Dawnna's blog: "Poems"

When you returned my flirt, My pain seemed so far gone, My soul free from all hurt, We talked from night until dawn. It seems so long ago, I heard you on the line, You left my heart aglow, I never knew it could shine. Now it seems you withdrew, All things you gave to me, The confusion cuts through, In my place, wouldn't you agree? Your feelings about me, Do they scare here to there? I only want your wall's key, I'm not going anywhere. On your walls I'll still knock, Cause foremost I'm your friend, In time you will unlock, A life of love we will spend.

I'm so there, To not be here, To forget the stress, Of the present year. So mix mine well, Mix mine strong, I'm ready to make, the night long. Party under the stars, Watch the big sky, Built us a bonfire, See the flames go high. Cuddle up close Cuddle up right We could be in For a really long night The stars up high The sand down low I look at you "You ready to go?"

I'm seeing with my ear Picturing your smile In the words that I hear In that whispered style Your laughing rings so true Sounds totally clear It reaches right on through And brings your heart near Your laugh is contagious So I start in too Quieting, you confess I really like you Warmed by your confession Don't know what to say You get the impression I've been blown away You ask if I'm alright I tell you I'm great In your words I delight Patiently you wait For the first time ever I voice your real name Failing being clever I tell you the same The day has been long We both are so tired Hoping I belong After all has transpired We tell one another Nighty night, sleep well One phone to the other We say our farewell I'm seeing with my ear And hearing you smile In the words that I hear In that whispered style

I told you I would never again, Let someone take my heart. Here I'm sitting wanting you, And hate that we're apart. Everyday you're in my thoughts, Every night you're in my dreams. I can't believe what's happening, Is this really what it seems? Every morning as I wake, Each night as I drift to sleep, Those hours of every day, These moments, away they creep. The kisses shared between us, Have always reached the sky. As your lips part I'm anxious, My spirit seems to fly. The inch seems to shorten, So close yet still so far, Time seems to have frozen, I feel how close you are. My breathing is now lost, Along with every thought.... This dream is put on pause, 'Cause now the alarm goes off. Take a chance to know me, To let me share it all. And my friend one day soon For me perhaps you'll fall. Our friendship we now have Is something that I'd miss But maybe once we both let go We will find eternal bliss.

Moving on, After all the hurt, Let nothing stop me, Dust off the dirt. Lifting up; Spirits that are down, Put a bright smile on, Throw out the frown. Look ahead; Wipe dry all my tears, Take deep cleansing breaths, Push down my fears. Baby steps; That's more than enough, Go slowly at first, It's not so tough. Day by day; One night at a time, The steps that I take, When moving mine.

Morning, Love Is all you have to say But it's more than enough To bring sunshine to my day Got to work Even though we both know It's something we can't shirk Neither of us want to go Hour by hour Thinking of the other In awe of this power Love has to fully smother It wraps us In it's unyeilding arms While topics we discuss Love envelopes with it's charms Complaining Neither you or me are Down on us it's raining The rest of the world seems far Good night, Love Says everything to me This feeling's like a glove More of this is all I plea

Bruised thighs Tattered soul My tries after tries To keep it sensible Death is welcome Seems dramatic Feeling numb His moods erratic The kids, three Shocked wide eyes Bandaging my knee Their questions arise The little hands That hold on tight Tryin to understand Why we always fight Then it bites Have to leave Can't have fights In myself, believe

Karlee so girlie Butterfly tattoos Doesn't wake up early Always likes to snooze Dark brown hair Even in holders Right down to their Just below her shoulders Brown eyes full Of questions and love Gives your heart a pull Hates she's free of Heart so big Strong as a tree She's no twig On sight you'd agree

You, sweets, are my peace When life gets too full You are my release When stress starts to pull You summon a smile When I want to cry When handed a trial Strength you supply When I hear you say "Not going anywhere" Seems my spirits stay Soaring in mid air I like how we grow Unlike both our pasts Take it nice and slow As long as this lasts These feelings for you Are not just for show It all seems so new Just wanted you to know

Grandpa's they go Hoping these three Will never know How he hurts me Here he comes Love his disguise Diggin in his thumbs Taking me by surprise Pushed me to the wall Hands around my neck Trying to drop and fall I run to the deck Eyeing the shelf I think he'll throw I brace myself For the blow Shelf hits my calf I fall to the ground Hearing him laugh A terrible sound Pushing him away Protesting altho It's not enough to delay Nothing will stop him, i know Lying on the deck He's finished now I feel like a wreck A shower he'll allow Washing off his scent Find strength within Drown the whole event Burn it off my skin Hatred for him Can't seem to get away From the scars within Feeling forever prey