1667955's blog: "poetry ive written"

A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past, The "promise trues" and "I love you's, " each one was meant to last. So fine this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust, Each vow left inside my head, now slowly gathers dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind, While broken dreams, and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake, each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead, While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It's hard to feel, what's wrong from real, when shadows dim the light, I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. Will this all unfold, in this history I hold is it a guiding hand? These scars I show, a lesson, I yet don't understand? Another day awaits me, in this life I call my own, A cruel delay frustrates me, as I face this world alone. Let words once said, and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart, I know the pain of love in vain, and it always plays its part. With open arms I welcome what new dreams that may arise, I only pray to find one day, a love without good-byes

I Was Reminded As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart. Courage To Move On!! They had been together for many a year, Now all she can feel is fear. She gave all that she could give, It just wasn't the way he wanted to live. He left without a backward glance, Not even giving their love a chance. She often wonders what she could have done, To keep him from going on the run. Now she is living all alone, With nothing she can call her own. She can barely make herself eat, Wondering if her life will again be complete. This woman is now moving along, Building her courage, and becoming strong. Time will heal her broken pride, Toward the sunrise her heart will glide

COME TALK TO ME Come talk to me and tell me that my fears will not come true. Rekindle the love that we once had and tell me that I should no longer be blue and that my darkest dream will never haunt my thoughts and the tears that drain my soul of its will may be gone forevermore. Come talk to me and tell me that everything will be all right. Tell me that you love me and nothing will hurt me for the rest of my life and that your humor and laughter will hold me above the strife and humiliation of life's cruel jokes and my soul will be healed by your touch. Come talk to me and tell me that there is still hope for me. Tell me that my world will right itself and I will be placed in the highest esteem that one could be placed in and I will overcome this hardship that I face and you will be by my side for ever and we will always be together. Come talk to me and give me a reason to go through this hell. Tell me that life is worth every hardship you go through and that once we go through it our lives will be touched as never before and the love that we have for each other will survive even the worst assault upon our beings and that no matter what we will always have each other. PAINFUL KNOWLEDGE The loneliness is closing in, it's dark and void of life, It lets the anger take control, and causes all the strife. The anger is engulfing me, and no one hears the call, The tears they flow incessantly, and no one hears them fall. Icy fingers hold my hand, anxiety draws a thin line, There seems no out of this in, my soul has lost its mind. This pain is hard to put away, this hurt sure takes it's toll, Fears they come much quicker now, drowning my tortured soul. Shadows are surrounding me, so black and bleak and blind, The path they take has no control, and neither does my mind. The darkness is so very cold, it takes my breath away, Indeed my death no one will mourn, and hell will have me stay. This life I can no longer bear, all hope is lost for me, Journeys end comes swiftly now, and I am left to be. This painful knowledge is exact, it knows not how to die, My life goes on in deep remorse, and I know not why. Senseless Sanity The streets are shrouded in darkness and the Fireflies, flickering fretfully forlorn, Sputter around the lampposts of my mind. I walk, mindless of the bloody streams that are Shivering, slowly slipping sideways, Through the sprite invested alleys of my soul. The voices call out to come play in the dark Whispering wretchedly wicked words, That only the dead and doomed can hear. Skeleton birds fly high with immortal wings, Determination daunting despairing dastards From sour and rotting remains of the past. This place is one which you do not speak, Fearing frightful flagellation forever With dying flowers of scarlet to adorn your grave. My mind, now a prison of sorrows, plays Torturous transparent trivial tricks, Wrapping me in a veil of senseless sanity.