Krys's blog: "Poems ... Mine ... Or Otherwise ..."

Written All the letters I never sent I should have sent litter the floor All the apologies explanations HEY! how are ya's get mixed together until they become one big jumble of the past for me to sort through. Which I do eventually and by that time I just laugh at myself and think of how big of a deal it was and how every word i wrote was so painstakingly thought out made perfect for you to throw away put out there for you to laugh as you rip up my pain in my face now you are back telling me you want me asking me the impossible wanting a life that is no longer ours and i look sadly at the pieces of my past scattered worn and well read on my floor and i wonder how this life might be if you had said yes and the irony of it all glares at me letting me know that fate is once again toying with me sending to me the only one i had truly loved saying that he has realized the same only way too late i am past it all i gave you me everything i had to be pushed aside as others captured your life and now that you want me now that i am to you what you were to me so very long ago i in turn have to push you aside and hurt you the way that i had hurt for you only intentionally and it hurts me just as much as it did back then to turn you away knowing how bad it feels knowing that i have to do this i am not who you once knew and i am not that girl that you tell me you dream about the girl you want so much in your arms i cant be that girl for you and with that i have to give you away for the second time but this time it is you who has to watch me walk away

ok so i decided to open up a bit and put myself out there ... damn this is scary. *takes a deep breath* but here are a couple poems i wrote looooooong time ago. enjoy? Ami Ami sat waiting. Waiting for someone to care. Someone who would never come, and who would never care. She spent all of her time just waiting. Never understanding why. Just waiting