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What are you waiting for?
Im out of ideas.. Im sitting here totally lost.
No matter what I do.. it's never enough...
It hurts when you realize it was you all along. There was no one else responsible for all that has happend, all that went wrong.
It sucks when you realize, it was you all along. Ur the reason ur life is in shambles, that u cant stay still. Ur the reason nothing works the way you hope it will.
It breaks ur heart when it comes to ur attention.. that ur the one making ur relationship fall apart.
This whole time, ur thinking about what it is that he may be doing wrong.. only to find out.. it was u all along. Ur thre one whining, ur the one bitching.. ur the one not trusting. Ur the one failing.
U fail at everything else in ur life.. why should love be different? because u have faith? no! There is no hope for thre lost... for the blind... my heart was burried lng ago.. and I was left behind. I dont deserve u...
u need someone better... i am no longer mad.. for all that I know... cuz now i understand why. Its me. Always has been. I dont knwo why u still want me..
we hardly talk, never sleep together, if we're in the same room... it just never seems perfect.
U dont need me. If i knew what was good for u... I would have left ... I should... but i cant break myself from u.... i need to... how do I turn away? I loveu so much.. i wanna stay.. but if I do.. I only hurt u more...
Lost and confused
You Build me up and make me smile...
Little by little.. you begin to file... away at my heart.. tearing me and breaking me apart.
You make me believe you're such a great catch, more like a dog than anything, so go and play 'fetch'..
with my soul, with my being... what is it that I'm not seeing?
Can you believe I actually felt bad being a bitch?!
You think you're so sweet, did you forget about that very first stitch?
What about the second and third?? Or how much it burned.. when you looked at me,
told me 'No." and shook your head.
But immediately asked for me to come to bed.
I was lonely and decided to stay, I was still blinded from the other day.
I pretended you were different like there was something "meant to be."
Maybe there was.... but it isn't you and me.
I dont wanna play stupid anymore, im not your toy.
I need a man in my life.. not some silly little boy.
Not alot of ppl can put up with me or my crap. Not many people would claim to love me and actually be there when I need them..
But those people aren't members of Relentless Radio. Though I have only been on FUBAR for about a month, I find myself needing to talk to my family. You may be asking yourself, "She has family on here?" Yes. Every single person that is a member of Relentless Radio is family to me. Not becaause we like the same music. Not because we dress the same or live in the same region. They are my family because they truly care.
The first RR member I ever met was Kim. She is a gorgeous, talented, and crazy in a kinky awesome kind of way. :) Her and the rest of the members welcomed me in and showed me that most ppl, are not these ppl.
The ppl on RR are more than just 'family' that I see online. I have some sort of relationship with many of them. They have been there to make me laugh, pray for my relatives, and seen me when I cry.
RR is a place for relaxed people with an upbeat attitude to come and have fun. Whether your listening to Dj Rage, Skully, Sweetz, Ice, MixMaster J, or any over the amazing Djs we have, I promise you they will play something that sink to the depths of your soul and make you scream, "I AM RELENTLESS!"
I love my family and wouldnt Trade them for anythingin the world.
If you dont know what im talking about and wanna check it out... Hop on.. we're waiting..
If you know what Im talkin about and miss that shit.. come back...
If you know it and already have that relationship with other ppl, come here i promise we'll top ur charts...
