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well james went back home to spend time with his mom and to get some work done. we got alot of stuff to put into storage. but the car we have is not big enough and we dont have the money for gas. i dont know what to think about humanity anymore...there is a few people that i trust...i dont even trust my boyfriend...just because i have not met him yet. other then that im doing great.
THE JUDGEMENTAL PICES OF SHIT CAN GO SUCK ON A DICK. I MEAN JUGGALOS GET HATED ON FOR BEING WHO THEY ARE...I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT...BUT THEY ARE JUST JELOUS AND THEY WANT TO BE LIKE US BUT ARE TO AFFRAID TO ADMIT IT. PEOPLE HAVE TO GO AS FAR AS MAKING A JUGGALO HALOCUST. WITCH THERE INTENT IS TO RID THE WORLD OF JUGGALOS...IM PAROUD OF WHO I AM IM PROUD OF WHAT I STAND FOR. EING A JUGGALO IS A WAY OF LIFE. FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER LIKE A REAL FAMILY SHOULD. IT DONT PISS ME OFF ANYMORE BECAUSE I KNOW IF WE DONT REACT TO THE HATERS THEN THEY WILL JUST LEAVE US ALONE.
well people piss me the fuck off...most though shit in my face when we have a fight witch i would never do to them. and its like even tho i have more friends online then i do in the real world it just sucks i dont trust anymore....we had to go to fucking trafic court this morning. i tryed to stay up all night it didnt work..i passed out around 5..we lost the case tho. stupid fucking piggie had it on video..my mom blames me and my sister for her running the red light witch just pissed me off...i should go piggie pie on some cops ass....i have over 400 peple on myspace most people dont talk to me on there they piss me off...i posted four new pics on my myspace and all i got was bullshit comments. fuck them all...
sense me and my bithmother dont get along at all im going to have nicole adopt me legaly. yea i hope it hurts her alot....i dont gve a fuck anymore...nicole has been more of a mother to me sense my own mother. she dont care about any one but her self. she wont even stop drinking so my dad can stop...i hate my god danm family. when my dad calls me up wating to kill himself...i went over there and my mom called. all she did was bitch at me about garbage bags when i told her tat dad wanted to kill himself.....she was like sissy told u not to go over there. i would have felt bad if anything happend beause he was begging me to come over.
i cant stand how my mind is link a ping pong match..one minut im happy and nothing can hurt me the next i want to die. im trying so hard to stop cutting but one little thing can push me over the edge. i allready tryed to kill myself once im not affraid to do it again. people dont understand me and i doubt anyone will. im not affraid to try and kill myself again.
if people knew my past and how angry i am then they would know why im acting like this. im constantly being told that the juggalo family wont be there for me. i just wish i had a normal life that i had frends i know i would be a hell of alot happyer.
