The 9Th Day's blog: "poetry from the darkside"

LET ME TAKE YOU SOMEWHERE SAFE AND DARK, SHHHHH…TRUST ME….IT WON’T HURT MUCH. I CAN SMELL YOU, A TASTE OF THAT SWEAT, YOUR INNOCENCE LIES, SO FULL OF REGRET. I KNOW YOU CAN’T SEE ME, I’M RIGHT OVER HERE, COME A LITTLE CLOSER, THERE’S NOTHING TO FEAR. TIME IS A THIEF, IT ROBS ALL OF US, IT BREAKS OUR HEARTS, DESTROYS OUR TRUST. THAT’S IT COME CLOSER, A LITTLE CLOSER STILL, I WANT TO FEEL YOU, TOUCH WHAT I WILL. YOUR BODY SO TENSE, I FEEL IT ALL, I FEEL THAT SOUL, IT’S BARE AND SO RAW. IT NEEDS TO BE CODDLED AND KEPT VERY WARM, IT NEEDS FORGIVENESS, IN LIGHT OF THE STORM. SEE PAST ALL YOU HAVE LEARNED, SEE ONLY ME, I AM THE TEMPTATION, I WILL SET YOU FREE. YOUR SKIN IS SO HOT, MY FINGERS WILL TASTE, THERE’S LUST THAT BURNS, FROM SO MUCH TO LATE. HOLD YOUR BREATH SO SWEETLY, LET ME SLOWLY REACH IN, YOU ARE SO TIGHT, IT TEARS UP MY SKIN. SHHH…..DON’T YOU WORRY, WE HAVE PLENTY OF TIME, I WILL BE YOUR FRIEND, MY GIFT WILL BE SOMETHING SUBLIME. THAT’S IT MY SWEET ONE, LAY BACK YOUR SWEET HEAD, LET ME DIG FURTHER, TILL YOUR HEART HAS BEEN BLED. FEED YOUR HATRED, SORROW AND PAIN, SEDUCE YOUR MIND, RELEASE ALL DISTAIN. CLOSE YOUR EYES, FEEL ME INSIDE, PULLING YOU IN SLOWLY, RELEASING YOUR PRIDE. YES, I CAN FEEL YOU, IT HURTS SO DEVINE, SHAKES ME SO DEEPLY, QUICKENING MY MIND. THE PRESSURE SO PAINFUL, REELING SO VAIN, GROWING STRONGER, FILLING MY BRAIN. I THINK IT’S COMING, NOTHING BETTER THAN THIS, THAN TO FEEL YOU DYING, IN SPITE ALL OF THIS. SHROUDED AND COVETED, I FEEL MY NEW SKIN, THE SMELL OF YOUR BODY, REEKS FROM THE SIN. SUCH A SWEET VICTIM, WHAT A SOUND FIND, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, INSIDE MY MIND. written by lg olson2008

SAINTS TO SINNERS, NO WINNERS BE FOUND, SINNERS TAKE SAINTS ON THIS HOLLOWED GROUND. I AM A CREATURE ,OF UTTER DISMAY, I SAW THE BLOOD AND NOW BLOOD MUST PAY. I AM PERVERSIONS AND ALL FORGOTTEN LUSTS, A QUEEN OF ALL LIARS, A MISTRESS OF DISTRUST. I SEE FOREVER, YET FOREVER DOES LIE, I SEE THE TEARS, LIKE BLOOD IN MY EYES. I FELT THE PAIN, THE CUT IS TO REAL, A SLICE IN MY SKIN AND ALL STARTS TO PEEL. I FEEL NOTHING, AND NOTHING STILL HURTS, IT FEEDS NO REDEMPTION AND LIFE BECOMES CURT. SOUGHT AFTER PILLARS, TORN AND ENTWINED, RACE THREW YOUR FLESH AND CUTS THREW YOUR MIND. HEAVING AND PANTING, LUSTS FEED YOUR FLESH, TEARS AND ENSNARES YOU, UNTIL YOU ARE DEAD. BURNING THE VIRTUE, BARK THREW THE NIGHT, SCREAM FOR YOUR LOVER, RIP THREW THE FIGHT. PITY THE PATHETIC, THE MEEK AND THE SCORNED, THEY'LL TAKE US ALL, WITHOUT BEING WARNED. NEVER ALIVE, NEVER TO LIVE, NEVER THINK TWICE, NEVER FORGIVE. OFFER YOUR SOUL, IT IS YOUR LAST GIFT, PULL A NEEDLE THREW FLESH AND THEN MAKE YOUR WISH. FOREVER ENTITLED TO SOME ONE TO PAY, BATTLED AND PRISONED, YOU ARE WHAT THEY SAY. NEVER AN ANGEL, LIE DOWN TO THE FLOOR, BEG FOR HIS MERCY TILL YOU BEG NO MORE. EVIL SEDUCES WITH IT'S SWEET FINE WINE, DRUGS YOU WITH LUSTS AND DEVOURS YOUR MIND. PATHETIC AND SWEET, PRIMEVIL TO TOUCH, STINKS OF THE SWEAT, WHEN YOU'VE BLEED TO MUCH.

The 9Th Day By: L. G. Olson "I've seen the darkness. I know the secrets that it hides and I have felt the pain. I have felt my own blood pool under me. I know the price it holds, and on the 9th day I will pay that price." The 9TH Day: Introduction Lifeless, Broken, Hatred, Brutal. I was afraid of being part of life and even worse, I would miss it. A marriage based on lies, I fell so hard that the blow has left me cold and broken. I hated life for what it did not give me, and the man who had taken it all from me. I could not be touched and I was too empty to see that all I had to do was reach out; but I was too scared to act on it. To broken to heal the endless wounds. Find a stranger and you'll be safe, find a stranger I'll be safe. A stranger found me. I remember the pain. So much pain and the evil that follows in the wake of its destruction, the fevered rush that surges through your soul and feeds the hatred that it leaves inside you to rot; It keeps you locked in its brutal clutches until you find a release. My screams only made it stronger, my tears only turned it into something else. "Swallow the pain and let it take you somewhere else." “I want to wake up. I want the light. I want the life. It hurts so much and yet I feel so little. I feel so far away from everything I knew and loved. They all seem like a dream to me, which I am unable to have or hold. Surrounded by strangers yet I am so alone. I will never see my family and friends again. I know this now. It is so cold and empty here. I will never be loved or love again; there is no remorse for the pain they cause. Their eyes relentless and dark, their nails rip my flesh, blows so hard that my bones break. I think I am in hell because I cannot wake up from this. I can feel the blood run down my face, and the cries go unheard. Prayers for which even God does not hear, held in a prison of despair that they will not release me from, held in terror of the known and the unknown. Pain for which there is no release, begging for death from those with no compassion, grief or remorse. Only hatred for a life they never knew, only scorn for the soul they torment and the body they beat and torture. I cannot fight them anymore, I think I'm dying.” T.Reeves Stare at me and you will see yourself in my eyes. Take me inside and feel the cries. Hold me now as I bleed through, and feel the pain that no one knew. Seal it closed with a fist, treat me as if I was never to exist. I see death grow closer with every blow, I let out a scream that lets me know, that I'm still breathing, that I'm still alive, that my heart is still beating, that I can't die. “They haunt me… They hunt me…They tell me…Take the blows…Swallow the blood...Break my bones...Take the pain…Scream for me…Love me…Beg me...Beat me…Rape me...Cut me…Bleed me...Hate me...Bury me...I'm yours. “ L.G.O. 2006 Chapter One: "I'm dying" Her body lay silent on a bed of blood now. Dressed in torn and bloody black overalls, battered and bruised flesh peeking threw the rips and tears. She shook as he gently bent over her and lovingly kissed her pale, quivering bloody lips. Her chest rose and fell radically as she struggled to breathe. Blood and mucus bubbling slowly out of her nose with every ragged exhale she took. He knelt gently on the bed beside her, slowly touching her face with his fingers, feeling the trembling flesh of her cheek and lips. "I wish we had more time,” He whispered and smiled so warm. "I can't save you Tessa, but I can release you from all your pain." He gazed down at her face, almost hypnotized by her. Kissing her again, moving slowly over her motionless lips. Reaching down, he lifted the mask that lay beside him. He held it in his hand as he finished her last kiss then sat up and smiled down at her. Her body shook and arched as she struggled against the horrific pain of battered and broken bones. “Ssshhhh,” he softly cooed her, running a finger tenderly over her lips. He lifted the mask and placed it carefully on her terrified face. "It's over now. You are at the end." “No,” a breathless whisper rose from the mask as her head rolled slowly back and forth. He slowly stood up and remained at the edge of the bed for a moment; his dark eyes stared down at her. He smiled as he watched her weakly struggle under the mask. She gasped and painfully struggled as blood foamed up out of her throat and ran down the side of her mouth, forcing her to breath in painful gurgling gasps. The pitiful weak cries were staggered by choking on the blood and too soft for any one to hear. Tears slid from her bruised eyes and she could hardly move anymore as she slowly started to fade. There were no screams, just whimpered cries, her heart beat ebbing. Her life would soon end; a brutal destiny that was not supposed to be hers but had become hers, nevertheless, with a slice of a knife. Her eyes growing so afraid and distant, her body trembling in an unforgiving and relentless pain, exhausting her will to fight much more. She stared out at the room before her. I know this room, she thought. Tessa let out a weak cry that no one would ever hear. "Wait."

I AM THE DARKNESS THAT SEARCHES FOR YOU, I WANT YOU TO TASTE ME TILL YOUR BLOOD SURGES THROUGH. I AM WHAT THEY SAY AND SO MUCH MORE, I AM THE SIN THAT BEGS TO BE TORE. I SEE MY WORLD SO BLEAK AND DIM, AND AWAIT YOUR LUSTS TO FILL ME WITH IN. EMPTY AND CALLOUS, I SEE INTO YOUR EYES, YOU WANT TO TASTE, ALL I AM INSIDE, IF I LOVE YOU WILL YOU GIVE UNTO ME, ALL OF YOUR PAIN UNTIL I BLEED. PLAY IN MY MIND, I WANT TO FEEL YOU WITHIN, GRINDING DEEPLY TO MY EVIL WITHIN. SADISTIC AND BLIND, FEED THIS DARK KISS, GIVE ME SUFFERING AND SAVE ME FROM BLISS. WRENCHING AND HEAVING, YES YOU WILL BLEED, FOR I AM THE SEDUCTION THAT AWAITS THAT DARK SEED. BELIEVE IN ME AND TASTE ME FROM DEEP, I FEEL THE THRUST AS YOU INVADE MY KEEP. STRUGGLE AND WRITHE, CUM IN MY HEAD, I WANT ALL THAT YOU ARE, ALL THAT YOU DREAD. SEEK THE FLESH, THE BLOOD DEVINE, BEND TO MY TOUCH, A POISON REFINED. YES, I LOVE YOU, WILL YOU DIE FOR ME, I NEED THAT KISS SO I MAY BE FREE. GAGGING AND TWISTING, I BEG OF YOU, GIVE ME YOUR HATE, SO I MAY SUBDUE. TASTE OF THE SWEAT, YOUR BLOOD TO MY TONGUE, YOUR TIME HAS ENDED, BUT I HAVE JUST BEGUN. LET ME BE YOUR LOVER, JUST FOR AWHILE, I AM YOUR NIGHTMARE, YOUR QUEEN THE DENIAL.

CRAWL FROM ME AND LEAVE ME HERE, TO MANY VOICES THAT I STILL HEAR. TO MANY NIGHTS LEFT IN THIS PLACE, TO MANY VISIONS I CANNOT ERASE. TIME IS JUST A PLAYER THAT WE ALL FEAR, YOU CAN TRY TO STOP IT, BUT IT'S DRAWING NEAR. STRUGGLE AND CHOKE ON ALL THAT'S SUBLIME, TASTE THE INSANITY , YOUR STILL FUCKING BLIND. YOU CANNOT TEACH ME WHAT I ALREADY KNOW, I HAVE NO TEACHER OR MY WILL TO BESTOW. BURN WITH THAT TOUCH AND LEARN TO FEEL NONE WE ALL BREED FROM THE MISFORTUNE OF ONE. LET ME GO, I CANNOT BE SAVED, NOT BY YOU FROM THIS DARK PLACE. IT GROWS WITH A VENGEANCE AND BRUTAL DISGRACE, THERE IS A MONSTER BEHIND THIS FACE. IT RUNS AND SCREAMS, VIOLENT IN ITS FEARS, IT WILL NOT STOP UNTIL IT CONSUMES THOSE NEAR. CUT YOURSELF TO WATCH YOURSELF BLEED, DO YOU FEEL THE EUPHORIA AND WHAT IT WILL SEED. A POISON TOUCH HAS TORN YOU THROUGH, IT'S ALL THAT I AM, I AM NOTHING TO YOU. PAY FOR THE PAIN, THAT I CAUSED IN THIS LIFE, LET IT SUFFOCATE ME ,TILL IT SLOWLY DIES.

LISTEN Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry MMMM.. STEP CLOSER TO ME, THAT'S IT..CLOSER.. COME, LET ME TOUCH YOU, FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE, NOW THAT'S IT, I LOVE HOW YOU SMILE. IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE, WHAT I'M LOOKING AT, IT WOULD BLOW YOU AWAY, KNOCK YOU FLAT. THE SHAPE OF THAT MOUTH, THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE, THAT BODY SO LEAN IT MAKES MY HEART RACE. YOU MAY OR MAY NOT WANT ME, I REALLY DON'T CARE, YOU WALKED INTO MY WORLD AND I DON'T PLAY FAIR. NOW JUST LISTEN, NO TIME FOR MISTAKES, I HAVE A PLAN, AND YOU I WILL TAKE. YOU CAN MAKE THIS SO EASY, BUT I LIKE IT ROUGH, I PLAN TO EXPLORE YOU, TILL I'VE HAD ENOUGH. NOW JUST STAND THERE, LET ME SEE ALL THAT YOU ARE, IT'S MY FEEDING TIME AND YOU'LL BE THE STAR. LET ME HELP YOU, TAKE OFF THAT SHIRT, DO IT SLOWLY, YOU KNOW HOW TO FLIRT. OH HOW I LIKE THIS, YOUR SKIN TO MY TOUCH, I LOVE HOW YOU TREMBLE, IT'S ALMOST TO MUCH. LOOK AT ME NOW, WITH THOSE STUNNING EYES, YOU AND I ARE ABOUT TO ARISE. THAT'S IT, COME TASTE WHAT I HAVE FOR YOU, IT'S BURNING INSIDE ME , CALLING YOU THREW. LET ME SLID AGAINST YOU, SKIN UPON SKIN , BUT I AM THE SINNER AND I WANT YOU WITHIN. OH HOW IT STONES ME, TO FEEL YOU SO NEAR, I CAN BARELY BREATH THREW ALL OF YOUR FEAR. FEEL MY FLESH AS IT STARTS TO SHAKE, COME GIVE INTO MY DESIRE AS YOU AWAKE. FRENZIED PASSIONS, UNLEASHED WITHOUT CARE, RIPPING OF FLESH, YOUR MIND ISN'T THERE. FEEL WHAT I FEEL, WHEN I TAKE YOU INSIDE, GRASP ON TO REELING, ALL STAKES DEFIED. STIRRING OF REASON, BEYOND ALL YOU KNOW, BARING THAT BODY, SEDUCING IT SLOW. THAT'S IT SWEET BABY, RELAX YOUR WEARY HEAD, I WILL ABUSE YOU, TILL I AM WEAK AND FED. NOW LISTEN.. I AM A LEECH OF THE FLESH, DESIRE CUT THREW, I SUCK IN YOUR LIFE, THEN I'LL EMPTY OUT YOU. LOVE MAKES YOU A VICTIM, NO VICTIM AM I, JUST ANOTHER REASON, TO HATE AND DEFY. I SAID JUST LAY THERE, DON'T EVEN MOVE, DON'T GIVE ME A POINT, THAT I NEED TO PROVE. STRONG IN YOUR BODY, WEAK IN THE FLESH, TAKING YOU DOWN WITH A SIMPLE CARESS. WHO IS THE WINNER, IT WOULDN'T BE YOU, I MADE THE CHOICE, AND I TOOK YOU