Fubar Blogs 5

My Burning Retinas
amy winehouse looks like a crackwhore... yeah that's all i have to say about that. jesus h christ i'm glad i don't pay attention to celebrities and all that shit too often. please have her sterilized and get her off the blow

Compassion
Female Compassion. A man was lying on a blanket at the beach He had no arms or legs. Three women were walking past and felt sorry for the poor man. The first woman said " Have you ever had a hug" The man said "No", So she gave him a hug and walked on. The second woman said "Have you ever had a kiss". The man said "No", So she gave him a kiss and walked on. The third woman walked over to him, knelt down and whispered in his ear, "Have you ever been Fucked? The fellow looked up in amazement and said "No" The woman smiled and said "You will be when the tide comes in."

1957 Vs 2007
SCHOOL 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up mates. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good caning by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra money from state because Jeffrey has a disability. Scenario: Billy breaks a window in his neighbour's car and his Dad gives him a whipping with his belt. 1957 - Billy is more careful next time, grows up normally, goes to uni, and becomes a successful businessman. 2007 - Billy's dad is arrested for child abuse. Billy removed to foster care and joins a gang. Psychologist tel

Vodka Christmas Cake Ingredients: 1 cup of water, 1 tsp baking soda, 1 cup of sugar, 1 tsp salt, 1 cup of brown sugar, lemon juice, 4 large eggs, lots of nuts, 1 bottle Vodka, 2 cups of dried fruit, Sample the vodka to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. To be sure it is the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the vodka is shtill OK. Try another cup .... just in case. Turn off the mixerer. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers pry it loose with a sdrewscriver. Sample the vodka to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or something. Who giveshz a shit. Check the vodka. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon of sugar, orn

Cheating Boyfriend?
ok I have been checking the history when i get home every morning and I noticed that my boyfriend has been looking up porn ( that doesn't bother me i like porn but he says he didn't do it and there is only the two of us on this computer) and his ex girlfriends.....he's made a myspace profile and won't add me as a friend. a few months back I was getting these text messages from a dating service he was suscribed to, he also didn't know anything about. and was messaging this 16 year old things like I'm wanting and hoping to hear from you soon, the pics on your profile look amazing... his excuse was he was setting his cousin up with her. now it may just be my paranoia but now he has added aim and i found a personals thing on the history, I'm a very jealous person psychotic doesn't even begin to describe what I would be if another lame asshole is cheating on me. I'll neuter him with a butter knife. but the main thing is why can't some just be honest? if you don't want to be with some one j

Friends List
hmm i see alot of what seem to be decent people on my list, but there are some of you that haven't sent me a message or chatted with me...and why is THAT ? so.....will the "mystery guests please sign in" lol. moral of this short story: if you have time, id love to get to know more of you on my list since alot of you live in my city!

My First Serious Poem
Broken By: Raso She has the eyes of an angel that has lost its wings. The life she knew destroyed, torn apart. Her heart beats empty echoes.useless to her now. Yet continues, relentless, unwilling to stop. Tears replaced a numbness. Questions of confusion, shock. Replaying moments in her head. What should be, what was, is not. Sorrow replaced by rage. Rage replaced by a memory. A time of pure emotion, of bliss Recorded in one tear stained page of a diary. Thumbing through pictures Of smiles, unstaged, pure never to be shared together again burn brightly in the fire, to see them, to much to endure A vow at that moment never to be exposed again. To barricade herself not to feel With emotional instincts wrong, and lies believed Forever to carry internal scars. The scars which never heal.

They Live Among Us
They Walk Among Us I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it Back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor And gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was a University of Southern California graduate and knew what she was doing, and Returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened to me in Austin At MoPac Blvd and Parmer Lane ..............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a Sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that Said 'buy one-get one free.' 'They're already buy-one-get-one-free,' She said, 'so I guess they're both free' She handed me my free sandwiches And I walked out the door. ..............They Walk Among Us

Ok Ladys Read This Plz
ok for the record yes im single but you need to be also no married women or involved women either sorry but dont need extra bullshit why should you peace out oh and rate me as well and ill return the favor thankx

A Raven @ Work
What happenin!! What? Ain't shit ova here? You do ya thang, I know, I can digg it. Salutes all day. Nevea one to hate on tha next! Invest in me and ya'll get good results. Thats my word. Forget a interlude. Would like to seduce you with my selective words. I want to get down to tha business. Why beat around tha bush when ya can slide in! I'll be your Interier Designer! Brake your walls down, Jus to fit in. And rebuild them like Bob tha builda! Why lie? I jus know what I want out of life. To see you perform tha role of you. Desired With Sweetness!

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

The Hypnotist
THE HYPNOTIST It was entertainment time at the Day Centre for the elderly and the Amazing Claude was topping the bill. People came from miles around to see the famed hypnotist do his stuff. As Claude went to the front of the meeting room, he announced, 'Unlike most hypnotists who invite two or three people up here to be put into a trance, I intend to hypnotize each and every member of the audience.' The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a beautiful antique pocket watch from his coat. 'I want you each to keep your eye on this antique watch. It's a very special watch. It's been in my family for six generations.' He began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly chanting 'Watch the watch, watch the watch, watch the watch ....' The crowd became mesmerized as the watch swayed back and forth, light gleaming off its polished surface. Hundreds of pairs of eyes followed the swaying watch, until, suddenly, it slipped from the hypnotist

Fu-owned
I am Fu-Owned by this wonderful man. RATE/FAN/ADD HIM PLEASE Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman@ fubar What can I say about this guy?? Well, he is absolutely amazing :D He always stops by to top me up when I'm dry...lol...and he is always there for his friends...he is so friendly and such a sweetheart...he'll do anything to help you out in a pinch :D And, of course...the Godfather list...he puts so much work into this list...to show us all how much we have to go, and to get us help from our friends...and even after my reset, I had all the points to go....and he still included me on the list :D He has been such an amazing friend to me....

Thoughts For The Week...
Just for those who care whats really goin on while the media diverts your attention with that 3 ring circus they call Iowa caukas (yup i know its prolly misspelled,lol). Congress passed, and President George W. Bush signed, the Secure Fence Act (SFA) in 2006. When the spending bill, which combines appropriations for a number of federal agencies, reached the Senate, Sen. Kay Bailey Hutchison (R-Tex.) attached S.Amdt. 2466 to the measure in order to silently gut the SFA's spending requirement. The Hutchison amendment reads, "Nothing in this paragraph shall require the secretary of homeland security to install fencing, physical barriers, roads, lighting, cameras and sensors in a particular location along an international border of the United States, if the secretary determines that the use or placement of such resources is not the most appropriate means to achieve and maintain operational control over the international border at such location." Thus, critics argue the amendment res

My Baby Died Tomorrow
Those of you that know me know that Stanly (my puppy) is like a son. He is a BIG part of my world!!! He has been VERY sick lately and is suufering way too much. He is either in pain or drugged. He can barely walk and has lost sooo much weight.He has arthritis in his lower spine and nothing can be done for him. Yesterday I decided it would be best to let him get some peace. That was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. Tomorrow at 5pm I take him to the vet. .....................

My Buddies!!!
this is for my buddies angel and jenny. You know we have all had fun times. Like with me and angel at the fair when i got hit in the face and you was there to help me b/c of that dumb bitch. andriding down 81 next to matt and kenny in our bra's and seeing there faces was priceless. And going to club zero wit robert. WOW! Fuckin marshall. damn!! and me and kenny and you and matt all "together" and all the shit that happened than, and playing 3 man with me for the first time and calling kenny, jeff when he came into lay next to me when i was passed out. Or you me and jen drivin down the rd after my christmas party. Hell and me and jenny driving around pissin off byron and jeff and there new gurls OMG so much fuckin fun. Or jenny me and you and r drunk party that was funny. I love both you all your my gurls b/c THATS HOW WE ROLL!!! We all got it like dat.

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Brittany Brendles News Paper Article
Winnabow | A 16-year-old high school student was killed Tuesday morning in a two-car crash shortly after she left her home while on her way to school. State Highway Patrol 1st Sgt. Al Morris said Brittany Elizabeth Brendle, of 1272 Cherry Tree Road in Winnabow, died in a two-vehicle accident. Brendle's car was struck while turning left at the stop sign at the intersection of Crabapple and Green Hill roads in Winnabow, about a mile west off U.S. 17. Brendle's vehicle, a late-model Volkswagen, was hit by a 2000 Ford Ranger traveling east on Green Hill Road and driven by Matthew T. Morgan, also 16. The accident occurred about 7:15 a.m., Morris said. Neither vehicle was traveling at excessive speed, he said. Brendle died at the scene, the trooper said. Both drivers were wearing seat belts. Morgan was "shaken up" but uninjured in the crash and was not taken to an area hospital. After giving his statement to authorities, Morgan told the trooper he was returning home and would lat

A Year Today
Wow! A year ago today I was bored as heck and looking through my sons KiteBoarder magazine and saw the add for this place. Not sure of the name back then CherryTap/LostCherry. So I thought why not join? I have to say I am glad that I did. I have met so many amazing people here that I don't just consider it an online thing but have made real life friendships with some of you. I never thought that I would have met some of the most amazing people here. A lot of you have been with me through a challenging year. The death of my friend, getting back to the working world after years of being a stay at home mom, the end of a relationship, the illness of my dad. I don't know how I would of gotten through these things without some of you. It's weird how a lot of people who interact with others online think of it as nothing. I feel that interacting with people at places like this should be treated the same as the "real world" as some would say. Being frequent in the mumms I am someti

A Master Abducts His Pet
she went into the bedroom and undressed, pet walked naked to the shower, feeling the rush of hot water caressing her skin. Thinking to her herself to hurry because Master was coming to visit her as she quickly poured shampoo into her hand, then lathered her auburn hair, she felt the suds slowly drip down her nude breast as she began to rinse the lather from her hair. Quickly washing her nude body she finished her shower and reached for the thick towel that hung loosely near the door of the shower. She felt the tight grip wrap around her hand as she felt a sack come down over her head. The male voice told her not to struggle as he gagged her then expertly tied her hands and feet. she felt her body being lifted and carried what she thought was out side because of the cold bitter bite of the wind on her skin. She felt her hip slam against the car seat as she was dumped onto it. she felt the car begin to move, she didn't know where she was going only that her Master would be v

Sorrow
I don't know why, but I loved you. You allowed me to cry. You held my hopes and dreams in your hands, you listened while my heart beat for you, you showed me how to soar.... I've never fought so many bloody battles. I've never experienced so many wonderful adventures. I've never laughed so damn hard. I've never felt so much pain...................... and now I've never cried so hard. I miss you. .............................I'll always love you. But it's time to move on.

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My Fu Wedding
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Bad Band Teacher
So it's finals week. Not as many people are in school at the normal times due to the schedule change. There are alot of junior/senior high school students that also attend my school. So the other day Im in the cafeteria sitting and talking to my friend Thomas about whatever when this girl from one of his classes sits down with us. First of all she was chatty as fuck. Second I really wanted to tell her to shut the fuck up. That was until I was trying to block out her voice and then i heard her say "So and SO has to go to court tomorrow and I have to testify. I don't want to go to the winter formal because everyone thinks i slept with the Band Teacher" She goes on to tell me that "nothing happened that all they did was hang out and watch movies" Umm yea thats all i did in highschool was hang out and watch movies too yea uh huh thats it." WHat the FUck.... So today like right before i started this blog i turned on the tv and the news at noon was on, and who's face do i see on t

Winter Solstice Ritual
Into the forest, lilones feet silently cross the barren woods. With only moonlight to guide her to the sacred space she performed the rituals of the Wiccan seasons. Tonight of all nights, she welcomed the winter season. Her thoughts were of the One she wished was there with her to celebrate the Winter Solstice but knew it was not possible. But her fantasy and dreams were always filled of Him, her handsome Master. lilone did not know if she shivered from the cold or from the thoughts of how her Master controlled her mind, spirit and body. As she built the pyre for the bonfire to start her ritual for Winter Solstice, her thoughts were of his hands caressing the cold skin of her nipples. His hands sliding between her soft sun- kissed thighs, roughly tearing away the wisp of panties making her tremble with anticipation. She shook her head and trying to clear her mind of the erotic thoughts beginning to over take her. Striking a match she lit the bonfire and the fire caught t

Marine
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Wow They Were Looking At Me
I was doing my normal bench press workout yesterday morning. The benching area is in the back of the gym. After each set I get up and walk around. I looked up towards the front of the gym and couldn't help noting that after set quite a few guys were looking my way. So I said to myself wow, they are looking at me. I begin think like why? Its not like I'm some adonis, nor I am lifting a record setting amount of weight. Then it dawned on me. They were looking at the attractive woman who was doing some lifting near me. We were the only ones back there. My moment of glory was over.

The 10 Commandments
The 10 commandments 01. The two should never irritate themselves at the same time, this means preventing the explosion. Qto more the situation is complicated, but the calm is needed. 02. Never shout with one another, unless the home is catching fire. Who has good arguments need not scream and the more someone shouts, less is heard. 03. If anyone should win let the discussion is the other. Losing a discussion can be an act of intelligence and love. 04. If it is inevitable criticize, do so but with love. The other side needs to understand what is said, aims to add, not divide. 05. Never play in the face of the other mistakes of the past. The person is always greater than their mistakes. And nobody likes to be characterized by their defects. 06. Be displicente with anyone, least with his cônjugue. In the life of two all can and should be important. The happiness was born of small things. 07. Never sleep without having reached an agreement. If it does not, the pro

~~remembering Our Soldiers@ Christmas~~
Please remember our soldiers during this holiday season!!! (I love you Nate) A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark o

Life17
Last night turned into a very busy night. What we planned to make for dinner was not enough since our daughter informed us her boyfriend was coming over and my son had his girlfriend over so we ended up getting good ole' pizza! The kids were all about decorating the tree until Peter spent an hour and a half trying to figure out why the lights on the tree weren't working and then realized that the power strip he was plugging them into had an on/off switch! Brilliant Peter! So I ended up decorating the tree all by myself. No one but me put ornaments on the tree. Very pathetic! It does look pretty. I do it in white, clear and silver ornaments of all kinds. I stopped doing the "kid" tree 2 years ago and started doing the tree how I wanted to have it done. Selfish? Maybe. My freako neighbors from next door had their house go into foreclosure. They moved out last weekend. I feel bad for the old woman but so glad I will never have to deal with her psycho ex son-in-law agai

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Are You Going To Let Me Shout?
> Name: > Number: > Best time to call: > text messaging (yes or no) > phone service: > > > > > > I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. > If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] > Repost as: Give me your #

School 1957 Vs. School 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI is called, Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police are called, SWAT team arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Teste

Computer No No's!!!
First of all, you should never turn your computer off while you're in the middle of a program or if you have a bunch of windows open. You need to always close out all your programs and windows before shutting down your computer. If a program freezes up on you, always try to use Ctrl + Alt + Del before you do anything else. Another thing you should never do is turn your computer off and then turn it back on without waiting at least 60 seconds. The system needs at least that long to calm down a bit before you put it back to work. Here's more! Never remove a disk or a CD from their respective drives until the drive light has turned off. It usually takes a few seconds for it to turn off, but if it's still on, don't push that release button! Here's an interesting one: don't ever use a magnet around your computer, the monitor or around a diskette (floppy disk). Magnets are bad news! Also, don't ever try to force a disk into its drive. If it doesn't fit, you may have it upside down or back

Are You Ever Really Happy
Are you ever really happy Just when you think things are going great you seem as happy as you can be you have to step back and wonder if it is true happiness. Sometimes we feel things in our life is perfect but you wonder is it just an act or is it the truth. Some times it is hard to tell the difference between the two. You become so caught up in having everyone think things are perfect that you start to believe the happiness yourself. Then it may hit you are driving in your car or sitting alone in some place and your realize that all you feel is not true happiness but an act and you start to wonder why you do this who is it helping this act this sham that you have come to believe yourself. You sit back and you look at the things in your life and you wonder are my friends my friends because they love the real me or because of the ever so happy me. Do you know how hard it is to act happy all the time to try and be so many different people you lose yourself. I have to wear

Strange Facts
The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time television were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Coca-Cola was originally green. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Hawaiian alphabet has 12 letters. Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better. City with the most Rolls Royce's per capita: Hong Kong State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska Percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% Percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% Barbie's measurements if she were life size: 39-23-33 Cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 Average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. The youngest pope was 11 years old. First novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. The San Francisco Cable car

Dismayed By Illusion
One has imagination using it to distinquish what they desire... Only it's an illusion of one's fantacy... For when the truth steps to reality... We are dismayed by illusion of our souls desires.. You look hard, you look deap within your soul... You realize what you want wishing for one to fill the gap that keeps you searchin... You look to the universe, you ask for a gift, from the godds above... Within time the Godds answer your prayes, You hear the words, feel the emotion Only to lock up, from past fears... You bein who you are, clames up an closes the door... When you should push it open, to claim your shootin star... When all is said an done... All your left with is to be Dismayed by Illusion..

My Love
Love stalks me, wondering ever so near as to taunt me in ways that i can not perceive. Never before has it wasted its time on my worthless presence and yet now it finds me. She arouses questions which frustrates, yet gives hope to future events. A curse yet a joy that a person only receives once in their pathetic life times. I never believed that i could find someone that could bring me this joy while at the same time making me lose control of everything. With her i have no control what so ever....not matter what I try i know that i will be submissive. I worship her to no end, a slave to my heart. For it is my heart that is slave to her. I wonder if this is right or wrong. At times it makes no sense. I've know her for a small matter of time....yet it feels that we have been together all my life. Should i feel this way...love won't let me know....its like a knife that stabs the heart....yet it plugs the wound and keeps like drawing. She is the knife. Every tim

Trista
Let me remind you that you are the one who called me crying and telling me how depressed and homesick you were and how you miss your sister and her new baby and telling me how the boy you are with is misstreating you and all and wanting me to get you home to oklahoma remember YOU CALLED ME so I cannot believe you would let him block the only way you have to find out anything about the wrest of your family.

Drama
Man it is said how so many people take things so personal on here. Yea I am real and I tell it like it is. I come here to talk to certain peaple becuz they are cool and really nice. The drama kings and Queens need to delete themselves from my page. As far as have an actual serious relationship on fubar come on peaple this is internet GET REAL!!!!! Friendship is an actual thing that can happen but boyfriuend girlfriend get real. Possibly getting interested into meeting even but stop taking stuff so personal. I am always here for my friends and individuals who are real like flirt , countrygirl, mama rox,mistic angel, and a few others.... but if your not real like these peaple do not add me as a friend.......

Yuwie
1) Facebook makes over $8 million a MONTH from advertising alone. 2) Myspace makes almost $25 million. WE, the users, don't get any of this, even though WE are the ones making the pages, writing the blogs and uploading the pictures! There's a brand new social networking site called Yuwie, which actually pays it's members just to use it! You think Facebook has everything you need - That's fine! I love facebook, and only use Yuwie to make money. Simply join Yuwie with this link, http://r.yuwie.com/joestattoo and then you can do the same!

Oh You Know
A little bit about me. I try to live for the day, I can't say that this always work, but I sure do try. I'm sometimes a little to blunt, and I don't think before I speak. Some people might think that this is part of my charm, others think I'm a bitch. Think what you will. I will drive for hours, just so I can clear my head. Small things, make me smile, like little gifts from friends just for no reason. I think that's about it for now. Thanks for reading my first blog :) Cheers! Andrea

Nsfw
i had 5 photos flaged as nsfw,now im not one to be a so and so and go marken stuff as nsfw or let alone get involved in any of the crap that go`s on in this joint but come on a pair of bloody footy boxers hasent anyone got better things to do then to make a person life misrable yeah i know i could and can re upload the pics but why the hell should i. NOW i see a lot of desplay pics showing bits and peices so tell me whats the diferance of a woman showing a little clivage to bearing all well its that showing clivage is that they are covered and bearing all well not so covered and wtf is the differance to a guy wearing no shirt or singlet to a chick been topless hell idk i give up and i guse this blog will be marked as well

Own Me?
Ok.. So, to be like all the cool kids around the Fu-Hood, I've decided to put myself up for AUCTION!!! SO! Pull yourselves together and lets get the BID'S rolling!! IF YOU WIN YOU WILL RECIEVE: 1 SALUTE, OF COURSE IT HAS TO BE SFW! FU-OWNED BY _______ FOR 1 MONTH! WEEKLEY BULLETIN PIMPOUT FOR 1 MONTH! YOUR LINK ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH! ALL PICS, ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS RATED! SOUND GOOD TO YOU? WELL THEN... GET THE BIDDING STARTED!!! FuBucks are what I'm looking for! I'm really looking for a SPOTLIGHTSomeday!! but make me an offer i can't refuse, and who knows! Click the link and send me a message!!!! Drunk1@ fubar

Some People
I can't stand people on here or anywhere really that are so full of themselves and think they are God's gift to the world. I recently was talking to my sister and some guy kept bothering her numerous times to rate his profile and pics. He thought he ws just the shit. Well she finally said whatever and rated him. She's an honest rater so she won't rate you a 10 if she doesn't feel ya deserve it. SO she gave him still a high score. She gave him a 9. WEll he flipped and said that was offensive and he deserved a 10 or 11. And then started going off on her and then blocked her. This guy is known for rating people ones if he doesnt get what he wants....Uh duh idiot rating people ones won't effect anything they still get points. But then this guy had the nerve to go to my page rate me a one and have his friend who was newer to this site take my pictures and name{old name} and create a fake profile. On top of that he put suposed fake naked pictures of me in this profile. I have never taken a n

The Unseen
She gets up early, stretches her arms out as far as they will go. She drags herself to the bathroom to turn the water- waiting for it to get warm, she undresses. As she gets into the shower, she begins to visualize what she will wear to work that day- and her thoughts wonder of how the day might go. She knows what she will do as soon as she gets to work... she just wishes she could be a better person. She rushes out the door- speeds to work just making it at 8:05. Damn, no matter how hard she tries, she's always 5 minutes late. She sneaks in- opens her drawer to her desk and gives a great big grin "Good Morning" she says out loud. As her co-worker hears her, every morning, thinking she is talking to her- she replies back "Good Morning". She gets her coffee cup out, smells it, hurries to the break room hoping to get first pot- always too late. Pouring her coffee, she grins at everyone as she is anticipating the days work. She carefully rushes the hot coffee cup back to her de

I'm Back
I've been in the process of moving, so I haven't been returning rates, messages, comments, etc.. Will anyone who has sent me anything within the past week and a half please leave me a comment on this blog so I can play catch up. Thanks again for all of your support and kindness. And to all of you {{{KISSES}}} Love Ya Niki

A Naughty Lil Story
“THE MIRROR” CHAPTER 1: GETTING READY THE CANDLES ARE LIT, REFLECTING IN THE MIRROR, THE MUSIC IS PLAYING AND THE FIRE IS RAGING, IN HIS HEART AND THROUGHOUT HIS BODY AND SOUL. ALL THAT’S MISSING IS THE SEXIEST MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMEN HE HAS EVER KNOW. HE HEARS HER OPENING THE DOOR AND HIS HEART ALMOST JUMPS OUT OF HIS CHEST (LIKE IT ALWAYS DOES WHENEVER SHE IS NEAR) IN ANTICIPATION OF WHAT’S TO COME. HE MEETS HER AT THE DOOR WITH A BOUQUET OF ROSES THAT HE GROWS JUST FOR HER, AND TAKES HER IN HIS ARMS AND HOLDS HER AS TIGHT AS HE CAN. HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT FOR SO VERY LONG AND HOPES SHE HAS TOO. HE TELLS HER HOW HAPPY HE IS THAT SHE’S HERE AND THAT THIS WILL BE A NIGHT THAT WILL LIVE IN HIS HEART AND SOUL FOR THE REST OFF HIS LIFE. CHAPTER 2 : THE BEGINNING HE LEADS HER TO THE ROOM THAT WILL BE THEIR EDEN FOR THE NEXT FEW HOURS, THE ONLY LIGHT COMING FROM THE TWO CANDLES AND HER BEAUTIFUL EYES. HE CAN HEAR HER HEART BEGINNING TO BEAT ALMOST AS LOUD AS HIS OWN AND

Soldiers
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit

Sex
HEAVEN AWAITS She’s got the softest lips I’ve ever felt pressed against my body, as she slowly makes her way towards me. Slowly crawling over my naked warm body, her hair drapes over my face; she has the sweetest scent known to man, the scent of lust and passion over-whelms me. I feel weak and yet strong at the same time; I confused, I want to destroy her body, but start off as gentle as a lamb. I lay back and enjoy the moments as she stares deep within my eyes. I give her complete control as her teeth embrace my neck; I give out a slight moan. She starts to go back down my body leaving a trail of fingernails clawing over my chest gently fading into the night. She reaches her destination engulfing her favorite toy as sweat trails down the side of my face, racing down my neck deep within the sheets. I begin to speak in tongues as I reach for the heavens to help me in my quest only to make it half way there. These few minutes seem like an eternity of standing at heavens gates

20 Days Left
Yea thats right, i got 20 days left till i move to missouri for my training... anyone live in missouri??? lets have a beer in person then. first round on me. but anyways, yea im nervous but ill pull through

Love
Love Is! Love is having you by my side And in my dreams, you're always there Love is knowing you're wherever I go Just like the skies You're everywhere Love is lying down at night And before I sleep Your face is the last thing I see When I wake to the early morning That happy face is there to greet me Love is knowing that truly You are the one I'd spend the rest of my life Love is knowing how wonderful it would be To live as husband and wife Love is knowing that in my heart That what we share is strong and true Love is so many things I know But most of all, I know love is you.

Heartache
A MILLION & ONE A million times you’ve always said you would love me forever. A million times you’ve promised me you’d always be there for me til end of time. Now you say it’s time to go and that love doesn’t live here anymore. Now you say you’re unhappy after a million smiles and a million sunrises in my arms. A millions times I’ve heard your voice whispering in my ears at night as if I’ve heard a million questions in my head. Now that I have all the answers; but I have no one to give me any questions. A billion tears have sent chills down my face as they flow down in the form of a waterfall. So many times I’ve questioned God and why he has taken you and your love away from me after so many years. I see you from time to time surrounded by walls of empty flesh; keeping me away from you as if I were a virus, plague or disease. I some times wish I had a million bullets; for what I don’t know at this point in time. I want to leave this place, this world, this galaxy caring m

Friends Read
Okay I get asked everyday so many times if someone can be in the family so My beauty and I talked and we will be starting a new family list. Here is how it is going to work: Everyone will be expected to make me, OR us a personalized salute (see my salute album for an idea) Also you must have your own salute on your profile page if you want to see the family albums from now on. Also Once you are added we will want you to comment some if you want to stay in the family because we enjoy reading your thoughts as you view the pics, We do not get upset by dirty talk it turns us on so say what you feel. I/We will also make a salute for you if you'd like just send me the request and if it is not too nasty we will do our best to comply. The only ones we will keep on family are those who have done this,all others who want to join the family are expected to send a salute first. Sorry it has to be this way but we have had too many bad experiences as of late. BeautysBeast

Heartache Pt.2
Mornings To Come Morning comes and I awaken to an empty bed as I reach for you and you’re not in your place. Emptiness is the loudest cry my ears have ever heard. I get out of bed searching for the biggest sign of your presence; calling out your name over and over. I learn that silence can be the deepest of pains to ones heart and soul. I walk from room to room looking for your things to be in their usual place; I see nothings there. I feel blinded by the empty space that surrounds me. I don’t know what to do or say, I’m lost in the wilderness of my fears. I drowning in words too confused to come out of my mouth fearing the world of loneliness. You were everything to me and more; you’ve taken away the air that I breathe. Please give me back my fantasy; the courage that I need to live. All I’m feeling at this time is the purest of pain. I rush to the phone dialing home and you’re number echoes through my head time after time and you never answer. Tears begin to stream do

Kyredneck Aka Stefan Aka David Aka Loser
I did a sticky bulletin on this today but I'm blogging it too for further updates. No it's not drama, just truth. Women need to beware. He prays on the vulnerable. THIS IS TRUE...I KNOW THIS GUY AS WELL AND HAVE BEEN CONTACTED VIA EMAIL ALSO. HE HAS USED AND ABUSED WOMEN ON MYSPACE AND FUBAR AS WELL. AFTER I GOT SEVERAL EMAILS FOR A WOMAN HE GOT INVOLVED WITH I PERSONALLY LEFT HIM A MESSAGE ON HIS KYREDNECK FUBAR PAGE AND THE NEXT DAY IT WAS DELETED. HE CONTACTED ME VIA YAHOO MESSENGER AND ASKED WHY I LEFT THAT. I PLAYED DUMB AND HE SAID THAT HE LEFT FUBAR BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE LYING ABOUT HIM. YA. TELL ME ANOTHER ONE. THIS CHICK WAS GOING TO TRY TO GET SOME OTHER PICTURES BUT HASN'T YET. THIS BULLETIN IS TRUE. I AM GOING TO STICKY IT. SORRY I DIDN'T SEND SOONER BUT THINGS HAVE BEEN CRAZY IN OKLAHOMA WITH THE ICE STORM AND BLACKOUT. STAY AWAY FROM THIS GUY. 1-270-314-2618 IS HIS PHONE NUMBER IF YOU WANT TO CALL HIM TO GIVE HIM A PIECE OF YOUR MIND .... UNLESS HE CHANGED IT

The Truth About Sex
Sex Statistics!!! 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural",

Happiness
well i am goin to start off by saying hey to every one. i know its been a while since ive spoken. well there has been alot of crap that has been goin on here at home, with my dad and his situation getting worse and having to put up with his crap along with the illness tell you its starting to get to me. well to the reason i am writing this. last night i went to see the lights in McAdenville. i met a really good person to take a stroll through the lights and got to admitt i had one hell of a time. i never thought i would feel safe talkin and opening up to another girl. but last night i had no worries at all. dont think i have ever laughed and had as much fun. it really sucked when tina had to go home cause all i could do is think of her. think this is a beautiful start of something good for once in my life. ty tina for a great time last night hope we can get together soon and do it again hugs n kisses

Happy Hour!!!!
I've purchased a happy hour tonight at 11 pm central time everyone be sure to fan add rate crush all you can!!!!! thank you. I showed my love to all of you by cutting costs by half and doubling your rating points, be sure to show me the love back!!

Fall From Grace
This guy and his followers are nothing but peices of shit...i never knew a whole lot about this idiot..but to watch this crap on tv...made it obvious that this is a cult..talkin about how god hates fags...as they put it...and how they were wishing how all troops were dead...WTF gives them ANY right to proclaim they are ANY servant of god..wishing that sort of thing on our troops these peices of shit are trampling the american flag...isnt that ILLEGAL...why arent they getting put on trial... im ashamed to be in the same state as they are...if i ever run into them face to face...any one of them..ill pummel their asses to the ground and i wont stop till im in prison...i hope someone bombs their asses... such a waste of human skin..a bunch of worthless socialy inapt shit bags...they WILL burn in hell following that godless freak of nature. to think people are actualy sending this fuckwad and his family money to do this shit..apparently has raised some 10mill for his cause....is

Lilith
Lilith is the Goddess of every woman claiming her own right to pursue her goals. Jewish mythology teaches that she was Adam's first wife, but she refused the submissive role of a help-mate, and left the garden to wander in the wilderness. Legend also has it that she was there before the earth was formed, and is made of the stuff left over when God diminished the moon so it wouldn't fight with the sun. In her right hand she holds a star, which represents her strength of will. At her left flies an owl, which represents the wisdom she has gained in discovering her independence. She stands upon a rocky outcropping overlooking a river valley. Behind her on her right is a pomegranate tree, a symbol of life and rebirth, and some say it was the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil. *October 24th, Lilith's Day*: # Presumably the day that Lilith left Eden, or possibly a Sumerian Holy Day the celebrates the harvest (sort of like Thanksgiving). Whichever you prefer. *Lilith Aromatherapy*: #

A Candle Light
A prayer never said, or that promise never kept. A hand never offered to help, or a smile never offered in friendship. A hurt never forgiven, or a wound never healed. A kiss never asked for, or a hug never accepted. A love never pursued, or a dance never danced. A song never sung, or those words never spoken. A child never born, or a flower never allowed to bloom. A risk never taken, or a room you never come out from. A wall never climbed, or that path never taken. A child never knowing their Grandparents, or that card you never sent. A mercy never given, or a hate never left behind. A baby never suckled, or a tear never shed. Light that candle that sits so gloom and cold, bring a truth to your life before you are to old.

Love
being in love is the best and worst thing in the world, but although my heart is broken right now by absolutely believe in it, let me know if you do too. I refuse to get jaded because of other people and I refuse to lose hope and trust in people because some are jerks. If I can say that right now I know its true for life. Anyone out there who wants to respond I would love to hear what others have to say.

Post
1. Through deserts of glass, And cities pummeled into so much trash, Where things crawl in new shapes, And odd vines choke the decrepit earth, I will find you and love you In the middle of a crater. I will love you on a bed of bones.

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America,people from Kentucky, Tennessee, western Maryland & Pennsylvania, as well as West Virginia will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS . And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a " BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY" 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 She does not "NAG" you - She becomes " VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a " LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is " OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does

Oral
Topic....Oral Sex. Ok things are going to warm up so pay attention.... He should start with kissing her tummy working his way to her thigh's then with your tongue start with long strokes nice and slow to the tip of your tongue - like your licking an ice-cream take your time and make sure to explore slowly drawl her lips into your mouth and tease them with your tongue. Then move to her c.l.i.t once again long strokes with your tongue then switch to the tip circle it then lightly flick it with the tip of your tongue every so often increase then pressure then pull back watch for her reactions closely. Next take her c.l.i.t into your mouth gently suck on it as you circle it all around over the top with your tongue. Now is where you can be a little playful she at this point should be getting closer and closer this is where you can pull back a little allow your warm breath envelope c.l.i.t.o.r.i.s - kiss her tummy slowly and passionately – allow her to anticipate what is co

New Business Venture
I'm working on taking my photography and trying to start my own business you can check out my webpage for it at J Keniston Photography or e-mail me at j_keniston_photography@yahoo.com or by phone at 207-478-5118 for more information who knows if it will end up going anywhere but i figured what the hell do i have to lose.

Girlfriend Application
Girlfriend Application Form The following questions are about yourself. Before I start with the questions, here's a little about myself. ************************************************************************ I'm 22, 6'2", 175lbs and muscular. I have a three and a half year old black lab mix named Shadow, I'm a smoker, but I don't drink. I like to take Shadow for long walks, sometimes 5-mile long walks. I currently have one tattoo on each shoulder blade, Semper Fidelis (Always Faithful). I'm not one to cheat, but I will forgive some one who cheats on me once, they get a second chance, but no more. I'm a computer technician and automotive mechanic. Enough with myself, lets move onto you..... ************************************************************************ 1. What do you like about yourself? ________________________________________________________________________ ************************************************************************ 2. What do you NOT like about

Tequila Christmas Cookies
TEQUILA CHRISTMAS COOKIES 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tbsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup of nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle of Tequila Sample the Tequila in a large glass to check quality Take a large bowl, and check the Tequila again, to be sure it is of the Highest quality. Pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer, Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point, it's best to make sure the tequila is still ok, so try Another cup. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit and damm cup off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers, just Pry it loose wit h a drewscriver. Sample the tequila to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the Tequila Now shift the lemon ju

~rain
My head back, hair wet against my face, I look into the darkness of my closed eyes, as I feel you pour upon me. Touching my face, neck, and shoulders; you cause me to shiver. Every sense within me heightened beyond any scale, I treasure your caress. Arms outstretched, I await your consumption of my being. The glistening you cause upon my flesh, far more intensified by the blinding passion you have instilled within me. Rage, sadness and love; a welcome turmoil. You bring every feeling inside of me to surface. Your sounds, hushing all that surrounds me, causing an awakening calm; arousal of my soul. Your touch becoming softer, I open my eyes to find a glistening, brighter world. A light shines as I watch you fade into the skies, yet again... ~Jess~

What Would You Do
if we meet what would you do a.shake hands b. kiss c. hug were would you want to go a. to a movie b. for a walk c. stay at my place d. eat sothing and talk if we went my place to wach movies a. would you sit on the couch with me b.sit somewere else if we went to a movie store a. would you just want your movies b. share and each get 3 c. don,t go a see whats on tv if you were with a man and it snowed that night a.would you get a motel b. stay but sleeep on the couch c. stay with me so i could keep you warm do you like a man to sleeep in a.nothing b. boxers c.don't care

Distant
I've been distant, I know. I started a new job a couple of months ago, and I'm not adjusting well. Actually, I hate it. So, I've been trying to make it work for me until I can get a better one. I've been going to work, and passing out early. I miss my friends, and I hope you are all doing well. I didn't forget about you!! P.S. This snow is killing me already!!! xoxo Myspace Comments

Back To Reality
Caught up in the words that appear on your screen Wanting to believe so much of what is seen Your heart skips a beat with each new person you meet Wrapped in illusion There becomes confusion What is real, what is fake So much of you to give and take Freely speaking words you'd often not say Hoping later, your heart won't pay You wait for that comment, or email, or shout Finding so many ways to overlook your doubt It's different this time, it has to be He's sweet, he's smart, and he loves me What's a little distance When there is no resistance What's and issue or two Love will see you through Then one day you realize its just a dream What you wanted it to be, is all you have seen Your eyes are now open and reality set it in You wake up alone, and your life is not him Though never real, your heart is still cold The emptiness takes its familiar mold And you wonder how long it is going to be Before you head back to fantasy **copyrighted 2007 W

Peices Of Me
SO where has life brought me Is this my place Am I where I'm supposed to be CAn someone please tell me So why do I fell this sadness Why do I feel this pain I feel my heart tearing Pulling in different directions Can someone please tell me Where has my mind gone With all that I see Why do I feel so alone I fell trapped in my mind Please tell me why Is there something I'm missing Where has everyone gone Can no one help me please Or is this the path I have chose Can someone help me All is falling All upon my head I feel my life fleeting Why is it all slipping Can someone tell me Is anyone listening Or is this all in my mind Is salvation coming If only I could escape my mind

Blah
It seems to me that I can do some things right and other things I'm just no good at. I have ruined friendships, which is now very apparant to me, I have alienated people to the point that they think that I'm the one that is the problem...and then in other areas of my life, nothing could happen to make it better than it already is. I work hard, I'm a mom and a college student. I work hard at being a mom, cuz I don't think that I will ever qualify for the "best mom award"...I work even harder as a student...first because I'm not the typical college student, since it seems that Father Time insists that I have another birthday again this year (lol) and then I have to try all the more harder so that I can make it into grad school, so that I can get my masters degree... So where have I gone wrong...I mean am I that horrible of a persont as it seems to the people that I have hurt. Did I mean to hurt these people...HELL NO...but I'm not forgiven for it, do I forgive myself, no how ca

Meteor Shower
So tonight is the start of the meteor shower, tonight and tomorrow night. I've seen 7 meteors so far. Tomorrow night you are supposed to see Gemini next to Mars. Where Mars is I haven't a clue but I'll be looking for it. Go watch it it's really neat.

Students Kill & Eat Baby Raccoon
COLUMBUS, Texas - The killing, cooking and eating of a baby raccoon as part of a class in Columbus has raised animal cruelty questions. Police Chief Danny Jackson said usually the animals are dead when they're part of a wildlife management and harvesting class at Columbus High School. Jackson said the October incident apparently involved two students who took a live raccoon to school. Jackson told KHOU television that the students, "Started stepping and stomping on it, joking they're tenderizing the animal." He said the youths then skinned the raccoon, cooked it and ate it. Superintendent Randy Hoyer said a substitute teacher was in the class that day and did not know any better, but it won't happen again. Hoyer said with the substitute teacher, the students in essence had permission to process the animal on site. But student Stephanie Zavala said it was animal cruelty. Columbus is a community of 4,100, located about 55 miles west of Houston.

Another New Illness To Watch Out For!
A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that she is staying home because she is not feeling well. 'What's the matter?' he asks. 'I have a case of anal glaucoma,' she says in a weak voice. 'What the hell is anal glaucoma?' 'I can't see my ass coming into work today.'

My Poem
So I'm fucked up inside more dead than alive Never followed the norm where I've been no one goes I kill myself for what it's worth unevenness is sin I wipe my ass with moral standards I follow what's within Always held your head high beaten up going down So you're caged in your soul keep on digging that hole Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low Always willing to bleed to regain what I need I won't follow the blind I have faith in my mind I spit my hate into your face you're caged inside your soul I race the demons in my head eager to let go So you fear for your life why don't you step aside Beaten up going down eating shit from the ground Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low Life won't give you anything Except the pain you feel Now it's finally closing in It's time to bleed Fuck

Psycho Ass People!
Ok, so there are people on here that need some serious psychological help! True Story.... So, this random guy rates me and leaves me some photo comments. Cool. Right? WRONG! Then like a week later, he sends me this message telling me how I'm too good to rate back and I must be conceited and whoop-tee-woo. I wrote him back telling him that I was at work when he rated me and I didn't even realize, rated him, La-ta-da and smoothed his feathers. (1st incidence of Capt Psycho) So Then.... He messaged me one day telling me that I should advise my best friend that just joined her to return luv.... My response... "Why do you care? It's a website! Seriously! Don't take it so personal." So, I didn't hear from him for a few days. (2nd instance of Capt Psycho) Then he messages me and tells me that I was right and he was a jerk. (DUH?!?!) Moving on.... Then I wasn't online for like a week because I've been studying for finals.... And the first night I am on (tonight) and he shouted

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to

Where Is Love?
Recently I read a mumms about if you think you can find love on fubar. I found it interesting the comments people made. I think that love is different for many reasons, as many as there are people and can be found in the most unusual places, even on here. Love is the most wonderful feeling we have for anyone or thing we desire. I read that for every two miles there is one person we are compatible with. Compatible isn't love but it is a good start. We get what we deserve when it comes to love. We project who we are and what we are. Knowing who we are, what we want, good self esteem, the amount of respect we have for ourselves can determine if we find real love. Lots of people think they found love, when all they found was the heat of passion, happens to mice every twenty one days. There are people who are lonely and will settle for what they think is love. People can be desperate, those are the victims. I think we all have been there at one time or another. The key is to learn f

I Am Getting Rich!
I have made 80,000 these last 2 days..rating friend joes pics..and commenting. If you need money hes the one to go to! I have also made 5,000 by taking that what kinda drink are you survey. I took it last week... got 5,000..they sent it to me again.. so I took it and got 5,000 again..and tonite..i see where its back on my page again. LOL. So, of course greedy me..I will take it again! Hope everyone had a great day today! I am done with work today and off for 3 days!!

Darkness
Sometimes I wonder about things a little to much. It seems like everywhere I turn, darkness is there. Now I'm not talking about lights being turned off. I'm talking about the evils in this world. Depression, sadness, the pain what some people call love. I honestly can say that it is hard for me to believe in it anymore. So much pain and misery. It makes me question my own faith. It seems like every time I try to make things good, darkness destroys it. So should I stay in with the darkness and find some new faith? You might say no, and try to talk me out of it, but it still makes me wonder. I know now that I will not ever be loved nor trusted no matter what I do in my life. So for here on out all and everything I do will be for me and only me. Darkness 1 me 0 for eternity. May God help me one way or the other.

5 Things That Don’t Piss Me Off...
Ok Christmas is quickly approaching and I'm finding it harder to shake my pissed off attitude and embrace the whole "Good will towards all" thing. Maybe I'm just getting grumpy in my old age. Who knows? Anyway to help me get into the Christmas spirit I am listing 5 things that doesn't piss me off. Here Goes... 1. Christmas candy and cookies- This of course is a no- brainer. What says "Celebrating the birth of Christ" More than a plate of Ginger bread men, candy canes, and a shot of egg nogg with about 3 times as much burbon mixed in? This reason alone makes me wish we celebrated at least every other month. 2. Dumb ass reality dating shows like "I love New York" or "A Shot at Love"- Don't get me wrong...These shows are dumb as hell but you get a bunch of people getting to know one person for like 1 hour a day then they act heart broken when they get kicked off. You always see some moron at the end of the show crying like a bitch because they picked the other slut/manwhore

Bloggy
Wow they must really expect you to come to this website drunk off your fuckin ass. After searching hundreds of profiles i found no VERY attractive people. i found MAYBE THREE decent people the rest were just horrible. Whyyyyy!? what are the odds. i see why this site isnt popular. I just dont get it. And your ratings of 1 against me make no difference to me, because i know they are lies. I know my picture is good, so keep sending those ratings trying to lie to yourself. Doesn't bother me none! Aaron

Why?
Why is it.. that when a good thing starts happening, someone has to go and change it? In this particular blog, I'm reffering to one of my few lounges that i'm subscribed to. When it was under a different name, it seemed really popular, and busy. Now the "owners" have gone and changed the name, and the format of the background for the lounge, and everytime I seem to go online, there's never anyone in there. WTF? (If there's spelling mistakes, I appologize .. i've had a bit to drink tonight) Just curious

Its Time.......
its time to say bye bye for now as its time for me to move . will be missing for about 3- months getting everything sorted. so to all those that matter have a great christmas and new years holiday and i will see you in 2008. to those that dont matter wtf you doing in here until next time ttfn x

Yeah
I could scream or cry or yell or pout,, I want to hate but damn it ... my coat was stolen,it held my pins and some cash, the coat itself I had for 12 years,, so yeah,,it held some sentimental value,, whatever its the whole fucking point,, it was taken out of,,anger,spite,hurt , so fucking lame,, the pins,my ID, bus pass,sure,,they can be replaced,,yeah,, I've been talking about getting a new coat anyway,,,, Its just the principle o the fact,,, fucking thieve just like the rest just like those that I wont ever hate..only despise, some will never be any different from the rest...

Losing Friend
Well, I dont know how to really start this other then to just go at it. I am not a perfect person. Never claimed to be. I pride myself on honesty, faithfulness & loving the ones that are in my life. I have a job that I have had for 2 yrs now & although the money or the hours isnt all that great, I love my job. I was in a really bad Marriage for 10 yrs of my life, that resulted in 2 wonderful, beautiful children..they are 8 & 10. I stayed single for almost 3 yrs after my divorce, mostly dated, but no relationships until almost 3 yrs ago. I met a younger man who did me dirty, but taught me alot. During this relationship, I made some friends that made an impact on my life & changed me for the better. The past few months have really been an eye opening experience for me. I have met the most wonderful man. Guy & I have had our ups & downs, but we are constantly working on things to make us better. Guy is everything I have been looking for in a man. Although, the distance is a HUG

~ Today Is My Birthday ~
~finally got my freedom from outside influences controlling and preventing myself to be the complete slave i am instinctively for myMaster, even though He has patiently waited with me all these 4+ years now,,,,,,now He can come and move me, His property, in with Him in O/our apartment in Michigan to forever be with Him@His feet where i thrive and belong,,thank You myMaster for loving and wanting me as one of Yours in Your life and heart,,,,,,Your myEverything,,,,,,,,,~ Your deeply devoted slavegirl, tallyssinae[R]

Rattler
hello to all come visit me in my lounge.no its not finished but looking for friends who can come joing me i need greeters ,bartenders,if interested in helping me im posting a meeting let me know if and when can you make it http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52938 this is my link now reply and lets have fun this is my link to my profile you can rate add me fan me and join me in here target=_blank>the rattler@ fubar

Steelers Fan
On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a Patriots fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they, too, are Patriots fans. Wanting to impress their teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise, 'Janie, why didn't you raise your hand?' 'Because I'm not a Patriots fan,' she replied. The teacher, still shocked, asked, 'Well, if you are not a Patriots fan, then who are you a fan of?' 'I am a Steelers fan, and proud of it,' Janie replied. The teacher could not believe her ears. 'Janie, why pray tell are you a Steelers fan?' 'Because my mom is a Steelers fan, and my dad is Steelers fan, so I'm a Steelers fan too!''Well,' said the teacher in a obviously annoyed tone, 'that is no reason for you to be a Steelers fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your mom were an idiot and your dad were a moron, what would you

Christmas Adventure With Grandma
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" She snorted... "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second world-famous cinnamon bun. "Where

Cancer.. Ugh
I just found out that I have liver cancer. I am scared to death and I do not know what to do. The doctor said that I have 3 months to live. He said there are some alternatives to do, some of which are.. going thru Chemotherapy, giving me an injection of alchohol in the tumor, and there is a chance I could get a transplant, but it is very risky. He said it could be awhile to wait for a liver as well, a healthy one. Idk what to do im scared, and clueless. What should I do ? A: Just let life take its course, and whatever happens, happens. B: Go thru Chemo, lose all my hair, get the injections, and hope for a transplant. Feel free to comment me, thanks !

Merry Christmas
To all my Democrat friends: Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2008, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that Americais necessarily greater than any other country nor the only Americain the Western Hemisphere. Also, this wish is made without regard to the ra

She Now 5 Years Old!!! Oh No!!!
To my beloved daughter and best friend.HAPPY BIRTHDAY SchweetlePea All my life I had a dream that I would someday have a little girl. One that would look up to me and know I am always there for her. One that would see in me what no one else would ever see. Here you are another year older and another year smarter. You learned some lessons that a child should never have to learn. You've supported me when I needed support the most. Lifted my spirits when I was sad with those stong hugs of yours. I will never forget the Love you give me. I am forever gratefull. Every year this day hits and it feels like a part of me inside dies, just think that someday, I will have to hand you over to a man that better hope he treats you right, because he will have Papa to deal with if he doesn't. Sammy,, you are the greatest thing a proud Papa could ever want and hope for. I love you so much it hurts. You are my world, my breath and my heartbeat. I could never give you what you've given me, but I am sure

Just Letting Everyone Know ;)
Just letting everyone especially sisterhood and the ones i am closest to on here.To know that I will be in orlando on vacation wont be coming back til wednesday. Cant wait a much needed deserved vacation. Wishing everyone a great weekend, mu@@@h!

Merry Christmas
ITS CHRISTMAS TIME AND I WANTED TO SHARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE FUBAR FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE. PLEASE ADD, FAN, AND RATE THESE WONDERFUL GUYS AND GALS. -ÅnØnŸmØü§- In§TïgÅTØR @ 504 BØürbØn §TrëëT@ fubar ~Slave Princess~ Fu-Wife to Ser William & Seductive Princess~Fu-Owned by Jak@ fubar Ser William ~ Fu-Husband to Slave Princess & Seductive Princess & FU Fiance to Submissive Princess@ fubar *Firechief*/ Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties*/ Officers PLZ READ THE BLOG@ fubar *§qµ¡®t* *Asst. Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties* *Fu-Owned by Bad Santa aka Dragonryder*@ fubar Fantasia~2nd Alarm Hottie Member~@ fubar []D [] []V[] []D ju[]ce@ fubar ((BLUE)) MEMEBER OF HOTTIES R US@ fubar ToyMaster@ fubar

Friends Pray For A Friend
MyHotComments Please keep cory and his family in your prayer's. / HotFreeLayouts cory yeung was hit by a car while riding his skate board. Cory is now paralized. Please keep cory and his family in your prayer's.

Fakes
Ayla{{Ladies Only}}@ fubar You guys have to check out this profile if you already havent! This person is using photos of Jennifer Gardner/Affleck and passing it off as herself..what's really funny is that people have no clue. Alot of the photos that are being used are the tabloid shots when the photographers snap celebs out and about doing normal activities. People are so messed up sometimes that they have to pretend to be someone else but cheers to then because I got a kick out of it

Help Me
I only need like 22,000 comment to win my happy hour. PLEASE come and help me get this finished. I AM CALLIN ALL NBDS PLEASE I HAVE NOT SEEN MANY OF YOU. All my firends when you have time PLEASE help me get this over. THANKS SO SO SO MUCH...Just click the PIC..I'll thank you all and return the love I SWARE!!

Ignoring..
a lot of people think i ignore them in the shoutbox.. for those of you who do not know.. i am still in the dinosaur days of dial up. i apologize in advance for any inconveniences this may cause, lol. be patient, dammit!!!!!

Hairy Or Hairless
All of my life I've heard women give different views on the subect of men and their body hair ... so, I've decided to get a definitive answer about whether or not you like men to have it or if you want us to be hairless ...

Lifes
everyone runs around so called life as if they look for something satisfaction as u might say but in the end they end up were they started an they are satisfied because the fact of the matter is human potential tests itsself without any help because of the will to do something and when u act apon this will u acheive satisfaction

The Watch
Today our navy has given most of the pomp and circumstance, the honors, traditions, and ceremonies back to history…time does not give us the freedom to do these things from the past…but, we still have to stop all engines, lay about smartly, and drop anchor to pay homage to one of our shipmates going ashore. To honor the years served, the guidance, the leadership, the friendship and the expertise that this shipmate has freely given. This sailor has stood the watch While some of us were in our bunks at night This sailor stood the watch While some of us were in school learning our trade This shipmate stood the watch Yes.. even before some of us were born into this world This shipmate stood the watch In those years when the storm clouds of war were seen brewing on the horizon of history This shipmate stood the watch Many times he would cast an eye ashore and see his family standing there Needing his guidance and help Needing that hand to hold during those hard times But he still stood the

Why
i hate haveing so many emoations so many half the time its hard to control i hate haveing a heart its a wounder as so many times its been broken it still finds ways to remend its self i wish i could just rip that fucker out onces and for all so i will never follow it again haha too bad i wish i did not hvae eyes to see thu all the lies alot of people have told me ether on here or offline i wish i never had a brain so to think and alwasys Doubts everything very few people ether on here or offline i trust its very hard for anyone to gain my trust and if you fuck up onces no matter what you do its even more harder to gain it back iam not one of those people who will forgive iam very hard headed and thats becuse of the shit i went thu in life everytime i think i got something good in my life there alwasys something takeing it right away just as fast as i got it and here a really damn good ? why the fuck cant people take you for you specialy if they fall in love with you if you fall for

Skin Almost Touching Skin
Sitting there so handsome Body so masculine Standing before you Heart begins to race The room dimly lit Images from the television Dance light and color around the room Eyes fixated/focused Kneeling before you Sliding between those thighs Muscles tense Moving in close Eyes meet The smell of your cologne draws me in Inches from your neck Eyes closed Inhaling deep to take you in Lips quivering so close to the skin Hearts so close, beating as one Your hand brushes the hair from my face The gentle touch sending shivers down my spine Cheeks so close now Warm breathe across my ear Senses on alert Body excited with anticipation The almost touch of skin on skin Heightens the lust, the desire Bringing heat to the passion within Time stops This moment lasts With skin almost touching skin

Hate
I was told I was the most hated woman on Fubar due to a friend of mine!! Hate me or love me either way you are thinking about me. Why can't you ask me the questions if you want to know something instead of hating on me. All the advice I can give you dumb ass haters is, "Don't hate the player hate the game". This bitch knows how to play the game and play it well. So, all yal haters back the fuck off of me. More eComments

Moments & Thoughts Frozen In Time
STOP!!! and take a moment with me……. Close your eyes…… and remember……. Remember that first moment…… the first moment you saw her….saw him Can you see it? Now fall deeper…. deeper into that moment…… feel her…..feel him reach….Reach out…. With your soul….. Are you there? Her smell….his smell… INHALE and hold Savior it, relish in it… Freeze it, take a picture…. Remember…. the first touch…a hug…a hand….a body Now….are you still with me? Are you still with her? Are you still with him? OPEN!! What do you see? I see….I feel…I know…. Eyes wide open I SEE!! You are real. With me…away from me…but IN me You and I are WE….. Can you…… I reach…I touch….I connect WE connect It is that moment…this moment those moments….. future moments….. I know…I KNOW…you me we Alone…together Far and so CLOSE always I know…you know…. The little things….. still alive….feeling…touchi

Living In 2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you

You Think Your Pics R Private???
I just had some weirdo send me a link to two of my pics which are available to friends only. He wasn't a friend and sent a link directly to the picture without any black screen, scrolling bars or ratings. I blocked him and then he goes to another account to send me this: I contacted support but obviously there is a backdoor to everyones pics on this site and needs to be fixed. I know its a public site but we do have the option of what is public and what is private.

Used Up
Used Up Is this me? This hard husk These pieces of road kill Hardened in the sun No blood left No life No joy No hate No love No hope Is this me? This used up piece of life Lying on the floor Walked over Stepped on Forgotten I feel nothing as you drive over me I’m just a speck in your rearview mirror

Nsfw's
So i dont mean to be an ass. Dont wanna offend people too much. But there are an abundence of very large women out there. now, they have ways to make one or two pics look like they are not so big. but then you continue to look at full body shots ( if they even have any ) and it blows you away. I understand big women, and men, need lovin too...but damn. I dont want a twig, a little cushion is great. but i deffinately dont want a chik thats bigger than i am. im not quite sure where im going with this. just bored. i know some big women have health issues, and thats why. but if you're in your 20's, drop the food and go out and exercise.

Jokes--friday14,07
Sex Education Coming through the door after school one day, Little Johnny hollers out... "Okay everyone in the house, please stand advised that I, Little Johnny Elvis Smith, have on this date made a complete fool of myself in sex-education class by repeating stories concerning storks as told to me by certain parties residing in this house!" ****************************************** Stop Following Me! A man was walking home alone one night when he heard a "BUMP....BUMP....BUMP..." behind him. Walking faster, he looked back, making out an image of an upright coffin banging its way down the middle of the street towards him...."BUMP...BUMP...BUMP..." The man began to run toward his home, and the coffin bounced after him faster....faster...BUMP BUMP BUMP! He ran up to his door, fumbled with his keys, opened the door, rushed in, and locked it behind him. The coffin crashed through his door, with the lid of the coffin clapping BUMP...BUMP...BUMP... on the heel

Flashback
Flashback By:Ministry I'm gonna kill him I'm gonna break his face I'm gonna crack his skull I'm gonna kick it all in I'm gonna break his legs off I'm gonna rip his head off and then shit down his neck and then I'll laugh like a motherfucker and then I'll laugh like a motherfucker coz i hate her and then I'll fall past I'm gonna flashback flashback coz I hate her pneumatic drill right through her chest bedroom punching right through the rest I'm gonna make her suffer I'm gonna make her suffer and then watch her die coz I hate her and then I'll fall past I'm gonna flashback flashback coz I hate her I'm gonna rip her flesh I'm gonna piss in her face I'm gonna rip her open and then hit her with mace I'm gonna make her suffer I'm gonna make her suffer I'm gonna make her cry I'm gonna watch her die coz I hate her and then I'll fall past I'm gonna flashback flashback I hate her flashback laugh like a motherfucker

New Mgr
hi all! Big Daddy carl here! im the new mgr of hott and i wanna keep this team going so i need everyones help! first i you guys can start getting folks to join our team it will make our jobs easier! 2 if any one of us get in a contest please let us know so we can help! last but not least thank you to all the people who did not give up on us! i like bombing and it can be a fun thing so dont burn yourself out thats how people quit so just do as much as you can and remember to pass the word out that we need members!! thanks bdc

The Road
The road is hard and long Our journey has only just begun The sounds in the car are of music Each bump in the road Every motor vibration is felt The space between us is limited The void there seems like you are miles away The sun is peering down on us as we navigate the road Cars and trucks passing us by Eighteen-wheelers linger over as we pass them by The combination of voyeurs and sounds Feelings and warmth I am drawn to be near you Your smell is enticing My lips press against your neck The softness of my lips pressed against the throbbing of your heartbeat Brings a tingle to my insides As I press myself as close to you as I can My hand resting gently on your thigh Through the corner of my eye, I see a smile cross your face The heat of your body beneath my hand reminds me of your touch I begin to rub the inside of your thigh Brushing up and down just enough for you to sense it through your jeans Each pass I brush upward a little more I feel how much you are en

I Want Movie Queens And Big Rock Stars
I WANT MOVIE QUEENS AND BIG ROCK STARS ON MY PROFILE PAGE PLAYING BIG GUITARS THEY WONT SAY A THING,, NO BY FAR THEY'LL IGNORE MY ASS AND CLICK ONTO FUBAR..!! THEY'LL ACT LIKE THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE NOW JUST SIT ON MY PAGE TILL MY LIGHT GOES OUT THEN THEY'LL ADD SOMEONE IN A MYFRIEND DROUGHT TO GIVEM A FIX HELP A MYSPACER OUT!!! YEAH IM TALKIN ABOUT THE GIRLS ON MY LIST SITTING THERE NOW JUST SHAKING YOUR FIST CAUSE YOU KNOW ITS THE TRUTH AND YOUR JUST PISSED YOU LIKE TO SIT THERE AND SEE THE FRIENDS YOU CAN GET THATS WHY I WANT MOVIE QUEENS AND ROCK STARS ON MY PROFILE PAGE PLAYING BIG GUITARS CAUSE THEIR BETTER THAN YOU AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I WANT MOVIE QUEENS AND BIG ROCK STARS...!!!! Ron Miracle December 14,2007

The Sound Of Beauty Crashing.
shades of black swallow emotions once wrapped in blinding light. this is a massacre divine. dig out the heart to sever the beating....drag the muscle across the floors of an empty shell once thriving with serenity. scrape the pupils blind...beauty always fades anyways. understand that there is a constant sense of despair...and that despair is the only thing that never walks away. alone is all we ever are. to be numb is a blessing misunderstood. an oblivion of emotionless nothings only make it easier to cope. life is beautiful in the sense that beauty is a faux. let's be honest here....LOVE is the lie. [post script] this is in dedication to love lost after years of tranquility. i felt that i had to get this off my chest.

Pancakes
Okay I just made pancakes for the first time in wow like 10 years. Okay i suck. I am twenty three years old i should know how to make pancakes. But i dont. I mean i made them so bad the dog doesnt even want any. How sad is that?

Waiting For Internet
In an effort to establish a better internet connection, I have been wating for the service techs. It is highly annoying. One, I have to skip out of work in the middle of the afternoon for these jokers; two, this is the second time I have done this (first time no one showed up); three, I feel as though I will expirence the same thing this week; four, I really don't even want the internet anymore; five, if I get this cable connection I will have to cancle my other connection and that will more than likely be a pain in the ass. Hmmmmm.....while I wait, maybe I'll play some music, or eat some nachos.

Opinions
Your tied up to a bed/chair and blindfolded by your lover. What would you want them to do? Or use on you? What would you want to experience? Be honest, be creative. Guys or girls welcome to answer. And I'm not even talking about sexual things. I'm talking about smells and textures, feelings and sensations. Fear, anticipation, comfort, safety.

Train Ride
Emily boarded the train as always with her long jacket on and her earphones playing her favorite songs as loud as possible to drown out the hustle and bustle around her. The commute into the heart of the city was a long and boring trip each day for her. This particular day was a bit different. She spotted a younger man sitting across from her. He was in his early 20’s with short brown hair and wore a dark business suit with a brightly colored tie. Unknowingly her mind began to wonder and think about this young man. She thought about how her dark brown skin would look against his pale body. She tried to shake the images out of her head but they just kept coming back. Before she knew it, her pussy was soaking wet thinking about this stranger’s lips all over her body. “What are you doing?” she asked herself. Her body took over and she felt her nipples hardening as they swelled within her bra. She moved her hand inside her jacket by removing it from the sleeve and using the

12/14/07
Come join me for my first time back in almost 10 days. I will be on the air from 4-6 PM ET. Come request your favorite songs. We all play all requests all genres. DJ Wiccanlove is live and taking all your requests.Stop in and visit with her. Click on the image

Native American Stories
John Okemos was born in Shiawassee County in the 1770's, along the Looking Glass River near Knagg's Station. He camped and farmed along the Grand River from Portland, Michigan to the Red Cedar in Okemos, Michigan. John Okemos became chief of the Grand River Band of Chippewa (Ojibway) Indians. Other newspaper accounts and histories of Okemos have him listed as a chief of the Ottawa tribe. His uncle was reported to be Chief Pontiac. Okemos was first mentioned in white man history books in 1796, when he took to the warpath on Lake Erie. Okemos and 16 others enlisted with the British and acted as a scout against the Americans. One morning they lay in ambush near a road cut for passage of American Army and supply wagons. A group of American troops approached and the Indians immediately attacked. Many other American troops joined the battle and the Indians were defeated. They suffered many sword cuts and gashes. Okemos reportedly received a saber wound which severed his shoulder bla

This Year In Review
2007 is quickly fading away and 2008 is upon us....time to look back at all thats happened.... Hillary Clinton announced her candicy for presdent. Our Troops are still over in iraq...no surprise. The Simpsons Movie hits the Theaters and grosses Very High. WWE Superstar Chris Beniot is found dead in is Atlanta Georgia Home as well as his wife and child. WWE Champ John Cena suffers a torn Pectoral muscle and is forced to drop the title. D-Generation X Reunites, Triple H and HBK run rampant over the WWE We lost some major Players on my side My Father Carl "pops" Kinter Dies Jan.9 2007 of a Stroke at the age of 50. My Grandmother Irene Edwina Zondlewski dies of many medical reasons on jan 31 2007 at the age of 73. Cousin Andy Benner Dies in His Home in Texas due to a heart attack this past november at the age of 53. Friend Steve "mercedes" Gallant Dies in his sleep this past July at the age 0f 38. (More to come)

Did You Know?
Did you know?.... Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "nat

No More
I Think It May Be Time For Me To Leave FUBAR Soon...I Do Have To Wait For My VIP To Expire Before I Leave..But Most Likely When It Does Expire I Am Leaving.. So If You Want To Continue To Keep In Touch..Let Me Know..

Native Prayer
Prayer to the Seven Sacred Directions Ancestors of the the East, each day you bring us new light so that we may grow in wisdom. We have been waiting for the time when your light would shine in the hearts of all people. Then they would remember the Original Instructions that were written in our hearts since the beginning of all things... Now is that time. Great Spirits of the South, your warm winds have sent us your love and the abundance from Mother Earth. We have always sought to walk in balance and harmony, knowing that all our needs would be met. The power and wisdom of this path is not easily understood when the mind is taught inside boundaries and the heart is closed to the soft wind of spirit. Open the heart of those who follow the way of the mind. Medicine Powres of the West, in the darkness of night you have sent us dreams to see deep inside our hearts, to learn how to walk in a good way. We see the beauty that hides behind each moment and discover the Great Mystery th

How I Feel
How can I save you When I can't even save myself Oh, you want me A number of different ways Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chains are my chains, too.. How can I save you When I can't even save myself Now you want your Own sick requiem Cry, don't you? Oh, you want to.. Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chains are my chains, too.. Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chains are my chains, too.. How can I save you When I can't even save myself How can i save you When I can't even save myself Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chain

Are You Native American
It is not blood that makes an Native American It is the soul. Too many... with fire of Native blood... walk ignored. Do not say I am Apache or Kickapoo, Do not say I am Sioux or Cherokee, Say.... I am of the Mother Tribe. This is the pain of our children, To return from the stars without a home or community, A tribe lost returns... scattered in the wind. Those who hear must unite and reap the seed of this return. ONE tribe...ONE Earth...ONE Heart...ONE People. Those with ears must build a fire and give thanks this night. Be united with ONE soul. Oh, my Children come home Teachers step forward without fear You are real.

Snowball Fight
Turn up the volume - DON'T hit Santa - He will yell at you - Move mouse so that the target shows right on the people, click and to throw your snowball.....enjoy - Remember -Don't hit Santa http://www.elfmovie.com/swf/snowball_fight/index.html

Military
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I’d seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I’d heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face t

Come Check Me Out .
I'm for auction still it ends on Monday morning. Place a bid on me . I'll rate all your pic's , stash , add you to my profile for a month . Leave you daily comments for a month . If you want a personal phone call . It's all in fun . Have a great weekend . Plus check out all the others that are up for auction also .

1) Stalkers
OK here it go's!!!! WFT is a stalker? someone who can't get someone on there on so they gotta stalk someone? Did god NOT give u 2 fucking hands? Please ur dam self and leave people the fuck alone they ALL got better shit to do besides fucking with u and living there lifes in fear BEACUSE of ur sorry pansy pussy ass's. Get a god dam life and leave people anlone u bunch of fucking pussy ass pansy's. The one u want don't want U NO big fucking deal find another and leave them in peace to live there lives WITHOUT ur bullshit! U wanna stalk someone damit cum stalk me motherfucker! I got just what u ass want a fast train to hell,first class front seat so bring ur ass 's on and get u sum I got way more than u will ever want! I am not fucking scared of ur pussy ass and will take u right out and send u right on to hell where ur faggot ass belongs! IF THIS IS WHAT U WANT HIT ME UP I WILL GIVE U MY ADDRESS AND/ARE MEET UR ASS!!! now that i got that out the way got sum more things to ge

How Engineers Spoil Christmas!
How Engineers Spoil Christmas There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist (except maybe in Japan) religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million. according to the population reference bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household that comes to 108 million homes, presuming there is at least one good child in each. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming east to west, which seems logical. This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stocking, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him to get ba

2)married Life
Ok here\'s ya another of my 3 i will post today! I have a girlfriend I have been dating over a year now and really happy with her.WE exspect to be married in person(real life)soon. I LOVE HER TO DEATH!nuff said! Shayla Ann Stephens is they life girlfriend and all I desire are even think of ARE about! SHAYLA I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BABY! ok secret admires next stay tuned! NOT so happy Hippie

The Divine
The sunlight cascades through stained glass, creating an unearthly hue. She stands before me, basking in the glory of the illumination, Her gaze heaven bound. There was something etched in her devoted eyes, Something strangely familiar: The determined joy, The awe of magnificence, The humbled faith of cradling hands. In her I could see through the window of my own soul, The iridescent light that shines from within. But the essence of the shared spirit is suddenly overshadowed by the rooftop. I recoil at the framework that entombs the higher truth. Careful not to disturb the holy hush, I exit the paradigm. And full of the divine, I walk into the unstained light.

Help Me Out!
Hey everyone this is DJ Branden asking for yalls help to make tonite a special night. I am trying to hit the numbers of anywhere from 80-100 people I DJ IN 8-10pm EST TIME. If you can come and help me out and invite everyone you know I would appreciate it. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52618#

3 Pleasures 1 Hell
pleasure one I: can See you anytime I need to, I look at photos each day.. pleasure two: I can HEAR you when I need to, your just 11 digits away.. pleasure three: I can Smell you on the letters you send.. the hell I go through, no matter what I do, I can't feel you, only in my dreams can I come close to you, it's like a part of me is gone it hurts for so long, I hope and I pray, someday I can find a way to cross the miles to your heart, and then I know the hell will fade away

3)secret Admirers
OK the last one for me that I no of! I have a few and know's shayla has a few BUT gonna say this:READ OUR FUCKING PROFILES! IT says married r u to dumb to read r wanna stir up sum shit? We will NOT drop everything WE have worked on over a year to throw it all away over someone new,only to start ALL over. The best thing I can say without cussing you out is fucking deal with with! WE are US WE are in LOVE with each other AND yes WE will be US real soon and be together as long as time will allow. You want me? MY answer is to god dam bad where were you over a year ago when I was single? I am on just about every site the net offers so IF u wanted this U shoulda looked harder. BUT the way I see it is U can fall over dead before I EVER leave MY TRUE love for anybody. as for her U all can KISS my ASS I got her now so fuck u.back the fuck off b4 this Hippie take a road trip cuz I can find out right where u Live with NP.great to have friends and ever better friends that build,program AN

Top 10 Worst Pickup Lines
In general, most pickup lines are lame. But some are a lot worst than others. As a result, we've assembled the Top 10 Worst Pickup Lines of All Time. Starting from number 10: 10... You remind me so much of Pokemon that I just want to pick-at-choo. 9... I’m new in town. Can I have directions to your house? 8... I misplaced my Teddy Bear. Will you sleep with me? 7... Wow, your legs must be really tired because you have been running through my mind all night! 6... What's that in your eye? Oh, it must be a twinkle from when our eyes met! 5... Did you clean your pants with Windex, because I can totally see myself in them. 4... Those must be space pants, because your legs are outta this world. 3... Hi, my name is Justin… Justin Credible. 2... I may not be Fred Flinstone, but can still make your Bedrock. And now for the worst pickup line of all time: 1... Is your name Visa, because you’re everywhere I want to be.

I Got Elfed
This is hilarious! I used my pic and 3 random pics from the site... Hey, I just made a total elf of myself. Check it out by clicking the link below. http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1406735611 This elfin' greeting brought to you by OfficeMax®. Check it out. I also just Scrooged myself. Have a look by clicking on the link below. http://www.scroogeyourself.com/?id=1406987451 This holiday greeting brought to you by OfficeMax®.

Club F.a.r. Family Member Request
First of all, let me wish all of FUBAR a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We the Club F.A.R. Family, the #1 Family on FUBAR, would like to send out an invitation to all of FUBAR to come join our loving family. The requirements are simple and as follows, 1. You must be a level 5. 2. You must have a SALUTE pic, We dont care how old as long as its a verified CHERRYTAP or a FUBAR one 3. You must FAN, ADD and RATE just the profile page a 10 or 11 if your a VIP. All members links are on the members list in the blogs of our New Official Club F.A.R. Homepage 4. Once you have added all the current members, you must return every few days to the bottom of the last list to check for new members to FAN, ADD & RATE. This is your responsibility, dont wait for people to come to you, go show them love and lead by example. 5. We are NOT A COMMENT BOMBING FAMILY, we have had too much drama when members go against each other or friends, so this is why we are not

Santa In Florida
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the town, no noses were frozen, no snow fluttered down, no children in flannels were tucked into bed, they all wore shorty pajamas instead. To find wreaths of holly, t'was not very hard, for holly trees grew in every back yard. In front of the houses, Dads and Moms were adorning the bushes and coconut palms. The sleeping kiddies were dreaming in glee, hoping to find water skis under the tree. They all knew that Santa was well on his way, in a Mercedes-Benz, instead of a sleigh. And soon he arrived and started to work, he hadn't a second to linger or shirk. He whizzed up the highways and zoomed up the road, in a S-L 300, delivering his loads. The tropical moon gave the city a glow, and lighted the way for old Santa below. As he jumped from the auto he gave a wee chuckle, he was dressed in Bermudas with an Ivy league buckle, There weren't any chimneys, but that caused no gloom, for Santa came in through the

Life18
Tonight is our office Christmas party. We normally have it at a restaurant but this year it is at a country club. I have never liked going to the office Christmas party because an alien takes over my stepmother's body and she is usually evil to me the entire night. Every year! Last year I promised myself that I would never go to one again so to not put myself through that kind of torture. Oh, for those that don't know, I work for my Dad. But it kept getting closer and closer to the party date and I decided to that this year, she is not going to be evil to me. This year, she is going to be kind. I am not quite sure why she is so mean to me at these things? We have been getting along quite well over the last few months and I am hoping that tonight goes well. I will show up at this party with a smile on my face and a song in my heart and go up and hug her first thing! How can someone be mean to someone that does that? Thats what I thought! I just hope it doesn't run to

My Addiction
I got this from a friend . Those of you that know me and have seen my pix's you have seen that I am a addict . You also have noticed my plague from the Salvation Army . If not for them and the love of my family and close friends I would not have been able to get the help I needed . EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death

Sbs
JoAnneDate: Dec 13, 2007 5:19 PMThese were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GONNA PAY FOREVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WHAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNOW LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN

My Good Week
My good week, I have been having a great week. I’m sure some of you have notched that I am a rockstar and a VIP, and early x-mas present from myself, along with a three day blast, yea me!! Now you might be asking yourself, what makes that a great week? Well that is not all there is, I meet someone this week, and things are going good so far. She works at the local Bid Lots and I have been going in there for awhile now just to see her, the first time I saw her and looked into her eyes, I felt something, you could feel the energy and her smile to is to die for. I have high hopes that this will go well, we have our first date next week, dinner and a movie. I am going to let her choose where we go and what we see, I know a little old fashion but that’s me. Wish me luck!

Lonely
I can't sleep. I'm all alone. I cry out and noone answers. Noone seems to care. I love being loved. I miss having friends... I miss having a life. Will anyone answer my cries? I want to give my love. I want to share ideas, thoughts, and stories. I love to listen. If anyone hears my cries...

Christmas Humor
'Twas the night before Christmas and we were all in a hurry No one had seen Rudolph Santa started to worry. We looked everywhere both high and low and we knew we needed Rudolph for the big show. When he was found he looked sickly and pale He said that he partied too hard and spent 3 days in jail. Santa told Rudolph the big night was here so go take a shower and put down the beer That's when Rudolph told Santa "I don't think I can" and Santa said but you have to, "Cause I love you, man" And if you don't listen to what I'm telling you tomorrow for lunch we'll have Reindeer stew! So Rudolph said "fine, let's pack up and go" but before we do there's something you should know This is the last year I'll pull your darn sled Because after this I'm retiring to bed The day after Christmas Santa threw a big feast we had cakes and pies and even roast beef But then with a sly grin Santa said we should try something new Mrs. Claus has cooked all day a

A Texan's Opinion
T. B. Bechtel, a part-time City Councilman from Midland, TX , was asked on a local live radio talk show, just what he thought of the allegations of torture of the Iraqi prisoners. His reply prompted his ejection from the studio, but to thunderous applause from the audience. 'If hooking up an Iraqi prisoner's balls to a car's battery cables will save one Texas GI's life, then I have just three things to say, 'Red is positive' 'Black is negative' 'Make sure his balls are wet. God Bless Texas!!!

"taboo" Cockney Rhyming Slang
A Aris (Aristotle = Bottle) ............... Arse Arthur Bliss ............................ Piss Aylesbury Duck .......................... Fuck B Back And Front .......................... Cunt Barclays Bank ........................... Wank Barry White ............................. Shite Ben Cartwright .......................... Shite Berkshire Hunt (Berk) ................... Cunt Bottle And Glass ........................ Arse Brace And Bits .......................... Tits Brad Pitt ............................... Shit Brahms And Lizst ........................ Pissed Brighton Rock ........................... Cock (Penis) Bristol City ............................ Titty C Cattle Truck ............................ Fuck Charlie Nash ............................ Slash (Piss) Cobblers Awls ........................... Balls (Testicles) Council Gritter ......................... Shitter Cousin Sis .............................. Piss (On The) Cuddle And Kiss .........

I'm Losing My Life!!!
well ladies and ladies hahahaha sorry i don't talk to any guys on here, but anyways, if your wondering why now? why and how am i losing my life, well folks it's simple, my injuries are starting to win, thoes who know me well enough know what injuries i have, and probably understand why i say i'm losing my life, but something happend the other night that made me really sad and realize just how bad things for me really are, me and my son were playing, and he wanted to wrestle with me, so i thought what the hel might as well try right? yeah bad idea, i picked him up to bodyslam him (don't worry i am very easy with him he's only 3!) and i got him up over my shoulder and went to drop him, when my back popped and my left leg went numb, and the pain started, thankfuy it only lasted an hour, but that was bad enough for me, so now i am reduced to a sad xcuse of a man, who can't even play with his son, just a shell of the "roman" god i once was, just know i care about you all, and you are all sp

My Addiction...
I got this from a friend . Those of you that know me and have seen my pix's you have seen that I am a addict . You also have noticed my plague from the Salvation Army . If not for them and the love of my family and close friends I would not have been able to get the help I needed . EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death

Silly Thoughts
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is i

Fu
it's funny how people are so open to negative...but so unwilling to see the good in people without proof...only suspicion...people attempt to destroy a person on fubar does this sound stupid to anyone but me? destroy a person...on FUBAR some people are happy with reality...and so they can move beyond a website try it

Begging
I just had a very demeaning experience. I had to beg people to come into my lounge.. I had to beg them to even talk to me.. but guess what..... I'm not begging anymore.. If you talk to me or not....that's your choice... I'm not begging anymore.. If you come into my lounge or not...that's your choice.. I'm not begging anymore... If you are my friends or not... that's your choice... I'm not begging anymore... To keep me in your heart or not..That's your choice.. I'm not begging anymore... If I am alone here on Fubar or not.. I'm not begging anymore... I have begged for so much and have gotten so little.. Guess what??? I won't beg anymore!

The Bunny
For a long time, the bunny remained just another play thing in the nursery - and he didn't mind because he was able to carry on long, philosophical discussions with the wise, old horse whom was experienced in strange ways of nursery magic. And so the story goes. Just like the classic tale, being Real doesn't happen overnight - to toys nor people. Yet like the Velveteen Rabbit, we long to become Real without any uncomfortable or unpleasant things occurring in our life. However … Once we learn to accept and appreciate what makes us unique and trust the wisdom of our heart - we begin to make creative choices based on what we know is right for us … Thus - the progress starts. As you learn to endow even the smallest moment of each day with Love, progress becomes reality perfected. Your black-button eyes might have lost their polish, but now these windows to the soul see only beauty. You become not only Real to those who know and love you, bu

A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier Christmas TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, SHE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS

Auction Tonight Come 1 Come All
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Wisdom? Perhaps
Being the tribal elder is serious business … but understand this elder has a sense of humor. The serious part involves members of the tribe looking for guidance because the elder supposedly speaks with sagacity and wisdom. The fun part comes into play because the elder is only human, still capable of mistakes, and still capable of pulling a tribal leg from time to time. Kind of like telling a person to go to hell in such a way that they anticipate the trip. Since I’m not truly 99 as my profile says … though age 59 presents a good start … any wisdom I possess is based on common sense, experiences, and a large handful of interaction with my Sioux friends in South Dakota. I’m a white man, a wasicun, but my friends made me a better person by pressing me to understand Mother Earth. Mother Earth, or Turtle Island, is the shell that cups all mankind. And, the colors of mankind are not just a coincidence to the four colors of a medicine wheel. Even though the medicine wheel

In A Single Womans World
Another day I have no one by my side another day I don't cry, another day without a kiss and a kiss I won't miss, another cold and lonely night is another night that I am ready for daylight, people always think that cause I try to stay clear of love i'm weird but if they only knew I really try to stay clear of my fears and one of those fears are of another day to hurt without that special someone near.

Please Help
I need some serious help. I am still in a position to get a happy hour. But i need some help from my friends to come help me comment. I need 75,000 comments i am close to 5,000. Thank you to all my friends that have helped so far. I have been commenting myself for the last two days. I am lonely come keep me company. I will gave away gifts and fubucks and 11's to anyone that helps. Hugs. Lucy

Will My Headache Go Away?
Why is whenever it seems you finally have a relationship undercontrol, when you finally understand it, or think you do...it blows up. I'm engaged to a wonderful guy. We have been together for 4 years, in fact, our anniversary is tomorrow. Now he is thinking about moving out...says he loves me, but is unhappy where we are (he left Los Angeles to move to my small town in Louisiana). I agreed to move to the city, closer to his work and so on,agreed to give it a try even though I am close to my family here and so is our son. He says I wont make it...he is still gonna move out on his own after the holidays. I know it will hurt me, but its explaining it to our son that I am worried about. I am terrified...I feel like throwing up all the time. I want to fix, am trying to, but not sure how. Anyway, now that I got that all out....later people!!!

Mindless Babble
So, the North Country is apparently expecting a huge storm. And my snow blower is buried in the back of my garage behind EVERYTHING I haven't unpacked yet. NOT GOOD. Anyway life is OK. I'm getting ready to go to Jersey for the Holidays to be with my family. Stay there for a week or so. It's Friday and I'm bored. So I figured I'd write. xoxo

My Work
How I hate my job.......well not the job its self, but the retards that I have to put up with. I work in a union plant, I am a non-union worker that works there storeroom. We are here cause if they had their union running things nothing would get done. I use to love my job, but with recent events, its change the way I view this place. These people drove a wedge between me and my girl who works here as a guard, worse decision of her life was to take that job. They made it hard for us to see each other, cause we worked different shifts the only time we could see each other was at work. They went to there human resorce person, and whined that I was up there, so she in turn gave my boss hell and hers so we werent able to see each other but maybe for a couple of hours. Course they can go there and sit all day say preveted things to her and nothing gets said, which is wrong, she all the time conplaned to me about them but did nothing. these people seem to think that you should kiss there bac

Rejected
I don't usually type my feelings so people can read them but I had to get somethings off my chest. SO here I go. Okay it all started about four years ago I got married which was a good thing dont get me wrong. I was working for a lovley furniture store and I loved my job and I worked hard and I felt like I belonged and then the store I worked for went out of business and I had just bought a house and I was excited then when I lost my job there I went to work for a big company and I sold magazine subscriptions. I never thought that me Katesa would ever have been the financial situation I was in I had personal loans and bills out the wazzu and a house payment well everything was good at my job there and i loved the people I worked for but the in and out days of crazy people calling and cussing u out over a magazine subscription got to me and Christmas was coming up and I made it through Christmas but right after I left the day before my bday which is Dec 28th. I was so scared and alone

Help Me Decide Vote
I have eight pictures in a folder asking to vote. Please view those eight photos and choose which set of four you like more. I will be submitting one set of four to the student art show in feb and have a chance to win grants. Please look and leave me a comment on which set you like better.

5] Survey Says.......
1. What is a question that people ask you that always gets on your nerves? OMG…when people find out my last name I ALWAYS get YOUR MEXICAN??? It annoys the crap out of me. . . . IT’S PORTUGUESE!!! 2. Name something you have in common with all your siblings: We all have the same dad lol 3. What is the greatest amount of physical pain you have ever endured? When I gave birth to my boyz 4. What number of drinks constitutes your limit? I have a pretty high tolerance. . . its gets expensive, I guess I’d say a good time would be 5 drinks and 3 shots. lol 5. Do you fold your underwear? Yes, I do 6. Who is the last person you wrote a letter to on paper? him 7. Have you fired a gun before? no 8. Name someone you consider a genius: Albert Einstein 9. what was your favorite childhood toy? my Nintendo & Radio. It was THE BEST 10. Name a sound that disturbs you: nails on a chalkboard. . . Crying/whiny children. . .cotton 11. Name something random that you wo

Darkest Desires
In the late afternoon I take a stroll along one of the trails stopping to watch the geese swim across the lake before heading back and getting ready for my evening. Slipping into a short slinky dress and heels I go down to the solarium to have a drink before dinner and mingle with the other guests. I spend my evening laughing and dining with some guests that I knew from a previous stay here. I have a few after dinner drinks with them and share a couple of dances before saying my goodnights to them. Not quiet ready to go back to my room I stroll along the little indoor mall that the resort has. At this late hour the shops are all closed but that doesn’t stop me from looking at the window displays. One of the shops is a costume shop. In the first window they have on display a male and female mannequin dressed up as a witch and as Frankenstein. But what is in the next window makes me stop in my tracks. In this window is another pair of mannequins. The female dres

What The....?
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" little Joseph told him; "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike."

Who Knows
I don't know if I should even be trying to think when I am tired... but I have been nonetheless sitting and thinking.... about what? I have No idea. So does it matter should it matter, am I just too tired to even be rational in my thought process. This has been one of the fastest passing yrs in my life, yet it feels as if this last month is just dragging. I so look forward to 2008, a fresh start, a new beginning, or maybe more of the same shit new year. Maybe it is time for me to just go to bed and see what I feel like when I wake up.

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Vision
fast beating hearts induces thoughts of death. fears and panics entrapped in this head. gets dark and cold deep within this mind. thoughts race with the vision in place. imagining destruction. daydreams in a nightmare flight. palms sweaty, eyes closed. its got control!! cant move, cant run. there's no where out of this!! mental movie has begun. get the popcorn, it's gonna be a while. takin a trip through your mental case mind. reality..... miles away. hiding under the covers, thinkin deaths on the other side. trembles and shakes keep your ass in place! morbid visions of whats on the other side. demons, or even a blood soaked psycho comin to get ya!! real sounds intensify..increasing the heart race. visioning the sound maker as death comin closer. holy shit.... this is it... death is here to take ya!! induced courage causes contiplation of a peak. mental voices scream, craziness is all this is

Write It On The Back Of Your Envelopes
I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONTOF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office has been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST! . "The law, they say, is being violated. Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. It has been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust"on our money and having God in the pledge of Allegiance. Could it be that WE just need to take action and tell the 14% to sit down and shut up?

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An Effin Broken Ankle!
My husband and I are 37 years old. This January we will be celbrating our 19th Annivesary. We have 2 children. Our daughter will be 9 on the 27th, and our son turned 4 in September. On Wednesday morning, at 1AM my husband fractured his Left Distal Fibula (ankle). It is the first broken bone he has ever had. Sure, there have been some illnesses, but nothing that has lasted longer than a week. The doctor says it will be 6 to 8 weeks before my hubby can walk without crutches. It's Saturday morning, now and I am tired. I have dark circles under my eyes, my skin is dry, and my hair seems a little limp. This injury has made me a single parent, and given me an extra person to take care of. I don't know how I am going to make it through this, but I know I can do it. Question is, will I do it with grace, or by the skin of my teeth? I am blessed with a "mother hen" instinct, but I have only been left to do everything myself a few times, and never longer than 5 days.

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A Story..................
They entered the bedroom holding hands, both of their palms wet with sweat. They were nervous......excited and giddy with anticipation. They stopped next to the bed, turning to face one another. She looked up into his eyes, feeling the excitement she felt the first time she had seen him. He felt the butterflies in his belly as he looked down upon the most beautiful woman he had ever laid his eyes on. He placed his hands on her waist and bent his head down to kiss her ever so soft lips. She responded by placing her arms around his neck, pulling herself towards him, darting her tongue into his mouth, searching for his tongue, wanting this moment to be more than special. As their bodies molded themselves into one, he slowly unbuttoned her blouse, letting it fall from her shoulders to the floor, She felt his warm hands on her bare flesh, almost trembling at the electric shock it brought to her nerve endings. He ran his hands down her sides, feeling the curve of her body, his hands

Interesting Facts
To begin, it has been established that MDMA affects the brains of humans and lower primates differently, especially in terms of long-term changes. In both animals, MDMA causes a reduction in the concentration of serotonin transporters (SERTs) in the brain. Baboons who were given a neurotoxic dose of MDMA only showed partial regrowth of SERTs when scanned a year later. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that is known to play a role in regulating sleep patterns, mood, feelings of well-being, concentration, digestion. One hypothesis of the pathophysiology fibromyalgia causation is a dysregulation of serotonin and norepinephrine in the neural synapse, contributing to many associated fibromyalgia symptoms.

Blushes
This poem was write by a very special friend of mine for me...thank you Fred.** big hugs hun** My words, like sweet soft lips touching the erogenous zones of your mind Make you blush Fairies dance lighly down your spine When I whisper to you And you blush an almost felt, long distance kiss on your neck, just below the ear You blush Your head tilted to the right, and down hands clenched Blushing I adore blushes F.M.

I Am The Blood Left Standing
I Am The Blood Left Standing I hear the voice of the Cherokee crying out in the night. I hear the voice of the lone wolf answer. Is this also my plight? On the horizon of many moons, I see the legends and hear them speak. I cry the tears of the Cherokee, they run freely down my cheek. You cannot take back what you have lost... or what has been taken from you. You can only ask the spirits to somehow see you through. For it is written in Cherokee blood spilled upon the land... I am the blood left standing. I hold the future in my hand. I will not crawl or grovel meekly this time. But I will not be denied... that which is mine. My forefather's left the spirits to guide me to this place... perhaps to prove to you I am also part of this human race. So look me in the eye, meet my gaze forthright. I am declaring my heritage, my birth and my right. 'Finder's keepers'. 'Loser's weepers'. I don't subscribe to this rhym

Warrior Of The Wind
Warrior Of The Wind Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

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I Be Tsalagi (cherokee)
I Be Tsalagi This morning I looked in the mirror, I stared intensely at what I saw, Trying to figure out if it was My eyes, my nose or my jaw. Maybe it's my ears, I thought, or maybe it's my chin, I'm sure that I will figure out what is my "part' that is Indian. Maybe it's my arms or hands or some little internal gland, I sure hope I can soon find out what "part" is Indian. You see to some that means a lot to them it's a big deal, So maybe it's my knees or toes or maybe my left heel. But, you see, I don't understand what this "part" stuff means, Because in my heart I know just who and what I be. That from the top of my Tsalagi head, to the tip of my Tsalagi toes, With every beat of my Tsalagi heart Every fiber of me knows That it is not the "degree of blood" That makes me what I be. It is the spirit of Tsalagi that dwells within, you see. So with every breath I take I'm as sure as I can be that I BE TSALAGI!!

We Cant Forget
We Can't Forget Some would say we should forget the events of years gone by, Forgive and forget, they would say, Just let sleeping dogs lie. Then there are some, of which I'm one, who say we can't let go, We can't forget the horrible wrongs that hurt our people so. We can't forget Wounded Knee, Sand Creek or the Trail of Tears, Because the things that happened there still happen after all these years. People are still forced from their homes, still driven from their land. The government still dominates our people with a hard and merciless hand. Promise are still not kept, Treaties are still broken, the government has reneged on every word it's spoken. We must keep fresh the memory of the ones who've gone before, and not forget the awful pain they bore. To honor them we must remember the high price they paid, The suffering that they endured and the sacrifices they made. We must keep and teach the traditions they held dear. A

The Story Of Bubba
Bubba was born on a cold and snowy Sunday night on the 13th of Feburary in 1977 he came into this world at 8:43 pm. And you now the saying eat shit and die well Bubba ate shit before he was born and was a sick little boy. They shipped him to a special neo natal clinic for premie babies he stayed there for 9 days then we brought him home. if i knew how he was going to turn out i would of left him there. thats all for now folks there will be another writing in a few days

Offensive People
Being a psychology student, I am not surprisingly interested in why people behave the way they do. This site is a dissertation waiting to happen. For example: Have you noticed the amount of people that make rude offensive comments with no provocation and seemingly no good reason for doing so? Have you noticed that people say nasty things to others apparently just to be saying something..anything? I rarely interact with others on this site...and that's not necessarily by choice. The main reason I don't is because most everyone seems to have an agenda for being here...not interacting, but getting votes, or blasts, or rank, or popularity. This is another interesting facet of this site for me. The amount of people who are on this site to fulfill some need for attention without giving something of themselves. The idea that if you post some naughty photos of yourself, you'll instantly gain status. And it appears that most people are base enough that it works more often th

Quotes
Love is patient and kind, love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irriable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures though every circumstance. Love will last forever.

Sad
His grandma found him... She called the ambulance... He was in the hospital for three days until his dad, mom, and grandparents decided it was best to pull the plug. If they hadn't, he would have lived a life of just laying there...not able to do a damn thing. He couldn't do anything...his organs weren't working properly... They don't know how long the circulation was cut off...but obviously it had been awhile since his body wasn't functioning properly. The reason behind him doing this to himself is beyond me...what I do know is how his mom was...how things had been for him in the past. He didn't live the life a kid should have lived...for his age, he had been through some shit...shit kids shouldn't go through. Yes every single person goes through drama, hard times, and bullshit in their lives...but the sad thing is it's us people who fuck life up for others. It's those of us who lie, pretend, and hurt others. Those of us who just don't give a fuck about anyone but ourselves, beca

Adult Style Christmas...lol
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Hey All
hey all i'm the only surviving member of a party and since i have a space on fubar i decided to leave a blog... i don't really like having these sort of things cuase i like to live a real live other then a digital life but since i have nothing really to do i guess i will do this... got started cuz of a friend and i don't really know y i started this but i did anyway.... anyway like i said i'm a only surviving memeber of this party but it's kinda funny cuz i'm two years older then anyone else and i don't know anyone of my caliber not like i'm anything special... in fact I don't really stay up this late (three days none stop) but anyway drop me a line if you want but i wish that i knew some people of my own type.... not to really be racist or anything selective of any generality.... idk... i'm really drunk!

Its Done
I did the hardest thing I have ever done yesterday. Stanly was "put down" I was there with him when it was done. I needed to be there, he needed to see me not some stranger. He needed to know he was loved. It was kind of peaceful, he just fell asleep. He looked so at peace finally, no more pain. It was terrible to watch but I am glad I was with him, scratching his ear. He is in a field now and will become part of nature. I will miss my baby but I am glad he is not hurting any more!!

Recent Mumm
seems that the repost from someones mumm turned out that the person was found so i removed the mumm but not before a few people got rude with others about it witch is grammer school people now this subject hits verry close to home for me as i have lost a few freinds exactly the same way i was only trying to help find this person i have had the original poster remove it so it dont happen again just want to say im sorry did not realize she was found

Thinking Of Leaving Fubar Should I Drop Me An E-mail Please!!!
well shall i stay or go not sure just doing some thinking. if care read if ya don't who gives a fuck!!! message me let me know or leave some comments no comments by next wekk fuck it i'm gone!! to all my friends and family love you all and to all the BBW'S YOU ARE FUCKING HOTT LOVE TO HAVE SOME CRAZY NIGHTS WITH YOU!!! LATER JIM

Wondering Why?
I wont ever understand men ever! I dont think we are to understand the opposite sex...keeps us guessing but anyway... Why the hell do you men lie? I know before you say it women lie to but I want to hear from the men as to why...If you dont think someone is pretty or isnt what you thought why bother in hurting that person by telling them that they are? Or the thing that really pisses me off is I will call you later and make plans then the phone dont ring,....ever from that person! I have had some issues lately with this kind of stuff makes me really pissed off. This is why I hate dating and being single. I am not a 6 ft blue eyed blonde who is stick thin. But if you are going to judge me on my looks then I dont need you anyway. Im not one to judge on looks...shit the men I have had that are handsome end up cheating anyway so no thanks!!! Why does dating have to be so damn hard???????????

Stupidity
"People are stupid; given proper motivation, almost anyone will believe almost anything. Because people are stupid, they will believe a lie because they want to believe it's true, or because they are afraid it might be true. People's heads are full of knowledge, facts, and beliefs, and most of it is false, yet they think it all true. People are stupid; they can only rarely tell the difference between a lie and the truth, and yet they are confident they can, and so are all the easier to fool." Terry Goodkind "Wizard's First Rule" (pg. 560)

This Christmas
As Christmas day approaches ever so fast, whilst we sit down and enjoy our Christmas Meal and tuck in to our Turkey, take a minute to remember those who because of not fault of their own cant be with their familes to enjoy the christmas festivities Military Personnel from all countries, those overseas and ones based at home Doctors and Nurses who give their time to save the lives of others Paramedics and Ambulance drivers Fire Fighters Policemen Ones we4 dont think about but doing important jobs like people who man the power stations to make sure we all have Heat and fuel at Christmas The Homeless who maybe becuase of no fault of their own are on the streets at Christmas. Those ill who spend Christmas in Hospital. Those who dont want to celebrate Christmas because they have lost someone close to them. But most of all remember the servicemen who cant be with us, that have given their live to make this place a better and safer place.

About Me
I am a 32 year old mother of a perfectly beautiful son.I am only here for friends nothing sexual I am not a prude by any means, just "old-fashioned" when it comes to love, romance and sex! I proudly consider myself to be a monogamous nymphomaniac ;) So if you still haven't caught on... Let me try this approach; NO CYBER. NO CAMMING. NO IM's. NO PHONE SEX. NO MEETINGS. NO FLINGS. DO NOT ask to see my private folder you WILL be ignored ask me repeatedly and YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. Ya'll got that in there? Are my intentions clear to everyone? Good! I have no problem adding friends if you can accept what I wrote above. I am a very nice person. I can be your best friend or worst enemy. I am not a pushover, so I also have no problem REMOVING or Blocking people, if it becomes necessary. Rate me high, rate me low - don't rate me. Won't affect me one way or the other. I realize not everyone will like me for whatever reason. That's fine with me! because the one's that matter already do. N

Weather
i wish the weather make up its mind if it going to be cold or warm because my ass is getting cold here and i wish it rain we need it bad our lake is drying out so plzz if u can pray for rain for us we need it bad very bad.

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Scooter Bar Xmas Comtest!!!!
THE SCOOTER BAR IS HAVING A CHRISTMAS CONTEST HOSTED BY SLADE.THE CONTEST IS FOR A BEAUTIFUL LADY TO BECOME THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND FOR THE SCOOTER BAR. PLEASE GO AND CAST YOUR VOTE AND COMMENT BOMB ON WHOM YOU FEEL SHOULD BE THE IN THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND IN THE SCOOTER BAR. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PHOTOS FOR THE 7 LADIES THAT ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE CONTEST: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=458274&albumid=732626. THANX.

Ths Stupid Things People Do!
IMHO The way the 'bar tab' is currently set up SUCKS!! I can't see when people comment me, or invite me to play games, without seeing what every one is doing. I really don't effing care who comments whom, or who voted on what mumm, it doesn't making an effing difference to me. But I would like to know when I get rates, or comments, or someone invites me to play a game, or reads a blog I posted, but I only get bits and pieces unless I elect to see what everyone is doing. And people say that you can change your personal settings, but not in a way that really makes a noticible difference, because when I change my settings I can't see an effing thing at all most of the time. I know that Baby Jesus is just trying to 'improve' on things, but don't fix what isn't broken. If I wanted to know what everyone was doing I would be psychic, or the government, but I think what other people do in the privacy of their own home, or on their own computer, is THEIR business, not mine. Let's just go ba

Kluckin Films Is In Dire Need Of Your Help & Support!
Kluckin Films is in DIRE NEED OF YOUR HELP & SUPPORT! As you know, or might not know, times are hard right now in the Taxi Cab Industry, which is the main source of income for Kluckin Films right now. Right now it is so slow that after working for 12 hours we might not even take home a $20 bill. Our dispatchers are falling asleep on the job, for lack of taxi orders! This income is responsible for the rent on our studio, payments on our laptop to keep up our web sites and keep you informed of what is going on with us and a roof over our heads. In other words we are about to loose everything we own! The other day we went to pay a partial payment on the rent, for the place we call home. Our land lord would not accept it. That means that we may be homeless before the holidays. We are also behind on our studio rent so they have put a red lock on our door. If we are forced to leave our home we do not even have a place to store our belongings. In other words we are sc

Love
SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RIVER THAT DROWNS THE TENDER REED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RAZOR THAT LEAVES YOUR SOUL TO BLEED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A HUNGER AN ENDLESS ACHING NEED, I SAY LOVE IT IS A FLOWER AND YOU ITS ONLY SEED. ITS THE HEART AFRAID OF BREAKING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO DANCE , ITS THE DREAM AFRAID OF WAKING THAT NEVER TAKES THE CHANCE, ITS THE ONE THAT WON'T BE TAKEN WHO CAN NOT SEEN TO GIVE, AND THE SOUL AFRAID OF DYING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO LIVE. AND THE NIGHT HAS BEEN TOO LONELY AND THE ROAD HAS BEEN TO LONG. AND YOU THINK THAT LOVE IS ONLY FOR THE LUCKYAND THE STRONG. JUST REMEMBER IN THE WINTER FAR BENEATH THE BITTER SNOW LIES THE SEED THAT WITH THE SUN'S LOVE, IN THE SPRING,BECOMES A ROSE.

My Poems 2
Life is precious It should not be wasted It comes and goes way to easily We are given only one chance There is a funny thing with life that we sometimes overlook That is the time we have to live It is almost as important as the air we breathe For without it we have nothing Time is a perishable good If left out in the open it will wither Love will too They are all intertwined, one big circle Without life there is no time and without love there is no life And each one is what we choose to make of them You cannot measure each one on any scale You measure life by your happiness not your successes Time by how you use it and love by your heart always We look for that certain someone to fill our hearts But love, that word, is tossed around too frivolously Real love is more precious that any gold It is comforting; it is without judgement It is living for the moment and remembering the times already shared It fills a void insi

X-mas In Hell
December 25th 1986 Van Nuys Merry Christmas. That's what people say at Christmas, right? Except normally they have somebody to say it to. They have friends and family, And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys. They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary, And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon. I didn't speak to a single person today. I thought why should I ruin their fucking Christmas. I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons. One, I have no friends left. Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before. And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life. It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life. Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted. Now that I've come down from the drugs it seems like a sick play that

Poems
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO W

Thoughts From My Head
i am just writing my first blog so i guess i will just put some of the shit going on in my head on here...sometimes i wonder if there are any decent guys out there...the ones i meet are unfortunatly taken, but then at my age the good ones should be taken...or they have been hurt and afraid to try....which leaves me to wonder if i will be alone for the rest of my life...did i make a mistake somewhere? i am so tired of hearing guys say i'm so nice...then being asses...i have news for guys being an ass does not make you nice...and then i turn away potentially nice guys because i then think they are all asses...my head is hurting from the confusion...i guess i will just patiently wait for the one or the one to have fun with right now...

Looking For Daughter Of Pete Morris Bend Oregon
Looking for the daughter of Pete B. Morris of Bend, Oregon. He is formerly of Bremerton, WA. You have a half brother, sister-in-law, and a nephew who, would at least like to communicate with you. If you somehow come across this page, send me a message here on fubar.

Poem From Waheed 12/15/2007
When I first met you I had no chance I can't believe you let me love you When I see your smile I can't believe you're smiling at me When I see your eyes Looking into mine I feel home Nice and warm and no other Could feel any luckier It feels so good to know you're mine When I see you I can't believe I have you When you do what you do I fall in love all over again and no one will ever take your place Thank you Waheed I love you daddy ~~Spanky~~

General
321.1 THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, " so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations w

Christmas Story For People Having A Bad Day...ho Ho Ho
Christmas Story for people having a bad day.... When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten al

Diares Of Theinkfreak (originated 12/14/2007)
Pretending your My call-girl one night, You come around looking just right, To my front door in your spike-healed boots, I lift your skirt then say "wait here." On go the lights of the Christmas tree, Then back to unwrapping you. Cars driving by catch a stare, At me parting your thighs wide, You arch your back with a need to please. Down before you to my knees I drop, Tracing your edges with my tounge, Savoring your taste, with with every stroke. And on my mouth there forms a grin, Your sighs resumes, as I lick you within, Lips melting with sweet honey. Not one drop do I let go to waste. Whispering, "tell me what you need," No more time for play I plead, "I will do anything you ask, Fulfilling your fantasy my only task."

'twas The Night Before Christmas For Adults
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off

Feeling Like A Jackass
Well I was rude to someone that I really like and I should have waited and found out why it was that I hadnt talked to him. I so hope that we can get pass this. I hope that I didnt mess up a good thing.

Why Is It "my Rant"
OK here it is all m beefs rolled up into one. Why is it #1) I keep getting these darn infernal plug is error pop up messages :( #2) Am I so grossly horribly repulsively ugly that a person cant leave a picture comment or two. #3) I never get pointz when I fill out one of those stupid surveys that take forever and thats when they feel I am "qualified" to take one #4) Im not able to give 11's What the heck do you have to do to be able to get to give 11's #5) they have private pic's If you dont want someone to see them dont post them DUHHHH #6)I cant upload my own music on here, I can on myspace ? #7) Noone hardly shouts at me isnt that the purpose of it or again I guess Im so grossly pungent and ignorant noone wants to talk to me #8) Im always dry, I need more drinks damnit #9)that bouncer dude gets in your way when your trying to rate someone AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST WTF is a fuberlord

Men
Have you ever loved and lost? --This was written by my best friend's ex husband.... it is amazing! Deployboink is his name and he said I could borrow it :) Women think with their emotions. Emotions dictate a woman's actions. Men think with their little head or logic. I am talking more about the logic thinking. Everyone already understands the little head thinking. A woman's emotions dictate what they do. It is simple. A man on the other hand argues with his emotions. There is a battle between logic and his feelings. Usually logic wins. That is not always a good thing. These battles can and usually produce bad results. A man can have true love right in front of his face and throw it away due to this battle. Don't worry, the man usually realizes it after it is too late. That should be comforting for all of you that wish that the man would be just as miserable as you. It is just like those "chick flick" movies except the man is too stupid to make it to the happy endi

Zoloft & Caffeine: The Fubar Mix
These are the places you usually find the Gomi Girl: Multiply.com MySpace Facebook www.gomiworld.com So what the hell am I doing on FUBAR? I guess I can blame a Kimberly of a different persuasion! ;-) We're yacking on Yahoo and she tells me about this place and I sign up. And now I'm f'n addicted! So I'll clue you all in, now. I drink Guinness! Yes. Guinness! So if you're going to get me drunk, it will take plenty of Guinness! Lots and Lots of it! So START BUYING! ;-) Kimberly, the Gomi Girl

Musings On God And Religion
We, Sin born, groveling fools Crawl on fours like dogs [Shame] And take our place upon The alter of the Beloved [Weakness] As animals, we claw at the gilded ceiling Until our nails bleed [Pity] Lemmings, the white robed clergyman’s sermon Echoes distantly…criminal [Liar] With forked tongues, We lick the feet of the Omnipotent, the All-Knowing [Deceit] And turn around and kiss the hand Of the Dark Prince…the Beast [Hypocrisy] Shed a tear, For thy name, too, is Man.

Mixed Signals?
I thought I had it right I thought the signs were there I thought that we had something A certain smile, a little laugh I thought you really liked me As more than a friend, but you didn’t I thought the feeling between us was mutual But I was wrong So now I wonder when it happened How did it happen? Where did I get my signals mixed

Dream
As I sit here in this lonely room my mind begins to wander Thru thoughts and hopes and dreams Soon I begin to ponder Will the end be worth the pain Loves heart must endure today WiIl our lives be the same Shoud we decide to stay I want so badly to be with you To do the things I cannot do Feel your heart your soul your mind Our two lives intertwined To wake each morning by your side Kissing hugging overcoming ere what to be tide Hoping things will go our way Too many lives hurt if we say Lets go and be together Family ties we must sever But alas victory would be mine For in this pain Then I would find

Notice Me?
Notice me… I stand in a mass of people trying to get your attention. Many others are taller than me, they block your view. However, I am here! Notice me… I raise my hand to the heavens, hoping you will spot it. You do not, even though it is a hand full of care. I scream your name. You do not hear me. You see a hand in front of me. It is a more handsome one. You take that instead Notice me… When that hand is not strong enough, you begin to look once more. Hands raise I stretch my hand upwards, using the full strength of my heart. Blood racing, muscles straining. Still not enough. You pass me once more. I weep. Notice me… You are searching the crowd once more. The hand you chose earlier must have let you down. Hands raise. Mine does not. I am too tired to try anymore. I am not perfect, just another human being. I lower my head so that you can pass. Notice me… I wait for the crowd to lower their hands. I look up. Surprised, I find you

No More
Don't fucking touch me Get out of my face You tell me I should learn to remain in my place What place is that exactly? To be seen and not heard? Who the fuck made the rules And said you get the last word? I, for one, am sick of your voice I'm sick of all your talking I'm leaving you here tonight Drowning you out as I start walking You fucked up, majorly this time You made the biggest mistake You think her pussy's better then mine? Maybe so but you'll miss mine Her "feelings" aren't real Her heart's made of stone She wants nothing more then your money Then afterwards just leave her alone But let me tell you So listen up When she uses and abuses you I won't give a fuck Cause once I leave Once I walk out the door My obligation to you's done My loyalty's no more Someday you'll realize Exactly what you lost Someday you'll realize It wasn't worth the cost But for now run your game Run your mouth and talk shit Cause this game's over I officia

Life19
It is Saturday morning, almost afternoon. I started to write this earlier but then had a chance to talk to Martin so I stopped. Last night was my office party and I have to say that it was a blast! We were the first to show up. he first hour was for drinks, then dinner after that. Everyone started slowly trickling in. It was set up beautifully and the food and wine was sooo good! We laughed and joked with everyone all night. It was a really good time. We ended up getting home around midnight. I am so happy that it went well. It made my season just not having to deal with the usual bullshit that I have to at these parties. My Dad ave a speech last night and his speech was about Peter and how much he does for the company and does stuff he isn't even required to do. He just gets what ever job done that needs to be done. Told everyone that it seems to go unnoticed with the things Peter does and no one pays attention to all that Peter does there at the company and he just w

Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Reindeer
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME>>>> According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and>> female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop>> their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to>> mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they>> give>> birth in the spring.>>>> Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's>> reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a>> girl.>>>> We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in>> a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost

December
December.. December, month of blood loss (see my blog 56 Days) County Code Violations, Sun Tans, and fire pits. So I get home and see these two pieces of paper on the door. I walk up looking at them thinkin 'Somebody is gonna be in for a surprise' because I think it's a summons for someone that doesn't even live here. No It's a compliance order from the county code enforcement. Yeah, I was surprised. It's cold, it's December, this is going to suck. Behind the house is what can only be described as, and has been affectionately nicknamed, THE JUNGLE. In that over six foot tall tangle of growth, somewhere, are several tables, five chairs, a swing set, a patio couch, a former indoor couch, various yard tools, lots of dieing lumber, several small trees, a fire pit, and probably a lost pigmy tribe. (Something riles up the dog, and plays with the dog, and sometimes we swear we hear drums, though that could just be the neighbors stereo) Not to mention that there are

Sweetdreams Got Very Bad News Concerning Princess Punkass
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people

Brain
How Hunden’s Brain Works A story Many of you know me, some of you know me well. But this should illustrate how my brain works for all of you. Some four (roughly) years ago I was at XS Internet Café and a friend of mine (you know who you are) who will remain nameless for a number of reasons, is at a site that sells stuff. He calls me over and shows me that there is a book that he is excited about. It is a tell all book, a diary to be precise, about possibly the most famous actress currently known. This diary was written by her room mate. As I’m reading the summery there is this guy in the back of my brain knocking. The more I read the harder he knocks. I’m seriously thinking ‘something just isn’t right here’ when the guy grabs the sledge and nails me. I read a little more, and scroll back up to the top as I as my friend, “Hey, what was Marilyn’s real name?” “I thought it was Marilyn.” He answers. I click next to the supposed authors name, Mary, and reply, “No it was Mary somethi

56 Days
Fifty Six Days So I’m at the plasma center, donating as I usually do twice a week. It gives me gas a cigarette money. It’s my second donation of the week so this means $30 in my pocket when I’m done. Up walks the security guard, who also does other work there. Basically a good handy man on top of being security. I like him, he and I talk and joke, and are both Security Officers, prior military, and the like. We have a lot in common. They happen to have him cutting these straps off of the new covers on the beds. Joking he acts like he is reaching for the line. We both laugh and he cuts the first strap. I look back up at the movie and suddenly hear him say, “Oh shit I really did it.” I start chuckling and look over, and there is blood dripping from the scissors. Rather surprised I say. “Oh shit you really did it.” I then realize that blood is flowing out and grab the clamp on the hose and close it. At this point one of the Tech’s comes over he tells him what he did before the tech c

Libras
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics.

A Failure
A Failure (her) skewed thoughts rambled brain smoking drugs take away the pain (her) world is out of order she can clearly see that this isn't her life and was never meant to be (just) a small shake from her mothers head leads to her guilt and anger and a walk with the dead imagin you here cold and alone running out of luck and running away from home make it by yourself but fail the whole time as the ravenged, black heart cries as you walk that fine line dont you forget dont you lie this is the life you didnt choose to sit,wait, and die this is my pain i fear everyday to wake up and look... ...im still alive... and i say, "why isn't this over?!" "why can't it be done?!" (looks to the sky screaming) "you've already won!" night falls on my lost and lonely heart waiting for the sunrise when it will all restart

Empty
confusion dwells on this torn, bloody soul breaking and crying sitting all alone she hears the crow cry as she sits and writes whats in store for this sad, pathetic girl? on this cold and forgotten night screaming and fighting in a world forever dead as her empty heart drains lying next to the bed love no longer beats feelings forever lost from the pain she indures but finally at what cost where will she be? in the next 20 years buried beneath the soil along with her fears

This Is Me, Not You
just because im different doesnt mean i changed why are looks so important to you? now that you stare at me strang do i scare you? do i make you cring? with all the fire and pitchforks out you hunt me like a witch do you have less respect? do you want me to beg ? for your smile and approval and give you my arm and leg do i frighten your family? even the elder or two or do i make you jealous? because you could never be you dont harrasse me for my hair or my shoes or cloths because that only makes you look stupid and letting everyone know you cant live outside cant except people for them always worried about a facade and the square box you live in you dont have to accept it ... what is, me and my style but i dont give a fuck while giving you the finger with a smile

No More Chances
the chosen casualty picked from the group to feel this way a never-ending loop i keep falling , the ground wont catch methe pain becomes numb, i open and bleedwhile sorrow fills my heart because i let another in so easy to be deceived should you go for heaven or sin save your excuses tell no more lies i hate you now more than ever i wish youd just rot and die so i can escape to finally be free from this fake and hateful life you hold over me im broken inside lost and crying for helpi wanted to save you but you need to save yourself from the chains of anger the black viloence shown i tried to help to reveal your not alone i reached out my hand but you fed it to the dogs let me live in peace i want to move on to be free of you when your finally gone no more chances and dont run into my armswhen all is said and done im finished nowMOVE THE FUCK ALONG!

What Do You Want By Sondra
What do you really want By Sondra What do you really want in life? Do you want love?Trust? Acceptance? Faithfulness? Do you want honesty? Friends? Togetherness? Attention? A life mate? Whatever it is you want in life, always remember that you get out of life what you put into it! If you willingly give love, you will receive love from someone who is willingly giving it in return, if you want someone who will be faithful, you have to be in all ways faithful. If you want friends, you have to be friendly. If you want others to be honest with you, you have to be an honest person yourself. If you want someone to give you their undivided attention, you have to be willing to give that person your undivided attention in return, or even sometimes give your attention first. If you want to be fully accepted "as you are" then you have to accept others in the same way. Do you want to be trusted? Then you have to learn to trust! As for happiness, others cant make us happy, we have to choose to

Adult Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Utinahica Dig Update
Greatings All, Well, I am finally back home again as of last night. The Dig was a big sucess, though not a complete one. We found more evidence of very early Spanish, but we no longer think the building we were escavating was "THE" Spanish Mission we thought it might be. Instead it seems to be a Ceremonial Building. I am limited to how much I can say online about everything we found until FernBank has a chance to do so but I can offer up this article that appeared in the Atlanta Journal on Tuesday. Take warning though that the writer MUST be a frustrated author (LOL). I Laughed when I read it, but he does have the basic facts right. I included a Slide show with a number of Pics from the Dig. Also, in my latest stash are a number of Pics showing the general types of artifacts we were finding. Fernbank digs into early Georgian history By MARK DAVIS The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 12/11/07 JACKSONVILLE, Ga. — Jacksonville, Ga. -- Was it a

My Life
Right now I'm working a lot of hours I'm kinda seein someone its not really official but he's the one I want to be with right now. Not much new going on in my life I'll post another blog when something new happens

The Past
Ever wonder why people die young....it the saying only the good die young true? This is the burning question of time and life. I hope for all that time stands still or that another life moves on in place of the lost one.....The world changes everyday and time seems to slip us by without kickin us in the ass untill time has past us by and it's yesterday....and tomorrow never comes.....................

Outside Inside a box, never outside the lines, conform to whats normal limit your mind.... What life is that, makes excitement something extinct; Just stories and tales of a time long past. What is normal? a word defined different, what does it mean? to me its only a cycle on my washing machine. Normal is happiness found; coloring outside the lines, exploring whats pleasure, what brings content and a smile for the rest of my time. written by Teresa Williams 3.17.07

A Slaves Journey
A slaves Journey Who am i? Born as i am, Aries' fire burning inside her and craves ONEs' guidance and unquestioning commands. It burns wildly at times, but always a steady flame, intense heat fevers flesh that NEEDS to be owned. Pleasure she brings Him, over and again and again. A Master needs this slave, somewhere she knows... His hands ready to mold this creation to be, a work that gives freely to Him... needing to grow. His naked property with head bowed kneeled with knees spread, in front of Him, Ready to serve, wants to do as He wishes, and make Him wanton to feed her His manhood, without any reserves. His touch sometimes beats me, binds me and stings her flesh, His signature of art upon her, making the fire eternal, an obsession drives her, heart and soul. His propertys neck waits and longs for His ring, a collar of ownership, that He leads her by, proud of her Yes He loves her, No doubt this now He sees. Trusting Him deeper and bigger than the heaven

The People Of Fubar
I found this in a bulletin posted today... PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin ou

Holiday Stuff
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m"Wishing all my FUBAR friends a very Merry Christmas!!!! I would like to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Prosperous New Year!!! Also let's keep in our thoughts and prayers all the service people that are away from their family and that they all return safe. Darren

R.i.p. Officer Freeman
JUST WANTED TO POST THIS AS THIS HITS WAY CLOSE TO HOME AS MY KIDS DADDY WORKS W/HIM & ENDED UP ON THE CALL LAST NIGHT W/MANY OTHER OFFICERS..A ROUTINE TRAFFIC STOP THAT HAS CHANGED THE LIVES OF SO MANY & RIGHT HERE AT CHRISTMAS!! ALL BECAUSE OF A DRUNK DRIVER....BELOW IS STORY.... Huntsville officer dies from gunshot wound; suspect charged Posted by Niki Doyle December 15, 2007 12:28 PM A Huntsville police officer shot Friday night has died from his wound, Huntsville police said this afternoon. The announcement was made at police headquarters on Wheeler Avenue that officer William Eric Freeman, 36, of Hazel Green, died this morning. Police Chief Henry Reyes said Kenneth Shipp has been charged with capital murder. Reyes said Freeman and officer Kevin Lambert had been called to investigate a traffic accident with injuries on Bailey Cove Road just north of Weatherly Road at 8:43 p.m. When they arrived at 8:51 p.m., the chief said, they found Shipp sitting on the curb.

My Blog
ok so this is my new blog. i gusse i should write whats on my mind. like why do people become you friend on here and never talk to you, or return rates? why can no one seem to ever answer any questions i have about this site why is it i cant seem to level as quicly as others

He Needs A Little Help
Hey everybody come by and show a little leveling luv he's real close so let's knock it out real quick!!!! ~DJPhilburg360~~ ~Co/Owner of Viper Pit Radio~Dirty South Crew~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~@ fubar Have A Great Weekend!!

Point Leveling Profiles
in viewing the attack on me by two ladies i have discovered a few fake profiles may be used to build points and leveling up they were also use to attack me and my family/friends as they disagreed with them. during the gathering of data, i created a fake profile with no referrals the fake profile leveled up to 5 while gathering data. the several fakes of the two never gain any levels. if they are not fake why didnt gain any points. two profiles were deleted but not before one of these profiles attacked me then it was deleted right away. i traced that profile to crystal's referral another profile i found had a stolen picture on it from a profile that is 2 years old and still a new user. the newer profile was also used to attack me. in total i think i see six profiles between two profiles that are fake and one of those profiles may also be fake, the crystal one. cant be sure on that but possible dj mischief has 5 referrals all fake but one. maybe all

Watch Out For
THIS IS A PICTURE OF MY BITCH ASS BROTHER WHO IS 29 YEARS OLD AND FUCKING A 16 YEAROLD GIRL. hE IS WALKING AROUND WITH 2 DIFFERENT STD'S AND ONE IS THE LEADING CAUSE TO CERVICAL CANCER. HIS MYSPACE NAME IS C.GIOVANNE BUT DON'T FALL FOR HIS GAMES YOU WILL GET FUCKED OVER BY HIM IN THE END. but on here his name is the 69 KING so watch out ladies http://s201.photobucket.com/albums/aa165/lonniehodges/?action=view¤t=stupidbitch.jpg i NEED FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO COME AND READ MY NEW BLOG, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT AND PLEASE PASS ON THE INFORMATION.

For My Love
oh my lovely queen, i see you at night walking alone, wanting nothing more then to rush by your side. i watch you pull your cigerete from you lips and dream about thier softness. i see you talking and walking at night, when no one is around. i wonder who your speaking to, whish and dreaming it will be me one day. i see you in the evenings, holding your kitty. shes adorable like you, when she sits in your windows watching the cars. i often wonder if she is watching me too. oh my bella mia, i will one day speak to you. i will hold you in my arms, and tell you how i feel. the way you walk, it drives me insane with a firey passion. i can not help but love you. you ar perfect.

Ice Storm
Tha bad Ice Storm we had here. Its been really bad. My lights started to flicker early Monday then gradually stayed of longer and longer periods. The House got really cold after a couple hours so the kids and I stayed in my bed for all of Moday and most of Tuesday. Tuesday I went outside to see how bad it was and huge tree limbs were all over my yard and in the streets. Powerlines were everywhere. My bird bath, bird feeder and the kids swingset is done. The tree limbs continued to fall while I was out there and had to run to stay away from being hit. Very dangerous situation to be in. I ended up take the car to my exs house since he doesnt have huge trees everywhere. I drove the van instead. Tuesday 90% of Saint Joseph had no lights, and it gradually got better just slow since its still snowing off and on Just got my lights on about an hour or so ago but had to get online to let everyone know Im okay lots of damage but nothing I cant repair. U all were in my thoughts and I missed yal

Insensitive Prick
Porch Monkey 4 Life http://www.fubar.com/user/1022454 (Mummers are mean) M, 30 Nitro, WV December 15, 2007 @ 3:17 pm #25 of 38 Bullshit. Don't believe a word of it. She wants attention and probably doesnt even have a kid. this is the comment this ass left about princess punkass's loss of her son

I Sit And Wait For Him
I sit and wait for him. I’ve played and replayed a multitude of scenarios of the two of us together. As if watching it on a movie screen, I hear the music, smell the fragrance of lust, and feel the unbridled passion stemming from days of pure fantasy. Like a well crafted and somewhat sophisticated erotic film, I am the star. I am the one getting fucked. I am the one screaming. The scenes are hot and it makes me even hotter. Never before have I let go so completely to a stranger. Someone I’ve only spoken to, whose alluring voice has guided me through wild masturbating episodes always leaving me wanting more. Always making me come. And although I am fully aware of the danger, I cannot stop myself. It’s like an addiction. The unknown only adds to the excitement. I sit and wait for him because that is all I can do. The telephone rings and I know it is him. I am ready. His voice spills over my nakedness like the darkness. I hear his hunger for me getting stronger each time we speak. T

Erotic Moments
It might be a sound, a touch, a smell, Or perhaps just the mere sight of someone Before you know it your body responds Your mind starts to wander to forbidden places Dark places Some will explore these places and give in to their desires Others will let fear of the unknown control them Some will only fantasize What’s your pleasure? You decide With lust as my guide I walk through the fire I choose the forbidden I hear the darkness calling And I willingly let go and get lost in the moment Ever have a moment like this?

New
The new bar tab sucks, I dont care if my friends or my friends friends leave other people comments or view them or whatever. There should be a way to disable them, and make it like it was before where you could only see the actions that involved you or somone new walking in the bar....This is annoying!!!

My Life
My name is Jeremy Scot Hernandez, I have cerebral palsy. I was born with my umbrellacord wrapped around my neck and got pinched during labor. I have many surgery in my life, I been in a wheelchair my whole life until the age of 13th I learn how to walk with a walker for few years and the doctors told my mom that I was never support to walk or talk but I prove everyone wrong. My mom is my hero because she saves me from dieing and never giving up on me, also she taught me never gives up at all. I have accomplish many things in my life like for example walking or graduate high school.

You Tore My Heart
You tore my heart Right out of my chest You held it close Then threw it right away To be trampled By those who dont care Words spoken were they ever ment You took my heart And made it yours To play with Like a toy You left me bleeding Alone and afraid Another pawn lost in your game Can you even remember who I was Im am the one Who will haunt you In your Dreams at night The one you scream at And Yell to make me go away But whilst my heart is still broken I will remain there forever Of the Love we once had ©Crazydave 2007

True Numbers
Hidden U.S. Deaths Of Gulf Wars Since Gulf War 1 - 73,846 US Dead, 1,620,906 Disabled By Peter Marshall E. Boomhower 12/13/07 "ICH" -- -- The US department of veteran affairs has issued an official report (See report in full) that confirms 73,000 U.S. troops killed and 1.6 million "disabled" by Persian Gulf wars. 73,846 U.S. Troops Dead (Page 6) and 1,620,906 permanently disabled ( Page 7) George Walker Bush has presided over the worst defeat of the United States Military since Vietnam and has deliberately skewed reporting of the deaths and injuries to conceal the facts. The Department of Veteran's Affairs, in conjunction with the Joint Chiefs of Staff, has released the truth because they need the American People to know our military is literally, destroyed. They cannot release these horrific numbers via the chain of command because they are under orders to conceal the truth at all costs, so they let slip a report which now cannot be "un-slipped." Here are the fact

What Do You Want For Christmas?
Little boy sits on Santa's lap and Santa says, " HO!HO!HO! What would you like for Christmas, little boy?" The little boy just looks at Santa says "Guess!". So Santa thinks really hard and says, "I know...you want" and tapping his finger on the boy's nose, " T- R - U- C-K" The boys shakes his head and says," no,no I don't want a truck." Santa thinks again and says, " I know you want a", and once again tapping on the child's nose, "a b-o-a-t!" Again, the boy shakes his head and says," nope, I don't want a boat." Santa is stumped and asks the boys, "ok I give up, tell me what you want for Christmas." The boy looks at Santa and says," I want..." and tapping on Santa's nose," P-U-S-S-Y!! and don't tell me you don't have any because I can smell it on your finger!!!"

Christmas
I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Texas, and Arkansas and West Virginia on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. His side of the family is from the South Pole. He shares my goal of delivering toys to all the good boys and girls; However, there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead

Bitchn' About Work
I work for a company that seems to think that my family always come second, to the business. And if you must know, I work for Rent-A-Center. The pay isn't bad, but I have to work a mandatory 48 hours a week, including Saturdays. My son is becoming a wild child, and my sex life with my wife, is next to non-existant. In New Hampshire, there aren't that many jobs that pay as well, but the company doesn't care if the family falls apart. So, if you are thinking about working for RAC, be warned.............

The Pussmunch 10,000
Hey people I want some more love on my page. I'll give $6,000 fubucks for the comment that I like the most. $3,000 fubucks for the second best and $1,000 for third. So show me like ya know me,,lol. I'll pay out in 48 hours. Can't wait to see who wins. Step up Freinds and fans!!!

This Is It
I have had a house for a bout a yer and a half and now I am going on base because the people that I bought the house from left me with abpout 15 thousand in repairs this sucks but base is better and easier for me to get so I will get out

Stuff
1.Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your m

Own Me!
Would you like the chance to own me for a month? Well just click on this pic and the highest bidder wins the right to own me and will get all of the things listed on the pic if their bid is the highest.

Sarcasm
Some things to remember: Drive like an idiot - Whether it's driving to fast or to slow Don't clean the snow off your car - Front, back, top, and definately not the lights Don't shovel, snowblow, clear a path, or plow - Whatever just don't clear any snow Be sure to walk in the street - at oncoming traffic preferably, as far from the curb as possible Don't help anyone - Ever

Your Number
Name: Number: Best time to call: text messaging (yes or no) phone service: I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your #

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Bad Year
Well I just need to let this out and thought I would do it here. This year has been one bad for me, I lost my brother in Iraq on May 19,2007, then my mothers step dad passed away Dec 12,2007 and then I find out today that my other grandpa passed away on Dec 13, 2007. They say things come in setts of 3's but a person can really only handle so much if you ask me. This has really sent me over the edge, I dont know where, or what to do anymore. God only gives you what he thinks you can handle or so everyone tells me.. But I dont think I can handle all this in one year!!! I really think I am falling fast! I try to put on a face that dont show the pain I am feeling inside for my kids and my sister.. Anyway I have desided that I am going to spend time trying to pull myself together and see how it works.. I hope everyone can understand .. I do care alot for my friends on here..But my state of mind is not what it should be at this point.. ** When will my pain end??**

My Mother, My Lover,my Ocean
MY MOTHER, MY LOVER, MY OCEAN I am often asked about her. About my obsession and what draws me into her. She is my world, an ever consuming thought. I love to listen to her when she's angry, her wild roar. And when she's calm, I love to hear her whisper and show me her wonders galore. I love the smell in the early morning before she is disturbed. The feeling of relief when she envelops me, wrapping her arms tightly as her power washes over me. The taste of salt running down my lips, the feeling of warmth that surrounds me As the waves come crashing down all around me. To see her rushing forward, to slip underneath and feel her power. There is no other place to be than right here at this hour. To stroke and stroke till my arms tire, She lifts me up and rescues me... my soul is on fire. Gliding down...so smooth....so fast I feel as if I'm falling, sliding down a blue pane of glass. To feel alive with the spray on my face water dripping down...oh, what a sweet taste.

Shout Box
Hey, if anyone tried to shoutbox me in the last 30-45 minutes,I didn't get any of the shoutbox messages because ShaneHumphreys was playing f*ck around with my Shoutbox while I stepped away...Please SB me back if you did...

"psychiatric Help 5 Cents"
i'd like to thank you all for coming to witness my life fade away through my failed attempts of drug induced,suicide i have no regrets iv'e seen better days an'then they go away iv'e seen the ones i love choose to stay away -"AN IT ALL WENT BLACK"- "What happens when the voices in your head start answering back?"Would you reply with a hearty/i did'nt wake up knowing someone's gonna get that twitch(Life is difficult-yes it is)an' stab me or the next one in the back>fantastic< Did'nt know 2 bad/we did,always knew,that's right -just cause we're wrong-does'nt mean it's not happening!!?!! "WANNA BURN ME ?? FIND A BETTER F**KING LIGHTER"!!!

"solitude"
Drink the Tears from my Eyes, Taste the Blood from my Pains... Only then you Might know what Runs deep through my Veins... Feel the Depths of my Soul... Smell the Scent of my Fears... For to Know me by Heart will Take more than just Years.

A Lesson In Life
You know I was talking to my 12 yr old today about true friends. She was upset cuz some of her friends did not wanna come to her party today. She said that they seem to only want and they dont give in the friendship. Well I told her that at times like that you need to stop and realize who your true friends are. Well its the end of another year and me being 33 yrs old have come to realize who my true friends are. There are a few friends I have known since high school who have seemed to turn their backs on me...no big deal to me..just means they were not friends to begin with. I have also made some awesome friends since being on fubar..and you know who you are...you are awesome in my book!!!!!! Well you are going to notice that I will be deleting friends..if you get deleted you know why. There are two friends one of which is already deleted who i truly cared for and loved to death the other one is going to be deleted here shortly....I thought this person was my friend known this

Would You?
Would you? When the darkness takes over and penetrates my soul...aching so deeply within...darkening the core of my being...would you leave me in my own solace... waiting for me in the shadows of my mind? Would you know that in order to abolish the blackness you would have to love harder than you ever have before...encircling me with your arms of protective ness...dissolving the numbness away? When the light finally pierces my spirit and allows incandescent energy to flow freely once again, would you be there to recognize the want and the need...guiding me back to the winding paths of my so-called existence...so that we could be as one again....would you?

Poem
PLESASE Remember our Soldiers!!!! PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his fa

Friends
I am willing to pay fubucks for a VIP and a bling pack...you dont have to give me both one or the other is fine. If you want to help, let me know which you are buying me and what amount of fubucks you want in return and we can work it out. Send me a personal message or shout if your interested.

Is It Love?
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle in the twi

I Am A Lier
I AM A LIER....SORRY TO SAY.... I PROMISED I WOULN'T HURT 2 AWSOME PEOPLE AND I DID , THEY IN MY FOLDER THAT SAYS I BELIEVE MY FRIENDS.... THE STANLEY FAMILY... DORRIS N DANIEL I HURT THEM AND I AM A BAD PERSON

Gaurdian
You look to the sky, I watch you, You wonder why I watch you, You feel my stare of wonder, And look at me, I break my look, And know... ...One day I'll stop your pain, Dry your tears, Fight your fears, I'll protect you, No longer only watching, But helping, You'll know me, Be proud to know me, Be proud to be watched, You'll come to realise , That I'm your gaurdian angel.

How Did I Get So Lucky?
i had all but given up on being happy. till almost 2 months ago. then she came into my life. her name is christina and she made me realize that yes there are good women out there. every day i get to spend with her is a blessing and i couldn't ask for anything more. so how did i get so lucky?

What Tha Fuck Eva
Its the tail end of the holidays and aside from getting a PS3 out of left field for Christmas it really isnt shit to me. Well New years is and forever shall be a night of drunken debaucher, which as I see it is a good thing. Although there is a downside to new years. I have never kissed someone at midnight on new years eve. I have had a few girlfriends around the holidays and those have been the best ones since i was younger. I am tired of this shit of always being single or whenever i eventualy find someone they turn out to be completly psycho. I dont know I'm pretty much hammered drunk right now and just miss having someone who cared about me and someone i could hold. I hate this time of year maybe next year and a negative 75 pounds i will be singing a different tune.

Not Settling
So I have made a decision that I am no longer going to just settle in my life any more.. This goes for every aspect of my life but most importantly in relationships.. See I have been settling for a while and I am just done doing it.. If I flirt with you it doesnt mean I like you like that necessarily.. If I like you like that I will tell you I am intersted and that means you are not only very beautiful but that we have talked at least enough for me to find some qualities that I like.. But under no circumstance will I settle.. And I wont feel like I am not a priority.. That is a way of settling too.. And there will be no more settling at all..

Dog Bite Dog Fight
earlier today...noon saturday...i heard my dog a pure bread alpha intact german shepard raising hell with a pit bull terrier puppy (100 pounds)...i could see what was going to happen so i proceded to get my dog in the house... before i could, the pit busted a section of the chainlink fence and charged at me and my shepard as the door was slaming shut t before it was latched...that damn dog pushed me out of the way...and the maylay insued...i have broken up a little squable before but this was serious. i had a killer in my own living room and inspite of the fact i know my dog can handle himself...i wasnt going to let it happen....i jumped between them seperated them with help of the 100 pound roomate and 12 pound weiner dog...ce my dogs and household were safe i was faced with this SOB...i wrestled him o the floor cornered him and choked him out until he passed out...then while still in a head lock i opened my door and tossed him back over what was left of the fence...as though inmid a

The Truth
ok, it's been a while now and i havn't said anything.. i can be meek, i can be wild, and i can be a jerk... this time... well.. you decide.. first off, those people that are on my friends are there because i've talked to them and/or have seen something interesting on their page that was beyond just being some hot chick.. which brings me to the point.. look.. i see all these people, mainly women, complaining if they get anything less then a 10, well newsflash... we're not all 10's out there. me i'm a 4 with my attitude bringing me to a 2 if i'm lucky. fan rate add? umm ok.. so i just what, can't talk to you i have to feed your ego first? that's insane... i'm not here to pat you on the head cause you look sexy in your pics. i was here for friends... and yeah the occasional sneak peek.. but hell i'm a guy, it's nature. this whole 'buy me a blast to add me' that's called prostitution, money for services... service being your 2 seconds of attention. oh and what's with the fubar wife/hubby

Plz Pray For My Friend In Hospital
I don't write these much or very often. I just had a co-worker lose her 22 yr old son this past week and spent yesterday at the wake and today at the funeral. Was tragic. Then to find out later tonight one of my best friends is in a hospital unconscious. Could u Please do me a huge favor if you read this. Could you please pray for her for peace in her heart. Thank you very much. Dominique

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This Alwyas Happens
Why is it that a good girl like me comes around, once in a lifetime, and everytime just because I ain't ugly or whatever the guys think that I'm like other females. I'M NOT!!!! So damn stop acting like I am just like them other girls that like to play with people's emotions. I am about ready to give up on relationships period and just be single because every single time, I fall for some stupid bullshit some silly nigga pulls and likewise I get hurt. So can someone tell me why in the hell someone always has to hurt someone like me? I mean yeah, I can be a bitch at times if you cross me the wrong way, but damn. A bitch got feelings too! I honest to God don't know if I can go through getting hurt by another guy anymore.

Its Blog
hey guess what i did. lol My vacume cleaner. well i realized i needed a bag bc its full. Since i dont drive and mindy couldn't take me to walmart tonight. so I actually did a experiment. I took the bag, cut it, took all the crap out inside it-taped it back up and reused it. And i can't believe it, it worked!!! yey!!! thanks to (scotch) package tape. I'm so proud of myself. ;P

Missed Opprtunity
Damn! I missed the greatest opportunity tonight! Rick was actually pulled up to dance tonight at Sundance. It was sssssssssssooooooooo cute! Had my camera phone and everything but the fucker kept ducking behind the chicks. lol But damn it was funny! Just wish I had the pic, lol Had a blast anyway and the memory is etched in my mind! Thanks for the memories sweetie. lol

Is Over.
Come a little bit closer And hear what I've got to say Burning words of anger Of hate and desperation. What if I break the silence What if I forgive the past ? I know it might sound funny To tell you what I felt I mean I really loved you It's a shame - my fault - I know But why - but why Why are you so stupid ? But why - but why Why are you so stupid ? Fuck you and your killing lies I hate your pissing attitude Why did you have to go so low Trueler - Copycat What if I break the silence What if I forgive the past ? Sucking like a vampire The blood of all your friends But sorry, my blood was poisoned Now burn in hell You killed the love You killed the trust What if I break the silence What if i forgive the past?

My Loneness
my life /lonely/ness were i.m truel.y lost all i want two do is just cry i know in my heart i cant be with you but i know someday our eyes will meet but i also know ill never have you just two touch you feel your hands heart.your tender lips on mine but i guess i have always know it will never ever be this way again i think about you 24-7 .my our whatever i am two you last for life she knows who this is for even though were miles across the sky/no my love will never die

Oh My God...
I\'ve had 18-24 shots and about a cup of everclear and my kidneys and liver are fucking on fire right now...holy shit it hurts....the only good out come of this...I met another tattoo/piercer artist and another metal/motor head. m/

Goodbye Scarecrow
"Goodbye Scarecrow" I was watching a show and it brought me to uncontrolable tears. She was dieing of cancer and decided to kill herself. The man she was seeing (who was in a relationship) was there so she did not die alone. She took the pills and looked to him and said, "Goodbye, Scarecrow". When I was in my teens my boyfriend of many years went by the name of Scarecrow. Who knows, if he had not eventually lost it we'd still be together this day. I think of him often. The first guy I ever really loved. We were both rather disturbed individuals... We were both rather dark. It was this darkness that brought us together, it was that darkness that eventually tore us apart... Hell I was his 'mistress' for perhaps two years... I wouldn't let that get in the way. We swore through life and death we'd be there for each other. One day 'Scarecrow' and I were laying in bed. The room was dark and small, the bed a cheap twin. We layed there naked for hours our bodies entertwi

Myself
I can describe myself as a friendly type of person I can easily mingle with people regardless of their values, traits, races or stature in life. I am into sports since I like to keep myself fit and looks good in the eyes of people who will see me. People say that I have a great sex appeal its not only becoz of my looks but it comes with great personality. I may not be the best but at least I am different. But like any other young gals I also have my own secret, interested, then add me on ur ym, mine is iamyourlady01. and ill let's see if u can handle me...

Monogamy
Evolutionary Psychology sex Human sperm is of a low quality - relative to many animals, including primates, a low proportion of the sperm is viable - and this encourages pair bonded sexual partnerships to the detriment of any arrangement of irregular and infrequent coitus, particularly harem-like arrangements and surreptitious affairs. Women's visual and olfactory sexual preference is biased toward desirable partners during the period of fertility and toward less desirable ones the rest of the time. This is likely an adaptation running counter to monogamy, which tends to maintain the procreative availability of desirable partners and the pacification and utilitarian engagement (household protection and production) of undesirable ones. Underscoring this adaptation, incidence of orgasm in females is predominantly dictated by the perceived sexual (hereditary) desirability of the male, and household partnership or emotional involvement is not a predictor. This is significant because the

Twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible-- Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm

Tour Updates
Love, Pain & the Whole Crazy Carnival Ride Tour" with Keith Urban and Carrie Underwood January 2008 31 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena February 2008 1 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena 16 - Roanoke, VA - Roanoke Civic Center March 2008 7 - Omaha, NE - Qwest Center 11 - San Jose, CA - HP Pavilion