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ARA's blog: "PAIN"

created on 05/29/2008  |  http://fubar.com/pain/b219380

so first off since this is the pain blog i started lets get to the points

 

1. just over  a week ago my cousin was shot and killed by the long beach police dept 

if you follow such news stories and have been reading about it. its it becoming clear that my cousin was  killed by officers who did not at any  point think about saying anything to him. he was very drunk ( staggering drunk by some accounts) he was most likely not aware of the police officers presence. by the polices own statements of where the officers were placed he wasnt even pointing anything at an officer. in fact some witness accounts in apts that hadnt been cleared state he was in a seated postion leaned agaist the stoop rail. if he had pointed something at the officers with both hands pointing foward as they have stated i am wondering how 3 of the pistol rounds he was shot with were dead center of the chest straight up the sternum, yet no wounds were incured on his hands or arms which if he was actually pointing something at the officers would be in the way of such shots hitting there.

so as far as i am concerned the long beach police dept murdered my cousin

 

2. i am lonely in my heart and have been for a long while now

 

3. on the non emotional pain side of reality 2 days ago i burned the pointer finger on my left hand (2nd degree)  eigth of an in wide and inch and a quarter long  down the side of it. have a pretty decent blister going at this point. i did it on the oven lol

 

 

rambling

sigh.... reality really blows :( been very depressed all day i have my reasons and some of you here know them its really hard sometimes to look forward of here and when i do try to i just get more down

HURT

i hurt i dont feel like talking everything these ast months just hurts i still love my ex regretably my mother died my grandmother i was told is also dead it just all fucking hurts :(
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