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The End...

And these pills take me farther now, Away from my own breath, My words are choking in my throat, My thoughts are all a mess, I feel my heartbeat slowing, And my vision starts to dim, I see my life before my eyes, And then I start to grin, The world is growing colder now, I'm leaving it behind, Just as it has left me here, As I meet my self demise... Justin Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist

Believe It...

Do you really want this? You tell me you do. Do you mean it? Do I really mean that much to you? Or do I mean nothing? Just like I always do. It's the same with all them. Always building me up. Just to see how far I fly. Before I crash to the ground. And I believe it, Every single lie. And I need it, but every time I die. Is this real enough? Or is it just a fantasy? Am I clear enough? Dont want to be in misery. But I need you now. And your wispering that you need me. But every time. I've heard these words they were empty. But I ate it up. And paid the price for falsity. And I believe it, every single lie. And I need it, but every time I die.... Justin L Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist

Leave This Place...

And no one see's me here, So alone and out of place, No more hints of smiles, that once played on my face, This ghost of who was, here before, he never even laughs, This shell that used, to hold this man, now more brittle then glass, So take that hammer, off its shelf, and smash it in my face, And break this one last, piece of me, that ties me to this place, I know you say you cant, you wont, dont want to hurt me now, But that would be a blessing, next to, sticking this all out, Cause all I wanted, in this world, I have to do without, And now this heart is calous, from all these little tears, And numb from all the scars, from every time its been repaired, It barely beats in breakdowns, as I stare off into space, Just one more day, in living, when I want to leave this place...

Nothing Left...

Today I woke and realized, There's nothing to begin, There's no more dreams to live inside, And no more life within, There's nothing left to conquer, And no more tears to shed, My only need left wanting, Is the need to rest this head, Dont want to finish anything, I started yesterday, Dont want to start again, What I have failed in everyday, Dont want to wake to nightmares, And sleep in dreams of death, Today I woke and realized, That I have nothing left...
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