Prtyeyes I left Fubar for another site T...'s blog: "Poems I've Written"

I have so much pain in my heart, tears roll down my eyes like rain, waiting for my true loves touch by giving each other a new start with companionship. I start a new day without forgetting to pray asking God to send true love my way and not a man who just wants to play. Sometimes at night in my mind, I have this fearful sight, I wake up with a moan of having a dream of dying alone. There's got to be somewhere true love for me but I feel at times I'm invisible and he can't find me. Here I am, can't you see the love within me that needs to be set free? I hope one day this dream of fear within me will disappear because God heard what I had to say and sent true love my way. Written By Lisa March 23, 2008

Jesus you have brought so much love into my soul, thru You, You've made my life so complete & whole. Within my heart each day I feel Your love flow. Sometimes I get caught up in wordly things, stumble & fall which makes me feel like a baby just learning to crawl. When I call out His name & say "Jesus, please forgive me, I have sinned & drifted away". I feel Him reach out His hand to help me get back on my feet & once again I feel complete. Written By, Lisa/Prtyeyes 8-29-04

Is there a man out there who can love me and respect me for the way God created me to be? I try so hard to find him but the men seem to only want a woman who are trim and slim. My heart cries out everyday wanting my true love to come my way, all I seem to meet are men who want to play. It hurts so much not to have a mans loving touch. I'm truly a sweetheart but at the same time a target for men to rip my heart apart. Here again another day all alone, feeling the heartache and loneliness right through my skin to the bone. Written By Lisa March 21, 2008