FIRE RICAN STUD's blog: "RANDOM"

I think not! Many say I am ugly, some say i'm not. Now what do they see in me? For I am drowning in this sea of misery. Yes I am human, yes I do cry. With tears in my eyes, running down my face as I write. This which you read I s like when my heart bleeds. Everyone longs to be loved. So I run not to be found, the pain of a loss is so profound. Where is he? was all being asked. Just follow the trail of blood. Down the street,and through the alleys. Go on hunt him down! Cause at the end of it all you will see him. Bleeding to death on the ground. In a cold dark place . Where nobodies around... I please ask you all "keep me in your prayers" Thank you, and may god bless you all. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Am I here to feel pain? To cry aloud with no one to hear On deaf ears my cries fall standing alone As I wonder how it has become from young to a man Pain is constant Emotional, physical, mental The rain pours atop my head I can not breath I gasp for air Mouth full of water Staggering down the street Vision impaired So now I lay down Weakened by the torment Suffering from the pain No longer able to breath Cause I'm drowning in this rain G'zus Calderon original Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

loving you is easy. Cause of what you stand for. Like a dream I awake from deep slumber. Only to to be mezmorized, by your enchanting beauty. Your what God intended for a woman to be, in my eyes. How can I stop thinking of you. When my every breath revolves around you. The ground on which you walk is blessed. Within you I see the light. That God meant to be seen by keen eyes and a true heart. My knees shake I tremble and fall, like a religous experince. Baby I have been thinking, and if love dose prevail. Then so can we. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE How did you tame such a wild heart? What power do you posses? That god has bestoed upon you. For your voice is like a siren. A smile so captivating,the sparkle in your eyes. Out weigh the beauty,of Gods sunrise. Walking with a graceful manner. As if born a Godess or a Queen. My mouth is taped.yet my heart is screaming your name. The tears of my heart shed. Which is blood that has stainded. Stainded the concrete on which I stand. Fortififing the foundation.in which I stand, And etching your name in my heart. love is what I sought, Now it has been found, your a queen, And everything I know a woman should be Jesus Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Wanting to travel, the inner workings of your intelect. Then see what comes about. And a man such as i. Has stuck in my eye a vision. A vision of a rose, that's about to sprout. Sprout with joy and all that is known to be... As I open my arms when you come to me... I know a queen when one is seen and that would be you At the pinnacle of what the most highest meant for you to be from the Start The queen to rule the dominion of my heart. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post]

What Is Real? When the things we seek are not there. Who is to say that they are, When I know they are not. Everyone wants to be and know they can't dance. In a world of deception, Those in control say it never happend. Then on the same news it is seen. Kill me and those before me . Then say they died of old age . Closed casket nothing is seen. Until I opened it up and said " the told me he died of a heart attack" When in fact he bled to death. From a ruptured spleen. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] THINKING OF YOU Thinking Of You Wanting to travel, the inner workings of your intelect. Then see what comes about. And a man such as i. Has stuck in my eye a vision. A vision of a rose, that's about to sprout. Sprout with joy and all that is known to be... As I open my arms when you come to me... I know a queen when one is seen and that would be you At the pinnacle of what the most highest meant for you to be from the Start The queen to rule the dominion of my heart. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] SURE YOUR RIGHT Sure Your Right Heart broken is what I am. I can't help it .why you do the things you do. Can't you see were close to a break up, And I already felt it. Tell me why ,the pain inside my heart. Just made me cry . what's the truth? Forget the lies you say you that your right! So that only means that I'm wrong Jesus Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] SILHOUTTE IN MY DREAMS Silhouette In My Dreams WONDERING WHY THE DISTANCE IS SO GREAT, BETWEEN OUR LIPS. DESTINED TO COLLIDE, WITH PASSION AND ROMANCE. A TENDER TOUCH FROM YOU. MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING! YOUR THE AIR AT THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN. FOR NOW MY BREATHING PATTERNS CHANGE, AS I NEAR THE TOP. BREATHING HARDER&HARDER. TO CONSUME MORE YOU WITHIN ME. SO NOW THINGS GET PLEASANT. VEIWING YOU AS A WOMAN, LOVING YOU AS MY WOMAN, AND PROTECTING YOU AS MY QUEEN FOR THIS METAPHYSICAL BOND IS GOD SENT. LIFE IS GOOD, BUT UNITY MAKES IT PROFOUND. Jesus, Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] Runnig Scared Runnig Scared THE LOVE OF MY LIFE How did you tame such a wild heart? What power do you posses? That god has bestoed upon you. For your voice is like a siren. A smile so captivating,the sparkle in your eyes. Out weigh the beauty,of Gods sunrise. Walking with a graceful manner. As if born a Godess or a Queen. My mouth is taped.yet my heart is screaming your name. The tears of my heart shed. Which is blood that has stainded. Stainded the concrete on which I stand. Fortififing the foundation.in which I stand, And etching your name in my heart. love is what I sought, Now it has been found, your a queen, And everything I know a woman should be Jesus Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] MY HEARTS SONG My Hearts Song loving you is easy. Cause of what you stand for. Like a dream I awake from deep slumber. Only to to be mezmorized, by your enchanting beauty. Your what God intended for a woman to be, in my eyes. How can I stop thinking of you. When my every breath revolves around you. The ground on which you walk is blessed. Within you I see the light. That God meant to be seen by keen eyes and a true heart. My knees shake I tremble and fall, like a religous experince. Baby I have been thinking, and if love dose prevail. Then so can we. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] MY HAERTS ABYSS My Hearts Abyss Am I here to feel pain? To cry aloud with no one to hear On deaf ears my cries fall standing alone As I wonder how it has become from young to a man Pain is constant Emotional, physical, mental The rain pours atop my head I can not breath I gasp for air Mouth full of water Staggering down the street Vision impaired So now I lay down Weakened by the torment Suffering from the pain No longer able to breath Cause I'm drowning in this rain G'zus Calderon original Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] DOSE LOVE EXIST FOR ME?? Dose Love Exist For Me? I think not! Many say I am ugly, some say i'm not. Now what do they see in me? For I am drowning in this sea of misery. Yes I am human, yes I do cry. With tears in my eyes, running down my face as I write. This which you read I s like when my heart bleeds. Everyone longs to be loved. So I run not to be found, the pain of a loss is so profound. Where is he? was all being asked. Just follow the trail of blood. Down the street,and through the alleys. Go on hunt him down! Cause at the end of it all you will see him. Bleeding to death on the ground. In a cold dark place . Where nobodies around... I please ask you all "keep me in your prayers" Thank you, and may god bless you all. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] A FATHERS PAIN A Fathers Pain Wanting to run,run fast. As I never dare to look back. Memories of what you were,and now you are not. Time passes like a spring breeze. You have what I cherish, With my life. Unass this! Which is not a possesion. But my child. Well d*** you shall I say. May the lord have mercy on my soul. For I will atest this til I am no longer. Why should this be fair? a woman keep a man from his seed. Reflection of him,blood of his blood. Flesh of his flesh. Lord please! To you I kneel,and pray. To make it possible. That he really know my love for him before I pass away Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] DID YOU KNOW? Did You Know? BEING AROUND YOU IS LIKE A REFRESHING SUMMER BREEZE. LOVING THE RESILIANCE OF YOUR SMILE. THE TENDERNESS & WARMTH OR YOUR EMBRACE, IS MORE THE ENOUGH.TO FUEL MY LOVE. HOW AM I ABLE TO TO BE SWEPT AWAY, BY ONE OF GODS FINEST CREATIONS? THIS IS ALL I ASK? WHAT IS REAL? WE MIGHT MIGHT QUESTION THE SINCERETY OF ONES ACTIONS,OR WORDS.. THAT SEEM TO BE PLACED DEEP WITHIN ONES HEART. WATCH ME BE YOUR FRIEND IN WAYS YOU NEVER KNEW POSSIBLE. ROSE PEDALS FALL FROM MY HAND WITH YOUR EVERY STEP. SIGNIFY THE DIVINITY THAT I SEE WITHIN YOU. WANTING YOU TO LIGHT UP MY LIFE... AND ALLOWING YOU TO DO SO. WITH ANXIETY AND CONTENT... Jesus, Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Saturday, November 10th, 2007 DO YOU LIKE THE MOVIE PREDATOR ? WELL THIS ONE IS NO MOVIE Subject: DO YOU LIKE THE MOVIE PREDATOR ? WELL THIS ONE IS NO MOVIE Date: 11/10 15:06 PM Message: Subject: ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Date: 11/10 14:59 PM Message: speedy: If some boy called KURT CHAPMAN adds u don t accept it because its a hacker!! Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them u get them on your list he ll figure out Your ID computer address, so copy and paste this message to everyone even if u don t care for them and fast cause if he hacks their email he hacks your mail too!!! This is from one of my buddies...who knows computers...so I thought that I would pass this on...! DO NOT ADD THIS GUY KURT CHAPMAN REGARDLESS OF WHAT HE SENDS YOU FOR AN ADD...JUST REJECT HIM!!! Calderon

This Is Me A fool who seeks what dose not exist,standing tall. Deeming the truth,are words being spoken by you. What is love meant for? constant pain and agony! I confess to the one,to the only woman. Who I surrender what is my being, and ask. "why are things not as easy as they seem?" Falling fast! With much doubt of ?. What I think really exist.dose it matter no! For I am another casualty of war,of love,and possibly deception. No longer able to continue,I stagger. Coughing up the words my heart speaks, In fluid form. I lived,i died from inside rotting away. Never caring to here it again, cause I am insane. Or am I insanely in love with you. Now there is a thin line, Between love ane insansanity. A kindred soul loss of reality. Cause when it comes to love. I'm out of my league. now watch me fade away ! Jesus Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

SOCIETY MAKES YOU BELIEVE/ YET THIS IS REALITY I AGREE!!!! I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because its true and you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop acting like freaking retarded little boys. ALTHOUGH I PERSONALLY FEEL, THAT PARENTS TODAY LACK MORALS. ESPECIALLY SINCE THEY LET KIDS DO WHAT THEY WANT. ONLY NOT TO BE BOTHERED WITH THEM. SO WHY DID THEY HAVE THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE? MANY ARE SO INCOMPITANT IT'S A SHAME, AND MOST OF THOSE WHO ARE NOT CAN'T HAVE KIDS. JUST STATING A FACT JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN HAVE A KID DOSE NOT MAKE YOU A PARENT. SO JUST BECAUSE YOUR A FATHER OR A MOTHER . THAT DOSE NOT MEAN THAT YOUR A GOOD ONE. MANY THINGS THAT WERE PAST DOWN TO US , DOSE NOT CONTINUE TO BE TAUGHT. FOR MANY REASONS LIKE FAMILY VALUES ,MORALS AND LACK OF WHICH MAKES A STRONG FOUNDATION. THE ORDER OF LIFE IS KNOWLEDGE ,WISDOM AND UNDERSTANDING. SO IF WE DO NOT KNOW, NONE THE WISER WE ARE. SO NOW HOW ARE WE TO UNDERSTAND??? IN THE AMERICAS, THESE THINGS ARE GLORIFIED. SUCHAS MURDERS,RAPIST,GANGSTERS,DRUG DEALERS,CROOKS,THEIVES,AND MANY OTHER IMMORALITIES. IN THE PERVERSE CIRCLE OF THE MEDIA. INSTEAD OF THE THINGS WE HOLD DEAR TO US AS HUMAN BEINGS,AND MOST OF ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN GOD. SEEING THESE THINGS ON TV, WOULD MAKE YOU IMMUNE TO ANYONE WHO IS IN PAIN, OR SUFFERING. ONLY CAUSE OF YOU SEEING IT EVERYDAY. QUICK INFO: THE WORD TELEVISION PRONUNCIATION KEY. WHEN BROKEN DOWN IN SYLABLES(TEL-LE-VI-SION). NOW IF YOU REPEAT THIS FAST, IT SOUND LIKE THIS (TEL-LIE-VISION). NOW DO YOU SEE WHY WE ARE IN TROUBLE? WE LEVE THE EDUCATION OF OUR KIDS TO THE MEDIA. CAUSE WE HAVE BECOME LAZY,AND WISH NOT TO FIND TIME FOR OUR FAMILIES AND KIDS. SO NOW IF YOUR KID SWEARS , AND IS UNRULY. YOU WOULD SAY " WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT , I NEVER TAUGHT YOU THAT?". WHEN IN FACT YOU NEVER TAUGHT ANYTHING, CAUSE YOU TO BUSY. ALSO DOING , OR SAYING THINGS WITHOUT THINKING. BIBLICAL QUOTE" THE TOUNG HAS THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH!!". THEREFORE WHAT YOU TELL YOUR KIDS THEY ARE ,THAT IS WHAT THEY BECOME. FORGET SOCIETY, REMEMBER THE VALUE OF FAMILY. ALSO NEVER FORGET TO EDUCATE YOUR KIDS, CAUSE IF YOU DON'T SOMEONE ELSE WOULD BE GLAD TO. LIKE THE STREETS , OR YOUR NEIGHBORS IMMORAL KIDS. TEACH THEM TO RESPECT OTHER AND THEMSELVES. IF THEY DON'T RESPECT THEMSELVES, THEN THEY CAN'T RESPECT OTHERS. NOW SO FAR AS JUDGING OTHERS . HERE IS ANOTHER BIBLICAL QUOTE"LET HE WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE. WOMEN who agree repost. and to the few MEN who have balls and agree repost this HOWEVER IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO REPOST THIS KNOWLEDGE THEN YOU MUST BE PART OF THE PROBLEM. CONGRATS YOUR DOING A GREAT JOB ! NOW GIVE YOUR SELF A SLAP ON THE FACE, WITH A SLEDGE HAMMER YOU DESERVE IT. I REALLY MEAN IT !!!! CAUSE YOU DEFINITELY NOT PART OF THE SOLUTION!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND PRTECT YOU ,ASWELL TO THE ONES YOU LOVE. AMEN JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROFIT OF GOD

I am sending this to people that I think will have fun with it. The Game is on!!! And you're it!! Describe ME in one word.... just one single word. Send it to me and to me only. Then send this message to all your friends and see how many strange & interesting things they say about you. Here's how to Play: 1. Hit the reply key and send me my one word. 2. Then return to this message, and forward itto your friends(including me)and see what people sayabout you when limited to one word!!! The game is On!!!!!