a princess with a crown made of aluminum...'s blog: "poems"

she stands there stiff as stone starring down at you a tear falling from her eye her arms outstretched waiting for you to fall into them and yet you don't see her heart is breaking as you leave her behind without even a single glance suddenly everything disappears but the stone angel that is still waiting for you

a broken heart and a bleeding soul all this from a quick good-bye how do I right my wrongs? your death is on my hands your pain was all my fault how can I right my wrongs? it is too late to tell you I love you too late to wipe away your tears too late to love you like I never did before how can I right my wrongs?

dreaming of what could have been wishing with all my heart that you will remember how it felt to be with me but I know no matter how much I beg...cry...wish for you to come back to me it will never happen I guess our love was never meant to be just something the heart wanted but was impossible so I am entitled to one last good-bye a gentle kiss upon your cheek and a quick whisper of the word good-bye I leave you to your bidding and my heart to yearning

standing there before you as you place the rose in my hair and gently stroke my cheek which slowly takes on a tint you smile so brightly making my legs begin to melt a soft rain begins to fall the wind begins to blow you take my hand and gently run your lips over it my heart skips a beat I feel like I can fly slowly I press my lips to yours as you begin to swing me around if that moment would last forever then every single minute I spend with you would be my piece of heaven

just a lonely dreamer on an unwinding path looking for the one thing I cannot have lost inside myself starring blankly into the abyss finding out that truth is better then your lie crying tears of pain wanting only one thing but it is out of reach taunting my every move their is no hope no chance for me for I am a lonely dreamer on an unwinding path

hidden deep inside unseen by the blind eye a desire trying to get free see what you do to me? a dagger pointed at my chest a broken heart and streaming tears see what you do to me? in a box of wood surrounded by lace with a rose clutched in my hand see what you did to me?

hearing you say good-bye and standing there as I watched you walk away didn't hurt me near as badly as seeing you with her you had a smile upon your face one that I could never bring so I guess letting you go was the right thing to do but for me it is a slow torture that grows with everyday I cannot be with you but I forced a smile and told you I was happy for you even if it was all a lie I would do it again if it meant your happiness you are my everything no matter who you are with and alls I want is your happiness

why did I have to go and make you cry? when I know how much you care why did I have to leave you there? when you are my everything why did I have say good-bye? when you are what keeps me alive why have I done everything? when I know I push you away? so why have I done this?

I shall walk through the valley of the dead I shall fear no evil But I shall fear you I will walk on the edge of your dreams Never to be forgotten Haunting your every move Unless you shut me out My life was no good Taken alive by strangers Beaten......Starved.....Cut Bleeding to death from wounds I called out your name My voice unheard Now your life will be cursed Cursed forever to see me everywhere You killed me Killed me with your hatred And I wont Wont let you forget My murder So remember me And you may be spared REMEMBER ME remember me remember me

As I lay here in this bed of pure white lace My mind wonders back in time Back when blood flowed through my now shrunken veins Back when my skin was warm and colored My heart lies in two where one once sat He did this......... He did this to me Promises broken Lies threaded Now I lay here cold as stone Skin as pale as marble I took my life for............. Love Now I regret my decision and I wish I could say to him "I still love you boy"