Raven's blog: "Poetry"

If I told you I love you what would you say ? Would you tell me you felt the same or would you just walk away? For now I know my Heart has been yours all along. Still I have tried to move past it and tired to be strong. Every time I see you it fills me with joy. Then im filled with sadness cause I know you will never be my boy. I wrote this poem to tell you how I feel. To get these things off my mind and to be real.

Feels like everything is going wrong. I feel so tired of trying to be so strong. My mind needs a soft place to rest. I need somewhere that im not too pressed. Afraid to say what's on my mind. Which is strange for me cause im usually not that kind. Still im too afraid to let you in. Cause if I did I would lose not win. And since this is the way my life always goes. Ill just bring this all to a close.

the weight of the world feels like it's on my shoulders. pushing me down like a ton of boulders. would someone please come help me with this load. sometimes i feel like im going to explode. my heart feels like it's being ripped out my chest. will already let it rest? will you be happier if i DIE? all i want to do is make you happy, and i constantly try. Well maybe someday you'll see. What all this has done to me.

Life's darkness covers me. The twists and turns have come making the night seem never ending. I see you there in the shadows, your love shines through the darkness like a distant star making the shadows fade. Your embrace takes me out and shows me the way. The darkness slowly disappears as i feel you next to me. Your love consumes me and now as dawn approaches i know i am whole. We are lifted out of the darkness together as loves light feels the inner most parts of our souls.