mccorder's blog: "poems ive written"

the stormy tide my heart felt all empty a stormy twisted tide looseing myself deep in a game disapearing, thinking i could hide I felt no hope felt all broken inside searching for something, felt insecure trying to find someone else to be inventing a new life I was not sure I started with lies, tied in with half truth tried to escape my distress here i had a new name, age and life I altered my life as if to impress never did I expect to have to reveal somehow i met you and now i can see revealing the truth, i tried to turn you away but you ... you accepted the one that is me

Ever searching for the lost light a woundedsoul peers into the night once again like many times Wounded, battered, broken, torn A tear stained face stares out forlorn into the bleakness Anger, pain. sorrow, distrust The soul clasps it's hand to it's bust and blinks away a tear The days of past seem far awaywhen the pain that exsists now today did not exsist Memories are all that remain it seems could it all really have been just dreams? when there was still light?

little girl lost Current mood: creative little girl lost looking eagerlyinto the crowd trying to find her place brilliant blue stareing eyes not belonging to a face like an entity of their own ponders painfully "is there noone like me ?" she sees... socalites, sophisticates, atheletes homeless people, business people all of them in their shallow worlds aimlessly husteling, busteling, on a mission do they not realize I am what's missing? seeing all thats going on displaced not part of anything at all decides.. screw them they will do fine without me and she spreads out her arms and jumps

the nothingness violated, shamed, tattered torn she feels like she is not aloud to mourn her pain is unimportant as she is nobody noone seems to hear her as if she is shoddy verbally, her voice is so loud but noone notices her making a sound she feels as if she is merely "whitenoise" once she was somethingpeople listened back then he could not stand her happiness he pulled her away the beginning of the nothingness she knows as today......