Now and then, I remember when
of times gone past
and
how nothing ever lasts
Here and now is where I am
and I will never be here again
moving forward is where I go.
I just thought I'd let you know.
Listen to the night
where the sounds take flight
This is my time
every night it's the same
it's my thoughts I can't tame
I build empires
trying to fulfil my desires
listen to the night
it's where you know
you can hear your own echo
It's neither here nor there
but in between
not so tangible
that it could be seen
The heaving tempest of notions
of conflicting feelings and emotions
Friends and lovers are in a blur
Just how does this occur?
It has never been clear
then again
it doesn't help looking through
the bottom of glass of beer
Once what was
and what has never been...
all I want is a little bit of heaven.
So when the sea
of friends and lovers do part?
Just where do I start?
From time to time
I need to unwind
So I look for words
that I can call mind
On these pages
they have been caught
What I call "My collected Thoughts"
I've been all around this crazy town
trying to find what I could call mine
So I had to go
On that long hard road.
Searching for a wife
I am looking for a home
trying to find a place I can call my own
and here I go
On that long hard road
I started over there
I ended up here
spent many a nights
drinking all kinds of beers
Don't you know?
I'm on that long hard road
If I told you once
I told you twice
living on the road
you get twice the vice
When you're on
The long hard road
Let me tell you what
I almost forgot
Along with those beers
I shedded a whole lot of tears
on this long hard road.
Listen to the silence
and you can here the balance
between defeat and victory.
Winds of change,
in short and long range,
are forever blowing
it's just we are unknowing.
one day we'll be free
one day we'll see
what we could be
some day soon
we'll rise from ruin
one day we'll find love
so we could rise above
one day we'll be free
some day soon, is all I can say.
Here and There
What Do I Care?
A confused mind being unkind
with undefined borders
with careless guards.
Trying to make sense of it all
dragging this chain and ball
Here and there
To and fro
What do I know?
A LOT!
What to do when frustration sets in
Where alienation is the next of kin
and solitude cannot be found
and you are standing on less than solid ground.
Well my friend,
that is where I am.
and from what I can see
there is no end.
Now do not feel sorry
No need to worry
As you can see
I am in no hurry.
Didn't know what to say,
when I saw you the other day.
Feelings came back hard,
too intense for me to handle,
for I still hold your candle.
Days turned into years,
beers into tears.
I gave it all away,
trying to make you stay.
So there you have it
and it's no wonder,
it's just another young lover's blunder.
What is and what is not,
is that old memories cannot be bought.