Melissa's blog: "Poems"

This poem was written a few months before my friend killed himself. He had made many attempts at it and had not succeeded. The day he did changed my life forever and suprisingly for the better. I had made an active desision to live drug free and have been since.this man was and still is the bestest friend I will ever have. here on cherry tap I will call him BH. MY DEAR FRIEND HELMS BY Melissa As I watched him walk away, I felt this unbearable pain he yelled the words Ill see you in another realm, In my head I said WHY? my dear friend Helms WHY? my dear friend Helms Why??? I know he said not to cry but he said he was gonna die So WHY?,why not cry so what am I supposed to do All i want is to help him My dear friend Helms I know he can makle it if only he would take it the love of a friend a friend to the end but he wont I can try to understand. I know he will be happy when he finally reaches his end so all i can say is Goodbye my dear friend Helms goodbye my dear friend Helms Goodbye I hope one day I will see you again.

Who am I? When I think I know I dont. When I dont I think I do. Im lost! I need a map My sense of direction is scattered I can no longer walk on my own. Someone PLEASE! PLEASE! carry me to that place thats in my dreams to a peaceful serene sense of stability BY Melissa I didnt realize it at the time, but what I was looking for was god. when i finally found him he did carry me to that place in my dreams. If only I could find him again.

This is a poem that I wrote when I was a child this is what I felt for my parents. wow! how things have changed. They are evil, in every unbelievable way. They are like eagles, watching me everyday. They sit there ruling like king and queen I want out of this nightmare I just want to scream.