Out of Time
Wake up in the morning and fall out of bed
Try and get my head straight but I put it off instead
Don't want to carry on living just wanna be dead
But I put off the decision and listen to some music instead
Just looking for inspiration to make life worth living
So tired of a world that keeps taking and not giving
Trying to make friends leads to despair
It always seems to end with me pulling out my hair
So I am fat and bald
And I am getting old
Wish I was fit and bold
And not so stand-offish and cold
Trying to relate
But I am always consumed by hate
Trying to make amends
But I have no more friends
Take some pills
Deathwish thrills
They take me to see the doc
Then turn the key in the lock
They have taken away my liberty
I am undone by uncertainty
One thing worse than dying
Spending your life denying
Locked up in a cage
Consumed by rage
My sense of hope is all spent
Will the suffering ever relent
Too damn scared to kill myself
I am destined to end up on the shelf
In a dark forgotten institution
For people like me who lack resolution
