VENOM's blog: "PISSED OFF LEADER!!!"

OMG! Are you people serious? First, I dont receive the respect that should be issued to me. Then there are people talking as soon as I leave the chatroom and has the balls to call me a whore? WHO THE HELL DO ANY OF YOU THINK YOU ARE? I see you all at some sorta of time goof off and flirt with everyone in the room, but then when someone else does it then it makes them a whore? Well guess what YOU ALL CAN GO SUCK A FUCKIN DICK NOW!! HOW DARE YOU!.... 1. I never whore around... 2. Everyone that I have jokinly flirted with in the room knows its a freakin joke and nothing more... 3. Atleast each and every person knows that it DOES NOT MEAN I AM WITH THEM... If you all have a problem with me.. fine then come to me! I'm tired of each and everyone of you talking shit behind everyones back. You don't sit and talk shit about them as soon as they leave the chat room. LEARN SOME FUCKIN RESPECT.. YOU CERTAINLY DO NOT HAVE RESPECT FROM ME NO MORE!!!!!!!! I do more then anyone else does for everyone in this damn family and among others.. I am there to listen to people when they have problems even when I have my own and even when I'm busy... Do you all see me dishing out your little secrets or talking shit behind your back.. better yet do you see me judging you in anyway at all.. NOT ONLY HAVE YOU LOST MY RESPECT BUT YOU HAVE LOST MY FRIENDSHIP!!!! FUCKING GROW THE HELL UP YOU STUPID BASTARDS!!!!!! At all this said.. most of you are on the world on fubar also..so good luck your on your own.. i dropped my fucking tag!

Today something happened. I was so hurt when it did. I now think maybe I'm the biggest push over ever. You know being one of the leaders in a yahoo family is not the easiest. I have always been known for the hard ass I am. Suddenly I have been ignored so many times it is uncalled for. Why does everyone feel the need to act like I dont exist I have no clue. What hurt the most is that a close friend did it today. That hurt me the most. Maybe I'm not cut out to be the leader I should be. The friend did apologize to me, however at the same time it's like the others still don't care. This really made me open my eyes and see that they dont respect me for who I am, nor respect me as a leader. I am always trying to do what is best for everyone in this family. Hell there are times when I am working so hard on things for them all that I dont even have time to talk to most of them. Then to think the same people I am working my ass off for is ignoring me and treating me as if I'm a nobody like I have no athority..

All I can say is GEE THANKS..I FEEL SO SPECIAL NOW!!

My work stops here. I will no longer work on these things no further than I have already. I refuse to do anything more until I receive the respect that I deserve. Til then.....

VENOM SAYS FUCK OFF AND GO TO HELL!!!!

LEARN SOME RESPECT TIL THEN I HAVE NONE FOR YOU.......