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I'm soo fucking pissed right now. This is finally it. I have had it with trying to make it work with my husband. He is still drinking and playing world of warcraft 24/7. He rather spend 7 hours on that damn game than 2 hours with his own daughter. He lost his patience tonight, was cursing the game for about an hour freaking straight. Cursed the computer. I've been handling our kids all day! Its like 3 am. Our daugher started getting a little fussy. I figured he could handle her for a minute. And went to smoke a quick cig. All was fine for about 2 min, I hear her start crying a little louder. Thought I heard something shatter. Hear him slamming a door inside. He then comes to the back yard where I'm at. Says nothing to me, has a cig in his mouth, and goes to the side of our shed. Guessing to smoke his cig and pee. I put out my cig, still had half left. Thats how short my time was. Anyways, go back inside. See that our daughter is in her swing. He must have put her in there in a hurry cause she was all crooked. Saw the chair to the pc was shoved all the way back by our couch and her bassinet was slung to closer to the couch. Inspected our trashcan and seen he had threw his shot glass away. Apparently he got mad and broke it. This is just fucking it. He clearly has no patience for our kid. And the fact he broke a glass while she was in the room with him just makes me want to kill him. Would talk to him right now but he's soo drunk would probably go out the other ear. Tomorrow I am telling him he has a week to get his shit straight and total attitude change. Otherwise he can move his ass back to his moms. Me and the kids will stay here and as soon as I can, will file for divorce. I was trying to make it work for our kids sake. But if this is how he is going to be 24/7, they don't need him. Giving him a week to change, but if I even get a hint of him acting like he has tonight. He will be packing his fucking bags. Enough is enough! He can makes shit right, or take a fucking hike!
Pray for me everyone. I'm soo confused about my husband right now its not even funny. When I met him in march I already had a son from a previous relationship. I ended up getting pregnant in May, with a baby girl. He moved down here at the end of June. We got married November 18th of last year. Had my baby girl December 8th. Everything was going great with us until he lost his job about 2 months ago. We have been staying with my mom. And he just basically quit caring all together about having a job. Our income tax came right about that time. So he's been just gung ho about staying at home. For the past 2 months, I have felt like I'm single with a roommate that just happens to the father of my baby girl and husband. Since he has moved in with us, he has not had to do dishes once, take out the trash or anything. I do all of this. All he does is Snooze all day till about 3-5pm. Wakes up, then logs onto World of Warcraft. Plays it all freaking night, pausing maybe twice if I insist he help me with the kids, or to go smoke a cig with me. Then he passes out around 4-6am. And repeats the whole process. I'm just so sick of it. I'm doing all the things around the house that he should be doing, taking care of both the kids 99% by myself while he does jack shit. And he has the nerve to complain about any and every little thing. He finally got a call back today for an interview at the Family Dollar in a town about 30-40 min from us. I almost had to beg him to get out the house and go to it. Me and the kids had to load up and ride with him, because he didn't know where it was. He let me and the kids sit in the car for an hour while he got interviewed. On the way to the interview he bitched the whole way about how he didn't get alot of sleep, that it was far away, that he had heartburn, his tooth hurt. Grr!!!!! Just fucking man up and take the job. Thats what I want to scream but remain silent. Just a little info for you all. When he got laid off 2 months ago he started drinking every night. He drinks atleast a gallon of vodka every night or every other night. Then he gets to where he is falling down, or he gets pissed that he cant operate the dvd player and basic crap and throws a temper tantrum. Sooo sick of this. He just got up a minute ago, he's suppose to be snoozing. Job starts tomorrow at 8am. He stumbles around the kitchen bitching he has a toothache. I suggest he take some pm's for the pain and to help him get some rest. He basically shouts about his tooth pain. Slams fridge door. Slams room door, and 3 min later I hear his yelling profanities in the room at the top of his lungs. I hope he gets better after getting back to work. If not, hate to say this but definitely will consider a divorce if his attitude and all is still like this. Sorry for the huge rant. Just aggravated and confused right now.
Its 4 am and I can't freaking sleep. My husband is up getting drunk and playing world of warcraft. My 2 kids are snoozing. Would go jump in the bed but know my little girl will be waking up soon. Wishing my hubby would go to bed so I could relax a little bit. Just paid for a 7 day blast on here. So maybe some fu love will cheer me up a bit. If you see me on chat for a min.
