Steve's blog: "poetry & words of my mind"

Alone with the shadows in my emptiness.

A wonderful life this is full of loud silence.

Decaying over time my heart is soon to be destroyed/

I walk side by side with my loneliness.

Walking into the void

Sore jaw from yelling.

I find relief in my prayer, but boy i swear.

Your expectations have been denied.

You can see Resentment in my eye's.

I here frequently spoken words that were never heard.

Reawakening the brain with words that stain.

The mind overflow with hope's and dreams.

Some of them are intoxication to me.

pissed off, self-absorbed,regulate.

Hope I get in them golden gate's.

Extend my middle finger to those that win.

Self superior to those that win.

I lose more then you so now I win's.

Enjoyed life like it is the price is right.

Just keep on guessing whats next in life.

Cause if you did know then this shit may be right.

By: S.A

Loneliness, feeling like my world has been destroyed.In the dark void of life I here the loud sounds of silence.So dark never knowing if my eye's are open or closed.The world has no compassion for a lost soul.Rejected and having to turn to a realm of confusion and pain.All the violence in my mind can make one go insane.Trying to find the motivation to forget her name.Is this why my brain feel's like it is on cocaine.Cause I'm infatuated with a woman so fine,I have to forget her name.A woman so beautiful that she keep's my mind a float.Should I speak out to this woman so fine to gain the comfort I need.Or do i stay with the void in life that is my solitude from this world of lies and word's to bring one down.Is this what a troubled mind feel's like or a troubled heart.

Your beauty provoked my love.

Beautiful as you are i know i can't have you like a star.

But at night's i lay in bed wondering where you are.

Your personality captures my heart while your beauty captures my mind.

Your eye's reflects the glow of your soul and show's who you are.

Intoxication of your beauty  empowers my mind and liberating me to a new high.

                                                                                      By; Steven Arnold

A path of pain scattered along the world.

inconceivable my mind is, I dream of starting war's.

I meditate to the sounds of sorrow.

The world is my game board & your my pawns.

If one was to fall it would not matter at all.

I use every piece for my protection for I am  king.

I never worry bout making a first impression for the first is my last,

I don't talk to dumb people cause it's like a sexually transmitted disease.

This is how it is being MR.Steve

I sit in the mental wave pool that is my mind,

Trying to bind my time before the  wave of anger come crashing down on those that stand by my side

I drop the "F" word like the "A" bomb.

devastation to the ear's.

It's always the blind man that never here's

I plane problems but never solve.

One plus one is two but I'm always missing you.

I reach for the sky and never the star's cause one day your bound to fall.

I see the world in a spectrum of colors.

I make word's with light-bright cause my own words aren't so bright.

This is the end of my mental conversation before the world see's a demonstration.

                                                                                                               By: Steven Arnold