I have been strong and confident in moving forward in my life. I am trying to fight the sinking feeling that things are about to go terribly wrong. I pray I won't give in to thoughts of eminent failure and keep moving forward. I strive to keep my calm cool demeanor, but some things, admittedly my own fault, are disruptive; this could be a good thing.
As of late, my mind has been consumed with this internal struggle. My professional performance has not suffered, but I can feel a hole growing inside me. I'm not sure what this hole is; is it anticipation or fear?
Your comments will be much appreciated.
