Buddha22's blog: "~Poems~"

~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........

~~~ SCREAMING INSIDE ~~~ YOU KNOW I SIT HERE AND PONDER EVERY DAY WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY LIFE? I'M SO SICK OF IT!... SAME 'OL BULLSHIT!!! DOES IT EVER FUCKING STOP.... NOOO!!! BULLSHIT NEVER STOPS.... IT FOLLOWS YOU EVERY WHERE YOU THINK YOU CAN OVER COME IT AND GET PAST EVERYTHING BUT NOOO..... IT SMACKS YOU RIGHT IN THE FACE ALL OVER AGAIN!..... LIFE IS BULLSHIT BUT ALL YOU CAN DO IS MOVE ON AND DEAL WITH IT... ALL I WANT IS SOMEONE WHO CARES LIKE I DO SOMEONE WHO ISNT AFFRAID OF SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF THERE LUNGS JUST CAUSE THEY WANT TO... I NOTICED SCREAMING HELPS .... I FEEL SO DEEP INSIDE IT'S KILLING ME AND I DONO WHAT TO DO ... I'M SCREAMING BUT YET NO ONE HEARS ME... I'M SLIPPING THREW THE CRACKS FASTER AND HARDER EVERYDAY... AND YET NO ONE TO CATCH ME... WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY I DONO BUT FUCK IT I WILL NEVER KNOW BUT LIVE MY DAY .... DAY BY DAY AND HOPE ONE DAY I'LL GET ON MY FEET AND HAVE WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED... TILL THEN I'M SCREAMING INSIDE!!!!

~~~ TEARS OF BLOOD ~~~ IT PAINS ME TO LISTEN TO THE SWEET VOICE LISTENING TILL THE RIVER OF BLOOD RUNS DRY, KNIVES STABBING DEEP IN YOUR CHEST ACHEING AS TIME PASSES U BY.. HOW THE HEART ACHES TO FEEL ONCE AGAIN,HOW IT ACHES TO BE BACK TO HOW IT ALWAYS BEEN, WHY MUST IT ACHE SO BAD..CANT IT BE FIXED? CANT THE ACHE GO AWAY, BUT WHY DOES IT STAY? JUST TO MAKE US ACHE EVERYDAY, TO MAKE US CRY AND NOT WASH OUR SARROWS AWAY .. IF ONLY TIME COULD REWIND AND MAKE OUR HEARTS NOT ACHE! FOR TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE.....

~~ TOUCH OF HER HAND ~~ SITTING IN THE DARK FEELING NOTHING... WHISPER SOUNDS FLOATING IN THE AIR.. COLD BREEZE WHISPERING BY... WHAT IS THAT SENCE OF FEELING? YOU SIT AND WAIT HOPEING TO SEE AND TOUCH HER HAND ONCE LOOK INTO HER EYES AND KISS HER LIPS... BUT NOTHING BUT WHISPERS.. YOU SIT AND WAIT FOR THE DAY WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME... WAIT FOR THE COLDNESS TO GO AWAY AND WARMTH OF THE SKIN TO STAY .. TEAR GOES DOWN YOUR FACE WHILE YOU SIT AND WAIT THINKING OF WHAT CAN AND COULD BE.... WISH JUST ONCE TO TOUCH HER HAND....IF ONLY ONCE TO FEEL THE WARTH AND LOVE FROM JUST ONE TOUCH OF HER HAND...SIT AND WAIT JUST FOR THAT TOUCH... THE LONELY TOUCH OF HER HAND!