Mr Wonderful's blog: "Poetry"

It days like these where i really think If I will ever be able to stay happy. I know i am still young and have a full life ahead of me and all but really.. whats so wrong with trying to be happy now? I guess for some people it comes easier then others. All the time I have went and tried to find a girl for me it always ends up the same with me and unhappy. This time i was not looking but this one come with its own new problems and I really don't know what i should do. I have not felt this happy in years but still at the same time I am not sure if i should go with it or be scared. I am really falling for this girl( not more of love but Liking her a lot) When I have spent time with her i cant see anything wrong with her. Yeah she might smoke but for once it does not bother me, does not turn me off or anything.. its like I don't even notice it when i ma around her. I have a smile glued ear to ear the whole time. When I first kissed her nothing else mattered at that point. everything around me just went away and I could not remember any time i was not happy.. its been getting ever since that day. All and all. In the end of all of this, I just want to be able to come out happy for the first time in a long time.

Love is such a strong word. Many people (Men) say "I love you" Just to get them a quick lay and don't mean a lick of what they say and some females say that they love there man just to keep them close when they know that things are falling apart and don't want them falling in with other women. I can say that I still love some people but not in the same way as I once did but the love I have for them is a greater thing because I still want to see them happy at no matter what that cost maybe. Just can't walk away from the past and hope for a better tomorrow when you know that what you once had will always be close to your heart..... Trying to be a friend and trying to fill the hole that was left is harder than I thought it would be. I'm just glad that I am able to still say that she is still apart of my life..... Do not throw around the word love with out having a true Feeling behind it. It means more than what you can ever fathom .

Inquiring the one for me. I had no conviction to how it was going to be. To stumble along these lines. Who ever new it would be so rigorous. To find this delicate Blue Rose. So persevering to find this one. Wanting to deem the Roman springs. Seeking for her. The myriad feelings never said. Approaching my Blue Rose. Appearing near to me. This perfect figure. The most alluring eyes. Never deflecting her unique smile. Is this a glimpse of my Blue Rose? The one who I have been yarning for. The angle of lust. Here to set me free. She has come to be admired. I have found my Blue Rose. Poet By: Adam M. Jack.