so first off since this is the pain blog i started lets get to the points
1. just over a week ago my cousin was shot and killed by the long beach police dept
if you follow such news stories and have been reading about it. its it becoming clear that my cousin was killed by officers who did not at any point think about saying anything to him. he was very drunk ( staggering drunk by some accounts) he was most likely not aware of the police officers presence. by the polices own statements of where the officers were placed he wasnt even pointing anything at an officer. in fact some witness accounts in apts that hadnt been cleared state he was in a seated postion leaned agaist the stoop rail. if he had pointed something at the officers with both hands pointing foward as they have stated i am wondering how 3 of the pistol rounds he was shot with were dead center of the chest straight up the sternum, yet no wounds were incured on his hands or arms which if he was actually pointing something at the officers would be in the way of such shots hitting there.
so as far as i am concerned the long beach police dept murdered my cousin
2. i am lonely in my heart and have been for a long while now
3. on the non emotional pain side of reality 2 days ago i burned the pointer finger on my left hand (2nd degree) eigth of an in wide and inch and a quarter long down the side of it. have a pretty decent blister going at this point. i did it on the oven lol