Pushing everything to the side of the world dont matter because i still hate everything that has happen and i push it all back in my mind but i will wonder about it once in a while... I try to just think of the best things possiable till something is done or said...Do i hate you for it no its made me stronger and i could never hate something or someone that i love to much .....
You do things that makes me wonder and make me so lost and confussed about...Why does it happen why do people do things that makes ones mind sit there and do 360's over and over again ....But i live in a life were i deal with it every day every night 365 days a year because thats out human life....there isnt a damm thing we can do about it .... Well there is we can pipe up and tell what we want to tell and make it be known that we are here and we have been heard.... Some peole say that i dont talk enough and other say i voice what im thinking way to much .....It all falls back to my mind wondering were it has no right to wonder and drives me fucking nuts.... why i have no clue but it does .....
Maybe someone needs to lock me up in a padded room so i can scream bloody murder and just let it all out for once because this odd ball world is starting to piss me off with the way some ppl are and im not meaning anyone in general im meaning alot of ppl are just pung me to no point and beyond.....Am i loseing it or am i human will i get past things that has happen will things look out and start to smile ....
Life is like a song each song has a meaning in many ways... i know of a lot of songs that have many meaning for my life ...it classes on how each song is done and the words are played out through the song.... Ok i think im done here this time around all have fun reading feel free to vote and comment on this
~*Mandie*~
