WickedLilAngel's blog: "Poems"

created on 10/09/2010 | http://fubar.com/poems/b336866

posted on 02/09/2011&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:02&nbs-08:00;pm

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Feel Again

Much time I now spend, watching
Watching as others pass by, living
Living their lives
I watch not for care of wanting to know them
Or even so as to learn from what they do and say
I simply watch…and wonder
Wondering why. Why do I feel this way
Wondering how. How have I come to this point
Wondering when. When can I ever hope to feel again
As I watch, I remember
Remember what it was like…
To feel as they feel
To laugh as they laugh
To cry as they cry
To hope as they hope
To hurt as they hurt
To love, to hate, to long, to fear, to yearn…to rejoice…to live
But such is all that I have…memories
Memories which flow before my mind’s eye
Even as the people flow before my gaze
And I, I sit quietly in the shadow…
And wonder

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posted on 11/06/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:11&nbs-07:00;pm

It is what it is
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Stress

Stress is eating at me every minute and second of the day,

how do I cope with the horrible effects and make it go away?

I feel so tired and run down and I don't sleep,

I lie in bed at night and wonder why it runs so deep.

Everyone asks why do you look so sad,

do I tell them that my stress is eating me up and that I feel really bad?

Does everyone notice how I walk around in a daze,

and that I have deep black bags under my eyes nowadays.

I wake up every morning feeling so hopeless,

like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess.

Stress is my one worst enemy,

it’s taken over my mind and my whole life in every single degree.

Starting Over

You have given me hope for a better tomorrow
like an angel guiding me out of my sorrow.

My fears I want to let go
but can my past I forgo?

I ask you this as you have my heart
will you always be there so we may never part?

I don't have much to give
but I will give you my everyday to live.

I love life and what it has to give
because through the depths of sorrow I have learnt to live

Communication

Communication takes practice,
it's never perfect,
sometimes not patient,
sometimes not kind,
but you have to say what's on
your mind.
Lend an ear,
listen not just hear,
to the ones you love so dear.
Communication is not a one way street,
it takes two,
to concur this feat.
Communication is hard you see,
but in the end,
it is key,
to that great relationship,
we all want and need.
Open your heart,
say what's on your mind,
When you are partners
for life there's nothing to hide

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posted on 11/03/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:11&nbs-07:00;pm

Life
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Untold

Now I sit here
wishing I could tell
what feelings that I want to share.

It is killing me
because i wanna take you in my arms
and hold you tight and let you know it will be alright.

These feelings I must tell
or I will probably melt
'cause I can't keep these feelings untold

I'm Getting Lonely

Its getting cold and I'm getting lonely
Wishing someone would sit down and hold me
Next to their chest in their arms
Our body heats the only thing keeping up warm
In his car on a Friday night
Nothing but trees by the moonlight
Well, maybe I’ll stay here forever
In my dreams forever
Wishing we could be here together
Just me and you
Just me and you
Well, I'm smiling now to myself
Its just me by myself
In my bed with the covers on just turned over to set the alarm
Cause this isn’t an imaginary place
Its unfair, but it’s a fact we have to face
But maybe ill stay in my dreams forever
Wishing we could be here together
Just me and you
Just me and you

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posted on 10/09/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;11:10&nbs-07:00;pm

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Sometimes

Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.
Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.
Sometimes we need someone to call our own,
Especially when we’re alone.
Sometimes people just can’t understand,
Why things get out of hand.
Sometimes life just isn’t fair,
Especially when people just don’t care.
And sometimes it's hard to say,
Why things have to be this way.
Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,
Especially when dreams continue to die.
Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.
Even to just relieve the pain.
And when we’ve had a really bad day,
Sometimes we just need to get away.
We never know what’s wrong with out pain.
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

And sometimes when people get hurt,
Even the strongest ones may need comfort

Changing World

The light is cold. The day is dark.
The only thought I have, a spark.
The only breath I breathe, my mark.
In this ever changing world.

The mirror is the truth, my face.
The reflection is only mine, a trace.
I decide who looks back, I decide the space.
In this ever changing world.

What happens next is up to me.
Cage up the bird, or let it free.
The blinding sun over the setting sea.
In this ever changing world.

Fear Itself Is Undefined

I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears,
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back?
What is it that I'm afraid of?
Why am I so scared?
Is it the people I've hurt or the people that have hurt me?
Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see?
Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family?
Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy?
What is it that I fear most?
What do my eyes say I'm scared of?
Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise?
Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
Is it all the memories of my horrid past?
Is it me?
Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can't be?
The things that I try to understand?
The me that I try to be with when I'm feeling sad?
The person I'm expected to be? is that what I fear? . . .
I think the thing I fear most . . .is me

Live Life

Life is crazy,
and totally unpredictable...
It's going to push you over,
kick you while you're down
and hit you when you try to get back up.
Not everything can beat you.
Things are going to change you,
But you get to choose which ones you let change you.
Listen to your heart,
Follow your dreams,
And let no one tell you what you're capable of.
Push the limits,
Bend the rules,
And enjoy every minute of it.
Laugh at everything,
Live for as long as you can.
Love all,
But trust none.
Believe in yourself,
And never lose faith in others
Settle for nothing but only the best,
And give 110% in everything you do.
Take risks,
Live on the edge,
Yet stay safe,
And cherish every moment of it.
Life is a gift,
Appreciate all the rewards,
And jump on every opportunity.
Not everyone's going to love you
But who needs them anyways.
Challenge everything,
And fight for what you believe.
Back down to nothing,
But give in to the little things in life,
After all, that is what makes you.
Forget the unnecessary,
But remember everything,
Bring it with you everywhere you go.
Learn something new,
And appreciate criticism.
Hate nothing,
But dislike what you want.
Never forget where you came from,
And always remember where you are going.
Live Life to its fullest,
And have a reason for everything,
Even if it's totally insane.
Find Your purpose in life,
and Live it!

In Life In life there are people that will hurt us and cause us pain,
but we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges.

In life there are mistakes we will make,
but we must learn from our wrongs and grow from them.

In life there are regrets we will have to live with,
but we must learn to leave the past behind and realize it is something we can't change.

In life there are people we will loose forever and can't have back,
but we must learn to let go & move on.

In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference,
but we must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger.

In life there are fears that will hold us back from what we want,
but we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.

God holds our lives in his hands. He holds the key to our future.
Only he knows our fate.

He see's everything and knows everything.
Everything in life really does happen for a reason: "God's Reason"

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