Fubar Blogs 5

Home Sweet Home!
Home Sweet Home What a nice Christmas present, huh Cowboys fans! With Green Bay's loss to Chicago today, the Cowboys have clinched home field advantage throughout the playoffs. No matter the outcome of week 16's games, the Cowboys will have the comfort knowing they will be home because they defeated the Packers back in November. Dallas has not been the No. 1 Seed in the NFC since 1995, which is also the last time they won a Super Bowl. Coincidence? Only time will tell! Following the last game of the regular season next week, the Cowboys won't play again until January 12-13 for the NFC Divisional round. This will give some of our recently banged up players a chance to rest up and get ready. "This weekend's results give me a great feeling of pride in the job that has been done by our players and our coaching staff," Jerry Jones said in a statement. "I am particularly pleased for the Dallas Cowboys fans who have given us so much support. They are truly deserving of being able

Life Sucks
so ive been going through alot lately. ive been takin my grandfather to his dr. appt every week and takin care of him daily. on top of that i found out my friend jesse is in the hospital. i dunno what happen to him cuz no one is talkin about it. i'm so worried about him. every time i ask mel if hes gonna be ok she tells me she doesnt know. so whatever happen to him it is serious. hes been in for a week and a half. no one can go see him except his family and mel. so if anyone can say a prayer for him that would be great.

Lets See Bout Fubar
My brother told me to try out fubar and its pretty cool lot more interactive than my space but,I don't know if its this computer or fubars web site its self that every time i go to a lounge it takes for ever to load and really bad trouble with lag but my internet is pretty fast so i don't know but i will keep tryin fubar out.

Fuck The Pope
the temptress scores the temptress goes but in her wake lays nothing but pain and in her way are all these about to be slain the vamp comes the vamp goes in his wake lays bloodshed and in the future ill have his head the demons come the demons go from me they run for me its fun love comes love goes never will i fall forever will there be a wall an angel comes that angel goes he offered hope i told him fuck the pope

Psp Tutorials
Paint Shop Pro x2 “How to glitter text” Tutorial By: April Sherrill You must have PSP and Animation Shop To use this Tutorial Step 1: You need to go to a site and save some glitter tiles to you hard drive. A site I use a lot is: Bring on the Glitter : Designs By Alana After you have

Cassandra's Secret
She was cold and aggravated as she walked to the door. What was she doing out on a night like this? She just had to get away from the distractions of her work and life. She needed some time to think. "Damn car", she muttered to herself. She knew she should of gotten it looked at last week. Now it was too late. She was stranded in the middle of nowhere and this was the only house for a mile. Cassandra was beautiful, smart and her own person. She never let anyone tell her what to do or how to do it. She knocked on the door twice. It felt like she was out there forever. Finally the door opened and there stood a ruggedly handsome man. "May I help you?", he asked. "Umm. My car seems to of broken down and my phone won't pick up out here. May I use yours?" "Sure", he said. "Come on in." She walked in and there on the couch was a striking young lady. She assumed was the wife. "Hon", the man said, "this lady's car is broke down and she wants to use the phone." The woman just nodded and he le

My Baby
Laying in bed thinking of you Makes me long for more I want you to hold me I want you to kiss me I just want you near me To have and to hold You make me smile Just knowing that you love me Just knowing that you care You brighten up my day I love you baby *MUAH*

Christmas "candy"
Holly was lonely. Most of the time this was fine. Most of the time she preferred life that way. But the holidays got to her. It started with Thanksgiving and all the family togetherness. True, not everyone gathered joyously to fabulously prepared dinners, but we all pretended we did. Other people had to eat dry turkey and repeat old arguments too. At least Thanksgiving came and went quickly. Christmas dragged out for an entire month, during which everyone was supposedly expressing joy and charity but mainly pushing their credit card limits. Holly rolled her eyes at herself. She was turning her own anxiety into bitterness against the entire season. Just because she did not have a date to take to her sister's Christmas party, did not mean the entire season was doomed. Maybe she could at least show up in style. While searching her closet had been a failure, her friend and neighbor Candy might share something better. Unlike Holly, Candy shopped for clothes like a normal woman.

Alicia Keys
ALICIA KEYS LYRICS "Like You'll Never See Me Again" If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again Oh Oh Oh How many really know what love is? Millions never will Do you know until you lose it That it's everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found Everything th

Total Bullshit!
So I'm tired of being treated a certain way workwise because I'm a female...and it never ceases to amaze me how ignorant certain people can be! Then to top it off I have to save their asses and make sure a damn county has water and help talk their service guy thru repair...NOT MY JOB and I shouldn't be doing that cuz I just don't know it well enough! But hey whatever... there's bunch more but not gonna get into it... then I have people approaching me bout things on websites and askin me shit and giving me things and etc...I DON'T FUCKIN NEED IT!!! So I decided to lie my ass off!!! Gonna fuck with everyone! The phrase FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCKS!!! Keeps reeling thru my head! I would like to take this opportunity to explain something about little old me. I am a woman who has an opinion about everything. I have my own thoughts, ideas, morals, ethics, lack of proper judgement, whatever you decide to call it. But they are mine...M-I-N-E!!!! And I am entitled to th

Shattered Life
Shattered Life By Steve Cook Everyone hears me but no ones around As I scream and shout my empty bottle hit’s the ground Been drunk for months trying to find The answers of why you left me behind The questions fill my head like the booze that I drink As I open the bottle here’s to you I think Hoping the next drink will ease my mind They say every heartache heals with time But who are they? Do they really know? Have they traveled this road like a carnival show? Or has it been many nights they lay alone Hoping for the ring of the telephone Wanting and needing to hear their voice To hear the reasons they made that choice For the loneliness that engulfs my broken soul I guess I need some time alone To pick up the pieces of my shattered life So I sit here and drink as I caress the blade of a knife Thinking my life is over with out you here All these questions have my mind unclear For me to end this pain what can I do Sit here drunk and act like a fo

Suckin
This fucking cocksucker! I may kill this mother fucker I work with today!!! I am so tired of this undermining me bull shit! I bust my ass on shit today and had to deal with moron customer and their equally incompetent customer on orders...then had to delete them only for them to get one that replaces a different one...whih we have here...I gave damn order to the fucker to handle because they're on way to pick up and he's not gonna enter it because he wants to see if they want the check feature and crap...so he's gonna wait and talk to them because me telling him about it and showing him deleted orders and what not does not suffice...(REMEMBER I HAVE TITS!) HELLO YOU DUMB MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! They DON'T WANT THEM BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I DELETED IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE! But he still won't listen to me...I'm getting really tired of this shit...I don't know how much more i can take....this is a daily thing...I make decisions and calls on shit...he won't to save his life...no fuckin

Umm..dk
Empty and gray is all I see Stained yellow paper Floating in a breeze Green is nowhere in sight No birds are taking flight Red with rage And yellow with death I open my eyes And realize there is nothing left Empty body Empty soul Empty mind Truths are told...

Fubar Dance Party
To all the Single Ladies!!! How would you like to go to a REAL Fubar Dance Party at the club I work in New Jersey? Good idea? This would be for Fubar members that live in New York City, Westchester, Rockland, & Putnam Counties, Lond Island, and New Jersey...If anyone wanted to travel, that's cool too...If there's interest, I would like to plan something in advance for either around the holidays or right after the new year...What do you think? If I see there's enough interest and positive feedback, I will start planning the event and promote it! You tell me!...It would be really cool to meet the people behind the pictures...I'll be waiting for your feedback...Sincerely, DJ Frank!

Watched
Pure Seduction , nails screeching down his back ,teeth dragging along his neck Intensity - the heat of a passion - now you feel the cold that soaks your skin Punctured Life running though out you , A sense never sought before the night of desires Quenching a thirst for upmost anything or should we say anyone The pure seduction that is intensity to have seduced another for your indulgence to create life in your veins - pumping through you cold- dead heart now burns a fire Flames always will be a fatality with the road taken but only a few of you will ever know this lustful heat Some choose to be what you are ; other's choose not to be but you are in our nightmares , sweet , precious dreams walking us to a darkness untold of - If only to be you for a day To only know what runs through that mind of yours , to feel the love you do for life , your eyes are not cold but trusting Overswept I am by you - or is it underswept by tempting human souls as myself N

Hosting My Own Fu Bucks Comment Contest
ok i have decided to hold my own fu bucks comment contest .here are the rules RULES: 1.no nsfw pics 2.self bombing is allowed 3. no drama (if there is drama you will be removed and blocked ) 4. rules are subject to change (per my say so ) 5. first person to the lowest amount of comments needed ,has the right to take that amount of fubucks and be removed from the contest or keep going for one of the bigger prizes (ALSO PERTAINS TO THE 2ND AND 3RD PERSON AND SO ON AN SO FORTH) 6. contest is over when all prizes have been awarded PRIZES: 1ST PLACE : 100,000 FUBUCKS (75,000 IN COMMENTS) 2ND PLACE : 50,000 FUBUCKS (55,000 IN COMMENTS) 3RD PLACE : 25,000 FUBUCKS (35,000 IN COMMENTS) please send the pic you want to enter to me and i will open the contest once i have at least 7-10 entries.i also will let you know when the contest begins .

Blah
Just rambling for a bit. The blog is the only thing that listens sometimes. You can't trust people to be there when you actually need them. You can't give people advice either. They don't take it. Something that the heart is set on always desires that object. I have learned this through experience. Happiness is what you make it, right? What about your surroundings do they not create either happiness or sadness? When trapped in a negative surrounding does your happiness you have created suffocate? I feel like I can not breath anymore. There are so many things I want. But my positivity is fading away. Maybe I am too impatient or persistant. Isn't everyone at some point in their life time. I screw up a lot. I make people leave me and never want to be around me again or others I amuse to the point their sides are splitting. So it makes me wonder, is it me or who I am speaking with. When I like someone I can not express my true feelings but I can say it to others. My faults are long while m

For All My Awesome Friends
This one is especialy for you When the world, leaves you feeling blue You can count on me, I will be there for you When it seems, all your hopes and dreams Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you We've got to all stick together Good friends are there for each other Never ever forget that I've got you And you've got me so CHORUS: Reach up for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach up for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you(shining) Thats when your dreams will all come true There's a place, waiting just for you (just for you) It's a special place, where your dreams all come true Fly away (fly away), swim the ocean blue (ocean blue) Drive that open road, leave the past be-hind you Don't stop, gotta keep moving Your hopes, gotta keep building Never, ever forget that I've got you And you've got me so CHORUS Reach up for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the star

Friendship
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he/she discovers that someone else believes in him/her…and is willing to trust him/her."

A.....
A Beauty A Grace A Devine A true love whispers once upon a lifetime catch it quick before it's too late A Purity A Longing A Desire A glimpse of fantasy in only their eyes brought forth into reality A Fire A Simplicity A Truth A bliss of a sweet luscious kiss of gracefulness hits our lips A Passion A Love A Heartache A pain so deeply in edged sworn only to your name ... to dust we fall

My Blogs!
That is correct, I am moving myself back to the Houston area. Either The Woodlands Area, or Kingwood Area. Anywho if any of you are in Houston or around Houston add me up we will all go grab some drinks in March 2008.

And Now...
I find as I get older and my ideals, morals, and ethics seem to be ever changing that I find myself surrounded by people who I thought were nothing like me. There is no one with my common sense or logic. Yet they keep making themselves known. I have always marched to a different drummer, wanted to do my own thing and never settle. Always there for everyone, so caring, understanding, and listening...accepting of them yet thinking in my mind, "what the hell is wrong with you?!?!" As I start understanding others more I find more content in my own mind, more justified in my own actions and feelings. And yes, more comfortable about letting others in and expressing my thoughts and feelings. But I have also found in this age that as I become more open, comfortable, and trusting that others tend to shrug it off and not think too much of it. I still do not understand how people can be so unfeeling about others. I think about everyone, even strangers I've had small talk with. It just seems to st

Studio Time
Just to let you all know...We have been in the studio cuttin our demo, and it is sounding kickass!!! The demo should be out sometime in Jan. I will post a blog letting you all know that it is out, and how to get it.

Expensive Loser Wanted!!!,to Funny
Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and a kegerator. Yo

Why I Became A Bartender
"Who has ever written a great work about the immense effort required in order not to create?" - from Richard Linklater’s Slacker Recently an old friend asked why -- and how on earth -- I had come to be a bartender. Why and how indeed. . . I remember the day I realized my life was going nowhere. I was in high school, roaming the halls between classes, when George Viola came running up to me, waving his college acceptance letter. This was during our senior year, when everybody in school was waving their college acceptance letters. Everybody, that is, except me -- I hadn’t even applied. I don’t remember which university accepted him, though it must have been an impressive one. Viola was one smart, clarinet-carrying nerd. I, on the other hand, was a nerd of a different sort: a slacker-nerd. How’s that for God’s cruel humor? He denied me the only thing we nerds can count on in this harsh, cold world: superior scholastic aptitude. I never did home

How I Became A Bartender
Question: How on earth did a snot-dripping, rudderless, horny little bastard from a small town in suburban Texas secure a bartending position at the Blue Martini -- the Mona Lisa of all bartending gigs -- without so much as a drizzle of experience? Answer: It was the result of a botched gang rape... My first four months in Tampa were a kind of honeymoon. I had money saved and an apartment on the beach. But then I depleted my savings, the landlord jacked up the rent, and I was forced to move inland -- away from the Beach Blanket Bingo Borough and into the colorless corridors of Clairemontís Crystal Kitchen. I answered a roommate ad from a woman who lived on the corner of Clairemont Mesa and Diane Avenue. Her name was Holly, and she needed a roomy for her second-floor apartment in the utterly bland Riviera Arms complex. When we first met, she seemed sweet and harmless enough -- but, of course, Holly was violently insane. Our apartment overlooked a

A Float
Sometimes we tend to ponder and stumble over thoughts dancing in our minds , this continues for only a few moments in time as we slip back to reality realizing it's all an old memory Wisping you to a far away day when you felt life was perfected in it's own simple way , A brisk wind sweeps you off your feet , as a feather your body feels afloat , a harsh landing is what is coming Dropping you to the ground , grasping for air since you feel there is an end to everything near So this ends the daydreaming & here we begin another day

Vinyl Din Rock Band
Hey everyone check out this new and upcoming rock band they have great music and they are great people as well Vinyl Din check them out i have one of their songs on my profile here is their link on myspace http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=72655689 THEY HAVE A GIG AT You are sweet! Thank you so much! We hope you and all your friends will be at our show on Wed Feb 20th at the El Rey all ages tickets are 10 bucks contact us on here!

Fate Of Love
Once you give your heart to someone you don't always have it returned in the same manner as you gave it Sometimes , torn & tattered , other's with more love than intended But , I have given it to someone once and only was it to be returned in a small blank envelope torn into shreads , bleeding in the palm of my hand when delivered Super glue won't even put it back together just time and new memories along the way hoping the next time it is sent to anothers thats where it will stay But not gauranteeing that this is my hearts Fate of Love

To My Boo
this letter is from my boo scooter black and i would like to share it with u all. I LOVE YOU BABY. YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL SLEEPING. I PAID THE GAS AND ELECTRIC BILL. I AM GLAD YOU HAD A GOOD MEAL FINALY WITHOUT GETTING SICK. MY HEART ACHES WHEN WE ARE APART. I JUST LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, JUST WANT YOU TO REST AND SLEEP WELL, AND HAVE A GOOD DIALYSIS RUN WEDNESDAY. I PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO WATCH OVER YOU AND TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH, GOOD HEALTH AND A NEW KIDNEY. I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU AND LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH AND BEYOND. LOVE YOU WILD THANG XOXO SCOOTER

The Maskful White Lie
What I see in this world, is but I lie; all things change, no matter what I try. I can touch it and see it, so very plain; but no matter how its stored, does not remain. I realize many things, I was originally taught, but, I've done some things, I really should not. I prayed many a prayer, with heart most sincere, Encountered tiny vices, which had stronger wills. Erased from my memory that of bad taste, Avoided most thing of most horrid disgrace. My faith I've kept with me, my closest friend, it's come through for me again and again. Go forth with your knowledge live day by day, follow your heart and remember to pray. For as surely as you live, you will one day die, just don't caught up in the maskful white lie.

Change Of Heart
I thought that love had passed me by. But you looked up and caught my eye, and things were never the same. I was so sure I'd heard it all. I said I'd heed to no man's call, but then you called my name. What is this magic spell you cast? How can I know if it will last the balance of my days? I can't resist your thrilling voice. I hear you call and I rejoice; you have such winning ways!

>>i Cost This Much A Nite
Natural hair color: [x]Brown..$100 [] Blonde-$50 []Black-$15 [] Bald-$5 [] Others-$75 Eye Color: []Brown-$50 []Green-$75 [x]Blue-$150 []Hazel-$100 []Other-$5 Height []Over 7..$200 []6'8"to7--$175 []6'to6'7"--$150 [x]5'4'to5"11'--$85 []Under 5"4-$95 Age []50 to 56-$175 []46 to 50-$150 []41 to 45-$125 [x]31 to 40-$100 []26 to 30 -$75 []21 to 25- $50 []19 to 20-$25 []0 to 18-$100 Birth Order [] Twins or more then twins-$750 [x] First born-$320 []Only child-$250 []Second born-$150 []Middle child-$100 []Last born-$100 []Third born-$550 []Forth born-$300 []Fifth born-$400 []Sixth born-$215 Drink? []I did like once-$400 [x]Only Holidays-$250 []Sometimes-$215 []Yes-$200 []Only weekends-$300 []Everyother day-$50 []Once a day-$15 []I live from the bottle-$Bankrupt$ [Back to Zero] []No-$600 Shoe Size []13+-$300 []12.5 to 13-$250 []11 to 12- $400 [x]7 to 10-$500 Under 7-$450 Favorite Colors(two) []Green-$750 []Red-$600

Secret Writing Libidos
My Best Friend Diary There it is by me like a patient friend, Longing to talk to me, To tell my thoughts to , I am speaking to my Beloved friend It has been there when no one else has When I felt like I had no friends or family It was there to comfort me Allowing me to tell every deep dark secret that is in my heart I did not have to worry about anyone knowing my secrets Because it was the one that I could confide in Patient and kind, Even when I did the most stupidest things that I could not tell even the closest friend it was there. When I was angry, or afraid ,or scared ,or troubled abused, or dissapointed It was there I poured my heart out to it. I can be myself I can say what I please Even my sexual desires whether sexual or about life It was there Many do not understand the purpose of a diary. But it something that I can always count on, Whenever I need it . To all I love my dearest diary

When I Hear It
“His Voice” HIS VOICE IS SO TENDER AND GENTLE IT MAKES ME QUIVER INSIDE AND OUT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS AS SOOTHING AS THE SUNSET AND THE OCEANS SOUNDS IT MAKES MY HEART MELT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VIOCE IS AS COMFORTING TO MY SOUL AS HIS TOUCH IS TO MY HEART WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS THE ONLY THING THAT I HEAR WHEN GETTTING UP IN THE MORNING IT’S THE LAST THING I HEAR WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS ALWAYS WITH ME NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHERE I TURN AND I THANK “GOD” FOR HIS VOICE WHEN I HEAR IT

Happy Holidays
Hope Everybody got what they wanted for X-Mas or what they wanted for Hanukkah. And I especially hope everybody who went traveling out of town made it back home w/out any problems. Only problem that I still have is whether I want to try to re-work things out with ex-wife, with the ex-girlfriend or just get a fresh start. Either way, hope everybody was able to spend their holidays with their loved ones. If not, at least you know they were doing there job, no matter what it is.

Mz.b Phats
Mz.B Phats is Back!! She was here before, and she was another victim of getting her account hacked into and it was deleted. But she's BACK and need's to level....Can we help her? I think we can so let's do what we do....rate, fan, add....and rate everything she's got!! I know that she will be adding more stuff as time goes on, but she only got back just today....so let's give her some of our left-over Christmas Spirit!! Here is how to get to her: Mz.B Phats(Sexi F*cker's--- Sexi lil F*ckette)@ fubar Let's do what we can I'm sure it will be appreciated!! This PimpOut brought to you by: ♥ JeNn ♥ Door Girl for Centerfolds♥The Sisterhood♥@ fubar

What The Fuck
so i dont understand why guys are such assholes i met this guy mike a while back and now we started chillen then we so called hooked up and all of a sudden he is being an ass first we were suppose to chill over the holidays and when i called him the day before christmas eve he said that he was at work and he would call me later well i didnt hear from him at all now he is pissed at me because i didnt call him but this is all over some stupid bullshit so i think whatever his problem is he can either get over it and talk to me again or just stay pissy

Contest Winners!!
I would like to thank all of contestants who joined the contest and all that helped to make it a success! The Winners are.... 1st Place 600,000 Fubucks: Why Be Normal 20,380 Comments 2nd Place 150,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 18,752 Comments 3rd Place 50,000 Fubucks: eLLee 5,678 Comments Most Picture Rates 10,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 with 69 Pic Rates Congratulations to all the Winners! Thanks again everyone and have a great New Years!

Hello....fubar?
After inviting my friends via fubar I get the message below. *********************************************** "while fubar will send an email invitation to the friends you specified, to ensure they get the invitation please send them an email yourself with the link below! when they follow the link and join the site, you'll get an immediate alert and friend request from them! http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1193906" *********************************************** I have followed up with my friends with the "join link" before, only to have four of them sign up thru that instead of the email. Therefore I did NOT get credit for them joining. Maybe this message should be revamped? Just a suggestion. Katatonick@fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ UPDATE: I actually sent this thru fubar feedback and have yet to get a reply.

Get Off Ur High Horse
Don't tell me what to do. I am a grown ass woman who can do as she pleases. I don't need permission to post comments, I don't need to explain why I deleted anything from my page...it's simple.

Law Of Attraction
Do you ever wonder what draws two souls together. You go through your everyday life, passing by hundreds or maybe thousands of other souls... You pass each other with nothing more than a nod, a wink... maybe a quick smile... Most people go obliviously by without even that much of an interaction. But, every so often, there is something that pulls you out of the doldrums and routine of ordinary and a little sixth sense awakens... Do you??

Please Forgive Me
I feel i owe my friends an apology for the last few days I really havent been showing much love to anyone. I have been trying to post a few comments here and there but to be honest is has been very hard for me to be in the holiday spirit. My grandmother passed away Christmas eve and it has really taken a toll on me. Yes I have been on here but not really all here if you understand that. Please know that I love ya all and just bare with me as I am still not fully here. I do hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas and you will all have a very Happy and Safe New Year. Love ya all Liberated Spice P.S. Thank you to the few that knew what has been going on with me for the support that you have given me.

Once Upon A Time...
ONCE UPON A TIME... Current mood: content ONCE UPON A TIME "Once upon a time, as tales usually start, a beautiful little girl was born into the world. She didn't realize that she was coming into a home where an alcoholic lived. She grew and played with her dolls and sang nursery rhymes. Then one day, when she was four years old, Daddy taught her a new game. A secret game. It was called "This is how we show we love each other." Nobody must ever know about this game because then the magic would disappear and love would go away and nobody wants to be without love. At the end of the game the little girl would get a peppermint stick or a piece of candy as a prize to make the funny taste in her mouth go away. Her very favorite prize, though, was a candy necklace. As the months and years went by more and more rules were added to the game. After all, the more you love somebody the more you can show them. The day came when Grandpa was invited to play the game with her and Daddy. She

I Wish
i wish people had more respect for our country and troops i was at a rodeo Christmas eve and when we stood up to sing the National Anthem there was a group of people to my left who said what is the point in standing and acknowledging the American Flag and it pissed me off...after we sang the National Anthem and said a prayer...i told them that i had family over in that hell hole called Iraq protecting you right to say stupid f*cking shit like that they looked at me and laughed and said that it was their own stupidity for enlisting...it took every thing in my power not to put them in their place cause it aint right you should RESPECT your country and your troops even if you dont approve of the war or what President Bush is doing cause i sure as shit dont want to hear you bitch about either till you walk a mile in a soldiers boots

I'm In A Contest
Hey everyone I'm in a contest.... Contest will run 7 days starting December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est Rates count as 3 points comments count as 1 point No drama allowed of you will be removed. No blasters or bombing programs. Must be a level 5 too bomb Most comments at the end will win 500,000 fubucks and 3-day blast... so anyone, please come help out....

If
1.) how many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you hug me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me?? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) Ho

Please Rate Picx
I was on level 10 till christmas morning when my account have been deleted i dont know why the only thing i had to do is post a salute. please help me get back to where i was. thanks to all that help n i will try to return the favor to all that help

Winds Of Change
Winds of Change “Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.” This is probably one of the most apt quotes for all of us to live by. Yet for all the good things that come out of change, and for the amount of people who understand that sometimes change is important, why are so many people reluctant to embrace the concept of change? I thought about this today- as there have been many things that have been changing in my own life. I thought back over the last few years, and realize that there have been many changes that I have been through. I have adapted, and shown a strong amount of resilience even when the changes have not been good. It got me on this particular topic. I have said numerous times about how important it is that we learn to be dynamic and more accepting of the various things that come in our lives. But I rarely talk about personal change. I know its a simple concept- I understand that change is necessary. But ev

Fungus!
Until now, I have gotten through this life without ever having to say those seven terrible words. Through all the things that went wrong with me over the years – busted knee, fractured foot, bashed in teeth, ruptured eardrums, high arches – I was always grateful for never having problems with my penis or surrounding penile areas. Nary a crab has hiked across my murky grasslands, no herpes boil ever bubbled on my glans, no gonococcus has wriggled through my urethra, nor wart, nor chancroid, nor stalk of Chlamydia ever found purchase in the garden of my groinhouse. It was always the source of great pride for me. "Ahhh what a handsome and healthy penis I have, I often thought to myself." It’s the kind of penis that makes you sorry for all the people with the problem penii. Like the penis of poor Harvey Perry. I remember the day I saw it. We were about 14-years old and urinating side-by-side when I got a gander. The thing was mangled and flayed at the head like a tube of Italia

Kinky
Congratulations! Your Hotlanta Kink Test score was 658! Here is the chart so that you can see how you are rated: 100 or less You need to lighten up and live a little! 101 to 200 You have an average sex life in need of kink. 201 to 300 You have sweet hints of a kinky nature. 301 to 400 You have kinky playful tendencies. 401 to 500 You are definitely a kinky player. 501 to 600 You are kinkier than most! 601 to 700 You are a major league kinkster! 701 to 800 You live and breath kinky!! 801 to 900 Wow! You're too kinky for most!!! 901 or more SUPER FREAK ALERT! You da BOMB! The maximum score for this test is 1000.

Photo In Fu-email
You go to the photo you want to use, left click the "link photo" option under the photo, left click at the beginning of the text in the left box, when all of it is highlighted, right click and select copy.. Go to where you want to put the photo, and right click and select paste in the message area.. it should put a thumbnail of the photo where you want it.. Hopefully you will be able to follow this.. It should look like this.. If you look at the part you cut and pasted, you will see &tn=1, if you remove that part, it will create a full-size image instead of a thumbnail.. Like this.. Then if you click the photo you will go to the location it is actually at to rate/rip/copy/etc.. Also works for comments and any place else you want to add photos that you have/seen on Fubar..

It's A One Year Anniversay, Peek Inside...
Lexidragon Girl, a really sweet friend of mine needs gift blasts, a gift happy hour, leveling love, fans, rates, the works folks... It's her 1 year anniversary, and we need to do it "BIG" baby! Let's show her the fu love I know you all have inside you... lexi-dragongirl Please go show some fan, rate, add love to the pimpming anniversary blogger, too! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way...

Life24
Well, it is all over with. A big huge build up for a month and it lasts one day! Actually, that isn't true because I have been celebrating for a couple of weeks now. It is just such a big let down when it is all over. The 26th sucks! I look at all those decorations I need to put away and think to myself that next year I won't put out as much as this year. Yea...right! It is 10pm and I am getting very tired. What a wimp I am. I can't even stay awake past 10pm anymore. LOL I guess that is part of getting older? My Christmas was amazing. My husband is a crazy man and bought me a Journey diamond necklace for our 20th anniversary that was back in September but gave it to me on Christmas Eve. It is 1 1/2 cts! He hung it from the mantel and kept trying to get me to notice it by lighting a fire, turning on the lights over the fire place and I still hadn't noticed. Then he tells me to light the candles on the mantel and then it caught my eye! I as shocked! It is beautifu

My Kind Of Woman
She is a woman who doesn’t feel the need to prove anything at all. Moves only from a position of inner strength. Is not afraid or ashamed to cry, to admit when She’s right, and does not fall all over herself When she’s wrong. Knows she gets stronger as she extends her light to others in the world. Has no guilt about being born a woman thus has no excuses for settling for what the world has been giving her. Respects her femininity and never uses her body unlovingly. I salute women like Rosa Parks, Fannielu Hamer, my mother and Anna Nzinga. In the same breath, I also praise those countless women in ordinary lives overcoming extraordinary circumstances

Just A Moment
Just a Moment Just a moment of your time, That's all i need. Just to have you alone, I'm shaking at the knees. I need to know what i feel is true, I need someway to just break through. Too many thoughts cross my mind. But i dont know what your feeling, I could be reading you wrong everytime. Such a big risk, Without knowing how i'll land. If it all went wrong, I'ld be sinking in quick sand. Rhiannon Michelle Daumann

I Can't Get You Outta My Head
Why can't I get you outta my head I think of you almost all the time As of the other day When I was on a walk I seen some people that you hang with drive by I wondered what they were up to And if you were with them too So I took a lil drive to see if it was you As I drove down the road I noticed That the party they went to was near by As I drove by I looked over To see if you were there But I couldn't tell if you were there As I went down a gravel road I wished I was there With you having fun If you were there You make me feel good inside Everytime I see you I just start to smile

Why Do I Love You?
Somtimes at night When I look up in the sky, I start thinking of you And then ask myself, "Why? I ponder and smile, Because I know the list Could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice The warmth of your touch, So many little things Make me love you so much. The way you support me Even my silly notions, The way that you care And show such devotion. The way that your kiss Fills me with desire, And how you hold me With the warmth of a fire.

My Daughter's Needs Help
My Daughter is going for the VIP now, and needs some help, so who ever can help her it would be appreciated alot.... She has only got 4300 comments as of today Thur Jan 3rd. She really needs help now cause our internet went down for a couple of days.. and now we are behind. I know a few of you have been there, but she has helped alot more then what has shown up to help her so far. Here is the link to her photo that needs the comments.. Thanks Kenneth

Deception
You thought he loved you He made you beleive you were the only one He took you for granted He lied to you, used you, and abused you What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger You learn from your mistakes Dont even waste time on him Dont bother to hate him Get on with your life and have fun May he never again use another girl May he never purposely hurt her feelings For it shall hurt him worse Lies. Deciet. Conceite. Abuse. Never again

Would It Matter
If I told you I could look into your eyes forever If I told you I would stay here and leave you never If I stole you away like a thief in the night If I promised I'd never let you out of my sight If I prayed to the heavens and stars up above If I gave you my heart and all of my love

A Loser With A Mask
A loser with a mask, you don't see me, For who I really am, what I really am, How I really am: A loser with a mask, I disguise myself, and hide the truth from you, Show you only what you want to see. A loser with a mask, I can't let you see the real me, Because I'm scared of what you'll think, I care so much for you and your opinion is all that matters. A loser with a mask: I disgust myself, I would disgust you if you could see me, If you could see the real me: A loser with a mask, I've fooled you for so long, But I'm tired of lying so off comes the mask... And now I'm just a loser standing in front of you, Deeply in love with you, vulnerable in every way possible, Now I'm just a loser who's ditched the mask...

Hell Fire And Damnation
Ok so I take my fat ass down to the local weight watchers and sign up. I have to do something, I am at my heaviest and its horrible, depressing and all that crap. So even though I said I wouldn't make any new years resolutions I am going to have to and ill be damned if i am going to make it stick. I dont want to be skinny i want to be thinner and healthy. Sexy for my husband and for myself. wish me luck.

Cajun Moon Video
Cajun MoonCajun moon, where does your power lie As you move across the southern sky You took my babe way too soon What have you done, Cajun moon Someday babe, when you want your man And you find him gone, just like the wind Don`t trouble your mind whatever you do `Cause Cajun moon took him from you When daylight fades, the night comes on You can hear the silence of this song Don`t trouble your mind whatever you do `Cause he got me like he got you Cajun Moon

What Changed My Life
My Life Change On Tuesday , July 3rd..Happy to be alive and got a second Chance on life...So if you see the black and white pictures this is why and to cover all the bruises on my body Tuesday seem like every day that I went to work. I had a headache all day and took two tylenol before going to work. Came home and had a nap and knew I had to work later that night. I am a single mom and did this everyday. I usually set some goals and accomplish them the best way I can. Only this time , It was different I felt weird and laid on my couch for a bit . Then all of a sudden I felt like I was going to crap in my pants and puke at the same time. I had been talking to some friend with my cam and they could see in my fce something was wrong. So I left and ran to the bathroom through all my clothes off and deciding which end to place on the toilet. Then I was grasping for air and could not breath at all. My chest felt heavy so I grabed my housecoat and ran across the hall . My supervisor lives

Need Help With New Chat Room
I finally just attained the level i need,to start my own chat room on fubar...i have some html experience,but i do not know the first thing about css...i would like some help from some of you more experinced chatters and pc users... any any all help will be greatly appreciated... thanks... ttys... nos

To Whom It May Concern
So I find a place to get away a chance I might escape and it comes back to me. This feeling of dread as I watch myself fall over dead. I know who killed me and I drown I gasp as I see this etched in frown when did I get so unhappy and when did I go to hell but here I stay locked in like tranced in a spell. Like a clock ticks and tocks because it got wound I keep breathing ignoring how my heart pounds, Trying to escape looking for an exit begging me to pull it out before I grow to hectic. Watching myself from another's eyes I grow weary and less surprised. This is who I am what I compromised. I struggle to conceive this is what I am I fail to achieve and lost all my dreams some where along the way I died inside and I know exactly why but this thing unspoken like the trojan horse busts right on in and run its course hurting with every breath I breathe. I can't say much more as my heart hits the floor I know I need to close this door and move on to something more.

Fu's Next?? U???
WHY ONLY HAVE 1 FU WHEN YOU CAN HAVE 2? *** NOTE*** ONLY SEND YOUR BID PROPOSAL TO RAIN'S FUMAIL. YOU MAY BID ANYTHING YOU LIKE, RAIN AND I WILL DECIDE HOW TO SPLIT WINNING BID. RAIN AND I WILL POST UPDATES ON HIGHEST BID . YOU MAY BID MORE THAN ONCE. ALL WINNING BIDS MUST BE PAID BEFORE EXCHANGE OF OWNERSHIP!!! YOU WILL ONLY OWN US FOR 2 WEEKS. EVERYTHING IS KEPT SFW . THIS IS OPEN TO MEN & WOMAN BOTH !!! BIDDING ENDS Jan 5th! & WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED!!! Highest bid so far is 500,000 FUBUCKS (as of 01/01/08). W.Y.K.D Storm Radio

Our Wedding
Paul & I would like to thank everyone for the gifts we received & also for coming to the wedding. We had a lovely time. Although my pc did crash at the wrong time. For those of you that don't know Paul & I are a couple in real life also. So please show him love as well as me. His link is below. paul fu-husband of pinklady@ fubar Love Di aka Pink & Paul xxxx

Music Lyrics(songs I Like)
KID ROCK LYRICS "So Hott" You got a body like the devil and you smell like sex I can tell you're trouble but I'm still obsessed [Chorus:] Because you know you're so hot, I want to get you alone So hot, I wanna get you stoned So hot, I don't want to be your friend I want to fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again ....Yeah.....C'mon....Yeah You're like the kiss of death, like the hand of fate I can tell you're trouble but I still want a taste [Chorus x2] Because you're so hot I want to get you alone I want to get you stoned I don't want to be your friend I want to fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again See you again See you again

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Thoughts
What qualities do women look for in a man to consider him marriage material? I am sure alot of men out there would like this question answered, so if you don't mind women...please post some comments and let us know.

Whats Next?
Well, this year has ended very sh*tty. Thank God, Xmas is over. I hated it this year. So much has happened. But I'm really looking forward to next summer...When I finish college and can get my head outta my ass. A lot has changed in the last few months, and I just wish things woulda worked out. But I gotta finish my degree. Then I can continue with my life.

**x-mas**
**WOW** That's what I can, say about this x-mas! I could not believe how wonderful this has been. I never thought someone as great as my Danny and my friends could be!!!!! I Could not ask for a better life this year. My best friend gave me the greatest gift this year by seeing me. Its been a while and I really missed him allot. I just cant believe he was here. X-mas has found a place in my heart this year! My best girl Crystal was here with David her boyfriend and Brian a long time friend! Also my guest of Honers, Danny's parents. Man I been so crazy, trying to get everything done. I wanted it to be beyond perfect. Because I really have strong respect for his family. They to me, are everything I have searched for when it comes to a family and I feel more grateful everyday that they breaded, and had My Danny. I spent a month Getting there presents ready really getting them something special. It took me and Danny time to think, Because we wanted to show them how much we care so Danny t

A Little Game Played Yesterday
I am writing this blog because I have been approached by several men & women asking me a question.I don't normally write anything of this nature. A game was played yesterday called comment wars between I and a friend of mine that I have become fond of. It was merely a game.I am here to meet knew friends. I do find him very attractive & as my page says I like older men,reasoning is on my page. We are not walking down the isle or having a fling.It is kindess and flirting.If I thought I had a shot I would probably go for it,but I do not step on anyones toes.If we had thought that this game would have caused all of this I don't think we would have played.Lighten up everyone this is a place to have fun and if you can't enjoy yourself what are you doing here. If our game hurt anyone then I would say I am sorry but I am not.I don't regret enjoying myself.If you have something with this person it is your business and it sure the hell is not mine.I will continue to enjoy myself but it does

Ramblings In My Heart
Before I start I will warn you, that this may not make sence. As most of you know Steven has been ill in hospital, some know the extend of illness, some dont. We were at the hospital today and after talking to the doctor, he pulled my ex wife to one side and had a talk to us. He tiold us we have got to stop hiding our emotions and dont been afraid to tell people how you feel and the full extend of stevens illness. Steven has Stage 4 Seminoma Testicular cancer. Stage 4 means that it has spread to other other organs, at present it has effected Stevens Lungs, Kidneys and brain. He had brain surgery 6 weeks ago to remove cancerous tumors from the brain, at the time we were told it would give him at least another year or 2 onto his life, unfortunetly the tumors have returned again causing him to have seizures, which are a lot worse than when he first had them before the surgery, each one lasting approx 30 mins, and has left him paralised in his right arm and today he started to lose m

Choices We Make
people dont seem to realize that every choice we make determines which path our lives will take.... from the first decision we ever make , , , do u not realize that that decision will affect u yrs down the road and might even affect ur kids , , omg u never thought of that did u , , , here is food for thought and i didnt realize this till about a mth ago one of newtons laws (OMG PEOPLE SCHOOL IS USEFUL) for every action there is a equal but opposite reaction simply states if u tie this in to everyday life , , , , that every decision u make no matter how small it may be will affect u later down the road for every cause there is a effect as well , , so hypothetically speaking if i slap my best friend the effect will be that either we will no longer be friends or we will end up in a fight so again cause and effect come on people u learned this elementry school so then y r we always out to blame others for our own stupidity and shit that we have done ourselv

Love...
They Say at least 5 people in this world love u so much they would die for u. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about u before they go to sleep. U mean the world to someone. When u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. Always tell someone how u feel about them; u will feel much better then they know. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. If u love someone enough, let them go, if that love is returned they will come back. You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away. The most endearing and nicest word a person could hear... "Stay." NEVER LEAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE, BECAUSE THE ONE YOU LIKE WILL LEAVE YOU, FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE.

Poetry
Victory Victory is like a baseball screaming over the back wall, Victory is the water poured over the football coach after a big game, Victory is the sweat the comes off the players, Victory is the lioness over her latest kill, Victory is the highest jump over the last hurtle, Victory is... what you make it out to be. ©Akuma a.k.a. Chris

Random Things
Okay, heres the deal! I totally want to fuck you, but there is a slight problem with that. Usually after im done licking a woman into a coma, and fucking her brains out, they get addicted, and start following me around. It gets annoying, especially when im hanging out with my son, in which case i have to explain to him why a bunch of crazy ass women are following us. So heres the way i see it. We need to be methodical, and careful, in order for us to pull this off without complications. We will have to space apart said lickings, and said fuckings. Too much of a good thing is bound to have you addicted. So.....while you are making me a sammich, ill walk up behind you, and just fuck you senseless. Nothing too elaborate or overdone. Just blatant beast fucking. Then at another time, ill sneak up to you and lick you into a coma. Once again, nothing too elaborate. Next thing you know, we fall into a rythym that works, and no one gets hurt. Well....unless you count the circus midget that come

You're A Friend?
So there's a "friend" I had and he seemed to just walk out of my life overnight and that was it. I am starting to think that I am doing something wrong to push friends away and of course he talks to me when I hunt him down on here and he SWEARS that he's pushing everyone away but it sure is funny how he thinks I'm stupid enough to really think he aint talking to none of his other friends. I ain't blind. Now what really upsets me about this whole thing is that his other "friends" could give a fuck less about HIM as a person...it's all about them all the time...can we say conceited...but when a REAL friend comes into his life and wants to be there for HIM and be his rock and his support system, he pushes that person away so fast. I just don't understand what I have done wrong...I miss my friend. He knows alot about me and I could use him for once right now as I go through this hard time...it's just sad to think that he would rather be on Fubar talking to his fake friends here who don't g

Just Stay
Just Stay A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. 'Your son is here,' she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings,

Hustle
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description of your interests like flowers dragons pooh... and tell me what you want i need my money up front so PAY WHAT YOU OWE! and i

New Grandpa
This will be a x-mas i wont forget. This year my gf's oldest son came over. He brought with him a new coffee maker for us and a granddaughter. We also met his fiance Amber. I had no idea whatsoever! The adorable lil girl is 23 months old. A question i was asked numerous time was how did we not know that we were grandparents? Not so easy to answer. But i will do my best. This is how it happened to the best of my knowledge. Alexis and his gf Amber were together once before (obviously). When they broke up and went their separate ways, she was pregnant with his child but did not know. She got into a relationship with this fellow named Doug. It was when she was with him that she found out that she was pregnant. She assumed it was Dougs child. Things happened between her and Doug. Basic "he said she said" crap. They broke up in the end. 6 Months ago is when Alexis stepped back into the picture. And met his daughter. There was a paternity test done Because Doug and his family was trying to ta

Why
i dont understand why people feel the need to hurt others... people i know are always trying to hurt me its like they dont want me to be happy... all they do is talk trash and think its ok... some people know how i feel about them and trust me you know who you are when i say this... just god damn stop if you want to be in my life then just knock it the fuck off cause im dont playing this game with you.... either your going to be there for me or your not dont sit here and tell me oh yeah i care when all your trying to do is hurt me all the time by stirring up trouble.... i am tired of this shit just cause i keep you out of things means that i dont want you trying to fuck it up... if you really knew me then you would know this but no one really does anymore and its cause i am trying to keep myself sane but it seems you dont want that so as of now im done trying to hear what you have to say unless it is important... just stop and leave me the hell alone i am doing what i can to keep mysel

Poem
This is a Poem that someone that I just received : You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can't stop bumping into things I thought we'd be simple together I thought we'd be happy together Thought we'd be limitless together I thought we'd be precious together But I was sadly mistaken You've been my soul mate and mentor I remembered you the moment I met you With you I knew god's face was handsome With you I suffered an expansion This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And I can't stop dropping everything I thought we'd be sexy together Thought we'd be evolving together I thought we'd have children together I thought we'd be family together But I was sadly mistaken If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented If I had a dime for every hand th

New Year?
The New Year....is coming... What to do? Well everyone makes these silly New Years Resolutions... But do you keep them.? Most of us do not... Why we are humans, creatures of habits... So giving your self more pressure like trying to keep a resolution, is just gonna screw you up royally. So before you get out that note_pad and starting writing down... Your New Year's prayer's & wishes... Think of this.... DE_Clutter your life... Yes we all have ton's of junk, what do I mean by junk, well lets see. We have broken cd players, vcr's (remember those) old computer monitors a few keypads, several mouse pads, (why some of us even have a broken or real crappy Cassette tape player)... The list goes on, then there's the Exercise bikes, and the buy it on TV, for the today only price of $19.95...pieces of junk, that just clutter up our closets, basements, storage rooms, etc. (I know this BECAUSE I Made a Good Living throwing out other peoples JUNK). So instead of A New's Years EV

Yay For The End Of 2007
So it's that time of year to get the REAL party started. I'm probably just going to stay home and watch the ball drop. I don't really do much for New Year's anymore. I kind of grew out of the partying with people thing just for a big huge ball to drop. But hey, it could be different this year. =) We'll have to see! Well I do hope ya'll have a great New Year and have fun!

52 Days Post Surgery
Well its been 52 days since my surgery and my therapist is extremely pleased with my progress. My goal is to be able to bend my knee the same as my left knee which is 140 degrees. Today on my own I was able to bend my knee 130 degrees. Last Wednesday when I had therapy with help from the therapist I was able to bend my knee to 116 degrees laying on my stomach and today without help was able to do that on my own :). Hopefully that means only a few weeks more therapy left

I Can Still Feel You
Even though were far apart, i know your still there, and even though im falling faster, i can count on you to be there. i dont wanna get hurt, but i dont wanna lose it all. i just wanna be with yew, and ill give all i can. 1000 miles seperate us, but we're still going strong, i think i could imagine you all day long. if i just think of how we could be, ill get through the day, and you could set me free.

She Will Always Be A Broken Girl - Swr
She buys a new dress for the party, She always looks good in red. Turns around in front of the mirror And disappears inside of her head. She wonders if he'll even remember, She asked him in a casual way. Just incase he didn't want to go with her, In that event she knew just what she would say. She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend, Even though she only has one or two. She's always done much better with boys anyway, So who needs girlfriends? Pacing nervous across the floor of her bedroom, Gripping tight the phone in her hand. Fighting back the rush of emotions, And dreaming of just having a man. [Chorus] It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But underneath she's a broken girl. But It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But she will always be a broken girl. She struggles w

To All My Friends
TO all my friends MY fubar page isnt workin if u would like to stay intouch add please ADD me yahoo or msn messenger @ charlie52486@hotmail.com or sarabee21708@yahoo.com I am looking forward to hearing from u all HAPPY NEW YEARS PLEASE REPLY BY ADDING ME till my fubar works again thank u all

I'll Be Back
Ill only be gone a short while maybey a week please show me some love while im gone and ill return the favor whenn i get back please repost while im gone each repost is worth 100 fubucks when i return only good for friends so add me if im not to earn the 100 fubuck prizes

I Finally Met Chris!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

Learn It, Live It
Another Wolfie rant. There's this little thing I like to use called sarcasm. It appears that many of you do not know what it is, so I will post the definition for you. sar·casm (sär'kāz'əm) n. 1. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. 2. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. 3. The use of sarcasm. See Synonyms at wit I use sarcasm often and am really tired of the endless parade of morons who can't detect it's use. 90% of my mumms are sarcastic. If you do not have a firm grasp of this concept, please do not bother to vote or comment. Finally, if you do not appreciate or enjoy sarcasm, feel free to delete me from your friends list. Chances are you're a hayseed with big breasts and I added you for points only. Thank you, and good day

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq

A Great Big Thank You!!
With the help of these wonderful friends (and strangers), I won the contest I entered- 60,000 in less than 6 weeks!! All these people rawk (many of them using ALL their comments on me) so please take a moment to visit their page and leave them love. A SPECIAL thank you to The Spankers Club who really kicked ass with this contest. ** I know I am leaving out many people and for that I am truely sorry. I tried keeping up with who left comments but it got hectic after awhile.** The Spankers Club sassy Paralyzer Abby Anubis Muma_e 'Gail' 'eldoROBo' '†HÈ ßÚLL¥'

Because Of A Jealous Fuck.....
because of jealous fucks i have decided to bring my pictures to private and only family can see them and do not ask if you can be in my family if i feel you are family worthy i will add you when i feel like it... i know it sounds like im being a bitch but this is wut happends when fuckers piss me off and get jealous and report pictures because they are jealous

Questions And Stuff
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really

Why
Why is it that females and kids have to prove that they are not sluts to get a conviction against the lowest of the low who rape and sexually assult them, and only 2 in 10 result in court procedings..? where's the fuckin justice.......... Louise.

Gone For Some Time
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

Newer Friends
Over the past few weeks, with Cappy's Flight occurring, along with the regular friend adds, I have added quite a few new friends. To those of you who fit this category, if you already haven't, please take a few minutes to read the "About Me" section on my profile! I have never, nor will I ever, accept friends for the points alone. Once you read that section, you will have a better understanding of me. My long standing friends do know about me and I would hope they would tell you that those words ring totally true. Thanks for taking the time to read this blog!

Me
hi my name is kc i am a 29 year old mother of 2 young men. i am very single and like to go out and have a really good time. i have a friend that is on here and she told me it was fun so im trying it out so bare with me while i fix the stuff and add pictures i have plenty of them. muah

Who Cares If A Soldier Dies?
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier dies!

God Must Have Known
God must have known there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or to brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things", in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, from the trials of life's misfortunes and the goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart, someone to give us strength and courage to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish...lasting...true, and so God answered the heart's great need with a beloved friend...like YOU! Have A Blessed Day May God Bless You And Those You Love Each Day

Miss Popular Contest
I'm going to Host a Miss Popular contest. The first to get to 25,000 comments will win a choice between a 1 month VIP or a 7 day blast. i need 15-20 ladies who want to enter to private message me telling me they want to enter. I will rip a pic into a folder with all those who are in the contest. When I have all 15-20 the contest will start. I hope to hear from all you beautiful ladies out there.

Love
So What is love? Is love when you hold hands with out a thought. Is love the comfort and feel of someone beside you as you sleep, and miss if not there? Is love when you without a reason think of the other person and don't know why? Is it a kiss in the rain? Does it comfort you when you need it, and love you when you want it? When your old and gray if the man with an arthritic hand in pain still wants to hold his dear brides hand to show he cares, even after so many year being together? When you look into the others eyes and you see nothing but love back, Is that love? When after years of being together a gentle kiss on the neck and a whisper in your ear still gets your heart beating harder, is that love? When after work you race home to share with your baby, cause you missed them, is that love? If you rather give up your time, because you want to be with them, is that love? If you can be shown another person who is attractive, and yet all you say is that is nice hun, but

The Right Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.

Whats Been Going On
so yeah its a few days after christmas. i find it odd how ppl try to act way nicer and crap around the holidays then when theyre over ppl go back to being the same lol. i got some good stuff this yr, then again i usually do, but thats besides the point. i got 2 digital cameras (need to return 1), alot of clothes, jadior perfume, clothes, jewlery, money, gift certificates, purses, a living dead doll, movies, a table, new bedding, and a bunch of other crap. blah also now that the holidays are over, i need to look for a new job...i hate job hunting, oh well. for some reason my rodents dont do to well at my dads house, they were very healthy and such when i lived in stockton then since i moved back to my dad, 2 of my rats have died and another 1 recently went blind in 1 eye. damn im bored, anywho yeah.

Poetry
IT'S SAD TO BE ALONE THIS TIME OF YEAR WITH CHRISTMAS JUST PASSED, A NEW YEAR SOON HERE A TIME FOR LOVERS OF ALL AGES, YOUNG AND OLD A TIME WHEN LOVES SWEET STORY REALLY CAN BE TOLD BUT FRIENDS, I'M IN THE LONLIEST PLACE OF ALL WHERE THE HEART OF THIS ROMANTIC NEEDS SOMEONE HERE TO BE MY ALL, I WONDER NOW, HAD I FOUND HER AND LET HER GO? COULD I HAVE LOST MY SOUL MATE N REALLY NOT HAVE KNOWN? THIS SINGLE LIFE THAT PLAGUES ME CONSTANTLY, IT MAY BE GREAT FOR OTHERS, BUT IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT FOR ME MY HEART HAS SO MUCH LOVE IT WANTS TO GIVE I NEED MY MISSING PIECE SO I CAN REALLY LIVE IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO BE IN LOVE FOREVER? TO HAVE SOMEONE, KEEP THEM LOVED, HAPPY N SAFE AND ALWAYS STAY TOGETHER? MY HEART IS LOSING HOPE, THIS MUCH I KNOW THIS TIME MAYBE I'LL LET ALL MY DREAMS GO THINK MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION SHOULD BE I'M DESTINED TO BE ALONE, SO MAKE THE MOST OF LIFE N BE HAPPY N YET MY FRIENDS, IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE WHEN ALL YOUR LIFE YOU'VE PRAYED YOU'D FIN

Please Help One Of The Sweetest People
Could you all PLEASE help one of the sweetest people on here win her first contest? I know everyone says the sweetest person on here but I am so very serious she is. This lady has done nothing but shown love to people and never asks for anything in return....She is trying to win a 3 month VIP and has to do it in 2 weeks and she only needs 25,000....Now I know I have lots of friends on my list so if you could please just even give her 10 comments that would help so much!!! Click the link DONT BE SCARED

Forbidden Fondness
Forbidden Fondness Sometimes I see thee there All sweet and innocent in that lovely short Black dress just standing the kitchen doorway Gazing down at me sitting in front of you. I’m sitting here and gazing up at you wondering Why you could ever fall for me, Then I ‘m aForbidden fondnesslso thinking how I fell for you Mein Rosenrot , but only to find that a physical force that Keeps us apart like the darkness of the night That drives the sun away from the sky and our eyes. After a while gazing up to you I slowly get up and slowly walk up you And whisper sweet words of my fondness for you Mein Rosenrot in your ear, only to find my whispered Words are being drowned out by a loud car horn Which signals that we are going to be? Torn away from each other. I now sit and gaze at you walking out the door with a Single tear rolling down your cheek as you look back at me Gazing at you with a single tear travelling down my cheek, Then in a blink of an eye you

Horehound Herb (help For Winter Colds)
The name horehound is derived from "Horus", the Egyptian god of sky and light. Ancient herbalists prescribed it for fevers and malaria and as an antidote for snakebites, rabid dog bites and ingested poison. Horehound was traditionally carried in sachets as a protection against sorcery. When mixed with ash leaves and placed in a bowl of water, horehound is supposed to release healing vibrations and should be placed in a room with a sick person. When drunk as a tea, the herb will promote mental acumen and clarity. A native of Europe, but now naturalized throughout North and South America, horehound is a hardy perennial of the mint family — with its telltale square stem — and, like most mints, can become invasive if not controlled. The herb can be started from seed or cuttings in the early spring. The seed should be sown just below the surface and cuttings should have about a one-foot spacing. Rings of small white flowers will appear from June to September in the second year of growth,

Night Creatures
Night Creatures These creatures of the night Walk the path of unrest under the cover Of the full moon and bring with them The haunting stench of the death which Rises with the cold chill of the rising fog Which the darkness of the land Walking with the creature of the night. These creatures of the night Start to gather and so they wreak havoc on A small Saxon village which is rich In living, breathing flesh to feast upon Which these creatures of the which then Start to advance their attack upon the sleeping Saxon village which in the state of the confusion The startled villagers are fleeing from their Homes into the surrounding darkness of the forest Where they meet their brutal deaths of the most Bloody demise of savage razor toothed, Razor clawed creatures of the night. These creatures of the night Which wreaked their brutal carnage Of a bloody nature by the cover Of the full moon, soon Start to scatter like the plague before The break of the twilight

Archangel
Archangel. As I walk amongst this battlefield Of a most senseless war I’ve ever seen In my natural life on this gloomy winters Day with the ground scarred and battered by The machines of war and destruction. As I walk amongst this battlefield Listening to the sounds of mortal men dying a most Brutal and painful deaths, some die a painless death In this a most senseless of all wars of which I have Ever seen while living on this forsaken planet, and It sickens me to see the muddy ground I Walk upon stained with the blood of the mortal men Who die for their country and honour. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sounds f grenades being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man made trenches. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sound of grenade’s being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man Made trenches and the blast of these grenade’s that take more Lives, I now hear the sounds of men screaming in

Guys.....
You meet guys on here,you start talking ,then all a sudden your not suppose to be having any other friends but them and they get pissed when they find out you do have a life and other friends.But I have yet seen a guy drop his friends so why the hell should I do it ? I can see if I am in a relationship (actaully together) with the guy and he gets upset cuz I talk to other guys but if we are just friends he has no reason to be upset or pissed. What people don't understand some of us do have a life ,I have three daughters so if I do not answer you right away its because I am attending to them ,so do not get pissed or catch a attitude with me because I will get one with u in return, delete you and block you.I'm not with anyone so I can talk to who I want and when I want.

The Memory Box
I am the soul_Protector and my dutie is to protect souls....and The Memory Box is a place where you can place a comment of ppl you wanna remember who you have lost as in our life time we have lost ppl we loved and cherrished (family, friends, pets) it dont matter this is a place where you can find comfort and safe in the knowledge that Soul_protector is watching over them for you. You can leave any kind blog comment which suits you in reminding you of the ones you cherrish..... So pick up a quill and pull a chair and be seated....and write away...this is the house of many so you are safe The_Soul_protector

Pay It Forward/share Yours
Free Dinner last night I was very tired last night and I decided to go to McD's and just get a burger/fries. Bad for me I know, but it is what it is, lol! When I got to the cashier to pay he told me that the person in the car in front of me paid for my dinner and said Merry Christmas, pay it forward! How unexpected and always fun. I have done this over the years and enjoyed suprising folks here and there, and not just at Christmas time, but year round when the urge hits me. But I have never been the reciprocant. It made me smile and brightened up a otherwise stressful and challenging day for me. So pay it forward folks today with anything... a compliment, buy someone coffee or a meal, they don't have to know its from you either. Be creative, be simple. If your coworker next to you loves herbal teas, place a box of herbal teas on their desk, things like that! You would be suprised at how that can really make someone's day or impact them deeply. If you have done a pa

Doc Update
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

Grandkids Say The Cutest Things
While I was in Louisiana for the Christmas holidays my grandson needed to change his clothes, I was busy packing my things to come home .I told him just change your clothes I won't look. He said to me "Mamaw all girls have eyes in the back of your heads will you please close them also". I laughed so hard it was so funny an I told him I will not look an if it would him feel better I would close the eyes in the back of my head an the front also lol ......

World On Fire Lyrics
World On Fire - Lyrics Hearts are worn in these dark ages You're not alone in this story's pages Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in [Chorus] The world's on fire and It's more than I can handle I'll tap into the water (I try to pull my ship) I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able I watch the heavens and I find a calling Something I can do to change this moment Stay close to me while the sky is falling Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone [Chorus] Hearts break, hearts mend Love still hurts Visions clash, planes crash Still there's talk of Saving souls, still the cold Is closing in on us We part the veil on our killer sun Stray from the straight line on this short run The more we take, the less we become A fortune of one that means less for some [Chorus X2]

Tasty
You look at it wondering where to start first you taste it licking your lips in satisfaction your tongue moans with precisions up and down slowly with care you play with it remembering all the places to go to drive me crazy you bite it so softly knowing when to let go sucking the juices as I get wetter and wetter and wetter... I want to scream but breath escapes me I want to say your name but I can't concentrate I want to tell you how you make me feel when you're tasting me but all I can do is wiggle around in ecstacy wanting more pant heavily in the middle of pleasure and smile... then you ask me to show you what to do to please me but you know exactly what to do...

Gettin' Hitched
I made a big step in my relationship with my girlfriend of a little over two years. Christmas day I proposed to her on bended knee. She accepted without hesitation. It made me a very happy guy!! We've been together for two years and I hope it will be a long happy life together.

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

More Than I Can Chew
I was driving home from work listening to the talk on the radio. They were saying how a 5 year old was trying to catch a flight with his mother at the SEATAC airport, but they were detained because the little boy shared the same name as the alias of a known terrorist. So, they frisk the little boy and his mother and hold them for questioning. The mother goes to comfort her 5 year old and they pull her away, re-frisk her, and tell her that she's not allowed to touch him because he's a threat to national security! WHAT THE FUCK! HE'S 5! Since when are 5 year olds who play with trucks and spiderman action figures a threat to national security? That poor little kid is going to be scarred for life! He's scared and confused and people are looking at him accusingly, and all he wants is the comfort of his mother's arms and they're going to deny him that?! COME ON! When did we as a society stop using common sense? When did fear become so overwhelming that we have to start treating little boys l

Missing You
Wondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you. Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again. Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear. A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday. Love you Angel. Cassandra L. Morning Dew My Mother.

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Imagine Me
Imagine ME..... Imagine me Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I, I imagine me In a place of no insecurities And I'm finally happy cause I imagine me Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me Cause they never did deserve me Can you imagine me? Saying no to thoughts that try to control me Remembering all you told me can you imagine me? And healed from what my daddy did And I wanna live and not read that page again Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can... Imagine me I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me But finally I can... Imagine me Being strong And not letting people break me down You won't get that joy this time around Can you imagine me? In a world where nobody has to live afraid Because of your love fears gone away Can you imagine me? Letting go of my past And glad I have another chance And my heart will dance 'Cause I don't have to read that page again

Life25
Thursday evening and I am alone in my house with my cat. She is asleep on my bed where she is at all times. I have spent most of my day taking back gifts that didn't fit my kids or the style wasn't right. I had good success at returning or exchanging things. I still have one more pair of pants to return and then I will be done. I figure I will do that tomorrow or maybe if it isn't too late, I can do that tonight? Peter and the boys will be home tomorrow around noon. They have been at the cabin. He has taken 10 days off of work to just relax. I am sure he needs it. Hopefully the weather isn't too bad this weekend and he can take the kids up to the snow. Although...they are in the snow right now. Peter called me today and said it is snowing pretty heavy at the cabin. That makes me wish that I had gone with them!!! I love the snow. Or more so the snow and then warming up by the fire with some hot chocolate! I have spent some time today putting away some of the dec

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

I See Dumb People
1. Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets 2. I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and

For You
The music of your affection surrounds the air I breathe The wonder of your passion My soul will never leave Within my heart it glides As we dance the dance of love These moments with you I could never have too many of Your kiss to me tonight Soft as an angels wing Came out through my lips In this verse I sing I know your out there waiting I hear your voice away so far And the beauty of your words The distance cannot mar Our bond it only strengthens And as the nights go by I feel your arms around me As I gaze up to the sky The smile upon my lips It will surely never die

Seduce Me
Tickle my thoughts with your brazen tongue tantalization unleashed Whisper wonder in subtle motions communicate all you can’t speak Touch my temptation with playful suggestions enticement alluring Venture advancement with delights of indulgence coax this good girl to her knees

Val Contest Please Help Me Win
Leo July 23 - August 23 Element: Fire Quality: Fixed, a sign that provides consistency Motto: “I create” Planetary Ruler: The Sun, the planet of warmth and self-expression Sun’s Influence: Extroverted Leos radiate warmth and creativity without even trying. These fiery folks want to share their passions with the world—and have the world applaud. When properly channeled, Leo energy creates excitement and sets social trends. Misused, this sign’s quest for self-expression becomes a shallow or dictatorial quest for attention. Symbol: Lion Lion’s Influence: Like Lions, folks born under this sign roar loudly and often. They skip subtlety and make grand entrances, demand adoration, and relish life in the limelight. They love luxury and aren’t afraid of coming off as vain—in fact, they want everyone to know that only the best is good enough for them. They encourage others to play and indulge in life’s pleasures. These big-hearted folks love parties and drama, and wear th

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Strength
S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H.~ the quality or state of being strong : capacity for exertion or endurance H.O.P.E~ to cherish a desire with anticipation ~~ There are many times in our lives when we make decisions that at the time you may not realize what the outcome shall be. Times we feel hurt, mistrusted or misloved but may not exactly be the case. When we join this journey called life we have goals, dreams and hopes for the future. If you keep your mind focused on those things and build yourself up you grow strong in knowing WHO you are and WHAT you are about. YOU are the one who determines the end outcome of your life. How is it then that someone who was so strong and confident can and did allow someone else break that? You live your life for pleasing others because that makes you happy (that is who you are) YOU are the care-giver the lover. You know early on in life what your calling is. You are determined to make all your goals and dreams come true. You work hard to make sure it d

Valentine Contest Please Help Me Win
hey everyone i am in a valentine contest please help me win all u have 2 do is go to this ladys page http://fubar.com/heartistic than go to fupal and buy me a heart or hearts lol they cost 500 fubar bucks enter the dollar amount and in the comment box put grumpybear1230 or i will not get them so please remember to put that in the comment box i really would like to win so thank u to anyone who will help me Thanx, Kitty xoxo

Sweetest Goodbyes
Sweetest Goodbye The feelings they share but dare not speak Needing one to make the other complete But yet duty calls and he must go away Leaving her heart empty with things she cannot say He leaves on the plane with her face on his mind She prays to God above to help with the hard times They both will experience at night when they go to bed Thinking of all the things they had left unsaid Being hit by insurgents he struggles just to breathe Thinking of the day he can pack his things to leave Hoping to hit American soil once again before he dies But still 6 months left to go; he lays down and cries Meanwhile he's on her mind constantly every day Waiting at her house hoping he'll phone her way But 2 weeks not a word has passed through her ears Silently in her mind she begins to live her own fears Finally though he calls with good news for her soul After 15 months over there and his body taking it's toll He's coming back to patch the gaping hole in her heart

My Computer Is Down!!! :(
Hey Ladies!! Sorry I havent been around, but my stupid ass piece of shiznit computer went down on me. Now I gotta wait on my friend to fix it.. Damn Im bored...someone save me!! Hope you all enjoyed your christmas...If I dont talk to y'all. Have a Happy New Year!!

Help!!!
Well its shit.... That's right , SHIT! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider this: You can be shit faced, Shit outta luck, Or have Shit for brains. With little effort you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or decide to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit and die. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits , and sweet shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, And chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier then a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter then shot and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can lo

Dirty Stinkin' Grind
From the Mailbox: “Dear Bartender, I’ve read your blogs I’ve always wondered, is bartending as exciting and fun as it seems? Does it pay well? If so, how do I get a job?” Dan Yes Dan, it is as fun and exciting as it seems. A world where peppy bouncy party girls burst out of their tank-tops like a microwave popcorn accident and where time flies faster than a clock on the Concorde -- but there is a flip side. Bartending is also a dirty stinking grind. It takes a certain type of person to be a bartender. The question is, Dan, are you the right person? There will be adjustments you know; a turbulent transformation of lifestyle and world view. For instance, when you are a bartender your social life is the bar. You go out to bars when you’re not working. Your friends and acquaintances are primarily other bartenders, waitresses, and ever-boozers. And you all become this enormous, deranged, dysfunctional family: Your co-workers are alcoholics; your customers are alcoholics; your l

Soldier's Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, And had to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, No Presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, just boots full of sand. On the wall hung pictures, of a distant land. With Medals and Badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, came to mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, Once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In his one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, Owed their lives to these

Funny Joke! Lmao!
So I called the suicide hotline tonight.. I got a call answering center in Pakistan... I told them that I was feeling suicidal... They got all excited and asked me if I could drive a truck. LMFAO!

Begging
well i have about 100 pics i want to put up on my profile but i promised i would wait till i saved enough fubucks to buy my own ticker. so i guess this is a hint if you want to donate a few bucks to the cause it would be great. i really want to buy this myself so whatever you can spare will help a poor southern girl out. i feel bad asking which why i dont want one person to just buy me a ticker but the more you give the sooner i can get my goal ! yours cassie

True American Soldiers
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

Yeah Summary Of My Life
ok well life has blown lately idk whos gona read this or who cares but yeah...idk shit is lame im 100% virgin its kinda annoying had 1 gf but it was a joke im 18 so wtf is this haha. im almost to the point where i dont care cuz im used 2 no1 really carin idk dont mean 2 sound emo haha yeah ill post more later

I Hate My Employees!
This is officially my 1st blog! 1 giant leap for me, muthafukas. I work in a restaurant in Jersey City and I have to say that it is the worst place I've ever managed, and I've been to a few parts of NJ including just outside Camden. There is just something about these people that isn't right. How many times can you be late and not exprect to get written up or suspended or fired? Why is it that when I ask them to do something, I have to have a discussion....sorry, a FIGHT about it. If I ask you to wear 1 chef coat for your double because we don't have enough for the week , why can't I get an "ok, no problem" or "oh, I didn't realise, I'll fix that." Instead I hear, "Well maybe we should have more coats." Like I don't know how to do my effin job and manage a monthly budget of 5 pages. Why have I been trying for 12 months to get these dirty fukers to clean right? I've tried asking them, telling them, making it fun, pleading, using it as a punishment, divying up the respon

"to Days To Come And All My Love To Long Ago!"
Rose stares, stunned, as the young man who has replaced the Doctor sets the TARDIS in flight towards the planet Barcelona on Tuesday, October 5006. He then begins to poke and prod his face and torso, checking out his new body’s attributes: a slight weakness in the right wrist, sideburns, bad skin, and a mole between his shoulder blades. When he turns to Rose for her opinion, she demands that he send the Doctor back, convinced that he’s an impostor -- but he claims that he is the Doctor, even though he just changed every cell in his body to save his life. To prove it, he takes her hand and reminds her of the first word he spoke to her, in a cellar, surrounded by malevolent shop-window dummies: “Run.” Rose, shaken, asks if the Doctor can change back. He tells her that he can’t, and, realising she’s deeply upset, asks if she’d prefer to go home now. He resets the co-ordinates for the Powell Estate on 24 December, but when he cracks a joke about her mum’s holiday cooking, she smiles, d

Betrayed
Today I was once again betrayed by someone that I thought to be a good friend I am really hurt by what this person did and it is the second time that this person did this to me. it was the second time that i received a text stating that this person was found dead. he really played on my emotions, and it really hurt I have realized that this is not a friend at all. I traveled almost 3,000 miles to visit when this person was really down and to show him that I am a good friend but I dont understand why they would do something like this if they call themselves as a friend. this was a very sick joke that was pulled on me for the second time. I want to really say something to this person but I am not sure as I have trouble getting out what i want to say due to my stroke. but just how can someone due this to another person.

Am I Cheating Death?
Not to long ago me, michelle, and allie were driving back to michelles house and when we on washington street. when we were driving, a truck ran right threw a stop sign without stopping. I suppose we were maybe 5 seconds away from hitting him. i thought it was just nothing until i realize there were more times that i "dodge" death. Another time when me and paul were coming back from dropping off april after bowling, we going down the neighbor street and all of a sudden, a truck reversed out of no where, and we were right about to hit it, whats worse, paul was texting while driving and and did not realize he about to hit him, i said "stop" and barely touched him. The last one i can remember is when me, michelle, and jamie were walking to the gas station. and when we got there, a car crashed right threw glass (right where we suppose to walk threw) . it must of happeed maybe 2 minutes after we got there. all these close calls made me wonder "am i cheating death?" and if so..

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

A Thought To Share
You know as We human beings live life to its fullest We think life will be easy in the long run!!, which sometimes may not be the case. We always think things will go the way we hoped which sometimes leads to downfalls and such. When we look for what We all want in life We sometiems find it or sometimes dont. I hate games as much as being played with the heart and feelings that a person has inside willing to give to another person in life!!. Playing with peoples hearts and feelings isnt a good idea. It causes too many unwanted issues and problems!! But do what You feel is right, dont lead people on if your not interested in them or keep them hanging on to You as well its not fun believe Me from experience it totally blows and sucks, being hurt or something silly isnt funny to some, may be hurtful to others too. Its fun to meet and date people but not fun when you play with their hearts and feelings either, be sincere and thoughtful for the person, or persons willing to take time to get

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

Girlie Goodies And Waxing
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat i

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

Random Stuff
My sister sent me an invite to this site, and I joined just to keep her happy, little did I know that I would actually like it. Its been a while since I met new people online, and im really looking forward to getting back on the saddle and meeting new people. Well this is my first blog entry, I'm sure I'll write more at some point. :)

Poetry
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around me I sit feeling lonely n sad Did I make someone happy Or did I make someone mad I will never know Because im too afraid Afraid to move from here Here I grow Grow tall in every way Till the next I move It will help me throu the day

Problems
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Happy New Year
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Hectic
so.. some of you know that i have started back to work... i am currently working on days.. which means.. when i jump on here, i don't have time to reply to everyones messages/comments. i do apologize.. i am not ignoring you. thanks for the understanding. huggzzz :)

I Have Been Here 5 Days And..
I have been here 5 days today and what I thought was going to be an enjoyable time seems to always overcast with certain issues that make no sense. I have seen people get territorial over men or over me when I have in no way approached them into thinking anything will come from it rather than friendship,been ask to get married,to be there girlfriend,sent gifts and ask why I have not responded to there gift because it was sent out of love,why haven't I crushed them.I think you get the picture. There is still the issue going on about the game I played with a friend of mine.I will now take my chances and see if there is probable cause to pursue him.I will let it be known now I do like him very much,but this is our business not yours. What is up with all of this.I was under the impression that this is the Internet and it is a free country,If there is something going on in your life that makes you feel insecure about yourself,please seek help.You have to love yourself before you ca

Nsfw Flagger!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

Bitch Crew
HI ALL COME JOIN THE FUN IN THE BITCH CREW WE ARE LOOKING FOR SOME GREAT STAFF PEOPLE AND HAVEING FUN ALL WELCOME TO COME AND HAVE SOME FUN HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME OUT AND JOIN US TY ALL FOR YOUR TIME AND PLZ JOIN UP WHEN YOU GET TIME TY ALL IM THE OWNER JOHN SR ARE CO OWNER IS MIDNIGHT

Help!!!! They Need You.....
Your friends need your help.They are trying too get a 3 day blast and 500,000 Fubucks. They need your love and support. If you are not a bomber you can still help them. It takes 2 minutes rate there picture and leave one comment or a few. Contest will run 7 days from December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est and ending Jan 2nd at 11:00 p.m. Est Good Luck too all entrys. The top 4 are really working hard bombing until they max there comments.. LadyBloodRaven PsYcHoTiC*TiNkErBeLlmN84* *OWNER@TINKERBELLzDREAM* *DiReCtOr@PsYcHoS*AsYlUm* *DoWnToWn*BoMbErS*' canadianchik: Christine is back..Wife too Frogman tattoo These entrys would love too have there friends back them up in the contest too help them have a chance. Lauria Shadow leveler {FENB}{OWNED BY ALISA}{}~ GREETER FOR BIKER & TATTOO LOUNGE Eric FoxyLady1977 Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear Official L.U.V CLub Co-Founder,

Girlfriend Application
This is all in fun I'm not looking for anyone. Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If y

Life
lifes too short to deal with peoples bullshit. i know most women have issues a lot with men of coarse. lol. don't need to deal with the assholes. they just cause more problems in the long run. I know it may not be easy to just walk away from the situation sometimes cause of certain things. always best to atleast try if your having hardship Ie.. guys beating on women treating ya like shit. not right. most women i know always give excuses to good guys because theyre not interested. or they don't wanna hurt their feelings or not sure. cause ya not use to being in a relationship with a good guy. there are those that like the hard relationships. who knows why. just gotta live life to its fullest and enjoy it for what its worth. don't let anyone get in your way. another note guys are all assholes unless they can prove you wrong. work from there see how it works. never know.

Gross Or Am I Weird
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

Msmaines Pimpout!!
The first MSMAINE PIMPOUT goes to REBECCA. She helped me get my Happy Hour, and I mean she helped me!! Her and I busted butt day after day and got it finished last night. Thanks Rebeca for all your time and hard work. WE DID IT GIRL!! PLEASE show her sum MAD MAD LOVE!!!!! *ReBeCca*{NBSD Family}@ fubar

Miss Beatrice - The Church Organist
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water,and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. Miss Beatrice", he said," I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied," Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and t

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space!

My Birthday Blog
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

Christmas At The Gas Station
Christmas at the Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew . made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bel

Only God Can Judge Me
People alwayz look at the cover Look how i dress look at his lover They see what they want Thats why im alwayz on a blunt Why do they do it so much Does it give them a rush Or do they just try 2 push Me into something i dont wanna be

Party Tonight!!!!
Hell of a Party at 5555 McCracKen Rd. HELL OF A PARTY GOING ON IN HERNANDO, MS - JUST SOUTH OF MEMPHIS HEY, all of you out there that didn't see my last blog about this today's your last chance. There's a party at my house at starting at 7-8pm. come if you want to have the time of your life, plenty of parking space, and standing room, some alcohol may be provided but for the most part b.y.o.b. bring tents if you don't want to drive home. Lots of loud music, over 7hrs of mixed Cd's made especially for this party, plus an MP3 player will be hooked up just in case someone has a request. Bonfire, and campfire will be going. A bathroom will be provided for those who need it. It's outside the city limits and pretty far from most neighbors so not much worry about cops. Anybody in the north Mississippi area or Memphis area YOU ARE INVITED! There will be atleast 2 bouncers on site. Also a new development is that there maybe a local Memphis rock band showing up at the party. They wrot

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

Hmmm..
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Pain (1989)
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Happily Dead
im tired of all the bullshit and lies all the times that ive tried to show you how much i care but you brush it off and dont dare to acknolwedge my existance is to die by the sword the cold, steel you feel is for the lies and and the word that you made me believe was the honest truth that i couldnt see it was only a tattered noose to wrap around my heart choke the warmth from this lifeless entity stand over my spirit as i drift to peace and serenity i no longer have to deal with your waste of a life and a space just floating by time in a better mood and a better place so do your thing lie to them im happy knowing youll never touch me again

Fear
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace

Deadly Nightshade
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

What Is Friendship Here?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

Games N Surveys N Stuff, Oh My!
Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. No exceptions!

Fear Of
Fear the light Fear the dark Fear the shadows Fear the night Fear can kill you If you let it control you For fear is nothing but a destruction Of ones self and ones soul Let it into your Heart And let it control you And you will never know anything But the fear you let control you Yet if you take control now And learn to master over it Then you shall live your life Without the constant knowing of Fear For Fear is naught If you do not fear it But to fear your fear Is to give it control And let it destroy you

To My Darling
Words could never hold or contain the happiness and joy felt from hearing your voice. Nor could the feeling be totally expressed, at finding someone who is the end of my long journey of searching. To know the peace and contentment in knowing, this lady is something I have searched for. And know that the person is there and where they are at. The face is no more blank, the heart is no more longing for what is not known. The dreams have all become real, and the emotions made known. In every heart we all search for what our heart desires, and when you have found such, then you are doubly blessed. all those nights in bed with a tear escaping the eye, wanting and desiring love that you know not from who, but just wanting and desiring to be love once before your journey ends. Once that is found then those nights were made worthwhile. Once that one is found then the half is no more but now is made whole and at peace. Joy, elation, happiness, love, and comfort is there and so much

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

Top 8
Hey yall if you want to make my top 8 hit me up. Every month there will be a new top 8 so if you want to make the cut hit me up! Taking names for my Top 8 for the month of Jan. 2008. First 8 names get a slot for the month! Peace Roy

Hardest Day
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

Fallen Angel
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven.

Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

Passion To Me
Passion is deliberate, but passion is sure passion is cure and reverses all falls Passion is you meek, and willing to walk passion is me battling through steel or rattan Passion is me in your future and dreams, passion is you in my waiting and running Passion is knowing that time is not ours, passion is knowing that our bodies must fall. ...controlled and yet uncontrollable passion soon withdraws to submission...

A Moment
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Suicide
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

Browning
Love in a Life by Robert Browning I Room after room, I hunt the house through We inhabit together. Heart, fear nothing, for, heart, thou shalt find her, Next time, herself! -not the trouble behind her Left in the curtain, the couch's perfume! As she brushed it, the cornice-wreath blossomed anew, - Yon looking-glass gleamed at the wave of her feather. II Yet the day wears, And door succeeds door; I try the fresh fortune - Range the wide house from the wing to the centre. Still the same chance! she goes out as I enter. Spend my whole day in the quest, -who cares? But 'tis twilight, you see, -with such suites to explore, Such closets to search, such alcoves to importune

No Title Want To Name It 2
The spark of passion: chemistry The simmering of blood and heart The speed of passion: furious Almost over before it begins The length of passion: timeless Its memory will always live The art of passion: timing Knowing when to accept, to give

Playpen Auction
Yes 2night is that night where myself and most of the playpens staff are there for grabs. Please pop along and support us even if your not buying. Please also read this http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3992739651 to see what each of us are offering if you buy us. Put your money where your dicks are boys and come and get it :P

I Just Don't Get It
You know there is something I just don’t get. Every time my girlfriends break up with me, it’s usually for some but ugly guy! My first wife ended up with a guy 20 years older than her, and ugly. My second wife I think was the worse, he was a friend of mine, his teeth are all black with rot, and he doesn’t bath! WTF! Don’t know how she can stand the smell. My most recent broken heart left me for a skin, nasty looking married man, who walks around like he’s had one to many dicks stuck up his ass! And people wonder why I think I am just the ugliness person on the planet! Hell if this is what they want and they think that they are better looking and what not, than me, what does that say about me? Am I really just that ugly? I sometimes wonder, and because of things of that nature I don’t think very highly of myself, even though I get told that I am a very sexy and handsome man. I know that sometimes I am a hand full. I mouth off a little too much, but what I say is the truth. I don’t h

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Falling
Im falling in and out Of this place we call life Going here and there Just to be worn and torn The light is so bright Its hurting my very own eyes That I shield them with the shadows Of the darkness that you bring around There I know I'm safe and protected From the blinding light that once was welcoming Now it only seems to burn and blind me Straight to the core of my being Why is it that it hurts so Why does the light I once knew All to well and was comforting to me Burn and blind me so? Have I truly been denied and rejected Or is it trying to regain me to it? Why is it that within the shadows Im most comfortable of all now? Things have gotten out of hand All are going to know it soon enough But only the time and fight will be the end And tell us the true beginning and end of all things

With You
With You, I've found someone who accepts me as I am,yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With You, I've found something that allows to be strong,yet gives me comfort and support whenever I need it... With You, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure,yet free enough to grow and develop on my own... With You, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- The beautiful and very real meaning of love!!

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

12/28/07
ok... went to dr... was actually mammograms and ultrasounds, man now i'm even more sore... don't think i'll hear from them about anything till after the 1st so it's more of the cat and mouse game of hurry up and freakin' wait (yes i am trying to quit cussin' so much)... oh well... what can you do, really?

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Me Today
Alone always alone Even in the company of others I am alone Alone alone Longing to have someone Everyone has someone But I am alone All alone I lay in my bed I stare at the stars I no I am totally alone I welcome all and none And that’s why I am so… Alone

Sex Or Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself, no frills attached. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is Celtic frost. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene. God I Will Take Love

Because
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

Cycle
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take

Help A Friend!
Give our friend a push to Rock Star, he returns all luv shown and lends a hand to others...let's level him!!! Shaggy PA "Her Sinister Enigma"Head Promotions Manager@ ACE CAFE@ fubar (repost of original by '~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-28 15:41:44')

The Maid Of Honor
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. Your exact female opposite: Half-Cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The F

Fritos!
I would like to endorse the frito-lay company. They brought into this world the greatest snack chip the wolrd has ever known. I speak of the Frito. I will tell you just how adored these coveted pieces of fried corn are. Once, long ago, a family went to Florida to look at some property they had been sold. With this family was a boy not yet four years of age. I was this boy. I have very faint memories of this vacation, actually, except for a few exceptions. One day we went to the beach and I have been able to piece together enough bits of memory to remember this. I went (on my "loving" brothers request) to get snacks. Fritos, in fact. I loved fritos. I started in on the bag on my way back to my brothers. This was a nice full bag of fritos. This is when I discovered my first scientific discovery of my life. Seagulls love fritos. Not just love, mind you. Those buggers LUST after them. It started with just one, but only for a moment. He was soon joined by a HOST of others. All mad for the g

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Idk
Wanna let everyone that luvs me on 2 whats going on. Spent the past few days in Reno and got back 2 find out that 4 fam issues i have 2 return 2 Iowa. 'cause of the issue i wont be online until the 8th. Luv my page until then and looking forward to some of u when i return.

Rant
At work today a co-worker asked me if I was ok because they havent heard a peep out of me. I usually am in everyones face making sure they're doing their job but lately I've been depressed about my ex dumping me for a man 13 days ago. The mumm section on this site has been a great place for me to get out my aggressions. Im more angry than I am horny but I would like to fuck my pain away in the near future but the thought of fucking a guy that lies about him fucking guys makes my blood boil and I dont know if I can believe another guy again. My ex was always so anti-gay, well for man being gay anyway he loved for me to bring home girls for both of us to do. It was just an act. Thats all I have to say for now. Im going back into the mumms.

Bad Badd Girls
DO YOU LIKE THEM HOT???? DO YOU LIKE THEM BAD??? COME CHECK OUT, ADD, RATE AND FAN THESE HOTT & AND AWFULLY BAD FRIENDS OF MINE! Click here for some really HOTT BAD GIRLS PUNISHMENT AWAITS WITH LOVE FROM CORPORAL PUNISHMENT!

Me
I just want to wish all my family and friends on here a Happy New Year!!!! After the first, I will start my process in deleting my fubar account.. If you're a true friend and want to stay in contact with me, I will give you my yahoo and myspace.. Everyone else I hope your journey in this life leads you to where you want to be!!!! ~Miss TeRe~

The Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

My Love For You
for you I love you completely from the dimples in your eyes to the kisses you give so sweetly you make me smile when no one else can you make it all better your my kinda man I dont know how you do it and probably never will the way you make my body flutter even when i am standing still I hate that you have to leave And i miss you all the time but i know you will come home and when you do you are still mine So my prayer is that you are safe in everything you do Cause your love is home waiting waiting just for you I know its tough and work is hard but i love you so much believe with your heart I love and miss you baby come home safe to me forever i will be faithful and true til i can hold you in my arms once again

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

It's Been A While...
my roommate wrote a blog recapping the year. my comment to her was going to get too long to be a comment. so i decided to do my own version. the new year started for me in bed. drunk. high on life. i don't remember what stupid silly thing happened, but out of my mouth comes, "uh oh. this year has it in for me." ... i've never said a truer statement. i couldn't have been happier at the start of this year. i think i can honestly say that was the happiest time i've ever had in my life. nothing could have brought me down. prior to saint patrick's day is a blur of great times with the two people i'd come to call family. at the time, 'if i had it all' had been my latest dmb addiction and i remember quoting to jenn if i had it all, i'd fuck up it... "no, no you won't". ... saint patrick's day, we almost died. a few times. that was the night i learned i wasn't invincible. it was also the moment (i think) that began my downfall. that night changed who i was. ... in a good way now

Crash
My Report on crash between Carlsbad and Hobbs on 12-27-07 5:30 PM I was on my way to work when i drove onto the scene of a very bad wreck, 2 semi trucks were involved a Swift truck heading toward Hobbs had been struck when a Water truck was turning into midway station, as i drove closer to the scene i could see people in the road running in diffrent directions and some people on the side of the road waving ther hands, checking my rear view mirror to see if i was clear to slow down i applied my brakes and pulled over, set my hazzard lights and called 911 i informed them that there had been a wreck at mile marker 62-65 and to send EMS, after i hung up, got my hazzard bag that i got when i started this job out of my truck and ran toward a group of bi-standers, the driver of the watter truck was on the ground with a head full of blood, all i could think about was the training video and CPR class, there was a lot of trafic on the road heading toward our direction very fast

Me?
LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

Troubled Mind..
I don't understand it.. Why do I keep getting dicked around by women. I am completly honest and up front and yet they still cant be honest with me.. Do I just attract women that play games or what??

My Writing
It's a day like no other as I waltz into the candyshop "No bad candy for me today" I tell the shop keeper The bastard always sells me bad candy & I can never tell 1 look @ a pack of white chocolate & my mouth waters Snatch the bag, pay the man, tear open the bag, handful to the mouth... Bite... Bite... chew... Chew silivate Hmmmmm... Heaven... absolute heaven, I hear the angels the trumpets and... and... then I reach the not so chewey or yummy center.. The fucker got me again.. Always happens, he never fails to decieve me & I always believe one day I'll beat him Does he actually sell candy w/o blemish? Why don't I shop elsewhere? Its not equilibrium & yet I have no answers Its just as easy to shop elsewhere but I have no desire to The others gather around as I choke on this filth They're enjoying their candy, its as simple as going down the block but I'm stubborn, I have no urge to. I must emerge victorious over the shop keep I will emerge victori

Just A Thought
I know I haven't talked much about my personal life on this site! I put my heart and soul in my last space and lost internet connection for a while and I felt like I lost some good friends in the process. So I have just been having fun and keeping it easy...but it is time to get a little deeper...take it to a different level! I have meet a few down to earth ... really caring and honest people in the last 3 or 4 weeks and two of them have shared something very personal with me ... I think you will know who you are so I won't really mention names. Losing someone close is always a hard thing to go thru and ALL MY LOVE GOES OUT TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I pray that God will heal the pain and ease you mourning hearts! I know a lot of people probly won't like the song I have chosen to play today. To me music is an expression of inner feelings. Something the artist needs for people to hear in the message they are singing in hopes that it will somehow make a difference. Either thru a trial they

I Wonder
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

There are strange things that happen to us in life and after we have time to reflect on them we try to understand just what happened and why...but I think the truth is that maybe we are not supposed to know just and why things happened for. I have had I think my share of sorrow in life I have gone through the lose of a brother, a grandparent times 3 and now a close friend. I dont know why God does this to certain people. Why did he have to take her so early? What was she doing wrong in this world that God needed to take her home? She was nothing but pure love and the people that she came in contact with all remembered her by either something she did that inspired them or for the love she have for her pets or politics. I cant image what it must be like to loose a child! They say that you are not supposed to bury your children that they are supposed to lay you to rest. I have an almost 3 years old and I cant began to believe my little daughter leaving this world before me. That would jus

Dont Give Up!
I just want to say something about the curve ball life likes to throw sometimes. You may be delt a card that you didnt plan on and it just might put a stick in the spokes of your bicycle of life. I want to say something about my own life that I hope will inspire you when you are delt an undesireable card. I play the bass guitar with a paralyzed left hand. A stretched brachial plexus nerve from a severe car accident caused my fingers on my left hand to be paralyzed. I played bass guitar for 13 years at the time of my accident and just ordered my first 6 string bass online which came in while I was still in intensive care. Doctors told me that I may never play the bass again and that put me in a downward tailspin real fast. A friend of mine had a dream of me playing with the bass in my lap and wearing a slide on one of my fingers. I immediately went to Norman Music and picked up a slide for my pinky finger. I started teaching myself to play again and it sounded like crap.

What Am I Doing???
I am in another danm relationship and I don't know what I am doing...Here it is a Friday night and I know he is on the Fubar site... don't ask me what he is doing because I don't fucking know. We are at home alone and instead of talking to me he goes on that site. We are alone at home ...no kids no distractions and we have an opportunity to have an enjoyable evening . What am I doing should I even be in this relationship??? I am drinking some wine and I think I should of stopped a glass ago, but what the fuck...he just sits there without saying a danm word to me. Should I even be in this relationship? You tell me??? I am getting to old for the games that he seems to want to play...Can anyone tell me why he is on this site instead of being with me???

All About Me
Hello, my name is Melissa, but my friends call me Missy and I am 30. I have been married now for 5 yrs. and have 2 boys of my own(Alex-3 and Zach-15 mo.). I also have 2 step-daughters(Tia-12 and Sabrina-10). I am 5'4" and weigh about 110 lbs. I also have red hair and hazel eyes. So I am a short petite chick, lol. Well that's me.

To My Friends And Fans
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

Thoughts
As my Soul searches this vast waste land we call life. The emptiness grows stronger and life slips further towards the grave. The Fresh smell of my grave calls me home. My dirt tomb is the only place I feel safe and warm. As I wonder through this cemetery called life I wonder where this life will lead me. The only life I’ve ever know has been paved with life’s decay and the bodies of its victims. Why must are world be so cruel? Why do we just strive to survive? Take me now I’m coming home. Back to the grave where I feel safe and warm from life’s death grip on me. Why is this world so vain? Why do we strive to survive this place? The cemetery soothes the soul of our lost loved ones who have been taken from life’s cruel game. As the last shovelful of dirt is tossed on my grave I know its my time to ride the last flight of the soul.

Thoughts
MY LIFES A TWISTED GAME. WHERE I'M NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN NAME. MY TEARS ARE REAL,BUT ONLY FOR ME TO SEE. THE MOURNERS JUST SEE ME AS A SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE. MY LIFE GOES ON AS I PARADE AS IF I'M JUST FINE. BUT I HIDE ALL MY TRUE PAIN INSIDE CAUSE ITS MINE ALL MINE, DAYS FADE AND GO BUT MY PAIN STILL GROWS. I DON'T THINK THAT ANYBODY REALLY KNOWS. THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS A TWISTED GAME AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW MY TRUE NAME.

How Can I ?
My question is, how can I love someone so much... but let them cause me so much pain? Why is it that you can devote yourself 110% to someone, and they take advantage of it... and turn their back on you? How can one sit there and blame all their problems on you, but you've never done anything but be there when it matters most? Why make promises when you know you don't intend to keep them? Why say you love someone, when you know it isn't true? How can you walk away from someone when all they wanted was to be loved by you? How can you get so angry at someone when all they do is care about you? How can you dislike someone so much to make them hurt so bad? How can you look someone in the eyes and say they're the only person that matters, but when they need you the most you’re nowhere to be found? How can you say you love me, but then turn your back on me? My question is, how can I love someone so much... but let them cause me so much pain?

Expensive Loser Wanted
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

Funnies
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. ** (taken from jessa she's awesome)

The Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

How The Fight Started...
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road the driver slowly gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started. Lmao!! Tc n peace Boo hugz!!

Steve
I have had thoughts that I knew I could write I knew that some day that I would start the fight this is my legacy its what I leave behind to the masses who won't understand it or be kind so to you my friend Steve I want to relay that you have said some of the things I want to say Thanks for your honesty & your interest in me Lets keep peoples hearts light & free. from one poet to another all my love Thank you, Jen

Rock Revisted
played on Rock Revisted 12-28-07 Ted Nugent Strangle Hold Ted Nugent Wango Tango Ted Nugent Workin' Hard , Playin' Hard CCR Born on a bayou Edger Winter Free Ride Queen I want it all Judas Priest You ogt another thing coming Yes I've seen all good people ( request) Kiss C'mon and Love me Kiss Cold Gin Kiss God of thunder Iron maiden Only the good die young ( request ) America Ahorse with no name ( repeat ) busted paid out 30,000 The nixons Sister Lynyrd Skynyrd Voodoo Lake Tesla Shooting star ( request ) AC/DC Give a Dog a bone ( repeat ) .38 Special Take 'em out REO Speedwagon Golden Country CCR born on a bayou ( repeat ) busted paid out 20,000 Judas Priest Angel The Who pinball Wizard The Who Free Me

Rick Killian
I like BIG gals. Seems to be "the bigger, the better" with me! All the hot. large gals label their photos "PRIVATE"! Come on, you "Hefty Hunnies" out there......OPEN UP! Show us BBW (and SSBBW) fans some of the girth God blessed you with! Particularly gals in the 35-55 range! ;)

The Latest Hall Of Fame Looser
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU!!!! IN THE MEAN TIME U CAN'T PICK UP THE PHONE FOR 2 WEEKS, CAUSE UR SO BUSY WITH "YOURSELF", BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ME THAT. YOU CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SIMPLY WISH ME A MERRY CHRISTMAS, BUT SUDDENLY YOU CAN GO TO AN OVER 30-SINGLES EVENT TRYING TO MEET OTHER WOMAN YOU CAN TAKE ON A SHORT VACATION WITH YOU!!! FUNNY HOW U MISS ME AS SOON AS UR VACATION FALLS THROUGH AND APPARENTLY NONE OF THE WOMAN AT THE PARTY WANTED ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THE MOST HILARIOUS PART IS, YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE STILL WELCOME IN MY HOME AND THAT I WOULD TAKE THE TIME OUT OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU THE USA!!! LAST I LOOKED I HAD RED HAIR not BLONDE!!!!!

Joie
So after a billion years of having a fubar account here I am actually using the damn thing. I have been running around like a chicken with her head torn off for the past couple of months. I'm still behind as hell but at least now I'm not trying to figure out how to cram 4 extra hours into a day while avoiding sleep at all costs. Since this is my first ever blog post let me explain. Lately I've been working on trying to expand my alternative modeling portfolio which means meeting local photographers, trying to get *gasp* paying work, and all that junk. At the same time I totally relaunched my site http://www.fille-de-joie.com (cause photographers and their flunkies want to be able to get to know the girl before they hire me), started a sort of g-rated site to promote some artists I admire and share more personal things http://www.missjoie.com PLUS try to stay active on another site a friend of mine and I have together. This on top of my day job that actually pays the real bi

Humor
Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Weddin g dress $5000 - tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest

Sad
Well the day after christmas my step-mom called to tell me that my grandpa (my dad's dad) is sick and it looks like he's going to pass soon. She ask me if I want to go see him befor he gose so I told i would like so yesterday I went to see him he was looking really bad and the doc. told us that that they been doing the best the can do and all. We deside to go see my grandma after to see how she was doing and try to meke her feel better but she is so messed up she cound not talk about my grandpa at all. And today my step-mom called me and told me that he is not doing good at all that they we're going to go up there to see what was going on and then i got a secone call the one I didn't want to get all from them at all she told me that he passed away around 9:30 ish and that she well keep intought with what's going to happiend next. I'm in so much pain right now I feel like I can't breath at all. I just need to let this all out and try to breath a lil.

Do It For Dime!!!
RIDE FOR DIME Philly ChapterDate: Dec 28, 2007 2:30 PMWe'd like to conduct a little experiment. We'd like everybody to download this pic and make it their profile pic. We just wanna see how many Dimebag fans are out there, and what it would look like with most of our friends having the same profile pic honoring Dime!It's no contest or anything, just somethin we thought would be cool. We're leaving ours up until Jan 15th, when this issue comes out.Please Re-Post!!!!

Giving Your 100% !!
Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out Loud. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Heres a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+

Hits Close To Home
[Verse One] I didn't tell anyone about what I seen or heard that day, mums the word still I'm scared to plant ideas into your head while your rebellious side is fertile Hurdles are getting knocked down I'm running a losing race Your legs aren't the only ones marked up How many dreams have you chased? If I could have said this to your face maybe you wouldn't have to write like I do, Except I use paper instead of my body now; it's something you might want to try too From haikus to horror stories, it's something in our blood that we share, Something in our blood that appears on the surface of our skin when we bring it there My facial expression said I didn't care Hate and aggression must've made an impression on the little kid who stared, Sitting on stairs when I would bother to bring my skates My feeble attempt at being a strong, big brother doing father figure 8's Ripping my cape on the ground that it dragged on Tripping on fate and hearing the sounds of a sad song Liste

I Love This Song..just Enjoy Nina Simone
If you knew how I missed you You would not stay away today Don't you know I need you Stay here my dear with me I need you here my darling Together for a day a day Together never parting Just you just me my love I can't go on without you Your love is all I'm living for I love all things about you Your heart your soul my love I need you here beside me Forever and a day a day I know whatever betides me I love you I love you I do

Witch
Witch She sees faeries And talks to her herb garden. And everyone laughs. She feels colors, And says there is magic in the moon. And everyone laughs. She never hurts anyone And loves her oak tree like a child. And everyone laughs. She always helps a stranger And the neighborhood strays adore her And everyone laughs. She sits and cries And mumbles to the shadows, And no one cares. Once her hair was long and bright, Now it is a matted mess And no one cares. She used to dance among the trees, Now she can't find them And no one cares. Dreams of magic fill her days; Magic she can almost touch. And no one cares. The day she died her herbs did, too. And her oak tree bowed its limbs. A single candle burned in her window With naught there but the cats. And no one understands... copyright by Eveningstar aka Karin

Mother, Maiden, Crone
Mother Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch alone, honoring your many phases as my own.... Changes come and go, tides rise and flow as your light continues to grow, peeking through the window as I sleep, my dreams you safely keep, Goddess of the Moon, your magick fills my room, with blessings of the womb, moonbeams dance upon these walls, like golden threads, spun on a loom, Stars circle round, like a silvery crown, as I draw your energy down.. Many Blessings you continuously bestow with your magickal glow, as above... so below.... Mother, Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch Alone.... Copyright by me

The Truth
the truth all i want is the truth is that to much to ask ....i am a very understanding guy ...prolly the most u will ever find ........no matter what it is just tell me ......if you just want to have fun or be serious dont ditch me, stand me up, or just iggnore me or anythign else to avoid telling me the truth.......im sorry if im offending anyone who didnt lie to me but im just tired of beign lied too and or having my heart played with ........its getting old and really getting to me inside. im ok with fun ...im ok with serious but all i wnat to know is whats what ...is that to much to ask for ...please tell me b/c i dont think so. i knwo the truth hurts sometimes but not as much as being lied to and than find out lator. im a really trustworthy person........prolly to much at times...........but i will talk to just about anyone about almost anything but be upfront and yrself to me just liek i am to you. i dont like fake people or just dishonest people that realyl irrates

Online Players
What makes a guy go online and try to hussle as many women as he can? I don't understand what someone would get out of it. Its not like they're getting laid or anything LOL. Tell me what you think guys!

Memories
It's funny how the slightest little thing can bring back memories so vividly clear that you somehow feel you are there again. This morning, as in any other morning, I woke up and preformed my daily routine of coming in to work. But this morning things were a bit different. As I was walking in, a slight cool breeze swept across me and for an instance I was back in 29 Palms California. Why out of all places does 29 Palms come to mind, well because it was there where we did our desert training or for us Marines "CAX". But going back to what I was feeling ... what I was seeing is more like it. The memory of me getting up at early dawn, stepping out and walking down to the comm tent was all to real. The building in front of me dissappeared and all around I could see the morning desert. Calm and quiet, only the sound of the wind crossing it's scarce tumble weeds are heard. I could see the desert sky and the orange glow from the rising sun. And though I was wearing t-shirt and jeans, I could

Illegal Alien
Band : Genesis Song & Lyrics : Genesis Got out of bed, wasn't feeling too good With my wallet and my passport, a new pair of shoes The sun is shining so I head for the park, With a bottle of Tequila, and a new pack of cigarettes I got a cousin and she got a friend, Who thought that her aunt knew a man who could help At his apartment I knocked on the door, He wouldn't come out until he got paid. Now don't tell anybody what I wanna do If they find out you know that they'll never let me through, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, no It's no fun being an illegal alien Down at the office had to fill out the forms A pink one, a red one, the colours you choose, Up to the counter to see what they think They said "it doesn't count man, it ain't written in ink". I don't trust anybody, least not around here, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, I tell ya It's no fun being an illegal alien, no no no no no It's no fun being an illegal alien, I mean it when I t

Things
9 Things that drive me up the wall! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damned floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? I

Heart Like Structure
How much longer must we be apart? How many more days, how many more nights, how many more miles must separate the hearts we have given one another? I ask that which I don’t want an answer to. The only acceptable response is you fast in my arms. I want to take your dreams and mine and mold them into a joint reality. As midnight slowly melds into midmorning, as rain clouds slowly give way to sun, so I want it to be with us: A slow moving perfectly blended medley of light. To me, you are more than lover, more than friend, more than amazing. You are matchless beauty ~ the work of the creator. You are starburst and moon glow, daylight and the suns warmth. You are my favorite lotion blended into my skin ~ becoming one with me ~ your essence evident all over my body. You are natural highlights in my golden hair ~ that can only come from the soft kisses the sun brings. You are the laughter bouncing in the voices of my children, the spring in my step, the glitter in my eyes,

Untitled
see this crawling down my spine, it touches the core , i fall down , the lights fade around me. i have no room for my soul to breath , i m faceless in a crowd of conformaty , i can t seem to get past the night , i feel no pain or joy or hope or sadness only content for a life that i feel is not complete.

So i been tryin to level to insider (23) for 4 dayz now i been under 90k for 3 dayz working my ass off rating fanning n adding people!! I will takin a break deleting ugh sumthn cuz i really do try and help everyone i can but not gettin any help back is bs all my true friends know that i will help as much as i can..

I'm Sorry!!
I have a lot to say, not enough time to write, not enough time in this world to say all I want to say. I was thinking during my time away. Everything inside never comes out right. I say things I don't mean, hurtful things. I'm sorry is never enough because it doesn't make up for what I done. This time I'm to blame. It gets harder to get through the days, when you get older blame turns to shame cause everything inside is so hard to explain. I know I'm blue, full of tears, and I can't hold back my feelings. I'm sorry... I walk like a zombie, thinking of all my past, not the good, just the bad. I can't focus on things that make me happy, only the things that make me tearful. I dwell on the past, walk in my shoes for one day, relive the memories of my past, and see if you can move on. From time to time driving to work, shopping, or where ever an hour drive turns into a five minute drive. Wondering how that's possible? A wondering mind never stays on track, thoughts are racin

Don't Cry To Me....
Don't cry to me, if you wanted me you would be here with me. If you want me come find me. I'm sick of all the lies, baby you are too late. Couldn't take the blame, must be exhausting to lose you own game. You never call me when you're free, you call when you know i'm gone. Just get your things, I've made up your mind. Now that it's all said and done. The words you said when you left just left me out of breathe. I was bound to fall I was in way to deep, and let you get the best of me. You took a hammer to these walls, drug the memories down the hall. All I did was stand there, watch you leave and there was nothing else I could say. I never saw it coming, never thought I would doubt you. I should have started running a long time ago. Here I am putting my heart back together. I got over you. I was running with my head spinning around. Everything is a blurr. To late I didn't see it coming, there you are, I crashed into you. I couldn't stop myself I wanted to know how it felt.

Internet
i havent been online for some time now because i dont have internet service at this time. my mom decided not to pay the bill so she could spend all the money on x-mas and i'm mad about it!! anyway, hopefully i will be back on soon. thanks to all who sent me birthday wishes and x-mas greetings!! love you all!!

My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size. All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked

Safe And Happy New Year
The Holidays are always so busy and we wouldn't want to miss the chance to tell all of our friends and family members to please have a fun-filled and safe New Year. Each of you are special to us in your own way and we hope you never for a moment think that we don't care or appreciate each and every one of you. Our New Year's Wish for 2008 to all of you is this ... May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ... May 2008 be the best year of your life!!! We love each and everyone of you and hope you all will sign one of the guestbooks and leave a comment so we know you care and want to con

Why I’m Leaving...
Well, to make simple. I'm leaving because I'm bored with my life and this town. My being bored with my life has nothing to do with my friends/family. I have a lot great, and not so great, memories with the whole of them. It's just that my life is stagnent here and I seem to be going nowhere and getting nothing accomplished. And there really isn't much that this town has to offer me in what I want and there is nothing here for me to stay and be just "content" with the way things are now. I really haven't made up up my mind as to what I want to do or where to do it but I do know that it is no longer here. At first when I begun thinking about it I didn't want to come back because if I could find what makes me happy here I think I would have found it by now but I do have family and friends here that care for very much and will miss them so I will come back from time-to-time for visits, although knowing my track record with that phrase won't be often as I'd like. Yes, there will b

Djs
This is going to be a mini rant.. Don't want to read it.. so be it..Just move on. What is with the 100s of DJs popping up here on Fubar lately? 99% of you aren't DJs... Just people that click on some songs and thats it.. A real DJ talks.. interacts with the listeners..Actually around when someone wants to request something.. but alas.. you aren't.. I guess you all think it is "HOT" or "SEXY" to put "DJ" in your names.. I only know of MAYBE 4 real DJ's on this site.. because they actually TALK on air.. and not click on a few songs and that's it.. YOU AREN'T DJ's... YOU'RE CLICKERS.. Nothing more. If you actually talked to people on air.. then you can call yourselves DJs. EXHALES!! Thank you for reading this.

Alaskan Fubarians
I'm thinking about starting a club for Alaskans here on Fubar. I will be trying to contact Alaskans to bring us together. I would like to not only do an online club, but also do meet and greets in our state. Thats the best way for us to have fun. I will eventually need some help, and I have one person in mind. Plz contact me, when I get enough response, I will also create our own profile/page. Come on Alaskans! Lets do this! xoxo Cherrybomb

This Infuriates Me!!!!!!!! If You Are Offended Then Deal With It
Can anyone explain this to me, WE as americans go out and defend this nation against all enemies Foreign and Domestic!!!!! We go on the line to protect this country and everything it represents. The chance to do what you want when you want, the opportunity to sit in your home with literally no fears as to what will happen. But yet these FUCKERS have to gull to protest us. They talk about god loves all. Well then back him up and Love us to for what we do. Support us as we lay our lives on the line to protect you and your family. Without us Evil will triumph, And he last time I checked GOD had cast out those who did wrong from the heavens, He decides whether they will enter the gates, SO if this be the case then all should be allowed in, Not outcasted, So by following his rule we as Men and women go out and assist in the process of eliminating the bad. protecting those Who make the choices to love on another. WE are warriors! I dont need your respect, But I do need your support! We all d

Is Tupac Really Dead?
Many rumours have told that Tupac is alive and was faking his own death for his security. Here are a couple of theories why rapper and entertainer Tupac Amaru Shakur isn`t dead. 1. 2pac died on Friday the 13th... 2. Las Vegas is a payoff City...meaning all sorts of folks have been known to be on the take...that means doctors, press, lawyers etc. 3. The car that the assailants were using during the drive-by shooting a white cadillac was never found for some strange reason...How could this be when Las Vegas is in the middle of a desert? 4. There is a small Black community on the North side of town...This strip is only about 8 blocks long...The attackers were black...Where did they go ? Where did they hide ? 5. The white cadillac containing the gunmen passes a entourage of 2pacs boys...many of them body guards...No one gives chase...and there are no witness...There were no witness on the street...How come? Why not? 6. 2pac has changed his artist name to Makaveli...

Pitbulls Are Dangerous
Pit Bulls ARE DANGEROUS ! greenspun.com : LUSENET : Pit Bulls ARE DANGEROUS ! : One Thread Would you like to learn about how strong Pit Bulls really are ? Would you like to know how dangerous they are and can be ? Here is plenty of information that I've gathered and taken the time to write. PitBulls, except for last year, avg'ed the most human fatalities annually for many many years WORLDWIDE. PitBulls in most cases are highly aggressive towards ANY animal, no matter what kind, number, or size. PitBulls are one of the most dominant and powerful mammals out there. They have the most solidity and defined musculature of any dog breed, or animal for that matter. They ARE THE MOST GAME ANIMALS ON THE PLANET. Gameness as a quality means never backing down, fighting to the death even with missing limbs and eyes, and always wanting to quarrel with another animal. Determination goes hand-in-hand with GAMENESS, and I doubt that there is any animal with as much determination as

2007
I realize everyone is in reflection right about now. I usually don't reflect on the past year but as I get older, (hopefully wiser) I thought I'd take a few moments to review....2007... Wow what a year! I finally was able to break the grip around my heart that Rob had held so tightly for the past few years. Realizing what a troll he really is helped me heal. Emotionally anyway. He drained a healthy chunk financially as well...will take a little longer to heal from that. Stupid me! He has moved on to someone a little more dumb than me. Dumb I say because I tried to warn her about him...she didn't want to listen! So she deserves everything he sucks out of her. HA Moving on...dating...oh what a thought! Internet dating is the rage now and I got sucked right on in. With all those "sites" out there. After much money poured into them...meeting TOO many men (some good, some not so good), I use one site, it's a non-paying site and I'm there just for the forums. HA I think

My Baby
There is a big difference between a fu-marriage, and a real one! it's all fun and game when you play that role.. But when it's not, feelings get hurt. things go to far and it's all good to make friends and have fun, but don't set out to hurt people for any reason. so think about what you send and say to people that are not single..

24 Hours
hey all just wanted to tell everyone that i will be closin down my page one here, i LOVED meeting all the new peeps i have met on here, so thanks again and if any of you still want to keep in contact with me you can email me at djnotorious3258@hotmail.com or look for me on myspace under dj notorious.. hope to hear from at least a few of you...

To Serve Or Not To Serve
I would like to tell you about an eyeball that I saw dangling from its optic nerve: The only time a bartender is required to use his brain is when deciding whether to "cut-off" a drunkard. We are legally obliged to stop serving someone if it appears they are too soused. But what is "too drunk"? There is no formula. Who has the ability or the right to make that determination? For Christ’s sake, it’s a bar! Getting buzzed is the point! How do you draw the line between acceptable and unnaceptable intoxication? The chick falling off her stool is a no-brainer, but what about the quiet gentleman sitting alone at the bar? How am I supposed to hear the chorus of little voices in his head slurring the words Get the axe. . . get the axe? It is especially difficult with strangers. You have no way to gauge their behavior. You don’t know if they are drunk are just really weird. In this business, that’s a 50/50 proposition. What if a patron is mentally retarded or handicapped

And A Smile Of Joy Returns
I love you all, sometimes said in a cliche way, I think; almost an afterthought, maybe a duty. But it is true, in my heart I love each of you as God dwells in my heart, that I can't help. Some of you have profound ideas, some creative words and art. Others have a beauty outside matched by their tender heart. Regardless though, you touch my life profoundly and I am grateful for the way you brighten my days. My life would be significantly lessened in quality without you and in this new year my hope is we share laughs, loves and tears at times. That is after all what friends are for isn't it? But one can love, and love deeply, without being in love. This is the lesson God reveals in the life, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus the Christ. What is the difference, you may ask? Walk with me if you will thru the posts in this blog that I write today. Some of you have walked alongside me for these past months, commented at a change you heard in me as November gave way to Advent

What If...
Srength,Power,Love,Devotion... Happiness,Joy,Courageous,Serenity... Yes,No,Maybe So... Will I,Wont I,Can I... Deep,Passionate,Creative... Long Hair,Short Hair,No Hair... Will,Purpose... Problem,Solution... Up,Down... Backward,Foward... Temptation,Meditation... Pain,Fear... Hot,Cold... Exquisite,Gem... Do You Really Care,one way,or the other??? Do you base your whole entire life on what other people think of you??? Do you,... i'm asking... Do you??? To that special man out there... If I told you that I love you in front of you an your friends,would you embrace me,or would you be ashame at who's looking/listening... If I call you,would you ignore my call... If I made you mad,would that change the way you feel about me... If I told you I had Only guy friends,would that intimidate you... If I hug one of my guy friend

Dear Friend...
It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go...

Inside...
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....

Mr. Bojangles
"I knew a man Bojangles, And he danced for you." - Jerry Jeff Walker This is a true story. The Acorn Pub, in Monroe, NY, may be the coolest bar that ever existed. It is a small house that has been converted into a pub: the pub is on the ground floor, and the family who runs it lives upstairs. A small fireplace and mantle rest against the back wall; the bar counter is near the front, beside a bay window; and the pool table serves as the tavern’s central area. When I lived in the area, the Acorn Pub was the quintessential semi-dive (the most romantic of all bar types). It boasted warmth and lack of pretention, but was neither scary nor grotesque like a true dive. It catered to truck drivers passing through, quiet old couples who slowly sipped on mugs and rarely spoke, and guys like me who understood the allure of the Acorn -- the promise of a quiet beer shared with good friends. Read on as I whisk you to a blustery night in December, when I met the man who changed my

Hot Like Phyre!
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description

Bedroom Golf *taken From Wild Horse With His Permission*
1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment. Normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the CLUB in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict shaft length so not to damage the hole(s). 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will take time to admire the entire course with special attention to the well-formed bunkers. 8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currentl

Distraught
I look into your eyes, I can not help but stare, My King, The man i've traveled many worlds to find, I have slayed the evil wizard, He will haunt me no more, I ride my dragon trough the sky, Knowing I would do anything so I never make you cry, Accept the gift of love I have bestowed upon you, Although when I was upon my quest, You turned your love away, Bequething another to my dismay, Now I walk the woods with my sorrow hanging around my head, Without my elven king, Inside of me is dead!

Ocean Breeze
Star crossed lovers, Never meant to be, Kisses sweet, Ocean Breeze, Do tell me whats on your mind, I have nothing but time, Touch so gentle, It won't last, Is it just some more of the past, Tell me no lies, I whisper my secerts, Enfolded in your arms

Intimidated
I can't figure this out. I'm terribly intimidated here. I rarely log in to this website because its all about checking people out. That's really not my thing. I prefer a cafe..somewhere to have coffee/wine/Guinness and talk politics/religion/philosopy/the meaning of life. Plus, if you knew someone was married in a real bar, would you still hit on them? Just wondering...I know, I shouldn't even be here. I totally don't belong...