RedHotLustLife's blog: "Poetry"

I Loved You Enough Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a mother and father I will tell them: I loved you enough to ask you about where you were going, with whom, and what time you would get home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your hand-picked friend was a creep. I loved you enough to make you return the "Milky Way" with the bite out of it to a drugstore and to confess, "I stole this." I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that would have taken me 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, disgust, and tears in my eyes. I loved you enough to admit I was wrong and ask for your forgiveness. I loved you enough to let you stumble, fall, and get hurt. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions at 6, 10, and 16. But most of all, I loved you enough to say "no" when you hated me for it. That was the hardest part of all.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking you hung my first painting on the refrigerator, and I wanted to paint another. When you thought I wasn't looking you fed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking you baked a birthday cake just for me, and I knew that little things were special things. When you thought I wasn't looking you said a prayer, and I believed there was a God that I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking you kissed me good-night, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt--but that it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking you smiled, and it made me want to look that pretty, too. When you thought I wasn't looking you cared, and I wanted to be everything I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking--I looked . . . and wanted to say thanks for all those things you did . . . . . . when you thought I wasn't looking.

Yes The tropical night embraces Sticky sweet and lingering Native insects circle swirling Whirring in the breeze Leaning on the rail His scent weighs heavy Rising from his shoulders Natural and so male His naked chest rises Heaving with each breath Pierced protruding nipples glint Winking with the moonlight His eyes squint serious Peering toward the distance Change is in the air Seeping from the seams In silence our connection deepens Guarding against the world We two standing together This moment must be the test He turns to me My bare feet planted firm He takes my waist And my arm Something’s happening I feel it too It lies behind his eyes Travels to his tongue He crouches to one knee Right there before me My mind’s puzzled The obvious it denies My own breath is stifled I feel a tear in my eye He fingers my skirt Playing with the hem A devious smile flashes And then he digs in His tongue explores Where my panties aren’t worn I can’t move; I’m frozen He dives in for more Lifting his head, he grins again Lips shining with my taste His eyes are liquid pools Deep blue and still “Baby?” he offers I’m frightened now His face hints at mischief Wicked intent filled with plot His tongue runs my crease Filling the warm divide “Will…” he licks “You…” he licks again “Marry” he prods “Me?” he penetrates I cradle his face in my hands Lift his eyes to see This is my lover, my life, my wonder And he wants only me My lips manage a consenting smile I secede my loss Can’t fight anymore I have to leap in order to fall

Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of the life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn why it is I relish the dark Hear the laughing demons Tuck me in at night Feel the lustful passions Lurking behind my blackened sight Open me Touch my pages Be careful I can be quite contagious Smell the scents of stained tears And untamed dark desires Take a risk, take a chance And let me take you higher Take a few deep breaths And breathe into me Take it slow, start to read me And then re-read me Get to know me Not just a part of me But every part Until you know me completely Read all of me Endlessly Fondle me Incessantly Open me very carefully Take all the time you need Open me like a lover would But let me take the lead Don’t search for selected phrases Read me slow in steady stages I’m a great read unlike any other The faster you begin, the quicker you’ll discover Don’t read between the lines Memorize every word and every rhyme Let me turn you on with the warmth of my honesty And cool you off with the gentle touch of my heart Know me backwards and forwards Desire me inside and out Take all the time you need to learn What this princess is all about Once finished Let me flow into your soul And crawl deep inside I’m the half that will make you whole When you come to the end You will notice some blank pages Those are for the stories yet to be told For the passions within that will never grow old Let us color these pages with our love And darken them with our desires Walk this life long journey with me Write a never-ending story with me Our story, our destiny Our life

OF WHEN HE CAME He came softly in the night Floating gently through my dreams Like mists upon the sea A shapeless form before my eyes He drifted lose, then moved away And still his face remained unseen A fantasy implanted Deep within my sleeping soul A gentle breeze stirred the curtains Near the open window The moon glistened softly in the dark… And he returned closer now… He came on unseen wings of silken threads Until at last my sleeping eyes could see The silhouetted shadow of his face I heard the music of his laughter As it echoed through my ears He reached out with graceful hands To gently touch my sleeping eyes As if by magic, I could see though still asleep I felt the softness of his lips As they caressed my waiting cheek His warm breath upon my neck sent Burning fires through my soul His hair fell down across his face And every hair that touched my skin left Fire in its place His tender touch felt cool as ice And light as falling snow Lightening flashed across the skies And the wind began to blow I heard the whispered words he spoke, I smell the scent of his skin And I looked into the fiery eyes That seemed to light the room Again I felt his gentle touch Against my sleeping face. I seemed to melt and float away To some enchanted place I followed him through smoke and haze Through emptiness and gloom We flew upon the stormy winds We flashed across the moon Through the darkened skies we danced From star to star we did skip And still I could not see the face That held his laughing lips But then…he vanished from my sight Leaving nothing but the memory Of when he Came softly in the night

A Winters Warmth The winters snows begin to fall Here with you the night now calls Alone together by the fire Our hearts embrace loves sweet desire. The warmth surrounds us as we dance We hold each other in a trance Music lifts our spirits high In each others arms we sigh. Together here our souls now soar Neither heart could wish for more Entwined within a lovers dream The glowing fire sets the scene. Wine is poured in glasses chilled As here in love we both do yield Glowing embers shadows cast We kiss as though it were our last. Embraced within each others arms Passions flow to lovers charms The music plays its ballads sweet Whilst here our bodies start to meet. Mouth to mouth, tongues entwine Exploring flesh, feelings sublime Kisses reign upon our skin As making love we both begin. Each gentle touch is so unique A lust of pleasure such a treat Temperatures here by the fire Soaring hot with loves desire. We want to join our bodies heat Deep inside we long to seek Feeling juices as they flow Hot and wet we both let go. In every thrust our pleasures served With sensual moans that now are heard Temperatures are rising higher Entwined together by the fire. Flesh on flesh desires to feed We long to cum, we feel the need Places touched with deepest surge A climax near we feel the urge. Together passions over take Clasping hands the moment breaks To heavens high our souls now soar In winters warmth we need no more.

POVERTY Poverty savors bitter, So it is a thing unwished, Upon whom it invades, Makes them utterly worthless. Sheet by sheet taking off, It exposes inner of man, Making naked, brings out, Deformities and spots heinous, Abhorrent, full of disgust. Brothers, sisters and relations, Who once heartening embraced, Sneer, jeer full of hate, Pointing out thousand faults, Break all bonds of propinquity. The world becomes a cage, The life hard punishment, Where a moment stretches, As long as unending year. The distasteful victual becomes, Crispy, delicious and delicate, Staking the whole entity; The sufferers sell the characters cheap, Neither they die nor breathe, Pant between to compromise, What is hateful and unjust. Poverty leads to the path, Dark, deep, amid the steep Unending, winding around, Leading to no destination, Where blurring winds dust the eyes, Where thorns forky and sharp, Prick barefooted travelers. The coiled mazy route, Of misery seldom crosses, The glorious road of riches. After striking against the rocks, Vibrating echoes become still, Feeble cries reach no ears, Changing bodies into ghosts, Unabated miseries lure to death. The fallen dried leaves, Resist a little but they rot, To the gusts of wind; They move to this on that end, With the gushing blows. The friends fly away, As the birds do, When the fair weather changes, Who stands and who turns the tail, It testifies faith in friends, Strengthens fortitude, opens eyes, Imparts wisdom but too late. The calamities dark and sable, Visit by their own accord are trial, But those brought by fellowmen, On the other are turmoil, Outcome of violation, Of the fair rules of God. Fate is not blind and unjust, That brings evils terrible on us, The rules of God are just and plain, He who is kind to great and small, Inflicts not huge disparities, We the avaricious become a cause, When many get a little, And a few devour the whole.

THANKSGIVING UNDRESSING Longing Aching for you to touch me Anywhere Everywhere Spread out on the bed I await you A banquet of never-ending delights A sexy sweet temptation Tonight lover all I wanna be is this Again and again all thru the night I will be Your Thanksgiving undressing Savor the flavor of me Tease me Please me and tempt me Pour into me your very soul Make love as you never before Slowly Gently Tenderly caressing the exposed mounds of my lust Liquid heat spreading like a wild heat all over the dove white skin of.... Your Thanksgiving undressing Drinking in the delight of our mutual loving I am wild Wanton A woman made animal So out of control You make me want more and more Fulfilled so completely Truly you are my every wet dream cum true at last Whole now that we are lovers and you have taken me forever as Your Thanksgiving undressing Never felt like this before Like I'm melting alive under the fire of your desire Wrapping my legs around you My back arches Sensual moans tearing from the very back of my throat I can fight this attraction I feel no longer Shouting your name louder and louder Swearing that forever from this holiday forward I will be yours and only yours Until the end of time Your most sensual adoring prize Forever and always Your Thanksgiving undressing