Just a Chica's blog: "Recent info on me...."

How does it feel when I say "I'm over you."? Do you feel the knife? - It stabbed me too. I don't mean to hurt, I don't mean to be rude. I only share what I have come to conclude. Does it hurt as bad as you hurt me? How much does it make you bleed? This sounds bad, I mean you no harm... I'm just so happy, let's sound the alarm! I'm independent and free! Allowed to be with me and only me. Good luck to you in all you do, Good luck to all the ladies you fuck too. There I go again, I sound like a bitch. I still love you as always, but I am rid of the itch. The itch you made me scratch, Every time I wanted you back. I see now that we will never be - Oh well, who cares? Go fuck a tree. Shit - Mean again....I am on a streak. I guess it isn't my style to be so meek. I'll end this here on a cheery note. On you I no longer dote.

In five hours I am making the big move from Louisiana back home towards the Kentucky area. I will be gone for a couple of weeks but eventually this Chic will be back. DOnt forget about me !!! Grinning... Take care each and everyone of you. Talk with you soon. Sincerely, ~PJ

Howdy to my friends ! Yesterday I spent just about all day in the ER. The ones that know me real well on here know I have not been feeling all that good. Comes to find out after extensive testing after testing. I have a rare Syndrome concerning the heart area. I went back to the doctor today and they are getting me into a heart specialist right away. People that have this usually are born with it. Well I have had testing before cause years ago they thought I had MS. NOthing came up abnormal with my heart. So something has caused for me to have this problem now. I am on strict plans what I can take and cannot take right now. I am starting the New non smoking pill tomorrow cause that is a must. Which that is a good thing and I am actually excited about it. Should of never started back up after my second child. I dont want anyone to think I am ignoring you if I dont respond to you immediately. I am zapped have been for awahile. As for now my plans on moving back to Kentucky are on old cause of Insurance and needing immediate help. So I am having to deal with that right now being stuck in Louisiana still with no family or support. I will keep you updated. I hope everyone has a wonderful day !!! Ciao for now, PJ