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Blog Of Shame
**needs 24,000** plus deal made with andrea's hh (17,000) for 3 month vip**did not complete deal~~owed 2 months vip to be paid feb.7,08~~ this 24,000 plus i gave her 6,000 on the hh thing that she didn't even do.. have screen shots to prove Who is Friends with this Cunt Lezbo? LSD's SHELL™ ~~I LUV MY A&A's~DYLON's DIVA's~@ fubar People like this Worseless Cunt that renegg on VIP's should be Black Balled from Hosting Contests. Petetion of Removal from Hosting Contests.

2 Stories..gotta Read This
Two Great Stories - BOTH TRUE - and worth reading! (Read the second one all the way to the end.) STORY NUMBER ONE Many years ago, Al Capone virtually owned Chicago. Capone wasn't famous for anything heroic. He was notorious for enmeshing the windy city in everything from bootlegged booze and prostitution to murder. Capone had a lawyer nicknamed 'Easy Eddie.' He was his lawyer for a good reason. Eddie was very good! In fact, Eddie's skill at legal maneuvering kept Big Al out of jail for a long time. To show his appreciation, Capone paid him very well. Not only was the money big , but also, Eddie got special dividends. For instance, he and his family occupied a fenced-in mansion with live-in help and all of the conveniences of the day. The estate was so large that it filled an entire Chicago City block. Eddie lived the high life of the Chicago mob and gave little consideration to the atrocity that went on around him. Eddie did have one soft spot, however. He had a son

Meanings For Flowers
Red = Love or Romance White = Innocence, Secrecy, or Purity Yellow = Joy, Friendship, or New Beginning Light Pink = Modesty or Childlike Pink = Grace or Beauty Dark Pink = Thankfulness or Appreciation Green = Fertility or Fruitfulness Orange = Passion or Excitement Coral = Budding Romance Peach = Sympathy Lavender = Enchantment or Love at First Sight Blue = Fantasy or Impossibility Black = Death or Ending Yellow with Red Tip = Falling in Love or True Friends (1) Red and (1) White = Unity, True Love, or Soul Mates Two Roses Entwined = Engagement

It Only Hurts When It Beats
I gather the pieces of whats left of my heart I wonder, as i do, will i hear it's beat start? Do i lock it away, and prey it will mend? Then i ask myself, can i free it again? I opened it once, and gave it away. For the feeling of love, i would again today. My heart trembles from the hurt that i feel. Then i ask myself, how can all this be real? I know in my heart, it will not know defeat. Because, after all, it only hurts when it beats.

Final Goodbye
Got a call from the hospital, my mom is not doing to well..be surprised if she makes it through the night..Tomorrow I will go and say my final goodbye to her..Its very sad but I know she will be in a much better place

Sarge's Bad Girls Tags
I'm Going To Post Examples Of Sarge's Bad Girls Tags That I'm Making..All Bad Girls Let Me Know If You Want One..If It's Not Here..Give Me Details What You Want..And I'll See What I Can Do Sgt. Raider (Promoter Of Sarge's Bad Girls) >

Obama
Thought this was interesting and had to share. Everyone is free to have their own opinion and I am not in anyway forcing mine on you. >To all my friends:The feedback from the "Not My President" bulletin has been astounding. This is definately a hot topic. Thank you all who have reposted the bulletin.There have been negative replies to it also, some even called me names and said I was ignorant! Regardless, I refuse to sit back and do nothing. Never will I sit idle while many, especially the young, are led like sheep to vote for anyone promising "change" who, at the same time:- refuses to take an oath on The Holy Bible (VERY BIG ISSUE FOR ME)- was raised as a Muslim, and may still be- belongs to a church that is committed to Africa, not America- refuses to honor our American flag during the National Anthem- refuses to pledge his allegiance to The Flag of The United States of America (ANOTHER BIG ISSUE FOR ME)DOES THIS SOUND LIKE AN AMERICAN PRESIDENT TO YOU?This country was founded on

We All Matter
In the end, we all matter. In the end, we all share one common thread a gift that God gives us in our beginning ...Feelings. Some of us as is everything else in life; are better in our usages of our feelings than others are. It could also be said that some people simply refuse to share their feelings, or are simply unaware on how to do such a thing. The power of such a small word, a seven-letter word. Its strength can both build a community and destroy a nation. I remember reading a BLOG that said JUST LEAVE,the blogs subject matter was written in response to a prior blog by a different fubar author with the topic" I am leaving fubar". Ok now you want the honest CJ so I will give it to you honestly. I was laughing. I had not yet read the person that was leaving; I was reading the one that was sick of reading the whys ... I remember laughing at the blog, the angry blogger and the people involved in the drama. I had no friends and not a care in the world on fubar. I was free to do as

Who Is Barack Hussein Obama ?
Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia.? When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attend ed a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. He

Never.enough.of.you
NEVER.ENOUGH.OF.YOU You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you. Love Spell Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss. Cinderella I’m standing on the stairs in a magnificent hall Wearing the dress that I bought for the ball It’s long and flowing, sparkling whit

My Feelings
well im feeling really upset lately cause they have my brother in jail and there is nothing we can do to get him out and they want him to move away from us cause supposly we dont help him stay away from pills when none of us do them i have never tryed it and dont plan on it ever, but what i dont understand is hes in a program that alway says hes pissing dirty when he aint anyone with advice please let me know!

Funny
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah "? A. Abo

Congrats To The New Couple
Well Its Official My Baby Sister Amanda Is Gettin Married Tomorrow at 4Pm Moutain Standard Time In Vancouver British Columbia Go By And Wish Her The Best adorablemarie~Underground Bartender~@ fubar

Never Neverland
I am a promoter for Dangerous Women of Wrestling and I just started a few months ago just want to prove to them I have what it takes to work for them Dangerous Women of Wrestling are Finalizing video production dates for their First national Pay Per View for Cable, Satellite and Digital Tv providers debuting later this year. More Info coming!! http://www.facebook.com/pages/Dangerous-Women-of-Wrestling/116561775092720

Poetry
I am a contemporary poet and i have my own poetry page the web site is www.poetrypoem.com/cc578544 just copy that line and paste it in your address bar on ur browser if u are interested in seeing my poems. the site will be updated guite often and there will be more poems added when they are typed and put up there thank you and please enjoy.

Findin My Way Around This Bar
Ok, so I am just findin my way around the bar, if ya'll read this leave me a comment and I'll show you some love. And always remember a good lover stays on top of things(lol)!!!! Peace out! The Ninja

Metal Head Radio Inc. Now Hiring Dj's
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#2 Added To My First Time 4 A *auction*something Added In Comments:)
SEXYGIRLBLONDES 2nd time, and maybe last, to be auctioned off Sample some sweet southern charm, SexyGirlBlonde style Click on my pic, and have fun bidding I’m offerring 1.A VOICE MESSAGE TRANSFERED TO YOU WHERE I SAY YOUR NAME 2.A SONG I SING FROM ONE OF MY CD'S TRANFERED TO YOU. 3. 10 SFW PHONE CALLS AT THE TIMES YOU WANT THEM 4. YOUR NAME ON MIND FOR A MONTH 5.I WILL RATE YOUR PIC'S WITH MY 100 11'S FOR A WEEK 6.PIMP YOU OUT IN MY BLOG 7. ADD TO YAHOO MESSENGER 8. YOUR PIC RIPPED TO MY DEFAULT WITH A NICE CAPTION ADDED

39 Things Women Should Know About Men
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and

Blah!
Healthy Sure, you may have days where you feel fat, but for the most part, it sounds like you have a healthy perspective on weight and you seem to take good care of yourself. You're at a healthy, normal weight. Good job! Take the Am I Fat Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

Head Games
ok yanno what gets me is fuckin guys playin head games ...look if u can't be straight up about shit then why even try an be nice just to get someone in bed..then guys wonderin why girls don't believe a fuckin word they say..an what really gets me they use ur kids to get at u ..they make nice with ur kids an tell ur kids stuff so they start to like this person an then u find out he has a girlfriend.. why can't u just be straight up an tell the truth..hmmm did u think i wouldn't find out about ur girlfriend..come on its obvious when ur puttin pic on ur page sayin u love them come on give me a break ..if ur gonna play games with people then keep there kids out of it..why hurt the kids..that pisses me off more then fuckin finding out u have a girlfriend an been liein all this damn time about it..so next time u need a piece of ass maybe u should think about what u say to a girl ..cuz one way or another there gonna find the fuck out about ur girlfriend.. well all i can say is thank you fo

Rip Sara
My sister passed away yesterday at noon in the hospital after a hit and run incident. The whole family is grieving but my parents are being stupid fucks and wont let me and alex know what the fuck is going on. If anyone lives in the Santa Barbara, California area would you be as soo kind to look for an obituary of a seveenteen year old girl please. Thanks you

No More Time
If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again

Stupid Games
First of all to understand this blog fully you need to read the one under ex's. Why is it when you tell somebody to leave you alone, they can't. I can't even go out to the bar and enjoy myself because my ex and her friends have to keep tabs on me. I don't want to go to a bar just so i have to look over my shoulder, i want to drink and have fun. And I know they are keeping tabs on me because i watch how they act in the bar, they walk thru and leave turn around and come back. Purposely walk behind me when there is clearly a path elsewhere when they know i don't like them. All it is, kiddie shit that needs to stop. GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!! I don't bother you, it is you that keeps bothering me. Get over the fact that i don't want anything to do with you no more. I have moved on, i stay out of your way so stay out of mine, simple and less drama. So what is the problem, are you jealous that you can't have me or do you just hate me because i moved on and don't care what you do with your

Can Life Get Better From Here?
After two and half years I now have to start my life over. I put all my time into believing he was mister right, when truth was he was mister cheater. I guess I feel stupid for believe all the lies and bull-shit. Now I just wonder how I'll ever be able to trust anyone ever again. I shared my heart and my bed with this man, and things will never be the same. How can someone made love to someone then go tell someone else on the phone or computer they all them? I've never understood how that works. I guess some people don't care about hurting others. So what now....long lonely nights on the computer trying to figure out what's so damn special about this on-line world, and figure where do I go from here?

Tasers
everytime i see on tv bout this new taser party that women have at peoples house, basically encouraging women 2 buy tasers 2 protect themselves. eventually this will probably lead to an increase in more women carrying tasers. end result they may end up abusing it and the power it possess. is this a trend we men should eventually be worried about? what do you think ladies, taser, or no taser?

Emptiness
So madly in love, However the distance rips me apart. Crying tears of blood, That drip slowly down my body. A collage of feelings running rampant, Tendered by uncontrollable waves of emotion. Scrambled thoughts linger on. Praying for peace of mind. Unable to calm the floodgate, Filled with indecision and misdirection. Feeling so lost without you. Trying to get a grip on myself. Desperately aching to be with you again. Losing control of myself. Wondering what is happening to me. Screaming out in both ecstasy, and pain. Confusion without. Lost words within. Echoing over and over. Realizing the indescribable horror, That love has brought upon me. Fighting a world alternating between, A burning sun, and freezing darkness. An emptiness that only the power Of your love can remove. With joy, and sadness you approach, Leaving before you came. My life a tempest, My heart ceased.

This Is True.
This is so true!! The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the he

A Tired Marine
A Tired Marine... The train was quite crowded, So a U. S. Marine walked the entire length looking for a seat, but the only seat left was taken by a welldressed, middle-aged, French woman's poodle.The war-weary Marine asked, "Ma'am, may I have that seat?"The French woman just sniffed and said to no one in particular,"Americans are so rude. My little Fifi is using that seat."The Marine walked the entire train again, but the only seat left wasunder that dog."Please, ma'am. May I sit down? I'm very tired."She snorted, "Not only are you Americans rude, you are alsoarrogant!"This time the Marine didn't say a word; he just picked up the little dog, tossed it out the train window, and sat down.The woman shrieked, "Someone must defend my honor! this American should be put in his place!"An English gentleman sitting nearby spoke up, "Sir, you American soften seem to have a penchant for doing the wrong thing.You hold the fork in the wrong hand. You drive your autos on thewrong side of the road.A

Without You
Michelle, My life began when we met online, And will not end until we part. Hearing your voice keeps me alive, Until we meet again. Mere thoughts of you lift my spirits, Drawing me into a world of love and laughter. Truly meant for each other, Not a fantasy nor distortion of reality, But a gift from above. Love means exposing yourself to another, Being vulnerable and helpless. Our love is a breath of fresh mountain air, Effortlessly giving, expanding slowly and patiently, A constant flow of passion. Our shadows blend slowly into one another, Forming a bond of pure friendship. Unselfish commitment for the purpose, Filling life with a sense of completeness. Tomorrow means so much, Because I have you today. I can’t imagine my life without you. All of my love, Forever, Michael

My Lounge
Hello all... Just a note to say good bye to Heaven's Door.. I am deleting my lounge next Friday.. My birthday is Thursday.. and I want one last week in it.. but Friday morning.. I am deleting it.. I have done everything alone in that lounge.. every single thing alone... People have said that they would help me.. with this and that.. and no one has. I am exhausted, I can't do it anymore and I wont.. I have been in other lounges and watched then with lots of help and people coming and going.. and my lounge doesnt have that.. Someone told me that I have to be there 24 hours a day to keep people in.. That I need staff for them to stay.. What does being on staff got to do with people just talking to people ? I say.. absolutely nothing. I can't promote, invite, greet, all of it alone anymore. and I refuse to. So, I will be saying good bye to the Heaven's Door Lounge.. Sure I have 417 members.. but they don't come in. I have to say I am a failure. Because I dont have help abso

Dss And My X Is Trying To Take My Kids From Me
SomeOne please help me!!! I just got my devorce from my X the 13th of dec and I got the Kids, house and car, and my X is pissed off at me and called DSS on me and she is telling them all kind of camp about me that is not true just to get mty kids taken from me, I have 3 kids 2 boys and a girl they are 14 boy 13 boy and my girl is 10, my X is telling them all kind of crap to descredit them so they can not watch my kids for me, they told my 19 year old nice that has a new born 2 months old that she does not have enough expereance to wath them and she needs to give all her attention to her own child, and I have a nephew that will watch my kids but they say he can not watch them because my daughter has been exposed to inapropreate materail on the internet Aint that a bunch of crap, my step daughter was going to watch them but my X talked to her the morning of are meeting and at the meeting she said she could not watch them suprize there hmm, then I ask about my other niece and they said

Starting Over
i was here when it was cherry tap. as of 1/11 my account got lost or killed by some 1.i was allmoste a pimp.this sucks.well i'll see who my real friends r. and hope to meet more.Free Comments & Graphics

Men...
A LITTLE HUMOR For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like . Laxatives .... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ...Chocolate Bars Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .. Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ..... Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .... Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn .. They s

Down Under
I just met a friend from down under and I am sold out on visiting that wonderful country. I am going to ask my boyfriend to take me there this summer, but if he can't, I am determined to go there myself! Now I am on a quest to learn all I can about that beautiful place and I would love to receive all the information I can from my friends here because I will make the best of this trip. I am saving up my pennies right now and will cash in all my Fubucks if necessary! LOL

Annoying Things
Am I the only one on here that is annoyed when people upload 10, 20, 30, or more photos of them basically in the same pose? This is ridiculous. I mean, come on, pick a few photos out of the 30 and upload them. There is no need to upload all 30 or so photos you had taken of yourself in the same pose just with a little differences, like a smile in one, a frown in another, a wink in another, a thumbs up in another, etc. THEY ARE THE SAME BASIC POSE! I probably am the only one who thinks it is too much. I try to rate every person's photo on my friends lists here and it gets tougher when a few people upload 30 or so photos of the same dang pose. Now I have to rate all your photos and it takes my attention of rating other friends who posted photos that are not in a bunch of them in the same pose. Not even magazines do that. They pick 1 or 2 photos of the entire set and use those and put the others away. I know I do not HAVE TO rate every photo, but I will not know where I left off and I alre

Players/existence Or Non
I have been approached by female and males concerning this issue and since I have been,I thought I would give my two cents worth. I am striving on little to no sleep but here it goes. No Philosophy here this morning. What is the Definition of players:It has many ways of explaining this but I think this one fits for what I am talking. (Player (game), a participant in a game.) In order to play this game one must know the game.A person cannot be played unless he/she allows it. I don't like games and will not participate in them. If someone feels they need to play someone who says they are not the one being played them self. I don't need to hear well he has played many women on here or I hope he doesn't play you like he has done the others or I hope he doesn't hurt you,which all of these have the same meaning. I am here to find friends,to communicate,to search and maybe find something I was not looking for. I don't know how to play anyone,but I do know when I am being pla

My Fubar Blog
Between now and eight months ago i referred 8 people to this site whom were co-workers and good friends, well a couple of those got on my computer to log onto their accounts, since i referred them and they logged on with my ip address fubar thought i cheated, in which i didn't, had i wanted to cheat, in which i didn't, i could have used amac to change my mac address, but its not the case, i would advise no-one to refer anyone to this site, because the same could happen to you, level 24 fu-king to level 0.

Me Wat Else
hello ppl! i am 22 but alot of ppl say i look 12 which i think that it is funny b.c when i was 12 ppl thought that i was in my 20's. which is understandable b.c i have no makeup at the moment lost it and i don't spend 3 hours getting ready now i am a shower and go. i have just a lil time to get on here and check myspace but anyways enough about me let me talk about everyone else in my life its more fun!!! i have the most wonderful sweetest person in my life and no joe ur not going first hehe my baby she is 2 yrs old and she is sooo cute she is sooo like me in so many ways that it scares me lol and she is like her dad alot to even though she never sees him just the reallllllly lil things lol thank God not the big things. she is potty traained!!!!! thank God don't give up they all told me u wanna know wat when i said i don't care if u pee in ur pants and she can wear diapers she had to use the pottie i think that they just want to see ur breaking point and when u have li

Fubucks Give Away Ends Today
Ok fubuch contestants this thing ends at noon CST=central time zone,At that time i will close the folders and total everything up so be patience with me please everyone that has 2500 comments or more will get paid I wanna thank each and everyonr of you for keeping this a DRAMA FREE event and there will be many more to come.Untill Noon LUV YA ALL C YA THEN Painter

Something Funny
CHINESE SICK LEAVE - " I NO COME WORK TODAY" Hung Chow calls into work and says, " Hey, I no come work today, I really sick. I got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt. I no come work." The boss says, "I really need you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon........................ You got nice house.

Baggage
Heard this song earlier, haven't heard it in a while. Sometimes baggage is so hard to get rid of when u've moved on Mary J. Blige - Baggage I know I do some things that make you so confused One minute I'm so in love and the next I can't stand you But if u may ask it's just the things that you do that reminds me of all of the mess that I've been through I got this baggage with me Don't wana make you pay for what somebody else has done to me I don't know what to do With all this baggage in me Everytime I hurt your feelings it's what someones done to me I don't mean to hurt you Heartache and pain I just can't do it again So I look for the worst and brace myself for the hurt But nobody has ever treated me this way Please be patient with me coz I want you to stay but I got all This baggage with me Don't wana make you pay for what somebody else has done to me I don't know what to do With all this baggage in me Everytime I hurt your feelings it's what someon

Military Pay
Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. And I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much ? You be the judge ! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accou

I Love These Songs!!
Right Here I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say, to keep me right here waiting And If you chose to walk away, I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say, to keep you right here waiting I hope your not intending To be so condescending it's as much as I can take You're so independent; you just refuse to bend So I keep bending till I break But you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say, to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away, I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say, to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment; I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me

Fubar:what A Mess
What is it when Fubar BLocks a person for asking a simple Question on a mumm? WHat is it When they mark a picture of an american soldier as not NSFW, DO they have a problem with freedom? Or is FUBAR just run by people who are not americans? and who dont believe in what so many are fighting for and dieing for every day? And appearently they have something against motherhood as well.

My Life Lately!!
Wow life sure has a way of throwing curve balls @ u! I have been going through a lot lately thought this might help writing it out, getting some feed back for u all , Well I just started to luv who and what i stand for a woman and not just any woman I stand up for the BBW of the world I have been on here for a year and came across some real haters for us bbw's , Well Luv to the haters as well maybe it will rub off on u! I am happy in my life I am a mother of three so that does keep me busy And as most know i am also 19 weeks pregnant, So i have decided that i will make a pregnant folder of me while i am pregnant I will be taking so new ones very soon So fuck the haters! I would luv to understand one thing why the haters take the time to vote on lots of your pictures why take the time,Anyways I have been going through a lot lately My brother just moved back to Toronto yesterday so our hearts are broken the three kids got very attached! , I lost contact with my bother for over 7 years t

I Got A Free Flight To....
Haha I guess im bored... But I want to go somewhere for spring break(and yes, it is coming up soon). I get out of the Marines in Late May(so i would say late april early may is perfect time). I dont know where I want to go but I can go anywhere in the 48 connected states for free. Any suggestions? I am thinkin maybe Cali to see my cousin.. who knows.. Late may i will be moving to Chicago for school and work, so I guess if I want a good vacation I better get on top of that. I got a busy career to start up. Lets see what you friends can come up with. Luke

Important News
Hey everyone, Just a note to let everyone know that I had to lock down personal photos of myself. I have taken a position back out in the nursing field. With the career of homebound nursing we run into a lot of different patients and family members. The policy for where I work is that we are not allowed to have personal web pages on any dating sites, or adult sites. I know sounds a bit weird n things, but I guess someone got busted with distasteful images. (or what the work force claims is distasteful..lol) So therefore to cover the whole what if and so forths of the work place that is their policy. I am not sure at this time when i will bring down my page, but for those of you that would like to stay in contact with me, please send me your yahoo name in mail, and I will be more than happy to add all my wonderful friends and family. Now bare in mind, if I add people, dont be offended if at first I dont recognize the name especially if its diff from fubar. As anyone, we k

Updated Family Rules
1. This family is for fun, its not a demanding family, shout at another member to see if they can help, if they cant then go to the next it is a big deal. 2. NO DRAMA we are adults lets act like it. 3. There is 3 people in the Staff, if there is a problem with another family member come and see one of us.. 1. Liberated Spice Leader 2. Kinkstar Sin Leader's Helper 3. Lil Rebel Leader's Helper 4. HAVE FUN (that is a must) 5. Harrassment is a definite no-no whether it is a family member or another family it will not be tolerated what so ever... 7. Respect Everyone. We're all humans on the outside, therefore we have feelings, but we as well, as wolves, need to realize that -everyone- deserves respect. Treat each wolf as you would liked to be treated.

Webcam Partners
Hello Ladies, I am Soldier far, far away in Iraq. I am seeking female friends to chat and webcam. I would like for her to understand I am man that has needs and she can meet them for me. It gets very lonely over here and it would be nice to see a lovely lady and have fun too. No comittments just two people talking and having fun... You can send me a shout or message and I will give you my yahoo screename... Thanks for you support!!!!!

To Anyone With Children Please Read!!!!!
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Making You Mine
Passions exploited Desires sedated Never thought Such pleasures awaited Romance forgotten Desires, just greed No need for your kisses Just sweet, aching, need Lingering glances Shimmering skin Forever we wallow Together in sin Slow trail of kisses Soft backs of knees Aching and yearning Eager to please. Fingertips running Down neck and spine Grasping your wrists I make you mine.

Private
I had a dream last night that I was sipping the worlds largest margarita... then I woke up on the bathroom floor and there was salt on the rim of the toilet seat!!!!What the fuck!!!!! ( :P ) Just wanted to say hi,and put a smile on ur face thanx for the add etc and hope you have a good day today! Much Luv, Get At Me Sometime looking forward to getting to know u and chat! ------------------------------------------------- i had a dream last night that me and you were sipping the worlds largest margarita... then i woke up on the bathroom floor and there was salt on the rim of the toilet seat!!!! ------------------------------------------------- mmm i love sex on the beach...oh yeah and the drinks not to bad either!( :P ) Saw you on & Just wanted to say hi, thanx for the add etc and hope you have a good day today! Much Luv, Get At Me Sometime looking forward to getting to know u and chat! ------------------------------------------------- Welcome 2 my world!! Hope you have a great ti

[smile]
you tell me to smile so i do you tell me to kiss so i will i dare you to move so you listen i dare you to love me but you only might i trust you enough to let you in my heart but you break it once there will be no where left to start smile with fear that your another one lost in the shuffle of life getting on and getting off sit here and smile to only worry and wait is this the best for me or my biggest mistake so tell me you love me and make me smile with hope because theres nothing left but this piece of long rope

Pissed Off!!
Warning*****If you don't like the words then click yourself away. No Spell Check this time...too upset. I woke up this morning to all kinds of shit on my page. Remember those houses you saw with toilet paper all over the trees? Well think of this as the virtual version. This is a toned downed version of the ass chewing I was about to give and that is thanks to two individuals that calmed me down.....and one took the brunt of my anger for the asshats that really deserved it. I apologize to that person. Now....click your ass away before I start if you can't take the heat. If you can't run with a Big Dawg stay on the porch. Unfortunately, I feel the ones that need to read this will not and the kind friends I have will. Yes, I'm venting. I'm pissed and I hate the fact that I am emotional when I pride myself on being calm and pushing for peace. First, I keep myself private but will on this one occassion tell of my private life. I work my ASS off every shift I work. 30 units for 3 million

Fight Between 2 Rights
the numbness shadows my faithfor all the times ive been raped in my head in my heart giving up is a start rage builds under the skin sorrow twinkles in my eyes why cant they just listen to me the truth only becomes lies i pray for the day when trust means something i dispise the night for all there is, are fights fights in my head fight in my heart shreading and tearing my emotions apart never again to comply with one another my head says no, my heart says yes the best bet just staying alivemarijuana to dull the sense tears have finally run dry from these eyes im tired of my goodbyes with my head and my heart my soul is captured, my breath is weakened for all i want now is to never remember you

Crying From The Bottom Of My Heart
the hand you have the soul you hold is crying for love her tears run cold she misses the days when you had love in your eyes crying from the bottom of her heart begging to keep you two alive she waits for her prince to come home hours upon hours she sits all alone crying from the bottom of her heart and he still hasnt shown no matter waht, she will wait for him season, after season, after season, after season cobwebs build where her heart once beat she is finally admitting the defeat crying from the bottom of her heart she waits for you still to come and love her like before but she doesnt think you will ever show tears dry as the sun sets crows cry and i place my last bet as i am left at the start crying from the bottom of my hear

Hurt By The Words
Hurt by the words Hurt by the feel Hurt by the anger You throw upon me Angered by your words Angered by your actions Angered by the way You get your satisfactions By making me scream By making me cry By making me wait Alone at night The pain breaks through The tears flow fast The blood runs cold My voice gets cracked Waiting for him To make me cry Why do I put myself through this? Just to sit and die The night gets colder Or is that just my heart Closing the doors Forever holding my heart tight To much drama For one girl to take Is this how it's going to end? Or is it going to break? My shattered spirit My skewed thoughts My broken heart My fears running lost I've been dying without You've been dying with me I'm a moron For not seeing For not seeing the truth So take the gun And pull the trigger Theres nothing left for me to save

Saturday's Thought
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

A Rose
A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!

Fakers!
Ok..if you have read my ABOUT ME, then you know that this is my 2nd attempt on fubar. The first time I was on fubar, I met a guy that totally turned out to be a headcase. He wasted a lot of my time and caused me much emotional stress! His name then was JJ..NOW, he is back on fubar as 'Sexy Daddy Jason - Fu Hubby to Sexy Bi Angel' His yahoo is JJ Alexander or Jessie Jones.. dragracer_from_hell@yahoo.com or midnitesoulz (something like that..he uses the other one more) He told me he had a daughter named Ashley..but i never heard her in the background any of the times that we talked. Also..when he calls you it will always show up "withheld" or "private caller". He told me he had a daughter that died. Of course, he told me a lot of things that just never added up. He sent me lots of pictures that i am going to post in an album..so ALL YOU LADIES can know that I am not lieing. This guy has mental problems and tries to manipulate females. And I don't want you to go thru the emo

Shaving
I don't want to beat around the bush-there's nothing wrong with trimming your pubic hair or doing some grooming. But when it comes down to it, shaving your pubic hair has some consequences you may not have considered. Shaving your pubic hair causes damage to hair follicles. When you shave your pubic hair, you risk ingrown hairs and nasty red bumps. That's a short-term risk many women are willing to take. But shaving your pubic hair can do lasting damage to that sensitive region. Think of the skin in your pubic region as containing hundreds of pores and openings for secretions. And then take a moment to think about how much you sweat over the course of an average day. Damaging the hair follicles in your pubic area means you may experience bouts of bumps, as glands and pores get blocked from the damaged openings. Seriously, do you want bumps down there? Shaving your pubic hair regularly can lead to permanent damage, which means you'll be susceptible to blockage for years e

My Poetry & Thoughts
I blink…looking around. Where am I? Darkness surrounds me. I begin to feel around. Fear grips my heart. My hands clench freshly loosed earth. I stumble, bumping into earthen walls. Sharp roots poke and jab me. I look up. I see the starry sky high above me. My fear turns to anger. I scream aloud. I try to climb out. But only fall back into this pit. Rage builds in me. Who put me here? Who could have done this? My rage melts away to self pity. Why me? What did I do wrong? Do I deserve this? Slowly, my self pity becomes indifference. Oh well… So be it. There’s no way out so why try. I start to pace. I stumble again. Looking down, I see a shovel. It belongs to me. Realization. I put myself here.

Best Legs Contest
Ok ladies I am going to have a beat legs on FUBAR contest send me your best leg pic with or with out clothes on lol and the winnwe will recieve a one month VIP. Contest starts today and ends on 2/1/08

My Survey
Name: christina Birthdate: 10-26 Birthplace: baton rougde Current Location: Eye Color: green, most times it changes Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5'4'' Weight: not tellin Piercings: ears and tongue Tatoos: lower back Boyfriend/Girlfriend: hehe both Overused Phraze: going nucking futz FAVORITES Food: my great grandmothers macaroni salid Candy: CHOCOLATTE!!!!!! Number: 11 Color: black, blue, red Animal: dragon Drink: milk Alcohol Drink: blue hulk Bagel: cinnamon Letter: s Body Part on Opposite sex: abs This or That Pepsi or Coke: coke plz lol inside joke McDonalds or BurgerKing: wendys Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberry Hot tea or Ice tea: black Chocolate or Vanilla CHOCOLATTE Hot Chocolate or Coffee: BOTH Kiss or Hug: hmm gotta think get back to ya on that 1 Dog or Cat: cat Rap or Punk: punk Summer or Winter: winter!! SNOWMOBILESSSSS Scary Movies or Funny Movies: ACTION THRILLERS!!! {underworld 1&2} Love or Money: love money cant buy that u moron

Bookmarks
Restarted my browser and found that more than 1/2 of my bookmarks were gone! As I have been rating friends' stash and pics, I kept track by bookmarking. Now, ALL of the stash bookmarks are gone and more than half of my pic bookmarks. Other sites, for comments, etc. are also gone. Soooooooooooooo, I hope that all of you will be understanding as I try to somehow find out where I was in your stash so I can continue to rate. Please be patient - I NEED A REAL DRINK!

Scared To Trust
Im scared to trust now. I had my trust broken many times before. I was left a broken girl. I still am broken inside. I simply cannot trust. Its not you its me. My trust cant be broken again. So dont ask me to trust Cos I cant do it. Im to scared to trust

Let My Mother Live
It does not take much to tell we are entering a new age. Just read a newspaper, or listen to conversations at the local coffee shop. Things have drastically changed during this last generation, some for the better, such as our views of fellow man, some for the worse, such as the different wars that are being thrust upon us. But change is upon us. What I am referring to is the Age of Aquarius. The last age was the age of Pieces, during which, we saw the rise of Christianity, and the fall of nature. As with the last coming of an Age, things must change for us to survive. When the age of Pieces started, we saw a drastic change in the religious climate, the old religion was not changing with the times, so a new religion came into being to fill the gap. But with this new religion, we, as a people, lost our way. For the longest time, Nature was our religion, we saw our God's and Goddesses in the wind and the rain, in the trees and the fields, and most importantly, in each other.

Fun Night Out
just writing this blog cos i got asked to write ne, and only thing thats really happened is me getting a bottle smashed in my face lol, and then hit with a knuckle duster, (i won the fight though i think, as i didn't get knocked down at all, or even moved lol, and i almost sparked him out with one kick :D) but anyways, thats everything thats happened recently, :D xxx

1st Week
Well after a week of being here, I can honestly say , this is one of my new favorite sites. I've met and a great deal of new people from everywhere and everyone here is very helpful and to the first person I met here Ms. ***ezdzlove***Mystic Magic*** (My Fubar Angel)thank you for helping a newbie around. A day or so later after gettin a feel for the site , poking around here and there, I ending up meeting more wonderful people. Then someone(~*~Texasdream~*~) left some comments on a few of my pix. Well we got began talking and continued talking until about 3 that morning. I was helping her set up her PS3 (Playstation 3)to play online so we could play Guitar Hero 3 online.(which we have been doing since). So heres to a first awesome week on Fubar and many more to come. And with that I leave you with a quote I found this morning... enjoy, "A man's ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeeded

Always There
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Joining The Pririt Levalers Family
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

This Will Stop Today !!
The games we play have wore thin on me.I have been cleaning with pinesol and bleach and maybe it has affected me. This goes out to anyone that feels they need to go to peoples page and see what I am doing or what they are doing. I have written this before but apparently it didn't do the trick. I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN,I AM HERE TO COMMUNICATE AND IF ANYTHING ELSE COMES MY WAY THEN I AM BLESSED. I have had it with others coming to my page to see what a friend of mine is doing but when my friends go to his I will not tolerate it.I ask someone to have trust in our friendship and what may could be after I figured all of this out.I have been honest and upfront from the beginning over all of this so how dare you or anyone coming to my page have the nerve to do so. I will not play this game and the game is now over.You can continue playing if you feel you need too.I am not here to hurt feelings or sound like a person I feel I am not.This Internet is showing me many aspects of life,a li

Contest
Grabova.com - MyAdultProfile.com Comments Tell your Friends, Tell your Family, Tell your Fans I'm in a contest starting the 20th More info to come later but get the word out. I will need your help!!!!!!!!!!!!

*~*life*~*
Wow so just cause I had some experiments with black guys I get shut down by guys on this damn fucking website....seriously guys it's a fuckin site don't get to thinking your going to marry someone off of here or get something serious...it may happen that it can but who knows.. plus WHY IS IT THAT IT'S ILLEGAL FOR A WHITE GIRL TO FUCKING LIKE BLACK GUYS IN A WHITE MAN'S EYES? seriously but it's okay for everyone and their mama's to be sluts and whores... just irritates me sorry had to get it off my chest *~* me *~*

Whispers
Whispers in the Wind Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

Believe
Believe What Is There, To Believe In During Life, Nothing Lasts, Aside From Strife, Life May Perish, Life May End, Our Soul We May Give, Our Soul We May Spend, But Our Love, That Eternal Flame, Will Never Dim, Will Never Change, It Will Forever Last, When All Other Lights Leave, For You Light My Life, You Make Me Believe.

Found This In The Bulletins
I know so many want to know if I'm okay...well yes I will be. Some may even laugh but SiN is not laughing... I am just dealing. My daughter got some scissors today and decided to cut Barbies hair. Then moved on to her own. She is 4 years old and had think long hair down to her ass... I would kill for her hair. Anyways I still love her to death just not a happy camper tonight. So this will be a drinking night, I need a stiff one. She looks like a little Shirley Temple now.. Plus I know things could be worse and I'm thankful she did not hurt herself and also that I used to be a hair dresser... fixed it up to where she look sorta cute. HOWEVER ALL THE LONG HAIR IS ALL GONE! :(

Re-rates.....
i just read this in "scrapper"'s blog... Last night, Babyj did some tweaks to picture rates. Members are now able to re-rate a photo about once per week... the re-rate will count as a full rating (ie: it will look like they've never rated it before, but the number of ratings and the average rating will keep increasing for the photo). This was done to encourage users to revisit their friends’ galleries, as well as speed up the ratings pages. SO COME BACK YALL AND RATE MY PHOTOS.. lol.. :)

Mental Feng Shui
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that g

Gentle Thoughts For Today!
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take time to look for it. For example I am sitting here thinking how nice it is

Frisky
Frisky and maybe a lil goofy.. I have an idea.. First person to buy me a 7 day blast will receive a picture of my breasts with their name written across them. For an example, check out my photo in my NSFW album with my fubar name written as described. Hoping this will be fun!

My Perfect Lady
Features: Head: Long Hair that are full of life Beautiful Eyes Gorgeous Face sooo beautiful that i can never take my eyes off her Cute Nose Pretty Smile Bubbly Kissable Cheeks Biteable Neck Body: Has Meat on her Bones (or just big boned) Nice Thighs and Legs C-DD Nice Perky Boobs 5'3''-6'5'' and weight proportionate to the height. (so if you're 5'6'' about 110-130ish) Tight Spankable Butt Personality: Has a sense of humor Can make me laugh Likes Biting, Kissing, Scratching, Spanking, Wrestling etc. Puts a smile on my face Kinky Joyous If she needs help or anything she comes to me Doesn't bitch about little things Talkative Crazy (not in a psycho way) Doesn't play too damn hard to play Open-minded Likes to/Offers to/Doesn't mind paying for things once in a while Watches TV with me and we laugh our asses off together :) Always there for me Has her own Opinions Likes to try new things Always there for me Outgoing Laidback Isn't a ditcher ( i se

Quiz!!
What Handgun Fits You Best?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Glock 19Glock 19. This handgun can fire 10-15 9mm rounds. It is a compact and very reliable weapon. It has been called the "9x19 Workhorse" because of it's durability and accuracy. This is the preferred pistol of NYPDâ€™s 40,000 officers, and the standard weapon of United Nations Security personnel. Used by Executive Protection professionals worldwide, comparable in size and weight to the small .38 revolvers it has replaced, the 9x19 GLOCK 19 is significantly more powerful with greater firepower, and is much easier to shoot fast and true. 1911 67%Glock 19 67%Beretta 92FS 50%Desert Eagle 17%Glock 20 0%

Dirty Politics! I Hate It....i Usually Don't Express My Opinions As All Are Entitled To Theirs
I don't share or discuss much either my opinions in politics as I feel all people have a right to their opinion ---just make sure it is based on FACTS before people open their mouths I feel! For many people it is too easy to hate rather than to understand differences of all people in our big world. Many have written false bulletins which are based on non-factual data as a HOAX.... it is specified even at the HOAX website for all clearly to see. The HOAX website:: www.snopes.com Senator Barack Obama isn't Muslim and has been in a Christian Church here in Chicago for over 20 years. He as a "young" grade school aged child was schooled in a Muslim school only because there were no other options for schooling until he finally was able to go to a "Catholic" school one or two years later...and most of these things are never talked about. Does anyone ever mention his LONGER period in a Catholic school later?? He wasn't Catholic either by association just because he went to a

Long Term Practical Joke Ideas
I admit that I like to play practical jokes, and the more people affected the better. So, my devious evil mind came up with a plan to mess with people 500 years from now. First, let me point out a few things that will make this plan work. 1) Three of the world's supervolcanoes are showing increasing signs of activity. Or to put it simply, everything that happened before St. Helens blew up, is happening at these three calderas. The main difference is that if one of these go boom, we have a volcanic winter that will last 8 to 20 years, followed by an ice age. 2) The kind of global devastation will be such that for the most part, civilization will collapse. Now for the plan. Various stone suppliers in England and Europe can provide stone that was initially quarried in the middle ages. Other firms can supply recycled timbers, beams etc from middle ages buildings. With those construction materials, a large Middle Ages town, complete with castle, a monument like s

Friends List
Well, It's about that time where I clean out my friend list... Takin ALL You fake mofo's off my list and blockin ALOT of people too...So, If you are a friend and wanna stay on juss lemme know, if not, You're gone.

Attention Who?
Yes I have a nsfw album. And yes its private, only viewable by family. Im not a whore *cough* you know who Im talking to , lol If i like you enough Ill let you see them. If i talk to you on the regular Ill let you see them. And those people know who you are. But thats very few.

Oneida Life
For many years I wanted a way to share all the drama that goes on here in this lil city....well now I do! There is so much to say but I think I will start with today. On my nightly walk, I decided to stop in and see a couple old friends only to find that they are dating now and basically don't want me around anymore! I went to see my ex-girlfriend, but didn't stay because her new man don't like me! Ran into my dad at the store...and same ol shit with him(drinking, and drugs) But s for me I will begin to take pics of my walks starting tomorrow...u will be suprised some of the scenery here in our small city is unforgetable! Well thats all til tomorrow, peace out and Blessed be.....

My Girlfriends..
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.' Be 'Blessed' Ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. 'To the world you might be one person, but to

Family Only
As of late i'm noticing that my bulletins are more sticky's then anything, and they are doubles and triples of the same thing. So any bulletins that placed by friends actaully asking for help i cant see. So for the time being the only bulletins i can see are ones that posted from people in my family list. If you want me to repost your bulletin then shout me the link and i will. Thanks

When Love And Hate Collide
This has been my life story the last year..Many lies told, words spoken in anger.. Not just spoken by me.. All i ever did was tried to show him how much i loved him and all i got in return was ppl who didnt even know me talkin shit...I have to delete profiles bc i have whores comin to my page that are exactly that whores tryin to start shit between me and my husband or my husbands so called friends sendin me emails and shouts tellin me of his supposed indiscrestions.. i also have these same whores creatin profile usin my husband name and pics....i am to my end with these ppl.. i will never stop lovin my husband and he knows that.. so all you ppl tryin to keep us apart go fuck off and die bc i am sick of this shit...if you want to know me come to mississippi and find me and learn the real me but until then dont act as though you know me and dont pretend to be friend...dont get me wrong i know my husband has told lies to make himself look better but if you would have known anything about

Ibm
Subject: IBM - Mouse balls & Mouse ball inspector I don't know how they wrote this with a straight face. This was a real memo sent out by IBM to its employees in all seriousness. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite genuine. The engineers rolled on the floor! Especially note the last couple of sentences. 'If a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Units) Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, a replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using th

Marines
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a fuck if a Marine

Friend New To Fubar
All my friends,fans and family need to go show sum luv to my friend "NIC" that just joined!!She's a shit load of fun... You've all seen her in my pics!!! Rate,fan an add!! "Nic" "thisendop@hotmail.com" Show sum Fubar love!!!

Breathtaking
give me breath-taking kisses running your fingers through my hair as you hold me tightly against you our bodies flowing together the tightness of breath that constricts my chest as my common sense tumbles away. caress me senseless till I move against you with abandon and you control my body more than me with a sweep of your fingers you elicit a moan and take me as your own as I cry your name to the skies love me like fire stoked with passionate wind flames bright against the dark to always light the way till embers in the hearth glow softly with calm warmth and your kisses still take my breath away

Bfast In Bed
Moments before the stars fall out to another tempting rise, I awaken with you. Long golden locks, In inches of 23+, and me- all in the entirety, spun softly like a quilt covering your abs and chest, with my face to rest in the contour of your torso. Sleepish lids flutter, and I, in utter bliss to kiss, you- Full pouting lips, in search of where I fell asleep, you deep- and pacifying my dreams. I hear your whimpers, and soft morning moans, as you awake the sunrise, swollen and full- and I, ever so thirsty. Good Morning.

Work
Okay so i work in an adult foster home with people who have mental illnesses i love my job it is very rewarding but it wears me out mentally its at its worst when i am here every other weekend from 2 pm on friday till 6pm on sunday...when i get home i dont know what to with myself my brain is all over the place...sometimes i feel stuck.i love it here, at this point in my life this is where i want to be but it gets hard wondering if i can handle it because sometimes my patients gets lost...im not mean or take out anger on them i just get short and find it hard to take the time anyway for whoever is reading this thanks for takin the time and letting me vent

New Semester
Well the web page that allows me access to all my classes became availble today. I am talking 12 hours, 4 classes, they are "Special topics in Mortuary science", "Mortuary Management II", "Mortuary Jurisprudence" and " Sociology of death and dying". Well looking at my class schedule, and the assigments. I am going to be one busy puppy. And it looks like I am going to be doing a lot of writing. After this semester I will only have 12 more hours till I will have my license for funeral director and then will get to start all the fun classes for my embalmer license. Well at least I have a couple days headstart on my classes (another small advantage to taking classes online, the regular students have to wait till monday to find out what they are into. Well wish me luck. and don't be offended if I don't drop by your pages much, I am going to be one very very busy guy, and I will try to keep you updated as things move along.

I Make You Mine
Passions exploited Desires sedated Never thought Such pleasures awaited Romance forgotten Desires, just greed No need for your kisses Just sweet, aching, need Lingering glances Shimmering skin Forever we wallow Together in sin Slow trail of kisses Soft backs of knees Aching and yearning Eager to please. Fingertips running Down neck and spine Grasping your wrists I make you mine.

Sexy Sundae
sex is nice so is chocolate and if you add marshmallow creme you have even more fun playing with food is fun strawberries and raspberries and chocolate sauce then add the sex thats how you get sex and chocolate add some cherries and some whip cream and some sprinkles and some nuts you have a sexy sundae now

Pure Bliss
See that time fly Don’t You see The time bomb that You set for me? Tasks unfinished Play to come Only question Can it be done? Fleeting touches Brushes light Tender moments Through the night, Clock is ticking Can’t You see? This panicked madness You set for me. Teasing glances Cheeky grin Burning ass cheeks Sweetest sin Household objects Fruit and veg Mattress comfort Privilege. Time is moving Can’t You see? The things i do, Don’t set me free. Sweet surrender Never beat Sure submission At Your feet Teasing, pleasing Evening play Set Your tasks Throughout the day Can’t You see it? Don’t You see? Your controlling hand, Pure bliss for me.

1 In 8 Motorsports
Throughout my racing career, I've always tried to help other organizations that can benefit from my racing. 1 in 8 Motorsports, the greatest foundation I've seen yet, supports the National Breast Cancer Foundation. Their efforts stretch to a large audience around the world. Over the last year, 1 in 8 has successfully auctioned off a few choppers, built by different builders around the US. The bikes were a huge success and raised a lot of money for awareness. I support all of 1 in 8's efforts at all of my races, and attend events they hold as a guest speaker. They are currently looking for new builders to build a bike for their auction. This event gives HUGE PR to the builders, as well as a big write off! Give me a shout if you're interested or check them out! 1 in 8 Motorsports. Best Wishes, Amanda Hennessy Hennessy Racing Inc.

The Gals
All the gals on fubar are beautiful and appealing. They all have talents and skills. Many of them are very intellegent or street smart. The gals all do well to attract attention. A gal will guide us men to be a better version of ourselves and we would do well to listen to them. This is important because the next gal we encounter may be attracted to a new quality we gained by listening to another gal.

How To Be A Top Member
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Maybe
Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and

Extremely Dissapointed
Ok...This is extremely hard for me to write so i will do my best.As most of you know I joined a group here called The Latina Mafia last year. I absolutelt Loved being a member! I recall many times people on Fubar complimenting us on how we ran our ship and some even reffered to us as the closest group on here and told me how they would join a group and never or hardly ever hear from them and how ours was amazingly close!! Well before the holidays i was forced to leave for a couple months and i was sure to let evryone know I was leaving for some "me time" and wiould be gone 4 a while......When I returned.I had very few comments and less messages with the acception of a few people who held tight to our FAMILY and didnt just do the out od sight out of mind thing. Thanx to them you know who u r!!!...But that isnt even the worst part.I can live with that! There are many members who dont know others exist and or do not make any efforts to keep in touch.....Whats the point of carrying the na

This Is The Funniest...
...thing i have read in a long time... ok first of all let me point out that i am not political at all... i used to be in the navy, not to obey a president, but to serve the people... so whoever is president i could give two fucks... I am voting, but if the guy i vote for wins i'm not going to be all "ha! in your face"... I really don't care... but for someone to say that because his father is muslim, Obama is going to potentially destroy us americans is ludacris... who the hell cares where he came from... he wants to be president, he's qualified to do the job... let him do it... if he starts to get crazy in office then there are enough of us americans that we can and will beat the living shit out of him... but just to pick up from his a heritage a stupid idea that he will erase us "infidels" because of it is the most retarded mother fucking thing i have ever heard... and seriously, no offense brittany, but most people are blind to their surroundings... if you watch the normal news

The Night
Staring up at the sky looking into the deepness. My mind is drifting getting lost in the burning diamonds shining their light upon me. They radiate the love and passion I feel deep inside myself right now. I yearn for you to be with me tonight. I savor each sensual kiss that bonds us. Tonight, for the first time, I am balanced between love and happiness. My body aches for your tender touch. I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. Moving together in synch as we become one body... one heart, one soul--- one being. The tension and pleasure that was built up between us, now is released in a single massive explosion. Soft cries and muffled words are the only sounds that can be heard as we fall together against the comfort of the bed. The only blankets we use are each others arm

Chilling
something on tv is bothering me, msnbc is having a potshot at charles manson, and i dont think its worth the time they are spending on it. hes in jail, wasting taxpayers money, why do we give a fuck. anyways, im chilling. hope everyone else is too. i love people.

Week
Looking forward to running a contest & meeting new friends. Your enter picture can be anything of your choice but it can't be a NSFW pic. The Contest will start January 31st at 9pm central / 7pm pacific and end February 14th at 9pm central time / 7 pm pacific. If you would like to enter please send me a private message with a link to the picture you want in the contest so I can save it and put it in the contest folder fro you. Please don't send ur entry link in my shout box. I don't want to miss ur entry. All Bombers will have to be a Level 5 or higher to comment. I really look froward to this contest & to see everyone to have fun & enjoy. Here will be the prizes 1st place: Gets a week blast w/ gift 2nd place: Gets 75,000fubucks w/ gift 3rd place: Gets 25,000fubucks w/ gift 4th place: a Big Pimpin Gift of My choice click pic link below will bring us together.~*~Momma Tasha~*~RL Wife To *Mantis*

Sexiiiii
Da Naughty Trainnnnnnnn!!!!!! Roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. Send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. If I don't get this back I guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur well you know use your imagination......send this and see!!!!!! xXxXx 88888888:::::8::::::::::::::::88888888888888888888 ________888_8:::888888:::::::::::::::::::::::::88888888888___888 ___________88:::::88888888::::::m::::::::::::::88888888888____8 _________888888888888888888:M::::::::::::::::8888888888888 ________88888888888888888888:::::::::::::::::M88888888888888 ________8888888888888888888888:::::::::::::M8888888888888888 _________8888888888888888888888::::::::::M888888888888888

This Kitten Wants To Be Played With
Hello Boys! I'm naughty Taryn. A hot older babe who is absolutely cock crazy and crazy for YOU. I love to fuck older men and younger guys alike. I'm a 40-ish woman in her prime. Some might call me a mature Mommy or MILF. I have sexual experience that younger gals just don't have and I get off on it and with you. I know how to please a man. I know how to be your submissive whore. OR I can take control and give you exactly what you've been craving. I'll make your cock and balls ache for me. I'm gonna take you to a new level of pleasure. Think you can handle a REAL kinky lady? I'd like to see you try. I bet you have some naughty fantasies that make your dick nice and stiff, and I want to hear them, so let's get down and dirty together.

Hot Summer Days!
It was a hot summer day and the airconditioning was broken. I was having my boyfriend over for a home cooked meal and a quiet night alone. The dinner was ready and I went in to take a cool shower before he was suppose to arrive. I just got into a cool summer dress when he arrived at the door with a bottle of wine and some roses. He smiled at me and said hello sunshine, I am so happy to be with you. I took him in to the dining room and told him to have a seat. I went in to bring the supper in when all of a sudden I felt his hands sliding around me. He whispered in my ear.. I am not hungry for that as he started nibbling on my neck. I started getting all hot again..and started feeling the sweat run down my back. I mentioned how it was to hot..and very uncomfortable in the house. He grabbed my hand and lead me outside to the swimming pool. He told me to relax and just let things happen. We started kissing..and stripping each other. He was so gorgeous.. naked in the moonlight.

Tears Of Love
I remember the night you told me it was over and that you were seeing someone else. I remember that night because as I gazed outside and watched the rain trickle down the glass thoughts of suicide overwhelmed my very world. I remember telling myself how week I was for letting someone cause so much pain and how strong these feelings where. I wanted the pain and hurt to stop, the very beating of my heart was like that of a thousand hammers hitting a single nail. I was so confused and unsure of everything that I could not even concentrate long enough to plan a successful suicide. Days went by and still no shelter from my own thoughts no relief no where I could hide. Why did it hurt so bad just to wake up? The happiest I could be is during sleep the closest thing to death that I could get. Why was it so difficult for me to let go of you? Why such the strong desire to end my own life? I remember those times and I recall having a dream or rather wishful thinking, in these moments I would see

Information
If you'd like to tell your story please let us know through message only. if you'd like to post a warning for the other ladies... send more info through message & it helps if you have proof. and we'll post a blog for you along with your link. Remember were here to help & support. Not to create drama or for revenge. if you have any ideas to suggest..were also accepting them.

Do You Like Nsfw's??
when people don't have to see the nude parts to know what someone has, only to see what it truly looks like.. is it hairy, soft, wrinkled, pierced, etc.. the actual visual is what most want to see, but isn't what turns them on.. it's what they CAN'T see that drives them crazier.. lmao.. to prove that, look at all the PRIVATE NSFW folders that ppl TRY LIKE HECK to get a chance to look at!! and some when you open them have pics that have nothing to do with a person nor are they even NSFW pics!! LMAO..

To Be Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Give Us A Hand
Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!WHAT WE NEED IS 1250 A DAY IN COMMENTS TO GET AHEAD to get to our 140,000 comments:) SO PLEASE SHOW SUM LOVE Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER (repost of original by 'TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs' on '2008-01-12 21:08:59')

Fubar ... Acronym
F*cked Up Beyond All Recognition. That was our official Marine Corps definition of the acronym. Glad someone turned it into a hoppin' web community! Now... as for 'blog' - wtf? I've heard it means Weblog (minus the "We"). HUH?! I mean, ooookaaay, but... isn't it stupid?

Help A Girl Out Pls
My friend Kelly is sooooo close to leveling, think you could go show her a lil love and rate some of her pics??? I would really appreciate it...Hugsss Here is her link, just click the purdy pic and I'll love ya forever n stuff :D kelly_ann_@ fubar

Hey All
HEY EVERYONE, HAVENT BEEN ON HERE MUCH. TOOK A NEW JOB AND BEEN REALLY BUSY. GUESS ITS TIME TO CHECK IN AND SAY HI. SO HI! THINGS ARE GREAT IN GOOD OLE IDAHO, BUT LOOKING TO MAKE A CHANGE IN LIFE. AS SOON AS MY BABY GRADUATES IN JUNE IM LOOKING TO MAKE A MOVE IN MY LIFE. WENT TO MONTANA AND LOVED IT THERE. THINKING OF RELOCATING. THAT IS IF I CAN FIND A DECENT JOB. LOVE MINE SO REALLY HATE TO LEAVE IT. WELL HOPE THE NEW YEAR IS TREATING YOU ALL GREAT

When To Stop Dreaming
maybe i should tell myself to stop dreaming... but it's hard, because i've always been a dreamer. speaking for me, my dreams are all i really have. i've tried so hard; but it's all the wrong things, at the wrong times; done the wrong way. seems i never can do anything right; nor anything that pleases anyone properly. What are your dreams? When should we stop dreaming? Is it ever too late?

Struggles With Life.
when it rains, it pours, i like someone a lot, and this person knows it, and i just found out my ex wife is getting divorced, and the person i like alot tells me not to ever get my hopes up about on line relationships, and i have taken a strong liking to someone on the internet, and now im all confused about what to do. I want to run and hide, but we cant run from our troubles, now i have to figure out what to do.

Dark Musings
Nothingness surrounds me. No smells. No sounds. No colors. Just me. Alone in this vast nothingness. How long have I been here I do not know. Who am I, what am I? I struggle to retain my memory of myself but it slowly slips away bit by bit. I lose myself in the nothingness. But what is this? Something has changed? A spark? A light? A color? A sound? A smell? What is this that has invaded this nothingness? I sense something, no someone! Who is there? Tell me! Please! I beg of you! Who are you? Do you know who I am? Please? Wait! Don't leave! Don't fade away! Stay with me, be with me. Don't leave me alone again. Not again. The nothingness consumes me! Stay with me spark, I beg of thee. I know you, somehow I know you! Please help me! Together we can be, we can defeat this nothingness and be something, someone! Don't leave me alone...not alone. Never alone...

Helllppp Meee!!!
Ok, hello friends! I somehow ended up in a contest, lol. It's a sexiest hair contest. So please go rate and comment,comment and comment for me. Those of you who have told me you would return the favor, here's your chance, LOL. Thanks bunches!!! Hugs and Kisses!!!! Luvin Life

My Issue!!
i have a big problem!! and it is that i have one guy that i know he wants me, but he is not ready to settle down quite yet!but he wants me to follow my heart and see where it takes me!! the second guy that i know he is wanting me to leave someone that i am closed to and to leave with him!! but i am thinking about the kids and what they will act and think "who is he where is my daddy" and other things. the third guy is someone i committed my life to back in '05. but he is starting to act like the man i dont know he doesnt talk to me, spend time with me or the kids,and he is always at the pool hall every monday,wednsday, thursday, friday ,saturday, and sunday!! i am tired of getting hurt in the morning by waking him up i cry every morning cuz i cant play these games any more!! so i dont know who to choose i half tempted to go into hidding with the ids so nobody will know where i am!!! damnit the fucking hell i hate my fucking life i just want to fucking screaam so loud tha

Random Thoughts From A Rogue Scholar
Just what I need is anouther blog to write in. I don't write in my normal blog. What makes me think that I will write in this one? I could always just repost the entries from older blogs. I mean it is not like any of the people have read my other works. So it is my great honor to present to you the random thoughts that are no longer random.

Contests
dj devil is in a contest to win 2 happy hours at once these are the rules most rates equals 1 happy hour most comments (min 25000) equals if the same person wins both they get both happy hours must have the host added as a friend fanned and rated to be able to help out it starts now and ends 2-13 so pls bookmark nd keep coming back we can do this for him dj devil never had a happy hour on here so im calling all you and your friends and fans to please help dj devil win here is the link click the box it dose link you to it

Fubar
I'm sure that not alot of you will really care, but I'm goin to be deleting my fubar account! The reason for this is because I don't have alot of time to check to see if no one left me a message or whatever! So as of monday Jan. 13th. my account will be deleted! For those who care, let me know and I'll let you know how you can stay in contact with me!

It's A "mumm" Really I Swear.
Well, silly ol’ me had thought in order to post mumms it was determined upon your points and not that of the amount of fubucks you had, thus helped a friend by relinquishing all my fufundage. lol So I shall make this a blog instead, with same intention of that of a mumm, in help of making up my mind. I have an online friend whose female, and who appears to be ever so lost as to what she truly wants. With ought trying to judge her I find she isn’t certain at heart what she’s looking for, but just knows she wants that companionship and togetherness of a relationship. Within only five months she has made drastic changes in her life for three men; one she moved in with and was talking marriage, another she moved from her home in the US to Canada for, which lasted a month; and lastly within a week of returning home she’s involved again. Because of her new relationship, she is finding religion again because of this gentlemans religious belief and is severing ties with all those sh

Tribute
This is a tribute to my little brother and to my mom. Just wanted to say I miss them both very much. They say each year gets easier along with each day. Some days I wander. It seems to get harder at times. Andy passed away Jan. 14, 2000 My Mom passed away Jan. 15, 2001 I love you and miss you both very much! God bless! You are both missed so very much!

Sexy Bitch
I HATE THE FACT THAT IM ALWAYS IN THE MIX WHEN PEOPLE SAY I SAID THIS OR I SAID THIS BUT IF YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW COME AND ASK ME BUT FOR REAL IF YOU WANNA HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT ME THEN LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANNA KNOW IF I SAID SOMETHING ABOUT YOU THEN COME ASK ME AND I'LL LET YOU KNOW I WONT LIE BUT IF YOU GONNA TALK SHIT AND YOU KNOW ITS NOT TRUE THEN KEEP MY NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH CAUSE IM TO GOOD FOR YOU SO SHUT THE FUCK UP WTIH ALL THIS DRAMA AND LEAVE ME BE

My First Contest
Good morning everyone! I entered a contest for the first time ever yesterday. The first one to 50,000 comments wins 1,000,000 fubucks and I am seriously behind! So if you could take a couple minutes to drop some comments for me or even just one, that would be awesome! Thanks!

Him
He's like a drug. I cant get away from him. Even when I'm with someone else, all I do is think of him.. I cant sleep, I cant have fun. I sit and wait for the phone to ring or watch the clock. When I catch myself doing this I think about how stupid I am. God what is wrong with me?! I wish he would make up his mind about which one of us he wants and let me go if that is the case. I cant take this. I try to see other guys. I have 3 that live away from me, but the mean so much to me. I wait for the moment I get to meet them. but i cant break free from him. I thought about getting him in my own way, but do I really want to do that? I believe in Karma; if its to be it will be... but do i have the patients to wait? what would happen if i did twist it to my own way? would either of us be happy? Probably not. God, I just wish he would make up his mind... I'm afraid I'm going to hurt others in the path. Hurt people that I love. I dont know what to do.....

Email I Received
The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won 't, ' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.' The angel moved closer and touched the woman. 'But you

Help Me Win!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=950702&albumid=796694&i=895060575 I was asked to be in sexist hair contest this morning, and agreed.. So i need commnets on my picture!!! Please help me out.. Thank you!

Evil One
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you don't repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 day

Life
Love is the emblem of eternity: it confounds all notion of time: effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end. Love must be as much a light, as it is a flame. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. And when love speaks, the voice of all the gods makes heaven drowsy with the harmony "We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "Love is a friendship set to music." "You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love." Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow. Love is the enchanted dawn of every hear

Do You Think My Hair Is Sexy????
HELLO ALL, THANX FOR READING THIS FOR ONE AND PLEASE CAN YOU HELP ME IN THIS AS I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A COMPETITION BEFORE SO CAN YOU GO HERE AND RATE VOTE AND COMMENT FOR ALL YOUR WORTH. THANX SO MUCH http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=950702&albumid=796694 LOADS OF LUV ANGEL XXXXX

What Are Friends? What You Mean?
Some people seem with her bad habits so properly to call himself the discovery of a comfortable sofa on which they think to from uncouth fellows to have found a friend, to be able this. Or it is not better. Because the good friends forgotten fast for us. The next time, these have a good friend again. Looking around therefore in good time around enemies. These always remember us. And the most praiseworthy bad qualities repeat us. If we do not enjoy this one already any more. I think. A reliable friendship is based on the balance of giving and taking. "to see what are friends, click on the flowers..." Want one? Go to geocities.com/testiflash - Friendship!

When All Is Lost
What does one do when all is lost When the world leaves you empty And your heart is tossed When you can't find your voice And you want to shout And the tide, it seems Never goes out What can one do when your heart is torn When you look for a rose But find a thorn When you look to the sky but the sun will not rise And you can see, it seems The pain in your eyes What will I do when all is lost When the world leaves me empty And my heart is tossed When I can't find my voice And I want to shout And the tide, it seems Never goes out What will I do

Wtf
What the fuck is with people who rate you, fan you then add you. Then when you refuse to cyber with them or talk dirty they fucking rerate all your shit to a 2 or 3 or 4???? WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!1 IF thats how you are going to be then dont rate me fan me or add me cause i will not cyber with anyone!!!!! Thank you have a great Sunday!

Du Bist Das Beste....
THIS IS THE LYRIC OF A GERMAN SONG WHICH I TRIED TO TRANSLATE , A WONDERFUL DEFINITION OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE I found a treasure...and this treasure carry your name So beautiful and precious…not all the money in the world could pay it up You fall asleep beside me…I could look at you all night long To see how you are sleeping and hear your breath Until we wake up in the morning You took my breath away again…. If you lay beside me I cant believe it…. That someone like me….have something beautiful like you You are best that could happen to me It feels so good how you love me I forget the rest of the world if you are with me I cant say it enough…it is nice to have you Your laughter makes me addicted…like it is not from this earth And even if your close-by would be poison…I would be with you until I die Your leaving would destroy worlds…but I wont think about it It is tooo nice with you and spend love to each other… Recharge my st

My Happy Hour
My Happy Hour First off let me start by thanking everybody who helped me get this Happy Hour, you are all amazing. As I said this is going to be dedicated to my son Steven. Steven is very seriously ill in hospital suffering from Cancer, we have already been told its is terminal. Steven is also down syndrome and to him been happy is all he has ever known. Even during this illess he has never complained once, not even after going through major brain surgery. Im takin screen shots during the HH to show him. He has already seen the love and prayers people have shown him so far. The Happy Hour is going to be between 10 pm and 11 pm GMT. so everybody have a great hour. Make new friends and enjoy yourselfs. Thanks once again Dave Bette Midler Lyrics Bette Midler Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

Contest :)
first id like to thank every for playing....seems most had a good time....if i decide to do it again id love to have all of you back....so here are the top 3 1st-graficzgrl 2343 2nd-stay-cee 1177 3rd-green eyed goddess 828 once again ty all and ill let you know when i have another one :)

Vampyrism
Autovampirism: The drinking of one's own blood. Awakening: The physical and mental changes that occur when someone awakens to their latent vampire nature. The awakening typically occurs during or shortly after the onset of puberty, but in some individuals may take years to manifest. Those undergoing the awakening, undergo various mental and physical changes. These changes often include an increased sensitivity to light and particularly to sunlight, a growing affinity for night and darkness, having one's circadian rhythm become inverted and switching from a nocturnal to a diurnal sleeping schedule, and experiencing the first symptoms of the thirst. Many experience acute feelings of isolation and alienation during this process, as their changing nature distances them increasingly from their "normal" family and friends. Many seek out organizations or groups to help understand their desires and newfound feelings. (See also "turning".) Beacon: A particular feeling or energy signat

Need Lots Of Help
I need lots of help on this one i always help out anyone that is in a contest and i am always off helping someone level and rating someones pictures this is the time when i need your help if nobody is willing to help me there is gonna be alot of people off my friends list any help is appreciated thanks courtney

Grounds Super...
I have just recently applied for the job of grounds superintendant. I hope i get it. Its a big promotion for me...i wil be the BOSS. I would be taking care of the grounds of a cemetery.Been working there for 13 yrs and the job has just come up.So i will know in a couple weeks if i got it or not. Out of all the people that applied for it i am the most qualified and have been there the longest so i know the park. So im keeping my fingers crossed!!!

Private Pics
Ok Maybe some dont know how to read.....the album that I keep private...will stay private untill I open them up which I do at times....please stop sending me msgs asking me to open them up......Can you not Read? If you added me just for that album that sad for you...Im an awesome person u should try to get to know...Im so much more than pics......anyway have a nice day....

Love
Ok so if: Noone falls in love by choice , its by chance and noone stays in love by chance it is by work, and noone falls out of love by chance its by Choice. So then why does love stink? Then why is it that what i have i dont want and what i want i cant have.

Contest
hey you all I am in a contest and if you want to own me go show me some lovin' and show me how much you want me!!!! LoL!!!! Just click on the link and it will take you to the contest (auction) page to vote on me!!!! WHO REALLY WANTS ME??????

If
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Breaking Down
Sinking down I wear my frown For all the world to see Given up I've had no luck Purging the ugliness within me Anger raging Spite engaging Fading dreams die quiet in the night Depression sets in Where to begin Need to make all again alright Sinking down I wear my frown Inside so no one can see I've given up Had no luck Realizing the hopes Harbored within me

Hot Bald Man Contest
Yea one that i can enter.... lol Reminder...a few days left to get ready!! !The FU's Hottest Bald Man Contest! Contest to start Jan 20th 12pm est time... Ends Jan 30th 8pm est time! http://fubar.com/user.php?u=212051&friend=212051 I will post more as I get it....

The Crow
PEOPLE ONCE BELIEVED THAT WHEN SOMEONE DIES, A CROW CARRIES THEIR SOUL TO THE LAND OF THE DEAD. BUT SOMETIMES, SOMETHING SO BAD HAPPENS THAT A TERRIBLE SADNESS IS CARRIED WITH IT; AND THE SOUL CAN'T REST. THEN SOMETIMES, JUST SOMETIMES, THE CROW CAN BRING THAT SOUL BACK-- TO PUT THE WRONG THINGS RIGHT.

Trippin Ass Hooker Gone Wild
Hey, I dont know what the fuck your problem is, but you if wanna start acting funny towards me and act like you dont even know me, fine. I thought I was your friend but then you wanna be a two faced mother fucker and run your mouth about me. Why dont you show some nachos and say it to my mother fucking face! You know thats pretty fucked up but you go ahead and keep pushing it all you want but you better watch your fucking back. You’re a bitch and can't say shit to my face and that really pisses me the fuck off but you know what, its ok because I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geiko. This is just a joke, lmfao, but I bet you are PISSED!! Send this to 10 of your friends and see if they get as mad as you and see who gets the maddest Ol' Girl: is this a joke????? Cliff: is there a jet soaring over head by chance? Ol' Girl: ok u know what im one this is fuckin retarded if u could just tell me what the fuck this is about Ol' Girl: ok well i dont k

Contest
My friend Country_Gal_In_Lex has entered a contest and she needs rates and to be comment BOMBED! All you have to do is add Wonder Woman as a friend to access the folder. Here is her link: She is playing for a Happy Hour! How cool would that be? Just click the following link Below! Thanks! So, Y R U Still Reading.....GO GO GO GO GO! BOMBS AWAY!

Walk
You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine

Fans And Friends
so i have noticed that not all of my friends on my list are also a Fan. If you are willing i would appreciate it if you fan me if your on your friends list... i am a few behind to... i am looking to fix that... Please and thank you.

Fuck The Soldiers
last night I was sent a petition to sign and send on regarding a myspace profile called"fuck the soldiers". Obviously I am highly opinionated regarding such things. Just wondering how everyone else feels about it. I think anyone who says such shit should be sent over to Iraq to fight in the forefront of an attack without a weapon. People who believe such bullshit need to drink a big cup of shut the fuck up and either get behind the troops or by God....get in front of them!

Attitude Indicator
Free Comments & Graphics I think people should have a little sign that hangs over their heads to give an indication regarding their possible attitude. You know like the signs they have on cabs and buses - "Off Duty", "No Stops" - we could have little signs that say things like - "Bad Underwear Day", "PMS", "No Coffee Yet", "Had Sex Last Night" - just a little something to give everyone around you an indicator regarding your attitude. It would make day to day life so much easier. You walk into work and you think today is the day you're going to ask your boss for a raise and you look up and her signs says "Lost 3 Lbs." BINGO! Or, your husband comes home from work and you're ready to lay into him because he forgot to take out the trash, fill up your gas tank and left junior in a dirty diaper that morning, but his sign reads - "Lost Account" - now you know those other things don't seem so important in the scheme of things. How about if you have to tell your roommate that you have

The End Is Near
The End Is Near Are You Ready? ANTICHRIST TRIBULATION ARMAGEDDON JUDGEMENT & THE RAPTURE NORTH AMERICAN UNION NORTH AMERICAN UNION & VCHIP TRUTH PROPHECY MARK OF THE BEAST 666 FEMA CONCENTRATION CAMP Are You Ready?

Hippie Witch Meets Vampire
I believe we are all taught to think in a box. We never really have serious thoughts that are out of the box. Really thinking that vampires exist is thinking out of the box. A hippie witch is always having out of the box thoughts. If a hippie witch decided to prove that vampires exist, this is what would happen. First off she would become single minded with the purpose to prove at least to herself that vampires exist. As she gets consumed by this thought the people in her life who only have in the box thoughts start to fade from her awareness. If she is at school her grades will suffer until she has to leave school. At home her parents will try to get her psycological help and maybe some kind of drug to get her mind thinking back in the box. But nothing seems to stop her single minded purpose. She has to leave home and finds a job at Mickey D's flipping hamburgers and still gets rejected by the in the box thinking people around her. Then she finds herself on the side of the road some

True Love
The gentle breeze Of butterfly wings Stirs memories of my youth And sweet perfume From fragrant blooms Drifts over the morning dew Alone at last On our bed of grass In a deserted meadowland I know in my heart We'll never part All I want in life is this man The aching bliss Of my lovers kiss Brings shudders of pure delight With his tender caress My love I confess And our passion is quick to ignite Like flower leis And daisy chains Our bodies lay intertwined From this day on Our hearts become one Our souls forever combined

1 True Light
You are the one true light in my life, Though I never tell you enough. You are always there for me, Even when times get tough. You are my sun, my moon, and my morning star, Shining down on me, To bring comfort from afar. When my day is gloomy, And I seek inner peace, I remember your smile And all my troubles cease. You are the love of my life, My heart and my soul. My beloved wife, To have and to hold. I could search the world over With all of my might, But find none that compare, To you, my one true light.

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me

My Fu-godmother
Could you please go show this wonderful lady some true fu-love! Plz go rate her, her things and fan her! She returns all the love and always helps everyone out on here...Thank You!!! ~/~' Sassy Laurie'~/~Club F.A.R.~The Sisterhood~D&DC~Ind. Fam.~Co-Mng. Fu-Sistas~Fu-Ownded@ fubar

Angel Teardrops
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

Yeaaaaaaaaa S.d. Chargers
I'm a 49'er and Raider Fan but they aren't in playoff so Go Chargers.. I'm In Texas But Cali Teams Rock......YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... Suck that down

She Won't Cry
She Won't Cry You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Silent Tears
Silent Tears A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

Have You Ever!
Have you ever been around someone and just couldn't think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose's pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as vast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have you ever been around someone into their eyes you gaze? Have you ever been around someone piercing the soul like the sun's rays? Have you ever been around someon and choose to run and hide? Have you ever been around someon scared of what feelings are inside? Have you ever.....

My First Contest Entry!
Hey guys! I entered my first contest on here. Please vote for me in J-Roxx's Hottest Mummer Contest :) And thanks to the people who have already voted for me. Rates only, but comments appreciated.

Born In A Blaze Of Glory
Born In A Blaze Of Glory Not everybody can say they were born in a blaze of glory, Well I can say I was sort of. But to understand matters more you have to go back a week earlier. It was a normal Friday morning, Dad was off to work December was always a busy time when your a postman. My 2 older brothers to be where off to school. Mum was busy cleaning looking forward to the birth of her forth child in about 3 weeks time, although she was worried about her dad. Since the death of his precious granddaughter a year earlier all he did was sit and stare in the fire, he had taken it badly, Maureen was the apple of his eye. After getting nagged at by mum, he did what most men on Tyneside did, off he went to the toilet to read his paper. Inside toilets were unheard of in the industrial North East, they were reserved for the rich. It was fast approaching dinner time, so mum hurried to make a meal for dad coming in from work and the boys returning for dinner from school. There was no sign o

Can You See It In My Eyes????
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm talkin to you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "3 little words," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? done by christine .

Operation Jiggy Jog!!!!!
Operation Jiggy Jog was a complete success this past weekend. We've raised the terror threat to orange. Cookoo and Crazy exchanged pants in the restroom, The Show beat his horse, Megan had no idea what to think, and Chicago public transportation will never be the same. Coincidentally if you were on the blue line in Chicago between Feb.1 and 3rd. DO NOT TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU SAW!!!!!!!

My Problems
shit man if it ain't one damn than is another.... i have being lookin' on how i can diligently keep on building the email campaign for my modeling jobs to no success and no end to do it well.... to bring attention and a buzz to what my affiliate of g.b.i and what they stand for and what we as a group do. to make the money to start the modeling jobs early as a company we are helping the little people get financially equip for this world and being amongst the rich! please check my stash and get into what's their....there are some links some some video sites for those men that stay horny check these video links to veoh and livevideo and youtube believe it or not i found some that will help i got some other links coming up in the near future of my poetry and my stories and of my w.a.r. are comin' and other great writings and writers that i'm sponoring i'm legit....but this is is ask me to change....and give a salute i will but it is going to be in my own way and

You Can Help....
The Animal Rescue Site focuses the power of the Internet on a specific need — providing food for some of the 27 million unwanted animals given to shelters in the U.S. every year. Over 10 million animals are put to death every year in the U.S. alone because they are abandoned and unwanted. Each click on the purple "Click Here to Give - it's FREE" button at The Animal Rescue Site provides food and care for a rescued animal living in a shelter or sanctuary The Child Health Site provides a feel-good way to help promote awareness as well as prevent and treat devastating childhood illness every day — through easy and quick online activities. With a simple, daily click of the blue "Click Here to Give - it's FREE" button at The Child Health Site, visitors help children. Visitors pay nothing. The Breast Cancer Site provides a feel-good way to help promote awareness of breast cancer and provide free mammograms for women in need every day — through easy and quick online activi

Someone Needs Fired
Someone needs fired!!! A billion - the true story about a billion Dollars This is too true to be very funny. The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the

The Sad Passing Of Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable sessions as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-yr-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves faile

Quotes!! Check 'em Out!!
QUOTES!!!!!! ~Some Quotes~ -I ran up the door and closed the stairs turned off the bed and hopped into the light all because you kissed me tonight! -Let's make it work and prove the world is wrong. - I wont mess with your head or play with your heart Because I'm a real girl & I finish what I start. -The guy might wear the pants in the relationship but I control the zipper! -Out of all the people I've ever met. You're the only one who makes me draw those silly hearts on my paper. -Love starts with a smile Grows with a kiss & ends with a tear Love what you have and love what you had -Hope is what keeps us going. Love is what keeps us alive. -I only want to be with you; on two conditions [ always & forever ] -Take a hint silly, I like you. -I don't want anyone but you so pull me close and never let go. -I guess we all make mistakes sometimes But you were my biggest. MY FAVORITE ONE ->->->->->Welcome to broken hearted airlines.

My Mom Passing
***A MAN'S GUIDE TO SURVIVING VALENTINE'S DAY* *By Robert Kirby, The Salt Lake Tribune, The following is a basic guide to Valentine's Day survival for men, STEP ONE: The minimum requirement is to let the woman know you care. The least expensive way is to look at her -- preferably somewhere on her face -- and say, "I love you, [her name here]." If you forget her name, don't bother with the rest of the steps. You're dead. STEP TWO: A Valentine card is an acceptable nonverbal token of appreciation. Best of all, it's cheap. Good Valentines are pink with lots of lace and have cute words such as "I'll love my sugar bunny forever and ever and ever and ... " Bad Valentine cards say, "Good for one free quart of motor oil." STEP THREE: Candy. For some scientific reason that makes no sense, women regard chocolate the same way men view beer. While a handful of M&Ms is OK, women tend to expect something a bit nicer. Wrapped for starters. STEP FOUR: Jewellery. A bi

Goodbye Friends, It's Been Fun!
Well everyone, after a few weeks of making some good friends on here, I have decided to leave this wonderful site. My ADD is just too profound to keep up w/ the busy-ness of everything on here! I's been fun and I've met some intessting peeople along the way. Anyone intersted in staying in touch can add me on Myspace-just send me a Myspace message and let me know your from here, as I don't normally add strangers. I'll be on FUBAR until the end of the month, so stop by and say goodbye if ya want. Otherwise, it was great knowing you all, and good luck in whatever you do! CrazyWhiteMan Myspace profile: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=14147297

B.o.r.e.d.
So lately I've been paying more attention to mumms because everyone seems to be so into them. At first I found them amusing...Then I quickly learned that these so-called mumms are all the freaking same! And most are just stupid little polls that are not used in the way the mumms were intended for. And what is up with "fu-marriages" that is just so stupid. I roll my eyes every time I see "so-and-so's fu-wife/hubby". And the desperate point whores..."I will not add you if you do not fan and rate me" and there's, "BOMB ME!" Other than that...and maybe a couple other things...I still get amusement out of this site. I should go back to my "To each his own" way of thinking...But I just feel annoyed tonight, so I vented just a bit lol :P

No Sympathy For The Devil
The car is on fire and there's no driver at the wheel, and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides. And a dark wind blows. The government is corrupt, and we're all on so many drugs with the radio on and the curtains drawn. We're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine, and the machine is bleeding to death. The sun has fallen down and the billboards are all learing and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles. It went like this: The building toppled in on themselves, mothers clutching babies, pick through the rubble and pulled out their hair. The sky line was beautiful on fire, all twisted metal streching upwards, everything washed in a thin orange haze. I said 'Kiss me, you're beautiful. These are truely the last days.' You grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever. We woke up one morning and fell a little further down. For sure it's the valley of death. I opened up my wallet and it was full of blood. Godspeed You! Blac

Milf Contest Help Out My Friend
Sexy M.I.L.F. contest has started I need all my family,friends and fans to help me out. Copy and paste this link to get to my picture :) http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=165131&albumid=782026&i=3549244384 For those of you who have already helped out...you freaking rock!! Thank you so much xoxo

Broken
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts As you walk right by me Without a single touch or word the aching in my heart becomes far from absurd How can you say you love me Without a care in your mind except for you selfish complications and self endulgence that you find How can you even look at me And not see what others see I am still the same person you married Mean while you act like you are free How can you say I have changed When I am still right here Watching you become this other man And watching the man i married, disappear. In these words that write with tears running down my face My heart is now completely broken and now all i have is an empty space So tell me, how does it feel to be the one that causes such pain To take my heart and completely destroy it as tears fall out like rain Does it give you more justice knowing that I truely loved you for the first time in my life i thought that this would be seen through. So now that you know I

To Lay A Kiss
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grew and surrounded me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile

Psalm 23 (for Work)
The Lord is my real boss, and I shall not want. He/She gives me peace, when chaos is all around me. She/He gently reminds me to pray and do all things without murmuring and complaining. He/She reminds me that She/He is my source and not my job. She/He restores me to sanity everyday and guides my decisions that I might honor Him/Her in all that I do. Even though I face budget cutbacks, gossiping co-workers, discriminating supervisors, challenging, sometimes violent patients, difficult, often arrogant doctors, and an aging yet fit body that doesn’t cooperate every morning, I still will not stop --- for She/He is with me! Her/His presence, Her/His peace, and Her/His power will see me through. He/She raises me up, even when they fail to appreciate me. He/She claims me as Her/His own, even WHEN the healthcare system breaks down and threatens everyone. Her/His faithfulness and love is better than any bonus check. His/Her retirement plan beats every 401k there is! When it’s all

Go Red!
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Television
Watched the pilot for this tonight. They do an excellent job of staying true to the movies. My favorite character is the terminator played by Summer Glau, River from Josh Whedon's Firefly. She is kick ass and serves and John Connor's protector. Its a good setup in the pilot. Kind of reminds me of the old Incredible Hulk. Framed for a crime they didn't commit, they are running from both the law and the computers. I enjoyed the pilot and look forward to tomorrow night!

Just Me
Ok. So since your here, reading this, I figure I'll clue you in on me. Please don't think at this early point in our relationship (lol) I'm going to reveal anything too deep or meaningful. I can't give away all my good secrets all at once now can I? Anyway, like I said on my profile, I am married to my best friend. He's a wonderful man and I couldn't be happier. Between us we have 7 kids, ages ranging from 8 to almost 15. I'm can be very abrasive, I tell it like it is..especially if you've pissed me off. But on the opposite side of the spectrum, I'm a very good listener, extremely protective of my family and my friends. I really enjoy writing, it's my "creative outlet". Feel free to comment on my blogs. I can take the criticism. I'm only here to chat..I'm not looking for anything other than friends. I have no hidden agenda, so if you do, then I'm not interested. If at this point I haven't made you feel totally alienated, and you still want to chat, feel free to drop me a message.

Help From Sin...thanks Ur Great
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Missin My Family Like Crazy
I miss my daddy...:( I want to see him and my stepmommy Jenni. I am most definately going to see them this summer..i cant see myself going another year without seeing them...I love you daddy and Jenny!!!

A Poem On Sisterhood
If you should feel sorrow or pain, Let me share it with you, And hold you close, If you should feel happiness or joy I will rejoice, and we will dance and sway, laughter our song of praise Every tear that you weep, I shall catch, and turn them into rainbow gems, Place them in Mother Earth Where they shall grow and bloom, Every smile that you smile, Ten thousand of like kind, Will lighten many a load, And travelling at the speed of light, Will return to you threefold, We are joined through sisterhood. And generations of women gone before, We are as individual as the sun and moon, But tempered of the same fire, Therefore we are as one, For as surely as the Wheel does turn, We cannot shed this 'knowing', Our power is in our strengths combined, We are Woman... And in that word, Are the ties with which we're bound.

Nasty Fuckers
THIS IS WHAT THIS NASTY FUCK SAID TO ME AND I QUOTE "->txjewel22: well do you fuck your mom ->txjewel22: you would fuck you mom ->txjewel22: that is just gros TroyR: ok ->txjewel22: what TroyR: k -> txjewel22:NO TroyR: :) TroyR: can my mom lick it ->txjewel22: hell ya TroyR: do u like another woman to lick ur pussy ->txjewel22: mmmmmmmmmmmm i like that TroyR: watch another woman to lick u" SO IF YOU SEE THIS NASTY FUCKER RUN!!!!!!!!!!!! FAST AS YOU CAN!!!!!!!! DONT LOOK BACK NOW!!!!!!!!!! IT IS THE NASTY MOM FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Thank Everyone For Helping Me Win
HEY I WOULD LIKE TO INFORM YOU KING OF FUBAR 2007-2008! THANKS FOR A GREAT CONTEST IT ONE OF THE BEST I DONE SO FAR! PRIZES WILL BE DONE ON FRIDAY JANUARY 18, 2008! BULLETIN ALSO POSTED WITH WINNERS

Woo Hoo I Passed!!!!
I am so excited. I just passed the 4 day Riders Edge Couerse at American Eagle Harley Davidson. I have not ridden for nearly 25 years. Have been passenger on back all that time. Now I am ready to go out and get me a New Harley. I am so excited.!!!!

What The Future Brings.
Come help me out.... PLEASE!!! One of my Best Friends need 10000 photo comment to get a free VIP. She is so close. Click the link and Help out a little bit. Every comment would be appreciated greatly. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1260618&albumid=857074&i=2316366900&idx=0 Let me know that you helped out and if she makes it I will come rate all of your pics and anything else that you have I can rate. Thank you for you help in advance!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Sugar

How To Get Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Tag's
hey ya'll i make tag's and i was thinkin about makein the for 5 fubuck's or if they are clint wantin it really really well thin 15 fubuck's but the one's i all ready have on my pro is a no sell tag's but after tonight that's how much they will be

The Perfect Night
The perfect night starts off with me in my Sunday best waitting for the knock on the door, which would be the women of my dreams and the love of my life. The dinner table is set, candle lit of course. The meal that I worked on all day, just so that it would be perfect. The smells of the stuffed pork chops fills the house. The salad is fresh with many of her favorite toppings adorning it. The chocolate moouse cake looks like hell, but im still happy with it because I knew before I started it that I wasnt good at icing cakes. After dinner came the movie. Nothing special, just something to do while the food settles, plus it gives us time for cuddling that I have longed for for some time now. After the movie was a short walk to the candle lit bedroom. The candles lit up the room so nicely. The bed was made up with candy, a rose, and a gift for my sweet. After I give her the long full body massage that lasted for hours and that made her feel so relaxed and comfortable we sl

Level Punk!
Baldpunk needs a little help in leveling, lets go blow his page up! **BaldPunk**Manager of Spirits Den Lounge-Co-Founder of Spirit Levelers**@ fubar And come check out the hottest new lounge on fubar! Come on by our lounge, Playing Jokers Snake Bite radio network! check us out for some good company and music!! Click the banner!

Changes To My Friends Lists
Just a note to see who read blogs and who is really a friend, i will be going throu my family and friends lists yet again while i still have my VIP,,, i will be deleting those who DONT * visit me * chat to me i dont want any point whores here who just added me for points and rates. If u havent read or visited me in a week i will be deleting u from my lists and i will be readjusting my family lists accordingly. There is so many cheats on here aswell, if u have no salute and i added u before i wanted them as a prerequisite u will be deleted also, i will NOT be supporting FAKE accounts I thank all those who regualarly visit and talk, to u love ya all and u all know it,. Bites, hugs, nibbles and smooches to all those who are TRUE. To those who are fake, i guess u dont even know because u dont even know i have written this Take care blessed be dark dreams Manda,,,,aka VixenParanormalGoth

Too Excited!
My husband is singing in a band called PsychoMagnet(check them out DAMMIT)and it is going VERY well. T.J.,his guitarist Guy and our friend Bill just started a new project today on the side.Yes,it will make for an interesting year.If anyone out there has contacts within the college scene in and around Pittsburgh,please contact me,we NEED u! The side project is an acoustic thing and we will be looking to book some shows in the next 2 months.I'll keep everyone updated as shows arise.As of right now,PsychoMagnet is playing at RPM's in Bridgeville on Feb 16th with Ashes To Ashes and ZILCH,will be a VERY good time.Hope to see you there!

Is Mister Right Out There
I would just like to find one guy out there that knows how to treat a woman right. I have only found the guys that know how to beat on a woman or cheat on them... And now i know that it will be harder to find a decent guy because i have a child. Most men sees a single mom and run. I just want one guy who wants to be with me and only me and doesnt put their hands on me and of course they will have to except my daughter. So if anyone knows where there are some decent gusy please let me know....

~*~wykd~*~ Pot O Gold ~*~part 2 ~*~wykd Wheels~*~
The Winner is OzzFanatic2 and TYKT number #55 he wins the Pot o Gold for this time. Look for the third Pot o Gold sometime soon. WYKD Radio Presents : ~Pot O' Gold Part 2~ ~*~ WyKd Wheels ~*~ Price per Wykd Tykt is 300 fubucks. Contest open to all !!! Currently ~6600~ Fubucks In The Pot

Desire
Eyes staring from across the room. Shared smiles, as butterflies dance in their bellies. A song only the two of them can hear. The anticipation of her touch. The desire to feel his lips pressed against hers. The secretiveness and lies that line their story. Together, They drown out the saga that surrounds them. For a moment, They are one. They are happy. With a sudden touch of the hand she is drawn back to the reality that sits in front of her. Drawn back to the sadness and hurt that consumes her. She takes a sip of her beer trying to drown the emptiness she feels. Turning back to her escape every so often with a smile. Longing to hold him. The desire to be happy. The desire to be one. written by binnieblueyes copyright 2006

Men
Why are men such ass holes? Why do they think they can love you day and hate you the next and then you come back the next? Why do women go back again and again. Why all the games? What ever happend to LOVE. HONESTY. TRUST. What happened that in todays world real relationships are rare and precious? And why is it that when you find this person you are supposed to be with they are not ready to be with anyone? Oh I know cause you werent meant to be to begin with.......

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Just My Thoughts
Ok I am back at this and I am going to try it again lol. I am not here for all the drama bull ****. I am here to meet new friends and connect with some old friends. I might not be on here every day but, I will get on as much as I can. A little about me I am a father of 2 beautiful boys and I guess you could call me a workaholic lol.I am single and looks as thoe I am going to stay that way.

States Need To Rebel
States within the USA need to rebel By Jim Kirwan 13/01/08 "ICH" Bush & his Bandits have been watching too much FOX Television. Someone needs to tell George that he’s not living an episode of “24,” and that his view of a national threat is being influenced by believing in too many of his own skewed fantasies about national security. (1) In view of yesterday’s declaration by the Media that ‘all States will comply with the National ID Act by this coming May, or their citizens will be refused permission to fly’—The governor’s of the States within the United States need to rebel, as a body, against this completely unwarranted ORDER from the White House via Michael Chertoff, whose own US citizenship is in doubt. (2) When the Decider took away the State’s National Guard Units, to use them for his private war on Iraq: Bush violated both the spirit and the reasons behind the need for the National Guard in the first place. There are over two and half million men and women in US

Sadness
Sitting here in the dark Wrapped up within the shadows I've become quite good friends With this emotion called Sadness It haunts me all the time While I am awake and asleep Never is it ever gone To leave me in a seconds peace Alone or with friends and family Sadness finds me all the while And crawls into the furthest corner Of my slightly disturbed mind and soul Sadness is killing me every so silently Eating me up alive from inside Is there ever going to be a time When there is a break from this sadness?? Will I make it out alive This time as I have before Just to live with it yet again In another day and night of life?

I'm Stuck
I've never been stuck in any place...well, at least, after I realized, I can fight for a different direction. I'm not feeling the experience as Good. When people are stuck in ANY place, they've forgotten the "Power" in their "Voice" and the "Power" in one's "Actions". There's always a way out without killing yourself...Yesss, there IS always a way...It can be as simple as saying,"NO, STOP, NO MORE"...Any suggestions? What else? "Fine! I'll find my own way out"..."See you turkey's passing through hell"...Hey, my Smith and Wesson has gotten me out of some ugly situations...Of course....I did NOT harm anyone but...folks were a(ware) I was being rather serious...If I'm protecting my Life, of course, I don't mind dying or getting shot in the cross fire... Now, at times, people must (mirror) situations to shift a positive exchange...At times, face to face silence works like an invisible mirror...Just people people are walking; it doesn't mean they're not in a coma...When people say, huh? Wha

Love
When you love someone so deep That they become your light, And before a dream, You whisper their name in the night When their voice is heard As they say the words "I love you", And you lips begin to tremble As you reply "I love you too" When everything else freezes In that one moment in time, And as if loving one another Is a committed crime When nothing in the world matters, But only the two of you, Its so easy to believe That the love you share is true When theres a day without them, And you feel you want to die, For they are your heart, your soul, And your only butterfly When the slightest touch Brings little tingles of joy, And you feel the affection created By a girl and a boy When its their only breath Of air you breathe, And every night,its reflections Of their beauty inside you see When they promise you the world, Then slowly fade away, The once bright light Turns into a darker day Its those days there without them, So empty, you cry, For they

How To Become Red From Sin
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Stupid Men
What is so hard about being honest? Really do guys think we r stupid? Im not sure if they get better or worse with age. I just know that all of the guys ive dated and most of the guys i know r really fkn stupid! Guys women have and all ways will be smarter than u so please stop thinking we r as stupid as u:)

My Blogs
m so sick and tired of people calling females easy because they decide to get some on the first night...why is it men are "players" for doing things females are considered whores for? why is it ok for men to be hit it and quit it on the first night but not a female...not sayin i want u thirsty men to hit me up and lets do it but its just something that i've always questioned why do men get away with things we get clowned about

Fallin
here lately ive found someone that treats me soooo good. i havent known her long but it feels like ive know her forever. It's been soooo great getting to know her and talking to her and spending time with her. We have sooo much in common. I dont usually fall for people fast but i can honestly say that i am falling for her. Theres something really special her.

Moving On...
I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I am better off being alone in life. I know that sounds dramatic but it's true. I'm tired of drama, bullshit, lies, games and the like to want to deal with so called friends and relationships as a whole. That's all I'm going to say on this subject. So, for starting a new year (late as it might be) I will be taking down my fubar page. If you want to keep in touch I'm all for that. So, January 31st after I get home from work I'll be taking it down. If you are wanting to keep in touch, send me a message between now and then and I'll shoot you my number and email address. Katherine...

Men That Shouldnt Be Called Men
hello out there to all u nice ladys..i wanna let u all know there is a guy on here that is hurtful and disrespectful.. full of lies and games..just be on the look out..he shouldnt even be called a man..a child still is what he is thank u thick_66

I'm Up For Auction! Who Wants Me ;)
Wanna own me? Well now you can! Heres the rules... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=2131113235# And heres where you can bid on me!.... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=4077072574# Happy Bidding! ;) bIANCA

Get Some!
88 PRECEPTS by David Lane (P.O.W.) Member of The Order Until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, every writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law. The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The world is in flames because Races, Sub-races, Nations, and Cultures are being forced to violate their own Nature- ordained instincts for self-preservation. Many men of good

Sister To Sister
(First off as a disclaimer.. this story is about incest.. if you don't want to read it.. I understand and those that do.. Enjoy) Touch the Darkness Sandy had just stepped out of the shower and started to dry off when Lynn, her sister, came pounding on the door. "Sandy, hurry up, I gotta go." Lynn yelled through the closed door. "I'll be right out" Sandy wrapped the towel around her wet body and opened the bathroom door. Lynn ran past her and hurried her out by closing the door. Sandy looked at the closed door and said “Shouldn't have waited so long." She chuckled as she proceeded down the hall and into her bedroom. She dropped her towel to the floor as soon as she got into her doorway, leaving her milky white ass flapping in the wind. Sandy had always been the type that hated clothes and anything to do with them. Her mother would constantly tell her that she belonged in a nudist colony or something. Sandy clicked her fan on lay across her bed. The cool air fel

Deleting Folks
I'm checking my friends more carefully now. Anyone that asks for fubucks or blasts or such in exchange for viewing their 'nsfw' pics will be deleted. Seriously, who do those folks think they are, paid porn-stars? Come on folks. There's tons of free porn out there. I personally am not that interested in nude pictures anyway, and don't care if you have any or not. BUT if you ask for payment, GOODbye. Have a great day.

Fragile Friendships
something happened this week that made me realise just how tenuous and fragile the links between our friends and ourselves have become in modern times. years ago, people would more often than not be part of a social scene, either brought together through work or even from their school days, or maybe as part of a hobby group or sporting team. or they would share the same circle of friends. it was also common for people to know quite well the parents and families of their friends, having often grown up with them , or having lived nearby. in these modern times however, its very common to have friends who no one else really knows much about.... for instance. YAHOO360. we all have lots of 'YAHOO360 friends' don’t we? and I’m sure a large percentage of us have people on our lists who we think a great deal of, and regard them as TRUE FRIENDS. but how would you know if something terrible happened to someone on your FRIEND LIST? would you be aware of ACCEDENTS, ILLNESS or even WORSE? how man

Sad Day For Men Everywhere
Well, I know Katie has had a lot of fun analyzing the way the porn industry has crossed over into mainstream celebrity culture, and, the way Jenna Jameson lead that charge. Well, she of course later morphed into Jenna Jameson Monster, and, I’d say her retirement didn’t come a minute too soon. In fact, I’d say we all could have lead happy lives had she retired about seven or eight years ago. I know that’s some tough talk; but, it’s a tough industry, and, when you put yourself out there to be evaluated based upon your appearance… well, then…. don’t be surprised when you get comments like mine. If say Katherine Hepburn were retiring, I’d consider it completely inappropriate to rough her up based upon her old lady fuglyness. That just wouldn’t be right. But, Jenna… you had a good run… and, then, as the rumor mill has it… you got bit by both Father Time which stirred up the plastic surgery bug. Oh, Father Time is not a nice man… and, plastic surgery… well, I’m reminded of the old Dead

Going Crazy
ok everybody, im a soldier. im in iraq right now. i want to know why it seems that everything has changed? i have almost no control over anything in my life any more. i know what the problem is, its because im here. im used to taking care of everything in my life from bills to kids to loving my family and wife and kids. im letting things get to me that normally dont bother me.what the hell is the issue with every soldier that goes to war coming back all screwy in the head? i just dont get it. i want to know why damn it, why? my job isnt even one of those crazy jobs, im a mechanic, plain and simple. why cant things just be the same? why does it all change? independance is great but, i like it when im depended on buy my wife, kids, family members; it makes me feel important. im not a glory hound but i hate it that its like i dont even matter. if i never made it home would ppl get over it and carry on like normal after a few weeks or would my death haunt them for the rest of there lives?

Me
It's been awhile since i posted any of my thoughts, so i felt that it was time. I have been going through alot of change in my life, and i feel like i am going crazy, and at the same time i dont know if i am coming or going anymore. I hope that i have been there for anyone that needed me to be there. I truly feel left behind in many aspects of my life, like i am not wanted by some of the people that i care about and that alot of people dont understand me...i feel like i am missing out on my life sometimes. i have been in a rut for quite a long time, and i have been trying to change it. not been completely successful in that so far, but i am trying, i have great ambitions but at this point i feel like everything i want is out of my reach. and that i am not meant to have anything. life is hard to navigate when you are on your own, and i wish i could enjoy it more. i graduate in may and i dont feel that i am ready, i am excited yes, but so totally scared to death. i am afraid that i am

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

On The Road Again =)
Hello everyone! Im taking a trip to TX to see my son & his sweet family. We didnt get to see them for Christmas. Two of the grand daughters birthdays are coming up soon, a perfect excuse to visit! I dont know what time the Superbowl is but I will be flying back on the 3rd also. I could be in the Dallas airport at the time, lol. I might need some info on it when I get back =) Now that the Cowboys are out of the playoffs, they might not have it playing at the gates. Enjoy the game, u football fans out there. Have a safe month & stay warm my friends! Hugs =)

Life
Come July it will be four years that I been married ,I've been treated like I'm invisable,disrespected etc. When he was deployed in 2004 I was forced to be homeless because he left with with out money. I've always been there for him ,I've put him before myself. Morning of Jan. 3rd ,he had a sever flash back,I couldnt get him to snap out it so I called 911,He was admitted . I went to see him while he was in ICU and also while he was in the mental ward.He has been home for about a week, and been acting like he don't appreciate what I did and treating me invisable. We did separate, and agree to see other people.He met a female in the area which I don't mind at all ,she was coming and picking him up which I didnt mind that because he was leaving the truck we have home just incase I wanted to go somewhere while he was gone but now her car is "supposively" in the shop. I have a doctors appointment this afternoon that I already reschedule once because he was in ICU,and last night he knew w

Rumblings
So Saturday was my daughters second basketball game..... Who should be there but my ex boyfriend yippee... The whole time he was shootin me these heavy looks and I'm not really sure what they all meant lol. He keeps giving me these ideas that he wants to come back but his actions just dont back that up. I am a firm believer in actions speak louder than words, ~sigh~ Why is it that we are able to let go but not forget.....

For Sin-how To Become Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Slow Dance
----------------------------------------------- Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital . It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in y

The Most Functional English Word
HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right , shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, th

Good One
Can you answer this riddle Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end. Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I\'d like better. I\'d really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom wi

Gm !
Was a rough night sleeping lastnight. For some reason.. I couldnt sleep..and when I did go to sleep I woke up to hearing somthing digging /chewing behind hubbys guncabinet. Knowing that the boys just had there hamster out before bedtime.. I put 2 and 2 together. So here I am trying to move this gun cabinet..to get to it. Unfortunately I couldnt do it..so I woke hubby up to get it done. He was there like.. do I have to at this hour. I said ya.. its gonna eventually get lost in the house..and I cant sleep hearing it chew. Anyways.. he got up and I got the furry little critter. Now, I feel like I am dragging. Not sure if I should go back to bed.. or what. Is it bad..that I called the school..asked them to pull my son out of class..just to ask him where he hid my candy bar from me? LOL. Yes, I know I am bad. Hubby just called.. saying... I had a dream that you woke me up to move the gun cabinet lastnight. I just giggled. Well, thats enough.. hope you all have a great day!

Runes
My b/f works with the "Elder Futhark", the runic alphabet which is a composite of the runic symbols most commonly used in northern Europe. The names of the runes of the Elder Futhark are speculative recreations of what linguists call "proto-Germanic", which stems from "proto-Indo-European". There are many versions of the runic alphabets. Each has variations in names, shapes, esoteric meanings and magical uses. One should not mix futharks, or the intent or meaning becomes confused. The Elder Futhark, the Anglo-Saxon Futhorc, and the Younger (or Scandinavian) Futhark are the most frequently seen versions of the runic alphabets in use today. The runes are broken into three sections or groups of eight, called aett (aettir, plural). This helps one to remember their order, and later, you will see, has significance in magical uses. First the rune name is given, then its phonetic value, its symbolic image, and finally the esoteric meaning used in divination. Rune users disagree on whe

Great Friends
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Angels Of Just Plain Old Mourning Doves
Angels or Just Plain Old Mourning Doves? Three days ago, as the sun was rising, I stood on Disney Road attending yet another Fallen Comrade Ceremony, waiting to salute the soldiers who gave their lives in the fight for Afghanistan's freedom from tyranny. It was a bit warm and a bit muggy. After waiting there for a few minutes, the two soldier's caskets had passed. I did my about face along with the 1000's of other Service Men and Women who had been waiting to honor these two heroes. Upon turning around, two mourning doves flew into a nearby tree. "Hmmmm....how appropriate... two mourning doves", I said to my Command Sergeant Major as we started back to our hooch. I thought nothing more of it until today. Today, in the hot sun and in strong dusty winds, we were again lined up on Disney Road for the latest casualty of war. Minutes before the ceremony, a single mourning dove flew into view. It perched itself in a perfect location to observe the event and for me to observe it. Hmmm

Body Change
Ok, so we've all seen the movie "300" and pretty sure if you did the first thing you notice was the Spartan body. What alot of people may have not known is the workout program they went through to get that body. Several variation of that program have come forth and currently being used by several gyms. Some of the Fireman in my town have started to use this program at work, one of which is my uncle and the other is my friend of mine, an MMA fighter, who I used to train with. At first I didn't belive them but it's been a few weeks and I'm starting to see a difference in them, so with that in mind I too am going to start this program. It's based simply on using your own body weight and simple moves that almost everyone can do. It should be intresting to see if anything works for me, but I'll keep a weekly log of my progress and post pics later on throught out the months. Wish me luck!

Hello Everyone
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

New Beginnings
Where did I go? mmmmmmmmm Its been some time since I've been to Fubar. Maybe I was reported as a missing person but, then again, most likely not. We all know how it gets around the holiday time of year, thank God its over. What Happened On December 21st of 2007 ? My Sister-in-law finally got married to a young man in the Army. I swear she is as happy as a lark with her 23 year old hunka soldier boy. Well, seems to me that men marry women that are much younger all the time so nothing wrong with getting some of the good years while you still can now is there. What Happened On December Christmas Eve of 2007 ? We got a unusual gift from the great unknown. Seems I've found myself with another son ..We call him Tyrell, ofcourse thats the name he came with so we decided to keep it simple here LOL and the best thing of all is I didn't even have to give birth to him and he's full grown too ! go figure that one out. His mother had passed away when he was 16. My son Ty had

As You Sleep...
A Friend of mine John wrote this...I think it was wonderful to post... I enter a dark room. You're asleep under the silk sheets. Underneath the lace teddy barely cover the treasures beneath. Gently without disturbing your slumber I slide the straps from your shoulders. Carefully and slowly undoing the lace down the back. You become restless and begin to wake. I move your long flowing hair and gently kiss your neck. A smile begins to form on your face. I work my way carefully and slowly down to your shoulder and beginning to lightly stroke your back with a fresh cut rose, as if from the touch of an angel. goose bumps appear in anticipation. Again you stir, but a whisper in your ear puts you back at ease almost as if in a trance. You lay there allowing me to continue on my quest. You feel the warmth of my breath as I approach to kiss and crease every bit of your back, occasionally straying over the sides. Coming ever so close to the more sensitive skin near the breasts that now lay

Music News And Other Stuff From Realsmoothradio
This steroid scandal is officially outta control. Copy and paste the address below into your browser and you'll see what I mean. http://www.nydailynews.com/gossip/2008/01/14/2008-01-14_mary_j_blige_named_in_steroid_report.html Take care, Mike Smooth RealSmoothRadio listen to RealSmoothRadio at http://live365.com/stations/realsmoothradio?play

Musings From Face
I joined fubar because I had a friend that told me about it and said I would have a good time here. And for the most part I have. I have met some very nice people on here and some not so nice ones as well. I have be lucky enough to actually meet some of my fufriends and they are truly special to me. I have met some that I would love to meet in person. I have met some that while they are special to me online, that is where I would prefer to keep them. I have met some that while I dont mind the occasional hello, what's up, in cyber passing I have no desire to cultivate anything more. And then I have also met some that I wish had never said hi, including a couple that I actually have had to use the block button for. Over all my time here has been fun and enjoyable. As a single mom, it can be hard to find time for me and fubar has allowed me to have some me time without leaving my girls. And that is very important. I have heard all kinds of things from all kinds of people as I am sure mo

Musings Of The Heart
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! MUSINGS OF THE HEART Why is love so complicated? Its something we all want and need, but it's something that we never seem to get quite right. Some of us love too hard. Some of us don't love enough. Many of us love what we can not have, as if the unattainable is much sweeter. Often, we take love for granted, as if those who love us will always love us. As a matter of fact some of us don't even realize how much we care about someone until they're gone. The Bible says, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." I believe this is an excellent description of what love is, but it is not a good description of human nature. Sometimes in the heart of mankind love is unreq

Stuff
http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1288555&albumid=791993 Rules: Thank you everyone for entering my Contests!!! Good Luck to everyone. And just as a reminder Comments and Rates will determine who is the winner!!! THE COMMENTS MUST BE ACTUAL COMMENTS ABOUT THE PIC OR PERSON. ONE COMMENT ALLOWED PER PERSON PER DAY PER PIC!!!!!!! If anyone doesn't follow these rules those comments will be deleted and the contestant my become DISQUALIFIED!!!! i don't wanna sound rude or anything i just want to give everyone a FAIR chance!!!! First Place will receive a 3-day blast and a Diamond Necklace Second Place will receive Diamond Earrings again good luck to everyone and hopefully these will be a successful and fair contests!!

Keep-n-contact
Hello to all my friends and family. Anytime you want you can call or even send a IM to my yahoo. I don't want anyone to think im trying add and forget you or even avoid you. I want all the friends one person can have. If you send a text I'll send one back. So pleas don't be afraid to yell if you don't hear from me. Oh if you want the number just ask. I'm not the shy type and I love to listen to any problems. So remember my ear is open if needed. Take care and have a blessed year! Your friend and family member Cleo aka "Dark Knight"

Pop That Pussy, Baby!
Anal, Oral, or Vaginal So, which one of the three holes do you prefer? Men, do you like the pussy, the mouth, or the shitter the best? Ladies, does getting vaginally penetrated get you off the mostest? Or is it taking it in the pooper? I highly doubt it's the act of sucking or swallowing, but does getting your box licked make you howl at the moon like nothing else? As a man, I'll try and shed some light here for ya. With all things being equal, vaginal intercourse is the way to go without question. But sadly, there are always elements that get in the way. For me, wearing a condom is a necessity, yet it's a distraction that makes getting the pussy only a mild stimulus. I can't feel all that much, so if what I'm inside is kinda deep, I could be fucking a couch for all intents and purposes. Also, if the girl isn't very hygiene oriented, the smell can be a huge turn off. Fish, battery acid, you name it. The unfortunate thing is, you don't know that for a fact until

A Clue
A Clue I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

Disasters
Natural Disaster Darkened clouds, wind and rain. Left alone with all this pain. It’s winter here without you. Landslides always drag me down Trapped for days, will I be found ? I pray for skies of blue. Flooded plains within my head Tornadoes draw near, leave me for dead. I feel alone without you. Drought from tears I know not for I’ve cried for days, I cry no more. I’ve made mistakes, it’s true Hurricane waves pound on my shore I’m drowning on my bedroom floor. Will we never be together? This natural bridge from heart to heart Collapsed in shreds, fallen apart These seasons last forever.

Deleting My Fubar Account
Basically, Im getting bored with Fubar and Im not on here much. Although, I have made close friendships w/ some wonderful people on here-Just wanted to let u all know that Im deleting my fubar account and if u wanted to keep in touch with me, just hit me up with ur yahoo sn! Most important peoples already have my yahoo sn-so make sure ya'll keep in touch. That goes for Tony,Nate,Richard,and Bucky! Fubar will never be the same without me! lol. Take care luvly Fubar peoples.

Life
Realizing things and acceptance. Life can play cruel jokes on you. You can be happier than ever and be at your lowest and so hopless a second later. They say you go through shit and you learn and it "makes you who you are". Sometimes I think I don't know who I am anymore. I have a lot to be thankful for. There is nothing I could ask more for . How ever there is no reason for anybody to make this mistake please listen and listen good. .. LIFE IS TOO SHORT. Don't take a second for granted. Don't take anything for granted. No matter how small or tedious something may seem , pay close attention because the most memorable the most beautiful things , will be under your nose and go neglected for so long and before long they'll be gone. You'd have missed the single most important beautiful memories you could have had. Take the time to smell the flowers. Stop and breathe realize how precious and fragile you and your life really are. You only live once and make it worth it. The old adage

You Know Who You Are
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

What I Strive To Be!
The definition of a GREAT MAN: When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don't say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doub

Dallas Cowboys
Nice game Cowpies! Very uncool of you to hit the "Eject" button on yourselves after we all made our airline and hotel reservations for Dallas. We were looking forward to warmer weather and getting out of the snow for a few days. Not to mention that I bragged to all my friends I would visit Gilley's and ride the mechanical bull they have there after I drank about a dozen pops. Now we're all going to have to unpack our roadgear, cheeseheads and oversized Jessica Simpson posters which we spent half our last paycheck on. Sheesh! I'm very disappointed and demand an apology from Jerry Jones for putting us through the inconvenience of having had to plan and pack for a road trip that the Cowpies guaranteed that we would have to make. Is this a joke?! I had to reschedule my Friday Night Bowling League and Fish Fry for this trip that I won't be making! You guys just cost me a personal holiday off from work which I could have used later this winter to go ice fishing and play sheepshead with my

Maintenance Man
’Hey girls, gather round Listen to what I’m putting down Hey babe, I’m your handy man.’ - Blackwell and Jones (via James Taylor) Contrary to the propaganda we are consistently force fed by our sexually uptight nation, sustaining a serious, monogamous relationship is not a requirement of moral law. It’s just an option. The monogamy propaganda machine has turned most of us into blundering lovezombies, roaming the earth in a desperate, nearly pointless, lifelong search for the perfect soul mate; or worse -- it has turned us into sadfaced spouses, wondering when the Mr. or Mrs. Soulmate we’ve been with for ten years turned into Mr. or Mrs. Asshole. What a waste of time. I am a serial monogamist. I manage to find, and commit to, an extraordinary woman about once every three years. In between those affairs, instead of going nutbally in the relentless pursuit of perfect love, I revel in being single. Being happily single is not without its challenges, however. Nam

Friends
Listen up people! If I am on your fans list, you might want to consider moving yourself to my friends list. I'll be going through my fans list and deleting a lot of profiles off of mine. So if you want me to remain on your lists, then, well, do the right thing!

Cheapest Over Seas Phone Calls...
Ok here ya go for those interested in how to talk to someone overseas... First we know about the IM's out there that have voice chat capabilitys. However we also know some people are not computer literat, or they are using VISTA which is a big pile of crap right now, and it makes it hard to use MICs which i have experianced. So the options i have used and found that avoid PC's or at least one PC. 1. Skype i use it to call the UK at .021 a minute. Alot cheeper then any real phone or phone card. The sound quality is great and it only drops off if their cordless phone dies, or your internet has a hickup. This is a option that works great if one person is not very computer literate and their mic is not working. If both work then you can call skype to skype for free. 2. Vonage - This is probably the best bet for Phone to Phone calls. Let the person who has a landline get it, unless you want one to. Here is how im doing it for free calls to the UK right now. My friend has V

My Blogs
I don't usually care what any hater has to say about us Los and lettes but this guy is ridiculous. This guy has tha marbles 2 jump on my profile and down r8 me TWICE. My account got hacked last night and I had to make this new one. While I had my last account I was curious as 2 wut was going on with this loser as 2 why he was blastin on juggalos and anything psychopathic rel8d and this dude nails me with down r8s and mouths off to me calling me a "ICP FAG"(HIS WORDS) after he shouts at MY WIFE calling her a "FAT PIG"(HIS WORDS AGAIN) and has tha nerve 2 go hide behind tha skirt of his little block link and I didnt do anything 2 him. I didnt know wut was goin on and was curious as 2 why he was being put up on hit lists everywhere and w/ no warning he blasts me and runs like a skeered little cockroach. This stale buttrocket can just sit where he is safe behind his little block link. I did get a chance 2 read on his profile B4 I got blocked that hes an "Easy person 2 get along with"(HIS W

"life Is Simply To Short"
"LIFE IS SIMPLY TO SHORT" Well I've learned today that life is actually to short to CARE what people think, and to short to WORRY about what people do, and to short to WONDER what tomorrow holds, and to short to ANALYZE what comes along, and to short to STRESS over the small stuff, and to short FEEL sorry for yourself, and to short to EXPECT anyone to understand, and to short to CHANGE some ones mind, and to short to try and UNDO what has been done, and to short to LOOK for all the right answers, and to short to REASON with the unreasonable, and to short to ARGUE with the ones you love, and to short to FIGHT a loosing battle, and to short to WASTE your time, and most of all LIFE IS "SIMPLY" TO SHORT TO GIVE A FUCK..............................................

None Of That Sissy Stuff : )~
"True" Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me unt

Contest Rules
Did you want to be called the Sexy Girl On Fubar!! I would Like to start this ASAP. I need to know who would like to be in it. I will be taking sing up for this at fubar. Just send me a private message! Letting me know you want to be in it.

2007 Stupidy Awards
Yes, it's again that magical time of the year when the 2007 Stupidity Awards are bestowed, honouring the least of the bright among us. And this year's glorious Winner is: When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the Honourable Mentions: 1. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 2. A man who shovelled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her. 3. After stopping

Beth Crosses Over (part 1)
As a straight woman, Beth wonders why so many girls at her toney, all-women's college seem to be lesbians. In fact, more are coming out all the time. Then she discovers a little secret. Will she be able to hold onto her straight identity? (FF, reluc, 1st-lesbian- expr) *** When she was considering which college to attend, Beth found the elite New England women's colleges especially attractive. An outstanding student, she believed strongly that the single-sex classroom environment was the best pace for a young woman to develop her ability and self-confidence. Yes, it was true that these schools also had a reputation for lesbianism, but that didn't bother her. She knew she was straight; she had a steady boyfriend. There were also other colleges nearby where she could meet guys when the time came to move on to a new relationship. So Beth was delighted to be accepted by W--- College. She began her first year there with great excitement, making new friends and e

Recently Single
WELL GUYS ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE GETTING DIVORCED I AM SINGLE NOW. YES I CAN FINALLY DO WHAT I WANT. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK BUT DONT EVEN COMMENT ME OR ANYTHING IF YOU CANT HANDLE THE FACT THAT I HAVE A 4 YEAR OLD SON WHO IS DISABLED HE IS MY LIFE AND I WONT TAKE ANYBODY NOT ACCEPTING HIM. BUT IF YOU DONT CARE HES DISABLED AND NEEDS LOTS OF LOVE AND CARE THEN HIT ME UP

Kisses
On my profile is a KISSING BOOTH. It is located under my love and my daughters. Leave Paige or me some kisses if you want. It is for fun and you can get your own. Here's to happy KISSING!!!! MAUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beth Crosses Over (part 2)
At that, another woman, a real bull dyke named Mary Lou, settled her face between Beth's thighs and began to work her tongue around and over her stiff little clitoris. Warm, pleasurable sensation radiated from her clit throughout her body. Mary Lou worked one, then two fingers into Beth's cunt. Beth's moans grew louder. She realized that she was no longer being held down. She should try to push them off now, she thought, she should escape. Instead her hands clutched the sheets. She felt a desire to stroke the hair of her assailants, to encourage them. No, she mustn't! She mustn't give in! Minutes passed. Or was it hours? The torment of pleasure never stopped. "Wow, she's a tough one." Mary Lou said, shaking her head as another woman replaced her. "I've never seen a girl hold out this long." But hard as she fought, pretty Beth was losing her battle. Twice she felt herself slipping toward the abyss of sexual ecstasy and barely held herself back. She was writhing

That Thing That We Don't Talk About
I told him I did that thing we don’t talk about. He answered- Oh. Considering we talk about everything Except that. I knew he would know. And be disappointed. That might be a lie. Other things go unsaid. Like how we can’t stand to be in her room. While she’s away, Falling into the cracks of religion Masked by the fallacy of recovery. In our selfish minds We can’t help but wish she were still the same Calling herself Oblivion And doing that thing we don’t talk about.

The Fortress
Okay folks, I'm very new to this place. I've run through several similar sites and this one has a somewhat amazing view on how people interact. So I'll fire you a few blogs here every once in a while just to keep people upt to date on what's going on in the life of Will Long. Sound decent...? Until Next Time

Anwerless
Answerless (Written 2006) “Do you ever write about me?” she asked. No, actually. I have not written in some time. I cannot recall what answer I gave her, but this is the real answer. I don’t know why I stopped writing. I don’t know why for several years I stopped playing and writing music. I just don’t know. Maybe I had nothing to express at that time. Maybe the forms of expression I had were inadequate. Maybe I was tired. I think about her, of course. I think about all of the people that mattered to me. Sometimes I think of the faces I have not seen in years and in my mind I reach out to them and long to share the wealth and breadth of my experiences since we have last spoke. I want to show them that I learned and loved and laughed. I want to thank them and apologize and embrace them all. I want to tell them that I cared. I did not always express it, I did not always know it, but in the end, I did care, they did matter. But back to the question. What wo

Sexface.
It’s sort of hard to fall asleep When all you hear is the sound of them fucking. One room away. And I couldn’t help but regret Calling him mine when he was three doors down With nothing left to say. When my darling friend Opiate came into play I hardly remembered the reasons for my solitude. Spin spin spin …fall. These are your dreams ripping apart At their carefully constructed seams. Don’t stop! There’s no time to breathe. [I’m paranoid there’s not such thing as paranoia] Get back on that horse and play this game with me. Do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars. Sorry! Switch places with an opponent. It’s not that simple. There’s a missing component. Give me the missing link. I know you own it. I saw sound and I was screaming purple at you. You’re just mad I won’t give you blue.

An Obit To Remember
SENSE, Common (Birth date unknown) Today we mourn the passing of a dearly beloved old friend, who has been with us for many years by the name of Common Sense. No one truly knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were lost long ago in bureaucratic red tape, however he will be remembered as having cultivated such valued lessons as: > Knowing when to come in out of the rain > Why the early bird gets the worm > That life isn't always fair Common Sense lived by a simple, yet sound financial policy (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategy (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health had begun to deteriorate when well intentioned, but overbearing regulations were set in place. There were reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; of teens being suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher that was fired for reprimanding an unruly student. His condition rapidly declined even

Love, Crying With Me
Love, Crying With Me (Written 1998) The echoes had the distinction of careening and cascading around in my head, the voices varying with repetition in pitch and intensity. The sounds would sometimes combine into harmonies of triadic beauty, and as often as not, unbearable cacophony, and vary in voice from crystalline and piercing, to barbaric and pounding. Such was the voice of love, the tiny voice that thunders. The sounds never began. There was no single note, no vibration, no sound with which one may retrace the path of the crescendo to find it’s singular source. The notes could, however, be retraced like the threads of a tapestry, never ending, like a Celtic weaving. They were more like raindrops. They were essentially what they always were, like raindrops were essentially water. Regardless of what manifestation they chose, they were always essentially what they were, and that had no beginning. It does not matter. It is of no significance. What is of significance, however,

Men Worth Killing
Men Worth Killing(Written 2005)It wasn’t the mortar that woke me. It was the headache.This is my 5th trip to the desert, so I recognize the tell-tale signs of dehydration as soon as I see them in myself. The headache was one of those signs. It woke me at 2am and I was lying there trying to shake it off when the mortar came in. The impact point was quite some distance from where I was lying, so it did not register immediately. After the gunfire followed I realized that was a mortar I had heard. Oddly enough, I smiled and got a little excited and thought to myself, “So that is what they sound like!”The other guys in the tent just kind of lay there. I reached for my 9 millimeter Beretta which we keep with us at all times. Our M-4 rifles, we keep at work. No one else moved, so I just lay there and kept listening. All the noise died down quickly. I just kept lying there, wide awake, waiting for 6am to come.I really do not mind Iraq. I really don’t mind the war. I hav

Message To A Friend
It has been said that one of the greatest weaknesses most people have is their inability to let others know how much they love them while they have the opportunity to do so. So today, I take the opportunity to thank not only you, but also the lord for your friendship. Now ours is not an ordinary friendship, but then again ordinary is not a word that I’d use to describe either one of us. Because I am a shy but friendly fellow while you, you are an incredible human being with whom I share a kindred spirit. I strongly believe in you-in all the things that are important to you, and the admirable way that you live your life. I have watched you draw from within yourself, the strength t overcome life’s obstacles. Your ability to turn lemons into lemonade and the way you grow from those experiences that life brings you. You have a determined spirit and a great strength of character-qualities which I have never come across so strongly before, and both which I greatly admire. I hope that what is

# 1
This is another email trying to convince me to go bang this girl again, I DID. I’m hung over as hell as I lay here in bed with only a tank top and panties on. There’s not much to do in this state so I start to think about when I will finally get to see you again. My pussy warms at the thought of you and she moistens when I think of all the different times we have fucked. Sometimes I wonder why and how you can make me so wet through text messages and on the computer. Then I remember that it was YOU who gave me my first orgasm (from sex). That was a good night. Of course we were drunk and so into the moment that neither one of us gave a damn about using a condom. I trusted you, so I let you put your dick into my tight pussy that night. That feeling of not using a condom for the first time was incredible. You moved your man in and out of me that night to perfection. I was overwhelmed with the heat coming from your dick and the slickness of my pussy…getting wetter and wette

#2
These are emails that were sent to me by an ex nothin', we just had a couple of nites of hard, raw, cocaine driven fuckin and she wants more.They are pretty nice so here they are!! Over the past 2 weeks we have exchanged emails, pictures and texts that keep building on the sexual tension we both crave to keep between us. I’ve been overwhelmed with this desire for you to have me in numerous ways. To have me countless times. I often can’t believe the wetness that creeps between my thighs during our conversations. It’s now Friday night and I find myself alone, thinking of you and what you do to me. I read your emails, and look at the pictures you have sent me of him, and I feel this urgency to let the frustration I hold between my legs out. I try to picture the thoughts you have when you fantasize about me…I wonder what positions you have put me in, what I have or haven’t been wearing, what we’ve dared to do, what you long to do to me…I even try to imagine what you experience when y

My Happy Hour Dedicated To Steven
Happy Hour Dedication Tonight at 10pm gmt i will be having a Happy Hour which is dedicated to my son Steven who a lot of my friends already Know has Downs Syndrome and is battling so bravely and cheerfully against cancer. A special folder has been made for steven especailly for this Happy Hour. This is the link to the first photo Steven is really excited and looking forward to seeing the screen shots which will be taken of the Happy Hour and show to him in hospital. Thanks to all my friends old and new ones and the ones i have yet to meet. Dave

Jerks Suck!!
If you see a picture of someone on here, and you know what they look like, why#1 you ask to see there cam, and then act like an asshole and treat them like shit? And #2, if you see pics that are NSFW why look at them if you don't like that kind of stuff?? RayRay1013 and Frosty 420 are total assholes Go to hell you two!!

What A Great Place~sisterhood
The Sisterhood is a family that I've created for women only. We are not a bombing family nor a Leveling family. I do however post a pinkout (pimpout) on Fridays but they are not a requirement; if you're sitting around bored looking for something to do, they are a great way to show your sisters love; again they are not a requirement. The only requirements I have are listed in the rules. I created The Sisterhood so that the women of Fubar have a place to come to where they can feel safe from the extremely rude and often vulgar sexual advances from the some of the men of Fubar (not all). A place where you can talk about anything to any one of the sisters and not feel judged because the chances are that one of us has been there and even perhaps are going through it now right along with you. I hope this helps. Sister Love, SuperStarrPrincess Owner The Sisterhood Join The Sisterhood!!

Naughty Application
Naughty Application Body: 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Application

This Is My Last Blog.....
I just wanted to let you know about something that has been bugging me for some time now. Well for for the short story. I am struggling very very very hard. I am feeling like I am working to struggle. I cant even put food in my house as of right now. I dont want my son to go even i night without something to eat or feeling full. I have gone several times without eating. I have been feeling very suicidal because I feel so hopeless. I have even though of letting Nicks dad take him at least I know he will be fed. That alone the thought of not having my son because I cant do what I got to do as a mother hurts and is killing me. Also The thought that I am worthless and that I cant feed my son is killing me. I am about to snap. I just dont know why I am here if I have NO ONE to turn to. I have no family that cares I have not true friends that care. So that leaves me to wonder why am I here?? My son go go live with his dad and at least I will know that he will have food in his tummy and as fo

Life40
I am just so numb today. Last night took a lot out of me. When I picked up Anthony from school, I asked him why he cut school Friday. Of course he lied and said he was at school. I also asked him why he thought it was okay to grow pot in his room. Yes, you read that right. I went into his room to look for my make-up case and I felt one of his cabinets and it was covered with a blanket and warm. I opened up and there was a light shining on a pot. I told him that he was grounded, no phone and no friends to come over. Peter came home and I asked him where the kids computer was so he started looking for it. He asked Anthony where it was and he said it was in Christopher's room some where. So to make a ling story short, after calling Chris and him not knowing where it is, Anthony comes up with some bullshit story about a guy coming in and stealing it. I know and Peter know that is not what happened. Either he sold it to buy alcohol and drugs or one of his so called friends s

Let Love In
GOO GOO DOLLS LYRICS "Let Love In" You wait, wanting this world To let you in And you stand there A frozen light In dark and empty streets You smile hiding behind A God-given face But I know you're so much more Everything they ignore Is all that I need to see You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in I wish Wishing for you to find your way And I'll hold on for all you need That's all we need to say I'll take my chances while You take your time with This game you play But I can't control your soul You need to let me know You leaving or you gonna stay You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let l

Do Not Forget Your Flu Shot
Please do not forget your flu shot!!!! The First Half of this makes sense, but I like the second half better. Eatright! Make sure you get your daily dose of fruits and veggies. Take your vitamins and bump up your vitamin C. Get plenty of exercise because exercise helps build your immune system. Walk for at least an hour a day,go for a swim, take the stairs instead of the elevator, etc. Wash your hands often. If you can't wash them,keep a bottle of antibacterial stuff around. Get lots of fresh air. Open doors & windows whenever possible. Try to eliminate as much stress from your life as you can. Get plenty of rest OR Take the doctor's approach. Think about it...When you go for a shot, what do they do first? They Clean your arm with alcohol...Why? Because Alcohol KILLS GERMS. So....... I walk to the liquor store. (exercise) I put lime in my Corona...(fruit) Celery in my Bloody Mary (veggies) Drink outdoors on the bar patio..(fresh air

Scrabble
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble.(Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES : When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE ELEVEN

Get All Your Travel Deals Here!!!
Get ALL Your Travel Deals Here!!! WorldWide Travel & Tours - Where Dreams Come True At WorldWide Travel & Tours, we offer a large variety of travel deals from Flights, Cars, Hotels, Cruises, Vacations, Group Packages and more. I have compiled a list of the services my company offers at competitive prices. To start taking advantage of our travel deals visit my website at http://www.worlddreamtravel.net/ where you can compare and save on all of your travel needs. The website is easy to navigate. You can browse through all the tabs available and find what you need. It’s very easy to book your travels from online. You can either choose to book your own travels or any of our services yourself by simply logging onto the website or you can contact me at the Contact Information provided on the left side of the Home Page. To receive weekly travel information on all our deals and steals just enter your name and email address in the box located at the bottom left of the website

Custom Luvin
What upper people?? I'm New to all this and have seeen that many people have custom pics and what not to show luv to one another!!.... What's the best way to get some folks to get me some custom luvin pics>?? I'm a musician and would love some fan luv in the form of pics!! holla back!

Rain
Rain I feel the rain a crowd around my back is gathering let it die leave my drenched body to flood the peice of earth I am currently pearched upon leave me to fade away this is the moment I know I never meant a thing rub it in my face the only way to understand is to feel the rain...

My Mask
I hide behind a mask You can't see my face Looking at first glance I'm in a happy place The truth is, that's a lie But you can't really tell that in the back of my mind I think the world should rot in hell What's the point of living If we are all going to die What's the point of being happy If in the end we're going to cry But this is something no one sees This is something no one knows And yet deep inside of me This feeling of hatred grows So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me, I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.

Lonely Black Tears
I'm sitting here Sad and all alone Crying lonely black tears No one around to help me No one, not that I can I see Just leave me be To cry my lonely black tears Don't try to help Your just to late I can't escape My lonely black tears After all these years I'm still sitting here Crying my lonely black tears One day maybe They'll stop flowing The tears will quit growing Deep inside And I will cry no ore Lonely Black Tears

The Calling
I'm stuck in the shadows, a mere ghost in the crowd. I'm invisible to everyone, and my thoughts aren't allowed. In my own world, I'm broken and all alone. Nobody really wants me, and there's no place to call home. My eyes are closed shut, keeping the tears from falling. I'm trying my best to block it out, but the devil won't stop calling. I'm stuck in this place, a place called hell. Where I'm left to decay, because I already fell. A disgrace to all, I just can't do things right. It's pulling me in, but I'm trying my best to fight. I'm screaming no, but the devil doesn't care. Misery needs company, and he wants me with him there. My voice is hoarse from screaming, and the tears just won't stop. I'm starting to get dizzy and give in, and I try to scream but my voice is caught. I tried my best, but it just wasn't enough. Nothing I ever do is, but I always pretend I'm tough. Wanting perfection killed me, and even consumed me whole. I'm sti

New Family
SHOW THEM LOVE!!!! "CYN" (fu~ wife to Wally1959 Enforcer) Greeter Military Family Bombers@ fubar frogman tattoos fubar hubby to christinemember of the military family@ fubar tom from mass. co-owner of Kiss_Of_Death'Military Family Bombers lounge@ fubar *@$h13y*~Miltary Family Bomber~@ fubar froggy3451 'Military Family Bomber"@ fubar angelbaby22............lookin for love!..........military family bomber@ fubar

Whats Up Anyway?
Ok, Im going thru my list of friends to see whos online in here now , and I send out a kissing tag to those who are online , I think I sent it to at least 20 people , probably more. Well I only got 2 back . Thank you to Passy and Cajun Cherry. Are the rest of my friends that busy in here , they cant return a comment ? Thats why Lisa's not in fubar as much any more doing what I did before. Fubar seems to have just went down hill now. I have some in my family that I barely even hear from , even tho Im trying to stay in touch with my friends . Whats going on I wonder . Guess I'll be deleting friends again soon & keeping true friends who talk to me & stay in touch. Rock on - Lisa

Wedding
I am having so much fun helping my best friend set up her wedding..I am so proud to be able to be her Matron of Honor...She is marrying a wonderful man and she so deserves all the happiness she feels at this time.. Love ya Babe

What's Wrong With Stem Cells?
I’m not entirely sure why there are people against the use of embryonic stem cells (besides the obvious argument on how the stem cells are obtained) for the research into treating things such as spinal cord injuries and Parkinson’s disease. There’s also the argument that adult stem cells have proven to work more effectively compared to embryonic stem cells although scientists have been working with adult stem cells for decades while embryonic stem cells were only first studied since 1998. Now, for those who don’t know, stem cells are cells that can renew themselves through cell division continuously and have the ability to change into a wide range of cells. They can become cells like those found in the heart, brain, muscles. The embryonic cells are those found in the embryo (and I think in the umbilical cord as well) and can become any tissue in the body excluding a placenta. Adult stem cells are seen more as a repairing cell that can be found in both children and adults and do

Farts
Today I listened to my son read a book about farts that he found in the doctors office. Written by shito cho ( no shit) shito says that on average pple release about 1/3 cup of gas per fart and about 2 cups of gas per day... thas some funny shit lol

Wolves Of Wiccan Society
Showing some love to those who helped me out in my contest!!!! FROM LORD WOLF: Are u interested in becoming a Bomber for Wolves of Wiccan Society? I desire Bombers Bad. A Comment Bomber Continuously Drops comments on a Contestants Picture.Simular to commenting there picture in there photo album.Except instead of saying awesome,Kool etc u type gibberish.jjuyt,utyuyu,tyutyutyu,gggj,over an over same photo atleast 150x's.Depending on your Levels a Royal Elite Bomber drops 400-500 Daily an they can earn many Morph's of choice.All first issued morphs are usually Wolves.Also can earn Rate Morphs such as Pirates,Skulls,Super Hero Charactors etc.If enterested add Wolves of Wiccan Society, after your nick name an I will send u the Link to Bomb. .Comment Bombing is also a great way to Level up.Hope to see you Blessed Be Lord Wolf Founder ~Wolves of Wiccan Society. Here's his site - give him a shout if you're interested!!! http://www.fubar.com/user/943123