Tabelia's blog: "questions"

why oh why did i even get into this... now i know better. my cousin is an idiot and so is my aunt but that is neither here nore there. as for the week i'm avoinding people i don't like and trying to keep the ones i do... well at least i try to talk to them more. trying to talk to people off the net is hard at times but its getting eaiser. but who knows maybe soon i will have a boyfriend but again who knows where things will go from here..

My friend Ramo a good one and cute he's shy and sweet. He's in the army and is so glad to be getting out soon he's already talking about what he want's to do once he's out i wish i had a pic of him to show to cute maybe i should start writing storied on here nah not my goal maybe someday but not yet.

this question to myself is odd cause i already know the answer but do i really want to trouble seems to follow my family but do i want to go away from them do i leave disappear like the gypsy i am or do i stay and tough it out as i have done before but i am tired and thats part of the problem with fighting everyday to jsut keep my sister safe and not have anything that has happen to me happen to her but i know if i do disappear then she wont have someone to confide in and she needs me i might not being going through waht she is now but i went through other things and am stronger for it now i jsut need to keep going and not give up i've never quit before and i won't quit now.