Love of my Life - 3rd August 2009
Pushed aside for so long
Left alone
Treated like a joke
Killing me slowly on the inside
Now, overjoyed I embrace these moments
Mouth dry
Tears in eyes
I'm finally happy in my skin
Gentle smile melts my heart
I relish this moment
The sound of that voice makes me tremble
And I go dizzy with the words spoken
Anticipation when he isn't around
I wait and hope he will come today
Heart in throat
Hands nervous and excited
I didn't know such love existed
Light of day welcome now
Before it seemed so dull
Never wanted to awaken
Confused as to what I did to deserve him
Questions pointless
Love is here to stay
I sleep with him in my dreams
He is my everything
A new light is shining
Love, Lust, Adoration
My counterpart, My love, My Sean
Ode to Sean - 23rd July 2009
Besotted with your smile I lose another day
I want to touch you wish there was some way
My life is so different now you are around
I feel like I'm floating, feet dont touch the ground.
For years I have longed for someone like you
I think that you feel that way about me too
Its crazy these feelings have happened so fast
I wish and I hope that they're going to last.
Maybe you'll be mine and maybe you wont
Maybe you feel love and maybe you dont
My heart's goin crazy just thinkin of you
I go 'twitterpated', don't know what to do.
You're in my head constantly I cant think straight
If it you that I'm meant for I dont want to wait
It's plain and its clear that we are meant to be
Hope I'm not being stupid I hope you agree.