Midnight Rose's blog: "poems"

Memories are all I have left of

the days gone by.

I can only cry,

to say goodbye,

knowing that your out there somwhere.

To to know your crying,

when once i wiped them away.

I can still hear your voice,

crying our for me to pick you up,

Now just memories,

of the laughter and the tears,

the good and bad times we had,

i feel so sad.

breaks my heart knowing

that i can no longer be there.

To let you know that i still care.

the miles between us.

the memories that keep you close,

in my heart 

knowing that we are so far apart.

I love you,

and i miss you.

Memories are all i have left.

fading away

nothing left to say.

my heart is broken,

were did i go wrong

trying to stay strong.

thought you would always be there

for me.

i cannot see through the tears,

all my fears,

have caught me down on my knees.

noone sees

the pain,

noone can stop the rain,

so much pain.

standing at the edge,

looking down,

with nothing but a frown.

so tired of it all,

you dont even hear me call.

so i just fall.

I watch myself falling apart,

feeling my achy heart.

Trying to stay strong,

when everything is going wrong.

Where do i go?

when my skies arent so blue.

the smile covers up the pain,

cant stop the rain.

I am slowly falling apart.

Building a wall,

cause noone hears me call.

all i can do is cry,

and walk away with a sigh.

i look to the sky,

and wonder why?

The many miles,

walking through lifes trials.

Falling apart,

but your not here.

like the stars,

you are so far.

I only tried,

thought you were on my side.

I am falling apart.

My little Angels,

Wished I had one more day,

to tell you everything i needed

to say.

to wipe away the tears,

chase away your fears.

You will always be in my heart

and never that far apart.

Like the stars,

you are so far.

Wished i had one more day,

to say

I love you.

My little angels.

I miss you so much.

i still see your smiles

through the many miles.

Just wished i could have had

one more day.

To hold you both.

never really got to say goodbye.

i can only walk away with a sigh.

I hope your both okay.

My little angels.

i never stopped thinking about you both.

so with tears in my eyes,

I wish you both the best.

Someday we will be together again.

My little angels

I hide behind these walls,

in hopes that you would hear

me call.

Can't seem to stop the rain,

that hides the pain.

Going insane.

Wish you were here.

The thunder only covers up

the sound of my heart breaking,

like the stars 

you are so far.

the many miles

the broken smiles.

Wish i could have had one more day,

to make you stay.

i watched you grow

just like the rose,

that has now withered and died.

and left me to cry.

standing alone.

Trying to stay strong,

wondering where it went wrong.

Wished you were here.

Our friendship was suppose to last forever.

but i realize now friendshipships

dont always last forever.

So with pen and hand and paper

i say goodbye.

Stairing out into the empty sky

its time to say goodbye,

Through the years,

and all tears.

through lifes trials,

and the many miles,

that keep us apart.

I will hold you all close 

to my heart.

For those that took the time

to know me,

and let me be me.

For those that loved me,

for me and not someone

i was never meant to be.

For those that kept telling me

that things would be okay,

and always had so much to say.

Stairing out into the empy sky,

i hate to say goodbye,

but i cant stay.

Time for me to move on.

Thank you to those that took

the time to say hello.

Who took the time to make me

feel like i was somebody,

like i belonged.

You wont be forgotten.

And i hope in the end,

that you will still be standing

beside me.

For those that took the time

to climb over the wall,

to always come when i called.

Picked me up when i fall.

But now its time that i

say goodbye.

will miss you all.

someday i will be back.

but until then I say Goodbye.

i took the road that leads away

from you.

i took the road that took me

far away.

although there was so much to say,

looking across the open bay.

i took the road that leads away,

from the people that really cared.

i wonder where you are?

have you forgotten;

how it use to be.

i took the road that led away

from you,

and i now i only wonder why.

where do we go?

when we dont know

who we are?

looking in the mirror,

who do you see,

who do you want to be.

questions that may never be answered.

questions that become a mystery.

stairing out into the empty sky,

just want to say goodbye.

where do we go,

when there is noone else to turn to.

i stepped off the path,

cant find my way back.

where do we go?

new doors are opening,

but which one do we take.

where do we go?

My little angels,

you are out there somewhere,

and i miss you.

Never got to say goodbye.

all i can do is cry.

i know your out there somewhere.

My little angels.

I wish i could hold you,

to let you i havent forgotten.

i listen to the song you use to sing.

an fall to my knees.

your pictures are still hung,

but only memories remain.

my little angels ,

God i wish you were here.

you will always be my little angels.

you stood by me,

through it all.

Through the tears,

and all the years.

you went away,

there was still so much to say.

hope your okay.

you stood by me ,

i was your hero.

you were my best friend,

i never wanted it to end.

you stood by me,

and now i wish that you

were still here.