrated to a global audience that it is a rising economic and political power. But a new, post-Olympic era has begun. The question now is whether a deepening self-confidence arising from the Olympic experience will lead China to further its engagement with the world and pursue deeper domestic political reform or if the success of the Games and the muted Western response to repression will convince leaders that their current model is working. “China was eager to present something that shows it is a new power that has its own might,” said Shen Dingli, a professor at Fudan University in Shanghai. “It has problems, but it is able to manage them. It has wea

After Effects Of September 11th
Seven years later, we're still feeling the effects. Do you know what they are? Seven years ago. September 11th, 2001. You may have been at work, at school, or at home. No matter where you were that day, you know what happened. And you'll probably never forget it. No one will, especially the people in New York. Firefighters, volunteers, people who worked in and around the World Trade Centers, and people just passing by. The death toll from that day is 2,752; or so most of you think. But that number is growing slightly as these years go by and is going to continue to rise. The firefighters and anyone working in or around Ground Zero on that day, and months afterwards, are still being affected. Do you remember seeing pictures of the giant smoke cloud rising? Ever wonder what exactly it was? Well, it contained 2,500 different substances, among those being glass, construction debris, fibers, cellulose, asbestos, lead, and even mercury. The people who worked anywhere near that cloud took

The Aftermath
PICKED A FEW PEOPLE AT RANDOM THAT DESERVE SOME EXTRA LOVE! I'VE MADE A LOT OF NEW FRIENDS TODAY AND I WANNA KNOW WHO IS PAYING ATTENTION! -{Dots}-@ fubar Alison@ fubar Lucky~Owner of -DJ TLL10K-& Drunk1 ~fu-owned by Boatman..yep he threw me a life-preserver..lol@ fubar the Interloper... Anti-hero idol with a suicide excuse...@ fubar Anarchy is Peace not Chaos@ fubar Va Beach girl 4 life (aka texxas)@ fubar Beautiful Dreamer- Playmate@Forbidden Owned by Legendary Hesh@ fubar &

Afterlife
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife ’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall) So ou

After All These Years I Am Finally Voting Democrat - A Repost
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, I’M FINALLY VOTING DEMOCRAT! 1. I'm voting Democrat because freedom of speech is fine as long as nobody is offended by it. 2. I’m voting Democrat because the party of “tolerance” accepts me completely, unless, of course, I disagree with them. 3. I’m voting Democrat because I don’t pay enough taxes now, I feel I should pay much more and the Democrat party will offer me that opportunity. 4. I’m voting Democrat because I feel guilty for sacrificing and working hard all my life and becoming a “wealthy” American; while thousands of others wake up late, sit around, watch tv, have multiple babies without being married, don’t bother educating themselves or actually working to support themselves. It would be so nice to help them by giving away a big chunk of my paycheck for all the social services our Democrat party provides! 5. I’m voting Democrat because I believe if you can make it into America you’re home free! Yippee! We’ll give you all kinds of goodie

The Aftermath......
Ok I'm sure everyone in ohio knows what this blog is going to be about.For everyone else,we had a vicious windstorm here on the 14th,caused by backlash from hurricane Ike.It completely tore this city to shreds,and many others in ohio.As for dayton,trees were ripped out by the roots,limbs were thrown into the paths of oncoming cars like shrapnel and power and cable lines,roofs,and siding all came down with a vengeance.my dumbass never did remember to take my camera out and get pics but here's a link to some good ones. http://www.whiotv.com/slideshow/weather/17470706/detail.html anyway,back to the venting.over 300,000 homes lost power that day.I was one of them.I was out for 12 days and it really sucked.I managed to stay positive and understanding about it for about 4 days but after eating cold ravioli out of the can for that long,and not having a phone,or internet,or lights,or hot water,I started to crack.they did finally get to me on the 12th day,which was this last wednesday evening

After The Honeymoon Period
Relationships..its all about WORK WORK N MORE WORK!!!...why do some people think that once you've hooked up with that guy or girl their work is done? HARDLY!! When you find someone you like one tends to mold oneself to become their object of affection by "liking" the same things...listening to the same music...goin to the same places of interest that person does...dressing up and speaking and behaving in a certain manner that that person likes saying all the right things that you KNOE they want to hear but then once the honeymoon period is over.. BAM!!...you tend to go back to your old ways and the person is left wondering who the hell they fell in love with in the first place... Yes, we all have faults but isn't it better to show those faults right from the start so that your potential significant other KNOES what he/she is getting into that way it leaves no chance for misrepresentation and that person could never ever say you lied to them about who you are or that you're not the per

After 30 Years, Epa Toughens Lead-emissions Standard
WASHINGTON — The amount of lead that can be emitted into the air in the U.S. will be dramatically reduced under a new rule the Environmental Protection Agency announced on Thursday to protect the health of millions of Americans — especially children. It was the first new rule on airborne lead in 30 years, and came in response to more than 6,000 scientific studies since 1990 that show that lead is dangerous to the human body at much lower levels than previously known. The EPA was under a court order to complete its review for a new lead standard. The studies have linked low levels of lead to damage to children's nervous systems that can lead to IQ loss, poor academic achievement and permanent learning disabilities, EPA administrator Stephen Johnson said in announcing the new standard. In adults, it can cause increased blood pressure and decreased kidney function. Children are especially vulnerable. Airborne lead can be inhaled, but also contaminates soil. The main way humans

After Awhile
i've always loved this poem... After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open~with the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads today because tomorrow's ground is just too uncertain for plans. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul~instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong... And you really do have worth.

After One Night?
I surrender to the warmth, of your kiss To caress your cheek, you kiss my hand Just after one night, could you forget the bliss? Lying next to you I can feel your warmth That first made me long for you between my thighs Just after one night, you realized that you would, Could not again be happy, until you again heard my sighs. Shel

Aftershock Radio Bar & Grill
We here at Coffee Shop Creations are please to announceYou all know who we are!! So make sure youclick on the banner above to find us again.AfterShock Radio also streams in the following~Crazy's Fun House~~Cajun BBW's Club~~The Disability Lounge~ ~Coffee Shop~So if you wanna hear the one and ONLYAFTERSHOCKCome listen to us in one of the above!! © PinUPToons , www.pinuptoons.com, CI-4529LM

After Christmas...
Some friends from work and I are planning a trip after Christmas...nothing big, just a weekend, and since we are in retail, it will be a very nice relaxing trip (I hope). So anyways, it is me and two girls and one guy. I already am feeling a little weird about the trip because, well, they are all 20 or 21 and I'm about to be 31, but to have the guy go with us girls is a little awkward too. Trying to figure out sleeping arrangements is becoming very interesting, and I am debating on a suite or adjoined rooms...I have no idea how this is going to work out, but it should be funny at any rate... So I have no real reason for this blog, just wanted to write it down and try to look at the situation from a different angle:)

Aftermath Of Tring To Get My Car From The Impound
We Belong Together - Ritchie Valens from the other nite starting nov 7th *Well this will be the worst birthday weekend I would never forget as I had this old friend of which was a woman invited me over to her place to drink and have a good time I thought but after drinking a bottle of vodka and some gin with her she switched on me and got very violent with me slapping me around and etc I told her I'm just gonna leave and she will never hear from me again so I made my way to my car which she ran after me with a knife as I started my car she quickly slashed my two front tires on my car so I still tried to drive away to get me and my car out of harms way. Which I knew I was in no condition to drive so I rode on the rims to the back of the apartments to this pass out til the morning and then to try to get my car fix in the morning but from the police report I just got from getting out late this evening she called them on me early friday morning which I been in jail charged with two acco

Afternoon Delight
Sitting at home after work one day, John heard a knock at the door. Shortly after hearing it he got up from his easy chair to answer the door. Upon opening the door he saw the family babysitter Jayna standing there looking a bit desperate. She explained the last time she was there that she thinks she misplaced her cell phone somewhere in the house and asked to please go look for it. John said "sure" as he closed the door behind her. He wasnt much concerned and told her to just lock the door when she left. Jayna headed upstairs to start looking first. As she headed up the stairs John walked past the stairs on his way to the living room and caught a glimpse up her skirt. After arriving in the living room once more, he tried to get comfortable while getting back to watching the news. He sat in his chair squirming and feeling a bit frustrated at himself. He just couldnt forget what he saw as he walked past the staircase. I mean seriously who would really want to forget about crotchless

"after A Long Day At Work"
You come home from work. Apparently the house is empty. You undress as you come up the stairs to change. You enter the bedroom and find me reading and relaxing on the small love seat in the far corner of the room. I didnt hear you come in. I am wearing only a light bath robe. You come in and pull the book from my hands, marking the page setting it aside, lean down and give me a light kiss hello. You take my hands in yours and have me rise up to my feet as you untie my robe and remove it. Standing naked before you I help you finish undressing. When we are both standing, you cup my face and lower your head and kiss me deeply, letting your hand slowly drift down to caress my breast. Gently squeezing, fondling and teasing. Breaking the kiss you take my hand and lead me towards the bed. As we lay down side by side, you turn to face me ad lightly running your hands up and down my stomach and lightly brush the underside of my breasts. Lowering your head and kissing me deeply, we continue to f

Aftermath
What would you do, If death was staring at you, Would you run towards the light, Or would you dig deep & put up a fight, Do you fear the unknown....or do you just want to escape this life, It can all end tonight, But then think of those that love you, If they knew of your decision would they approve, Or would they pray under the moon, That you would reconsider and stop being a fool, Recognize the value of your life, Cause even if your blind they still see your light, But do as you will as this is your path, We'll still be here dealing with the aftermath, truthsquad © 2008

After A While
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts Presents are not promises You begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes ahead With the grace of a woman not the grief of a child You learn to build all of your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is to uncertain for plans and the future has a way of falling down midflight After a while you learn that sunshine Burns even if you get to much So plant your own garden Decorate your own soul Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers You learn you really can endure You really are strong You really do have worth And with every goodbye you learn --------------------------------------------- and a song fitting my mood

The Aftermath Of A Drunk Driver
"DRUNK DRIVERS' I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly, and the little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring

After Dark
WE HAVE THE SONGS YOU WANT TO HEAR, THE PEOPLE YOU NEED TO KNOW, AND THE CONVERSATIONS YOU HAVE BEEN MISSING. TIRED OF THE DRAMA? SICK OF THE BULLSH*T? JUST WANT A PLACE TO KICK IT WITH GOOD PEOPLE? THEN FOLLOW THE LINK INTO THE AFTER DARK, WHERE YOUR VOICE DOES GET HEARD! IF YOU ARE STILL READING THIS, YOU HAVEN'T FOLLOWED THE LINK YET, AND THEREFORE HAVEN'T FOLLOWED DIRECTIONS, MEANING YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON FAR TOO MUCH FUN...

After The Rain
After the Rain 1 Everyday I wanted to tell you Tell you how I how I felt I just wanted to say I remember Remember the day I saw you walking to me Wearing that leather jacket I just wanted to tell you how lucky I felt To have you in I'm luck to have you in my life Hook After the rain I wipe away my tears As the rain pours down I wash away my feelings for you I have tried to make it work with it you But all I have is the rain I can't stand the rain After the rain, tears fall And then I think of you again After the rain Everything is clear Here I am standing tall As the droplets of rain fall over me 2 Now that you found someone new Someone better than me I see how you never liked me at all Everything I felt was a lie You never wanted anything to do with me I realized that everything was a lie That I wasn't as lucky as I thought 3 I'm tired of all this talk It about time to live you behind Now I realize I must move on After the rain is gone I kno

An Afternoon With Her
her voice shook me from my reverie...i looked up to intense blue eyes staring back at me and for a moment i was lost in time "can i borrow you ketchup please?" i shook my head "oh yeah sure" and handed her the bottle and watched her walk away...who was that! ...i was dumb founded it had been a very long time since i had seen a woman of such beauty that didnt have a lack of poise or brian power...yet i didnt really know if she did but it was worth finding out and lucky for me she was sitting alone. I approached the table she sat at "hi..um..i just wanted to see if you were done with my ketchup" what the hell was that! i cant believe i just said that how...oh wait theres a giggly spark in her eye maybe im not such an idiot after all..."well if you join me we can both use it" she said with a hint of flirting in her voice ahhh coy nice!! i like coy..."well i think you may be right but how will my waiter find me?" good lord can i get some help untying my tongue...i cant believe what keeps

After All These Years...
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T

After A Week . . .
I am really happy to be here. In my life I have good friends and family and this site is a really cool addition. I have met some really nice and very interesting people here. It takes a long time in the real world to establish a level of intimacy where you can trust enough to share. So many people are looking to share, looking to trust. For me, I think some of my urge is a form of exhibitionism. I loved getting naked in public as a teen. I love revealing secret parts of me now. I admit, it's a turnon. But it's not all about being turned on. Some of the people I have been messaging and chatting with are fun and cool and just very, very nice. I hope to hear from a lot of people and keep in touch over the next few weeks. One or two I would love to kind of peel back the layers of their personality as much as I would love for them to peel away mine. The process of discovery and revealing is sometimes erotic, always interesting. I'm not looking for a date or the love of my

After The Procedure [medical Blog - May Be Tmi For You!]
So, I have endocervical dysplasia. Yes, big fat medical words. Here's what's going on. [In English!] The cervix is the ending of the vagina and the opening to the uterus. It is a donut shape with a tube in the middle leading to the uterus. In 90% of women, any type of cervical abnormality is on the outer 'donut' part of the cervix. Mine is in the tube leading to the uterus, putting me in that 10% of more difficult cases. Dysplasia is a type of lesion, alerting to a pre-cancerous condition. Luckily, mine was caught early enough. Now since I'm in the aformentioned 10%, I have to have another procedure called a "LEEP". LEEP stands for Loop Electrical Excision Procedure. Basically, it's a little scalpel looking thing with a bow at the end, which electricity flows through. In this procedure, they'll be excising a cone shaped piece of my inner cervix, Removing the lesions and giving me a full diagnosis. It is considered a minor surgery, so there will be 2 weeks recovery

After Girl Home Lesbian School School
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After Updating Java Can You Delete The Update
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Afterlife
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall) So ou

After The Dance Is Over...
We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love.

Afterwards
Well I am now back home after my week adventure. It was really nice all except the long ass flight and many stops coming back home. It turned out to be a long friggin day, and that was Tuesday and this girl is still tired! Slirpa is the bomb! Ernie is a sweetie! Never thought I would have so much in common as I do with Slirpa, wish she were a lot friggin closer to hang out with. Coming back, I had a 4 hr layover in Seattle, so I met up with Chainsaw and we went over to Denny's. He is way cool as well, I felt so delirious when I met him, cuz I was so damn tired and had already been traveling for 12 hours, and of course when I am traveling I do the NO make up and the baggiest clothes possible...lol... I am missing Tim Horton's coffee already, don't know how but I did manage to feel addicted to it in 6 days :) It is nice to be home though, I need to get my crap back in order. I have the appt the 3rd for my wrist, and if I don't get my medical approved I am gonna find a job do

After Over 2 Years
Well, it took over 2 years, but I finally made Godfather. Thankyou to all who helped me yesterday during my auto 11. It has been a long 2 years filled with a lot of twists and turns in my personal life. I certainly had my share of heartache at times. But through it all, I have made some wonderful friends that make it all better. I would list names, but you know who you are, and I thank you for everything you do for me. :) My heart is filled with love for you. My VIP ends tomorrow. And in all reality, Godfather is the last level I will achieve. I had thought to leave once I reached it... but there are some of you I just can't leave. It isn't about levels, or rates, or fubucks. It is about the friends I love.

After U Read This ... Listen In My Stash Baby .. I Love You So Much
Then lyricsI remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you You had me mezmorized And three weeks later, in the front porch light taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight I hadn't told you yet but I thought I loved you then Chorus And now you're my whole life now you're my whole world I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl Like a river meets the sea, stronger than it's ever been. We've come so far since that day And I thought I loved you then And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you, You were so surprised There were people around, but I didn't care Got down on one knee right there once again, I thought I loved you then Chorus And now you're my whole life now you're my whole world I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl Like a river meets the sea, stronger than it's ever been. We've come so far since that day And I thought I loved you then I could just see you, with a baby on the way And I could just see you, when your hair

Aftermath Of A Spotlight
im not sure if the pics are going to show, due to my right click being on a permanet vacation :| but due to my spotlightness I went from level 17 to 24! which is insane all on its own. over 300 hundred friend request which in honesty I weeded out with a fine tooth comb, nuts I tells yah:S 82 msgs,mostly bombing and misfit keeping her pimp hand strong with me LOL. and lord knows how many picture comments, i was dee'n them as they came.. I was trying to stay on top of something for christ sakes:( over all it was bloody insane but pretty fun all on its own.' tatoe(chris) thinks its funny that im rank'd 2 for today and the only one that isnt half naked or showing more boobs then face and still got it . I personally am not into blinding fellow fubarians and making unborn children cry. I would like to say THANK YOU I know I told most that a hundred times yesturday but I never thought I would actually get it let alone do pretty good level wise. I just wanted to get to the level I

After Work Surprise
Finally home, looking forward to seeing her smiling face greeting you at the door. You walk up to the door, open it and come inside. Looking around wondering where she is. Usually she meets you , this time house is very quiet. Looking in the kitchen, not there. Living room, nope nothing.Finally walk into the bedroom a lil bummed, just figuring you'll get a shower and relax till she gets home. As you walk into the bedroom , you still not aware of anything unusual. Out of nowhere you hear " Hey baby " Looking up a bit startled, the image in front of you seems to be even more of a shock. There in front of you is not only the woman you love but another very lovely, curvy dark haired woman. They are both naked, lying side by side. their hands slowly caressing each others bodies and smiling at you. The brunette is very pale, bright blue eyes, soft pink lips. Her hair a mass of dark curls flowing over ivory skin. Full breasts with soft pink nipples, slim waist and full shapely hips. Her i

After June 8th
Well since most of you all don't know this summer I'm starting back back college so I can work my way up to a better job and better life. Since I'll probably be busy with my homework and hopefully working again soon I wont be on Fubar as much as I usually am. However I will try to make here on the weekends but I'd rather be working out and trying to get in shape and tone up some. Anyways I just want to say that I have met some "real" nice people on here who actually have connected and bonded friendships. I just want to say that I will miss you all alot once I'm in classes and working and that I hope we remain friends. Also I'd like to say to everyone live your dreams and follow your hearts passion sure it may take time and have ups in downs but in the end it will be worth it. Until then take care everyone. Yours truly, Billy145891

Afterlife-avenged Sevenfold
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, cause weve been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (Im much too young to fall) So out of place don't wanna stay,

Aftershocks...erotic Poetry By Sondra
The aftershocks of your love Are electric, throbbing, Pulsating and deep, Vibrating, tingling sensations felt In the arches of my feet, My toes, my fingers, My forehead and my cheeks. Blood pounding, Flooding my veins With erratic pumping, Quickly rippling, To fill my secret places up Driving me insane. Floating, yet flying, Heart pounding, Beating in Rapid succession, Breathing, Shallow, Fast and deep, Love’s rapid fire progression, Fingertips grasping, Open palms, Digging hard and deep, Hands grabbing You and the sheet. Arms weak, Mind spinning, As I taste Your kisses so sweet… By spiritwoman © 2009 spiritwoman (All rights reserved)

After Forever...
Forever... Such a simple word yet it implies so much This one small word is permenance It is reliability Strength and stability Forever is meant to be endless Stronger than stone or steel More lasting than flesh and bone This word meant so much to me once How can it be tossed so freely in my face Love comes and goes like the tides Forever was supposed to last Beyond what was and what is Past all physical boundaries What am I supposed to do in the end How do I go on After Forever...

The Aftermath
All I want is my happy back.It was stripped from me.Like pulling the rug out.Put it back dammit!Why would anyone do that?Why break something so good?If they will do it to me,What makes you think they won't do it to you?Starting out with low morals is no place to start.No matter how deep the chemistry.I would have never done that.I never have.You said you knew the pain.No, you don't.You couldn't.Because no human would wish that on another.Distance is a killer, so is dishonesty.I showed you the way to freedom.I now regret giving the tour.No more sunsets.No more fireworks.They just aren't fun anymore.They only burn.I am the only one.Don't forget, you were the one to let me go.Yet, letting go of you is another dilemma.I hate to see you fall.I hope my hand is strong enough.I'm weakening by the minute.

Aftermath
well life brings us through all kinds of trials,we all lived a past and some times we dont make good decisions,although some people come to a reality and change there old ways to rebuild themselves to a better person....... And others stay dorment..........Life!

Afterthought
Dear Girl (that sat next to me on the plane), Hi. How are you? This is just a quick note to let you know that you sat on my glasses. I know that you know that you sat on my glasses. You did, after all, hand them back to me crazy mangled. I trust that you know what shape glasses generally assume. I understand that there are two active parties in this tragedy. There’s the person that accidentally left her glasses in the middle seat next to her while she properly stowed her purse under the seat in from of her…. that’s me. There’s also the person that was in such a hurry to get into that second row middle seat, that didn’t let the girl with the glasses on the aisle properly acclimate before barging in… that’s you. So, you sat on my glasses. My favorite part about you sitting on my glasses, was how you showed exactly zero remorse for the damage you caused. That was awesome. Hey… remember that part when I was very obviousl

After Surgery Update!!!
HEY GUYS!! HOLY HELL IM ALIVE!! LOL IM VERY MEDICATED AND VERY SORE, BUT ALIVE. FIRST THINGS FIRST, I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL. YALL HAVE BEEN SO WONDERFUL TO ME. ALL THE PRAYERS WELL WISHES AND SPECIAL GAURDIAN ANGELS SENT WITH ME HAVE ALL BEEN APRRECIATED. I HAVE A VERY SMALL FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS CLOSE BY. EVERY ONE IS IN GA. SO TO HAVE ALL YALL SHOW ME LOVE AND KNOW THAT EVEN AS AN ONLINE FRIEND THAT YALL CARE AND WORRY MEANS MORE TO ME THAN YOU KNOW. OK, THE SURGERY WENT GREAT. WELL THATS THE DOCTORS OPINION! LOL I THINK IT HURT LIKE HELL AND SUCKED!! :D HE WAS ABLE TO REMOVE ONLY THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE THYROID. THE LEFT SIDE WAS LEFT UNTOUCHED AND SHOULD BEGIN FUNCTIONING ON ITS OWN IN TIME. THE TUMOR WAS SO LARGE THAT IT HAD GROWN OUTTA MY VOCAL CORDS AND THEY NEVER HAD TO CUT AROUND THEM. YAY!!! SO IM TALKING. MY THROAT IS VERY SORE AND SCRATCHY. I HAVE 3 LAYERS OF STITCHES INSIDE AND ONE ON THE OUTSIDE. THEY LET ME COME HOME A DAY OR TWO EARLY, AS LONG AS I

After Dark Is Hiring!!!!
After Dark is Now Hiring DJ's, Promoters,Greeters, and Enforcers. If you would Like the opportunity to be apart of a Top 10 Lounge on Fubar. Please come in and see DaNGeR/Fallen or Shyy or PM them with what position you're interested in. Click the Image Below to contact Fallen Click the image below to contact Shyy Click the image below to contact DaNGeR

Aftermath........
I couldn't believe my eyes, I was so ughh.....I grabbed the blanket and curled up on the floor and laid there tramfixed on what was happening befor my eyes, I just couldn't believe that Tina and her Mom was having sex together in front of me......I could tell that Tina was about ready to cum when my friend came walking in, he took a few steps in and saw me curled up and I saw a flash of concern cross his face then he looked at couch and saw tina and her mom going at it and his expression got angry. I jumped up and ran to him and hugged him tight and wouldn't let go, he grabbed me by my waist and stared at Tina and her mom and raised his voice so they could hear and said "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE!!!!!! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW!!!!!!!" this startled tina and she stopped riding the strappie and her mom looked over at us with a wierd look and said "get naked and join us" and my friend was like No Fucking Way you sick fuck!!! That is your own daughter!!!!! what the fuck is the m

After All We All Are Human
A little bit of venting..or bitching however you want to take it. Yes even I have those days. :) Lets start off with..I am old school FU..been here almost 2 years...and I like the old ways. I am where I am on here not because of people buying me stuff. or HH after HH...blast after balst..or ticker after ticker. I got here from the help of my friends and family...so to that THANK YOU ALL. I do like to level..but as I see with this is GREED and the abuse of friendships; I am not sure if I really give a shit about leveling. OVA a BILL to get a spotlight!!! thats fukking ridiculous!! As my stat once said.." There is a person on the other side of the computer screen..with that said, there are feelings and a heart, not just a credit card and wallet." People have to work hard now with all the shit that is going onwith our economy. I know some of you just dont give a shit..but KARMA is a bitch. Remember that! Im not saying that people shouldnt spend money on what they want...but dont

After The Fact
20 months after the fact I can use my Latex Foam pillow for almost 15 minutes. I can lay in bed and cock one leg and raise the other one across it for longer. Where is justice and compensation? There is a passage in The Bible where God is The One speaking, Vengence is Mine and Mine Alone. I will repay Evil for Evil, Measure for Measure. 20 months ago I had a slip and fall on a patch of ice at Stonybrook Luxury Apartments in Deptford, NJ 08096. No, this fall was not minor but the act of a PA working for Doctor Obrien in April of the same year nearly killed me. I guess stupidtiy runs togeather in that practice as well as in others. Doctor Obrien is incompetent when it come to hes MD. Not much different than the others except for rare exceptions here and there. I suppose when it comes to Law and Order as is what is fair, truly is the domain of God. Far as this surgery, Doctor Rosenbloom basically stuck it to Cooper Hospital and the rest of the physicians. All of us answer to something. I

After Dark
Watching her Strolling in the night So white Wondering why It's only After Dark In her eyes A distant fire light burns bright Wondering why It's only After Dark I find myself in her room Feel the fever of my doom Falling falling Through the floor I'm knocking on the Devil's door In the Dawn I wake up to find her gone And a note says Only After Dark Burning burning in the flame Now I know her secret name You can tear her temple down But she'll be back and rule again In my heart A deep and dark and lonely part Wants her and waits for After Dark

After The Happy Hour
This is the 'after the Happy Hour' blog, that I know everyone is excited to read. I had a blast and I'm exhausted lol. I was tired before it started & this drained whatever tiny energy I had left. I leveled! Which is awesome. I got over 6 million points, which I'm happy with. I started with a little over 500k fu-bucks and now I have close to 10 million. Awesome. I screen shot how many requests and messages I received, along with how many tool tips and photo views. Thank you to everyone who rated me and my family/friends and each other to help me with points. Thank you for the gifts, pimp outs, bombs, & bling. Special thanks to: RadioXshow for bombing during my HH. ChiinaWhiite for getting me shitfaced before. Philemon for buying me auto 11s. And of course, Rio is Lovely, who made all of this wonderfulness possible. I appreciate everyone who pimped me out in their status and stayed awake for this.

After All Its Just Another Day!
Well after another year comes to an end and a new year begins its time for promises to be made on what we'll do different this year. Why wait till New Years Eve to make any changes, hell we've got 364 days to do that,after all its just another day!

After Life
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving yearsbecause

After All
In my own special way, I was humming some In Flames while listening to Fingereleven on random, and totally got inspired. Very moody song, but I dig it. Trying to diversify my versing and add a little vagueness :D I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me as I waitAnd all I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okayWhen nothing is right end everything's wrong, how do you reconcile?How do you take nothing and make it all that you need?I keep trying and dying and fighting, but I can't quite figure outJust what makes right and brings light when there's nothing left of me(and I drown)Nothing left of all I could be(and I drown)I guess I'm just a waste after all(and I drown as I)I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me, but I'll waitAll I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okay(a

After
After the ash has fallen from the inferno of passion's flame. After the bitter ending to happiness' reign. After the twisting, wrenching torment of pain. After time's rain has washed away the stain. After hoping for some sanity to retain. After failing that hoping for some to regain. After everything is done, will I still remain?

After Dinner Speakers
People who get together at an event and hire an after dinner speaker for a wad load of cash deserve a good night. I am not writing here to berate the after dinner speakers circuit- I won after Dinner Speaker of The Year and beat 9 men to the title. I like after dinner speaking, to me it's a way of doing comedy in a nice dress to people who normally wouldn't come out to a comedy club and hopefully giving them a taste for it. What I have encountered is basically horrendous! I am usually on with two other men, in suits, who get up with a clutch of cards in their hands and launch into 30 minutes of old material which is peppered with gross sexist, racist and unbelievably dull comedy that they either got off the internet or swapped with another speaker. The audience are usually full of nice business people who ask me things like 'as a woman comic do you swear?' but they don't hesitate to laugh out loud at the joke about 'my mother only had two kids because she was told every third c

"afterthought"
I’m in this to winThe knife you aimed at my back is impaling my progressDead last, baby!What are your regrets?I’d list mine, but fuck if I’ve got all that time.Take this last kiss to your graveWhenever that may beRemember me, remember meThe ending assures I’ll think of you foreverWhat are your regrets?I’d list mine, but fuck if I’ve got that kind of time.With heartfelt professionalismI end this affair.Should I apologize or know you’ll be alright?Does it even matter if I care?What are your regrets? I don’t have any fucking time.

After All........................
P: Well here we are againI guess it must be fateWe've tried it on our ownBut deep inside we've knownWe'd be back to set things straightC: I still remember whenYour kiss was so brand newEvery memory repeatsEvery step I take retreatsP+C:Every journey always brings me back to youAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and me after allC:When love is truly right(this time it's truly right)It lives from year to yearP+C:It changes as it goesC:And on the way it growsP+C:But it never disappearsAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and meP+C:After allP:Alway just beyong my touchYou know I needed you so muchC:After all, what

Afterglow
She lay serenely in the afterglow The sweat of passion spent Vaporized and no more Her hair tousled, frames a peaceful face The red glow of the cheeks still visible Her eyes resting, her mouth open slightly Her full lips still moist, her pale skin smooth No hint remains of what passed The contortions of orgasm Which were etched into her innocent face Linger no more but shall again soon She lies beneath a silken sheet Stretched more tightly across her breasts Showing them in sharp relief The cool air from the open window Arouses her nipples Which stand proud through the silk She murmurs in her sleep and squirms in unison As her arousal continues elsewhere If her lover does not return Her satisfaction will be in her own hand

[after Minutes Of Consideration]
I've decided I do in fact want a Nu Gundam and a Hi-Nu Gundam. I know. I just arrived at the buffet, have everything I want scoped out, I haven't even loaded my plate and I'm already planning dessert. Let's reviewthis time in order of priority Gouf: Black Tri-starsGouf: Black Tri-starsZaku I: custom cannon and custom paint job Backburner:Zeta C+: Custom colorsDeath Scythe Hell: "Opposite day" angel of war motif, surface mods, custom panels, custom additions. So far nothing has any planned panel lining or decaling. That's probably a problem. *scrunches his face in contemplation*DSH doesn't even need it.I don't even know that there's room for it on the UC kits...bull shit there's always room.And there's always room for superfluous paneling and armor plating. I should sketch.

After 45 Sex Goes Out The Window Says Aarp
According to AARP, if your 45 or older you engage in sex less often then you did 10 years ago. Whether you are married or not, sexual activity in the over 45 crowd is less frequent. The survey found those who were married longer have less sex then those who weren’t married but had a partner, duh. You don’t need a survey to know married older people don’t have much sex. Why do you think I’m divorced. For more sex info http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,592383,00.html BlastFM goes strong 24/7. BlastFM never goes without more music www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Afterward: If I Could Live It Over.....
If I had to live my life over again,I'd dare to make more mistakes next time.I'd relax.I would limber up.I would be sillier than I have been this trip.I would take fewer things seriously.I would take more chances.I would take more trips.I would climb more mountains, swim more rivers.I would eat more ice cream and less beans.:)I would perhaps have more actual troubles,but I'd have fewer imaginary ones.You see, I'm one of those people who lives seriously and sanely, hour after hour, day after day.Oh, I've had my moments.And if I had it to do over again, I'd have more of them.In fact, I'd try to have nothing else, just moments, one after another, instead of living so many years ahead of each day.I've been one of those persons who never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat and a parachute.If I had it to do again, I would travel lighter than I have.If I had to live my life over, I would start barefoot earlier in the Spring and stay that way later in the Fall.I

-after The Show-
despite the cliché our eyes meet in a crowded room except i’m up on stage performing my poetry & he’s down in the audience watching i’m saying the words popping the syllables like so many pills overdosing on far reaching symbolism on stage … controlling the crowd with slow motion sound waves turning big budget action movie in your ear but i realize he’s ex-significant & i’m reading my all out vent poetry

The Aftermath Of The Mumm...
Here is the fight between me and the friend of mine that my last mumm was about - Im sorry I didn't use the phrase kick rocks. She is the pink - I am the blue. This was a txt convo. Wanted 2 talk awwww. Whatever nevermindfine Well u dont seem intrest n listenin what could you say that wasn't a big "fuck you"? Alot ah But u don+ care dude... we've gone through this sooo much that no... I don't. Then fuck it have a great lifereally? ok then...do I hafta wanna hash out shit to be a homie? Wouldn't you rather I just dropped it? fuck! or would you rather I cared and left a shit load of "fuck you" to let you know how I feel? lmao! ignore some more... LOL! ha ha haForget itreally? so we done then?Im dun fightin i was tryin not to... dick Im tired of havin u pist a+ me and not talkin bout yI told you why. You never cared before and obviously dont care now - I always tell youi didnt do anything but get butthurt - and tell you... and i have good right to be.Well i do care u get mad cuz i

After A Relationship: Three Steps To Recovery, And The Most Commonly Made Mistakes
After a relationship: Three steps to recovery, and the most commonly made mistakesAside: There are absolutely NO time limitations regarding these stages of recovery. The duration of the previous relationship, the level of emotional commitment, and the circumstances surrounding the ending of the relationship all contribute to the length of time required to move through each step. The first stage after a LTR break up is rather obvious, in my opinion. We are hurt, angry, and suddenly feeling incredibly lonely. It is usually this stage when most of us return to the dating scene, hoping to get back some sense of "togetherness" that seems to be constantly on our minds. We look for others to patch up the holes, so to speak...sometimes we even consider re-entering (or attempting to re-enter) our past relationship, simply because we convince ourselves that we miss that person, no matter how difficult the relationship really was. We plague ourselves with questions about what we could have done

After Thoughts
It's almost one in the morning and am about to head to bed and just had a bunch of thoughts rambling through my head and figured what the hell, may as well share a few. Ya know.. The only "relationship" I have been in in the last 20 yrs has been which had been this on again off again booty call that lasted for 2 and a half years and officially ended 8mos ago. The funny thing about it is that I hadn't realized I guess that I had fallen for the bastard untill we had ended things. Funny how shit happens. You get used to things being the way they are. I mean it was great.. We may not see each other for weeks or even talk to each other just as long, but ya know there was always that notion that that other person would always be there. I guess the thing it made me realize is that I had spent so much of my life making sure I didn't need anyone that it was too late pretty much to let him know I needed him because by that time he had started seeing someone else.. Now he is married. Even more

An Afterthought
This is just something i was pondering a little earlier when i was out with my parents having dinner. and while talking to a good friend of mine on yahoo. There are somethings that are unavoidable, unforeseeable, and due to human nature inevitable. I've had this on my mind a lot recently and the I think about it the more it seems to boil down to one thing. and get this it came from a fortune cookie ( true story) "Do not display your treasures or people will become envious". how's that for hind side Chinese food Wisdom. One last thought, Earthquakes, volcanoes, tidal waves, and hurricanes alter the landscape, and the people forever. They are quite simply put Forces of nature. the more they steal take attempt to imitate the more it become apparent that I have for ever changed the landscape of Lounges on this site. I suppose in the end I live up to my name. thanks for reading!!!

After School
It was last period and I was egger to get home and play. I had been thinking dirty thoughts all day and I needed to do something about it before I exploded from it. As soon as the bell rings I run out the room all the way home. I did not notice the car in the drive way when I ran by to get inside. When I finally stopped it was to see my step Daddy in the computer. He had not noticed that I was home since I left the door open when I ran in the house. I slowly go back to close it then I quietly walk up behind my step Daddy to see what he was doing. When I saw that he was doing the one thing I wanted to do it make me wetter than before. I grab a chair and put my leg on it after I take off my panties so I can play. I start to play with myself watching him jerk off to porn. I could not believe it but it made me wetter just thinking about him fucking me like the guy was in the movie he was watching. I guess I made a noise or something because he turned in his seat

After My Weekend With My Sons
I Went To Maine For The Weekend To See Both My Sons Cause Of A Call From Them. It Been A Hell Of A Roller Coaster Ride Wthe Them And Thier Mother. I Went Up To See Them And Try To Find Out Whats Going On. Spending Time With Them Was great But On The Ride Back Home All I Did Was Cry Most Of The Way Home. I Feel Like I Failed Them I Feel Like I Failed My Mother And I Feel Like I Failed MySelf Too. I Really Hate This Feeling But Yes Its This Bad To Me. When I got Married It Was For Life UnLike My Parents I Wasnt Going To Get Divorce But After Enough Cheating On Her Part I Filed For It. At That Point I Let My Kids Down. When They Both Were Living With Me It Was Alot Better Cause UnLike Thier Mother I Cared For Them First. So When My Oldest Had To Mover Back With Her A Couple Of Years Ago I Failed Again. Then This Jan My Youngest Had To Move Back With Her Again I Failed Again. My Whole Life Has Been Nothing But Failures After Failures. So All In All I Feel Like A Big Fat Failure. I"M NOT LO

After All
After All Maggi Smith 10/16/10 I love, I laugh, I hope, I dream. I fear, I cry, I hurt, I scream. I go to bed alone each night. I search the darkness for the light. I bang my head against the wall. I am only human, after all. I dry my tears to hide my pain. I wear a mask to hide my shame. I long for joy, I long for peace. I long for love, for sweet release. I need to be needed, need someone to care. I need to know I’m not alone, that someone is there. I need to be held, comforted and kissed. I need to know when I’m gone that I will be missed. I could wish upon a star, or choose a God a pray. I could use a magic spell; the outcome will still be the same. I’ll still go to bed alone each night, I’ll still search the darkness for the light. I’ll still bang my head against the wall. I’ll still be only human, after all.

After Jody, Then Judy, Then A Few More I Can,t Rember There Names Now Donna
meet this 1 from gray court , s.c. been in and out my life 2 times over the lastr 2 years, so many things going on with us,we talked about getting marryed and talked about not getting marred, keeping things the way they are, i let her girlfriends come and live with us, now understand donna is bi, and at times i have too stand by and watch 2 or more females playing with ec other, and not jump in the fun , but donna will say dave come on get the machine out and show my friends what its really like too be used by the machine, and i do it, putting it in eather holes, donna will get up off the bed and gert a whip and every time they get close too a orgasms donna spank,s them , now this dam thing is heavey too hold, fat bbw on there hands and kneees on my bed, it takes 2 hands too hold the machine in place, and she will tell 1 of the others too get down there and ready too lick the other clean if she gets off, all this time i have my fucking pants on but i,m so hard it hurts too keep on goin

After Ordering
After your order has been placed, please (via private message) contact SLDC or myself with your real name and order number. That's the only way we (Purgatory Dance Party) will get credit for helping with the sale.

After Work Antics
06/22/11 So I went to the store after work and some girls in the store decided to talk bad about how long my hair was and how "that's not cool" So I responded, "You know what's not cool, your breath cause them joints is on fire! I never seen so much steam before in my life! You may wanna think before u act next time with that cloudy forecast coming out your grill. Idiots...

The Aftermath
Apr. 10th, 2005 | 01:40 pm She layed there still for a long time, curled into the fetal position, listening... waiting. After giving it a safe amount of time she slowly opened her eyes. She carefuly looked around surveying the destruction. There was some damage done, but she was surprised at how well her defences had held up. She slowly unfolded her body and streached. She wasnt too badly injured either. From the looks of things she hadnt lost this time. She had taken alot of damage, but not nearly as much as last time. Things hadnt gone exactly as planed, but atleast this time she had a plan. She wandered around for a short while, looking at all the broken peices. Then she knew it was time to leave. She coudlnt stay any longer. The things broken here can never be fixed, she told herself. She knew she had to walk away this time, the peices woudl always be there, if she ever figured out how to fix them. But she had spent far too much time on the unfixable. Each step

After A Long Night Making Love
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on the womans nightstand. He nervously asks, Is this your husband? No, silly, she replies, Your boyfriend, then? he continues. No, not at all, she says, Is it your your brother? he inquires, hoping to be reassured. No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous! she answers. Well, who is he, then? he demands. She whispers in his ear. That's me before the surgery.

After The Rain
When life is hard As you're going through pain It's hard to see the rainbow After the rain But as the clouds roll by And you dry your eyes The sky turns clear With no more tears When life is tough Hard to get through Search for my rainbow As the sky turns blue

After 21 Years Of Marriage, My Wife Wanted Me To Take Another Woman Out To Dinner
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you too, and she would love to spend some time with you."The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie."What's wrong, are you well?" she asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news."I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us."She thought about it for a moment, and then said..."I would like that very much."That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up, I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the d

After Black Thursday And Black Friday Comes Small Business Saturday
After ditching Moncler Saleturkey prep on Thanksgiving Thursday to shop and then braving throngs on Black Friday to shop some more, do consumers have it in them to head out on for even more shopping?American Express, which launched the nationwide effort last year to boost revenues at local businesses, thinks yes.Small Business Saturday helped independent merchants pull in 28% more sales in 2010 than they did the same day in 2009, according to American Express. Organizers say that 89 million consumers are expected to “shop Moncler Coats Womensmall” this weekend.About 2.5 million people have liked Small Business Saturday’s Facebook page. To help shop owners prepare, organizers gave away $100 in free Facebook advertising toMoncler Hoodies Women the first 10,000 who signed up.FedEx gave away $1 million in gift cards to 30,000 Facebook fans to use on Saturday and also handed out another 10,000 cards directly to its customers.Culver City is hosting a commemorative event at

Aftermath
Well surgery went went well, however everything that could go wrong did but I came through it all ok. I am now at home and have a visiting nurse coming in to pack my wound where the lymph nodes were removed. It is painful and makes it hard for me to sit upright for long periods of time. I am trying my best to get to all I can on here to return the love. Please know I appreciate all the love shown while I was away. Fubar has some of the most awesome people I have ever met and am truyl happy to call you all my friends. I am not completely out of the woods yet with all this cancer crap but I am strong and one hell of a fighter so won't be much longer :):):). Hugs, kisses and much much love to all my friends and family here at the fu! (h) :)

After Cheap Christian Louboutin Shoes Years Of Hardship Ordinary People Suddenly Had Time
In consumerism. After cheap Christian Louboutin shoes years of hardship ordinary people suddenly had time, money and enthusiasm to put into re-inventing the post war world, and fashion was an important part of this. Clothes for the average working person became more readily available, there was a surge in the availability of materials and patterns to make your own, but most importantly mass production 'off the peg' clothing became available at prices that Christian Louboutin Outlet allowed most people access to latest fashionable styles. The baby boom led to a high demand for children's clothing. Some styles of children's clothes sought to include fashion ideas that were making their way into the youth and even adult styles. Dresses were the most popular item of clothing for women and girls, three tiered dresses with a bolero cardigan were popular for younger girls. Little boys were Christian Louboutin Dorsay dressed in brightly coloured shorts, tartan shirts and stripy T-shir

After 90s Fashion Winter Slim Fit Coats Spreading Youth Vigor
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After All Day Thinking They Were Going To Be Here "" ! """
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After Much Speculation, Blue Jackets Retain Nash
COLUMBUS, Ohio -- mulberry bags The Columbus Blue Jackets wound up pulling off the NHL Trade Deadline deal involving the biggest names. Only it wasn't THE trade. The question that will be asked for months -- even if a deal is done this summer -- is whether the Blue Jackets, who trail every team in the NHL standings by at least 11 points, were overly cautious by hanging onto Nash. After all, there were no other premier players on the market, and Nash might have yielded a king's ransom from a team desperate to add a player so skilled- mulberry sale . Or, by contrast, did the Blue Jackets shrewdly drive up Nash's market value for later this year, when teams won't be under the severe salary-cap restraints they are now, and might offer even more for the type of All-Star player who only infrequently reaches the trade market. "I still plan on winning here," Umberger said. "There's no such thing that says this has to be a three- or four-year thing. With pieces like Jack (Johnson) comin

After The Fall
RAINBOW WARRIORS @ There would come a time when the Earth would be ravaged of it's resources, the sea blackened, the streams poisoned, the deer dropping dead in their tracks. Just before it was too late, the Indian would regain his spirit and teach the white man reverence for the Earth, banding together with him to become Warriors of the Rainbow. There was an old lady, from the Cree tribe, named "Eyes of Fire", who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it would all but cease to exist. @ There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankind's' key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow". There would com

After All - Maybe You Can - Say Goodbye - 274
You think I should forgive,but I have my own life to live. You want a taste of something new, I lost all the faith I had in you. You can love me and one more, I'll leave, then I'm blocks away from your door. You can leave after the love I gave, float away on a god forsaken wave. I really want to forget the past, it won't come back and want to last. Let me save my tears, I still have a few good years. After all maybe you can cry, after all maybe you can say goodbye.

After Sandy
A story that needs to be told Staten Island; A borough that is usually synonymous with terms such as, “the forgotten borough,” “Staten Italy,” and a whole bunch of other catch phrases and mostly derogatory names that I won‘t list here. I’ll be honest, I had an extremely low opinion of Staten Island and its’ inhabitants, and I was born and raised here. Hearing people say that they hoped the island sinks with everyone on it, was not uncommon. I’ve said it myself a couple of times, knowing that if it did sink, I’d be on it. That’s how little I thought of S.I. Then Sandy happened. I am ignorant. I will flat out say I never thought in my entire life the devastation that Sandy caused would ever happen here. When I heard Sandy was coming I really didn’t take it seriously. I downplayed it. I think it’s safe to say that a good portion of Staten Island did not believe Sandy was going to be a big deal. Irene left us unscathed

After The Birth Of A Child's Hair
After the birth of a child's hair is what reason?I am a child after birth have hair loss, do not know what reason is caused. Postpartum alopecia is because the hair and other organizations,ghd australia to make the new supersedes the old.Generally speaking, human hair once every 5 years to replace all the time, because the usual hair update is the installment of the people, not easy to detect, women's hair to update the speed and level of estrogen in women; estrogen levels are high, hair update speed slow; low levels of estrogen, hair update faster. Women in pregnancy, the body endocrine "housekeeper" -- the pituitary will appear physiological fat big.Suffer its to affect, gravid female estrogen more than usual.In this way, the service life is prolonged hair, hair loss rate is slow, a lot of hair "extended active duty".After childbirth, estrogen levels returned to normal, the "overage" hair that have "retired", then out postpartum alopecia. In addition, post-partum hai

After He And Muller
ATLANTA -- Two-time defending champion Mardy Fish withdrew from the Atlanta Open on Thursday due to an apparent left ankle injury. Matt Ryan Authentic Jersey . Fish, the No. 2 seed, was leading Gilles Muller of Luxembourg 6-4, 3-2 in a second-round match when he retired. Fish stumbled to his left while trying to return a drop and his left ankle appeared to buckle. Fish dropped his racket and fell. He stayed on his back for about a minute near the left post before limping to the sideline for a short break. Fish returned to finish the fifth game of the second set with two aces. After he and Muller changed sides, Fish waved off the match. Fish, the worlds No. 13-ranked player, underwent a heart procedure on May 23 to correct an arrhythmia. Muller will play Matthew Ebden, a 6-7 (6), 6-4, 6-4 winner over James Blake. Fish received a first-round bye. Kroy Biermann Jersey . The delay is considered routine, and Goodells lawyers now must respond by July 5 in U.S. District Court in New Orleans.

After The Fifth
CHICAGO -- Jeff Samardzija did the pitching, teammate Matt Garza did the counting. Dez Bryant Youth Jersey . Samardzija struck out a career high-tying 11 in seven innings and the Chicago Cubs beat the Houston Astros 7-1 on Monday night. Samardzija (8-10) allowed one run and four hits. He also fanned 11 at Atlanta on July 2. After striking out the side in the fourth, he fanned Jason Castro leading off the fifth for his fifth consecutive strikeout. "I knew I was on a good run in middle of the game, but Garza came up to me after the game and said, Cant get that elusive 12. Whatever. He has a way of letting me know. If anyone is not paying attention, he is." Darwin Barney and Alfonso Soriano hit two-run homers and Anthony Rizzo had four hits for the Cubs. Chicago won for just the second time in 13 games. The Astros have lost 25 of its last 27 road games. The crowd of 31,452 was the smallest of the season at Wrigley Field. The Astros, who have the worst record in the majors, got their run o

After 3 Days
after 3 days.. i lost 2.4 pounds.. and after last night, i have decided i am not going to be QUITE so hard on myself... that waes horrible.. i am going to add a few things in for now (bread here and there, extra meats or cheese) because i don't want another night like last night... was bad...

After Reading This You Will Not Regret It!
Dear friends! Today I'll tell you all about the great project Venus! The purpose of this project is that we, the people living in this wonderful world must unite! We must unite in the name of respect for each other, love and spiritual development! Today I want to tell you about a beautiful man named Jacque Fresco. He is the founder of the project. Together with Roxanne Meadows, they developed the concept of our future in which people, nature and technology co-exist together. In this bright future, people have no money, no weapons and wars! This is wonderful! You think about the way we live? I'm not a PR this project, and I am a supporter and adherent. Human flaws overshadowed our lives and do not give us all a bright light at the end of the tunnel. Everyone who has not lost faith in a bright future, I propose to unite. I do not care what your race and skin color, I respect all of you and look forward to seeing all of you. The most striking thing in all this is that Jacque Fresco

Afterthought Out On The Porch...
how can i be so close yet so very far?unable to touch my tongue upon your heartand whisper things into your earcoming full circle across this lonely yeari am fully aware of things i no longer call my owni've traveled in packs but i've always stood alonei've searched across time for answers searching for cluesor any little bread crumb that would lead me right to youi am a horseless ridera tied hands fightera singer without a songa hopeless begger in scorching weatheri am drifting right alonglonliness is lonely made more lonesome without youi am empty like a sky with no whitened clouds to viewthose who venture to say, say the solution's on the wayhow can that be true when you're a million miles away?and if my love inside smolders and is smothered?and you, in the arms of someone other?

After The Incident In The Showers
After the incident in the showers Darci kept her word and it seemed for the moment Elle's secret was safe. Without the harassment from Darci and her friends, who along with their leader stopped making the unpopular girls lives hell at school, things looked up for Elle. She even saw a drop in the use of her nickname in the coming weeks. Of course that could also be because Elle was losing so much weight she barely resembled the fat girl that had earned the moniker. In fact she was pleased to find that the boys increasingly stared at her when she passed, even the hot ones. What concerned Elle was that her benefactor had not spoken since encouraging her to rape Darci. Nor had Elle felt that familiar twinge of pain on the occasion she got a good look at one of her attractive female classmates. In fact the only person that was able to consistently cause this was Crystal. It seemed her stepmother still drew out the worst in her she thought to herself.

After An Up-and-down Year At Real Madrid
Cristiano Ronaldo Should Return to EPL After Trophy-Less Year with Real Madrid jersey BY ROB GOLDBERG (FEATURED COLUMNIST) ON MAY 19, 2013 1,888 reads 11 Use your ← → (arrow) keys to browse more storiesNextDenis Doyle/Getty ImagesAfter an up-and-down year at Real Madrid, Cristiano Ronaldo should move on and return to the English Premier League next season. The Spanish club had a disappointing year compared to its lofty standards. A poor start left the club little chance to catch Barcelona in La Liga, and it finished in second place.Meanwhile, the team failed to capitalize on opportunities in the UEFA Champions League and Copa del Rey and could not win a trophy in either tournament.In the latter event, the club lost in the finals to Atletico Madrid after Ronaldo was sent off. He was apparently still bitter following the match (via 101GreatGoals.com):cheap soccer jerseys Neither Jose Mourinho or Cristiano Ronaldo picked up their Copa del Rey losers medals 101greatg

After Developing Into One Of The World’s Most Deadly Hitmen
Napoli star gives major hint that his client could leave, with Chelsea, Manchester City and Arsenal amongst interested clubs.The future of Napoli striker Edinson Cavani could be decided this week, with the Uruguayan’s agent Claudio Anellucci claiming that there will be an announcement this week.“Cavani in this moment has a contract with Napoli, but something more about him will be known in the next days,” his agent Claudio Anellucci said on Radio Sportiva, as reported by Sky Sports.Manchester City jersey “Whoever is interested in him will knock at Napoli’s door.”“Generally when there is a clause to negotiate, a player’s conditions are absolutely clear – in case of just interest, these decisions will be announced to the player.” After developing into one of the world’s most deadly hitmen, Cavani can take his pick of much of Europe’s elite clubs this summer. In the Premier League, Chelsea and Manchester

Afterthought
Afterthought~~~~~~~~~~~The more that you keep pushing me away..The longer that you leave me in the cold..The more that all the colors become gray..The more the darkness will take its hold..Like a scene from a pleasant dream..Once cherished but soon forgot..I'll never be your priority..I'm just an afterthought.I'm a treasure that's lost its pleasure..Left in the attic to rot..Please spare me your indignity..I'm just an afterthought...The more bitter tears you make me cry..The less that my importance seems to rate..The sooner that my sorrow will run dry..The more you'll see my love turn into hate..Once unmistaken but now forsaken..You loved me, now love me not..A burning desire losing its fire..I'm just an afterthought..I fade away more and more each day..My insignificance cannot be fought..I'll always be your vague memory..I'm just an afterthought..

After The Bell Rang. White Said Diaz Should Have Been Deducted A Point For That. "i Was Just Being Really
NEW ORLEANS -- Jordan Crawford kept shooting. In a game where neither team could hit anything, he finally connected on enough shots to give the shorthanded Washington Wizards a rare road win. Crawford scored 12 of his 26 points in the fourth quarter and the Wizards spoiled the return of overall No. 1 draft pick Anthony Davis, beating the New Orleans Hornets 77-70 on Tuesday night. Crawford made only nine out of 26 shots -- his most attempts since his rookie season in 2010-11 -- but he had four of the Wizards final five baskets. "I just really wanted to do everything to take the win," he said. "I didnt care how many shots I shot. Turnovers. Nothing. I just wanted to do whatever it took to win." Bradley Beal added 15 points for the Wizards, who trailed by as many as 13 and never led until the fourth quarter. Washington won for the first time on the road after losing its first eight away from home this season. Ryan Anderson led New Orleans with 17 points but did not score in t

After Iphone 5 S Launch: 210 Percent More Samsung Smartphone Purchases
The first weekend after the launch of the iPhone 5 s and 5 c was a success for Apple. Apple was able to sell 9 million units. The Electronics Recyclers Gazelle reports a stark increase in users who wanted to sell her old Samsung Smartphone for these days – the reason for this is almost a little obvious... Gazelle is an American company founded in 2006 from Boston, who buys used equipment in the United States and sold nationally and internationally. Their stock is estimated at about a million parts and it has about 500,000 more or less active customers. Gazelle has now carried out a study among 3,000 benefits and, for example, found that the number of Samsung devices has grown on the weekend of the iPhone launch by 210 percent. This corresponds to a fourfold increase in comparison to the time of the launch of the iPhone 5 in the last year. A further finding of the second-hand goods dealer: The average resale value of Samsung smartphones is located in the current y

A -- After Nine Months, One Lockout, And
PHILADELPHIA -- After nine months, one lockout, and only days of training camp, fans packed the arena to celebrate the Flyers return. Theyll have to wait longer to enjoy a win. The Penguins shut out the noise and the hype and shut down the Flyers, enjoying a fast start to an abbreviated season. Tyler Kennedy and James Neal scored goals 2:40 apart and Chris Kunitz added an empty-netter in the final seconds to lead the Pittsburgh Penguins past the Philadelphia Flyers 3-1 on Saturday. Marc-Andre Fleury stopped 26 shots and earned his record 227th career win with the Penguins. "Well, its been a long time since we played, but I think the energy is there," captain Sidney Crosby said. "There are a lot of guys in here who are comfortable with each other and I think that will help in the early going." Flyers fans were in playoff form, starting with the booming, derogatory chants at Crosby from the moment the Penguins captain took the ice. Crosby was held without a point in the first

Afton Entertainment Showcase @ The Prophet Bar
Donny Buford In Concert (Afton Entertainment Showcase) When: Sunday, July 25, 20106:00 PM - 11:00 PM CDT Where: The Prophet Bar2548 ELM STDallas Texas 75226 For Ticketing Info: http://www.AftonShows.com/DonnyBuford

Again
I NEED TA DEAL WITH ISSUES.. I NEED TA FIND MY PLACE IN LIFE.. LOYAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TA COME BY.. BUT NOW I HAVE A FEW.. PEOPLE WHO LISTEN AND DO NOT JUDGE.. I WANT TA TELL THEM ALL MY SECRETS.. BUT HE IS STILL THERE INSIDE MY HEAD.. I DON'T KNOW HOW TA GET HIM OUT.. I FEAR THE HURT WILL NEVER FADE.. THE PAIN I SHALL NEVER OVERCOME.. SHAME FELT OVER SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT MY FAULT.. I WAS TOO YOUNG TA UNDERSTAND.. HOW CAM I GET OVER SOMETHING I AM AFRAID TA FACE.. I NEED SOME HELP.. HOW DO I FIND MY SELF.. CAN I LEARN TA TRUST AGAIN.. I FEAR THAT HE HAS WON.. THE PLACE HE SENT ME IS SO DARK.. WHAT I NEED IS SOMEONE TA BRING ME LIGHT.. AND HELP ME UNDERSTAND..

Again Just Thinking
well its tuesday and not much going on like normal been sick the last week not sure whats going on but everyone bugging me to go to doctor got to have the money and the time to do that it will pass just like it did the last time,,, been alot of stress the last week maybe thats whats causing all the pain could be lil boy turned 6 this week damn i sware im getting old nnaaa hubby getting old not me trying to figure out what we are gonna do move or stay here kinda pushing to move away from here to another town get away from the drama of galion lol and there sure is alot but when its a lil town thats what you get im hoping to have some things in my writings soon once i get the time that might help me get some of this shit off my chest so hopefully ill get some done untill then peace love and all that happy shit

Again Your Cock Inside Me
Again Your Cock Inside Me by just pet © i lay before You exposed and naked upon the banquet table secured by ropes and stays that only the tenderest parts be proffered to my Master To hear Your voice again though my eyes be shielded and tongue muted the flush of offered power tints my clit the sweetest pink my nipples taut and roseate invite Your teeth and tease accepted, the rush of power surges through Your quivering body Your cock admiring its captured prey in all Your raging passions Your touch and thoughts so soft it fuels my need to serve Again Your cock inside me releasing all that hinders You unlocking all the doors silken seduction the separation only a matter of air closer now than ever passions new and ancient familiar, intense, golden as bonds cementing the bricks of the pre-existing foundation laid in daily construction in a complex web of silken threads complete with nips and tucks all i am i give to You my will entwined with Yours

Again With Hell
I feel like shit i didnt nothing wrong and she insists on torturing me like she had done to other exes. i stayed when she cheated i stayed when she said it was only cuz i wasnt there. i never cheated i never hurt her and ???? my parents are against me too so what am i doing wrong what did i do to desvre being treated like shit by almost everyone i dont wanna go to school because its just not fun

Again
Am i doomed to fail am i just a waste do i make them sick do i have a hideous face can i fix this fate can i right the wrongs will i find the one will i be the songs if i shed the tears if i show my heart could i be her one could i be a part then i wouldnt hurt then i could make her smile till i hear those words till i brace awhile dare i still persue dare i take the lead should i try again or should i die and bleed...................... AGAIN

Again And Again
........You get up on your haunches just the way I like. Your knees on the edges of the bed with your calves and ankles hanging off the edge. Your knees are drawn up under you so the position is almost fetal. But your back is arched so that your ass is up in the air, and your legs are spread wide. You are ready for me You're mine. I gently rub your ass, my fingers lightly tracing lines across it, touching your crack, dancing across your hole, making you shudder. "Anal sex is soooo submissive and he is soooo dominant. My cunt is soaked in anticipation, but I know it will not get much use tonight."You whispered. It’s your ass that’s the main attraction and you're but the vessel for my desire, just how you like. I moves up behind You and You can feel the head of my hardon thick cock at your ass. You wiggle in anticipation letting me know you're ready. I hold onto your hips for grip and pushing forward. You can feel your ass open to me, and suddenly my cockhead is in

Again.
I'm being thrown backwards into a time I've clouded over shrouded by denial covered in tears I'm laying here broken all over again My shattered pieces, floating about forever undone... My cries you'll never hear for they're deep inside my core My tears will remain invisible for you.. to even see one is something I'll never do Painted smile...sparkling eyes a facade I'm putting on just for you I'm strangling in my own want and you'll never even have a clue all I am..all that I feel... for you

Again With The F'n Traffic
Well this morning I made it thru 695, 95 and 495 to 193 in VA in record time.. Thank god the govt had the day off. But then I get on 193 and all teh fucking soccer moms.. are in there SUV's... heading out to shop.. And what usually takes 15mins.. took 45.. GRRRR On the way home.. I left work at 1pm.. so I could beat traffic.. THINK IT FUCKING WORKED? NO First of all... Why does almost everyone ride there brakes thru the S curves after the 270 495 split.. going north.. and then again.. after the 270 merges back into 495? Why the fuck does traffic come to a complete stand still every TIME I SEE THE BIG chaple thing on the left side of the road.. OH HOW I HATE THAT FN CHURCH.. Evertime it comes into view traffic stops.. So I make it to the 95 north split.. PARKING LOT although this time there was a reason.. A white honda.. was smeared by a tractor trailer truck.. Looked like the truck merged.. over the passanger side of the honda and then r

Again, I Travel.
And so I stand on my steps, the Virginia morning chilly. Over my shoulder I have slung my military C-Bag, well-used, and travel worn. Know this: Where I travel, You come with me, in my mind, my heart. I carry You with me everywhere, from the first steps outside, to the steps that will eventually lead me to You. My mind dreams with visions of candlelit slow dances, and soft touches. Of lips kissed, and breaths made heavy and fast. My mind dreams of You, as the mile markers roll past, and I stare out the window, praying You're sleeping the sweet sleep of the innocent. And also I pray You know, I love Thee. Once, twice, a thousand times, I love Thee. My path is a winding one, but this is the beginning of my last journey, the journey that will lead me to You. And I love Thee.

Again. Other Poem.
Sadness in her heart ( Dying with loneliness) In her eyes you can see pain, And nothing else She tries so hard to defeat the pain Who is so deep and painful She walks through the darkness Trying to find cure for her heart But there isnt Her God left her all alone Without the faith and hopeless You cant feel her love anymore Her love is sleeping so deep in darkness Only true love can wake her love again You can see her sadness in her heart Her tears of sorrow trying so hard to hide them from the everyone She tries so hard to kill her loneliness But she is to weak for fight Every night when she is looking into the mysterious stars Hopping they will show her way All this years she has waited for freedom to come to her But theres no sign Every night you can see how is her pain grow She is just lay down, dieing slowly with her loneliness Her angel is dead in deep silence She is closing her eyes Let the shadows take her innocent soul In their eyes you can see nothin

Against Domestic Violence
Body: Got Flowers Today! We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn’t mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn’t believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn’t mother’s day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I’m afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only

Again
surge of emotion tears fill my eyes one crack two a spider web a shatter and a clink... broken once more... tears and sobs mixed with fake smiles and pretend happiness but inside a desire to die... another love another heartbreak.

Against The Wall
Love gives way to passion Your back’s against the wall My hand is gliding up your thigh And in my eye’s you fall Sweet neck exposed By tilted head My tongue subdues your moan My hungry mouth exploring flesh I feel your body groan So lost in this erotic dance Such pleasure fuelled desire Each kiss Each touch Arousing more As body temps get higher Hot mouth’s roam over wanton skin Our souls are entered from within Two bodies locked in loves embrace Together in this fall from grace

12.11.06 *again*
Don't Feel i hope your moments are full when i'm here and you're there that there are never cold embraces of the dark and another day apart won't wear you down that you don't miss the touches or breif laughter that you don't roll over and reach or think of things to say that you don't turn and see me not standing there that you're fine with where you've put me far from your reach that you don't feel it the way i do Replace walk around and pretend it's all the same drink away the pain pretend i don't matter that there are no needs reach for the numb you crave push everyone away because alone you can do what you will to murder your body and soul make anger your lover and replace me with it again tonight

Again ..muahhhhz
YEPP U GUESSED IT,I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST Y'ALL !! THIS ONE IS CALLED "SEXIEST BODY PART" SO WITH THE HELP FROM ALOT OF YOU I ENTERED MY LIPZ. SO COMMENT BOMB IF YOU CAN ,IF NOT AT LEAST A FEW COMMENTS N GREAT RATING WOULD BE APPRECIATED ALSO. CONTEST ENDS DECEMBER 24,2006 @ 1 PM..JUST CLICK ON MY LIPZ BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE U THERE. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE FOR ALL THE VOTING/RATING ..Y'ALL ARE THE BEST XOXOXOXO

Again
Do I speak in some foreign tongue? Or don't you care about the things I say? I'd fight for you, I'd die for you. I'm so glad you left me today. Without a word. a single word. You're gone w/o a trace/ I am left to move on. I can never see your face... Again... All I have are the memories. They will soon fade away. It seems I think of you less. Every passing day. But when you're heavy on my mind I think of the fun we had. Together forever we said. We'll never be together... Again... That's OK! You're the one that lost. Tied and beaten all the time. But you think you deserve that.. Are you FUCKING blind? It's the fate you chose. A Love built from fear. You made more noise with me! I really hope you're happy. Till you do it... Again

Again Im Back
Well to all the wonderful peeps on here , It's great to know and feel that ur missed.... Well i hope that you all had a wonderful christmas, and are looking forward to a better new year. I am greatful for your kind wishes, and thoughts. I love you all ......... ALL THE BEST FOR 2007 ! MAY IT BE A GOOD YEAR FOR U ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Again Please
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Again.......
As I watch over the vastness of Love’s sea I watch as you seem to struggle helplessly Not knowing what to do, or where to go Not sure about which direction the current flows Not sure if you would ever love again That’s when my plan of love begins Cupid is my messenger that I send to thee To pierce your heart with love’s dart as you drift on the sea For to love yourself is the beginning of loving another To cherish who you are is to cherish a lover Love is not act or action, but a matter of the heart When you recover from past pains, new love can start Why do you fear, why do you fret? You can survive, your life is not over yet For your soulmate is on the same sea as you Open your eyes and heart and they will come to you To establish a bond that will forever last And erase the painful memories of the past But like an inoculent it serves to heal That you may experience the joy of love that is real.

Against It!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Again Man I Hope This Year Is Not The Same
Today I was given the News that yet another Family Member has Passed away My grandpa Trembal this is yet another Sad day in my life seems like every one I know is dieing around me when will it end I would love to know :( every time My life starts looking good some one Fucking Dies I hate this shit and there is not a Damn Thing I can do about it. Emotionaly Lost Aaron

Again, I Am Not Allowed To Feel
Why is it that so many of my friends are mad because I am upset about losing a certain someone? A few people have told me I am nuts, I shouldnt be this upset, or that they wanna knock some sense in to me. I let him go and i am miserable. What the hell else do they want from me??? I have NEVER been this broken in my life. My split from my husband wasn't nearly this painful. I don't understand it really. I am a strong person who usually doesnt allow herself to get knocked down this far. I have walls. Big, strong walls that no one is allowed to penetrate. One person happened to have a fucking cannon and blew the whole thing apart. Now, I have to take down the shattered walls, and put up new ones. I don't want to have to do that! How can someone tell you that you are their dream girl. You are the best thing that has happened to them since their kids were born. You are perfect and wonderful, then the next minute they have "trust" issues and are all of a sudden commitment phobic. I don't

Again
I click off the bedroom light plunging myself into darkness and wading through a taunting silence making my way to a corner to hide My back presses against the wall sliding down the cold dark plaster blood rushes faster and faster getting ready to fall The seat is hard as expected bony cheeks against short carpet but I don't even notice it when I'm in depression Pale stripped arm lays sprawled across my bent legs a scoreboard of pain memories that will always remain I stop mid-trace shivering involuntarily looking around despairingly til I find the blade Its placed right next to me oh so innocent giving me the a hint that its just as cold and lonely I pick it up slowly weighing heavily in my hand but not as much heart possibly can before it is released The teeth settle on my skin with a tiny glint in the ray of light coming in escaping the curtain I cant help but to think about the bitter irony that even in my misery the lights jus

1.24.07 Again
Tragic Habits where's the next disaster for the biography of mistakes? the next failed love affair between the sinner and the rakes called out by friend the attraction to fault acid to the wounded heart like a dream that's made of salt softness kept and big heart beating she looks to the night and love repeating drown the fears and into drink any distraction to just not think

Again In Bed....
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Against Racism
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

Against Racism..
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

Again & Again ,a Night To Remember
Again again again... Night to us came... Darkness wrought in still shadows... Of unwanting lies began... No nonsence came of my willing arms... To hold, be held so tight with might... Redundant kisses to where it shouldn't belong... But my heart aches for it to go on and on... Morning dews of lighting dawn... Far from desire to have this morn... For lips sealed of love and always wanting... For them not part, always giving... Again again again... Night to us came... And so once more and again... For the second time around I repeat...

Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave 'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space But to wait for you, well that's all I can d

Again The Bastards!!!!
THE FUCKS DELETED MY MUMM AGAIN, THE FUCKING THING HAS BEEN ON SINCE 4 THIS AFTERNOON, AND IT'S JUST NOW GETTING DELETED?!?!? WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!!!! I PUT UP THIS SAME MUMM 3 TIMES NOW, AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT'S BEEN MARKED NSFW!!!! I'M FUCKING GOING OFF ON EVERYONE WHO MONITORS THOSE FUCKING THINGS!!! I HAVEN'T EVEN LOOKED AT THE DAMN THING SINCE 5 THIS AFTERNOON. NO COMMENTING, NOTHING, JUST LEFT IT UP THERE. IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS IN RACISM, WHICH PROVES MY POINT ONCE AGAIN THAT IT EXIST, FUCK I'M FUCKING PISSED!!!! OFF TO GET MYSELF BOOTED FROM THE SITE ALL, PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Again Ima Leo!
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Again, Why I Love Tatu
They're not gonna get us Not gonna get us Starting from here, let's make a promise You and me, let's just be honest We're gonna run, nothing can stop us Even the night that falls all around us Soon there will be laughter and voices Beyond the clouds, over the mountains We'll run away on roads that are empty Lights from the airfield shining upon you Nothing can stop this, not now I love you They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us Nothing can stop this, not now I love you They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us We'll run away, keep everything simple Night will come down, our guardian angel We rush ahead, the crossroads are empty Our spirits rise, they're not gonna get us My love for you, always forever Just you and me, all else is nothing Not going back, not going

Again More Old Ones
the heart feels the most pain why do we hurt so much over people who dont love us we hold onto the wrong things we show the heart what it wants and the heart goes for it we get hurt and yet we hold on love hurts the best of us but it kills the rest of us if true love is meant to be why the hurt why the misery why the anguish of knowing someone is listening to you cry my heart weeps for you blood spills out on the floor please cant you see the pain you are cauesing please dont shut me out let me get through your stubborn walls of hatred let me show you the light how can something that feels so good hurt so much how can something so amazing cause so much hatred let me be let me go let me flow through the rivers of life alone

Again
again You. You were a friend. You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night. You see how it was my fault. Of course it was mine. I'm too hard at work. Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life. I'm sorry for wasting your time. Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my job to make the most of it Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me. Not that easy. Hey what's that you say? You're not blaming me for anything that's great But I don't break that easy. Does it fade away? So that's why I'm apologizing now for telling you I thought that we could make it I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed. Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my time to make the most of it How could I ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no All along the fault is up for grabs why don't you have it Well it's for sale go make your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for Pay no more

Against Me
Don't hold it against me That I like to see you That I am aggressive That I know how to cook Don't hold it against me That you make my days fly by That the thought of kissing you That the time I have available Don't hold it against me That I almost worship you That holding you while you sleep That your breath on my neck Don't hold it against me That I wish I was different That I enjoy having fun That you are what I want Don't hold it against me That I'm not hands on That I don't play the field That I've hung up my players belt Don't hold it against me That I am insecure at times That I'm nervous That I wish this was simple Don't hold it against me That I wish I could lay in bed with you That I wish you would want me more That I wish I was your world Don't hold it against me That I'm probably rushing this That my flaws with ruin this That me being me will destroy us Don't hold it against me That I look and don't touch That I diet That I

Again
He came to me again as he always does touching my soul and wetting my eyes with tears. His dark eyes searing stright into my soul leaving me empty when he leaves. His arms that once made me feel safe and warm in his embrace now leaves me cold and alone. his words that once comforted my tired and restless mind just leave me longing for a another time. Perhaps Ive lost what little sanity I have left. Perhaps I want to be near him again so badly that I create his appearance to somehow torture my wounded soul. Or perhaps its the guilt I feel that creates his image over and over again to remind me of my past sins.There are times I could spend hours dwelling upon things I have done wrong in the past but dwelling will solve nothing for its in the future that I can make a difference. And its in the future that he will come again and again.

''again''
"Again" You're tearing me apart Crushing me inside You used to lift me up Now you get me down If I was to walk away From you, my love Could I laugh again? If I walk away from you And leave my love Could I laugh again? Again, again... You're killing me again Am I still in your head? You used to light me up Now you shut me down If I was to walk away From you, my love Could I laugh again? If I walk away from you And leave my love Could I laugh again? I'm losing you again Lacking me inside I used to lift you up Now I get you down Without your love You're tearing me apart With you close by You're crushing me inside Without your love You're tearing me apart Without your love I'm doused in madness I can't lose the sadness Can't lose the sadness Can't lose the sadness You're tearing me apart Crushing me inside Without your love (you used to lift me up) You're crushing me inside (now you get me down) With you close by I'm doused in madne

Against The World
I remember you you said we could take on the world we wrote songs and played shows you gave me confidence the rhythm section the foundation stability talent a breath of life taken late one night you probably were listening to the stones gone in an instant never got to say it was nice to know you nice to be around you nice to call you my friend i miss you i miss those days no worries just music just us against the world

Again Last Night Just Go Away
I M SO TIRED...IVE HAD ENOUGH.... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD GET BETTER. IM TOO YOUNG TO FEEL I VE DIED FOR THIS DREAM I CANT STOP LIVING... A FULL NIGHT SLEEP...WITHOUT THE DREAMS AGAIN...THE FACES...THE ONES IN THE SCOPE...BLACK AND WHITE..NO COLORS...NO SOUND...ITS SO PRIVATE THE FEELING LIKE ONLY WE KNOW...SOMETIMES THEY LOOK ANGRY AND OTHER TIMES...LIKE THEY JUST DONT CARE. "PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN THERE WONT TALK ABOUT IT" WHY NOT...IM TALKING....I DONT FEEL THAT IS SOMETHING TO POUND MY CHEST IN PRAISE ON...ME OR HIM...THATS ALL. 22 FUCKING YEARS OLD...I THOUGHT I COULD BE YOUR CRUSH I THOUGHT I COULD BE SOMEONE WHO HELD YOUR HEART...FILLED YOU WITH MEMORIES...CAUGHT IN A RERUN

Against All Odds!!
Against all odds ill be with you threw the rain or shine. light or darkness. Against all odds i will love you. threw the good or the badd. The passion or the pain... Against all odds my love for you will succed.. no other will steal me away from ur love.. Against all odds i will call you mine, but at the same time remind that you are not an item, you are not property, but you are a human being. And in my eyes you are the 1 who holds my heart close. the person i trust with my life and my love. Against all odds, the love we have is immortal... when you leave i have a memory of your face.

Again
I'm afraid to give my heart again afraid to lose to love again to kiss your lips and to look into those eyes again I can't help but worry that I'll get hurt again I can only notice your presence again feel your touch your tenderness again the glare of your eyes and the strength of your arms again I can't help but think I'll fall hard for you again I can only hope to feel safe again secure within myself- alive again share myself- you and me again I can't help but dream that there will be an 'us' again I'm afraid to hear those words again "I don't want this" "I want to break it off again" to say goodbye and cry myself to sleep again I can't help but worry that I'll be alone... aga

Again
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? him 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? most of the time 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? If I 'had to'? maybe...not that he wasn't a good kisser, I just am over the boytoy 4. Do you take compliments well? No I don't take them well, but who doesn't like them? 5. Do you play Sudoku? I spend too much time on the pc to learn a new game. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes...no problem I like nature 7. Do you like nipple rings? yes I like mine. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? girl scout camp yes I busted my lip and the front of my face, still have the scars. 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I am not down with that, so I would tell he/she to go the fuck home! 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? not a problem 13. Do you like to pu

Again
Another girl get away. I hate being jus friends. Thats all i am to every girl i met. and when i do meet someone it back fires on my ass everytime. i jus wish i could meet someone who i can relate to and be loved by. but that jus not gna happen. im to the point where i jus dont give a fuck anymore. everything around me is jus wrong. doesnt feel right at all. chris mikey n nick are the only ones i can really trust. seems like everyone eles is jus lieing to me. and i hate that. i fucking hate it. i jus wanna die. go to sleep and never wake up. come back as an animal maybe even a bird. and jus fly threw the wind and shit on peoples heads haha. specialy on fuckin romans god damn head. and all the girls who broke my heart or didnt wanna take a chance to grab it and see what love i can give.

Again I Have No Idea
I held her close as I watched her fade away. Right before my eyes, she was gone in a day, I gave up what I knew to be right, to stay in her arms and have her in sight, But nothing i can do will change her mind no words, no actions can convince her to be mine. I'll call you later she said, and he never heard from her again, He locked himself inside his room, He sat their rotting slowly making it his tomb While she was out laughing, he was curled up crying, wondering if this is what if felt like to be dying. She was gone the very next day, she wouldnt listen to what I had to say, I could have confessed my love for her right their, But why waste his time he knew she wouldnt care. He sat alone, himself his own captive, no were to go and no will to live. How could the world be so cruel as to take his heart from him and play him for a fool.

Again
ive fallen again back to reality never make amends just a formality remember me im the guy that made you smile remember me we would sit and talk awhile when i finally came home you were there to guide me when i sat alone you shined your light on me but now youre gone seems like only yesterday sitting all alone i guess its back to reality i know that when i see your face it makes me sad inside because youre gone my feelings i cant hide again never again dont forget about me

Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Now take a look at me now, cos there's ju

Again I Am An Idiot!!
Its official I am a fucking idiot. I had everything I wanted or needed happening. I have a job, moving into my own place, starting over and have a family on the way. Then I go and do something stupid out of emotional lashing out and udder stupidity and screwed up everything. There is no way of justifying the things that have happened or the things I have done to fuck shit up. Granted I have things that I can be upset about and hurt over but not for the extent that it all went. Then I make it further the worse cuz I cant keep my damn mouth closed when I need to and further alienated the only person I had left on my side. I cant leave well enough alone. NOPE--Gods forbid, but Jeremy is right--I seemingly cant help but sabotage my life when its going good. This isnt what I want. I had what I wanted and I am pretty sure I just got rid of it all with one stupid action and about 5 or 6 stupid sentances. I dont know if I can fix this one or not. Actually I doubt that I can. There is only so

Again- Do Not Believ In Coincidences
The posting reads: “Chris Benoit was replaced by [Johnny Nitro] for the ECW Championship match at Vengeance, as Benoit was not there due to personal issues, stemming from the death of his wife Nancy.” According to a Wikipedia.org report published after FOXNews.com made inquiries, the edit was reversed just under one hour later with the comment: "Need a reliable source. Saying that his wife died is a pretty big statement, you need to back it up with something." The posting apparently was made in reference to Benoit's scheduled appearance on Sunday night at an Extreme Championship Wrestling event in Texas. An employee from Wikipedia.org told FOXNews.com that he called and left a message with investigative authorities in Fayetteville, Ga., at around 11 a.m. EDT on Tuesday, after the posting was brought to the attention of the St. Petersburg, Fla.-based Web site. “I chat with other editors on IRC — Internet relay chat — and somebody pointed it out to me on a relay chat and that

Again Please
i will get too all your profiles and picture there are a few of you are not wanting to wait if you all read my blogs you would know that i have bean telling everyone ty and that you all are awsome if for some reason you dont want to wait till i get to you then tell me and ill take you off my list i dont like hearing whinnie babys cause they cant talk to me or i havent got to your pictures yet

Again
I feel all the old feelings, come rushing in making me wish I could put an end, to all the madness that keeps creeping in, to my life of sadness Why do I let you into my heart its been nothing but bad right from the start I get tired of hurting my heart and my life of sadness Letting you go is so hard to do Love like this is so far and few reaching for dreams that aren't all of you and my life of sadness the sun will shine bright through out the night all will be right including my life of sadness Is it my fault?

Again.
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Again
March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. >This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isn’t because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm suppose to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irrationally that if you keep standing it won't be true but you know better as the scream comes out of your mouth and you pound on the desk with your fists hoping that will make it not true. The police thought that I was having a heart attack. People say a lot o

Again! Fallen Angel Jess
Sadly I paused for a minute tonight to message someone on MSN, Haven't heard from this family member since they sent me some txt messages on July 4th. What confused me was the R.I.P in the name, so i stopped and asked and ended up speaking to a roomate. Well for the 2nd time in 3 months I had a Family Member OD. This time they deleted their profile first so i can't post a link, but I have to say I'm bumbed, Had several good phone calls with this person! :(

Again Im Blocked
wellI thought Id start doin this for fun, I think its funny when people get mad at me in mumms then come to my shoutbox and block me.......what can I say Im bored! Sumer Luv ...: well u dont need to be so mean with ur comment on my mumms and its my page if I want to post my kids on it I will now back off ->Sumer Luv ...: its an adult site, no need for kids, to many perves on here Sumer Luv ...: whats urproblem like I said Im bored

Against The Wind
Words and music by bob seger It seems like yesterday But it was long ago Janey was lovely, she was the queen of my nights There in the darkness with the radio playlng low And the secrets that we shared The mountains that we moved Caught like a wildfire out of control Till there was nothing left to burn and nothing left to prove And I remember what she said to me How she swore that it never would end I remember how she held me oh so tight Wish I didnt know now what I didnt know then Against the wind We were runnin against the wind We were young and strong, we were runnin Against the wind And the years rolled slowly past And I found myself alone Surrounded bv strangers I thought were my friends I found myself further and further from my home And I guess I lost my way There were oh so many roads I was living to run and running to live Never worried about paying or even how much I owed Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time Breaking all of the ru

9-11....again
Firefighters die in blaze by ground zero By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer 42 minutes ago A seven-alarm fire ripped through an abandoned skyscraper next to ground zero in Lower Manhattan Saturday, killing two firefighters who were responding to the blaze. Officers at the scene were preventing nearby residents from returning to their homes, telling them that authorities were concerned the former Deutsche Bank office building, vacant since the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks turned it into a toxic nightmare, could fall. Mayor Michael Bloomberg said that fear turned out to be unfounded. Two firefighters were killed, and five or six others were taken to a hospital but were expected to be released, Bloomberg said. No civilians were hurt. Construction crews had already dismantled 14 of the building's 40 stories — reaching the 26th floor on Tuesday. Some firefighters used stairs to reach the burning upper floors of the building, just steps from where 343 firefighters los

Again
Tell me that you never cared that you never gave a f*ck tell me I was useless to you that I only brought you bad luck, say that you never loved me that you never cared a bit so I can feel the same way and get over all of this sh*t tell me I am nothing, hurt me like you did before hurt me so much that I wont feel pain anymore tell me that you used me just for a piece of skin, make me hate you like I want to so all of my healing can begin. Shatter my heart into a billion peices then set it on fire tell me when you said you loved me you were being a liar, murder my soul with a rusty dagger drown my innocence in blood chop my sanity up while your at it shove my concience into the mud, I never want to love again love is for the blind it's only for people who cant see this feeling just f*cks with your mind

Again With The Lies!!
Today is perfect for big parties or other social events. You're feeling friskier than usual -- which is saying a lot -- and ought to be able to get your friends or sweetie in the right mood as well.

Against The Witch Hunters
"All this has happened before. And all this will happen again. But this time it happened to..." Well, us. The beginning of Sir James Barrie's Peter Pan must echo what many of us are feeling, as we watch a new and loosely-knit conglomerate of yellow journalists, right-wing eco-spoilers and Evangelical and Fundamental Christians move slowly towards a Witch hunt for the 90's. Our spiritual ancestors faced similar problems in many times and many lands. Recall the Priestesses of Eleusis, last of an ancient line, in decline, falling at last to the stratagems of Theseus and his new Attic Gods. Recall the Etruscans, their vision of sexual-political balance overpowered by the might and organization of the husband-headed Roman empire. And most tender to the touch, recall the agony of the middle ages, as the Catholic, then Protestant churches consolidated their grip on the rural population, killing six million alleged or actual Witches in the process. The hunt is in a beginning stage

Again On Respect
One of the things ive been doing in trying to rebuild my life is to reconfigure my thinking about alot of things. One of those things is respect. What is respect? How do I get it? Whom do I give it to? What exactly is respect? Is it a way of handling yourself? Is it a way of handling others? It's both and much more. Respect starts with loving yourself for who you are. NO matter how you live your life, if it's a way that enables you to be good to yourself, then do it. Respect yourself enough to make your life good. Respect is not letting yourself use others or be used. Also, when you respect yourself, it may not be in a way you think is a big deal. It's the small stuff. It's not letting yourself be put into compromising positions. It's not when you make decisions that you know arent what you need to be doing. You are so much better. How do you get respect? You dont get it just because you say so. You dont get it by disrespecting yourself. You get respect by acting respectfully. Do

Again
Hey what do ya f***in know it happened again...I made plans and s**t happened and cant go. I was suppost to head out today around this time but my kids dad decided to spring on me he had to f***in work this weekend so he wont be keepin our kids....like he couldnt have f***in told me yesterday when i could have made other plans for my kids but no he called me about 30 min ago to tell me..... If you cant tell im F***ING PISSED OFF!!!!!! I swear im gonna stop makin plans and just have no f***in life....

Again
Ok I still need 20,598 points and I need lots of help, so please come help me as much as u can, I would really appreciate it alot guys..thanks so much!!! Thanks to My sista Mina, Playboy Playmate and Dr. Feelgood for all ur guys help so far!!! Love ya guys...muahz

Against The Wall
Against the Wall First I would kiss you like you kiss me... I like it hard and heavy, that usually gets me all turned on. I would have to pin you up against the wall you know. And I would start with taking off your clothes partly, I hope you didn't have a bra on so the shirt could stay. But the rest of your clothing has to go. I would start at the top......kissing my way down...taking some time to suck on your nipples....and kiss your tummy before I went down on you. Yea I would have to get you off before I could bend you over and take you for myself.

"again"
I just want to hold her hand and tell her that it's fine I just want to tell her heart she always on my mind, Does she see the hurt I feel when I look into her heart Does she feel the love i have even while we are apart, Can I be the one to lean on when her legs are week walk Can I hear the stories she tells when she needs to to talk, Would she look to me forever as a friend who wouldn't leave Would she have the faith I carry for her I'll always believe, Should I turn and walk away could I never look back again Should I tell her she's on her own until the very end, When she hurts does she think of me to make a smile appear When she knows it is all good was it because she knows I care, If I never met her soul would I miss the one I feel for so much If I know whats best for me I 'll be waiting forever to feel her touch. Again J-Dubz

Against Her Will
Against Her Will by garcher27© She just got off a frustrating eleven hour shift of putting up with the bullshit of managing someone else's business and all that it entails; employee conflict, client dissatisfaction, broken equipment, and financial responsibilities. " I need to go to the gym and work this off or I am going straight to my favorite watering hole to drink off the stress," she thought to herself. Favorite watering hole sounded more enticing, but she chose the gym reluctantly. Two years before she had gotten out of a very horrible, long-term relationship. Not only did it leave her probably incapable of having another "real" relationship, it also left her quite fat. She didn't realize that in her unhappiness, she was letting herself go. She had been working on this and was very close to her goal weight, but still needed a lot of toning. After a great, stress relieving weight lifting session she was sweaty and ready to go home and crack open a beer to finalize the

Again My Contest
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Again .
People are askin me to rap . lol . I can free style pretty good even though i listen to more other stuff then i do rap . So i though about it . A lil . And ive been writting . I usually write dark lyrics . But hip hop lyrics are comming in bits but easy at the same time. The challenge is that how to write so i won't talk about what people is talk about like common or kayne . Also its kinda hard to rapp like im all hard core about shit people wouldn't let me do . So ican't rap about what my father did cause thats like so in the past . I can't rap about what i see others do . But i can rapp about what i don't like and what would do us all a favor though. What do you all think i should talk about ? Im not trying to do crnuk music. ( Well not yet )

Against Me!-thrash Unreal
If she wants to dance and drink all night then there’s no one that can stop her. She’s going until the house lights come up or her stomach spills onto the floor. This night is going to end when we’re damn well ready for it to be over. Worked all week long now the music is playing on our time. We do what we do to get by, and then we need a release. You get mixed up with the wrong guys. You get messed up on the wrong drugs. Sometimes the party takes you places that you didn’t really plan on going. When people see the track marks on her arms she knows what they’re thinking. She keeps on working for that minimum, as if a high school education gave you any other options. They don’t know nothing about redemption. They don’t know nothing about recovery. Some people just aren't the type for marriage and family. No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie. No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to sleep alone. No mother ever dr

Again Keeping In Touch.
My finace and I are gonna be having a baby in the beginning of april! I can't wait! I don't care if its a boy or girl. Just seein my own child will make me happy! Seeing it grow up and stuff just rocks! We already have so much sutff its unthinkable! Just thought I would let everyone know that!

Again
Again by flutterbyspirit © Edited by Angel Love * You arrive just in time, I'd had a stressful day and my body was full of tension. All I wanted to do was relax and enjoy some good company. There you are standing at the door with a beautiful bunch of wildflowers and a bottle of wine. I invite you in with just a smile and you follow me to the kitchen so I can find a vase and wine glasses. As you open the wine I arrange the flowers and thank you with a small kiss. We move into the lounge room with our wine. I sit on the lounge and you start kneading my shoulders, relieving me of all the stress I held. Your hands are like magic, warm and gentle, yet firm and strong. I relax into your massage, closing my eyes, letting my mind drift away. I feel your breath on my neck and sense your closeness, my arousal instant. I feel your hands move down my neck to my chest, then inside my top where you find my hardening nipples. Your soft kisses send what feels like electric shocks through

Again...please Again...
Again...Please Again... by jenyes © Sprawled out over your vanity or dresser. Perfume and brushes and jewelry boxes tosses aside or still under me as you pound me. Your hand wrapped up in my hair, pulling my head back as your hips drive me into the solid surface. Imploring me to fuck...fuck like the bitch i am....as you do all the fucking. I cry out as i orgasm and you fuck me harder. Then as you near you own orgasm, you pull out of my pussy. And in one motion, you slide completely up my ass. Holding there, you breathe in my ear how you are going to bitch fuck me. Fingers gripping my face then three pushing into my mouth. I can see and I watch you in the mirror. Behind me, so domme and proud and hot. Your need to use me consuming you, consumes me. I feel your hips pull back, drawing your cock almost out of my ass before you pound back in swiftly and fiercely. I beg you to fuck me. You now have the measure and you use it. Taking my ass, fast and hard. Both our vo

Against The Wall In My Stilettos (to Chris)
Last night I was bewitched. I was defenseless against his charms. Thoughts of it consume me. I was so bewildered at the talents this man possessed. He made my heart beat fast and slow at the same time. My thighs tremble at the mere thought of him inside me. When I close my eyes to relive it, It is nowhere near the same. The way this man made love to me is enough To drive me insane. I must have him again. Once more against the wall in my sthilettos. While the rain beats on my windowsill And the candle light flickers until it burns out. I get goose bumps when I think of how he touched me And where. There is this hunger for something that only he Can make me feel. God help me! All I can daydream about is him. His Intense blue eyes. His Strong jaw line. His chiseled shoulders, And his angular back. His powerful thighs and their potentially mind blowing thrusts. I can’t get those soft warm lips Or how they feel on my neck and breasts, Out of m

Again...don't Sweat The Little Things,
Great events make me quiet and calm; it is only trifles that irritate my nerves. --Queen Victoria Isn't that always the way? We cope with major events, like births and weddings, fairly well. It is the little things - so inconsequential in the long run - that upset us. If the kids don't pick up their rooms, or dinner is late, or we can't go to the movies because we haven't done our homework, we become irritated and annoyed. Minor things like these upset us much more than they should. Are they really so important? A messy room is not a terminal illness. A late dinner won't affect our health unless we get so upset about it we make ourselves sick. We'll survive. If we think back to the last time we were angry or upset, does it seem important now? We probably can't even remember why we reacted that way. How much better life is when we let go of the little irritations. What irritation can I let go of today?

Again
Kiss me again, with those enchanted lips, that stole my breath away and my heart. Caress my skin lovingly again, with those gentle hands of yours, that reached deep within and healed my most painful scars. Hold me once more with your loving arms, ensure me my safety, keep me sound, forever yours. Look in my eyes again with your warm gaze, make me forget my troubles; my pain. Kiss me again.

Again I Don't Know Wherei Was Going With This
(i didn't know what to write so i wrote this) as i was sleeping i awoke to the sensation of finger tips lightly brushing the small of my back. though still somewhat asleep i slide in a tad close to feel more.... finger tips suddenly became a whole hand going from the nap of my neck to the small of my back, gentle yet manly. as i move with the feeling, lips glide along my shoulder, and a light prickly feel soon after. i could tell he had not shaved yet. a warm touch, a hand runs down my inner thigh, my heart races, afraid to open my eyes, because of it is a dream, i do not want to wake up. as those lips i feel at the nap of my neck. soft and moist, as each kiss sends sexual tingles up and down my spine. the other hand appearing from no where, suddenly cupping my breast and fondling my nipple, i can feel my self get moist with excitement and...................

Again
Okay so its almost 4 am and I'm just getting home from the hockey game, bar and McCreary's after after party. DAMN sooo much fun, must remember to post this weekend and lasts pics. I caught the winning puck that was tossed off the ice!!

"against All Odds"
How can I just let you walk away Just let you leave without a trace? When I stand here taking every breath with you You're the only one who really knew me at all. How can you just walk away from me when all I can do is watch you leave' 'cos we shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me now There's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me Just the memory of your face. Take a look at me now there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against the odds And that's what I've got to face. I wish I could just make you turn around turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to you so many reasons why. You're the only one who really knew me at all. So take a look at me now well there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me Just the memory of your face. Now take a look at me now 'cos there'c just an

Against My Religion
Okay, so atheism isn't a religion. Still, I guess I should make clear as we approach the Thanksgiving holiday and then Christmas that I refuse to pay attention to any of the religious bullshit that comes out of peoples' mouths this time of year. Don't get me wrong, I think people are entitled to freedom in their religious choices. If you want to go to church every day, more power to you. If you want to wait until you're married before you fuck, fine. If you own a business and you don't want to be open on Sunday, whatever. Here's where I get irritated. Two of those things were actually passed into law at one point or another. I'm sure that the religious folks in this country would make daily church attendance the law if they could get away with it, but at one time fornication was illegal and we still have blue laws. I don't mind people deciding to do these things as a personal choice, but I'll be damned if I'm going to observe their ideas as law. You, me, every body, i

Again I Find Myself Thinking
I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. If I just keep saying it I'll accept it. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. When I hurt, when my heart hurts, I get horrible physical pains that shoot up my right arm. Thats how I know its love.

Again - For The Fubar Women Of The World...
Hi Beautiful ! Did you know that it's Beautiful Women Month ? Well, it is . . . . & that means you and me! Facts on Figures: There are 3 billion women who DON'T look like super models... .. and only eight who do. Did you know Marilyn Monroe wore a size 14? She also did not have good hygiene . . . Can you believe that? If Barbie were a real woman she'd have to walk on all FOURS due to her 'proportions'! The average woman weighs 144 pounds, and wears between sizes 12-14 US sizing (14-16 English). One out of every four college-aged women has an eating disorder . Models in magazines are AIR-BRUSHED - NOT Perfect!! A psychological study in 1995 found that just 3 minutes looking at a fashion magazine caused 70% of women to feel DEPRESSED, GUILTY and SHAMEFUL! RELAX . . . and learn to love who you are because You are BEAUTIFUL!!! 20 years ago, models weighed 8% less than the average woman. Today, they weigh 23% less . . . .

Again
Betrayed once again By someone I called friend A dagger to the heart you would think it an art I opend my heart to someone A person I thought to be true Imagine my surprise I found nothing but lies My heart is abused Tired and confused Borken and bruised once again The fault is all mine I let myself be used Belle 07/21/07

Again A Poem From My Crush
"What I Love About You... The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much."

Against Abortion
Hi Mommy! I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not

Against Child Abuse!!!
This is something that i was sent that i think everyone should read. This is happening in homes around the world please read and lets stop this!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to

Again How Much Does She Want Him
she excited him she knew and the more she exposed all of her little goodies the more she seen the sweet bead up on his neck and knew i can get this guy off before intercourse so she dance and dance that seductive dance that dance that well.... tellin' about it has anybody hot so she grind out her hips to a thrustin' motion she enjoy every bit of watchin him squirm a sudden occurrence of happen in mind wait just yet oh, "hon' not so fast" and as the lace and satin negligee falls and revealsthat she wants him but he is so in control though he thinks being handcuff that he is going to get the time of his life and she striddles him in bed and puttin those lips on his lips and and she pulls away and ferocious like he raises he head "madam we-we, you taste so goooood tonight" and licks his lips and thinks heavenly and his tongue thank him for this cheri " mon dieu to taste such sweetness breathe takin'... " his saliva of drool of mix juices of only

Again
Still no word back from the Oncologist, and I have been calling the hospital constantly. I am becoming very fed up with the medical system here. I am ready to drive over there and park my butt in a chair outside his office. She is complaining of headaches again and is bruising more often. She hasn't had any fevers since last week, and has not needed to go into the hospital, so we are planning a trip for this weekend to see family and friends. Hoping she will stay well enough to go. Everyone is anxious to see her. I will try to keep everyone updated, but it seems that the more time I have, the more stuff happens to fill that time. My cell phone is not working, so for anyone who has tried to reach me on it, I apologize for that. Using this or e-mail is your best bet to get ahold of me. Thanks! Sonic

Again With The Woefully Honest Bio's
Well, since my real life is kind of keeping me at bay, in terms of ability to hang out online, for more than a few minutes at a stretch, I guess I'll invest a bit more into this blog. After all, what's more fun than killing ones own mystery? Among friends, now, on top of the running drunk and insane gags, is a joke that I have an inflatable girlfriend. I find it infinitely entertaining and throw more ribs at myself than anyone else could possibly feel comfortable throwing. It's a blast. But, sigh, the truth is I do not now, nor have I ever had, an inflatable woman. In fact I don't recall ever actually seeing one, outside of having witnessed a few, for sale, in adult novelty stores. Even if I were to get so lonely that an inflatable bride seemed like a logical and rational choice, I'd end up realizing that, when it comes to male self satisfaction, science has yet to invent anything that works better than the well lubricated right hand (In my case, as I am righty). I am, however

Again
I heard from a friend today And she said you were in town Suddenly the memories came back to me in My mind Chorus: How can I be strong I've asked myself Time and time I've said That I'll never fall in love with you again A wounded heart you gave, My soul you took away Good intentions you had many, I know you did I come from a place that hurts, an' God knows how I've cried And I never want to return Never fall again Making love to you oh it felt so good and Oh so right Repeat Chorus So here we are alone again, Didn't think it'd come to this And to know it all began With just a little kiss I've come too close to happiness, To have it swept away Don't think I can take the pain Never fall again Kinda late in the game And my heart is in your hands Don't you stand there and then tell me You love me Then leave again 'Cause I'm falling in love with you again Hold me, hold me Don't ever let me go Say it just one time Say you love me God knows I

Again Please?
Hey guys! Rates have reset since this contest has started, so if you could take just 30 seconds of your time and go back and re-rate it, I will love you forever! Ok, so I'll love you forever anyway... If you haven't rated it yet, will you pop in and do it? It's hard to pick just one too, so rate as many as you like. There are LOTS of sexy mummers in that folder!

Again With The Tears....
Hidden Tears We all feel it we all live it, some more than others We keep ourselves safe by showing the world What they want to see I let others see a happy and special friend Because deep inside I know that is all they seek I see others who’s beauty is beyond belief But still they are alone It is not their beauty they want to be loved for but who they are Others want to be someone else Someone they think others will find cool They fake who they are because the fear of who they are will run others away So many reasons for showing the world who we are for real Some never show who they are to keep control so they won’t be weak So that others can not take advantage of them As for me I am no different from everyone else I hide my feelings so no one will know how much I am in pain The pain of love being gone Pain that haunts my dreams The pain of knowing I will die alone with no one to tell me goodbye No one to hold me to tell me how much I mean to them Yes we all hav

...again....
Yes, it's me again. Asking for another flavor. My friend Chefwabba that had pneumonia last week, seems to be having a run of terrible luck. His mom had a stroke Friday,and is in the hospital on full life support. Rob really needs the support of his friends now. If ya get a chance, stop by his page and show some love or something. Thanks ya'll! Mary chefwabba@ fubar

Again Some Thoughts
wanting so bad to be with you your all I've hoped and everything I've dreamed could of had you if I just relaxed but I cant let go of all my past taking no chances I just pushed you away what will I do if you dont stay I cant forget you even if I tried yet here I sit just letting you walk by I want you close so I need to speak please give me the chance your all I need give me time to relax a bit I wana love you and never regret

Again Again
I asked you to let me know. I've waited so long. You've told me something. It may be true, it may be false. It may be killing me, It may be the end of you. All that I have is, had is, was... Never mine at all. Your answer was never the thing, that I needed to get fucking by. I waited to be coated, in bullshit so deep I could not hear your lies. See the way you turn from my eyes? That tells me they make you wet. The haste of your breath I would, match and exceed. Sacrificing my back to your nails. Carried away by the swells of your chest, loving the way your hips still buck. Spilling inside you. Oh so sweet. Throbbing until you drift on down, sighing until you fall asleep.

Again A Lil Different
I often ponder who I am as a sexual being My willingness to explore more changes that answer frequently Few limits, many desires allow for monumental pleasures I would be foolish to deny such wondrous sensations So many things define me as a man Yet this alone defines me as a lover The body should be worshiped, the mind challenged Combining those gracefully will take you places only imagined by few Will you take my hand and guide me places? May I show you what I've found inside me? Can we cherish this together as it evolves and plunges deeper? Isn't it amazing, this erotic evolution?

Again In My Dreams
Again in my Dreams (this is almost my first thing written...an ode to a divorce...forgive it's roughness) Memories true, unclouded and free Is how I nightly dream of thee For pure as honey, sweet and light The remembrance of your love Keeps me through the night Golden dreams of you my dear Next to my heart I keep them near Locked in a place safe from the harms Cruel Fate deals unforgivingly until Again I hold you in my arms Every breath with which you drew Reconfirmed what I always knew Something lives yet inside your heart Soon again to be awakened in your breast That which will refuse to keep us apart You are my honey, my one true treasure The depth of my love to great to measure I shall always strive to win back your hand To meet you again on a field of green Professing my love next to you I stand To always fight true the good fight To strive forth eternally with all my might Love, the greatest of all virtues Like St. George against the Wyrm I

Again, Ty To Firewalker
Dictionary of Terms Aromatherapy--the use of essential oils, herbs, flowers and fruits to heal the body, mind and spirit, and to promote well-being. Astral Travel--the art of sending forth the consciousness at will to a more refined level of existence that lies beyond this level of physical existence: experiencing the astral plane, a realm often perceived as being parallel to, and interwoven with, our physical world: also known as lucid dreaming, soul travel and mental projection. Astrology--astrology embraces the idea that there is a causal connection between the heavens and earth: it is the study of how the movements of the planets and stars reflect events in our daily lives. Auras--the distinctive atmosphere surrounding a given source: an energy field that is held to emanate from a living being: the colors of the aura and their intensity reflect emotions, health and state of mind: a healthy aura radiates the colors of the rainbow: thin, weak, or broken auras signify illn

Again I Did Not Write This
Feel my lips between your hips Feel my lips against your skin Feel my tongue between your pink lips Feel my tongue as it slides in Gently licking you Softly sucking you Slowly fucking you Until I taste you Feel my hands slide up your skin Feel my hands caress your tits Feel my cock as it slides in Feel my cock inside your clit Gently fucking you Softly fucking you Slowly fucking you Until I come inside you these are so easy to find on the net .... beware the writings that people post and claim to be theirs !

Again,.. Phoenix, We All Know Her, We All Miss Her.
Its about that time again! You know it, AUCTION TIME! A chance for you to bid on some great people and have tons of fun doing it. If you want to be a part of all this sexy, just check out my blog link below and JOIN IN! If thats not your thing, still by come and BID BID BID! I guarantee that you will not be disappointed! Look at the HOTNESS! GummiBear Kole MzAmber *Pink0828* DJ SKULLZ ♥BeBe♥ Dust Me Pink Casper SpLiFy SpLiF ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±

Against You
I could be so against you In lean forward rush of warming lips I could be so against the beat of pulse race skin pressing breasts into dips and curve of back relaxing, only to fleet again Palms to plunging hips upon my body’s shapely prose reading so close the color of your sin cleaved within slipstreams of muscle there trickle here the taste I could be so against your gorgeous midst hovering clinging cheeks of blushing fervor upon knees ready to serve sweet rewards for being so against you

Again..only In Florida
http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/07/16/911.billboard/index.html 9/11 billboard draws flak from Florida Democrats, GOP Story Highlights Billboards use image from 9/11 to encourage GOP votes 9/11 image wrong for ad, say Florida political parties Floridian praises President Bush, says ex-President Clinton failed to stop al Qaeda (CNN) -- A Florida man is using billboards with an image of the burning World Trade Center to encourage votes for a Republican presidential candidate, drawing criticism for politicizing the 9/11 attacks. "Please Don't Vote for a Democrat" reads the type over the picture of the twin towers after hijacked airliners hit them on September, 11, 2001. Mike Meehan, a St. Cloud, Florida, businessman who paid to post the billboards in the Orlando area, said former President Clinton should have put a stop to Osama bin Laden and al Qaeda before 9/11. He said a Republican president would have done so. "I believe 9/11 could have been prevented if we'd ha

Again Its Been Awhile
Hey everyone, again I just wanted to say that Im sorry that I havent been on here. I have been crazy busy with work and by the time I get off, all I want to do is eat and go to bed. I hope that everyone had a great 4th of July and was safe. I hope everyones summer is going well and having a good time. I promise that I will check my fubar profile as much as I can, so plz dont forget to leave your love, drinks, other gifts, and comments....

Again? No Way! Limited Time Offer!
This Auction is smokin'!!! I joined another auction... I know, I know... But this one is awesome! I'm offering a lot of stuff! Plus, it's for the Love Shack, my favorite lounge! Just click the link above to bid on your very own Meagan! Rates don't matter in this auction, but feel free drop one anyway. And remember, the higher the bid, the more I offer! ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~ Go ahead, show the host some love, too! She's awesome! F0oly aka Tee*VPofNPDz*HeadEnf orcer@ Loveshack*~*Fu wifey2Danimal Also, feel free to drop by The Love Shack and say hi! If you're not in the market for your very own Meagan, there are a bunch of other hotties up for auction, and you can talk to all of us before you bid! Awesome, eh? Go on, click the link... You won't regret it! Don't forget! You only have until Friday, August 22nd, so get your bids in soon! Don't miss out on this AWESOME chance!

Again Not Again Lol
My girl ♡¥.U.M.z™♡ is in a Auction!!! So go bid on this little Sweet Heart!! She is one Great Friend! She is always there no matter what I need.... and I want to share her with all of you!!! Click the picture below and place your bids now!!!

Again?????
Believe it or not, the dynamics of a BDSM relationship are often driven by the submissive, not by the dominant. The submissive sets the limits; the submissive decides what places can and can not be explored; the submissive has the ability to call a halt to the scene. The dominant, in many ways, is simply a facilitator. It's the dominant's job to create a setting where the people involved can explore the submissive's fantasies. (As an aside, it's important to note that these limits can change over time. It may be that something that used to sound like it wouldn't be fun or interesting might in the future tickle your fancy; and that things you enjoy now, you may not necessarily enjoy in the future. People change over time. It's important, when you explore BDSM, to remember that, and to make a habit of talking to your partner about things you like and don't like as those things change.) Dominating your partners does not mean that you don't want to please them. It is not always, or e

Again With The Begging
Seriously. I thought this was a site with adult people. Maybe I'm mistaken. It does happen on rare occasions. Like when I've gone 3 days without sleep. But these people that are constantly begging for Bling or VIPs or Blasts or Happy Hours? Come on! Buy 'em yourself? Oh sure, I'll admit to giving some friends Bling. And yeah, I've gotten a few VIPs as gifts for others. However, none of them begged for it and all were pretty much surprised by it. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just feeling more bitchy than normal. But I'm tired of it and people will be poofin' from my list. All I got to say. *hops off my soap box*

Again
Hello lonely How you doin' today? Hello sweet thing Why don't you walk this way? Hello, you again How could you go and be so cold? She said "Goodbye sad man" Cuz all this pain is getting old So why're you sad? Don't you know that It's you that haunts my dreams and seems to always come back? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this? Hello lonely Now that you're gone I can move on Goodbye sweet thing Just know that I've been here all along So why're you sad? Don't you know that It's you who haunts my dreams and seems to always come back? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? Again Again All those days you waste on me I just can't let you go So why're you sad?

"against All Odds", Faiths Story
AMAZING FAITH This is 'Faith' This dog was born on Christmas Eve in the year 2002. He was born with 3 legs - 2 healthy hind legs and 1 abnormal front leg which need to be amputated. He of course could not walk when he was born. Even his mother did not want him. His first owner also did not think that he can survive. Therefore, he was thinking of 'putting him to sleep'. By this time, his present owner, Jude Stringfellow, met him and wanted to take care of him. She is determined to teach and train this dog to walk by himself. Therefore she named him 'Faith'. In the beginning, she put Faith on a surfing board to let him feel the movements. Later she used peanut butter on a spoon as a lure and reward for him to stand up and jump around. Even the other dog at home also helped to encourage him to walk. Amazingly, only after 6 months, like a miracle, Faith learned to balance on his 2 hind legs and jumped to move forward. After further training in the snow, he

Again
Im not perfect nor will i ever be. I try to please a vast amount of people, usually myself last. im tierd and sick blah for me. I worry about my kids spelling i worry my sis pass her test. I fight over my dear friend because he means the world to me. i see my smile turn into disgust i let a no one make my blood boil. I know timing is everything and there is no suck thing as multi task. When does dee get to be happy and feel good?? When do my kids ask to help when do i get my love back in return? When do people stop lying and start telling the truth? When does my pain heal and i get mental closure? when will I get my heart to heal? In life you take what you give but dear god I give alot and feel like i get very little in return... Soap box maybe. Reality check most likely. I have several close rl friends from fu I enjoy them and i trust them I have felt the pain of a back stab emerse this weekend anyone else wanna take the blow??? I am ready and fully gaurded now... until then guive bac

Again And Again
Again and again Enchanted completely, a prisoner of love bending time and space to live again two hearts, beating as one rhythm each a heart within love's heart bursting the barriers of distance the touch of love more than real more than the solid illusions of life deeper than the souls from which it came love, and only love conquers all

Again.
Yeah so first off i want to thank the FEW and i do mean FEW who tried to help me with my goal of godmom by my birthday..but i guess im not important enough for most people on here so it doesnt matter if i level.So i dont want anything for my birthday from anymore.No comments no bling no SB nothing.Its just a website and i dont care anymore...i posted my first blog bout it 2008-10-28 10:10:11 since then ive gone from 1.9 to 1.7mill...at this rate ill be godmom by my birthday next year.

Again In My Dreams
Again in my Dreams Memories true, unclouded and free Is how I nightly dream of thee For pure as honey, sweet and light The remembrance of your love Keeps me through the night Golden dreams of you my dear Next to my heart I keep them near Locked in a place safe from the harms Cruel Fate deals unforgivingly until Again I hold you in my arms Every breath with which you drew Reconfirmed what I always knew Something lives yet inside your heart Soon again to be awakened in your breast That which will refuse to keep us apart You are my honey, my one true treasure The depth of my love to great to measure I shall always strive to win back your hand To meet you again on a field of green Professing my love next to you I stand To always fight true the good fight To strive forth eternally with all my might Love, the greatest of all virtues Like St. George against the Wyrm I shall battle all to be again with you

Again......be Warned!!
As I pointed out in a previous blog, I stated that I do not intend to become embroiled in any ones little games that they wish to play, but it seems that it continues to grow…for me I do not care what anyone thinks of me as I am not here for popularity contests to see who can get the greatest number of friends, amass the most points or how fast I can get up the fu ladder , I do not care about getting rated everyday and having to keep that rate….. I am here to pass the time spent with the people I like to spend my time with and maybe building friendships with some and have even become good friends with some in my time here and have enjoyed many happy hours talking with them, laughing with them when they were happy and being there for them when their days were dark, listening to them, understanding their pain and anguish and tried to give them words of comfort and encouragement to help them through those dark days so they can once again smile. But it is becoming all too clea

Again..
So I've been getting laid off occasionally since last March. Seperated from hubby around May, and have been paying all the bills that we had before he moved out on my own, or at least attempting to. He can't help, can barely afford to pay his own bills. Well I was laid off the last 2 weeks of November, really didn't mind. Went back to work Dec. 1st, but about wednesday came down with a nasty cold so I ended up missing wednesday through friday :| not good. Got a call last nite from work saying to come in and sign my lay-off papers. Yep, laid off now till the first of the year :/ Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being laid-off. But I'm really starting to get concerned about how much longer I'm going to have a job. Oh, for those of you that don't know, I work in the auto industry. Yeah, not looking so good. Luckily my kids are older and understand that Christmas at our house is basically non-existent. So needless to say, I'm struggling to stay positive here ;) Don't mind me I'm

Against Child Abuse!!!
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With mo

Again...i Don't Know
My heart's beating so fast I don't know if I'm going to last Running down this road of confusion Wondering how to rid of the delusion Of this life I lead Will I ever get a head o the stampede What am I supposed to see What am I missing Give me a clue A sign A brief moment of intelligence Clarity Is what I search for the hardest To get a hold of the emotions And to kick out the constant thoughts Of anxiety Can I How will I Ever survive Surrounded by nothing but lies No one wants to step up Or keep it real Never can we own up to how we really feel Afraid to hurt Afraid to scar Afraid to accept who we really are Find one Forget the rest Then it's all really put to the test Can you stay loyal While being happy Or do you end up disregarding All past memories For a future unknown

Against Gay Adoption
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Against Gay Marriage
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Against Gay Rights
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Against Racism!
Ok...This is my first blog i am writing...and no, it is no fun and i'm not even in the mood to laugh... IDK what the hell is wrong with some of u! We r living in the 2000s and i thought that our generation should be as smart to stop hatin' cause of skin collor or religion. The one of urs who went to school and didn't sleep in the history class sure did learn something out of our past.I talk about sensless hate against others.Like in World War 2 or the fight against slavery! We did have ppl like Martin Luther King jr. and Rosa Parks and many more who showed us the right way! Why do we still hate?Why can't we see over the color and religion? White pride???Fuck you!Of what shall i be proud?That in the history the white man first started to kill the nativ americans to get rich, then brought over the africans to have slaves started to kill it own race cause of religion?Hell no! I want to be proud cause i am a human!Cause i know what's right what's wrong!Cause i know that the skin col

Again
i gave you my heart and asked you not to break it i gave you a part of me that is not freely given i let you in to my heart i let you in to my life but wat do i get pain sorrow a feeling of being shoved away i feeling that im not worth a dam thing so now i have abroken heart yet again i feelingof being unwanted so sumone take my heart and burry it away from me i keep breaken it i keep hurting it im tired of it..

Against The Wall ~story~
My head relaxed, bending slightly to the side. Your hot breath lingered along the soft curve of my neck. Searching lips scorched the delicate skin and melted into its softness. My eyes, that were closed and lost in the moment, opened slowly. I stared through their lust-filled glaze into the night sky. I noticed that the moon was barely visible, offering only a small glimmer of light to see by. The stars twinkled brightly against the ink-like blackness of the night. I could hear voices talking excitedly nearby, as they made their way inside the bar. Music could be heard radiating through the thick wall behind me. It’s sultry beat influenced my response. You pressed me firmly against the wall, to restrain me from too much movement. Your need for dominance became evident. Roaming hands were allowed a brief moment of exploration before you grasped my wrists, pinning them above my head. One strong hand was all it took to keep me immobile from the waist up. Your free hand was searc