EvilWizard's blog: "poem"

being alone is misery, waking to an empty bed, empty hearted more and more, walking to the darkside of the sun, blinded by what seems important, trust losing its strength. looking for a deep hole to lie within, darkening til i am forgotten, the darkness feeling needed. will i be remembered for me though, going to be a distant memmory, good times that wont be anymore. figuring out what matters, dont let the drama rule over your life, relax and let life be what it is.

i have seen the darkness in us, been burnt and left in the dark, hurt and tortured by love. caused broken hearts, created tears from broken trust, lost loved ones for fear of happiness. justice has been fair, life has given me a fair shot, hope has not gotten out of reach. my happiness lies in my friends, making them smile and forget themselves, having more friends then enemies. people who trust me are fair, my friends are loyal as i am to them, losing one and gaining more. time is wavering against us all, hope is our fire of life, passion our reason to love and live.

darkness in the early night, cooling down the scorched sands, my soul cooling from the wind. crashing hard to the sand, my head spins and i lose focus, a spinning sickening feeling of loneliness. knowing that no one cares, hoping not to wake up, wanting the darkness not to let go. my heart does not want this, it forces me to wake, struggling to keep up with myself. lost in this world is what i know, making you happy is normality, wishing i could be happy????