In The Rain
Painful memories fill up my mind
Saddnes and despair well up inside
I cannot let the world see me hurting
So I put on a smile and the pain I hide
My torment grows as time goes by
My inner storehouses threaten to overflow
The burden of my sorrows is mine to bear
I feign happiness and true feeling I don't show
I have learned how to hold it all deep inside
To accept the scar and not feel the knife
But there are times when it get to be too much
I cry out to the gods to just end my life
So far the gods have decided to be merciful
Giving me a private way to release my pain
The skies become dark and when the storm begins
I silently cry and shed my tears in the rain
Angelstormm 2001
