jjake's blog: "poems"

FADE TO NOTHING it was easy to be what i was when i wasn't what i am i am much more now then i was before still i am less than you would adore even though you have set ablaze my inner fire, my desire if the sun could cry if the sky could sigh history still would have never seen a disaster such as i why do i try when inside i know you wish me to die i am like a tapestry sky, a setting sun i will fade to nothing and be done.......... believe it or not, this is going to get published. haven't decided what to think about that yet

this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorrow i sit alone in a crowded room it's lonely as a tomb i speak so often of being alone i don't realize the fault is my own who would want to be around a laughterless clown it is easy to be me all you have to do is flee reality my life is a facade how strangely odd my own worst enemy is me

this one is untitled........ in the clutches of darkness i see no shining light through the trials of my life i try to avoid the edge of a knife in the grasp of darkness i still try to do right i know i sometimes fail but my hope will not derail in the clutches of darkness i still fight with all my might people do not believe in me the do not see what i see in the grasp of darkness they would have me give up the fight i will not give in to do so would be a sin in the clutches of darkness i am the shining light